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here are the outfit inspirations for my muses that will be attending the party in :)
Andris ( Sivatis )
main outfit source | back source
Evan ( Exulan )
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Roderick ( Exulan )
source a | source b
Mikah ( Exulan )
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Wynn ( Brecaea )
source a | source b
and last but not least... Penelope ( Arcadis )
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#⚜ ┊ ( imperial info. )#⚜ ┊ ( event; festival of the blue moon. )#.of course the colors will be in line with the general color scheme of the event#.and naturally everyone will probably either have a change of shoes or ( like in Mikah's case ) do not plan on getting wet#.or going near the water at all
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we saw an enormous giant water bug in the parking lot tonight while walking the dogs and i didnt know you could find them Here much less so far away from any facking water now im terrified.
I feel like when i was a kid and got scared after watching jurassic park bc i thought there'd be a raptor behind every door like I don't want to go to the bathroom rn at 4 am what if the water bug is There.
#ID NEVER SEEN ONE IRL#it was on its back and on our way back home it started fluttering its wings. i did yell a bit.#i still get nervous about tarantula hawks because of the one time we had one right outside the house#WHICH IS ALSO CRAZY I DIDNT KNOW THEY WERE HEREEEEE. WHY ARE THEY NEAR MY HOME.#talkys#ive already been on Roach Mode since seeing one like 2 weeks ago#i get nervous to go to the bathroom at night bc what if i go to turn on the lights and theres one on the light switch.#or i close the door and its on the door.#or if its in the toilet. again. bc that has happened to me.#now i have to worry about the giant water bug too...theyre gonna gang up on me LMAO#<- this is a joke like i know there wldnt be a water bug in there after all this time of never ever seeing one#but like. what if. ykwim. what if.
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I wanted to get a head start on palasaki week and now I’m building out a reverse AU. why do I keep doing this to myself I can’t keep starting new stuff without finishing the old stuff 😭
#anyway they meet at wellesley#ik st hilarions is fictional and I could’ve gone that route but hwc’s are right there#and honestly I needed to explain how Crystal is attending a school in the 1910s period#like she’s coming from money but she’s still a black woman in America yk#so I needed a school that admitted black women of upper classes#and is also religious and has an international students program in the 80s#and has a body of water on/near campus#and wellesley fit the bill !#haven’t decided if they base the agency out of Boston bc of proximity or nyc#since I’m saying Crystal’s from nyc#can’t decide if her parents are rich in black society or are passing in upper middle class white society#bc unfortunately this is an era where these details are vvv important in terms of if/where Crystal could go to school#plus a lot of her parents hippy-esque traits in canon just don’t translate historically#like there were all of 27 babies named Crystal in the US in 1900#idk race is just such a big part of American history that you can’t not address it when switching the characters around#including Niko!!!#they’re both still dead for hate crimes but now we’ve got race tensions in the mix#for reference I’m trying to write little one shots from each of the prompts so all this is completely overkill#but this is just how my brain works ig#palasaki#palasaki week#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective agency#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#niko sasaki
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mfs do anything but finish their wips . like startign another, for example
#trigun sky au. because i can.#light-guide (mainly) vash . usually assumed to be either isle or valley born. witnessed the fall#realm-guide wolfwood . isle born. very fond of moths/sparrows#vault scribes(?) meryl and milly . both vault born but people sometimes assume milly to be of prairie. they document spirit tradition-#slash seasons slash events idk anyting to do w preservation im thinking#knives and vash are light twins...#eden-guide knives... people assume hes vault born or somethinf. also witnessed the fall and is not very fond of spirits#hes a huge fucking fan of both creatures of light and darkness though#slander a dark dragon near him he will jump you . slash jay. . slash not j#angry at the whole industrialization thing that turned forest to what it is#see the fun thing about taking a game that doesnt have very very deep lore sans concept art (WHIHCH IM STILL SO FUCKING SAD ABT. ITS SO???)#is that you can just throw whatever at it to your liking#FOR EXAMPLE. SHARD RAINS? THAT WAS PART OF MY SKY UNIVERSE WAY BEFORE SHATTERING . THAT WAS WHAT CAUSSED THE FALL PARTIALLY SHFJHFHG#anyways s more or less implied that there was some form of mineral extraction in forest#and the rain there has literally no reason to drain your light . waters fine and everythnig. so something happened#and the trees looking so dead etc presence of crabs and gloomy skies in contrast to the brighter ones of previous areas#vash and knives occasionally do eden guiding together#iuhhhhhdk . i think wolfwood would but specifically for skykids who are going through their first run#milly and meryl at the season of remembrance..#meryl fond of valley races in secret milly big fan of tournaments they both ice skate at the dreams village and visit performance theater#because i SAY SO#brad luida home. vault born mostly vault dwellers see season of remembrance. uh idk big on trying to understand and improve technology#and contraptions left behind by spirits#“wow mr vash mr knives . you both sure do know the ins and outs of the realms!” and they both give eachother looks like WE WERE THERE WHEN#THE KINGDOM IN THE SKY FELL#rems a spirit beeteedubs .#twins thought they were the first skykids. stage whisper tesla#mhhhhhh vash loses his arm to a shard....#think. the plant trio all have like... a higher concentration of light than even creatures of light themselves#gate equivalent ig?
