#A walking identity crisis
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It's a little bit fucked up that Bhaal had Durge kill every connection they made with their own hands - foster family, and paladin Drge (and presumably other classes with their own equivalents to) slaughtering their paladin order, and whatever those repeat incidents where they broke their oath was - and forced them to become his vessel.
And then, on the non-Chosen path, Durge is torn away from their family and forced to kill everybody they knew and possibly cared about with their own hands.
Sure, objectively the latter is different: the first case was them being moulded into the puppet of a god, and the second leaves them with a blank slate and the ability to be a better person and determine their own path in life. We think. Yes, I'm glaring at you, Withers.
But does it feel that way for them?
And there's as much blood on their hands as that on the corpses they've left on the ground. Orin and Gortash's crimes were also their crimes. Orin is no different to Durge, she had no choice in her life, she just never got the chance to ever be different. Durge shouldn't be different, Jergal just decided to step in and "make it all better" - and where was this divine intervention decades ago, before a "little Urge" hadn't yet torn apart a family in their own home, or before they came anywhere close to inflicting the Absolute on the world? Why does it come when it's too fucking late.
The main plot was their plan! They are the main villain of this story, they just wandered onto the wrong side of the conflict! By accident! In this little narrative of heroes and villains, bar a single accident, Durge would be left rotting on the floor next to their little sister and the tyrant they admired. It's not like this is necessarily a redemption arc either! Durge can still be an absolute monster! Also how the fuck do you even start to atone for all the horrors they committed? Does saving x amount of people really do anything to alleviate the harm they've already done? How much culpability do you assign to somebody who only has the pretence of autonomy?
There are other ways to interpret Durge and how they experience their redemption/"redemption" arc, of course, but if I were them I'd want to nap for a week after the final battle. Or a month. Maybe a few years...
#“You can make your own choices about what you want to be now!”#“I made a choice: I wanted to be a corpse lying on Father's altar.”#“nO”#“What happened to my own choices??”#(1000 years therapy for the godspawn)#Durge's history is a cycle of having their entire identity destroyed#A walking identity crisis#edgelord hours#/durge#babbling
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Hello!! Question about clone^2, what are the styles of Danny and Damian? Like day to day stuff for example. Does Danny buy Damian the traditional 8 yr old clothes (dinosaurs with sunglasses tees, stuff like that) or does Damian already have a style he likes? And Danny! I know that Sam gives Danny various punk hairstyles and that he prefers gender neutral stuff but outside of that what would Danny wear in general?
You don’t have to answer of course, but I’ll give you a thank you in advance!
- kindest regards, Gas Can
I LOVE GETTING ASKS NO WORRIES MY GUY. AS MY FAVORITE SAYING GOES 'THE QUICKEST WAY TO STARRY'S HEART IS THROUGH HER ASK BOX'.
And I love this question, this is a good one!! If damian's 8 then he's been around the fenton house for about a year or so. I can't see baby dames ever willingly wearing traditional child-like clothes, at least not in the beginning when he first arrives at the Fenton house. Which he'd be around 6-7.
Danny tells him (with the help of google translate) that he's going shopping to buy him new clothes sometime during Damian's early stay since the little man had been wearing the same clothes he arrived in for a while (which you can find here with the reblog of the colored version) and honestly he probably asks damian if he wants to come along to pick something out. he doesn't know the kid's style and it might be a bad idea because damian might make a run for it, but danny's caught him before at this point.
(plus he'll need help carrying bags - his hands are freshly injured and still smarting. they're not as bad as they will be in the future, but hand injuries hurt. consider it repayment for being the cause of it, damian)
And early Damian would choose clothes that remind him most of the league - so dark colors, more formal styles, think like how you'd imagine his original template to dress like, if you will. Danny is side-eyeing him in judgy bewilderment, but says nothing other than to complain about the price tag. Of which Damian has no idea what he's saying. He'd stick with those clothes until he has his little moment with Danny in the OPS Center where he finally tells him he's a clone (even though Danny already knows) and that he doesn't want to go back. After that he'd reluctantly and steadily start branching out.
