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still baffled that one popular anti-dany argument pre s8 was that since she was wearing black she leaning toward the Dark Side™...... as if in the same series another unambigously heroic protagonist didn't enlist into the night's guard where everyone must wear black, and the series' author wasn't explicitly against this kind of stereotypical tropes lmao
#like mind you the antis were right. this was very much what got was aiming for with her wardrobe#...... but they were SO dumb for this. so incompetent#i can't take it seriously because of all the reasons i mentioned above#it's not simply an anti dany thing; it's anti asoiaf core themes#grrm really put an effort in deconstructing so many simplicistic fantasy tropes (beauty = goodness&ugliness/deformity = evil.#the knight core beliefs - where the truest knight in the 7 kingdoms is an ugly young woman etc.)#what's next? we are supposed to root for the starks because their house colors are grey/WHITE and therefore inherently good? lol#also targaryens' colors are black and red. of course dany was wearing them when she finally came to westeros#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#got negativity#daenerys targaryen#val speaks#val rambles in the tags#txt
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Ok aparently this is a VERY unpopular opinion but I need to express myself or else I'll die
The amount of people that believe Husk was a horrible person and an abuser just like Val when he was an Overlord is upsetting me — NOT SAYING IT'S A BAD OR UNVALID INTERPRETATION, I just personally don't like it (and don't believe it), everytime I see someone saying that I just feel sad🙂
"oh you're biased cause you're a Husk fan" yes I am, so what?
#anyway this is silly i didnt mean to be rude or anything#but literally i've seen people saying they dont sympathize with husk's pain and the he needs/deserves to be in this position#basically justifying alastor's abuse and (intentionally or not) implying that even Valentino can change for the better if he loses his powe#(no Val can't lol)#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin hotel valentino#huskerdust#in my view not ALL overlords are monsters — the system is corrupted and cruel but it doesn't mean every individual there is terrible#like. carmilla herself loves her daughters more than anything and despises the Vees so#(yeah what i mean to say is not every overlord is like Alastor or the Vees)
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Messages keep getting clearer Radio's on, and I'm moving 'round my place I check my look in the mirror I wanna change my clothes, my hair, my face ▶
From the first draft of the corpo!val longfic...
“Good afternoon, welcome. Are you checking in?”
He steps forward to the counter, releasing his touch on Val at last. “Yes. Mitch and Valerie Anderson.”
“Yes, Mr. Anderson, I see your reservation here: four weeks in our lovely Morro suite. It is fully stocked one bedroom with full service kitchen and balcony with a water view.”
“One bedroom?” he falters; he’s certain Val told him there would be two.
“Yes, sir. Is that a problem?”
His eyes slide over to Val as the visual distortion increases and more hormones pump into his system. She squeezes his bicep as she steps up to the counter.
“I believe we had a reservation for your two bedroom suite. I adore my husband,” she says, pausing to look up at him with a sweet smile, and her touch grounds him somewhat. “But this man snores like a fleet of AVs. If I have to share a bedroom with him, I will be suing you to pay for our divorce, and for damages.”
Val’s face lights up as she laughs and he follows her lead, throwing his head back and guffawing.
“Please, for the sake of my marriage,” he says, still chuckling as he turns back to the receptionist. “Don’t wanna test that prenup.”
Val laughs and swats him with her other hand.
“Let me see what I can do,” the receptionist says and smiles politely. She resumes typing and moments later looks up at them. “I apologize for that oversight. I do have a two bedroom suite available. There will be a slight price difference.”
Mitch waves his hand dismissively. “Whatever Valerie wants, she gets.”
She gives a laugh that he can describe as sultry as she leans into him, and he slides his organic hand down her back to her waist, pulling her tight against his side.
“Of course, sir. We have adjusted our records. One moment please.”
A new alert pops up in the corner of his HUD, SCAN INITIATED, and it’s time for the first real test of the soft. The new deck from Vik shows the data being received by the scanner:
MITCHELL ANDERSON DOB: 2028-04-29 NATIONALITY: NUSA ....
The data flowing from his deck matches the info packet passed on by Val and he releases the breath he’s been holding. He glances over at Val who’s watching him, and he gives her a lopsided smile and presses a kiss to her forehead. The chemicals taper off and the disorientation plateaus but he continues to focus on Val, on the feel of her against his side and the soft skin of her arm under his calloused fingertips.
