#2:9

[gatorallegations]

:D class picture day!!!!!!!!!! ehehehehehe :) finally, the 2 and the 9 all in one place!!!!!!

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[badolmen]

WARNING 18+

19

[katsinspats]

I think my copy of the game is broken they've been doing this for 30 minutes

Crop of the Biolizard edit I did bc it makes me laugh:

[neo--queen--serenity]

It’s heartbreaking to know that when Anshi looks back on her first encounter with the late emperor—the man who sexually abused her for years—she can only describe her 10-year old self as ambitious.

In the light novel, Anshi is far less aware of why she was sent to the rear palace, and it’s clear in the books that she did not intend to grab the emperor’s attention.

But in the manga—now the anime—she says she knew, that she understood what she was getting into, and that she reached out to him deliberately.

This is very likely a lie she told herself to cope with the trauma of the abuse she endured, abuse that dictated the course of the rest of her life, for better or for worse.

Because, even if Anshi knew, on paper, what her father intended by sending her to the rear palace, what 10-year old would understand, truly, the implications of winning the emperor’s favor? What prepubescent child fully understands sexual grooming or abuse for what it is, understands how it will hurt them?

Anshi falls for the oldest lie children of sexual abuse tell themselves: that they brought this upon themselves, that they were somehow responsible for what happened.

Telling herself that she put herself in his path out of ambition gives her the illusion of agency. It allows her to ignore the glaring, obvious signs that she could not have refused him if she’d wanted to. It is also a manifestation of her own self-loathing, the all too common misplaced guilt that rape survivors feel in the wake of their assault.

This particular coping mechanism is what drove her to assault the late emperor right back when she was in her late 20’s.

That helplessness, that rage, that unresolved trauma, led to her repeating the cycle of abuse, led her to forcing herself onto him as an adult to reclaim that agency she knows she never had.

And this assault brought about her second pregnancy—the birth of the moon prince, the current emperor’s younger brother.

And even though Anshi knows Jinshi is Ah-Duo’s son, not hers, Anshi was still the woman who raised him. She feels this guilt and revulsion every time she looks at Jinshi, especially since he resembles the late emperor so strongly.

And even though Anshi loves Jinshi deeply, she is constantly haunted by the self-loathing she associates with him. She calls his very existence immoral, a living embodiment of her sins. And it’s so heart-wrenching, so tragic that she blames herself for everything, that she believes all of this happened due to her own, selfish sense of ambition.

[isjasz]

Playing Cards of the Dungeon

One of my pieces in @hermitseasonzine in the Decked Out 2 section!! With some lil composition input from @doodlingdilemma :D (Man I miss decked out 2)

[bamfwizard]

can't stop thinking about the TERROR. the absolute TERROR in Viktor's eyes. when he sees what Jayce promised, all his reasoning for placing such trust and forgiveness in him. that he himself even admits in the end that his course of action was futile, he realizes that it's all futile, that he will fold to Jayce's love.

and deep down, beyond the Hexcore, beyond the Herald, he wants to. all the love and terror balanced there within his eyes. he looks so overstimulated and frozen by the notion that all he does is pointless, that Jayce's words are true, that he and Jayce are destined. that no Evolution, no matter how Glorious, will change the fact that Jayce will win in loving him. I love seeing that horror.

I love seeing that fear in his eyes (he's FROZEN!!! DEER IN HEADLIGHTS!!!!) and that's likely the fear he has to face that's mentioned in The Line. the fear that Jayce's love will win in the end, that he's wrong.

[kryptiq-kreachur]

I am a very big fan of peach's new outfit so i drew that one render in my style :)

[dysphoriaposting]

[rhadko]

tw topics of suicidal ideation. self harm.

[gatorallegations]

Simome…….. SIMOMENE!!,! !

[mellozheist]

Rejection // Hermitcraft Animatic

I've been meaning to finish this animatic for so long

(trust me, I have way too many projects that I wanna do but didn't get to start lol There'll be many late moments soon to come in the form of animatics (I'm crazy))

I MISS YOU CLEO'S HC9 SKIN <3333

Youtube link

[northernfireart]

peculiar specimen

[octoaito]

they just be letting anybody drive now huh

[marmuruah]

My favorite danganronpa art pieces made by me.

[lotostar]

Guess who's childhood hyperfixation has been awakened once again!!!