#-again at a party awkward | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

gomacave · 7 months ago

Text

MY GDDDDD I JUST FINISHED CH 9 OH MY GODDDDD CATASTROPHIC 8 ON THE EVIL WOMAN SCALE MY GODDDD MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD TOXIC YURI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rebirth ch9 spoilers under cut...

I LOVE YOU EVIL YURI I LOVE YOU TOXIC YURI I LOVE YOU GASLIGHTING I LOVE U EVIL WOMAN (to me)

#i dont have any coherent thoughts atm #just um #uea..#txt #gomaff #rebirth spoilers #ff7 rebirth spoilers #i def like tifa a little better after this but i still think her writing is shit #my manifesto is that she and clou are actually kinda awkward around each other like. went to the same highschool and coincidentally met-#-again at a party awkward #ITS ALSO SUPER WEIRD THAT SHE WAKES UP AND ISNT FREAKED OUT LIKE. GIRL HE JUST PUSHED U INTO A POOL OF MAKO #i would want her to have a sort of awkward relationship w clou i feel like their relationship has SUCH potential but the-#-game doesnt utilize that potential at all in favor of like. waifubaiting.#like she absolutely should be meaner to cloud ab the pushing and the doubting and they should be FIGHTING in my op #well. whatever ill write it myself....... bc i actually kinda like the possibilities for them now (not in a ship way but)

4 notes · View notes

dykedvonte · 9 days ago

Note

Why do you think did Curly let Jimmy go before the crash? I've seen the theory Curly briefly thought about crashing too but didn't expect Jimmy to go through with it

I generally believe it was shock and a bit of denial.

It’s the sort of thing where Curly knew Jimmy enough to know he blows up at things but he never would’ve expected him to go through with something so crazy. He gives Jimmy way too much benefit. It’s just his nature and the dynamics he has with Jimmy. They have a stable relationship as friends but it’s stabilized by the unhealthy toxic aspects that keep him in it. He’s like this with Anya, taking the gun is something he really shouldn’t have kept off the record, so is Swansea’s feigned hostility toward Daisuke. He doesn’t want to get people in trouble and doesn’t want to believe anyone would cause trouble other than to themselves. He’s a very lenient man.

I think the words were hollow in his head. Said but not really meant like all the times Jimmy lashes out and says something cruel to him or others. He never means it, if he did why would he still be Curly’s friend? Curly’s head wasn’t in the right space in that moment, he just got through panicking with Anya and if the sound design is anything to go by, was panicked and preoccupied going to confront Jimmy. I mean, the flash of the warning signs before he runs back are identical to the dissociative episode of sort he has when going to talk to Jimmy to do his Psyc eval.

There is this sort of assumption in fanon that Curly was the idealic person for the job and simply failed. None of them were the idealic people to be there, it’s Curly’s entire concern with the ladder he chose. I see more interpretations of him being purposefully ignorant where I see him as just always looking the wrong way or not in a place where he can see it. There’s something different about seeing something than being told about it in the human mind. It may just be the psych student in me but Curly def has some sort of cognitive dissonance just like Jimmy but when it comes to his role as a Captain vs who he is.

They blur in his head to where if you ask him if he was acting as a Captain or a friend or himself to his crew he couldn’t answer. Not with confidence even if he did. There are many times we see that Curly himself is not in the right headspace to lead the Tulpar and that’s outside of anything with Jimmy. He’s spacey, he’s not sleeping, he’s deeply unhappy with himself and life. It’s why there’s believability he crashed the ship. Maybe the others saw it, or maybe Jimmy heard enough of it to spin it in a way that made Curly seem suicidally depressed.

So the tdlr is I think it wasn’t so much letting Jimmy go, more so not seeing the severity of what he was allowing to transpire. In his mind it’s just another one of Jimmy’s bluffs, cruel words, off words but just words. Jimmy rarely ever acts, why would he now? Maybe he’s never seen it because Jimmy hides those actions? Either way, he just never thought he’d really do it.