So eight year old Damian, whose begun to chill out more and act more like a child his age would? I don't think he'd ever wear graphic t-shirts about kids shows, but I can see him wearing graphic tees of like, animal facts on it, animals, stars, etc etc, and then plain shirts in a variety of increasing color. I have this mental image that Danny buys Damian one of those joke shirts that says "bro I'm 8" / "this is what an awesome eight year old looks like" (with two thumbs pointing at itself) and Damian wears it to school a week later. Damian's variety of shirts increases the more comfortable he gets and the more he comes into his own identity.
Damian also, steadily, keeps stealing Danny's flannels even if they're almost comically large on him. They're comfy and he's embracing his role as baby brother (and also he really looks up to him because he understands, to an extent, of what danny's done for him). Danny and the Fentons start buying Damian his own after a while because, well, he can't keep taking Danny's.
And Danny! I'm so glad you mentioned Danny, my favorite GNC boy. I keep forgetting myself sometimes that I gave him long hair, even if it is my favorite thing about him. And honestly? Danny doesn't really do much with his hair if Sam isn't styling it. He usually lets it stay down on his head, and then pulls it back into a ponytail or a half-ponytail at school depending on what he's doing (gym vs a test).
He keeps it in a ponytail as phantom to keep it out of his face, and then when he's working on a Ghost Case he sometimes has it up in a (messy™) bun because the feeling of having his hair on his neck when its in a ponytail drives him nuts, especially when sleep deprived. Sam teaches him how to braid it back into a simple braid and its become a new fidget for him to braid his hair and then unbraid it. It's easier to keep off his face than a ponytail, so he sometimes braids it back when he's sneaking out as phantom. It happens more often once he gets skilled at it.
And danny's style! I know you probably only meant his hairstyle, but I also wanna talk about his aesthetic! He doesn't really put much into his appearance. Very teenager-y boy 'threw on the first thing i saw on a hanger/floor' type, but he kinda has a bit more of a casual, soft grungy-like look as an older teen. Just some hints of Sam's influence - and you know what, some of Tucker's as well because that's his best friend too.
(Off topic but 19yo Danny from my Childhood Friends Dead On Main au has a similar style that's a bit soft punk as well, and that is somewhat more intentional on CFAU Danny's part. Why make an au if I can't play dress up with my favorite character? :))
Mostly because I read a Spider-Man x DP fic that described Danny (from an outsider's pov) as looking kinda like a skater boy who listens to alt rock music and it's been my personal interpretation of him ever since. So he has band tees, flannels, graphic tees with jokes on them, shirts with astronomy facts on them, and idk if he'd ever buy ripped jeans but Sam has certainly bought him some and they fit so *shrugs* he wears them. And he has one or two of those denim jackets with the hoodie sewn inside it. And from Tucker he has a few turtlenecks because Tucker reads as a turtleneck-kinda guy, geek chic-ish.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#danny fenton is not the ghost king#damian wayne has a clone#the quickest way to starry's heart is through her ask box#its not a starry post unless its long#srsly tho i love getting asks even if i haven't answered them. so anyone who sends me an ask: i see them!! i love them!!! if i havent-#answered it its because I can't think of anything *to* say to it that i think would make a fulfilling ask. but i see it and i love it#unmentioned in the post but danny also has a few black croptops of the rave-variety from when he needs to pull what he likes to call a#'brucie wayne moment' and its my favorite part of the clone danny au bc youre gonna look me in the eye and say that there's a-#non-malicious TEENAGE bruce wayne clone running around and he DOESNT have a brucie wayne impression? brucie wayne is a#walking meme in of himself. absolutely a teenage clone of him would pretend to be him sometimes even if its a joke. he wouldnt get away wit#being bruce wayne considering the 30 year age gap BUT acting like him? he can do that AND make someone (or a dozen) swoon at the same time#danny has his identity crisis issues but that doesnt mean he can't have FUN with it. he shares a face with the biggest himbo alive yes he#will use that to his advantage when he's aware of it.#gas can anon#i love that signoff btw#brucie wayne is half the reason i made the clone danny au for a reason - the pure shenanigans of having his face#could potentially cause#like yeah he’s batman’s clone blah blah blah but BRUCIE WAYNE. THE BIMBO HIMSELF
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Why the FUCK didn't Sasha apologize to Quinni.
