#(let's just hope tumblr posts it lmao)
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So.
This is it, mobsters.... our final stand. When the poll starts on @autismswagsummit, go....... do your part.
[Short ID: a comic pertaining to the autism swag summit, featuring Mob and Tome. Mob reveals that he feels insecure about how seriously everyone's been taking this, and how he's not sure he likes all this attention on him for it, but Tome argues and encourages him, saying that his could help him get Tsubomi's attention, since she's autistic herself, and might appreciate Mob being more confident about that. In the end, Mob brightens up, and gets pumped to win the bracket, before it's revealed that Tsubomi actually hopes Papyrus wins. End short ID]
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[ID: a comic pertaining to the autism swag summit, featuring Mob and Tome. It's done in pink and orange tones, except for the last panel, which is purple.
First page: Mob sits down at the table in the telepathy club room, sighing. Tome, who is playing a video game and eating fries, looks at him and asks: "? What's wrong, Mob?" Mob looks to the side, eyes downcast, and says: "It's nothing really... it's just- the autism contest thing. Everyone's taking it so seriously but- idk. It feels weird. Like Mezato-san's cult thing, kinda." Tome, meanwhile, slides him the fries, and he takes one, and continues, "I don't think I like all this attention on me. Not for this." and Tome looks at him, chin on hand, and asks: "But wasn't that like, one of your main goals? To be popular?"
Second page: at this, Mob startles, and in the next panel he shrinks in as he replies "um- yeah, but. To be honest, I only wanted that to-" and shrinks even further in the next, blushing, trailing off with "to..." Behind him, there is the tapping of footsteps as Tome, off screen, rounds the desk, and makes Mob jump with a loud SLAM, and yells "LISTEN, MOB!" Then, she is looking at him with a frown, gesturing with one hand, and continues: "You need to look at this from a different perspective. What if this is the contest that winning would aid you the most? After all, isn't Takane herself autistic?" Mob, eyes wide and blushing, loudly interrupts with "S-SHE IS??"
Third page: Mob asks, "How do you know??" Tome, her arms crossed, eyes closed and a smirk on her face, says "Look. I'm autistic. You're autistic. We're ALL autistic, I know my kin, alright?" Under her breath, (under the speech bubble) she also adds "Plus I kind of heard her say "Leave me alone, I'm autistic" once," before she interrupts herself, her arms spread wide and flapping, with "but that's beside the point!" She continues in the next panel, only one of her moving hands visible as Mob looks up at her, wide-eyed, "My point is, maybe this is your chance to show her what you're all about; that you know who you are; are secure in your identity, proud of it, even!"
Fourth page: Tome crosses her arms again, a confident smirk on her face as she looks down at Mob and asks, "So tell me. What are you gonna do?" Mob, hunched in, shyly responds, ".... I'm gonna win...?" Off screen, Tome replies: "Say it with more confidence!" And Mob does, back straightening and a blush creeping in: "I- I'm gonna win!" Tome yells "Louder!", and Mob stands up, leaning on the table, yelling in response "I'm gonna WIN!!" And Tome, a fist pumped in enthusiasm, yells back "YEAH!!"
Last panel: Tome's dialogue box is cut off, as we see Tsubomi, meanwhile, laying in her bed, sucking a lollipop and phone in hand, as she thinks: "I hope papyrus wins." End ID.]
#autismsummit2023#(this is before s3 finale if it wasn't obvious btw lol)#mob psycho 100#mp100#kageyama shigeo#tome kurata#tsubomi takane#art#comic#autistic swag summit#my own art#my own post#at this point i should just be known as 'that one mp100 bozo who always takes shitposts way too seriously' jsgdhdg#fun fact: originally i had tsubomi wish shadow wins but i changed it in case that becomes obsolete ;^^#i still think she'd absolutely root for shadow tho. i feel it in my heart#also during drawing this i realized mob doesnt... really share his worries so extensively like this with anyone but reigen?#so this might be ooc i guess?? but its for a silly tumblr bracket lmao its fine i think#but yeah!!!#o7 guys this is probably my last contribution to this saga. lets hope the final battle is valiant and good natured
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I caved and made a twitter & bluesky! (+ deviantart but I think most people here aren't using that?) If you're active on there, why not give me a follow?
-> Twitter -> Bluesky -> deviantArt
I'm going to repost some of my old art for a while to get started.
