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happy birthday silver!!
#fun fact: i hate doing bday art but this was NEEDED. i was a woman possessed. this groovy fucked me UP#groovy was made in a lab specifically for me. im SICK im DESTROYED its so good. he fucking sweeps. we win#i need silver to stab the painting and be so upset abt it i need the Tension i AUGHHHHHH#silver i love u. i wanted him to touch the frame at first like gentle ponder vibes#but its a museum thats against the RULES. i have licked a statue at a museum but silver wouldnt break rules like that#anywho. im on mobile but i saw i have an ask so i gotta reply tmrw. ty to the anon for ur patience and thoughts i rly appreciate it#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#suntails
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oh HELL no. fuck this shit bruh iām so SICK OF THE MEGUMI HATE AGENDA
i pride myself on being one of, if not THE biggest megumi defender in a jjk server with over 240k members, and it's one thing to hate in the server and ping me for a debate or argument, but to DM ME IN OWN PERSONAL MESSAGES a warning of your hate agenda idk shit pisses me off tf
rant incomingā¦
like this is one of my friends in the server (i know, how can u be friends with a megumi hater, it's complicated) and we always keep that shit IN the server. to literally DIRECT MESSAGE ME with some shit like this, like why the FUCK would i ever want to hear about this shit.
just write your stupid hate post and everyone else in the server will ping me about it later. you don't need to come to my dos to tell me about your endless hate agenda, i see that enough in a server of TWO HUNDRED AND FOURTY THOUSAND MEMBERS as is
and man i am ALWAYS down for a good megumi debate, like YES let me pick apart his character and tell you WHY the choices gege made were SO IMPORTANT to his development and the story, but seriously what the FUCK is this?????? this is like literally ASKING me to block you???
it's one thing if there is hate in the server and someone is like "oh time to tag KFM, she'll handle this." it's another to literally want to PROVOKE a response out of me bc man i'm not taking that bait???? go somewhere else with this bruh this is why i stopped messaging in there
like i could literally go ON AND ONNN about why megumiās character is insanely important and impactful to the story. he is NOT your typical shonen deuteragonist and that is on PURPOSE!!!!! god forbid we have a male character in an action series that shows emotions and relies on them for his motivations and convictions
and itās always the people who just think that heās a loser or a bum or he never lives up to his potential that want to purposefully not understand the story or his writing that gege has so carefully crafted for megumi. like HE IS MEANT TO BE AN EMOTIONALLY DRIVEN CHARACTER GUYS THAT DOES NOT MAKE HIM LAME
and itās one thing to just not vibe with megumi. thatās whatever like i donāt get it but hey heās not everyoneās cup of tea, but why the FUCK are you hating sooooo much that you feel the need to write an ESSAY about your hatred towards this character UNPROVOKED ??? and why the FUCK are you dmāing ME about it???? because iām jjkcordād number one megumi defender?? thatās in THE JJK SERVER not in our fucking dms. literally get that shit out of here bc iām SO SICK of the megumi hate.
like at least in the server i can prepare myself and expect to see megumi hate. to MESSAGE ME OUT OF THE BLUE IN MY PERSONAL DMs literally has me seething at 11:40pm on a sunday fucking night.
i could say sooooo much more, but iāve said all i really could with megumiās character and i donāt feel the need to run it all into the ground the way these people do with their endless hate. get your fucking heads out of the fucking echo chamber that you have tunnel-visioned yourself into and learn that not everything in life needs to revolve around hating a fictional fucking character
#i literally cannot EXPRESS how much this pisses me off#like what kind of reply did you fucking want from me????#did you think iād be āoh hahaha i canāt wait to read it!!ā???#go fuck yourself#?????#like actually#FUCK OFF#miss me with this fucking bullshit this isnāt even fucking funny#iām not fucking laughing#no one is fucking laughing#this isnāt cute or funny or quirky or edgy#itās fucking sad#get the FUCK out of here#jjk#rant#jujutsu kaisen#megumi fushiguro#megumi#SICK OF THE BULLSHIT MEGUMI HATE IM LITERALLY FIGHTING THE URGE TO SAY K Y S#UGHHHHHHHH#tess yaps#tess RANTS
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#going through every stage of grief simultaneously#ITSNOT GONNA BE RHYTHM HEAVEN ITS NOT GONNA BE RHYTHM HEAVEN ITS NOT GONNABE RHYTHMHEAVEN ITS NOT GONNA BW RHYTJM HEAVEN#(pretends to not care about rhythm heaven so that it shows up in the direct)#SHUTUP#i hate you. i hte you. i hate you. i hate you#im gonna be sick#for context pyroro is a Reliable nintendo leaker. theyve successfully leaked a handful of things#and everyone is replying with RH to this particular post.#nobody talkto me#*pyoro sorry imgoing insane
