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Ooooh you’re doing the kink prompts too!!! Rosquez and cnc would be delightful, if you please!!!
oh honey do I please :3 this is my second time writing rosquez (first time was yesterday) so plz don't come for me if it's ooc and also bad I am trying to get my gears working. also this is a bit angsty and post divorce, maybe 2025 if u want it to be in a time frame? (kink meme here)
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Valentino promised to hurt him. A long time ago, when he was young and naive and still thought of the older man as some sort of god, when he thought him invincible. He kept his promise, of course he did. He made sure Marc was left bloody and broken after he was done with him and then didn’t look back to witness the mess still writhing on the floor.
Now, unfortunately for Valentino, it’s Marc’s turn to hurt him.
Marc wants the pain to linger, he wants Valentino to spend the rest of his life with the hurt at the forefront of his mind, to not be the same after it. Just like how Marc was never the same after Valentino ruined him.
He wants Valentino to remember the feeling of his fingers around his neck, squeezing, the same way Marc still remembers the feeling of those hands on his hips. He wants Valentino to remember this day the same way Marc still thinks of 2015. He needs Valentino to know how it feels to have his head held down by this hair, face pressed into the wall. He wants him to experience the same exact desperation, the need for air, for denied comfort, that Marc felt since the moment Valentino turned against him, too caught up in his own fabricated world to discern what was real and what was not. He wants Valentino to feel the same pain Marc went through when his heart was broken beyond repair, all of it set alight in one single day.
Against him, Valentino struggles, trying to get away, but Marc is stronger now, much stronger than when he was a young and stupid boy. The older man can do nothing more than kick the air and try not to lose his breath completely. Even his height advantage is useless in the face of Marc’s revenge.
Marc presses his mouth close to Valentino’s ear, his hand still tightly gripping his hair, and says, “you said you’d kill me one day, Vale. You said you’d make sure you are the one to bury me so that I could never be a danger to others.” His hold loosens slightly, so that the man can inhale and fill up his lungs before Marc can decide to take it away from him again. “I won’t let you die, Valentino. Not when you have yet to kill me.”
Valentino gasps, a pathetic sob shaking his body and making the older push into Marc’s open palm. Marc has to stifle a laugh; they haven’t even properly started it and Valentino is already a desperate mess, putty in his hands.
The rush, he feels it go straight to his head.
“This is a promise,” Marc whispers against the older’s throat, teeth close to sinking in. “You won’t be able to forget this, amor; the feeling of my fingers on your throat. It will stay with you forever, no?” He squeezes again, moves Valentino’s head in a mockery of silent agreement. But God, he feels high on the power.
Valentino whimpers, powerless and awaiting his trial, unable to challenge Marc.
“This,” Marc pushes his cock into the swell of Valentino’s ass, “is your reminder that I am always going to win, yes? Always, I will win and you will never get away from me, from this. You, Valentino, will always be the one to lose.” Valentino cries, one more futile attempt to move from Marc’s unforgiving arms, but Marc doesn’t let him go. Now that he has him where he wants him, Marc will never let the older go. He’ll always stay here, where Marc can put him in whatever position he wants, where he can get him to do anything his heart desires. “You lost and you will lose again, Valentino. To me.”
Valentino’s face is red, he’s fighting to breathe, although his movements are starting to get sluggish, weaker, and this is exactly what Marc wants, what he’s always wanted. To see him break, to see him suffer, to have him at his mercy.
“No, please,” he whispers, head shaking minutely with how Marc is still holding the older by the neck. “Please, Marc, please don’t do this.”
Valentino is looking up at him, eyes pleading and wet with tears that have yet to fall. Something snaps in him, something ugly and primal, that makes his chest feel as if it’s about to collapse in on itself.
Fuck, Marc can’t take his eyes off of him.
His fingers find Valentino’s hand, give it two slow squeezes, a silent question. Valentino nods his head, leans into the softened touch for one second, before he spits on Marc’s face.
Marc is frozen for a moment, unsure on how to react to Valentino’s display of foolish resilience. He watches the older, face still, shocked, but then the fury spreads and all he feels is hot, red anger that makes him want to push Valentino until he cries.
He can do that; he can do exactly that.
He presses on Valentino’s shoulder, until his knees hit the floor with a harsh <pop> that would make him laugh on a different day. Today he only smirks at the wince on Valentino’s face. Fingers bury in the older’s curls, so that the wince doesn’t morph into a look of pleasure once the discomfort starts to ease. Marc wouldn’t want Valentino to enjoy himself, not when this is meant to be for him; Marc’s revenge, sweet like honey on his tongue, running down his chin with the drying spit.
Seeing him like this is not enough, Marc can feel it in the tug that seems to be forcing his hand. The resonating sound comes as a surprise, palm hot where it still rests on Valentino’s cheek. The older mewls, moves his face to take Marc’s thumb in his mouth, a pitiful image before Marc’s very eyes.
He can’t believe it, the same man he thought to be a god, now nothing more than a sobbing mess that’s kneeling in front of him. He doesn’t know what to say, but he knows what Valentino needs, so he pushes two fingers in his mouth, watches as he takes the intrusion without making a sound, eyes falling shut in pure bliss.
That won’t do.
Still, he takes a few seconds to admire the sight, allows himself to watch as Valentino tries to take more of his fingers in, head held back by Marc’s fingers. He takes the fingers out, lets the spit dribble onto Valentino's chin, and uses his other hand to hold the older's face. His grip is tight, bruising, and Marc loves how his thumb digs into the corner of his eye. He loves how red his skin is under his touch.
"I hate you," he tells him, but it sounds weak even to his own ears. He hates him, he really does. But God, if he doesn't want him, too. If he doesn't wish to have him in every single way, doesn't wish for him to be his, keep Valentino on his knees, bring him along just to have him keep his cock warm.
"I hate you, too," Valentino answers, but his voice is hoarse, barely a whisper. And he's not lying, not quite, but his pupils are dilated, eyes fixed on Marc's crotch.
"Then why are you so desperate for my cock, hmm?"
The question goes unanswered, and Marc can see how the older swallows, the movement of his throat, the bobbing of his Adam's apple, the marks he made.
"Answer me," he orders, voice low and commanding.
"No, I don't—"
"Answer me!" Marc's voice echoes through the walls, loud and clear.
"I don’t want it, please," the older whimpers.
“Not good enough, <Vale>. Why are you saying please if you don’t want me to shove my cock down your throat, hm?”
Valentino stares up at him, flabbergasted. He can’t bring himself to answer, can’t even beg for Marc to forgive him and spare him.
“Please, Marc,” he says, uselessly, hands tugging at Marc’s jeans. He’s so– He’s absolutely pathetic, can’t even try to deny how much he wants it.
Marc laughs, hand slapping Valentino’s away, harsh and mean. “God, amor, you’re such a slut that you can’t even pretend not to want me to fuck you. I thought you didn’t want this,” he mocks him. “What happened to those little no’s?”
“Please.”
Valentino is his.