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They should invent a drinking water that doesn’t make you feel like you need to go piss every 20 to 30 minutes!
#personal#All this talk online about like ‘Drink more water!’ Well damn I better be near a toilet then!#I say as plain water is what I drink like 85-90% of the time now.#My body loves me for it I’m sure but I did not sign up to go to the bathroom this much!#Sorry for being gross I guess but everyone pisses so-
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Little "bouquet" of random flowers I found growing wild in a yard
#flowers#photo diary#I think people are way too mean about ''''weeds'''' and not appreciative of them. Like.. dandelions are super nice looking#and bright and pretty.. forget me nots are so cute and a nice color.. etc. all of these random things that just spring up in the yard#are so neat. and it's evil that people tear them up and mow them down all the time#I guess maybe I get dandelions because they can kind of take over a space?? MAYBE?? but even then#if I was going to have a yard that is just a giant empty plot of blank grass. I would ratherit have a scattering of dandelions than#just like....... nothingness.#Also super cool that this person I know has columbines growing wildly in the yard. They hate them and pull them up#since they've kind of ''taken over'' a patch of grass near a bench they use#but they're soooo cool... Though they only have the single color ones just purple. My favorite columbines are the ones that are two colors#and almost look like two flowers in one or something.#There's a hill near a road around here where poppies seem to be growing wild.. ough... I wish I could go and take some or something#I've tried to transplant forget me nots everytime I'm in some realitive or friend's yard who has them and I ask to dig a few up but#I think theyre just not the type of flower that really grows long term on a deck lol.. but I wish they were... I just really like the blue#color. THOUGH this year in someone else's yard I found a very cool flower just randomly growing wildly that I had never seen#before. It's called Bethlehem Lungwort and it has spotted leaves and multi colored flowers and it looked like a flower out of a cartoon#at first. Since it was randomly growing wild in a yard the person let me dig one of them upand its' still aliveon my deck actualy#It's not blooming flowers anymore but the leaves are still prospering fine. Though it seems to really dislike the super hot sun#and will wilt in this heat wave if I'm not watering it at least once every other day lol.. anyway
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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ppl who have never lived in a coastal city... how do you do this all your life
#feeling kinda miserable#im genuinely tweaking bc of the lack of a big body of water near me#what do you do all summer#where do you go when you are bored#where do you walk your dog#where do you go when you are sad#where do you go when you are happy#what are you doing instead of developing your seashell and sea glass collection#where do you go to have deep talks and first loves#i need to leave this flat ass country and go home#feel the sea breeze and elevation
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Edit: creaks like an old miserable door
#im so tired#can i turn off pain. PLEASE#im abt to cry my brain is so annoying#im very VERY mildly injured#like i bruised n sprained a couple things lightly#literally all my brain is doing rn is saying it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurst it hurts it hurts it h#SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPPPP AUUUHGGAHUUUHHHGAUUUUUU#bit c h theres only so long i can go being aware that it hurts#I CAN NOT SO ANYTHING. SILENCE#the pain is very mild but its near constant so i get the effect of water dropping into one spot instead#mother fucker#adhd chronic pain survivors are the strongest ppl on earth#id turn to homicide or smth#if theres pain im overstimulated constantly
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ep.4 Vee from love mechanics will forever be my favourite despair animal
