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unable to take a very much needed nap bc ive never used teams in my life but im supposed to use it for a docs appt today. the letter said id get a link in my email . but there is nothing there. the appointment is in half an hour. how far in advance r they sending the link. like 5 minutes?? what if i have technical difficulties.
#i really should uave taken my anxiety meds before trying to nap. alas i have been waking up and check8n my phone every 25 minutes--#--for like the past 2.5 hours#just life
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WaveWave Week Day 2: 𝘔𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵
They're part of the most useful 'Cons so.... :] Con things! -They'll probably start speaking to each other about their personal-mutual-interests as well, after a while.
#Turns out they're both 5.5 meters.. cool.#had to do the coloring in. like. 2.5 hours since I was doing “stuff” the whole day. But I made it! it's still 23.35#Not past midnight just yet!!#wavewave#wavewave week 2024#wavewave week#day 2: mutual interest#my art stuff#shockwave#soundwave#tf#tfg1#tf g1#transformers generation one#traditional art#i also used “glitter gel pens” for the energon cubes!#+the sketch at the bottom.#been a hot minute since I've last used markers.... woosh. missed this!#/edit/ its “interests” not “interest”. :\#day 2: mutual interests#maccadam
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Gawd I’m. it’s 4:20am and I’ve been listening to exclusively the new 21 savage album since it dropped last night and I’m thinking abt my ocs . And spacewaffles I suppose
#RRRGG I can never get Bacon’s colors right but it’s ok!!!#it’s sooo okay and fine I’m deffo not upset abt it ^_^#lifesteal smp#baconnwaffles0#planetlord#oc: Corduroy#im so proud of the name Corduroy I really like it . need to flesh out her character more <33#UGH ok I dislike how Planet’s head/hair looks and Bacon’s hair is too fucking saturated AND you can’t tell that’s it’s braids !!!#Corduroy looks fine. love you Corduroy <333#according to procreate I spent 2.5 hours on this OHGG MY GOD WHYYY#ok caption true tho new 21 kinda awesome#my favorites so far r see the real and uhh#wait hold on#and just like me . special mention should’ve wore a bonnet . THAT song takes me straight back to middle school and swing screen doors <3333#AND ICE POPS AND WATER BALLON FIGHTS that we were allowed to start past 7pm cuz parents would make us clean up and we had school#damn. I love music#ok bye I’ve been here for long enough and i probs need to sleep lol#nox art
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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look at this and feel nothing challenge failed
#sorry i have no idea who took this i found it already reposted on twt#i also have nothing to say#like#what do i even say#let me just.....idk. die in peace over here#seonghwa#fio.txt#nahhhhhhhhhhhh he's not real he can't hurt me#thats a lie and also this is in no ones tag so i can have a break down here without bothering anyone#bc i feel like i need that rn#he's so pretty omg how does he just look like that????#3/3 of posts i made today involved smiley hwa and i thought that was a great idea but its not because HELLO#what am i supposed to do? just watch the time go past and have done nothing but stare at this pic?#i should have gone to sleep like 2.5 hours ago actually but well here i am again#what else is new#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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what the fuck do you mean they removed the activity feed from quotev
#quotev#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY TRIUMPHANT RETURN WHERE I TAKE A BUNCH OF WWYFF QUIZZES FOR INSPIRATION TO MAKE ONE OF MY OWN#NOW MY MOOD'S ALL STOMPED ON#numerous devastating pieces of news have been given to me in the past 24 hours this has NOT been my day#except for the part where i got a lot of ice cream. more than i thought i asked for. i ordered 2 scoops but what i got looked like 3#i'd say it was at LEAST 2.5 scoops. i don't wanna know what a real 3 scooper looks like at that place
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POV: it’s April 15, 2022 and you’re watching Thomas Bordeleau’s 2nd game in San Jose
#I’m cleaning out my phone today so expect Some Stuff#like blasts from the past three years#anyway#look at his little face!#I drove down for this and bought this phone on the way#and then drove the 2.5 hours back the next day early enough to go to work at 9 am#the shit we do for our blorbos#Bordy behavior#team 100 forever#I need a Michigan tag#baby sharks#but mother I love them
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i'm on day three of anxiety medication and it makes me feel Wired I'm so awake and focused this is crazy. not in a bad way at all I just don't feel tired for like the first time in actual years.
#i was driving really late yesterday bc i went to the movies with friends who live. 2.5 hours away <3#(happy birthday rae u are one of maybe 6 people i would do that for but i love and missed u)#but i took my pill at like 3pm and I was still so awake and focused until like 1am#i only had to drink half an energy drink to stay awake normally i have to down 2 if I'm driving past like. 11pm.
