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cute? D: (thank you so much!)
#detroit become human#gavin reed#i actually got two anons about gavin like three mins apart and idk if its the same person or not?#but this was one of them! the other is possible for another day but i sadly cannot manage a trio rn#but i appreciate both of you (or the singular entity if it was the same person idk)#im glad people appreciate the silly lil gavins i draw bc i like silly lil interactions#and i will be real with you guys i dont think hes present in the game enough for me to count as a real antagonist#like he IS antagonistic but not to the point id be like hes a villain#i know the fandom on ao3 at least will tag gavin reed redemption and just ? idk man hes just a lil guy#hostile lil guy who should probably go through weapons safety training again but ...#idk maybe its my own hostile work experiences and illegal work procedures influencing me but i just think hes a guy#so i like to draw him as just a guy#and im very glad it comes across as cute but not ooc or anything! i hope lol#i will try to draw for the other anon cause it was more specific but that will be at a later date lmao
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I wonder why christian misrepresentation are rarely talked about if compared to other religion misrepresentation. Like, I've seen people really vocal about Greek myths misrepresentation in LO and such (and it's valid because it's a culture and religion) but I rarely saw the same thing with christian even though there are many media who use christian religion innacurately, to the point where it comes off as using it as an aesthetic and not a proper religion.
Is it because of rampant religious trauma especially in western world? No ulterior motives on this question. I'm not a christian and yet I'm curious about this. I apologize if this sounds harsh.
I obviously don't have The Answer(tm) to this but personally speaking (and I'm about to get VERY personal here so take this with MOUNTAINS OF SALT), I think it's just the obvious - Christian mythology is one of the most well-documented and strongly protected out of virtually any other religion on the planet. Especially here in the West, it's commonplace for kids to go to Sunday school, for couples to have Christian weddings even if they're not practising Christians themselves, even the American anthem references the Christian God. It's simply not as easy to 'misrepresent' it because the representation is written into our very fabric of society. Even Greece itself is primarily made up of Orthodox Christians.
So anyone that does 'misrepresent' it are either completely mislead hardcore Christians, or people who are doing it intentionally, such as with the intent to make a parody of it or to deconstruct it through a different context or whatever have you. And of course, people will still get mad at those things, if you're implying that people aren't vocal about Christian misrepresentation then frankly IDK what to tell you there LOL If you want a contextual example in the realm of webtoons, Religiously Gay was dragged to hell and back during its launch for having a very crude and insulting depiction of St. Michael, and frankly, yeah I don't disagree because what the fuck is this-
(like at best it's just terrible character design lmao that said, there's also plenty else to criticize Religiously Gay for, including its fetishy representation of gay relationships and the fact that it's still just the "naive person who looks and acts like a child hooks up with mean person in a position of power" trope, blech, but the character design is definitely the first thing you notice)
There are even plenty of hardcore Christians who will deadass claim "misrepresentation" over things that ARE factually correct but they just haven't read the actual Bible and simply cherry pick what works for their own agenda. And of course those people are routinely called out by people like myself who know for a fact that Jesus wouldn't have promoted the war crimes that many modern day Christians are committing and justifying today. So it really depends on the definition of "misrepresentation" here.
The issue specifically with LO and Rachel that I personally call her out for (and many others) is that she's called herself a "folklorist" and claimed she's so much more knowledgeable on Greek myth than anyone else, while making a complete mockery of the original mythologies while not being honest about her intent as to whether LO is actually supposed to be a legitimate retelling OR a parody (because it sure acts like the latter more than the former, but she still seems to expect us to take it seriously and consider her knowledge of Greek myth superior?) Which leads to a lot of her teenage audience claiming shit like "Persephone went down to the underworld willingly" and "Apollo did assault Persephone in the original myths actually" and the classic "why would Lore Olympus lie or make up fake myths?"
You just can't pull off this extent of erasure with Christian mythology because we have a whole ass book of it that's been preserved, sold on shelves, and systematically integrated into society for thousands of years. Of course, there are people who will still try their damned best to twist the Bible to match their own bigotry with the whole "Jesus hates gays" bullshit (he would never), but it's met with equal amounts of 'misrepresentation' that are actually fully well-read and are intentionally subverting and changing things to either critique, parody, or restore the original intent of a lot of stories in the Bible without all the manufactured right-wing crap.