#like curly is also not mentally well like if I were to rank worst mental health before the crash #I’d go Jimmy then curly then Anya then Daisuke then Swansea #he clearly dissociates and goes on auto pilot often enough Anya is picking up on it #he never thinks about himself and is very easily talked down to by his crew I mean even Swansea is overly #snippy with him for the professional relationship they have and his closest confidant is fuckin Jimmy #mix this with the fact the last time they likely talked outside of work stuff was the party like I don’t think he was in a good headspace to #be making critical decisions in this situation like it’s not an excuse for not taking more action towards Jimmy but it’s a factor that is #often left out of the mix. cuz either Jimmy just wasn’t doing copilot stuff or he was in the cock pit being distant and cold and likely #setting off those sort of bells in Curly’s head where he should be placating him like he likely did back on earth but he can cause #jimmy’s not over it I mean I can only imagine those three missing days were very awkward and anxiety filled for all the crew members some #more than others but yeah it think it’s mostly him just not really absorbing anything until it all hits after Jimmy steers the ship like #he’s just a little fucked in the head like again not an excuse but it is another reason on top of pragmatism #ask #anon #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #captain curly #curly mouthwashing

54 notes · View notes

chimaerakitten · 11 months ago

Text

Every time something from HMD comes up I wonder about Dayes and whether Granby was actually friends-friends with him or just cordial comrades by way of being first and second lieutenant on the same dragon. Would they have stayed in contact at all after the first book? Like, nobody ever tells Granby the whole of what happened with Dayes, so Granby going all ride or die for Laurence wouldn’t necessarily make him end the existing friendship, if there was one.

#temeraire #who knows if Dayes actually survived to the end of the series #I don’t think he’s ever mentioned again #but if he did survive it would be very funny to find out he and Granby had still been semi friendly the whole time #only for another awkward dinner party to push all of it out in the open

329 notes · View notes

imagine-to-be-a-pike · 10 months ago

Text

partying in the lake with Merlin's exes must be awkward. Freya Merlin's first love who tried to kill Arthur and Arthur ended up killing her, Lancelot with whom Arthur's wife cheated on him and well Arthur. This soup is very interesting

#they have their fish party #This must be so awkward #Besides #Arthur is offended because he's the only one who didn't get flowers. Again #poor man #Merlin #lancelot du lac #freya merlin #arthur pendragon #merthur #mercelot #merlin x freya

256 notes · View notes

snowshinobi · 1 year ago

Text

hear me out: divorce ceremonies. divorce cake and divorce outfits. toasts to the uncouple spoken by the Worst Man and Maid of Dishonor (gender neutral). separate piles of gifts for the freshly parted, stuff like nice sheets and Target giftcards and cookbooks. marriage gets to have all this ritual attached to it and by god divorce deserves some of that action

#this would only work for people who are actually planning to be friends or at least neutral following their separation #but like cmon how fuckin funny and cathartic would this be. i would go to a divorce ceremony. fuck i would throw one #something something humor is what gets you through the dark times #something something humor is the reason why court jesters could speak truth to power #why get torn up about your ex when you can throw one last good time party with them where y'all get the closure you need #surrounded by loved ones who support you on your parting of ways #like isn't that sorta beautiful? and awkward as all hell #im not kidding i really think this could be cool. but yeah both members of the uncouple would have to be down with it #if you get it you get it. if you dont then its fine just get divorced the normal way with minimal fanfare (ideally)#divorce #snowswords #i am once again divorceposting #it will happen again

264 notes · View notes

woodsborostabathon · 3 months ago

Text

have been fighting for my life trying to find this one richie/ethan x reader fic (it was like. an ethan fic but there was a pretty significant sort of kind of fake dating richie subplot) on here that i rbed onto a sideblog on my old acc and saved NOWHERE ELSE apparently bc it was so good but im getting NOTHING 😭

#any of my richie enjoyer moots who also r into x readers this may be a long shot but…please help a girl out if yall know what im on abt 😭#it was like. a fic where reader was a socially awkward kinda ‘creepy’ ig girl and richie would NOT leave her alone hitting on her 😭#had like? 3 chapters still ongoing. ik in the second one reader and ethan like Fake Banged (just went in another room n made noises)#to throw richie off #and then there was a whole other thing abt how he had already killed a girl the twins’ age back home #and they found like. human body parts in his room?#and ik chapter 1 had everyone going to a halloween party where reader was dressed as carrie #think reader n richie go on a date in chapter (3)??#but either way please yall i am begging i NEED to find it again #ceci speaks #i hate to be the annoying rando in the x reader tags but its literally. for visibility LOL #will delete later #i promiseee