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girl that jerwee episode was so fun. like so much silly and also lore happened ??? ALSO SPOILERS IN THE TAGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ALSO IM SO EXCIED FOR 111 NOW ITS GONNA BE SO FUN !!!!!!!#jrwi spoilers#kinda. im being vague#anyways uhhh dont talk about how it took me like 7 hours to watch a 2.5 hour episode#kinda spoilers past this ->#we got silly jay we got gay chip we got gillion lore. whats not to love#ALSO. ALSO. ALSO. IT LITERALLY BEING CONFIRMED BY STAR THE JAY HAS SOME SORTA DIVINESS FROM THE GODDESSES..... SHE IS THE SUN CHAMPION FR
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Good grief its only 17:42
#id still have 2.5 more hours of work and i feel like im 2 hours up past bedtime#fuck i hate being sick#in addition to the myriad of discomforts#i hate the boredome of just hanging about#im too tired to be at my computer and im too tired to use my switch so ive just been laying here reading cotl fic all afternoon#and while the decadence of laying in bed reading all day is unmatched its only when contrasted with the choice of other things#im never gonna get over how stupid it is that what i want to do most is clean the bathtub#because it was my PLAN! id been psyching myself up to deal with it for a week!#and now the option is being Denied! so my contrary spirit is just heehee the forbidden task i have GOT to undertake that Now#if im lucky i can maintain this enthusiasm for cleaning the drain for a week until i can do it anyway#why am i rambling
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aight peace out y'all I have no energy left and I'm done the movie. So much for a restful experience after a long day. All I wanted was something fun to watch while folding laundry but apparently this was not the movie to watch for that. I should've just stuck with Rebels
#i kept going out of sheer rage and it is now half past two so i DO need to hit the hay xD#tomorrow i shall wake up and regret losing my temper so many times#but i take comfort i knowing that the level of vitriol expressed in these posts comes nowhere near kylo ren's level of RAAAAAAGE#i get scared quite easily irl even by sudden noises and movements but i think my body's stress reactions and impulses have adapted#to kylo ren's screams of fury. to the point where if a grown man were to kick up such a fuss in my face now i'd be as cool as a cucumber#contemptuous even#i was TERRIFIED of kylo for half the film and spent the other half so angry and indignant on behalf of the people he yelled at#i don't know if i can handle the last movie this one was unlike any viewing experience i've had in a while#i have been spoiled for many things so yes i know that there is Redemption yes i know there is Good Stuff i know there is Good in kylo#yes i know there's as much fluff pointless meandering and terrible lines in the next one as there was in this one#but life is short and this movie just took 2.5 hours out of my life so i Think Not#and i Know that y'all who watched tros and loved it (at least loved the ben/rey parts of it) love ben too#however i haven't the energy to endure another 2.5+ hour star wars movie without any of the original stuff's magic and wonder and fun#and the tlj kylo ren literally ticks all the boxes on my Men You Ought To Avoid At All Costs list#ticks 'em twice crosses out the lines and scribbles all over it in a sudden wild frenzy of fear apprehension and reproach#characterization is all over the place the plot is like riding a dollar store plastic toboggan down mt olympus backwards blindfolded#and handcuffed to a rabid horse's hind leg#tlj liveblog
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first moment since spring break ended... for to sit here and chill...
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I bought new lipstick today and also painted my TOEnails bc I have a date tomorrow. WHO AM I.
#why yes we’ve been penpals for over a month now#and we’ve FaceTimed at least once a week for the past month#and each call has been between 2.5-6 hours#why did I have to meet(?) someone who lives in a city 6 hours away??#why am I so excited#but also like we barely even have plans we just want to dress up and see where the night goes#GAH UGH WHY#though I guess it’s nice being excited about someone for the first time since earlier this year
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somehow managed to work out the nervous energy by formatting some work stuff
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the red/blue vs jedtavius poll has taught me more about maths in the past week than I ever learnt at school
#like specifically percentages#not really but I've been doing loads of maths in relation to that poll bc for some reason i'm so invested#witnessing the drama in the notes#the little guys were winning but literally they've gone down 2.5% in less than an hour#them winning was my one source of serotonin in the past week and my plan for if they lost was gonna be I'd read the other book to like#idk see what it's all about#but based on some people in the notes i now never wanna read that book in my life bc i don't wanna associate with them skfjsd#but no if the little guys lose i'm. idk. probably not gonna do anything except feel a vague feeling of sorrow and then move on with my life#but no this was the most intense poll I've ever watched unfold live wifjskf#ramble
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Was supposed to see Kurt Travis tonight in Oklahoma City. Literally got into Oklahoma and stopped for a bathroom break, checked my notifications and the show had been canceled due to bad weather in OKC
#drove 2.5 hours just to turn around#we were still like 2 hours out from okc#really lucky this is the firat time a show has been canceled while en route#also ive literally seen kurt perform 5 times in the past year so of the shows to be canceled at least ive seen him before#still very sad about it tho#hope it gets rescheduled to a date i can still attend#meghan complains
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