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jakey + dirkjake sandwiched between my organic chem notes. a poem in there somewhere
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#jake english#dirk strider#erisolsprite#brobot#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#ok so the latter two are. a bit old and drawn in a rush because as usual i had thoughts about dirkjake and hair BUT ALSO#while reading the post-timeskip chatlogs i was like hm jake's hair looks kinda long here. i might be crazy tho#and then i continued thinking. because Ive had jakes haircut and t has to be trimmed often and i dont trust his ass to competently do that#so i think brobot helped out there and post entry it fell on dirk to trim it#and i think as their relationship worsened the first thing to properly go was the haircuts. because jake couldnt be assed to sit in dirk's#company for the duration of a haircut. direct line of strider word vomit while ur held captive basically (massive overdramatization)#so. its a good thing he got interrupted after trying to cover the tattoo up. because i guarantee you he wouldve been waking up on that#quest bed with breakup bangs.#finally formatted this one in drafts to post so im not leaving yall too high and dry again#i see my askbox and i appreciate it btw! its terraria night but i hope to be drawing tomorrow :]
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like the thing is the last time i was a massive fall out boy fan i was 14 and i was still trying to figure out what Good Music was and truth be told most of what i considered Good Music at age 14 is absolute dogshit. so imagine my surprise when i returned to from under the cork tree 8 years later and it wasn't just Not Dogshit, it was from under the cork tree
#a lot of this does have to do w the fact that i'm a lyric girlie i LOOOOVE good lyrics#and pete wentz is. well. he's pete wentz#genuinely a little blown away by just how good his songwriting is. i did NOT! have the english fluency to understand most of this in 2016#so ive just been having a field day fully appreciating it all this year. field..year?#and you know the thing about me is that i literally look like i am supposed to wear black and eyeliner. i always look best dressed like tht#it's no longer my fashion sense but anytime i get dressed up to go to one of my emo concerts im like yeah no this is what im supposed to be#so me being really into fob in the year of our lord 2024 is kind of like an animal being released back into its natural habitat#this is exactly where i am supposed to be. i was born for this#personal
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link click yingdu ep 1 is truly the gift that keeps on giving the more you think about it the more layers you unlock. at first i thought the 'video call with phone in shirt pocket' trick is a pretty effective way of replicating their dives with like.. normal human technology without their powers and then i realised that's probably because lu guang specifically thought 'this is a situation that would call for a dive except cheng xiaoshi doesn't know about the whole time travel powers thing yet, what would be a good and reasonable approximation of that that i can spring on him rn'. also, we know this is not the first time he's experiencing this day because he was checking the clock before he proposed the whole video call phone camera thing, implying that he had the 'script' for this day just like he did with the anime convention, but even then he could only warn cheng xiaoshi about the guy behind him with the bat right before he was about to get hit - probably because cheng xiaoshi kept 'doing unnecessary actions' and messing up the timeline/lu guang's 'script' and forcing him to improvise. once again, lu guang's trying to protect cheng xiaoshi while also hiding information from him and cheng xiaoshi's failing to follow lu guang's instructions and putting himself in danger because of his own kindness and impulsivity - their entire dynamic moving forwards, captured in their first (arguably more like.. the 0th) 'job' together.
#link click#shiguang dailiren#link click yingdu#link click spoilers#yingdu spoilers#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#you know this show's good cuz the first bloody ep got me writing a gooddamn paragraph about it (something i generally dislike doing#unless i got a demon i really desperately need to let out. idk im not really a metas guy)#(writing these always make me feel like the literature troll)#one other kinda funny thought that i had was like#when vivian was talking to cheng xiaoshi about scammers exploiting people's emotional weak spots like#'people's compassion for the weak' is explicitly about cxs and 'the grief of losing family' could also very easily be about him#which leaves uh. 'people's need for (romantic) love' (i forgot the exact phrasing idk i wasnt looking at the english subs)#like i was thinking abt this and then she brought up 'the person calling your name on the other end of your phone' and cxs immediately goin#'dont you dare hurt my FRIEND' is just. im sorry its such a funny transition. like sure my guy#i also like that the scammers knew cxs's name bc of lg's yelling through the phone i thought that was a nice touch#once again the idea that cxs's safety is the one thing that makes lg drop all his rationality and start making Poor Decisions#(and also confirms that he did Not have the script for cxs getting knocked out lmao poor guy)#guy honestly trying his damn best to maintain the timeline vs guy who's just really talented at creating butterfly effects#asto speaks
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Characters from the Egypt arc of The Man in the Mirror by @grayscale-sparks.