“Very well, you are all checked in,” the receptionist says. “Please let us know if there is anything you require, otherwise please enjoy your stay.”
“Thank you,” Val says with a warm smile, and he nods with an awkward smile.
When the valet directs them away from the desk, Mitch finally releases his grip on Val’s waist and follows her to a bank of elevators.
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#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#cp2077edit#dailygaming#my screens#mitch anderson#cyberpunk mitch#valerie vermilion#corpo!val#mitch x v#mitch x fem v#mitch in corpo!val au#mitch in a suit 🥵#i can't believe it's not breezy#bc i think i channeled them when i took this set 😭🥰#i've narrowed the au name down to “all that glitters” and “fools gold”#maybe i should run a poll lol#bruce springsteen#dancing in the dark#wash's writing#unnamed corpo au story that is consuming my brain#shippy everyday#shippy saturday#au: all that glitters#born to run#mitch x val
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Caitha's connections to Filianore and Nito
Me and @katyspersonal have been developing more reasons for Caitha to be Filianore's mother, but before we do that we need to establish a different theory about Caitha's parents. I think one of them had to be Nito. Let's go over everything:
Caitha is a Goddess connected with death and darkness
Nito controls death, which is a power aligned with the dark. Caitha is revered as a goddess of grief, who sheds tears for the dead, and allows people a peaceful departure to the afterlife. However, her nature is pervaded by a kind of darkness that makes some doubt her true nature, to the point they even assume she is some sort of demoness/evil goddess. In fact, her chime in DS2 is exclusively an hex catalyst, which are all sorts of dark-aligned spells.
I think the only way to explain Caitha's close ties to death and her conflicting nature as a goddess with dark elements to her is to assume she is connected to Nito in some way. After all, the Gods/Lords aren't naturally aligned with the dark in this universe.
There are some people who might put into question her validity as a goddess, since she was introduced in DS2, and in that game it is insinuated that some people could also go down in history as gods through the passing of lore, which is what happened with Pharis, morphing into Evlana, Goddess of the Hunt. After all, if Caitha had been a normal human her connection to darkness would be a no-brainer! That's just humanity's true nature.
However, Evlana and only Evlana is outright identified as a human-turned-god, and it's the devs who spell it out for us too. And even more damning is her prominence in DS3 as a key figure in the Way of White, which dispells any doubt. Gwyndolin, the new Allfather after Lloyd, would probably know who is and isn't a genuine god, and treat them accordingly. She seems to be the only other prominent goddess at the time outside of him and Gwynevere, so she had to have been relevant to Gwyndolin's family specifically.
Nito is connected to family
There's a belief that Pinwheel is some father trying to revive his dead family, and this is why he is wearing family masks, but I think the idea isn't really that satisfying at all. The masks are designed after Greek theater masks, and simply depict archetypes...
However, they could be depicting something indeed, but instead of Pinwheel's family, they might be depicting Nito's. All the family masks prominently appear in the Catacombs on various statues and traps.
Several Pinwheels also appear to be guarding the room before Nito's boss arena, implying there's more of them than just the one we defeated previously.
These also can't be clones of the first Pinwheel because they have full health and didn't dissipate after his death, unlike the ones he makes during his boss fight. And why would Pinwheel defend the entrance to the lord he betrayed? It's stated that the one found in the Catacombs is a traitor who stole Nito's power for himself.
To me, it implies that all of Nito's acolytes, his powerful necromancers, wear the family masks in reverence to him.
And these masks aren't the only set of three things connected to Nito, he and the number 3 actually go hand-in-hand. Inside his boss room we can find three coffins! The big one, where Nito sleeps, a smaller one (but still much larger than a human coffin) besides him, and a third one, tucked away and hidden from view.
Water's strange prominence
Nito seems to have a passive connection to water. In the deepest part of the Tomb of the Giants, there's a shallow pool of water where an endless army of baby skeletons rises from, there are pools of water in his own boss room, and even the Catacombs feature a lot of flowing water and pools. In DS2 we meet the Milfanito and Brightbugs, creations of the Gravelord who inhabit the Shrine of Amana, a giant underground lake. However, Nito himself does not display any real water powers, but perhaps his wife might have.
Looking at the mask of the mother, we can notice how different she looks compared to the father and child. It's harder to make any feature out, and she seems to be wearing a crown of some sort. This crown features a wave-like pattern too.