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gritting my teeth and adding names to the group project of all those fucks who didnt contribute even an iota of their energy into this
#im so sick of this shit#fuck group projects#just fuck them#some people just???? read the messages in the group???#and didnt even do anything?????#not even a reply??? not even a reaction???#and i need to pretend like they actually participated in this shit???#this is why i fucking hate group projects#not much difference from doing it by myself#for fucks sake man#group project
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how do i make myself unattractive to all men forever
#i seriously cant man#so recently ive had a few conversations at work with this one dude right#and hes chill we got a few things in common#and yesterday he asked for my ig and for some reason mine wasnt popping up#so i just gave him my phone so i could follow his acc#tell me why this man added himself as a contact to ym phone without asking and texted me after my shift#and then tonight he sent me the fuckin two eyes lookin to the side emoji after i didnt reply to his last message at 11 pm#keep in mind hes 32#idk i just hate when dudes flirt w me bc it makes me feel so nauseous and uncomfortable like STOP LOOKING AT MEEEEEE#its probably just bc im a flaming lesbian BUT STILL!!! HOW DO I STOP THIS!!! I HATE IT it makes me feel so sick everytime#then i feel bad but at the same time leave me aloneeeee bruh
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to be so honest im starting to think i really need to see a professional for my social anxiety
#.meiās chatter Ėą¼ā ą¹ą£ ą£Ŗ Ė#it is so bad in ways i canāt even articulate but today i felt sick over having to send one text message and procrastinated the entire day#iāve gotten so bad recently#and thatās not even a fraction of the texts i need to reply to.. i feel like im crumbling under the weight of how awkward i am#and i hate it because im sure everyone thinks iām rude and i know it comes off as so weird when i reply to a text fucking SIX WEEKS late#but i genuinely feel so awful and guilty over it i just cannot make myself do it. iām so scared ill say the wrong thing or fuck up#or i just forget because i have memory issues but itās awful all the same and i feel so terrible#and i assume everyone hates me until i see them again because i never texted back and it makes me feel like an awful person#but i have good intentions and i really just want to give everyone the kindness they deserve but i get so scared to talk to ppl itās crazy#itās so awful. i really need it fixed it feels like itās rotting my soul and ruining my relationships#people will be so nice to me and then i just donāt get back to themā¦ itās horribly horribly rude and i know it i just get terrified#or i forget most the time i really do just forget but it feels bad all the same#i think it stems from like.. i donāt want to say the wrong thing so i need to think hard about what to say but then i forget or get so ->#caught up in trying to say the perfect thing that i get overwhelmed and procrastinate then forget entirely#iām an awful person i truly cannot stand myself#i guess the only way forward is to just be better in the future but fuck i feel so guilty
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never assume any of my posts are about Haz/bin hotel. I refuse to have anything of mine associated with that shit show. The ship discourse has been around way before it was even a thought and aroace and aroace coded characters have existed before it and will exist after it. This isn't new. this isn't a haz/bin exclusive problem. Do not assume that everyone who is in this conversation is talking about that show.
#text#im tired by how many people reply to my posts assuming that it's about haz/bin hotel or ala/stor#like you guys realize aroace characters exist outside of that shitty show right??? that ala/stor isn't the end all be all of rep#hell he's not even GOOD rep bro is literally walking cultural appropriation BUT YKNOW#it's like y'all took over the aroace tags and now assume everything in those tags is haz/bin hotel related#it's not#and i hate you#no reblogs because Im not about to start fights but jfc#im just sick of seeing in my tags āthis is about haz/bin hotelā fucking no it isn't get that shit away
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I hope people remember.
When Gaza is razed to the ground I hope people remember those who were lost. When the rest of the Palestinians who are being massacred all across Palestine are gone I hope the world remembers them all. I hope those who loved them celebrate their memory.
I hope the people whose hands are coated in the blood of these beautiful, brave people remember. I hope they are haunted by their actions every single moment of their entire lives. I hope they feel the suffering that every single Palestinian felt every second of their lives. I hope it's the last thought in their head when they die.
I will remember. I will never forgive.