Its seriously my favourite fic ever and I will never shut up about how much I love it.
Florence Sharp and Gideon Hayes. Florence Sharp is the love of my life i dont think i will ever be normal about her, i hope Gideon knows how damn lucky he is.
Wolf and Charlie deciphering the riddle. Charlie is slightly bemused by this teenager
#I have so much more to draw#including a half finished Sebastian and Gabriel#but i have to get up early tomorrow and its late#so there will be a second part tomorrow#I LOVE FLORENCE SO MUCH#One of my favourite malevolent characters and she isnt even part of the cannon#I hope the Egypt crew are happy in like an english village by the sea somewhere -> Sebastian's talk of a house by the sea#fuck it im gonna look up edwardian seaside resorts and make this stuff up if i have to#READ THE MAN IN THE MIRROR ITS SO GOOD#malevolent fanart#malevolent podcast#malevolent#charlie dowd#noel finley#noel malevolent#detective noel#malevolent fic#charlie malevolent#noel my beloved <3#detective noel malevolent#53 rats with a pencil#im begging you read this fic#Im kinda eh on the first drawing of gideon (yay initial designs looking weird) but i adore the other two#florence is kinda give jadzia dax from star trek ds9 in the last image
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ok well. unfortunate news: sometimes ur niche is so niche u've already niched the niche. this is exactly the same as the feeling of hitting the end of ur ship tag in ao3 🥲
*edit: sorry i accidentally named like every character ever in the tags so ppl are Seeing this post who dont have the benefit of so much as a single crumb of context. if i accidentally namedropped ur blorbo its bc of this post:
anyway. i was excited for recs bc i also enjoy this genre of fictional character. unfortunately as above the niche is niched, it turns out. at least for me, content enjoyer georg, who has apparently already seen or read everything anyone else has already seen or read except for a small handful of specific media properties that i do not wish to see or read for various personal reasons and also not literally everything ever... just the same things as everyone else has already seen and read... u get the idea. ok thnks 👍🏻
#*slowly morosely untucks the bib and folds it up again#smh#idk if that post breached containment in the wrong direction or what but there were like 3ppl apiece talking about good actual examples#and those were like 99% media i already reaaaadddd im tearjngn my hair out#but far and away most ppl flat out missed the brief#like i think out of almost four thousand tags about four tagged ghost. four tagged geralt. three andrew minyard. etc#sobbung im sad for me AND for yall like this is ur jam and the best u can put up for example is dean winchester????#listen i know im on the supernatural site. voluntarily. but ur really gonna tell me thats the best u can do 😭😭#like a solid handful said bucky barnes. good solid classic example i'll give it to u but its 2024 😭😭😭😭😭😭#all respect to the ppl tagging ocs tho y'all are real 🫡 bc its looking like if we want it we do gotta get in the trenches and write it 😔✊#anywya i came away with approximately one and a half recs and then 3-4 repeated vouchers for media i know i am just never gonna consume rip#and the rest of yall.. have some kinda different media literacy situation going on we went thru v different english programs i fear#😔😔#angie.txt#like i believe the boba fett girlies are right and on to something but i am simply not going down the mouse route on my own dime#so those recs are. moot#not a single trigun mention i dont think.. not vash or nick or i wouldve even given a pass to a shoutout for knives#some of u said kaz and i havent read the books but even just based on the tv series p sure i can respect that.#one i have to look into asap is whoever evan kelmp(?) is- whatever hes from im not familiar and seems promising.#izzy hands im so sorry. im fundamentally incapable of watching ofmd unfortunately i watched black sails first#wasnt aware it was going to ruin other pirate related media for me when i made that decision 😭😭#i respect the arcane shoutouts but i do think it's hilarious that no two of u called out the same character.#murderbot obviously#i just think some of yall are so close yet so far and i want better for us all so goddamn badlyyy#update: i checked and op seems to have been generalizing off of boba fett/wolverine/magneto etc and yeah that tracks#smbdy said john wick - more than one actually- and while i hear u i also invite u to consider:#that man's singular desire is literally to go back into retirement in peace all he wanted was a quiet night in a rocking chair w that dog..#i dont think id go so far as to say he wouldnt know what to do with a warm bed if he got it. or attach himself to sbdy attack dog style atp#ykwim#somebody said patrick bateman.. yall are just listing names atp. darth vader? kylo? all right pack it up folks