Marc is the one to decide when and how the older gets fucked, the one who can use him whenever and however he wants.
And right now, he wants him to choke on his dick.
He doesn't bother with unzipping his pants, too impatient, too eager. Instead, he pushes his trousers and boxers down, just enough so that he can pull his cock out.
Valentino stares at it, a little transfixed.
Marc gives himself a couple of strokes, then uses his other hand to force the older's jaw open. He doesn't give him time to adjust before pushing inside, forcing his cock deeper until his nose is touching the curls at the base.
It's hot, tight and wet and warm, and Valentino's throat constricts around his length. It feels good, too good, and he can't help the moan that escapes his lips.
"God, that's it, baby," he groans, head falling back. "Just like that, you feel so good."
He holds him still, his nose buried deep in the black hairs, and Marc can't help but wonder how good it would be if he came all over his face, marked him, and forced him to wear it like that, for the world to see.
"You like that, yeah? Being on your knees, getting fucked by me?" He pulls his cock out, lets the older gasp, spit and precome smeared all over his mouth and chin.
"I don't," the other rasps, but he can't hide the fact that he's enjoying this.
Marc pushes in again, forces the older's jaw open. He starts slowly at first, a slow pace, but soon he finds himself fucking Valentino's mouth with abandon, the sounds echoing around them.
He can feel his climax building up, the heat spreading from his abdomen to his whole body. He's close, so fucking close, and all he wants is to fill the other's throat, claim him, own him.
"Open your mouth," he says, breathless, and Valentino obeys, his tongue sticking out.
Marc comes, the release crashing over him, and his cum paints the older's face. It's beautiful, the sight, and it's his.
He watches, chest heaving, as Valentino licks his lips, his eyes half-lidded. He looks wrecked, ruined, and Marc loves it.
"That's what you wanted, yes? My cum all over your face?"
The other nods, his tongue still out, and it's almost cute how needy he looks.
"Good boy," Marc murmurs, and Valentino preens. "Such a good boy, taking everything I give you."
The older doesn't respond, doesn't even move, and Marc can't help but think of how perfect the man would be as a toy.
"Let me clean you up, amor," he says, and he doesn't wait for an answer.
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Clearing out my camera roll 9346/?
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On August 1, 1944, white employees of the Philadelphia Transit Company (PTC) launched a strike to protest the company’s decision to promote eight Black workers to the position of trolley driver—a job previously reserved for white men. The Black men were promoted after President Franklin D. Roosevelt issued Executive Orders 8802 and 9346, which prohibited companies with government contracts from discriminating on the basis of race or religion and required companies to include a nondiscrimination clause in their contracts.
As the U.S. prepared to enter World War II in the 1940s, Philadelphia quickly became one of the country's largest war production sources. As many as 600,000 workers relied on the PTC to get to their workplaces, including many factories. The strike threatened the entire city's ability to function and severely hampered critical wartime production.
White PTC employees James McMenamin, James Dixon, Frank Thompson, and Frank Carney led the strike and threatened to maintain the protest until the Black workers were demoted. The strike grew to include over 6,000 workers, prevented nearly two million people from traveling, and cost businesses almost $1 million per day.
On the strike's third day, President Roosevelt authorized the War Department to take control of the PTC. Two days later, 5,000 U.S. Army troops moved into Philadelphia to prevent uprisings and protect PTC employees who crossed the picket line. Despite the military presence, the confrontation resulted in at least 13 acts of racial violence, including several non-fatal shootings.
After more than a week, the strike ended when PTC employees facing threats of termination, loss of draft deferments, and ineligibility for unemployment benefits chose to return to work without achieving their goal of blocking Black workers' opportunity for advancement. By September 1944, the PTC’s first Black trolley drivers were on duty.
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Reason to Live #9346
To have my own family with the man I love <3 – Guest Submission
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Never a Wish Better Than This (7/7)
Fandom: Smallville
Rating: E
Pairing: Clex
Characters: Clark, Lex, surprise guest appearance
Word Count: 9346 (8265 without the lyrics)
Warnings: angst, schmoop, fluff, smut, oral, anal fingering, anal, intensely emotional smut, soulmate-ish stuff, So Much Kissing, bottom!Lex, top!Clark, subby!Lex, songfic (kinda)
Summary: Clark surprises Lex. Lex surprises himself.
A/N: and that's one more chapter fic finally finished! Now onto the daunting task of rewriting as much of the rest of the show as possible.
Lex's POV:
Okay, ow. Gee, Lex, yes, let's allow the computer-generated likeness of your boyfriend's biological father to use alien technology to zap a fuckton of Kryptonian (holy shit, that's quick absorption) knowledge into your brain, sounds like a genius idea.
As the torrent of information dies down, I become aware of Clark's warmth pressing against my back, solid and grounding, his arms wrapped around my waist. When did I fall to my knees?
"Lex?"
"I'm fine, Clark." Fuck, wish my voice sounded more steady. I turn my head to look at him, the newly gained knowledge of just how spectacular Clark really is, even more than I'd already figured, making my head spin with the scientific possibilities. Have to clamp down on all that, though. Mustn't treat the love of your life like a lab rat, Lex. I push aside the thoughts of experiments and underground laboratories, and press my hand to the side of his face. "You really are amazing, Clark."
There's that blush I love so much.
"Are you sure you're okay?"
"Other than the start of what's promising to be a fuckingly awful headache? Yes, I'm alright."
"Yeah, I think the only time I've ever had a real, lasting, migraine was when the A.I. did the same thing to me."
I frown at him as he stands up, pulling me up with him.
"So, it's not just Kryptonite that can affect you physically?"
"You know about that now, huh?"
I nod, thinking. Knowledge is power, and now I don't know if I trust myself to keep from letting this much power corrupt me.
"Look, Clark, maybe this wasn't such a good idea, after all. I mean, sure, it gives a lot of clarity to the things that have happened these last four years; your little walk on the wild side and all that, but…Clark, what if I'm more like my father than I thought? What if I'm worse? I don't want to hurt you, Clark, but what if I really am the villain of the story?"
My heart clenches at the look he gives me just before he envelopes me in his strong embrace. His mouth is just centimeters from my ear as he shushes me.
"You won't, Lex. I won't let you." He pressed a soft kiss to my cheek before pulling back, his bright, green gaze locking onto mine, full of promises. "Sure, you could hurt me now, physically. But you always had the ability to hurt me emotionally, and you've never done anything that couldn't be forgiven. We've hurt each other, Lex, without even meaning to, with our secrets and lies, and going behind each other's backs. We're still here, together. Because, ultimately, neither of us has given in to what's expected of us."