Coupled with the large coffin besides Nito's, it's safe to say his wife must have been one of the people of Anor Londo, one of the Gods. It is also very fair that Death would find a partner in a Goddess of Water, an element often connected with life. After all, Nito did create life at some point, with the Fenito, Milfanito and Brightbugs, and it wasn't simply a matter of reanimating corpses like he usually does. Perhaps that was allowed through this specific union. In fact, the pool of endlessly-spawning skeleton babies could have been birthing grounds for these beings. Only, the pool has probably gone dry from her absence, so it's only capable of... that.
Nito is a Giant
Nito himself isn't a Lord/God but rather a Giant, evidenced from his domain (the Tomb of the Giants), the fact he was the first being to die making him incredibly ancient, and his affinity with darkness which is irreconcilable with the light-based humanoids. Sure, in Japanese it's stated that the Tomb of the Giants is where the Gods were buried, but the name of the area is still "of the Giants".
If Nito was a god, and it was a burial ground exclusive to gods, the area could have easily been named "Tomb of the Gods". Not to mention the various Giant Skeletons found patrolling the area, some of them even seemingly more monstrous and primal. The size of his coffin also feels like it's bold-enough evidence to positively make this conclusion.
Giants seem to have been the first humanoid race to rise from the First Flame, and in DS2 we see what are probably the most ancient race of Giants we know of, who don't seem to truly die in the traditional sense, only entering a "different" stage of life and growing seeds to grow new giants from. Their souls also have a small dark core surrounded by a mass of light.
I think they must have been the ancestors of all other beings, born in a similar manner to the golems in Drangleic and Eleum Loyce, back when souls first appeared. Maybe they inhabited the wooden husks of the Archtrees and gave them life. The DS1/3 Giants would come shortly after, still holding both light and dark within, then Lords/Gods and Pygmies, who evolved to lean more towards one of the two elements. Those Giants would be the first beings with the ability to "die" then, instead of living once again like the DS2 Giants, and Nito would be the first of them to perish, as his title suggests. He is, after all, the "first of the dead".
Some people might think the title simply means he is the first among the dead, but Wolnir actually seems to confirm it's meant to be taken literally. While lost in the international translation, his soul mentions a desire to be "the last of the dead", which parallels Nito.
(The retranslation is from LastProtagonist's Bloodborne document, in the Dark Souls WIP section, you can find it here [x])
The translation we got does share a similar sentiment, with him being keen to outlive everyone, but the Nito connection is lost. So yes, Nito was the first to die, and that strenghtens the connection with the Giants, who appear to be the most ancient humanoid race.
This explains why he would be able to withstand the dark that comes with death, and even prefer it to the light, judging from how dark his domains usually are (Tomb of the Giants, but also the Undead Crypt). It would also explain why a potential offspring with a God would be able to harbor both the light and the dark without issue.
Caitha is death and water
So, if Nito rules over death and his wife controls water, their child would show an affinity for water, no? Indeed, Caitha has certain connections to the water element, and the most evident one comes in the form of tears.
Caitha's tears have magical traits, and increase power or defense the closer to death one is depending on if they were shed for the undeserving dead or for those who have lost loved ones, tears of sorrow and grief.
One of her miracles, Tears of Denial, also allowed the dying a few precious moments to say their proper farewells to their loved ones. If her mother was indeed a goddess of water and life, it would make sense she'd have the power to grant such a thing. She would be holding time back just enough for all of this to be possible.
Her last miracle is Caressing Tears, which cleanses the body from all kinds of poisons, from bleeding wounds and even from frostbite.
This one is probably the most interesting, as it shares the same function and (almost) icon with an old sorcery featured in DS1, Remedy, developed by Yulva the Sealer to help the sick in Blighttown.
The spell, similarly to Ingward's Resist Curse, appears to use a blue, splash-like particle. The Sealers of New Londo seem to have been healers prior, and may have had some control over water, since it's what was used to seal away New Londo. The cleansing nature of water is likely what allowed them to heal people, and might also be what allows Caitha to heal the sick as well.
The Cathedral of the Deep was dedicated to Caitha
As I stated before, Caitha gained a lot of relevance in DS3, becoming one of the most important gods in Carim, the new "capital" for the Way of White. This newfound relevance is evident when looking at the Cathedral of the Deep. This Cathedral wasn't always dedicated to the worship of the Deep, as the Deacons once watched over and sealed that corruption away before being touched by it themselves.