#no im so pissed about that.#dude you don't give an autistic person a meltdown that big over something that hurtful#and just#walk away scot free#last time someone gave me a meltdown that hardcore I cut them off for a month.#that might just be the bpd tho#but still#quinni doesn't seem like the type to just. be chill without an apology and hearing sasha explain herself#and then she makes her her vice??????????#she already acknowledged sasha is only in it for the power trip#sasha didn't even do anything in the investigation she just followed quinni around#which as she should#but she hasn't made up for how she treated quinni AT ALL#in fact she's just gotten MORE of a performative activist#like why the fuck was she such a bitch to missy abt spider#i get it yea. ur friends sometimes have dogshit taste in men but you don't need to make them feel like trash abt it#and the way she was like 'he fetishizes u for being black omg its probably asian girls next omg i dont feel safe'#THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU????????.#also she 100% jumpstarted quinnis identity crisis#with how she was constantly switching between infantilizing her and undermining her autonomy over her own decisions#and treating doing things quinni wanted to do and the specific way she needed to do them as a chore#and then victimizing herself!!!!!!!#like from experience that relationship dynamic IS abusive to autistic people it just is#idk if nt people get it but it's really fucking awful to come from your partner#anyway. until sasha apologizes to both quinni and missy this will continue to be a sasha hate page.#heartbreak high#heartbreak high season 2#quinni gallagher jones#sasha so#missy beckett
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Hey so can we talk about the fact that apparently Joachim disguised himself as Joyce and managed to keep up the illusion that Joyce was alive until revealing in 2000 during the Second Eruption that it was Joachim/Welt the whole time
LIKE???
#welt is a walking identity crisis#good fucking lord my guy#welt buddy do you want to talk about your issues ever mayb#also going insane about the fact that einstein and tesla had to just stand there like things were fine#einstein in particular i imagine had to go insane just a tiny bit#FR SOME OF THE SHIT EINS HAS SAID TO JOACHIM IN THHE MANGA DRIVES ME BONKERS#joachim einstein and tesla immediately post-joyce's death makes me shake because they're close like family but also simultaneously none#of them were really equipped the handle the grief and trauma in anything approaching a healthy way#AND THERES THE FUCKING SMALL CHILD THAT JOACHIM WAS#SAFDADSFFDASASDF LISTEN I JUST CANT BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS#welt go to therapy challenge#welt yang#joachim nokianvirtanen#welt joyce#honkai impact 3rd#hi3#human#art
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Hermie creature
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#my art#hermie the unworthy#this started as a doodle on a test lol#i love those little creature designs you know there fun#the mask are for theatre also being fake#the eyes are joker suit color and non symetrical and he has two tails to show that two faceness and likely heritage#the feet are suppose to kinda look like clown shoes oh and he has element from angel and demon designs#to show hes a walking identity crisis#love me normally is playing as im writing this lol it fits so well
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I reallyyyy want to talk about how much fun it would be to jerk a really submissive Bucky off with a pair of soaked panties 🙈
I feel like submissive Bucky is so vocal too and I love that thought. He trusts you completely with his body and he's not ashamed to make as much noise as he wants to.
He knows what his little whines and moans do to you. You get off on his desperation and he absolutely knows it. You can't help but melt when he looks up at you from his knees, his eyes wide and expectant, whispering "please, mommy" when all he wants is permission to kiss from your ankle to your knee.