Greek myth, on the other hand, has some stories that are well preserved, and others, not so much. And in the modern day outside of the poems and hymns, you'll also rarely, if ever, see anyone use stories from Greek myth to ostracize, torture, and murder other people. "Misrepresenting Christianity" is more often done by actual Christians who are using the Bible to commit hate crimes than the people who have actually read the Bible and are just taking creative liberties with it for the sake of deconstructing / parodying / analyzing / subverting it. Veggie Tales "misrepresents" Christian stories because obviously Moses wasn't a fucking cucumber lmao but it still accomplishes its goal by retelling Christian stories in a way that's fun and educational for children.
By comparison (on the whole, I'm not comparing LO to Veggie Tales LMAO) LO just isn't clear in its intentions beyond Rachel's initial statements that she was trying to "deconstruct" the myths, while labelling herself as a folklorist. Therefore, I'm going to criticize how she does it because the way she's done it up until now has been very mishandled and has resulted in a lot of misinterpretations of the myths simply for the sake of fandom. And yes, these people exist in Christian media as well - they're called TV evangelists.
And that's my (very heavy) two cents.
#here's your reminder that missionaries are colonizers#find me the Hellenistic pagans knocking on people's doors asking them if they want to hear about the glory of Aphrodite lmao#honestly it also depends on what you're surrounding yourself with#obv if you take part in the LO fandom and avoid what's going on in the christian world then what you experience and see will seem skewed#like even i could be very wrong in my opinion based on my own experiences as someone who lives in the west-#maybe there ARE pagans knocking on doors and using greek myth to commit hate crimes#so yeah we all gotta try not to fall for survorship bias#there are plenty of stories of people getting mad about christian mythology and its misrepresentations on BOTH sides#lo critical#lore olympus critical#anti lore olympus#webtoon critical#ama#ask me anything#anon ama#anon ask me anything
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A question about your vaggie carmilla AU.
What would be carmilla, odette and clara's reaction to Chaggie?
Carmilla is just. Constant knowing smirks lol. Possibly with a side of 'how the hell has someone as nice as Charlie survived that long down her- what do you mean she's Lucifer's daughter??'
Clara and Odette are just. Max older sibling teasing. Vaggie can't breath in Charlie's presence without being called a simp-
#Is this based on my own experiences with my gf and my family? Maybe-#still can't believe my brother called me a simp and then left me to try and explain what the hell that actually means to mum lmao-#chaggie#clara carmine#odette carmine#carmilla carmine#Vaggie Carmine au
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Thank you for writing the (messy but neccessary) farcille breakdown. You handled it so wonderfully aaaaaaaah!! Like the other anon I was wondering how far "rock bottom" could get (because chapter 4 already felt pretty rock bottom) but. Yeah. That's pretty rock bottom, huh. The tragedy of loving someone but the other person not understanding <- this applies to both of them.
I think it was really neat how you flipped the question on who's reaching out to who with the academy flashback and the final scene with Namari, because... Marcille clinging onto Falin really is just a reversal of their academy days, isn't it? To everyone who met them after they reunited, it was always Marcille chasing after Falin, but to those who were at the magic academy, it was Falin chasing after Marcille. From picking flowers and berries to eat together, inviting Marcille out to see a play, and generally monopolizing her free time... I'm sure any of them would say the same thing as Namari, but in reverse. No wonder everyone thinks Marcille is just another friend to Falin. They weren't there to witness her pining /j. Idk!! I was rereading the chapter and the academy flashback girl was like "why do you hang off of Marcille so much" and I screamed to myself, "hey wait. HEY WAIT."