#yin anan#yinwar#love mechanics#IMAGINE HAVING THE PERSON YOUR PARTNER CHEATED ON YOU WITH SHOW UP AT UR DOOR FOR THEM AT MIDNIGHT#DEMANDING TO TALK TO YOUR PARTNER WHO YOU HAD DECIDED TO GIVE A SECOND CHANCE TO JUST A WEEK AGO BECAUSE THEY WERE LITERALLY GRAPPLING AT#YOUR FEET TO NOT LET THEM GO AND BECAUSE THEY HAD GOTTEN INTO A CAR ACCIDENT DUE TO THE 'OTHER GUY'#ONLY FOR YOU TO SEE THEM HUG THE SHIT OUT OF THE 'OTHER GUY' NEAR THE FRONT DOOR#FROM THE BALCONY OF THE SAME ROOM#CUZ YOU HAD TOLD YOUR PARTNER TO SORT THEIR SHIT OUT WITH THE GUY AND GIVEN THEM SPACE#OH BUT UR NOT DONE#YOU TURN TO SEE UR NEIGHBOUR#THE GUY YOU HAD KISSED AND HAD A DRUNKEN ONE NIGHT STAND WITH#ALL WHILE YOU WERE STILL DATING UR PARTNER AND THEN PROCEEDED TO EMOTONALLY CHEAT WITH ONCE THE GUY TOLD YOU ABOUT YOUR PARTNER BEING A#LITTLE CHEAT (like ur ass wasn't) AND YOU'D ASKED TO WAIT FOR YOU BEFORE UR PARTNER STARTED THE WATER WORKS AND CAR CRASHING#ON HIS BALCONY WITH ANOTHER GUY WHO HAD ALSO BEEN HITTING ON HIM#he looked like that balcony was gonna be. the last place. he was gonna be on. ever.#YALL HAVE TO SEE IT FIRST HAND
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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So we all agree that H2O and Mako Mermaids are different timelines right?
Like yes we see Rikki in Mako Mermaids, but that's definitely not Rikki from the same timeline as H2O.
She's not wearing red, she's selling the artifacts she's using her mermaid abilities to find and retrieve to random privet collectors instead of trying to get them back to the rightful country/cultures.
Even though back in H2O we had a whole episode about why Rikki shouldn't just sell anything she uses her mermaid gifts to take out the ocean to complete randos for personal gain.
Like baby girl this is how you ended up accidentally selling endangered/protected animals to the black market. Let's not repeat your mistakes with historical artifacts, by way of selling it to random privet collectors instead of repatriating them to the people they rightfully belong to.
Let's not be the British Museum.
This doesn't even get into the fact that Rikki in Mako Mermaids only mentions that she was with two friends when she was turned into a mermaid. And when asked about where they are now, she just says that they all grew up and got different interests.
She only mentions two girls, and she doesn't mention them by name even.
Even though H2O Rikki was also good friends with Bella by the end of that series, and her not mentioning her two friends by name leaves the door open for the other two girls in her old group to not be Emma and Cleo.
Which I honestly think there's a pretty good chance it wasn't Emma and Cleo who MM's Rikki became mermaids with.
MM's Rikki says she became a mermaid after ending up in the moon pool with her two friends.
But H2O's Rikki wasn't friends with Cleo and Emma when they became mermaids. If you go back to watch the first episode of H2O, I'm pretty sure Cleo explicitly states that while she's seen Rikki around school before, she's only even talked to her a couple of times.
For H2O's Rikki her becoming a mermaid alongside Cleo and Emma was the bedrock of that friendship.
Sure they might have still ended up as friends if they'd stayed on Mako's beach until the water police came to pick them up and never went to the moon pool.
It's just as likely that without the secret to bind them together they wouldn't have. I mean, Rikki 100% stole a boat and got them stranded on an island who's waters is a shark breeding ground.
I definitely think Emma at the very least wouldn't have been interested in being Rikki's friend if it weren't for being turned into mermaids togehter and having to share that secret.
Not in the immediate aftermath of their being stranded on Mako island together, due to Rikki being reckless, anyways.
Now if Cleo wanted to stay friends with Rikki after that, because Rikki did save her from when Zane tried to strand her on the boat and have her drift out to see alone, even if Rikki also ended up getting her stranded on Mako island for a few hours.
I could then see Emma eventually ending up as friendly acquaintances with Rikki due to their mutual friendship with Cleo.
Not immediately, but at some point, and they'd definitely wouldn't have been anywhere near as close of friends as they were in H2O's timeline.
Then there's the fact that MM Rikki doesn't have either of her friendship necklaces. Either her locket from the 50s girls that she shared with Emma and Cleo, or the moon pool crystal necklace that she shared with Cleo and Bella.
And while that could imply that she simply doesn't choose to wear either one anymore due to drifting apart from them. I could also pretty easily see it being that due to it being a different group of mermaids from H2O, they never ended up with either set of necklaces.
