#01-26

[csacskamacskamocska]

Jó, egy kicsit felbasz

a képmutatás. Amikor valaki megmentőként vagy bölcsként aposztrofálja magát szembenézés helyett. Persze rögtön eszembe is jut, hogy senkitől sem szabad elvenni az élethazugságait. Mondja a pszichológia.

Akkor van vége egy bármilyen kapcsolatnak, amikor már nem akarsz semmit. Se tetszeni, se elmagyarázni, se bebizonyítani, se bosszút állni, és nincs semmi amit várnál, bocsánatkérés, vallomás, beismerés, kárpótlás és adni sem tudsz vagy akarsz semmit sem már. Mondja a pszichológia.

Egyszer meséltem egy aktuális szerelmemről egy barátomnak, hogy a csávó a kriptonitom. Ellágyulok, elerőtlenedem, elvesztem magam a közelében. Mintha nem is én lennék. Csak valami gyerekes, nőietlen, szorongó ideggörcsöt hozott ki belőlem, aki kapálózott folyton és próbált levegőhöz jutni és megkapaszkodni a semmiben. (meg persze a kriptonitot arannyá változtatni – minden buta gyerek fantáziája) A barátom azt mondta : Úristen! Ezt hallani is szörnyű.

És közben, hajmeresztő, hogy semmire, de semmire nincs valós rálátásunk. Soha egyetlen pillanatban sem fogunk tisztán látni, legalábbis azzal az isteni tisztánlátással amiben nincsenek saját érzelmek, csak ok-okozati láncolatok tényszerű fonala. Ha jól érezzük magunkat (a magunk önző módján) az azt jelenti, hogy ügyesen racionalizáltuk a dolgokat, a körülöttünk levő világot és benne magunkat. Ha rosszul, akkor nem.

Tegnap egy rendezvényen voltam. Egész érdekesen alakult, mert lett egy "lámpát, ha gyújtok, még j��n rá bogár" élményem. Egy csávó, jóképű, egyből kiszúrtam, mint réges régen amikor még.... na mindegy, rég volt :D. Jött is szépen hamarosan, beszélgettünk. És beszélt, és beszélt magáról és pár perc múlva már tudtam, hogy akkora egoista fasz, mint ide lacháza. De már tudtam, már el is vesztettem minden érdeklődésemet. Kérdeztem és kérdeztem és beszélt és beszélt és sosem kérdezett vissza, de ha mondtam is valamit, sosem fűzött hozzá csak mondta önmagát. Elment piáért, én meg elsasszéztam arrébb. Jött is egy másik faszi. Egy aranyos, vidám, mosolygós, jóindulatú. Akivel nagyon jó volt beszélgetni. Tele volt élettel, ötlettel, csinálással, komoly műveltséggel, valós tapsztalatokkal. Láttam, éreztem, hogy vonzó vagyok a számára azért ragad le nálam, de csak beszélgettünk és ez nekem tökletes volt. Ahogy tökéletes volt a mosoly és az örülök, hogy megismertelek is – amikor eljöttem. Most azt kéne kiderítenem, hogy hogyan tudnék ilyen barátokat begyűjteni azok helyett, akik passzióból megaláznak.

Ma nem sikerült semmi tanulságot kikerekíteni. Bocs. :)

[laddertek]

@countthelions (tumblr ate this when I tried to save my answer as a draft, so we improvise 🙃)

This one? :D

This whole stream was delightful. What a way to return 🤗

Tango was so happy energetic.

And from Tango calling Etho's storage system cute and Etho in gamechat going "CUTE?!" (00:41:07). To the razzing (and laughing) over shops (00:49:00 and 01:03:49). Etho taking Tango's head twice, and it all being so playful (00:58:11). Etho using Tango's catchphrases 🥹🥹🥹 It gets me every time! "porkchop power" "flee with extra flee!" And the way he said it was the cutest, and Tango's giggle about it too (01:00:59). Etho offering to give the tour Tango wanted. More mail talk and laughing guilt and planning and razzing and teaching Etho to do the stamps. Tango complimenting the path (and that Etho showed it to him when he first came back when Etho came to say hi) (01:15:41). They still plan on doing their sand-collection-off (01:35:06).

And of course the whole TNTificating with Etho's new "boom boom tech" (01:39:43--02:15:17) was just…the most fun. They are having the most fun together...it's an absolute joy. (And it's also them collaborating on how to figure out a redstone thing together which is just so satisfying.) Just...TOO MANY (!!!) (so many) fun moments in that whole TNT section that I can't even start on highlighting them all 😭 I'd need another mammoth paragraph...

Honestly??? Still smiling. Great great great stream 🥹

Timestamps are for YouTube not Twitch because Tango was so fast on getting the VOD up lmao

[eldritchteletubbie]

Still haven’t finished hbomber guy but I’m really angry about James somerton. Like I’m not going to pretend oh I always saw this coming bc no I didn’t. The only reason I didn’t attempt to financially support him bc I can’t afford it.

There have always been a couple of things that made me ick but for some reason I never added them up.

Like I didn’t like the very woe is me attitude he brings consistently or I noticed a couple of time that he would be sexist and dress it up by saying white women which is a pretty common way to get away with misogyny. But for some reason I never put them together which I’m very embarrassed about tbh. Especially bc I had no inkling about the plagiarism issues. I have for the record never seen his twitter or livestreams.