#palestine#current events#the entire sky is red in gaza tonight#im trying so hard every day to keep it together but every single day this continues a piece of me is carved out#everytime I think it cannot get worse it does#im so worried that my friend will stop replying to my messages bc shes gone and I wont know it until later#shes a school teacher there#shes the most beautiful soul and im so sickened to think of her being gone#if she is taken from me I'll hate the entire world#and now they've e n tered the west bank and i have family there and I cannot stop thinking every day I'll get the news they are gone too#just like the 50 familes ENTIRE familes that were slaughtered#im so stressed everyday that im physically sick#and like I should be used to this bc this happens every year and im always hearing about someone dying but its never been like this before#never like this#they never saw us as humans and now they are exterminating us#ive looked into those soldiers eyes as a child and I saw no humanity for me there#tw: genocide
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people really love to conveniently forget trans men exist when they talk about feminism. or if they dont they make us out as also part of the problem as if we somehow are able to have the same amount of privilege as cis men. absolutely wild
#ānot all menā is a valid statement because its fucking true#like guys. seriously. not every single man is evil#feminism isnt about putting men down its about raising women up to be equal and getting rid of gender inequality#sorry im seeing a massive uptick in people hating on trans men for being men lately and its fucking stupid#like yall are doing a great job at making me feel ashamed to be a man who likes men. awesome thanks guys#i dont normally make posts like this but its been rattling around in my mind for a few days now#its always put out like. all men (trans or not) are Inherently Evil and all women (trans or not) are Inherently Victims#which is absolutely the stupidest shit ive ever seen#and they also leave out anyone who doesnt fit into the man/woman dichotomy. and if they dont its always seen as woman lite#which is also stupid as fuck#not every nb/agender/other person is feminine asshole#anways. case in point. can we stop demonizing masculinity while also discussing the effects of misogyny and the patriarchy please.#because both of those things are very real and very much do hurt people#but im sick of people lashing out at trans men as if the problem magically doesn't affect us anymore because we are men#because guess what! newsflash! it affects trans AND cis men too!!#i shouldnt have to explain it should be obvious but like. im tired man#sorry ill forever be annoyed at women who just hate every single man who dares breathe in their direction because they COULD be an asshole#if you hate someone because of their gender no matter what gender it is i Do Not Trust You#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk. replies are off cause i dont want to argue with people i just want to express my opinion
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WHEN did u rb ship bingo.... anyway throwing a spanner in the works here. tom cruise and james corden
i cant believe ur making me do this
anyway. i said what i said.
#no but honestly the potential is thereā¦#they have maleboss x girlwife energy and corden is SO cringe fail in his interviews with tc itās so funny#guy who just wants his wife to do something sick with him and she isnt having it š#also theyre both so sillaaaayyyy like u can tell tc is actually having fun doing shenanigans with corden on his show n i love that for him#anyway. i hate u for making me answer this /lh but then again ur the mcqruise person to me so im hardly surprised#ask#reply#tvheit#mutual
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almost 6am and im trying frantically to catch up on watching bnha because the dabi brainrot crashed into me like a semi
#unfortunately i am not immune to self shipping even now#mentally i have been in an on off weird love hate relationship with him for 6 years now . the frothing at the mouth started in 2018 for him#that is my man i fear#my pookie wookie#anyway im on season 5 now im like halfway through#im going to livescream in my own replies so i can stop annoying my friend (he is SICK of me)#i spake
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hmm i like actually wanna kms
#big oof š„“#if i try to talk im dramatic and emotional and only met with judgement ....#if i try to push it all down and pretend everythings fine i feel like im slowly dying#if i try to ask for help ppl only slap my hand away and dismiss me#if i complain im a negative pos who everyone hates#if i stfu and dont talk i feel miserable and like i have this big lump in my throat and i cant breathe#im never right or ok or valid or anything. im always wrong.....#im sad and lonely bc all i want is for someone to really truly love me and hold me#but truth is nobody cares that much if i would actually kms#but then im pathetic and whiny for crying in pain since i feel so alone and worthless#like honestlyyyy u can never win in life and esp if you're mentally ill and disordered and traumatized#and also just extremely sensitive even if u could choose u would choose to feel nothing#but ppl always complain no matter what i do :// im always doing smth wrong smth bad#like i didnt ask for everything that happened to me to happend and i didnt ask for it to shape me#and i dont want this or be like this bc my life is nothing but a miserable worthless waste of space#but im trying but im all alone in a dark hole like 12ft underground#and people who might see me wont do anything to help or just walk on their merry way#they will take a shovel and shovel even more dirt on top of me and make it even harder for me to crawl out of this hole#and like idek what im talking abt but this world is insane and people are fucking insane#and all everyone has is judgement and cruelness and calousness and like#ppl are just mean and they get personally attacked and angry if you dont live according to their standards and views and idk#ppl are insane and i feel so alone and im lying here knowing that my life is absolutely nothing#and im tired and i just wanna not exist. but really all i want is for someone to look me in the eyes and tell me i matter bc ive never#wanted to be saved. i've only ever wanted to be seen and known and like idfk.... i just dont#feel good but as always... i have to lie here alone and try not to kms bc i dont have anyone to ask to just talk to me for a little moment#like i cant even imagine... asking someone like hey i wanna kms pls talk to me for a moment#and have them reply immediately and idk i wouldnt even need long just like 10 minutes.#sigh idek what im rambling on abt im just so sick and tired and exhausted and i dont wanna die not really#but im so exhausted bc i have to carry this pain every day and people are so fucking awful but i dont wanna be alone and i just dont know