#asks#a little creature#im SO glad you pointed out how falin was the first to pine and chase but was discouraged#its a very very important part#i think a really common wlw experience is to internalize that first rejection forever#whether it came from the object of your affections or an outside observer#the first time you encounter disgust for what felt like just happiness and affection#it stays with you. it can turn into a cage for the rest of your life but what you dont realize is that#at some point youre strong enough to open the door for yourself and you have to be able to do it#ironically ive only been the perpetrator of this platonically#pushing away my friends and hurting them bc i didnt think that i mattered enough to affect them#romantically ive been mostly on the other end just begging a girl to meet me in the middle at the very least#because even if they feel intensely as i do its not fun to chase and chase and get nothing bc someone else in their past was cruel#so it dhsjjd shows up in my writing a lot#self loathing as a queer experience is almost universal. but are you able to stand up and grow beyond it? because you need to.#staying locked in your own head and never looking outwards is just another kind of selfishness#i dont always try to do it but lmao my writing almost always touches on this at least a little bit in various degrees as like#maybe my best attempt at a compassionate way of portraying this self-erasure as a kind of selfishness that needs to be addressed
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Blauauge (”blue eye”) but give him different eyes colors depending on his mood 😐🤢😡🥰🤨
Since he has access to the Thaumaturgy cantrip as a tiefling, I liked the idea that he can change his eye colors depending on his mood 👀💙 They only change when feeling very strong emotions and he doesn’t notice the color change 🤔
Blauauge didn’t raise up with other tieflings and therefore feels disconnected to his heritage and doesn’t know how to use his corresponding tiefling traits 🤔 ALSO, he is very bad at regulating his emotions ✨
#”How much of yourself and your own experience with diaspora and racism do you wanna put into his blue tiefling?”#“yes”#glowing colorful eyes is just the best trope ever FIGHT ME#the yellow eyes slay so hard#god i love him so much wtf#i think fear would be like white?#Maybe his eyes are always blue because he is depressed LMAO#is he depressed? Boy sure has lots of unresolved trauma that's for sure#dnd#dungeons and dragons#tiefling#thaumaturgy#my ocs#my dnd character#stille und sturm campaign#my art#softseaside art#blauauge
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The desire to write a fic where Bruce and Alfred keep worriedly checking in on Dick while he’s on a road trip.
#based on my own experience as I’m currently living it ofc lmao#is this why people move to the middle of fucking nowhere#so they’re forced to be creative#no but if I’m bored enough in my hotel then maybe I’ll write it#fic idea
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#me reviewing this:#man this shit is still too long 😭#i had something else i wanted to add but i cant remember#eventually ill get to a point where i just list shit down and wont explain myself#actual Proper bulletpoints#anyway im doing this bc im going to be posting shit here and i wanna warn the like#[REDACTED] new followers ive gotten since my last pinned post#and no one reads that shit willingly so im putting it on ya dash#OH I REMEMBER. ITS THE SHIP STUFF#im going to add that hold on#actually. no…#i feel like the fandom has been alive long enough that people expect that shi#*shit…#so funny. i went to correct it and i wrote *this…#like my hands are working too fast for my brain#i guess i could add that i dont bother w ship hate; something i did not think i would experience in the funney pizza game#so like u will just see any and all ships here. ill tag it for my own convenience#but if ur like ‘dni if u ship[perfectly fine and funny ship]’ then maybe u dont want to follow me LMAO#okay thats it bye mwah
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im gonna be real for a second. if fantasy can only be enjoyable to you when removed from any and all real world implications then is it even good
#mileposting#sorry if this seems like its targeting anything i literally just started thinking abt it for no reason#like this is not a vague LMAO but i think its smth ive thought about for a long time and i finally have the words for it#because like. okay for one all stories are based on the human experience whether its About the Human Experience or not#so i think when approaching a work of fiction and seeing something that has implications in real life#a lot of people have the kneejerk reaction of ‘its fantasy/its made up/its not real’#but where did it come from? who was it written by? what are the writer’s personal feelings on the matter and does their bias affect the work#this is just a me thing i guess but i dont find it any fun to see those connections and immediately disregard them#its because of those structures and systems that we can find a fantasy work so compelling#i understand the want to just turn off ur brain sometimes and be like fuckkkk cool dragon#like i fucking love a good dragon or whatever dont get me wrong#i have a world of my own thats literally just Ooh cool shit#but i would not call that compelling. fun maybe. but a lot of the appeal is lost for me#fantasy worlds are mostly just. our history but with fantastical elements to it#they typically are not fantastical worlds with our elements Removed from it#so the way specifically societal structures are treated differently in that aspect is interesting!#idk this is kind of a nothing post also you can tell i got distracted like five times in the middle of writing the tags. smile
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Bro i really played myself with my trans Solomon hc huh
No visual evidence to subtly include in my art. No top surgery scars no nothin. No one will know but me orz
Fool. Imbecile.
