#28/01/24

[is-hinata-good-today]

january 28th, 2024

hinata is brilliant today, not a single doubt about it!!!

[sh1tposterr]

Adaptive pronouns

[somephilosophercat]

Absent

I haven't post anything in a long while. But I am still here somewhere. Just not regularly. Can't believe it's new year already, and January almost already gone.

I am okejish, nothing special but that also mean not being specially bad. I just live day by day, trying to survive work week and doing therapy and resting and stuff. I need a few days of vacation soon, just to move away from job a bit. The job is not terrible, it's a bit quieter period but still enough to do. I started to go into office more regularly and colleagues are nice, we joke and work and the time is passing. But I am completely drained after work with energy and social batteries.

Cobi is good, his health after surgery and some rough spots last year is stable and he is soon 8 years old. Time flies so quickly and that only makes me scared for him. Other foster cats are still here even though I marked that if someone doesn't get adopted in two months I will ask for someone to take one cat. I am little overwhelmed and would like to hang out only with Cobi for a while.

I wanna go riding soon, haven't been since beginning of December. Also I put dance on pause and I think is a good decision. But my ED is not amused by lack of exercise so I started walking a bit more lately. But not exclusively becuse ED, I just need some form of moving.

And that's it. Tomorrow is another work day and everything is passing so quickly and I am just tired.

[rovingsolitarything]

28/01/24

Strength

The serenity prayer is in your mind lately…

- CJ

[yesitsvjays]

I asked the universe for a boy-FRIEND and I got 3 nerdy white dudes complete with endless conversations and extremely niche or diverse hobbies... some of the coolest people I have the privilege of knowing. How lucky am I? I hope I leave an impact in your lives as much as you’ve impacted mine.

[livinginpurgatory]

I am so in love with you.

I love you from the way you reacted when I told you about my birth parents. You didn't need my comfort from it. You just appreciated I trusted you with it. You have shared your true self with me and allowed me to do the same. I am so in love with you.

I love the way you beg for me in bed. The way you are so fixated in the moment. The way after last time, you said, almost to yourself, "I'm still shaking." I love how you feel. How you taste. How you try to keep quiet. I am so in love with you.

I love that when you told me you loved me, you saw the disbelief and doubt in my silence. Not fear, not a lack of me loving you. You took my hand and told me how often you thought of me. You nearly cried. I don't know how I didn't. The way you held my hand and said, "Don't, because I do love you." I will never stop replaying that moment. I am so in love with you.

I want to grow old with you. I want to do weekly shops. I want to wake up next to you. I want to walk my dog together. I want him to become our dog. I want you to meet my parents and meet yours. I want to experience every aspect of life now and what is still to come with you. I am so in love with you.

And the best part?

You love me too.

[jtl-fics]

Math nerd please ^^

8/28/24 WIP Wednesday (Open) | Math Nerd AU (1/10)

Neil smiles, “I do.” his voice is softer, sadder, and suddenly Andrew knows without asking why it is that Neil likes to sit and breathe in Andrew’s smoke.

Neil’s mysterious significant other.

“He smokes.” Andrew states.

“He does.” Neil smiles.

[x-birdsong-x]

overly specific house dog au headcanons? spill some?

I can try and fit in one post everyone I've settled completely on so far, and also be obnoxious about dog breeds. fun

I've also bothered @greghatecrimes with a lot of these so very big thanks to them for helping me settle on breeds for everyone <3

It's when I've settled on a "base breed" with dogs that sometimes things just go crazy and go from there

Start with the most overly unnecessarily detailed one here you go:

Adams is the oddest most fantasy mixed breed of ALL fucking time her parents are one Belgian Tervuren and one Borzoi x Ibizan Hound and she appeared so much Tervuren that it’s just possible to miss that she’s got any sighthound(s) in her.