God, I don't deserve him, this incredible, beautiful being who somehow believes in me, despite everything. Staring back at him, I feel the bond now, like a pulsing thread stretching between us. During the transfer, I saw the other threads to his potential lovers, coiling out around Smallville, and beyond. Lana, of course, and Chloe. I wasn't surprised to learn of Kyla and Alicia, their threads now severed, laying dark and still. I was, however, surprised by Pete and Lois both having a connection, though Pete's appeared very weak and frayed, whether by physical distance or emotional, I was unsure. Chloe's thread gave off less of a thrum than Lois and Lana's, less like a lover, rather, more like a true confidante, and it made me wonder how much she knew about Clark. Lana's thread, though slightly frayed, still fought to maintain its connection, and Lois' seemed somewhat muted, like there was a resistance being enacted upon it from one side or the other.
It worried me a little, that these connections still stood. Yes, Clark chose me, and I, him, but any one of these other potentials would be so much safer.
I'm a Luthor, dammit. Luthors don't second-guess themselves. Luthors have conviction. We make a decision and stand by it, to the end. You love Clark, and would do anything for him.
But what does a Luthor know of love? Luthors hurt and betray, pretend affection to get what they want from people, use them to further their own end. I've fucked endless numbers of people, but I've never cared about them, about their wants and needs and feelings.
Ah, but you did once, didn't you? That first time. You loved him, and would've done anything for him, too.
And that worked out so well, didn't it? Those blue, too blue, eyes flash through my memory with a sting of betrayal. He hurt me, deeply, what's to stop Clark from doing the same thing?
You don't really believe that, do you? Do you really think him capable of inflicting such pain?
No. I don't. And that's what matters, isn't it? I snap myself out of my inner contemplation and pull Clark into a deep, searching kiss. I find my strength, my conviction, in that kiss, his tongue twining with mine, his hands flexing, oh, so carefully, at my waist. Breathless, I break the kiss, pressing my forehead to his, just holding on to him.
"I don't deserve you, Clark Kent."
"Hey, don't talk like that. You deserve love, and I will make you see that. Where'd you go just now?"
"Nowhere, Clark." I disentangle myself from his arms, looking around at the cavern. The hewn-rock table with the element I'd found in Egypt set in the center beckons me, another secret, another temptation. I know enough now to know it wasn't actually Clark who betrayed me with that theft, that Jor-El had been steering him. It can wait. "I know there's still a lot about this place to discuss and explore, but, Clark, can we just go? That transfer, it's taken a lot outta me."
"Oh. Sure. You're okay, though? This was a pretty big step."
"I assure you, I'm alright. I just need time for everything to sort itself out in there." Letting him lead the way back through the passageways, I toss him the key to the Porsche. "You drive back, though, okay?"
"Really?! You're gonna let me drive one of your babies?"
"I trust you, Clark. More than I've ever trusted anyone."
Clark's face crinkles in a grimace at my harken back to the day he came to borrow the red Ferrari.
"I wasn't exactly myself that day, you get that, right?"
I nod in understanding, all too aware of the truth behind that incident.
"Red Kryptonite makes you a little uninhibited, doesn't it?"
"Something like that."
"Hey, it's not like I've never done drugs. I get it, and it's okay, Clark." I watch as Clark closes the hidden cavern back up without so much as a goodbye to his father's…memory? I'm definitely going to have to look into that further; I don't fully trust that the A.I. has Clark's best interest in mind in its actions. "Come on, Clark, let's get back to the farm. The sooner we get there, the more time we'll have alone in your little loft."
Clark flashes a smirk to mirror mine and we walk out into the midday sun, leaving me blinking against it as my eyes adjust. I look over at him as we head back to the car, wonder sinking in at the realization that it's our yellow sun that strengthens him, gives him his amazing abilities. Weird to think that on his planet, he would be just, average. Clark Kent and average should never belong in the same sentence.
Clark's POV:
Jeez. I knew Lex was going to take a bit of work, but I don't think I was expecting it to be this bad. He just doesn't see himself the way I do. He sees the man everyone else thinks he is, a carbon-copy of his dad. He's always so confident and sophisticated on the outside that I've forgotten about those glimpses I've seen of the insecure, yet hopeful, young man he is underneath the Luthor-scion façade. I haven't forgotten about the incident with the black Kryptonite, I haven't forgotten about how truly dark and twisted Lex has the capability to become, but I also remember how good his other side was. I remember how he tried to save me from himself, how he was willing to die along with the other Lex, just to keep me from harm. There is the capacity for terrible evil within him, as there is in most of us, but like most people, there is also the capacity for great kindness. I've seen how caring he can be.
I saw it when he fought against his father and worked out a way to lower operation costs rather than laying off a couple hundred people who were dependent on their jobs at the plant. I saw it when he did everything in his considerable power to try to save Ryan. I saw it when he paid off my parents' mortgage to keep us from losing the farm, even though he'd barely been back from his honeymoon from hell for barely a day, and the only thing he'd asked in return was to be treated, not like a Luthor, but like a Kent. I saw it when he took responsibility for his company's R&D mishap, giving himself up as guinea pig for an antidote that could have killed him. He's done so much for this town, with so little thanks in return. I know who Lex Luthor really is, I just have to make him see it, too.
I know he still has things he hasn't told me, but I'm not going to push. He'll tell me in his own time, or he won't, but I trust him to not do anything that would end up hurting me or the people I care about. I have to believe in that. Having faith in someone isn't about making that choice after knowing all the facts, it's about making a conscious decision to trust them even when you're in the dark. He loves me, and that's something Lex Luthor doesn't do easily, or halfway. And that knowledge is enough for now.
As I pull up the drive to the barn, I realize we still haven't gotten around to discussing the us part of our relationship. With the revelation of my apparent ability to forge a more-than-figurative bond, that kinda took a backseat. I'm not completely sure what this connection between us entails, but it's going to take another trip to the cave and a lengthy conversation with Jor-El to figure it out, so I put a pin in it for now. I still have my surprise waiting inside, and I think Lex needs it now more than ever. Grand gestures go a long way with him, after all.
I shift into park and kill the ignition before looking over at Lex, who has been unnaturally silent on the trip back. I don't think he even sees what he's looking at beyond the passenger window. I know it was a lot of information to take in all at once like that, probably even more so for a human brain, but I don't think his thoughts are really on my Kryptonian heritage. Well, self-reflection can come later; I put a lot of work into getting this just right and I'm not going to let Lex's doubts about himself rain on my parade. I take his hand in mine, feeling him startle slightly as I drag him from his introspection, and there's an almost deer-in-the-headlights look on his face when he turns to look at me.
"Hey, it'll all work out, Lex, trust me. I believe in us."
"I do trust you, Clark. After that, how can I not? It's…it's me I'm not so sure about."
I don't know whether to shake him until he sees sense or fold him into my embrace like a swaddled infant in need of comfort, so I settle for somewhere in-between, pulling him halfway across the center console and crushing my mouth to his. I pour as much meaning into the kiss as I can, hoping he feels the love and trust I have for him. With a gentle, if somewhat annoyed, nip to his bottom lip, I push him back into his seat, slightly smug at his gasping pants for breath. I hadn't even used tongue.