15 notes · View notes

ctl-yuejie · 5 months ago

Text

the projected results for germany are fucking dismal

#ctlyuejie writes #eu elections #idk if there is analysis already but i will never understand how nominally center to left parties move more and more to the right #(especially on immigration issues) to appease some kind of 'consensus' on these issues for the nth time #and AGAIN do not recognize that they are alienating what is their actual base #actually checked whether i could vote closer to my interest with the pirate party or more left wing parties #but alas...they're not doing much better in terms of policies #will end up voting in the same block anyways #and there is a chance they get an awkward number in votes so that mine isn't as effective #heartened by the anti-right wing protests happening almost every weekend #but it does feel like getting hit over the head repeatedly with how that isn't only necessary but also couldn't prevent the amount of votes #right wing parties are getting right now #always careful with how much of an argument for a self-own the rejection by the front national is #but the fact the german right wing got rejected by the right wing block in the eu parlament towards the end #does tell a certain story on how bonkers their 'politics' are #the more cynic reading is that more center and left wing parties do not actually care that they are alienating the base as long as the base #still votes for them begrudgingly (sp?) and they either gain a phantasy of an eco fascist vote #or don't care about racism etc that much on a party leadership level #met my ex roommate yesterday and we were talking about her travelling through germany #and she just remarked how many foreigners are at this one city's central station and how that's different to the south #and i was just like...'so?'

12 notes · View notes

agentartemus · 20 days ago

Text

I thought today was a good one..

4 notes · View notes

melrosing · 1 year ago

Text

anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags #like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol #since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything #they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts #and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god #then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me #so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through #like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again?#and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence #it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’#to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’#and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’#WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’#and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win???#like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao #i leave end of the month #at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened #I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!!#I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are

41 notes · View notes

opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months ago

Text

...

#that's 2 of 3 partys in my moms honor down. this one was our childhood neighbor friends #which it was really good to see them but it was really just a party. no one really talked about her at all. the subject was avoided #i think bc ppl r awkward abt it. like im fine to talk abt it. it happened. i dont see a point in avoiding it #but im also not the most socially adept. which i did pretty good talking to ppl but i was still the most awkward one there #and idk this experience has really taught me that u should have a lot of friends and a spouse bc i dont kno how a person like me could go #thru what my mom did and survive if i didnt have my dad. so i guess i have to con someone into marrying me #id b difficult to marry. im difficult to b friends with. im too avoidant of any people #im gonna die like that lady from 6 feet under with no friends. like a fridge fell on her or something. idk #but i cant die bc my dad cant go thru this again. i dunno. well see what life throws at me #also. my childhood friends r a lot of real smart ppl. like a lot of engineers and medical doctors #they make me feel so dumb. but alas. im but a humble environmental Science person #ay. i dunno. it was fun but im drained #and my cousings boyfriend is still a fucking freak who harasses animals. he really upset one of our dogs #my sister says she can imagine him murdering someone and tbh so could i. so i hope my cousins safe #unrelated

