#.......d*nt rebl*g.

[nameless-and-joymaking]

the new(ish) tumblr joke of adding “boy” to the end of bizarre or inconsequential demands is haha funny and all but if it is ever directed at me im doing some racial warfare. just btw.

[koi-mama]

As hard and down as I am on myself now, as much as I’m still struggling, and truly have made so much progress compared to how I was just a few years ago.

[a-z0-9-i-n-gram-completionist]

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My post is getting reblogged by gimmic accounts this fucking sucks

[coughloop]

Not to start discourse but "being t4t just makes you a chaser with more qualifiers" is the funniest most wrong attempt at starting shit I've maybe ever seen

[evilkaito]

remember when n-npsychotic started spouting t-rf rhetoric (not even crypto just straight up transm-sogyny) and literally none of yall cared and kept following that bitch???? inchresting

[tyrannuspitch]

oh dear we’re already approaching the “actively resentful of that one thing everyone else suddenly adores which i think is just okay” stage it seems :/ might reinstall xkit so i can make blocked posts actually disappear

[cowthropologist]

There's a part of me that's still back there. It's been there ever since. Maybe it'll never leave. It doesn't invade my conscious mind as much anymore but that doesn't mean I don't still exist in that time, in that fucking apartment, being hurt forever. I don't have constant flashbacks and nightmares but that piece of me hasn't escaped and existing there is still sucking up so much of my energy. I've learned to ignore it but ignoring it doesn't make it go away. It's being pulled out of me like an endless thread, tearing up my insides as it gets tighter. What happens when there's nothing left of me?

[barry-j-blupjeans]

they rr did make my adhd capsule pill clear so my brain will be like "ohh funky pill :O i wanna take that :OO"

[amarillokidding]

Its so fucking bullshit that we are into our like our 4th day without power to our apartment and NO ONE was answering our calls after that Friday morning. Our food in our fridge is spoiled, we're rationing each thing all 5 of us do with one single cable of electricity all day and my dads on fucking hospice care and can't freely move his hospital bed without help. I overheard his phone call that finally went through JUST NOW and someones claiming that the maintenance dude NEVER told ANYBODY about us. My dad thinks they're all just blaming eachother and he threatened to sue and suddenly he gets calls back about fixing the issue jesus christ.

[redsun021]

Eye am not saying you shouldn't dislike lil nas x for the shit he's posted in the past considering how disgusting it is but like, we're talking about someone who was like 15 and an edgy teenager not someone who was a fully grown adult at this point

[naughtynanzhu]

spike lees 9/11 documentary is actually crazy interesting like I was so irritated that it was on when I came home but like... damn shorty no one can get this shit out of people and tell a story like spike lee huh

[coughloop]

once someone called me a chaser because i'm nb and t4t i still wonder what the hell was going on in their head

Some kind of poisoning for sure

[chara-ocs]

stimboard from my dreams

x-x-x / x-x-x / x-x-x

[sonic-wildfire]

[knittedbond]

dysphoria is like. you can look at yourself from the inside and then look in the mirror and see yourself from the outside and then take approximations of how others treat you and try to piece how you come across from their side but you will never fully look the same on the inside as you do the outside and that's a failure

[tyrannuspitch]

i’ve been going in circles about whether i have avpd or it’s just c-ptsd / just autism / something else Again but uhhh this line of thinking also led to me realising that one of my earliest memories is of being four years old and trying to get around admitting to a concerned parent that no i once again had not made any new friends or even tried to... which is also something i did like. last week 🙃