And idk I just wanted to talk about it. It’s stupid how parasocial relationships work and I didn’t think I had a big one there are plenty of his videos I just haven’t watched and yet I feel very hurt by this. And more than that I feel hurt on behalf of those he stole from.

[kyouka-supremacy]

Part of me really wants Atsushi to be the one to join the mafia just because I really want to see what it would be like for sskk to get a chance at trying and be. you know. the shin soukoku. Like that's an environment where their name would finally have at least a semblance of sense.

[ladyoftheheaven]

I'm Chaki. 19 y/o. She/It. Mixed mestiza jewish trans dyke.

Extra Info carrd. My art blog. Please only 18+ followers. NSFW posts are tagged #intymny

Personal Funding Help Tag. World Aid Master Document. Gazafunds. Sudanfunds.

[felixs-voice-makes-me-wanna]

Korean lessons with prof choi tonight went swimmingly.

[sugdensdingle]

Affair era 2015 (2014)

[blyszczopies]

(link to speedpaint in reblogs)

[these-summer-nights-in-december]

Christopher Citro | This Is Today | 2025-01-26

[vhscorp]

A vous tous, êtres trop sensibles, que sans cesse la vie blesse, vous êtes mes sœurs et frères d’armes, d’âme et de larmes…

V. H. SCORP

[is-hinata-good-today]

january 26th, 2025

hinata is an absolute superstar today, simply out of this world!!!

[archiveofmyownheadspace]

[blondebrainpowered]

On January 26, 1925 American actor, film director, race car driver, philanthropist, and entrepreneur, Paul Newman, is born in Shaker Heights, Ohio, U.S..

[crownedinmarigolds]

Welcome to my art/hobby/whatever blog! My name is Kelsey - aka CrownedInMarigolds - and I've been here since 2012. Yes, I am an ancient being. My favorite subjects to draw are primarily OC things, and the sandboxes I usually play in are Vampire the Masquerade/World of Darkness, but I really love just about anything. While I have things I consistently like and reblog, do not doubt that I will just randomly bring up things out of left field. This is my mish-mash cringe blog, just be warned when following me! I'd also like to shout out my beloved muse @thesixthplaneteer, my true love and baby-daddy. He's a very talented writer, and a lot of my personal work is intrinsically tied up with his. Most OCs or storylines you may see from me here involve his own OCs in some way. If you're interested in supporting me through commissions or just a nice lil tip for doing what I do, here is my Ko-Fi! Zero pressure of course.

My Regular Bluesky. My NSFW Art Bluesky. My Art Instagram.

My art commissions are: Opening Soon! My quick sketches are always open! If you're interested in art commissions, please check out my art tag to get a feel if you'd like my style! Here is my art commission information post for more detailed info. I am open to art trades majority of the time, though I am currently busy with comms! Tag Guide and OC Directory beneath the cut, if you're interested! Thank you for checking out my blog!

Tag Guide: In case you want to block anything or find certain info. I for the most part tag generously to make sure I can find everything!

I self reblog often, so it is under the self reblog! tag.

I often reblog others' commission post under commission boost

I post personal little dribbles about my life under personal.

My OCs: Noa Vincenza Hidalgo-Giovanni - one of my main OCs. She is my Giovanni/Hecata VTM character, though I have and will continue to draw her across multiple universes, fandoms, etc! So don't be surprised if she's a vampire in one picture and a Vulcan in the next!

Khloe Osborne - my current VTM/V5 PC in my husband's chronicle, The Poisoned Peach, ATL by Night! She is a Ventrue Thinblood, in a coterie with three other Thinbloods as they try to stop the Atlanta Camarilla from enslaving the local Thinblood populace!

Parvati - another favorite character of mine. She was originally my first real Pathfinder PC that I played for a long time. I also started writing a book about her titled Crowned in Marigolds, sort of based on the Pathfinder world she had been placed in. Da da daaa, the namesake of my Tumblr! She is now my Vampire the Masquerade Ravnos Elder who is in the Ministry/Followers of Set!

thesixthplaneteer's OCs: (the OCs I treat like mine but are actually not!)

Dr. Nythanel Loken PhD- "Elder Thinblood," known later in his unlife as the Thriceborn! He's the absolute favorite and Noa's best friend and for-tax-reasons husband. Cute and full of the audacity!

Ralph - Khloe's boyfriend and fellow coterie-mate, a Nosferatu Thinblood who was given the Nos Bane (arguably it's pretty light!). Former Spec-Ops, all love and all trouble. He's probably one of my most drawn boys... He and Khlo are a part of the Stakebait Coterie - which also include Christian and Kyle! The four best friends that anyone can have, all Thinbloods, all taking on ATL's Camarilla!

Harrakhty Hamdi - Leader of our main Followers of Set group. Gold and covered in artwork, he is his own walking sarcophagus.

Skull Dividers by @diableriedoll!

[jtl-fics]

TBD please

6/26/24 WIP Wednesday (OPEN) | TBD

Andrew watches on as his brother tries to cough out the water that he had accidentally inhaled before he spat the rest out. He sips his own water while watching, waiting for his brother to finish hacking up a lung.

Finally after a full minute of dedicated coughing Aaron looked at him with watery eyes, “Josten…has a boyfriend?”

“One of our teammates.” Andrew confirms thinking about how easily they had been in one another’s space for the entire day.

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[felixs-voice-makes-me-wanna]

when he turned the camera on…. 🙃🙂‍↕️