I mean, they meet Mrs. Chadwick because the woman randomly spotted Cleo while she was taking a trip to the marine park, and the woman noticed that Cleo was a mermaid.
Without Cleo in the group, Mrs. Chadwick might have never made contact with MM Rikki's group, and thus even if one of them did find Gracie's locket at the bottom of the moonpool it would have just been a random locket.
I don't know if they even would have thought it belonged to someone in a similar situation to themselves. Or if it was brought into the moonpool by like sea currents, or a bird flying over the moonpool dropping it. Or something like that.
While the moon pool crystal necklaces are only introduced after Bella gets one first, and it seems like MM Rikki might have never met Bella.
All of this, and MM Rikki never talks about how she and two of her friends saved the world because apparently the Mako mermaid pod that has supposedly lived there for hundreds of years at least, were slacking off and not paying attention to the impending doom of it all.
And when we see MM Rikki in the moon pool with the Mako Mermaid group, she mentions that it hasn't changed at all since the last time she was there, even though the moonpool looks completely different in the two shows.
In H2O it looks way more natural and cave-like, while in Mako Mermaids the edge of the moon pool is like tiled, or has large stone blocks squaring the edge of it off at least. It looks man (mer) made, or at least has had construction done to it.
The moonpool in H2O definitely feels more wild-magic-y I guess you could say.
Magic collects and moves through there by way of natural means and processes, and will do so without the interference, presence, or guidance of any kind of sentient being. It is in itself alive and sentient to some degree.
It directs Rikki, Cleo, and Bella on how to deflect the comet and save the world, or at the very least the surrounding area, from the potential impact.
Mako Mermaid's moon pool feels far more colonized I guess. Lived in by beings that change nature in order to make themselves more comfortable is what I mean.
I mean the mermaids are shooing away fish from around the island, they're gate keeping the moon pool to keep humans away, they've altered the moon pool from it's natural lava tube/sea cave structure into something more people friendly, they use the moon pool's magic for their own ends.
They're also just completely willing to potentially destroy the moon pool due to their own personal fears of mermen, which is said to also kill any mermaid that is tied to that moonpool, but that's a whole other thing.
Not to mention the fact that the H2O moon pool is severely damaged by that illegal mining operation in H2O season 3. And it's the whole reason why Cleo and Rikki have to help Bella make the tower of light instead of Bella doing it on her own with the help of the moon pool.
While it's again, completely fine magically, and in fact looks like it was altered for people's comfort in Mako Mermaids, even though it's only a time gap of 6 years because Rikki is 24 years old when she meets the Mako Mermaids.
So there's just no way that H2O's season 3 and Mako Mermaids exist in the same timeline at the very least.
There would have been mention of the potential end of the world, or at the very least how the Mako Mermaids had to repair the moon pool, or Rikki noticing that he moon pool was repaired after what Will's sister did.
But none of that happens, so the only explanation is alternate timeline, and I'm not afraid to argue that to the bitter end.
#h2o just add water#mako mermaids#it's alternate timelines#that's it that's what I'm going to stick to as the reason why things are so different between the shows#parts of the world building and how magic works as different#honestly this might be full blown parallel extremely similar worlds more than split timelines#like the mako moon pool is effectively destroyed in H2O by minding but Cleo Rikki and Emma don't die#the way mermaids are said to when the moonpool they're connected to is destroyed in Mako Mermaids#not to mention Rikki not even mentioning Bella at all#or the near comet strike that Rikki Cleo and Bella had to deflect#or that neither the 2000s girls or the 50s girls EVER saw any seaborne mermaids over their years of being mermaids#and frequently visiting Mako Island where MM says a pod of mermaids has been living for like 1000 years#or just traveling the world diving the way MM Rikki has been doing when mermaids are said to be all over the world in MM#I just#the list of difference between these two worlds just go on and on and on
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thinking about pilot draft dean harrison again
#imagine if he got handed over to an insane gay person. the lost camp potential of it all.#we could've had a bill paxton as severen in near dark kinda guy....#i love toxically masculine nutjob characters but dean doesn't quite hit that spot for me hmmm. even when he's a demon.#show dean's machismo is so boring to me bc it's so mundane. does anyone get me#he's exactly like every cishet man i've ever known#it's why im fond of early series dean. at least he used to be a bit more of a manic pixie tyler durdenesque silly guy. but barely.#his evolution on the show just turned him into#your average middle-aged uncle who thinks drinking water is a 'lil bit gay'#now i'm just gonna go listen to The Downward Spiral again and think on what could've been..............#j.txt
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Working on the idea of Inherited Rage, as opposed to Will, when it comes to Law. Because if I were to lose everything and everyone I care about not once, not twice, but three times??? I’d be losing it.