He's learned that being well mannered is the only way to get what he wants so you don't mind rewarding his good behaviour. His plump lips begin to trail eagerly from the ankle strap of your heel, up the side of your calf until he reaches the joint at your knee. Your fingers tangle in his hair, warning him not to go any further and the groan he elicits is heavenly.
"Please let me kiss you." He practically sounds like he's panting. Frustration has settled into his features, his eyes trained on the cherry red lace that shields your sex from his hungry gaze.
He knows you're already wet and he knows that if he's just able to kiss a little bit higher, your self control might waver enough that you'll allow him to lap up your arousal and that's really all he's dreaming of.
"You're so selfless, aren't you?" Your sarcasm isn't lost on him. He wants to taste you because he wants to taste you, not so much for your pleasure. "No, let's try something different."
You slip your panties down your legs but he's smart enough to know you aren't going to give him exactly what he wants.
You kneel down beside him, lining your hand with the slick lace before wrapping your fingers around his stiff cock that's been begging for attention for far too long now.
"O-oh my God." The first stroke of your hand makes him crumble. Despite being slick, the lace offers so much friction and he's far too sensitive for that.
Your hand pumps quickly, watching his face while he begins to slip. "Good boy, that's it. Take it. Fuck, you're so pretty, do you know that? You're doing so well for me."
" 's too much. Please. Don't stop." His head falls forwards onto your shoulder, groaning pathetically into the crook of your neck.
"Do you want to cum, sweetheart? Are you going to be a filthy slut and cum in my panties? Do you even realise how fucked up that is?" Your soft voice makes him melt up until your hand on his cock speeds up.
"Y-yes. Oh God yes, please let me cum." He didn't think it'd be this easy but when you give him permission, he knows to take the opportunity while he's getting it.
In just a few more minutes, his thighs are trembling as he shoots a thick load into the already saturated lace lining your hand. The release of each gush of his seed feels more euphoric than the last and he's whining pathetically, up until he's fucked himself empty into your fist.
"Good boy." You whisper, kissing his damp forehead while he catches his breath. "I'm so proud of you."
You unfold the lace, admiring just how much of his cum he's managed to splatter over just your underwear. "Now. I want you to put these on and wait in the bedroom."
#becca's thots#becca writes spice#sub!bucky#subby!bucky#I can't stop thinking about it#I was going to write a longer piece today#but then today became a chill day#bad week besties#my car wouldn't start yesterday morning#since the weather is better I've been walking more and now I never really drive my car#but dad jumped it for me and now it's fine#it also didn't work out with the house I was bidding on 😭#but it's fine#I just REALLY liked that one#I think I'm having an identity crisis rn#like new phase in my life#new job in less than a month#booked in with my optician for an eye test and inevitably new glasses#I'm booking in to change my hair again#and I put my favourite perfume on this past Thursday evening#I have always been obsessed with that perfume#I got it for starting my undergrad and I wore it almost every day#I save it now for special occasions bc I want to use the last of it for my masters graduation (bc I am a sentimental idiot)#but I put it on and I don't think I really like it?#I've been wearing the Tiffany and Co aftershave so much I think I don't want to smell like anything else#who even am I these days 😩
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there is something really weird in mk12 about the disconnect between kuai liang and his role as scorpion
He is called feisty. Raiden goes to him so he can help him "stoke the fire" of rage. Such traits you expect from good old scorpion, as he should be and IS the angry revenge-driven fire wraith/ninja/whatever
But if you ignore all that's said and actually look at kuai liang... he is not angry or rageful, and couldnt be any less feisty, the only thing feisty about him is his ability to control flames. He is not revenge-driven, even after being scarred physically and emotionally by bi-han, he doesnt kill him, he knocks him out and carries him away so he cant help out the deadly alliance, all in a logical manner (but also its so unemotional on his part Im willing to bet it's not even smth the writers planned to write him as, it just happened bc they didnt know how to write him in a compelling way). He is rational and patient, you could even call him passive and reactionary. That's not scorpion-like, whose impulsiveness has been an established part of his character for quite a while now, that's more like sub zero. Because for the better part of 30 years, kuai liang has been sub zero
edit: after careful re-watch, my former point no really longer stand, he did very much try to kill bi-han after the reveal he let their father die. But even then, if I may... that vengeance streak doesnt really last long now does it?