"You're a good man, Lex Luthor. Anyone who actually bothers to get to know you can see that. And, I don't care how long it takes, I will make you see it, too." Unbuckling my seatbelt, I toss him the keys and start to step out of the car, trusting him to follow me instinctively. "But, not today. Today, I have something a lot better planned than trying to convince one of the most stubborn people in the world of their real worth."
He frowns at the dig, but falls into step beside me as we walk through the barn door. At the foot of the stairs, I stop him, pulling him against me, back to chest.
"Trust me?"
He cranes his head back around to give me a put-upon look.
"Clark…"
"Indulge me."
Huffy sigh and an eye roll, as expected.
"I trust you, Clark."
"Good."
I press a quick kiss to his cheek and cover his eyes with one hand, the other dropping to his waist to keep him close. I guide him up the stairs without a stumble and lead him to the center of the loft.
"Clark, what's with the subterfuge? Come on, let me see, already."
There's a lightness to his voice that wasn't there when we left the car. Good. No Debbie Downers allowed. I remove my hand from over his eyes and step back, releasing my hold on him.
He turns slowly, taking in the sight of the rearranged and redecorated loft, a confused, wide-eyed wonder growing on his face.
The Look to the Stars banner I managed to find stashed away in the school's supply closet is stretched across one wall. Glittery streamers and twinkling lights hung from the ceiling, their effect slightly muted by the sunlight streaming in through the window, but still glinting and casting shadows around us. The furniture is all pushed back against the back wall, leaving the majority of the floor bare. I couldn't risk using mom's punch bowl that she uses during the holidays, but there were a few snacks and drinks set up on the coffee table.
"Clark, what - what is all this?"
"Kinda thought it wasn't completely fair that the man who paid for the band didn't get to see them play, y'know?" I speed over to the table and back before he can really register that I even moved, a small remote in my hand. "Prom was great, Dawn's ghostly antics aside, I got to dance with Lana, and it was just like I had spent years dreaming it would be. But, something was missing."
I press a button on the remote, and music rings out from the speakers hidden away in the shadowy corners of the ceiling. Pocketing the remote, I reach out a hand to Lex.
"Can I have this dance?"
Wordlessly, he places his hand in mine, letting me take the lead as I pull him in close. His hands wrap around my shoulders and mine around his waist, and we begin a simple sway to the music, his face tilted up towards mine, eyes bright in the light reflecting around us.
What day is it
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up, and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
I've only known Lex for less than five years, but I feel as though I've known him all my life. Like my life didn't really start until I met him. I spent the last four years and eight months unsure of myself, and unable to admit who I really am. The last twenty-four hours have been the best, most freeing, hours of my life, and I mourn all the hours between that moment on the river bank and now. I just need to make him understand. He's not the only one struggling here, not the only one who's vulnerable.
"You've done so much for other people, Lex, without even being asked, without even caring about the recognition. I mean, who even pays what was probably an ungodly amount of money to fly a real, popular, band out to the middle of nowhere for a high school dance, unbidden? I wouldn't have even known that you organized it if Chloe hadn't told me."
'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me
And all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
"I did it for you, you know. I wanted your high school experience to be complete." He's still staring at me, wide-eyed and marveling. His voice is soft, almost below my range of hearing, like he doesn't know if he wants me to hear it. "I skipped my prom. I couldn't very well show up with the one person I really wanted to, and none of the girls from our sister school seemed an acceptable replacement. I'm not very fond of what I remember of that night. This…this is better."
"It's better for me, too. 'Cause it's you."
What are the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right?
I'm tripping on words
You got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
"Clark," his voice so raw, trembling, and I've never heard it that way, not even last night, when we were stripped bare in every way. "I'm…I'm not good at this. At relationships, at love. And I love you, more than I've ever loved anyone, or anything in this fucking world. But I - Clark, I don't know how - how to do this, how to love you and not hurt you and not be afraid of being hurt."
'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me
And all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
God, I love this man in my arms. I want to show him what I see, but I don't know how to put it any plainer than I already have. I hate the world that has made him so jaded and scared so young. We've stopped moving, just staring at each other as the song continues on, neither of us blinking for long stretches of time.
"You do, Lex. I've seen it. When you're not trying to be the man your father spent years trying to mold you into. When you're completely yourself, you're one of the best people I know."
There's something about you now
That I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
"Just…help me? If-if I fuck up, if I slip into that man I don't want to be?"
'Cause it's you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you and me
And all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
"Always, Lex. We balance each other. That's what people who are meant to be together do."
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
The song ends, and I release him, reaching for the remote and stopping the music before the next song begins, needing the silence. Until this moment, I hadn't decided on whether to give him this next part of the surprise or to wait until we were more settled. I know now, there will be no moment better than this. Forcing myself not to speed, I cross back over to the makeshift refreshment table and pick up the metal box I had hidden behind a bag of chips. Lana had wondered why I asked for it back after all this time, but she accepted my bumbling explanation with the same grace she always does, even through the glint of sadness that flashed behind her eyes when she handed over the lead box made from St. George's armor. I think she sensed the finality of the dance between us as she placed it into my waiting hand. If she ever sees the box in Lex's possession, I don't think it would take her long to put two and two together.
Fingering the blunt spikes lined along the sides nervously, I start the music again, leaving the remote on the table, and cross back to where Lex is still standing, waiting, his eyes flitting down to the box and back up to mine in confusion.
Lex's POV:
How many times can a person be overwhelmed with emotion in such a short span of time? I had expected Clark to lead me up here for some simple, distracting, fooling around before running the risk of being caught by either elder Kent or the ever-nosy Ms. Lane. Not this. No one's ever done anything like this for me.
I'm confused by the St. George box in his hands, and the opening strains of guitar coming from the speakers makes my heart clench slightly in trepidation. Whatever's inside is obviously important, like every moment of the last twenty-four hours has been.
Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you
The funny thing is, I'd never even heard of Lifehouse until I started searching for the perfect band to play at Clark's prom. Chloe had given me a burned cd of the most popular alt rock and pop songs of the last four years, and the second I'd heard You and Me, I knew they were it. My decision had been cemented after I did a bit of research and came across a few more of their singles that seemed like someone had gained insider information on just how deeply my feelings for Clark ran. I'd listened to them so many times, their words were imprinted at the back of my brain. Wonder how much it would cost to keep them on retainer.
"I thought you gave that to Lana?"
"I did. I thought it was time it was returned to its rightful owner, along with something else I once mistook as being meant for her."
Clark handed me the box, and I opened it warily, wondering if it was perhaps some kind of test involving Kryptonite. Instead of a green, glowing meteorite, within the lead box, lay a thick-banded silver bracelet with a diamond-shaped, blue-hued opal delicately placed within the circular cutout in its center.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
"This…Clark, isn't this the bracelet from the cave drawing? The one with the girl?"
Clark stepped closer and carefully, almost reverently, plucked the bracelet from the box, letting the gem catch the light and throw it back across the room, dazzling me even further.