10 notes · View notes

junonreactor · 3 months ago

Text

just did all the party sidequests. that was really cute

#i think my favorites personally are bonnie's and beau's #bonnie's because they're such a good kid and it's so fun to see the 'reveal' for not just sif's eye but the awkward distance between them #and sif's heartfelt shouting when it comes to bonnie's safety and the unquestioning acceptance of any personal cost if it means #they can keep the kid safe and alive #and how that changes the nuance a bit specifically regarding their eye when it comes to the way they avoid their problems #and also how the ''i would do it again and again and again'' and ''what's the alternative? my friends getting hurt?''#vs bonnie's ''but i don't want you to get hurt for me''/''you think you're better than everyone and you jump in because you don't think #it matters that you get hurt'' reflects on the overall looping situation #and it's going to be fun to see that super duper promise broken because Bonnie Won't Know #and like with all of the quests but this one specifically it'll suck so bad for siffrin to do these over and be able to Zone Out #''you don't want to have to loop back to before you spent that time with them''#and loop's dialogue when i went back to talk to them before beau's + their ''isn't that nice?'' ohhh i want to be right about them being a #future/parallel sif so bad. i want the ''if i were you i would just spend all my time in the House getting stronger'' thing to have made #this sif's spending time with their friends and having them come out stronger for it hurt in a complicated way #especially with the ''i don't think about your friends. i don't look at them. i don't worry about that. how are YOU stardust'' like i am SO #anyway. and beau's GIRL HELP ME #I WAS PLAYING ON ANOTHER TAB. SIF WHEN I HIT ''ATTACK'' I THOUGHT MAYBE WE COULD HAVE A SNEAK ATTACK ONCE #START THE FIGHT EARLY SITUATION. NOT THAT.#oh neat that was like. a mini loop. can we do that on command now or was that scene like. not technically a loop ?#tristesse is distracted...i know the sadnesses appearing on new floors now is a thing. as remnants how are they affected by loops...#help. the new memory. is that a sif thing or a sadness thing. [remembers the 'ghosts'] could be both ! lmao #ein babbles #isat blogging #the last 10 of my drafts are screenshots and reactions because i want to go back and look at them #i really need to do that thing where you make your own discord channel #i will also say. it was really funny how they had siffrin sort of suggest that you take this party with you all the way to the end without #looping. because that's what i usually do anyway because i'm inefficient but enjoy the grind and looking for new dialogue #and then immediately the game was like. BUT. this time you gotta pay attention and make sure siffrin's not a freak who weirds out your part #like oh ! ok !#kicking my feet behind me twirling my hair calling loop heyyyyyyy bestie what the fuck

3 notes · View notes

kharonion · 3 days ago

Text

#how it feels rn as everyone else is able to play veilguard. ha.#i’m that awkward guy in the corner who no one bothers with because i’m ‘not cool’#sigh. oh well.#just hope that uh… mmm. people don’t forget i exist again. because i will once again be late to the party.#:)#khar.txt

2 notes · View notes

todayisafridaynight · 2 months ago

Note

Since you mentioned it, what did you think of Speak No Evil? I was thinking of watching it myself :0

i really liked it ............ my friend scoffed at me when i told her i was watchin it so take my opinion with a grain of salt tho </3

#snap chats #SHE DIDNT EVEN WATCH IT BUT W/E SPOILER FREE QUICK REVIEW DOWN HERE HIIII <3<3<3<3 #ive been made aware my tastes are. Questionable so proceed with caution vlklvjv im so sorry if i convince you to see it and you dont like i #moving on I Have. done nothing but listen to Eternal Flame for the past week its been stuck in my head ever since #BUT FR as i said I Really Liked It. i heard that theres another/original version so i wanna watch that at some point #if i care to remember and find it vjaelkjeakl but as This Movie On Its Own i had a swell time !!!#it does a really good job of teetering that line of #'this is just a quaint little sometimes-awkward get-together' and 'this is so stressful i just might throw up'#it did a good job of keeping me invested and on my toes i guess- it bitters innocuous scenarios really well which i like #like i wasnt sure WHEN whatever scene i was watching would turn sour but i always had that feeling it /would/- that lingering feeling #the horror in this is more psychological than violent- it only gets crazy by the last quarter honestly #which isnt bad! i like psych horror and Christ. the amount of times i was just grimacing in my seat like Suspense Is The Word #like imagine a dinner party where people only say controversial things and you dont want to blow up the situation #so you just try to be really polite about pivoting from the topic. but they keep going. thats basically the horror of this movie at its cor #i do have SOME comments about some bits but i wanna rewatch the movie at some point to be thorough on my comments jglejlakj #yk do a rewatch where im. NOT jokin bout with my brother- THO TBF DESPITE THAT I was still invested #like its premise is so. simple? in concept imo. but 'simple' isnt automatically bad in my eyes and i really liked how it played out #i dont watch movies much tho so maybe its been done different but there is ONE thing tht definitely made me like. HUH #but its nothing super major i dont htink? I MEAN IT WAS KINDA BIG BUT there were signs to it being revealed. still it made me vjLJ like god #i cant explain tho cause SPOILERS but ... Yeah. its not that crazy it just definitely took me by surprise for how quick the reveal was #tldr: if you ever wanted to watch an awkward dinner party where you couldnt do anything about it this is the movie to watch #and i like that. i like that because i hate myself apparently jVLAEKJVAEKLJ #coupled with horror it was also funny at times which i felt did help with that underlying 'when will this be tainted' horror #i really liked that ... when normalcy or the feeling of safety can be taken away in an instant #if you watch it and wanna talk bout it more in depth ill prob have rewatched it by then and id like to give a more. Detailed review #OR AT LEAST ONE NOT SO RAMBLY VELKAVJEALKJ im not good at reviewing things .... i just know when i like or dont like somethin ..#ive only had my bro to talk bout this with and he doesnt really. Give his thoughts or opinions too much like i do #so id be happy to talk bout it and get your perspective !!!! but only if you want Again if you dont like it im so sorry erlakjaekl #god theres so much more i want to say but im just rambling and i wanna be brief for you my friend vlakjlakvlkj #anyway yeah. those are my quick thoughts. i was Very Normal about james mcavoy for most of this movie ty for reading