#I still dislike twitter as a platform because I've seen so much toxicity there#but the greatness of artists there is undeniable - so I'm hoping I can just filter out the bad stuff and enjoy the art part#Also I might as well post my art everywhere instead of only tumblr you know?#I kinda have to if I wanna make patreon as some potential income long-term#so give me a follow if you're active there <3#me having to learn twitter/bluesky fandom etiquette now#the first think I learned: you can't edit your posts#i'm sorry WHAT?#kinda insane lmao#my posts#also: lets be real. even after all these years deviantart still has the best organization for art imo#because they actually have folders to categorize art...
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i’m gonna be really busy this week (and honestly probably like ….. all throughout july . and a little bit of august . ) so it might take me some time to catch up on asks, comments/rbs, and art/fics, but pls just know i’m working on them and thinking abt them!!! 🥺 hopefully i’ll be able to post the gojo fic this weekend and then keep posting stuff here and there…. ily dash!!!!
#i can’t wait for august……………..#sigh#:’3#i just need . some time without responsibilities i think………. to properly sit down and focus on tumblr LMAO#anyway just know if you’ve sent me an ask or commented smth sweet on my posts i adore you and i’m thinking of you!!#i have so many fics and art to rb too…#and then my own fics 😭#i think . i want to post both merguru and kitsune!geto this summer ….#at least kitsune!geto . then we’ll see what happens to our poor fish#aaaaa i have a lot i wanna write lets just cross our fingers and hope that august gives me inspo like never before 🙏🙏#gonna go to snork mimimi land now…. if you see this i hope you have sweet dreams tonight!!#don’t stay up too late 🫂🫂#ari noises ✩
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Movie night! - A Buddy Daddies Fanfic
(Sorry, I’m not familiar with the proper tagging system for fics, but this contains a heavy make out sesh, so take what you will from that 🤷🏻)
The living room is awash in the soft glow of the tv screen as the credits of the movie they had just watched begin to roll. Miri is asleep in her beanbag chair, limbs sprawled in what looks like an extremely uncomfortable position (does she care? Absolutely not). Kazuki leans back in his seat and rests his left arm on the back of the couch. He peeks over at Rei, who is sitting to his left with a small gap between them. Rei is sitting cross-legged and tightly hugging a large plushie (it’s supposed to be a black cat, but it looks more like a giant egg with cat ears). His chin is resting on the top of the toy, between its pointy ears. “We bought that for Miri, but he loves that thing,” Kazuki thought to himself.
It’s dark in the room, so Kazuki couldn’t quite make out the expression on Rei’s face at first. But after a few minutes of staring, he noticed there was a glint of light reflecting under Rei’s eye. A teasing grin spread across Kazuki’s face as he whispers, “Reiii~ are you crying? It was just a kid’s movie, ya know.”
“…I’m not crying,” Rei whispers back.
“Oh come on~ it’s okay! Let your emotions out!” Kazuki leans in closer to Rei.
“Shut up, I said I’m not crying.” Rei turns his head away and makes a not-so-subtle sniffle noise.
“Heyyy don’t be shy! Come here, I’ll comfort you!” Kazuki scoots closer and pinches the sides of Rei’s abdomen.
“H-hey! What are you doing?! Quit that!” Rei whips around and uses the stuffed animal to push Kazuki away. His whisper wasn’t really a whisper anymore.
“You better be quiet or you’ll wake Miri!” Kazuki continues to pinch and tickle random spots on Rei’s stomach and sides as Rei squirms in place.
“It’s your fault if she wakes up!” Rei continues to struggle, pushing the plush toy into Kazuki’s face. It doesn’t work. Kazuki is relentless.
“Kazukiii, plea- hnngGH ah!”
Kazuki immediately stops in his tracks. Rei’s squirming also stops.
“What… was that?!” Kazuki thought to himself.
Rei’s expression turns icy as he tilts his head upward to face Kazuki. His eyes were shooting daggers, but his cheeks were flushed beet red. “…You heard nothing.”
Kazuki about lost his mind right then and there. He had definitely heard something escape from Rei’s lips moments ago. And the look on Rei’s face in this moment lit a fire inside Kazuki.
Kazuki grabs the stuffed toy from Rei’s hands and tosses it behind him. In the same motion, he leans in toward Rei even more, pushing him backward onto the couch cushion.
Kazuki hovers on top of Rei, his right knee nestled in between Rei’s legs, pressed against his groin. Kazuki’s hands are pressed into the couch cushion on each side of Rei’s head as he holds himself in position.
Rei shifts his bewildered gaze up toward Kazuki. He notices the raw desperation in the eyes that stare back at him. Rei suddenly realizes that he’s waiting for Kazuki to make his next move, but it doesn’t come.