"According to the Kawatche legend, this is meant to be given by Naman to the one he's destined to be with." He hesitates, his fingers tracing around the pattern pressed into the edges of the silver. "Over the two years I've had this, I almost gave this to three other people; Kyla, Lana, and Alicia, but something held me back. I'll always miss Kyla and Alicia, always regret that we didn't get to follow things to a natural conclusion, but I don't think either of those relationships would have ended any differently than it did with Lana, even with them knowing about my abilities. You don't have to wear it, obviously, but if I am Naman, then, Segeeth or not, this belongs to you."
Forgetting all I'm lacking, completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation, you take all of me now
I take the proffered bracelet from him, my fingers lingering as they brush over his. Setting the box down on the floor, I pointedly clamp the bracelet around my wrist, the open ends just lightly touching to mold almost perfectly to the shape of my wrist. I can see the emotions swimming in his eyes, a surge of unexpected confidence washing through me. Clark loves me, trusts me despite everything.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
"I'd be honored to wear it whenever I can, Clark." I wish my voice didn't sound so raw in my own ears. "Sometimes, it's better not to fight destiny."
There's nothing else to lose, there's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
The smile he flashes is stunningly bright, a shaky laugh falling from his lips, and I can't help but pull him to me.
Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you
I feel his arms slip back around me as I capture his mouth, sealing all the promises we've made each other today, both spoken and silent. My lips part under his as he takes control of the kiss, my eyes falling shut.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
At the first touch of his tongue against mine, I moan, my nascent arousal surging startlingly back into overdrive. As he clutches me close, I can feel the evidence of his own desire pressing against my hip and I can't help but buck up into the girth of him. I want him now. In me. Even more than I did last night. I feel like I've woken up on that river bank all over again, a rush of renewed life flowing through me, the lips of an angel, my angel, breathing his essence into my lungs to lead to redemption.
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you
As the song trails down to an end, I break the kiss, feeling slightly off-kilter.
"Uh, Clark, we're floating again."
I can't help but laugh at his sheepish look. At least nothing caught fire. The next song starts as we touch back down upon the wooden slats of the loft, and I sober quickly.
A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
"Is there still time before anyone comes back, Clark?"
He casts a quick look out the window, and I can see the laser-focus in his eyes as he scans the distance.
"Plenty. Dad's busy enough for the next couple hours, at least, and mom's just now going on break with Lois at the Talon." He crushes his lips back to mine, and he seems to be just as hungry for it as I am, a big hand sliding around my head to keep me from pulling away too quickly. I gasp into his mouth at the feel of his thumb caressing over the bump at the base of my skull, the gentle touch an unexpected shock to my system. "What do you want, Lex? Hmm? Want me to suck you off properly this time, baby? Wanna fuck me? God, I just, I love you so much, Lex. So beautiful, inside and out. Want to make you see that. Anything, baby, just tell me."
"I want you in me again, Clark. Need it." I'm moaning in-between kisses, grinding up into the hand that slides teasingly over my crotch. Turning my face into the curve of his shoulder, I let the fear seep out. "Fuck, please, baby, show me. Show me how much you love me. Show me what I'm fighting against the Luthor name for. God, Clark, I don't know how to be that man you see, but I want to. I want to be worthy of you."
"Dammit, Lex, you already are. Just by being here, by trying even though you're afraid."
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
In a whirl of air, Clark is gone, leaving me feeling bereft. The tortuous emotion is fleeting, as he is back in front of me, taking my hand again and leading me over to a shadowed corner of the loft where there's an impromptu set-up of blankets and pillows.
I expected another mad rush to nudity, but he simply dips his head to brush his lips against my own as his fingers untangle from mine, sliding up my arms and across my shoulders, down my chest to the hem of my shirt. Thumbs caress briefly over my abdomen before he slowly tugs the shirt up, my arms raising without thought for him to pull the slightly sweat-dampened cotton over my head.
I've never been undressed by a lover like this. So reverently, like unveiling my pale, nearly hairless, skin was something to be savored rather than a means to an end. Clark's kissing me again, a slow, sweeping exploration of my mouth that exudes such a quiet desperation that I can't even try to fight against it, merely allow it.
When he finally relinquishes my mouth, I tug his shirt off, eyes roaming over golden skin that should never have to be covered by a single stitch. My hands join in, running slowly over dips and planes, my head starting to follow their path until Clark stops me with his forefinger under my chin, nudging me back up.
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes
A whisper of a kiss to my lips before that sweet, sinful mouth of his starts a trail along my jaw, down my throat, feather-light, his hands sliding up my sides and over my chest. His lips work their way across one shoulder, tongue sliding slowly over the freckles I know are there. I swallow hard, trying to will away the tremble I feel running through me, my hands clenching lightly on his hips as he travels along my collarbone to the other shoulder, teeth clamping, oh so gently, over the skin stretched tight across bone.
I watch the top of his head as he continues his downward path, kissing and licking, tasting, every bit of me he comes in contact with, thumbs sliding up to scrape over my nipples, sending a jolt of electricity straight to my aching cock.
A broken moan escapes me, and Clark's dips briefly into my navel, swirling erotically around the indent before kneeling on the hard wooden floor. His eyes raise back to mine, deep pools of onyx within thin rings of emerald, and I want to capture that look in stone, in something I can wear, always, and remember this moment. This instant, with his head upturned to watch me watching him, his hands slipping down to the waist of my jeans, fingers easing the button through its hole, sliding the zipper down so excruciatingly slowly that I swear I hear each tooth parting.
She said if we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
Fly open, he groans softly as he discovers I've gone commando, pressing his face into the sparse russet curls and inhaling deeply, the movement visible in the muscles of his bare back. So close to freedom from its denim confines and Clark's mouth, I feel a spurt of pre-cum ooze from my cock, so much like Pavlov's dog drooling at the sound of the bell. Addicted to him already. Hands slide down my legs, and I curve forward slightly, my hands now on his shoulders to stabilize myself as he lifts first one foot, then the other, removing shoes and socks before pulling my jeans down, helping me step out of them.
Face back on mine as his hands wrap around my hips and he leans forward, engulfing me in the heat of his mouth. Swallows me down in one slick slide of lips and tongue, until I'm pressing at the back of his throat. It takes everything in my vast well of willpower not to tear my gaze away from his, let my head fall back on my shoulders, as he shifts me back and forth, guiding my hips into a steady, if too slow, pace. Christ, too much and not enough, and this is not the way it's supposed to be, so sweet and gentle and not at all the overwhelming and almost brutal taking of last night.
Not supposed to go this way. Never has. No one has ever been so gentle, so passionate, so caring, not with me. Not even…no. Blink away the memory of blue eyes and swim in the green staring up at me. I don't deserve this, this barrier-breaking affection and selfless attention as he lets me take over, thrusting down his throat, his jaw going slack to take me so completely, lips brushing against the sensitive skin at the base of my cock with every push in. I'm a Luthor, and this is not what Luthors are given, never willingly, not with such blind trust and complete faith, never when it isn't a well-masked lie paid for exorbitantly.