4 notes · View notes

thebigqueer · 2 months ago

Text

god i always see her when im least expectin git fr. was walking back to my building w my friend and of course of all times i see her at like 12:30am. and i know she lives in thhe same little courtyard building area but in a differnt building so im like ok shes going back to her dorm. but no. she's literally walking ahead of me into my own building. and not only that but my friend and i are walking in together and then her friend & her spot me. she sees me and i wave my hand and she holds my eyes for like a second, recognizes me, then immediately moves her eyes to my friend (theyre high school friends) and just keeps looking at her and waves to her. like shes straight up ignoring me. how is she gonna ignore me when shes the one who rboke up w me. why are we looking at me like im the one who did something wrong. i wish shed tell me waht i ddi wrong. i wish i coudl fix whatever it was i was doing wrong

#sorry i just talked to my friends and they made me feel better #in all likelihood she was probs just awkward aboutit cuz yeah literally how do you navigate a breakup liek this. so again no hate #everything i ever post about our breakup on here is most likely just me overthinking and not actual truth #but i still feel shitty like i went on another 1am walk and creid about it because fuckkk man. i want her back so bad #even as a friend i dont fuckign careee i just want to be normal again #i jus tmsis her #i need a party BAD. i cant be doing this shit

2 notes · View notes

narratorstragedy · 1 year ago

Text

me vs my inability to know whether any interaction i have is implying romantic interest

#last weekend i had a kind of awkward but fine conversation with this girl who i wld say is an acquaintance at a party #and the whole time i was like. whoa she is like Staring In My Eyes. and barely looking at my friend who i was with #who also is like the same level of acquaintance with her #so then today. another party. i left very quickly w a different friend and ran into this girl and HER friend (also my acquaintance. soccer #team)#and also had a kind of awkward conversation except the whole time she was again Staring In My Eyes like #at some point i just trailed off while trying to respond to a question she was asking me and we just like. stared at each other #and then after this my friend started laughing and was lke bro she wants you so bad. but i like ?????????#i don't know. how do i proceed. i probably won't proceed to do anything except now i'm thinking about it. she does have very nice eyes. h

10 notes · View notes

queerplatonicdiaries · 3 months ago

Text

less than a week until I move in with my squish and get to see them again aaaaaaaa

I have never felt such an intense mix of excitement and fear and longing,, send help

#like on the one hand #I get to see them again!!!!!! after three long long months I'll finally be able to feel their arms around me again #and breathe in their presence and see their beautiful smile right in front of me that isn't over 3 pixels of video call #and I'll see them EVERY DAY and we can talk or just sit together whenever we want!!!#and we can host parties!!! and build ikea furniture together!!! and laugh as we try to bake and probably miserably fail!!!!#but on the other hand #GODS am I terrified #what if I fuck it up???#what if I've romanticised this so much in my head and it'll really be nothing like that #what if they get tired of me and living together just makes us drift #what if it brings awkwardness into our friend group #what if my feelings get in the way #there's so much that can go wrong and so much at stake #and I can't bear the thought of losing them #I want this to work so so badly #I guess I'll find out soon #it's crazy though #three months seemed like such an unbearably long time #and now suddenly its almost over #I'm terrified of what comes next but I also want it so badly it hurts #well #come what may #I love them and I don't think that's going to change #here's to this new chapter #queerplatonic yearning hours #cosmo rambles #personal ramble #queerplatonic #aroace #aromantic

5 notes · View notes