I know bi-han being back as the main carrier of the sub zero mantle has rekindled some debates over who the best sub zero is between the two brothers but that just goes to show: BOTH are sub zero.
So having a sub zero being casted in the role scorpion, as both characters are POLAR (eh) OPPOSITES of each other, you end up with a weird hybrid in the middle who is neither one nor the other. In the previous timelines, scorpion starts things, kuai liang reacts as either tundra or sub zero.
Kuai liang took pride in being lin kuei, he's been called the redeemer by previous games and that's really what he is! He fights FOR the lin kuei and steers it into the right direction. Here in mk12 he just... leaves the clan. As soon as it goes toward evil. He wants to restore its honor but he leaves it to be corrupted in the first place. He doesnt fight for it to stay good. It almost reads as if he has no pride for it if he's ready to let its name be tarnished so easily after YEARS of tradition and services toward the forces of good. Did he had no ideals for the clan growing up? Did his father always hyped up bi-han as the next grandmaster? Then why didnt kuai liang also had absolute loyalty for his brother no matter what his decisions are?
No he goes to make a new clan, and why? Well that's only because scorpion is not associated with the lin kuei, but the shirai ryu. In fact, everything that happens to kuai liang doesnt happen because of who kuai liang is, it happens because IT HAS to happen because he's scorpion.
As much as the writers (through liu kang) tells us that "in this new timeline, everyone can choose their destiny" in the opening, kuai liang's character is shackled by being scorpion. If he didnt had to follow the Scorpion Staples(tm) of being a shirai ryu grandmaster married to harumi, he wouldnt abandon his clan and get with harumi (a character he never had history with once, and no, his ending telling us that they were "childhood friends" doesnt count. It feels extremely forced and comes from nowhere) to form a new clan when he could just fight his brother for the legacy and pride of the clan in the first place.
BESIDES. If harumi already had a clan she was the grandmaster of, why did kuai liang renamed it to something else instead? What was that clan's name that kuai, an outsider, decided to overwrite? It makes it look like he married her for influence and the power to go toe-to-toe against bi-han and his lin kuei. But hey. Its okay because he named it after harumi's new last name that cannot possibly work in the canon where she's with hanzo because there, the shirai ryu has been around for hundred of years before her.
Listen, I was willing to give them the benefit of the doubt for Kuai!Scorpion, hell I even called out the lin kuei/shirai ryu rift happening at one point bc it was SO OBVIOUSLY happening. But now that it's out and I see how they handled it. Man I really really REALLY dont like how easily you can see the seams of this narrative, and how clearly it makes everything related to it worse.
#anyway yeah now i can safely say: it wasnt meant to work#and fucking hell I HOPE he gets an identity crisis at one point because I DO NOT LIKE this chimera of kuai liang and scorpion walking aroun#tagging later#mortal kombat#mk spoilers#scorpion#sub zero#thats not all I even want to say I think
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BARRIT: All this time, we couldn’t get a read on you. Your mental barriers are so strong. What else could you be hiding but some terrorist plot? Some heresy? Oh, no. [Laughs] Oh, dear. You were never hiding anything. RANSOM: I told you. BARRIT: You’re completely empty. No past, no memories, nothing. You’re nobody at all. That’s what you didn’t want us to know? RANSOM: [Angry] I didn’t want anyone else digging through my head. BARRIT: [Thoughtful] But you seem so full of life for someone who hasn’t had one. So much... personality. Frankly, at times, it seems there’s far too much of you to go around. RANSOM: And aren’t I convincing.
here you go! ransom's "secret" (that they have no memories or past at all) being found out by cia commander barrit (not a villain but not a great guy)
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"Friends who are always there for me."
