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I hate this so mucn. Misaki deserved to live. She deserved to see her daughter grow up. She deserved to be shown that all her healing and effort meant something. She didn't deserve to die a few footsteps away from her sleeping daughter. She didn't deserve any of this.
YOU WEREN'T.
SHE WASN'T.
God i want to hold her and tell her she wasn't, she made mistakes just like many people in bad situations but she a human being and at heart a good person.
HER LAST WORD WAS MIRI. IT WAS MIRI. AND IM GLAD THAT SICK FUCK NEVER GOT TO HEAR IT.
#Im actually shaking rn yall don't understand#im shaking#i still cant believe this happened#i cant take this#I CANT#last time i ever watch a show without its source material i swear it#i can't do this anymore#i wanted the found family back together but not like this#never like this#buddy daddies#episode 11
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I hate the whole concept of jeankasa solely because it's humiliating to jean. he will spend the rest of his life knowing mikasa not only does not chose him but will never love him fully. he spent five years of his life fighting by her side, saved her life twice and she never gave him the time of the day (she didn't had to. that's not what I'm saying at all). it's so infuriating, I felt genuine rage thinking about it lmao
imagine you're Connie or Reiner and seeing they both getting married, how ridiculous would sound. imagine your wife taking your child to the grave of her first love, buried in the scarf he gave her, years and years of her openly yearning for a man who died. imagine how much of an object of mockery he would be socially.
i adore mikasa and she was only 19, she totally deserved a life of bliss and find love again. I just could never believe that she would love jean this way. aaand the anime credits leave absolutely no room for doubt, that man is a 100% jean. I fucking hate it.
#lua rants about stuff#not tagging characters#don't want to polute anybodies tags#there's people who genuinely love them as a couple and I would totally have too#but not like this#never like this#jean has been portrait as a character who doubts of himself too much to be so openly treated as the consolation prize#to a woman who refused to move on
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I hope people remember.
When Gaza is razed to the ground I hope people remember those who were lost. When the rest of the Palestinians who are being massacred all across Palestine are gone I hope the world remembers them all. I hope those who loved them celebrate their memory.
I hope the people whose hands are coated in the blood of these beautiful, brave people remember. I hope they are haunted by their actions every single moment of their entire lives. I hope they feel the suffering that every single Palestinian felt every second of their lives. I hope it's the last thought in their head when they die.
I will remember. I will never forgive.
#palestine#current events#the entire sky is red in gaza tonight#im trying so hard every day to keep it together but every single day this continues a piece of me is carved out#everytime I think it cannot get worse it does#im so worried that my friend will stop replying to my messages bc shes gone and I wont know it until later#shes a school teacher there#shes the most beautiful soul and im so sickened to think of her being gone#if she is taken from me I'll hate the entire world#and now they've e n tered the west bank and i have family there and I cannot stop thinking every day I'll get the news they are gone too#just like the 50 familes ENTIRE familes that were slaughtered#im so stressed everyday that im physically sick#and like I should be used to this bc this happens every year and im always hearing about someone dying but its never been like this before#never like this#they never saw us as humans and now they are exterminating us#ive looked into those soldiers eyes as a child and I saw no humanity for me there#tw: genocide
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Villain era, but not like this
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God, I'm this close to dropping this godforsaken manga. This close. I hate it, I hate what's currently happening, I hate Gege, and I hate how much influence this manga has on me.
Like, it's truly fascinating how this manga made me mourn for Gojo TWICE, made me melancholic towards Nanami and his end (like, legit, the whole day I was just feeling sorry for him), how I still say "It wasn't so bad" and think of Nobara, how I've been crying for these fictional characters.
I've never done it. I watched and read Attack on Titan and it was fine. My favourite characters died and I was fine. The ending came and I was fine.
But JJK?
I think this manga truly is cursed. Gege must be a genius because WHY I keep coming back to this manga when all it does is to hurt me more and more?!
Ugh, seriously, chapter 236 killed my heart and now chapter 261 killed my soul. I hate this manga and obviously I will read the new chapter after the break.
#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#just writer things#gojo satoru#you will pay for my therapist gege#im insane and its gege fault#gege is the worst but im still going to read that hellish manga till the end#i wanted him back but not like this#never like this#gege made me feel what Gojo felt during Shibuya when he saw Kenjaku#god i hate gege
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Infinity Countdown: Black Widow June 20, 2018
#i've fought#fought#fought battles#battles#unconventional#unconventional battles#in my day#my day#day#never#never like this#like what#never like#like what i'm up against#what i'm up against#what#up against
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JAMES DID NOT JUST
HE DID NOT JUST OPEN THE DOOR TO THEIR BEDROOM WITH A FUCKING PISTOL-
#boy calm down#james herondale#cordelia carstairs#herondaisy#HERONDAISY#i love them so much i'm about to cry tears of relief#but matthew#my matthew#i've wanted this for so long#but not like this#never like this#chain of thorns#chot#maereads
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Well I did think they were going to find her body this episode
#but not like this#never like this#fucking angry now#god why couldn’t it just be a simple little murder mystery?#why’d they have to make it complicated?#no catharsis for me tonight#mad at everyone who was right#school spirits spoilers#school spirits
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i don't think it's talked about enough the genuine sorrow of being an introject and losing your source partner. knowing you'll never see them again, knowing you won't hear their voice at the beginning and end of every day, knowing that you won't be able to hold them close again and it leaving a hole in your heart where they used to be.
#she was my everything and now i'll never hear her voice again#and it hurts more than i thought#i knew i would lose her someday but not like this#never like this#i'm sorry candle. if i had any last words to you; they would be just that.#is this how loss feels?#🤍#silver speaks#introjects#osdid#system things#did#osdd#systems
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Absolutely seething right now
#babsbles#words#I can accept words are meaningless in an abstract sense#but not like this#never like this
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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Back in 2017 I signed up for one of the Cards Against Humanity sillies and did their Cards Against Humanity Saves America. Basically they were like fuck Tr*mp and his border wall and used the funds from the campaign to buy land and to make all 150,000 contributors part owners of said land across the US/Mexico border.
It was fun and silly and I got a little certificate.
Today I got an email that Elon Musk illegally annexed that land for SpaceX and that CAH are suing him over it. So possibly I’ll get like $100 if they manage to win a lawsuit and stick it to Musk. It’s like even more bang for my original buck.
#ramblies#cards against humanity#CAH#I have never ever regretted being on their mailing list like truly it’s always great#every Black Friday I love joining their antics#elongated muskrat
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The funniest homophobia I ever experienced was a Mormon lady at my work telling me she would accept me being gay because we have to get along as coworkers but I really should consider not being gay because gay people have sex like animals (especially gay men) and she just couldn't stop thinking about it and how gross we are. She started really getting distressed, near tears, and saying 'I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop." over and over and miming some kind of sex acts with her hands and I was like ?????? What is happening???? One of the other Mormon ladies had to come over and pat her on the back and help her sit down to help her calm down and our boss gave her the afternoon off due to being too upset to work.
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walkable cities also means sittable cities send tweet
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[guy who doesnt watch shows voice] yeah ive been meaning to watch that show
#spitblaze says things#i mean i do. but my issue is that i play/watch/read things at a snails pace#and have a bad habit of starting something and never finishing it#so i end up limiting myself#also also adhd doesnt like it when i have to give one thing my undivided attention if its not taking up as much processing power#as something like a video game#doin numbers
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