A sound like a sob slips past my lips before I can choke it back, sight momentarily blurry until I can blink away the salt sting. Clark's face changes minutely, just enough to show it didn't escape his scrutiny. His hands tighten on my hips just enough to halt me mid-thrust. One last, slow, backward pull along the shaft of my throbbing cock before he releases it from its newly found haven.
She said like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You've gotta love yourself if you can ever love me
His mouth shapes into those two lines of verse, and a shudder wracks through me, and my eyes fall shut, trying to block out the world, him.
"I…I don't know if I can." I wrench my eyes open again, hand sliding up into Clark's hair, tugging forcefully, enough that it would hurt anyone else to resist. He gets the demand behind the action, allows me to pull him up to standing, to guide his mouth to mine in a kiss that rattles me more than it does him. Tongues overlapping, sweeping into each other's mouths, his hands still tight on my hips, and I moan desperately against his lips as my cock drags over the rough denim of his jeans. "Teach me, Clark, show me how. Make me trust myself the way you trust me, the way I trust you."
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together
Without breaking the kiss completely, Clark manages to maneuver us down onto the pile of bedding, the remainder of his clothing lost in the transition from standing to stretched out above me. No thought involved as legs spread wide to accommodate the span of his waist between them as he settles, the brush of his cock against mine making me pulse again, slicking the slide as he rocks into me.
My hands fall away from him to stretch above my head in surrender, (when had I even given in so completely?), as he pulls back slightly, his face more serious and open than I remember ever seeing it. A bottle of lube from fuck knows where, wetting fingers that disappear between us as I keep my gaze on him. Gasp out a breath when his hand grazes my aching cock for the briefest moment before continuing its way further down, my legs spreading wider, hips canting up, as slippery fingers slide over that sensitive bit of skin behind my balls and down, between, there. Flicker of heat in Clark's eyes as the pad of a finger finds that furled ring of muscle, only the merest circling needed before it relaxes, welcoming the intrusion.
Years of sex without bottoming, without another man's fingers inside me, and after just one time with him, already it feels so natural, opening to him, giving him this part of me. And so different than last night, my urgent, raw need for more and more, replaced with a connoisseur's appreciation of his quickly learned skill. Savoring the way he eases his forefinger into me, his free hand at my hip, pinning me to the floor, the disallowment of movement allowing me to just lay there, just let myself really feel it, the way I never have before. It's…transcendent. His eyes, boring into mine, willing me to understand, to see myself the way he does.
I'd let the knowledge of the literal bond between us fade into the background once we'd arrived at the barn, distracted by all of - this. I feel it again, now, a thrum running between us, and I can't help but gasp.
"Clark." God, my voice has never sounded so ragged in my own ears, my breath coming out in short, audible huffs, and I have a flash of fear that my asthma has suddenly returned under the strain of so much emotion after years of denial. "Oh, God, please."
Another finger slips into me, Clark's head dipping down to brush his lips over mine as the digits stroke and stretch. There's no burn to it, surprisingly, even though I know my accelerated healing would have undone nearly all of last night's work by now. Just the slightest pinch as muscle loosens, and then pleasure, pure and honest pleasure. I feel the steady drip of pre-cum slicking my stomach as he thrusts slowly, have to fight the urge to reach down and touch, knowing it probably would bring this all to an embarrassingly quick end. I've made sex last for hours before cumming even once, but with him, it's just. Right. There. He tests my stamina and will with every touch, every look.
I know you deserve much better
Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
A few more strokes, and a third finger wiggles in, slightly snug, but still painless. I can tell he's deliberately avoiding my prostate, attempting to make this the least difficult for me that he can. I know there's wetness shining in the corners of my eyes, and know he notices it when his brow furrows minutely. Thankfully, he doesn't break the silence he's kept since he started stripping me bare.
Barely notice the addition of his pinky, and I swear, he could fist me right now, and it wouldn't be any more difficult than the slight tug of skin as it's stretched taut around the breadth of his knuckles. If this moment wasn't so enthralling, if his face weren't so intently solemn, I might have begged for it. As it is, I already feel so completely owned, a realization that should have alarmed someone so thoroughly un-ownable as me. He's claimed me, through and through; I will never find this myriad swirl of emotions in the attentions of anyone else, even if I searched across the entire universe. God, I want to be worthy of this man, and he believes I already am. Fuck. I'm going to have to make some enormous changes in LuthorCorp.
To turn this around
I'll do whatever it takes
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes
One more deep, gentle stroke, and suddenly gone. Empty for the briefest second, barely enough to voice a mournfully breathy, pathetic, sound of disappointment, before the thick tip of his cock is breaching me. None of that hesitancy of night, no need for guidance, just the slow, steady slide of steel-hard flesh. Hand no longer pinning me in place, and my legs shift to brace against his sides as he stretches back out over me, hands wrapping firmly around my forearms, bracing us both. Feeling of fullness as he bottoms out, and a flare of light and heat from the band of silver clamped around my wrist.
Clark's POV:
Y'know, one of these days I'm going to have sex with Lex where he doesn't shed a single tear. It better be soon, or I'm gonna end up with some kind of complex. But, unlike last night's mystery tear, these don't seem borne of pain, more like a cleansing. Like he's finally just letting it all wash over him, soak in, and maybe it will scour away the doubt and fear he has of himself. I don't know how much clearer I can be on how I feel about him, about my trust in him to be his own Lex, not the carbon-copy Lionel tried so hard to shape him into. I don't have any more words, action is all that's left, and if the damp streaks down his cheeks are anything to go by, there's been at least some headway.
Find me here and speak to me
I want to feel you, I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me
To the place where I find peace again
I'm not sure if he can even hear the music anymore, hard to tell what's making it past the intense focus he has trained on our lovemaking. I'll be sure to play this one again, repeatedly, just to make sure he gets the message.
The feel of him around me, under me, is even more incredible than before. More than just giving into our lust for each other, this is Lex, the most willful, independent person I know, seeking guidance, asking me for help, for strength. And how could I ever deny him?
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose, you're everything
Taking the flare of light from the bracelet as a good sign, since it doesn't seem to be hurting Lex, I ease my way back, feeling my cock drag through the clenching passage. Nearly out of him as my hands slide down his arms to link my fingers through his, bracing, claiming. Slow push back into the twitching hole that opens so willingly for me, makes it so easy to be careful.
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
Yeah
I feel a thrum run through me, spreading out from my chest, down and outward towards Lex, like the brief connection I felt in the caves when Jor-El was transferring information into his mind. I'll have to ask Lex some time if he senses it, too. Later. Much later. 'Cause, God, not sure if I can utter anything more coherent than his name between the groans I can't hold in.
Watery smile on his face now, small, but significant all the same, considering the startled look in his eyes. His legs lifting, wrapping around my thighs, heels digging into my ass, a wordless plea for more. And how can I deny him anything right now, with him all open and vulnerable and willing to let me be in control?
You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall
You still my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in, take me deeper now?