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Tw eyestrain
This is for the draw this in your style by @ricky-tiki-tah ^^
I wanted to do this wayyyy earlier but i was busy with stuff
Hope ya like it ^^
#markiplier#tw blood#the host#toust does art#dude ive had such trouble with the line art like it just looked OFF man#but its looking good now#acctualy im really proud of this one#aside from the blood#like it acctualy looks like mark finaly#anyway yea i struggled with the blood and i still dont like how it looks but oh well#anyway the stuff wasnt anything serious just preparations for an event at my village and then vacation and then stuff with me going to my-#-first year at university/college#idk the difference in them honestly in czech its just one word#oh yea im studying to become an english teacher!#super excited coz english is one of my favorite things in the world#which is why im bumed about the floods and the semester having to start a week later coz people arent able to get to school coz everything-#-is under water#oh yea the whole weekend it was POURING here in the whole country#were fine where i live atm but the rest of the republic is like sheeeesh#anyway im done yapping#id be surprised if anyone read it til here#u know that one post that is like:#the post: one sentence#the tags: so it all started in 2003-#this is that lol#anyway enjoy our boi host imma head out#bye ^^
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Not to be like entirely predictable, but
👉👈🥺 Would appreciated opinions
(generell ramblings about what this is about in the tags i guess)
#I mean it is a bit surprising for me because some of you might already know#But i do not like the red robin suit so#Elis posts#I have already done the sketch for this mini comic#Unsure about it all#I stopped drawing that one because i could not find a good English omeotopia for sirens 🚑🚒🚓 which fits the tone#Maybe i will just use the german one#“mini comic” i think its like 6 panels?#Anyway unsure about it all because red robin is like yeah#Generell so ne sache how i would say im german#It is possible that i maybe draw a different dick & tim red robin mini comic if simething here inspires me#So if someone wants a specific red robin angst prompt drawn here is the time to inspire me with that#Otherwise i know what i would do#Look red robkn dick and tim angst are jist difficult to so right
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Crazy people were calling me a misandrist for my beauty and the beast comic 💀
#1. i was like 17 when i made this and yes its hard to read and theres a fake word in there#english and french are similar enough that i englicize french words sometimes my bad#2. did everyone miss the part where the first guy str8 up hired the beast to kill the other guy? Beast just didnt like their vibes its not#that deep#the story is not that deep#i did in fact just wanted to draw a lesbian fairy tale#queer ppl complaining about predictable writing 🫵 sit down and touch grass#sometimes people just want to make something and it doesnt have to be the best#im good btw its just been circulating again and its funny seeing how serious so many ppl took it#like. its just a comic#its literally just a story made in one day by a 17 yo who had never read a queer fairy tale can you calm down#everyone being confused by convoited was funny to me tho 🤡 here random fake word for free#meanwhile me : yea thats a word. convoited. from the verb convoit which means to admire and desire something#totally a verb i can directly translate from French i dont need to look it up
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I would love to listen to your podcast (if you wanna have one) about anything, but something about languages intrigues me. Please, tell me more : )
had to think for a second about what this was about I'm guessing it's my Nopony In This Country Is Pronouncing Przewalski Correctly and now listen..... I have no more to tell you because the like. Concept of languages and within that phonology (the study of the patterns of sounds in a language and across languages) is so wide you wouldn't have enough of a life to say everything about it. Unless you got one thing in mind. But I'm Flattered. Idk if I'd be much of a podcast guy I love visual stimuli. shan't lie I've had for months the idea to do a. Franco-Cantabrian Archeological iceberg... with shit like....... Fontainebleau "water breaking" carving... the Réseau Clastres Only Know Depiction Of [Animal]..... stuff of the sort. but oh well. FLATTERED.... maybe one day. Podcast ideas anyone.