Unfortunately though i will change Nothing bc it makes sense To Me but I will still be sad about it xgmxgmxxfj
#obey me#obey me Solomon#obey me trans hc#obey me trans Solomon#headcanon rambling in the tags#at least i can draw kuroo still visibly transmasc#bc Solomon forgot to mention he knows how to teetus deletus with magic before they went and got human realm top surgery#the bastard /j#and silver lining if i ever get the chance to depict the vague offhand comments he makes about his own transition-#everyone that doesn't know my hc will get to experience them like everyone in-world would lmao#(well. Mostly everyone in-world. a couple are definitely aware like thirteen and barbatos at the absolute least. possibly asmo as well)#like#it is literally a running joke in this hc that Kuroo is constantly wondering#if the thing Solomon just said is Actually as trans as they think#or if they're just reading into it too far bc he's just. So vague and weird so often as it is--#(and kuroo does figure it out eventually but it takes A While bc he really just likes fucking with people.)#(like its 50/50 between him forgetting people don't know/forgetting he even is-- and him just deliberately fucking with them bc its funny)#alternatively i could give him Magic “scars” that glow under certain circumstances. for fun... idk I'll play around with that idea maybe#Unrelated to the topic but fun fact#(/s)#sorting tags is an absolute fucking niGhtmare on mobile oh my fucking god#i rarely use desktop tumblr but holy fuck man#i had to dig out my poor dead laptop just to make my tag rambling have Any sense of coherency#i was fighting mobile for literally half an hour. fucking hell. im going to beD i hope someone at least gets a Lil kick out of this hc rant#personal headcanon#Solomon#Kuroo
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the fanon sibling perception of a seven sibling fam re: the Feanorians is really funny from the perception of one of seven, particularly Maedhros and Maglor. No I will not elaborate
#song being loud#silmarillion#Okay maybe a little#The spiraling exaggeration of Maedhros' handful of leadership and political awareness into 'oldest sibling raised all the kids Yada yada'#is fun and only fun#that's just Not How Sibling Groups that Large work#Obviously my experience doesn't speak for everyone#But it usually splits into smaller units within the larger body#which Tolkien actually does#See M&M#C&C#And Caranthir and the Twins#Would Maedhros flex his Oldest ™ muscles?#Probably#but not nearly as often as fanon goes with#Those smaller units have their own oldest middle youngest dynamic#or just older younger if its in twos#My balance in comparison to the F-boys (feanorian boys lmao/#Is 12-345-67#And those groups formed when we were in childhood#not as adults#Its obviously fun to think of them being all loving and such as kids#But it feels just disingenuous enough for my suspension of disbelief to be rather precarious
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dude EVERY Sherlock Holmes discord server is the most stressful environment for someone like me to be in I swear- I'm not used to big public servers where anyone can see your opinions and every channel HAS to be used in a specific way and if your conversation drifts you have to move like holy. shit
the chill autistic man's nightmare, additional anxiety about not being where you're meant to be in a DISCORD SERVER
#personal bullshit#like most people are really nice but mods freak me out#maybe thats cuz I have a fear of authority and my experience with discord mods is the opposite of pleasant#but jesus fuck#I dont like having to move channels every time a conversation naturally drifts#idk idk I only use personal servers so im not used to that kind of environment#I mean I totally get it#people want their servers properly organized so thate fair but just doesnt mix with me LMAO#anyways this is my complaining party over#might make a server of my own so that it can be a bit more chill
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the end of the mahito and yuuji fight is so much because kenjaku steps in at the end, just for the Kyoto students and teachers to get involved, then uraume, then choso, and then yuki. Only for kenjaku and uraume to unceremoniously leave without a real fight, throwing cursed spirits at them, with kenjaku waving around the prison realm in their faces for fun
#jjk spoilers#and the end getting time skipped to everyone separated already LMAO#kenjaku#kenjaku was funny for bringing out for prison realm just to go ‘sucks to be you’#still thinking about how kenjaku said they expect much from yuuji…….#i definitley feel like they have an idea of Yuuji’s potential#which is maybe combined with their fascination/twisted fondness of Yuuji with him being a ‘successful’ experiment unlike the death paintings#but anyways. I am STILL stuck on the larue name drop from yuki only for there to never to additional context#jjk 136#choso#uraume#tsukumo yuki#mahito#itadori yuuji#hopefully this won’t show up on all the tags I just like to be able to find my own posts easily 😭#wish there was an option to choose what posts or tags show in others search feeds but oh well
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Okay I finished Paradise Rot last night and... What the actual bloody fuck
What on earth was that absolute fever dream I just consumed
I will never be able to see mould or rotting fruit or mushrooms in the same way ever again
I absolutely have to reread it soon because I swear I'm only half understanding this ending
What a fucking TRIP it was so fucking weird but I enjoyed it