Editing to go even more in-detail with this one because my girl deserves it: She ends up looking somewhere between these two:

She’s very pointy and very leggy but she is very long-furred and that's where the mistakes come from. She moves mostly with the gaits of her sighthound sides which the others find is an easy way to make her bristle. She’s prancing across the room and Chase says you move like a sighthound and she says no I don’t (yes she does)

Park is a Silken Windsprite:

Probably struggles in snow and sometimes has to jump and jump to get through it when it's really deep but Adams mumbles that it’s cute and that's Fight invitation. Park brings up that Adams gets snowballs stuck on her and that it takes hours to melt out of her fur. ("Fuck you!" - "Do it yourself!") It's probably fair to say she has some little dog syndrome.

Chase is an Australian Shepherd. House probably used to make comments about he and Cameron both being Merle:

Cameron is this specific Border Collie (but with blue eyes, ofc):

Probably does the Collie Crouch sometimes. Absolutely does the Collie Stare, and that would come into House's "you can't actually pierce me with your eyes" moments.

Foreman is a Central Asian Shepherd:

For a slight visual similarity to how I imagine post-Lockdown Angst Cameron might feel meeting Masters, Masters is a Nova Scotia Duck Tolling Retriever:

Probably has what I call in the groomers "Smart Breed Anxiety" along with her autism swag. Dogs who listen to and seem to understand every word you say and if you're telling someone or another pet off for anything, they assume they're the one you're talking to and give all their guilty looks. Also using my Bluebear as reference with that visual.

Thirteen is this Utonagan!!! No other visual!!! Have such a canine visual of The Dig it's insane.

Wilson of course took Golden Retriever. Definitely one of the larger/silkier ones. Show-type. He'd definitely be a dark gold but this is the best pic I have for how I picture him -color:

House is a Scottish Deerhound, mixed with what? He doesn't know. Wants to know. Very easy to miss that he's a cross:

(Little Rachel rode on his back for a bit once.)

Speaking of, Rachel is a little pupper Sheltie (Natalie) x English Shepherd (Simon) but she barely shows any Shep traits when it comes to looks:

Rachel's a mini-me of her mama, Cuddy took Rough Collie:

Kutner is a Springer Spaniel x Large Münsterländer, leaning more looks-wise toward the latter and leaning energy-level toward the former:

Taub is a Beagle, Chihuahuas are just too small for one of the main characters in my little visual I'm afraid (and I forgot Smooth Fox Terriers existed):

Rachel is a long-haired Dachshund, and Ruby is a show-type English Cocker Spaniel, so Sophie and Sophia are those crosses respectively. Click on the Spaniel to see the full pic.

Amber takes (Red) Siberian Husky:

She's quite thick-coated but she doesn't fall under "Woolly Husky" coat type.

Red (Irish) Setter Stacy:

Plott Hound Mark:

Dominika... So This dog is obviously a Belgian Malinois maybe crossed with something fluffier (unless the listing change from Mali to Terv is accurate, then she's just Small) but she looks exactly like this:

Saluki Lydia:

Belgian Malinois Alvie:

Lucas is just straight-up a Coyote. It just fits him too well. He gets a Coyote-themed name in the WC AU, and gets to be a Coyote when I think about canines:

Beauceron Nolan. Can't see him as something as round and soft as Newfies but also can't see him as a bully-type:

[felixs-voice-makes-me-wanna]

ugh this dude.

[postaldoes]

it may be the wrong decision, but fuck it, it's mine !

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[the-problemattic]

sunday, 28/01/2024

[dearestlyrics]

which way will i run when i want something new?

i don't feel at home in this house anymore

[last-nights-nightmare-was]

Had a very rare, very good dream

No nightmares this time.

[duskroads-draws]

Backgrounds take a long time y’all, I’m gonna keep the other two lightings for this in my back pocket for a day I have some extra time. I’m happy with how it turned out.

The pattern on the curtain irl is a bunch of celtic knots but that wasn’t happening for this one

[yesitsvjays]

I think the greatest apology I’ve ever told was the one where I promised myself that I would be better than that. Some days are easier than others, but I’m keeping that promise.