Many statues of weeping figures can be found inside the building. The most prominent one is a weeping maiden, seen all throughout the Cathedral both inside and outside.
Most of them are in-fact covered up by a red cloth, as if denouncing their affiliation to her. This enimity towards Caitha is further reinforced through the efforts of hiding away Caitha's Chime, considered anathema by one of the three Archdeacons.
The in-game description mentions the Archbishop but it was simply a bit that the localizers lost while translating the text. In Japanese the kanji used is the same for the Archdeacons as opposed to that used for the Archbishop of Carim. I have a whole post about that actually ahah, and it also gives more insight on the Church of the Deep: [x]
But yeah, in short, the Cathedral was once dedicated to Caitha. The large graveyard outside is probably further evidence of this, seeing as her domain is mourning and grief. But she was also someone who healed and cleansed, which is possibly what the Deacons were doing before turning to the worship of the Deep. The Cathedral also features pools of water within, which feels all too relevant after all our previous discussions about Caitha's potential mother and her own connection to the element of water.
The Deep and water
The Deep itself is strongly connected to water. What Aldrich saw was an age of the Deep Sea, and the Murkmen who dwell within grow all sorts of barnacles and what seems to be mussels on their bodies.
It's said it was once a peaceful place that has been corrupted, and now filth and abominations reside within. Some assume it was Aldrich himself that corrupted it, but I doubt a single man could have such power, no matter how abominable and twisted he was. What likely happened to the Deep is that the stagnant nature of the world caused it to stagnate as well. The concept of "穢れ" (kegare) is very common in these games.
So, the Deep is connected with water. The Deacons of Caitha were safeguarding it in her Cathedral before it corrupted them. I think the Deep was once good, and that spells like Remedy were drawing from it... but signs of corruption were already beginning in the form of the Vagrants. They have always been bizarre creatures, with a very clear sea-life motif to them. It's my belief that they were some of the original inhabitants of the Deep before it went bad.
Vagrants appear where players have died and lost plenty of humanity. These crab-like creatures might have first found the Human Dregs, the heaviest things within the human body, consumed them, and got a taste for them.
Crabs are a very common bottom feeder after all, eating all sorts of stuff that sinks into whatever body of water they inhabit. At the time of DS1 there were probably less dregs to be found as the cycle was still young and not as stagnant, so to seek more they must have crawled out in search of fresh humanity. It's worth noting the core of murky darkness inside them, perhaps an early sign of the corruption to come.
Filianore, her powers and her egg
With all of this cleared out, we can finally talk about Filianore, who we believe is the daughter of Gwyn and Caitha. Filianore is a pretty mysterious figure, and her powers seem to be a bit unclear. She has a sacred chime that boosts healing miracles (half of which are connected to Gwynevere), enanchment miracles (seemingly only Sacred Oath, related to the Firstborn) and the one cure miracle in the game, which belongs to Caitha.
Filianore herself seems to have been affected by darkness at least somewhat, with black streaks coming out of her closed eyes, and the large egg with a dark core within, very reminiscent of the Vagrants we discussed earlier.
I think Filianore inherited some affinity with the Dark from her mother's side, which was probably one of the reasons she was given to the Pygmies instead of someone like Gwynevere. Her powers must have also been about the manipulation and distorsion of time itself, which could explain why the Ringed City seems to be in a better condition than the rest of the world, which piled up together into the Dreg Heap. Like Caitha and her Tears of Denial, she might have had the ability to manipulate time, though instead of reversing death for a short while she could make time flow slowly. Both are holding a specific process back (death for Caitha and time for Filianore). I think it's her blood relation to Gwyn that allowed her to master this power so effectively, as time only exists the way it does because of Fire.
Maybe Gwyn sought to keep the Pygmies stuck in a time bubble that would keep them always behind everyone. I believe he didn't lie to Filianore when he said he'd be back for her, but he simply wished to bide his time to find a way to conquer the Dark before the end of his Age, something that never came to pass. So when we see the Ringed City, we are seeing a point in time that's way behind the current one. Despite that, we can tell a long time has passed in this time bubble too by the state of disrepair of the city, as well as the presence of an advancing Deep.