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idk maybe this is just me being a baby but i donāt like at all how extremely common it is as slang now to call people slow or r*tarded/restarted or ask if someoneās autistic/acoustic/afflicted with the tism/insert gross euphemism for not understanding the lightest of things. ok yeah itās always been a problem but i feel like it dipped until people remembered being ableist is cool
#fuck im just so sick of losing trust more and more when people call each other r*tarded/slow as jokes or actual insults#genuinely sickens me#also yeah sorry about censoring the r slur. i just dont like using it at all it grosses me out#i hate seeing it everywhere where in slang if someone doesnāt get an intensely specific advanced fandom joke or smth#all the replies will be like āummm are you a restarted acoustic? are you acoustic perchance? tism baby?ā#its autism awareness month!!!!! can we be fucking respectful and stop calling each other shitty outdated terms!!!!#rant#<- this oneās ranty im just sad right now
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besties i'm in a Situation and idk what to do
#salisha speaks#lets start by saying that my and my gf broke up#the long distance shit was just Not working#i hate hate hate it i miss her but it is what it is#i was lonely and feeling insane so i downloaded a dating app and i was confused abt my sexuality#so i also put it on men and i matched with a guy#and it was like fun and shit but then i got stressed so i told him im a lesbian and he ghosted me#then in the meantime i deleted and redownloaded the dating app bc im just crazy like that x#and then we matched again š and now were talking again#and he explained why he didnt reply and like i get it#but now im just so confused bc like i kind of like him but also i dont and idk if bi or a lesbian and im so SICK OF ITTTT#and all my friends are telling me to drop him bc im like. gay gay š and like yah but also idk#im so CONFUSEDDDD#on the one hand i wanna block him and never think about him again#but then again why dont i just try it out and see what happens...#what do yall think i should do i feel genuinely insane
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i want a neopets nostalgia website you can't log into, it just always looks like you're logged in to the original site circa late 2000s and the main purpose of the fansite is just to recreate the feeling of going onto neopets to do your dailies as a kid. you can click around the world map, and take something from the omelet even though you don't have an account and thus an inventory, and you can spin the wheels, and you can go look in the shops even though you cant really buy anything, and you can go play the old flash games because they've been converted somehow, and maybe there's even a fabricated issue of the neopian times you can check. like it's all very simplified and obviously entire sections of the site like the battle dome would be missing, but you can Get That Feeling again just by poking around. no accounts, so no logging in needed and no large server space or cybersecurity required for the host (not that the real neopets ever had the latter), i just want to click on little secrets on the world map and play the hannah trilogy or ice cream factory or caves & corridors again
#i watched the neopets controversies history video like two weeks ago and ive been thinking about neopets ever since#feel like shit just want her back....#i have literally 0 clue what the site looks like now but i bet its Very Different#and i know a lot of games got lost in the flash conversion#like ive been tempted to make an account just to poke around one more time but 1) i hate making accounts#and 2) they have proven that they cannot handle the pressure of not giving your info out#i want to experience mcdonalds in-the-game era neopets again you feel me#in my perfect vision for this website even the random encounters are scripted into the pages with a boosted chance of occuring#since you're not going to be on the site long and they like. all have static references like its always One Pet In The Code that gets sick#or This Item that gets given or stolen#so it would be a lot simpler and still work with a dummy account page#but it would be there.... like even the money tree would be there just on a static cycle#that would be greatly reduced from how it worked actually lol#also does ANYBODY remember the game with the berries where you tried to get as many of them together as possible i cant remember the name#(also im going to continue gathering replies on that thing for a bit so you get neopets posting instead)#words and things#update: i went to the neopets website and its literally links to their merch and shit#i mean i know theres content there once you log in but wheres MY neopets!!
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i understand why group projects exist but why does it feel more like a an extra big solo project. honestly im not against doing this on my own but that's not allowed so instead im doing it mostly on my own and the other person gets credit too im going crazy
#im trying so hard not to be a hater but i was sick for the past two weeks and they have done nothing during that time#and the project is due monday and i just texted them with a fucking planning for it like bestie you could at least make a planning????#it's the bare minimum#and the reply i got was just ok#my eye is genuinely twitching i hate group projects#criminology is a joke#ramble gamble
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