And of course, I’m operating on this like it’s generational trauma. The pain of Law’s current life coupled with the pain of persecution his ancestors went through.
Since I find it interesting that his family hid their names like the Nefertari while families like Monkey and Jaguar didn’t fall in this category. Were the Trafalgar persecuted for something they did more so than Monkey and Jaguar? (probably overthinking this, though)
Point being, Inherited Rage lol
I know that him being furious to the point of killing one of BB’s crewmates would absolutely be against his characterization as a doctor and as the son of doctors. I know. But I need some form of retribution coming from him and not anybody else (Luffy).
I’m trying to cope so hard lol I’m sorry. I need some raw fury from Law that I don’t think Oda would have the time to expand on.
#it’s been idk how many chapters and i’m not over it#i’m sorry#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#op 1081#one piece 1081#op spoilers#op headcanon#one piece headcanon#trafalgar law headcanons#anyway it’s like that tweet#something like#‘nobody wants to see a character that struggled his whole life-#-get killed when happiness is within reach’#let me reinforce that i know it is not his characterization#and that obviously he’s most likely not going to be even near Luffy and Blackbeard during the final fight#since he’s not a MC#but it’d be nice to have some sort of revenge by Law’s hands#that’s all 🌈
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#ts4 legacy#ts4 storytelling#ts4#berry sweet sims#pastel rainbowcy#dream bpr#dream gen 3#topaz shine#I WORKED SO HARD ON THIS SO HERES A RUNDOWN OF ALL THE PICS#starting from bottom right:#her and citrine when they were growing up in evergreen harbor#one of the fountains near her college campus (she loves water lilies)#a pic of her at granite falls taken during vacation with her parents#a pic of her and an ex college boyfriend that she can't bring herself to delete#a pic of her and a friend during gameday#a visit with her sister at the evergreen harbor cemetery#a pic of topaz and some friends going out on the town (a pub crawl in britechester lmao)#obligatory grad pic#a picture of the windenburg countryside she took when she moved back after graduation#her insta handle is shinytopaz4evr because she created her account when she was 14#but she's too nostalgic to change it#we'll find out more about her life during the time skip soon dw
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Death by Water is a recurring dream for Ockham, and dreams hit differently when you're a creature of Parabola. Nothing in the waking world feels anywhere near as real. How can it, without the myriad of subtle hues of each object brought out by the cosmogone sun? Where the wind feels visceral and crisp against bare skin, sensation no longer dulled through that filter of London haze. Dreams are bright. They are vivid.
The dream always starts the same way--with Ockham plunged into the sea, the blistering heat and deafening drone of chaos and cannon fire suddenly doused into a dark, frigid silence. The cold hits like a slap, echoing in the blackness. Every time, it plays out the same way, with Ockham willing, begging hishertheir body not to flinch from that icy shock, not to give into instinct and open hishertheir mouth in a yell and let out that precious air--that air critical to getting back to the surface, and not to let the saltwater that stings the inside of Ockham's nostrils in any deeper.
And every time, Ockham loses.
The yelp draws forth, unbidden, spilling bubbles into the phthalo-stained darkness. They're gone before Ockham's stinging eyes can even track their direction. Ockham's lungs burn. There's something bright in the darkness. Hishertheir chest spasms, trying to force a breath where there is none to be had. Something so bright, so full of life. Ockham's limbs are iron, hardly able to move against the mass of the water. The moment to strike. The desperate motion to draw anything into hishertheir lungs, even that foul, icy water, is blocked by the mass of the serpent slithering its way down Ockham's throat. With each passing second, feeling more alive, more real. Ockham's pulse pounds like war drums in hishertheir head, sparks of colour douse Ockham's vision. Hishertheir world takes on colour, life, sensation. Ockham's world becomes black. Ockham's world becomes bright.
Ockham wakes up.
#ockham#added in all my dreams i drown to ockham's playlist right after this#the fears thing got me thinking#there's a very interesting dichotomy happening here#from someone who experienced both sides of this incident simultaneously#the human part absolutely abhors bodies of water and will not go near them#the snake ones are drawn to lakes#as a birthplace and place of comfort#which leads to some very mixed feelings and impulses in ockham#no proofreading we die like... well nobody seems to die in the neath it seems#my writing
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