I make a quick sweep over his lithe, pale body, unable not to notice the weeping, reddened cock twitching against his stomach, its contrast that much more obvious as he strains to stay still beneath me. I pull one hand free from his as I thrust slowly, deeply into him, my fingers trailing down his arm and over to his throat, thumb tracing along his jaw. Dipping my head to capture his mouth, my hand slides down to pluck briefly at his nipple, causing Lex to moan into my mouth, before gripping around his thigh, hiking the flexing limb higher up my back. The new position lets me slip deeper into him, and Lex wrenches away from the kiss, his head arching back with a jagged keen.
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
Rubbing my hand over his upper thigh like I'm soothing a startled horse, I thrust again, keeping aim on his prostate now that I've found it.
"Clark! Please…I - oh, God, don't - don't stop. Don't ever stop."
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
And this, this is what was missing last night. Pure, raw need, untempered by the haze of lust and four years worth of jerk-off fantasies. That was rutting, animalistic and dirty in all the best ways, but this. This is something more. Divine.
Lex's free hand clutches around my neck, fingers twining into my hair, his other clutching my hand tight, nails trying to dig into flesh. Pressed against him like this, I can feel his cock throb, feel the slick warmth as another spurt of pre-cum rushes out. He's sobbing softly, his head turning away into the pillows. I bury my face in the curve of his throat, inhaling the sweat-slick scent of him, and wish I could mark him visibly, worry that bit of flesh between my teeth and show the world that he is mine. This beautiful, fractured, amazing, human is mine.
You're everything, everything
'Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
Everything, everything
Tangled around each other, we fall into a rhythm, his body arching up into mine as I thrust into him. As slow as I've kept the pace, I can still feel my orgasm rushing towards me sooner than I thought possible. Lex flexes, his ass clenching around me, and I know it's a losing battle.
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
"I love you, Lex. So much. God, you're beautiful, baby, just…perfect. Look at me, Lex." I watch his eyes close for a moment, some internal war taking place, before he turns his face back to mine. Jesus, he's breathtaking like this, all his walls down, and it's like I can see straight into his soul, flawed and perfect at the same time. "No matter what happens, I'll never feel like this with anyone else. I chose you before I even knew there was a choice to make."
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better, any better than this?
Lex's hand slides around to cup my face, his eyes boring into mine. My thrusts stilled, my cock protesting the sudden lack of friction.
"I-I can't promise I'll never fail you, Clark, but I promise to never stop trying. Since the day of the meteor shower, my life has felt…disconnected, incomplete." Lex let out a soft laugh, his warm breath ghosting over my lips as I stared down at him. "That feeling disappeared the moment I woke up on the riverbank, and saw the eyes of an angel looking down at me."
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
He drew me into a deep, sensual kiss before I could respond. Not that I'm sure I would have been able to say anything more impressive than 'wow'. If there had been any lingering doubt that maybe there was someone out there better suited to me, that squashed it. Lex is only human, to expect him not to fail at some point, to never slip back into the darkness that had surrounded him for so long, would be naïve. But, even if he does take a wrong turn on his path, I know now that he'll let me help lead him back in the right direction. As he kissed me, he writhed against me, thrusting down on my cock, urging me back into action.
"God", he whispered against my lips, voice rough and so thoroughly erotic. "Need to cum, Clark. Make me cum, baby."
And that was it. The tenuous hold I had on my own arousal snapped. With a deep groan that almost sounded like a growl in my ears, I clutched Lex to me as I began a faster pace, my tongue thrusting into his mouth in a mirror of my cock. I could feel my climax racing closer, my balls pulling up tight, that electric tingle pooling at the base of my spine.
Orgasm looming, and wanting Lex right there with me, I slid my hand up from his leg to wrap around his cock, swallowing his moans as I started stroking the thick shaft. It doesn't take much, a few firm strokes, my thumb brushing over the head of his cock in time with each nudge of my own against his prostate, and he stiffens beneath me. Bottomed out within him, his cry of pleasure smothered within my mouth, I feel the surge of warmth rush over my hand and against our stomachs as he cums. His nails are scraping at my impenetrable skin, tugging at my hair, and his internal muscles are clamping down on me, tight enough to actually register beyond my invulnerability. All senses narrowed down to Lex, the scent of his cum, the taste of his tongue on mine, the sound and feel of him coming completely undone. It's enough to send me falling over the edge just behind him, pulsing inside him, the backflow of my cum slicking my already sticky cock as I continue thrusting into him, riding him through our mutual release.
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
Panting heavily, half-sobs hiccuping throughout, Lex goes limp in my embrace the instant his climax ends, limbs unwinding from their tangle around my body to flop unceremoniously to the floor. If he weren't so devastatingly beautiful like this, it would almost be comical. As it is, the sight of him as I open my eyes, all sprawled out and attempting to recover his wits, tear tracks down his cheeks and lips red and slightly puffy from abuse, leaves me breathless as I freeze above him, two last, powerful spurts of cum emptying into him.
"Lex," and Christ, my voice is raspy in my own ears as I finally speak, barely remembering not to just flop down on top of him. "You okay?"
He hums in acknowledgement, pulling me down onto him, seeking comfort as he comes back to himself. My deflating cock slips out of his stretched hole on a rush of wet warmth, and I can't even find it in myself to care about the mess that's going to leave. Plenty of time to hide the blanket in the laundry later. Lex snuggles into me as I roll us onto our sides, my hand rubbing down his back soothingly. Distantly, I notice the CD has started back at the beginning and the soft sound of Lex's voice singing along draws my gaze to his face.
"Seriously, Lex. That was…intense…are you sure you're alright?"
"I will be. Trust me, Clark, I'm good at compartmentalizing. I just want to be here, with you, right now. I'll process it all later."
I sigh and give him a wary look as he gives me a quick kiss before pulling himself upright, looking around us for his discarded clothes.
"Okay, but…promise me, if you start having some kind of freak-out, all alone in that empty castle of yours, surrounded by…everything…call me? I'll hear you, even without a phone, and I'll be there in seconds. You don't have to go through this alone, Lex. This is new, and scary, exciting, but scary, for me, too. We have to navigate this together."
I know Lex. I know, that left to his own devices, with no one to confide in, to work things out with, he'll internalize everything and let his own doubts override everything else. And that could never lead anywhere good.
Lex smiles down at me as he stands, reaching out a hand to pull me up with him. There's a lot going on behind those bright blue eyes, but I see the walls falling back into place, shuttering away the deep turmoil that had been there before. He pulls me into a tight hug, briefly nuzzling his nose into my neck.
"I promise, Clark."
Lex releases me and starts rooting around for his jeans. I have to look away when he bends down to retrieve them, my spent cock twitching interestedly at the sight of his ass, the light glistening on the trails of cum wetting the backs of his thighs. Busying myself with my own redressing distracts my teenage libido enough that I'm not too uncomfortable by the time I pull my zipper up.
Once we're both dressed, I pull him into my arms, my eyes roving over his face, memorizing. There's still a bit of openness there, enough to see the determination to succeed cementing within him. When a Luthor sets themself on a goal, it's like a dog with a bone. A soft smile twists my lips as I dip my head to capture his mouth, my tongue soothing over his kiss-bruised lips before delving between them.