#I don't think I entirely understood the ending??#but I also think that was kinda the point??#idk I feel like I'm very mentally busy ATM so maybe I didn't choose the best time to read this book#because I'm not completely picking up on everything at the end I don't THINK but I do have my own theory and stuff lmaoo#it was#an interesting read??#a... Weird read??#I mean weird doesn't do it justice#'what the fuck did I just consume' does it justice#'I will never be the same' does it justice#because WHAT#will definitely be rereading this shit soon I mean jesus christ#anyway#how do people come up with this stuff lmao#what an... Experience??????? Felt like a bad drug trip by the end??#cass thinks ab stuff#paradise rot#jenny hval
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largely I am getting derailed from this present with the knowledge that she is uh
she's not gonna approve of some of the choices I am making
unfortunately Morgan was my character first and I can say he's a monsterfucker and she just has to deal with that
#talkin' malarky#no this was not something I knew about Morgan before this past week#but listen. Listen. *you* watch your shy gentle giant of friend-maybe-foster-brother turn into a fucking maaaassive humanoid dragon#and try not to be changed by the experience#(I don't know if she knows that Morgan ain't straight but c'mon. he cosplays a pirate like full time idk what to tell you)#also like. he's one of my characters. I'm not sure I can point at a straight one without actually like. having to think Hard lmao#(and even then it's straight with a hard line of ''demi af tho'')#for me writing this? our local dragon boy is gender envy. stop giving me monstrous people to write if you didn't want the longing in here#anyway the present itself is so close to being done I just need to like. put in descriptions and maybe the ending#and then ignore it for a week and then brush it up and then I can get back to my own lads#(I miss maverick :()
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Crochet Update
Last night vs right now. The current progress on the maybe-scarf. I might just run out of yarn before I reach actual scarf length, but I'm curious what the full length of one of these yarn balls is. Kinda just getting a feel for it & all.
I Also bought a little book that teaches some crochet basics, and spent some time going through some more stitch styles. The above scarf is made with single stitches, and the following...
The half-double stitch
The double stitch
The treble stitch
Fuck the treble. The process for doing it was so different from the others, I Hated it. Maybe my hands being tired also doesn't help, but I am Grrrr at this one. Final product was okay at least.
These 3 little bitches took me 2 hours to make. Ugh.
#speculation nation#some of that was of course figuring out how to make them in the first place#following directions in a book can be a little challenging. but i got it.#there are more elaborate stitch styles in this book but im keeping to just the basics for now.#ive figured out how to add and remove stitch counts per rows#....partways to deal with my own fuckups lmao but itll be good to know for designs and whatever.#i looked ahead at how to switch yarns midway through and i wanna try that out at some point#maybe do like stripes or something. idk. just Some kind of practice ykno?#i need to experiment with empty space. currently still perplexed by that. but i'll figure it out.#considering i only started crocheting 2 days ago i think ive made remarkable progress.#it's just. fun!!! idk. i like it. and im looking forward to being able to Make Things.#beyond just. indefinite maybe-scarf lmaooo
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As much as I appreciate and admire my family's religion because it brings them comfort and strength, there really isn't anything else like being told to youtube search for videos about atheists going to hell and then coming back to life, and knowing that, functionally, you are the same as an atheist because you aren't xtian to them. Like!!! Being told inadvertently and in a roundabout way that I'm going to hell by my dad is very odd, and the only thing to say in his defense is I have never delved into my religious beliefs and practices at all once. I'm just in awe about the idea of hell frankly
#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#ask to tag#< genuinely please i have no idea what i would even tag this as but it's like. i feel like it's sensitive#i told one of my shul buddies that tidbit about youtube and he held back his laughter and failed but i don't blame him#i was also laughing but if i took the idea of hell seriously (i don't believe in xtian hell so why would i?) i would laugh so i wouldn't cr#like i think xtians often see people who believe in g-d but not jesus as like ... functionally athiests#but i'm not an athiest. i just Do Not Believe in jesus or the divinity of jesus#and that was a huge problem i had when i felt forced to be xtian#and i respect xtianity but like... do they respect me. genuinely. because being told i'm going to HELL seems disrespectful...#and in his defense he doesn't know my religion or anything because why would i tell him that information when he talks/talked like that.#and i have my own complex ideas about hell but i don't ascribe to the ideas i grew up being tolf#anyway i just think it's a neat little nugget of 'oh maybe this is why i avoid any conversation about my own religious ideas'#okay but does anybody else with xtian family members experience this??? like!!! how do you even respond because i just shut up lmao
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