“Ah… he’s waiting for me to say this is ok…” Rei contemplated for just a brief moment before finally reaching his hand up to Kazuki’s face. He let his fingers gently graze against Kazuki’s cheek, feeling the slight stubble of facial hair that would be shaved off in the morning. Kazuki’s gaze softens, and he tilts his head into Rei’s touch.
Rei slides his hand behind Kazuki’s ear and firmly grasps the back of his neck, pulling him closer as he lifts himself up to meet Kazuki’s face half way. Rei presses his lips gently against Kazuki’s.
“I guess it makes sense that he’s my first kiss. I hope it feels ok for him…”
In that moment, Kazuki presses his body even closer to Rei and returns the kiss with a sort of gentle forcefulness. He continues to hold himself up with his left arm, but uses his right hand to reach down toward Rei’s hip. He grips tightly, and Rei lets out a soft whimper.
Rei weaves his fingers into Kazuki’s hair and tugs. He feels Kazuki’s tongue slip into his mouth, and can’t help but notice the slight taste of popcorn and cola from earlier. Even still, his face and ears are on fire from the rush of blood, and he wants more. He reaches his other hand up to Kazuki’s back and pulls him as close as they can comfortably get.
Rei only just now notices the placement of Kazuki’s knee, because he realizes that his lower half has started to rhythmically grind against it. Kazuki notices this too, and begins to move his body in a similar motion.
Kazuki lifts his head slightly and gazes upon the sight underneath him. Rei is bleary-eyed and is quietly panting, attempting to catch his breath in this brief moment. Kazuki leans forward yet again, only this time he plants light kisses on Rei’s jawline. As Kazuki works his way down toward Rei’s neck, a thought crosses his mind, “I wanna devour him.”
“Kazuki papa… what’re you doing to Rei papa?”
Both Kazuki and Rei jolt, whipping their heads to cast a glance at the small child who had been sleeping in her beanbag chair a mere six feet away.
“Kazuki papa… don’t fight with Rei papa. He di’n’t mean to burn down the kitchen…” *snoooore*
“…”
“She’s… talking in her sleep?!”
“Hey, what the hell is she dreaming about??”
Kazuki turns his head to face Rei once again. The two of them are still in a very… compromising position. To Kazuki’s surprise, Rei lets out a deep, hushed chuckle. Kazuki then bursts into laughter as well, but quickly buries his face in the crook of Rei’s neck to muffle the sound.
“Huu… That was a close one”
Kazuki’s head pops back up. “I know, right?! We’re such terrible papas! What were we thinking??”
Rei suddenly felt a twinge in his chest. “…Yeah. You’re right, it was a mistake.”
“What? No, I just meant that we need to be more careful next time and make sure Miri isn’t in the same room.”
“…Next time?” Rei’s face and ears are now a bright shade of pink.
Kazuki chuckles, and uses his free hand to cup Rei’s cheek. “There will be a next time, yeah?”
Rei nods.
“Heheh thought so!” Kazuki plants several tiny kisses all over Rei’s face, which causes Rei to squirm around. Eventually Kazuki stops and pulls Rei to an upright position with him. “Alright, let’s get the kid to bed.”
“Okay”
“Where’re you sleeping? Bathtub or my bed?”
“….Bathtub.”
“What?! What’s wrong with sleeping next to me??”
“Kidding,” Rei says, with an awkward smile.
“Oh you’re a jerk, you know that? Well now I don’t wanna share my bed with you!”
“Wait, why?”