#every few months someone in the patho fandom whos been there a while seems to realize the KH of Khatange or Khodo Khara or even Burakh is#not pronounced K but instead HH and idk if thats because i had the game in russian audio or because i spent hours on the different#Steppe Language pages but im always surprised this is new to some people. like well yeah its the x letter. mostly i dont understand like#not checking the pronounciation if youre unsure. the russian x is not hard to find audio from. its a little like youtubers who go “im not#even gonna try to pronounce this one XD''. but also im glad more people get hashtag aware because i think phonology is such a fantastic#thing to be interested in so. yayyyy.#it just kinda sometimes feels like. A great sense of incuriosity and lack of drive to learn. possibly from fear at a new foreign language.#but above all I'm truly glad more people are hashtag realizing hashtag finding it because truly with the internet pronounciation info#has never been so easy to find. even in english resources. godspeed you!!!!Language learner. Etc.#the wiki has every name (of characters + of places) and every steppe word written in both latin & cyrillic letters by the way that way you#can find what the cyrillic letter of a sound youre unsure of looks like and look it up :D it helped me a lot when i had to find more words#for ATA. good times#tldr it just makes sense To Me when confronted to a phoneme/sound youre unsure the pronounciation of to like. immediately look it up.#so im kinda baffled that ppl may go months being unsure. its not like cyrillic is like. hard to parse its as straightforward as other stuff#ring ring (answers)#anonymous#meiri podcast guy when after all. look at all that yapping
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#school rumble#i could write an essay on it#actually i have#one of the most powerful stories ever written gah it drives me crazy that it comes in such a strange package#the story so powerful the animation team rejected the manga's bs to give the characters the finale they deserved#even though they were forced to retcon it in the final 2 episodes to push for another season#literally they just end the story on episode 19 and hard pivot to movie parody skits/vacation specials for the rest of the episodes#it's magical#until the episode 25 does the ''ohhh nooo they forgot the whole thing and put us right back where we started uh oh whoops''#''awww looks like we're gonna have to have another season''#literally#anyway if i ever start feeling emotions im probably going to start school rumble posting and never stop#schoolrum's so stupid you can only appreciate it emotionally#it's not like nichijou where theres still all this artistry and richness you can still engage with if youre cut off heartwise#i didnt even have emotions when i first watched it but it was still powerful enough to make a visceral impact#but at this point im just too far gone i need a bit of heartspace before i can have any chance of actually registering any of it again#<- finally caved and posted a schoolrum rant after like 5 and a half years on here#its the kind of series that lurks forgotten for years at a time#until one day it jumps out and grabs you and refuses to let go until you rewatch it again#best dub in history btw you didnt know english localization and voice acting could be this good#knocks the original japanese out of the park and truly ties everything together#nichijou japanese and school rumble english are the two best animation dubs of all time
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when people first meet me and inquire about my studies im generally hit with two different responses, being 1) “wow, that’s an unusual combination”/“you don’t see that often”/etc. and 2) “you must be SO smart!” (or its evil twin, “you must hate yourself ha-ha”), and while the first is obviously a better response than the second, both are kinda…awkward to react to.
like? IS it an unusual combination of interests, or is it actually that most institutions make it exceptionally difficult for people to pursue stem and arts concurrently? and that we don’t often talk about the heavy crossover between stem and the arts because we’re so culturally obsessed with this notion that the world is split into Art People and Science People (also known as English People and Math People)?