The egg itself is really interesting. If Vagrants are from the Deep, thus are connected with water, her holding one of them since before any corruption would have started polluting the world is very interesting. Maybe this power or gift relates less to her mother Caitha and more to her grandmother. It seems to act as a seal of some sort, as when the egg finally breaks Filianore is able to wake up. However, this causes time to start flowing again all at once, causing us to jump super forward in time and find ourselves in the ashen wasteland that we see at the end of the Ringed City DLC.
#dark souls#dark souls 3#dark souls 2#filianore#caitha goddess of tears#gravelord nito#cathedral of the deep#vagrant#pinwheel#oooook this should be all!!!#I have liked the idea that nito is caitha's dad for quite a while now lol#so it feels nice to finally get this all out#and to add to how filianore is probably her daughter too#honestly... nito's family drama is incredible lmao#mfr is clearly depressed by the time we see him#his birthing pool dry... clear sign of divorce#and instead of going to therapy he sends his simps to spread evil#I enjoy how develop caitha has become honestly#and can't wait to find a design and name for the water goddess#val-post
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We all know Kazuya's feelings on the relationship so no need for me to dive into that further but Jun's side on Kazjun to me is 'he is my equal and counterpart and I am my most authentic version of myself when loving him' and 'there is a lot more to him than the coldness that he demonstrates outwardly to the world at large' but also a wee bit of 'he's a dramatic fashionista and it's funny/cute'
#personal#val rambles#i've been writing a jun pov thing on her reflecting after being asked why she loves him and this is my quickest dirtiest summary lol#loving him is jun being true to herself and you can't change my mind on that!
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paulina and valerie
#the girl in question being sam obviously#see i don't think paulina is usually this dense when it comes to liking someone yk when it's boys but since sam's not a boy#she's like oh well idk maybe he's just being friendly yk#and meanwhile val's had to put up w sam's gayass liking her too and she's like OH MY GOD I CAN'T STAND EITHER OF YOU PLS#the reason i said val and not star bc despite star being paulina's bestie she does NOT support her liking sam#not bc she's homophobic no she just thinks she can do better lol#danny phantom#robi rambles
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emu's new costume is literally the sweetest thing ever i need to get her next year (said the guy who hasn't gotten an emu 4* once)
#i pulled on a no colorfes lim banner once. and it didn't go well#(i had to spark val nene fuck you girl i hate you. but at least she's pretty)#HOPEFULLY i won't have to spark annikasa and i'll be able to have more savings for colorfes emukasa#and then i won't have to spark them either (although i doubt it because of my. emu luck)#AND THEN MAYBE I'LL BE ABLE TO GET 60K FOR THIS EMU GOD BLESS#i mean it's 5 months after the colorfes ends. it should be fine?#especially if i don't drain too much from my anni savings#i'm at 69k rn but there's still this GODDAMN SANRIO!!! and its stupid 2* exchange rules so i need to do 6 pulls on it at worst.#(maybe 4 i don't oshi rui that much compared to emunenekasa maybe i can sacrifice him)#(with great pain and despair and i hope i won't have to do it though)#SIGH saving's so hard. and it means no wl ichisaki for me )):#thank god i can get them on hako banners but i can't see myself pulling on a leoni banner though lol#the only time i did it was nsnf and still i got saki off set few months later#AND I STILL DON'T HAVE ICCHAN SO NOT WORTH IT (she's my dream pick this year)#maybe saki6 or smth since icchan5 is too close to the emu mix 2#rip#ri says the less serious things. the tag
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He's trying his best, come on.