I'm so focused on Lex, his taste and the scent of his sweat and cum still filling my senses, I barely hear the soft gasp over the sound of his moan and the music still playing from the speakers. The clatter and crash of ceramic on the wooden floor breaks through, though. Wrenching away from each other, as one, our heads whip around towards the stairs. I gulp loudly at the sight of the figure standing on the top step.
"Oh, my God."
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@leatafandom
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Any fantasy can be festive
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/AeWw0Py by somagni Most people have costume contests in October, Bruce and Clark hold theirs in December. Each man trying to gift the superior fantasy. This year, both men hell bent on victory, the game is upped by drafting some help. Superbat (Every)Week 12 Days of Kinkmas Bingo - Body worship Words: 9346, Chapters: 3/3, Language: English Fandoms: Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Clark Kent, Martha Kent, Bruce Wayne, Alan Scott (DCU), Original Male Character(s), Original Dog Character(s) Relationships: Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne Additional Tags: Gift Giving, Costumes, Competition, Sewing, Negotiations, Secrets, Hair Dyeing, Gray Ghost, Anal Sex, Photography, Desk Sex, Orgasm Delay, Body Worship, Oral Sex, Facials, Bottom Bruce Wayne, Top Clark Kent read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/AeWw0Py
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Sgt 9346 Frank Herbert Naish, 12th Btn Royal Fusiliers. Shockingly, he has such bad manners that he didn’t clean his boots first! Gasp!
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I'm planning on doing a series of shorts about my whole island being a polycule and also just some broader AC headcanons about how the world works and general fluff, and I thought it'd be cool to have an actual town to show off to contextualize it all. I'm making this post to try and like, help force myself to actually get it out.
My island dream code and HHP code if anyone wants to check it out: DA-9346-0904-6067 RA-5814-1260-7037
#Animal Crossing#my bullshit#I'm super proud of it but it's also nothing compared to some of the#absolutely wild shit I know people have made in AC y'know
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May I please request a Rosquez ghost my darling 💕. Lesbian or canon!
my beloved, here is your fresh and out the oven implied lesbian rosquez!!!! there's something happening in it but I am not sure what! (kink meme here)
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There’s something about Marc’s new apartment; there’s someone in it. She’s sure of it, she can feel it in the way eyes seem to follow her whenever she moves. Things seem to disappear and reappear in places she knows for a fact they weren’t before. There are… messages left on her mirror too, obvious in the steam left behind from her showers.
Little smiley faces and hellos and hand prints.
In spite of the unnerving realization that she’s not alone, Marc isn’t too bothered by the other presence in her so-called safe space. Because, surprisingly, they’ve never done anything to her. They simply left their little messages and watched her. And, perhaps, they slid into her bed, but that’s not here nor there.
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Marc is alone in bed, at least she should be. She’s just trying to fall asleep, eyes dry as she continues to stare at the ceiling, a shitty attempt to try and silence her brain. She doesn’t register the movement at first, too subtle for her to think anything of it, a rustle of sheets, an inhale that sounds too far away.
She’s trying to blink some moisture back in her eyes when she feels the ghost-like touch down her calf. Marc buries a smile into her pillow.
“Hi,” she whispers to the empty room, not expecting an answer back. She gets another stroke up her leg, its touch stopping just under Marc’s sleeping shorts. That’s all she needs for her legs to fall open, for her to beckon the being closer.
And it doesn’t waste a second, it never does. It knows that Marc is pathetic for its touch, that one simple caress is enough for her to let it in.
The cotton of her underwear is already wet, Marc’s been expecting it. She’s been thinking of it since she got out of the shower, but she didn’t want to make her eagerness obvious.
She thinks she failed; she knows she did.
The being’s… mouth is on her, lips pressing atop Marc’s flushed skin. Teeth tug at it, pull and sink into the muscle of her neck, and Marc feels herself get wetter. There are hands on Marc’s body, sliding under her shirt, nails digging into her hips, teeth biting on her shoulders, and they’re mean. They’re mean and Marc can only think of her and she is just so– so– Marc wants her so bad.
“Fuck,” she groans, hands bunching up in her sheets to stop herself from doing something stupid like reaching for her– it. Reaching for it. “Just fuck me, please.”
It laughs against the column of Marc’s throat, deep, a rumble that shakes the woman to her bones. It reminds her of–
It pushes forward and Marc chokes on her spit, breath caught in her lungs at the stretch. Her shorts aren’t even off; she’s fully clothed for God’s sake. It doesn’t give her a single moment to adjust, just pushes in and in and makes it hard for her to think. All Marc can do is lay back and take it.
She can’t see, may have closed her eyes but when she tries to open them she cannot. Something is covering her vision, making her blind and lost in the darkness surrounding her.
The only thing grounding her is the feeling of being owned, of being used without a care.
Marc can feel her orgasm build.
Her thighs shake, they try to close but there is someone between them.
Her mouth falls open and she cannot bite back the sob that wretches through her.
“Valentino–”
Marc blinks, her eyes fall open. She’s alone in her room, the being is gone.
Her throat bobs, breathing laboured. Marc feels her skin flush, the sweat that glues her clothes to her back; her legs squeeze together.
She cannot bring herself to touch her.
She cannot bring herself to reach for her phone either.
She sits and sits and lets the darkness consume her.
#might also explore more of this in the future!#first time actually writing rosquez and its angst and vale isnt even here#kinda fitting ig#rosquez#lesbian rosquez#valentino rossi#marc marquez#9346#moth answers#silly kink writing game#my writing
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Hey, I’m a 25 year old trans woman looking for Roleplay partners for 1x1 RPs
I play OCs or Canon, and would be willing to play with both. Multifandom is also accepted, and encouraged
I’m semi-lit by default, though my replies can be longer or shorter depending on the mood or situation. Looking for someone flexible than that regard
NSFW is accepted sometimes, though I will not RP with/as minors in this regard
Most of my fandoms relate to cartoons and video games. Some examples include:
Amphibia
DC
Disney
Gravity Falls
Kirby
Marvel/MCU
Omori
The Owl House
Sonic the Hedgehog
Super Smash Bros.
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Transformers
Undertale/Deltarune
Yume Nikki
If you are interested, DM me here, or for faster replies, my Discord is PenniPastelBot#9346
#roleplay#rp partner search#looking for roleplay#deltarune#undertale#omori#video games#cartoons#nintendo#transformers#tmnt
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About the Author
Hey, all you new people! I just wanted to make a very quick OOC post. I am new to RP.... Or may as well be. It's been a long time since I participated. I would love to meet new people to RP with. I miss writing very much. I have discord, and of course tumblr. Pleeeeease feel free to drop prompts in my inbox. I can't promise a lot, but I can promise you one thing; If you ask me to write, I will fashion the most wonderful words for you! I love doing it. My discord is: belladonnasweetblood#9346.
I am excited to say hello to some great writers!
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