and how would my interest in a science make me any smarter than someone in my program who chose to pursue a minor in history instead of physics? also, NO, i don’t hate myself. obviously taking stem classes after spending years believing im “not a math person” has lowered my gpa, but that’s not really something i care about, because at the end of the day i find the subject endlessly fascinating and i enjoy my classes very much, and i get better at math every semester because i have no choice. because it’s just…a method of communication. it’s a language. you practice, you improve - but you have to be consistent and intentional about it. the same way you have to be consistent and intentional about analyzing fictional texts and historical documents.
which is to say that like. you are using the same skills. i tutored a high school student last year who looked at me like i was crazy for saying that close reading a short story is functionally the same as solving an algebra problem. you collect like terms. then you compare and contrast them to make a statement about them - it’s human nature to seek refuge in what is familiar even if it is simultaneously traumatic, or x = 2 and y = -2. you can chart it, you can graph it, you can draw it. listen, isn’t there something so inherently beautiful about the word integral? it’s something intrinsic, baked into a person or a thing - the fundamental values formed within you by tiny, infinitesimal pieces: moments, experiences - they coalesce into something completely different, but still. you can go back. you can find the pieces. define them, pick them apart, put them together again in new ways. expand them, contract them, equate them to something else just to understand them.
half the study of mathematics is called analysis, for god’s sake. what is the study of art if not analysis? is it not the goal of the artist, the writer, to make sense of our place in the world? and is this not what we do in physics, too? look at the world and try to find reason in it? as the poet spends their life trying to make the intangible tangible, the particle physicist attempts to study dark matter. when we form a sentence, we utilize a complex system of equations that are so second-nature to us we don’t even register that’s what we’re doing - but there’s a reason this branch of linguistics is called syntactic calculus.
like…believe me. if you told my teenage self i’d be taking calculus-based courses in university, i wouldn’t have believed it. i teach high school students now who tell me they know they aren’t good at english, but it doesn’t matter to them because they do so well in math. and i get it. i do. but it’s disappointing, too, because i think my knowledge of math has made me a better reader and writer. and it feels like most people are missing out on that connection, because they feel like it’s impossible to make. but any experimentalist can tell you there’s an art to the scientific process. any musician or poet can tell you that great art is dictated by numbers - rhythm, rhyme and metre, all of it. the only group of people as interested in conceptual symmetry as physicists are artists.
anyway, all i’m saying is like - one is not more essential than the other, these things are inextricably linked, these things are as fundamental to human existence as breathing. there’s a reason why astronomers defer to shakespeare to name newly discovered bodies in space, you know? we've all gotta learn to love the math in our art and the artistry behind math.
#taylor.txt#anyway i have some profs this semester who really made me feel idk. vindicated in a way#like i get this so often you know? i get Looks i get 'you're crazy' and 'what's wrong with you' (in jest granted but still) ALL the time#so having a professor straight-up say that science is an art? validating!!!!#i think english and physics are extremely compatible subjects because they have a similar goal in a way you know?#and im not a good artist but nothing helped me understand HOW i can be better at drawing than calculus#i never knew how to draw a sphere until i had to put one on a graph of a 3d function yknow? and looking at the numbers that govern it#just made me Understand how it's Supposed To Be. and i think thats kinda cool?#also like. again. LINGUISTICS#and dont think this is like. in any way against the ideas of abstraction and subversion and whatnot in art#chaos right? antimatter? the entire study of quantum mechanics? there are so many parallels to draw#obviously nothing is a 1:1 but i just. art is science science is art and its so fuckin COOL
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i complain a lot about the chantry and andraste/the maker being boring and my brother is like "its boring cause is fantasy christianity" and im like excuse me thats what they do in the locked tomb. and it fucking rules.