Introducing: Lemon (Protagonist's Friend), Grape (Blue's Friend).
I'll make a proper post of everyone soon~
#Identity Crisis#Art Shelves#LIfE Project#Lemon is like a walking green flag unlike Blue#Also I kinda drew Lemon wrong here...#Grape is mommy just like Chloe...
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"If anyone needs me, f[BOINK]ck off."
#they are literally just like me fr. a walking identity crisis#zooble gang represent!!!!!!!!!#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc zooble#rainbow#scenecore#bright colors#eyestrain#flashing#flashing gif
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Wow, you really captured my best side from far away. That's amazing. Thank you!
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playing as a good-aligned dark urge cleric in bg3 is sooooooo.
Imagine you wake up, in an unfamiliar place, with this insatiable bloodlust, and not a memory to your name. Not a memory, save for your devotion to your god. A reassuring constant, and a framework to understand your new murderous desires. You don't know anything about yourself, but you know your god and work from there. And then you discover that not only is your urge an intrinsic part of you, not only did you conspire to take over the world, but you are yourself a spawn of another god. Is this anything. Does this make anyone else insane.
#idk i'm having a hard time putting it into words but there's something here#like the betrayal?? the violation?? the crisis of identity??#my durge viola is a cleric of kelemvor who is apparently a notoriously distant god#but also the fact the he's the god of death and so Viola can find comfort in her murders through his rites#just to have her faith basically. invalidated? by the revelation that's literally a walking bhaal slice?#i'm climbing the walls#bg3#bg3 spoilers#dark urge#durge
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My friend group keeps calling me variations of the word "Mother" and honestly atp I've accepted that I'm either the mom friend who brings snacks everywhere or I'm the mommy of the group.
#mona's sessions#yall decide what i am lol#MONA IDENTITY CRISIS PART 3766#being bi is so nice cause both my male and female friends kept calling me mommy when i walked out in a crop top today#and im like mfs just say yall are single as fuck
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“I’ll be honest. I don’t really know what to post half the time.”
“I’m still figuring out what I actually like to do. I spent so many years just…making fun of people and playing mean pranks and stuff.”
“I know I like paintball, and football, and…basketball? Maybe? Not sure on that one. Maybe I’m more of a soccer sort of guy? Or baseball.”
“I might actually like long walks in the park. That kinda surprises me. I’ve been taking them with my aunt lately. She says they’re like…good for mental health stuff.”
#alvinnn and the chipmunks#derek smalls#former bully#likes#identity crisis#walks#mental health walk#sports#football#paintball#baseball#basketball#soccer#roleplay#character development#look i love derek and he deserved better than to have his character development undone over and over#aatc
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No one:
Every Connor fic:
#jk i knoooow it's not every one#but like#connor angst is just a special kind of beast#guilt + identity crisis + genuine possibility of becoming the villains' puppet + everything that could possibly go wrong with a computer#my boy's just a walking bundle of angst ok 😭#detroit become human#connor rk800
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No officer you’re mistaken, I didn’t steal that spaceship. My 100% legal and also 100% accidental AU timeline clone of myself impersonated me to further his amoral schemes
#pour one out for my guy riker#Tom riker why are you like this think of your slightly older AU self with an actual career#Tom riker#William riker#do you think that riker had a crisis about tom’s decisions#or do you think they’re far enough removed that riker just walked it off like Tom was the worlds worst sibling#the fact that they just let the Other Riker just poke around is insane#I don’t know how else they should have handled it#but Tom stealing will’s identity was an inevitability#this episode is the bait and switch of the century#ds9#Star Trek#French trek#Star Trek: the next generation
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