Uehehehehehe
#please pretend the anatomy is good I have no time to fix it#super duper busy but I'm alive promised#anyway I can't picture val as anything but a super passive pillow princess no matter how much I try#unless you're the love of his life or he's particularly sexually frustrated he's not lifting a finger#I'm calling him out but he strikes me as the type who would consider giving head as degrading lol#I can't believe this is the first time I sketched them in bed together wtf#the arcana#valucio#lucio morgasson#consul valerius#my art#uuuuuuhhhhh I don't know how to tag it without risking being striked#not sfw#????? genius
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like production-wise you're losing me is so blah but unfortunately the lyrics hit way too hard
#how can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dying 🚬😔#can you tell I'm on my period and thinking about my ex 🤡#anyway lol#val talks
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i mean i make jokes about angel being pregnant with crunchwrap supremes and about his IUD being autographed by asmodeus but if he did actually get pregnant it would be the most horrible thing ever for several reasons
#(trans/angel)#1. no way of knowing who so can't open a lawsuit abt it at his job#2. probably wouldnt be allowed to sue b/c of val anyway#3. literally in hell#4. lack of his own bodily autonomy#5. cant hit the birth control ppl with a lawsuit b/c again it's hell and they probably have no court system lol#6. hospitals in hell in general#7. really hard for him to stay sober#8. heavens bullshit hypocritical reaction while charlie is using him as an example#9. media reaction if anyone found out#10. getting in a huge fight with husk again (mainly just angel yelling tho b/c husk wants help but doesnt know how)#11. if it's val's that would make shit especially fucked up#12. best case scenario with his dad is that he just wouldnt care#hazbin hotel#angel dust#headcanon
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Yo, Val your amigo is being haunted by Sephiroth
Oh I know very well, and sadly, I cannot do much about it. It's really like a trainwreck, isn't it? Can't do anything but watch... well, I CAN do something, and that something is this:
Here's an artistic depiction of what's going on right now.
As for what I think, I personally do not approve of such terrible behavior... but mostly because KEFKA IS BETTER FOOLS!!! CLOWNMAXXING NIHILIST FTWWWWW!!!! Sephirots in a bin can go cry to his mommy!!!!!
(Yes, Exdeath also rules)
#val-post#val-responds#the sephiroth wars#lmao kat what have you unleashed! now I am involved as well!!!#oh it really can't be helped can it?#but yes this is a clown blog#of course this guy's would be my fave lol#that said I also like sephiroth but for the purpose of this great event I'll take a stance on the side of no one but the annoying evil clow#I'm sorry you had to find out this way Crow... I really am.......#(also I am serious Exdeath rules. I love arboreal villany)
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im so fucking happy i have someone else to infodump about the chipjinkas........ you will hear my chaos whether you like it or not
#im fucking normal for vosim okay. all of you will hear me#i've been drawing vosim and dee jink since march/april of '22 and seeing these babeys have their own story au be made is just#i can't even describe it. the joy <3#been trying to research shit about the 90s because i was not there to witness the 90s lol#and ive also been fixing up my art style because there's more of them now#cake the rat (me in 2022) would be screaming about this. since my hyperfix was at its peak back then.........#i wonder how ill i would've gotten from the amount of stimming i did lol#wonder if vosidee will be real. probably not but it's just stuff to think about.........#:3333333333333#val squeaks
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#tfw you find a character design for sale and he is PERFECT for a verse you love#why am i broke#graaahhhh#he would be so perfect for apex#and yes i buy oc designs sometimes lol#sometimes you just can't figure out the design and someone else gets close or on the spot for your vision#val rambles
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i finally made pancakes after saying i would for a whole week :)
#i found a good vegan recipe that uses few ingredients and i can modify it to my liking or whatever i have on hand#the one thing about having so many food allergies is that you're forced to learn how to cook for yourself so i learn a skill and#also i get to make my food taste exactly how i like it bc its usually only just for me#picture me at the friend group meetup with my little bowl of rice i brought from home while we sit in a restaurant lol#also has forced me to speak up for myself more and prioritize my own needs#I cant wait to live on my own and have a kitchen free of my allergens so i can make anything and know its safe to eat#fucking miserable being unsure of whats in what when im in anothers house and even in my own house where theres always tahini everywhere#I can't even do dishes bc my worst allergen is usually all over the dishes and my family just does not care actually#miserable stressful unfair one day it will be different and i will be safe in my own space#val speaks
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why must disney princess game from 20 years ago not let me be boy in pretty dress w/ he/him
#this is /hj#purely bc the game is so old i can't expect it to have fucking pronouns in a game the devs only thought girls would play lol#but still i would like to be a prince in a pretty dress but still acknowledged as a dude of some sort#let me cope guys(/gender neutral) let me breathe in my copium#val's little hellhole
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need to not make that a habit but kinda want more already
#i'm hypersexual n also wanna be sedated 24/7#idek if i'd wanna fuck him sober lol#what i do know is that i don't wanna get (physically) addicted to the pills so....havta take breaks. ugh.#can't even get drunk before this fucking bronchitis is gone or i'll probably die of hangover#why does being sick put my goddamn hypersexuality into overdrive........or i guess i know why just another thing to thank val for#but goddamn i need to be sleeping#spdrvent
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