#talks and stuff#necrolord prime the emperor undying no one is doing it like you#umineko also has a lot of christianity stuff and it Fucking Rules#there is something about me finding Some kind of religious characters boring and others fascinating#i think its probs the angle of “im so devoted and this shit is fucking me up” vs the#“nooo this devotion its good actually dont look at the cracks cause the narrative wont deep into it at all”#im thinking if i like any chara that has the Fake or real Christianity as a positive force in their life#oh yes actually there are many charas. and all of them are from spanish media dgfiohdgfiodgfdgf#sorry americans and english u guys dont know how to do one alonso de entrerrios doing the cross everytime he goes trhought a door#im just here rambling
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#fascinated (not in a good way) by the usamerican dialogue as if usamericans are the only ones complicit in imperialism#what could have been a great dialogue about how imperialism can be perpetuated by nonwhite ppl from the US turned really racist and somehow#left out other westerners that are complicit like the Netherlands/France/Britain/Belgium in the dialogue#the country (and others) where my parents are from does not speak english because of the US. it's bc of the British empire#they were owned by Britain up until the 1960s#personal#editing to add: im not trying to downplay the role of the us in imperialism because its heinous#but my parents’ country was affected by us and british imperialism#and Spain - cant believe i left out why so many countries in the Western hemisphere speak Spanish#and Portugal for Brazil#im grateful for the posts that have dialogue that made me think about my position as an american but saying unlimited genocide to america#on a post about americans is just something#how do you claim to be anti imperialist yet make statements that are exactly what us presidents have said an#about the indigenous population#i think about that post where someone said that ppl arent actually looking for justice or liberation#they just want to be the oppressir so bad
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#its really weird you know#like ive kinda distanced myself from a lot of interactions#but when i do talk to people#and just to see how removed they are from politics etc#im not wording this very well but examples are just#me casually tutting when labour are mentioned#to be asked if i dont like them#and im like yeah i hate them. especially kier starmer.#and theyre like nodding along. but then to be diplomatic (this person was english) i say that i do like certain labour mps though like zarah#sultana etc#and the blank look i got. like idk. im probably just very online but this is someone whos educated and has a good job. so i just kinda#assumed theyd be a bit mroe aware of whats going on?#and then another person#i mentioned how theres books for kids about palestines history#i didnt mention anything else#and just... kinda silence. like a head nod and then convo moved on#and again i could just be over analysing but it almost felt like they didnt wanna talk about it because they didnt know/care?#which maybe. but i just kinda feel like at this fucking point. how can you not know.#i dont get how people are just so unaware of whats going on in the world around them. especially when its things that do indirectly affect#them. when it comes to people being incriminately harmed and murdered#like i dont think these people are against palestine or big labour fans etc etc either#but its just the blissful ignorance#idk maybe im just jealous tbh. because this shit haunts my every waking moment. the thought that theres so many bigoted and ignorant people#around the world scares me. and i never want to be one of them#this is such a jumbled ramble#but alas#le text post
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so many hot people my age in this small town in Russia like wtf 😭 I'm actually tweaking
#running a fashion house in my hotel room bc i need to look good for every one of these 12 days its a bit crazy#hot people EVERYWHERR and why are they all my age like hello ?#and maybe im just insane but the language barrier makes them so cute like theyre all blushing stuttering tryna english as hard as they can#like ok babes HEUSHDHS#if ur a person from this small town pls say hi if u see a small brown child its me i promise im not that small and u r hot !!#kal rambles
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switching my google doc from a cute lil fic to my cover letter hits like a slap in the face
#genuinly painful i think#guys its getting pathetic ive been looking for a job for literal months#not even the customer service wants me 😭😭i dont know what im doing wrong#id give good money that my extremely eastern european sounding last name doesnt give me bonus points tho#their main question is always DO YOU HAVE AN ACCENT#DO YOU KNOW ENGLISH#which i get bc obviously yeah but. there is no need for it to be the first question i get asked in the goddamn interviews.#let me open my mouth first#do you not see in my cv that ive gone to not just nz primary and high sschools but LOCAL ONES?? SINCE AGE 8??#bitch english may not be my first language but i guarentee you im better at it#i already anglicise my first name for you you bitch otherwise my whole name would be unpronouncable to nzers#and i have experience in this is that not enough proof that i can DO THE GODDAMN JOB#rambling#logging on to say this then disapear
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