#for future reference dont respond to my vents unless your a mutual or something

[nerves-nebula]

does she know that you wanted darling to be special to you???

mimicry is a very common way humans show others their ties to people they love, its a way to signal "im in this group, fhese are the people who love me," it may be possible she views this as a way to honor her connection to you.

I'm not in your relationship ofc, and you have every right to want certain things to be special. I just can relate to being on the other side of accidentally ruining things for people and being heartbroken that I didn't know that it was being taken that way.

you deserve love and care and to have a special place in people's hearts, and to be shown that love in the way it means most to you. if you did tell her how important it was to you, it's rlly rlly fucked up that she didn't value that. and you deserve a Lot better. 💜💜💜

I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAAAA AAAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAA I KNOW MIMICRY IS GOOD THATS NOT THE ISSUE AAAAAAAAA AAAA AAAAAAA AAAAA NO SHE DIDNT KNOW BUT ITS HARD TO GIVE HER CREDIT HERE WHEN SHE ALSO DIDNT KNOW WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MONOGAMOUS AND CHEATED ON ME AAAAAAA AAAA AND IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE ANYWAY BECAUSE I BROKE UP WITH HER AAAAAA AAAA AAAAA AAAAAAA THE PROBLEM IS THAT IT FUCKING SUCKS TO HEAR HER SAY IT TO THE PEOPLE SHE CHEATED ON ME WITH EVERY FUCKING DAY AAAAAA AAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAA WHEN THE ONLY REASON ITS PART OF HER CASUAL VOCABULARY IS BECAUSE I WANTED. HER. TO. SAY IT TO ME. AND SHE COULD NEVER EVEN DO THAT RIGHT. AAAAAAAA AAAAAAA

AND NOW SHES GOING TO BRING HER AWFUL EMOTIONALLY IMMATURE BOYFRIEND TO COME LIVE WITH US AAAAA AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAA AND IM GOING TO HAVE TO PUT UP WITH HIM BECAUSE ITS NOT LIKE I PAY RENT OR ANYTHING IM A BROKE BARELY FUNCTIONING COLLEGE STUDENT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAA AAAAAAAAAA AAAA SHE PROMISED ME A SAFE PLACE AND THAT WAS A LIE THE MOMENT IT BECAME INCONVENIENT!! BECAUSE SHE VALUES HER STUPID IDEALISTIC VISION OF LIVING IN A HOUSE WITH ALL HER FAVORITE PEOPLE OVER THE CURRENT REALITY WHERE THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!! AAAAAAAA WHICH US WHY SHE KEEPS HURTING PEOPLE!!! I AM NOT A PRIORITY!!! NO ONE IS!! BECAUSE SHE CANT PRIORITIZE!!! AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAA AAAAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAA SHE WANTS TO HAVE HER CAKE AND EAT IT TO AND I WILL NOT LET THAT HAPPEN. IF YOU DO NOT REMEMBER ME I WILL BE GONE BDFORE YOU NOTICE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I AM THE KING OF HITTING THE BRICKS I CANT WAIT TO RUN AWAY AGAIN I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE I CANT WAIT TO NOT HAVE TO BE HERE ANYMORE I HAVE SPENT MY LIFE TRYING TO ESCAPE THE PEOPLE CLOSEST TO ME AND I WILL CONTINUE TO DO THIS UNTIL I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!