And the bickering continues…
#so if you saw my post from earlier today… this is the thing I wanted to draw or write#I started drawing it but it was gonna be a LOT longer than I originally thought#and I ain’t got time for that#so I wrote it!#hope you like it :)#I don’t have ao3 so tumblr will have to do#also just fyi it’s currently 4:48am as I post this#that’s how dedicated I was to get this out there haha#i’m so tired#also if you see any typos please let me know and I’ll fix them!#again I’m so freakin tired lmao#buddy daddies#buddy daddies fanfic#suwa rei#kurusu kazuki#kazurei#rei suwa#kazuki kurusu#buddy daddies rei#buddy daddies kazuki
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#creator speaks#a funny i saw on my twitter thought i should insert my ship into it 👍👍👍#WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL *IS* A TUMBLR POST but oh well#man the thoughts that simmered in my head in the past year and a half over them and how her inclusion kinda changes the story...#lol ik i always “speak” of it and discord besties would know a little more than those who aren't but i digress#i love it i love the thought of just...Madison putting so much of her faith and trust and love in them that she just becomes loyal to them#helping their cause and personal issues wanting to be a reliable friend and loved one to them#(probably the abandonment issues that's operating in that brain of hers lmao but) she just wants to stay by their side !!#and hope that they let her stay there in the years of them growing up together#somewhere in the messy notes in my brain and in my laptop's notepad did i think far in changing their overall fate to make the ending happy#but i just feel like that's just gonna stay there or be discussed in really tight circles IF i feel like sharing it hehu#i feel like madison and me inserting her into the jojo universe as a sort of “fix-it” tool is one that araki and many others wld surely hat#HAHAHAHAHA#when my notes and lore try to go against the biggest theme of fate in the series and how we're destined to go through it-#-that it can't be changed. how the joestars are cursed yadda yadda#i'm so normcore domestic life happy ending mary sue fix it canon divergence pilled okay !!!#i want both jotaro and kakyoin to be happy and alive !!! and making that possible by inserting my lame ass op oc 😎😎😎#HAHAHAH whatever i'll stop yapping <33
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alright take 2 on trying to post this lmao
everyone’s favorite gugelhupf baking girl gabrielle!!! this time with 72% more historical clothing accuracy 😎 👍 i headcanon her as being pretty tall, maybe 5′8″ or 5′10″? and kind of broad in the shoulders, and being kinda clumsy about it, like she always forget how much space she actually takes up haha
consider supporting me on ko fi at /maddsmallow if you like my shit !
#dress up time princess#dutp#time princess#dutp queen marie#dutp gabrielle#dress up! time princess#dutp fanart#my art#the blogger says words#i usually post a scaled down pic of my art but idk this one just felt so blurry so im posting the full huge size in hopes it looks better#i am not smart enough to know how this shit works lmao all i know is move to to make lines and then click post#tumblr doesnt let my link my k0 fi lmao so thats the best i can do. im even afraid to type it in the tags ughhh
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"oh! he has penis!"
#this clip isn’t even That funny it’s just that i know the phrase ‘he has penis’ is going to be rattling around in my brain#for at least a couple days#foolish gamers#my clips#cw nudity#cw violence#cw gore#cw blood#cw disturbing imagery#idk what other content warnings i can put on this its a horror game yall#ask to tag#tumblr was being so weird in the post editor so i looked at the draft on mobile and it’s fine?#so let’s hope it continues being fine when i post it lmao#edit: it is continuing to look weird on desktop (video isnt showing up at all) but it still looks fine on mobile#so im just gonna trust that this is a Me Issue but uh. let me know if you also cannot see the actual clip lmao
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@the-winter-brothel asked: Happy Birthday Sonic! You have precisely five human girls that wish to celebrate with you! Three of them are positioned on her knees in front of them, Sara in the middle, Madonna on the left, Elise on the right. The three playfully share his cock, Sara keeps her hands around the shaft all the while stroking with a sense of precise decision. Tongue circling around the tip before offering to Elise, encouraging to deep throat it as she firmly though still carefully pushes her head down on it. The red head's face practically matches her hair, seeming to be the least experienced of the group. She pulls away at Sara's urging, trails of saliva still connecting her to his member. It's then offered to Madonna, who at first kisses it no doubt leaving a red lipstick mark but that was a well known signature of hers at this point. Rather than simply keeping it all to herself, she pulls Sara close, keeping the cock right in the middle between their lips before kissing the other girl. The kiss continues mouths pressing against each other, tongues brushing against each other and the hedgehog's member as it remains right in the middle of it. Merlina and Shahra remain fixated elsewhere, the witch hitting on his face, struggling to keep still with each movement and clearly squirming all the while, soft moans erupting from her as Shahra edges her on. Taking full advance of her ability to fly to press her chest against Merlina's back, hands going to cup and then play with her breasts, occasionally grabbing hold of her hips to make her properly grind against Sonic's face. The occasional giggle being heard from her indicating that she's amused by the witches bashfulness. A hand does drift down to in-between her legs, as nude as the rest of the girls here just having the added bonus of her hair being down rather than tied up like usual. She rubs against her clit, still taking delicate care to synth up her upcoming orgasm with Merlina's hand that she previously used to play with the smaller girls breast was not drifting down to rub her clit at well at a consistent steady speed wanting them both of them to cum at the same time. A particularly high pitched squeal being heard from her to indicate just how close she was. And with any luck, the other three would have him cum in perfect unison to them.
The birthday hedgehog was in absolute.
Utter.
Birthday.
Bliss.
Over this. Having all of these girls, his girls, all around him. Pleasuring him, pleasuring themselves, holding nothing back and giving it all to him, and enjoying each other as well. He was lost in the sauce, so to speak.
But their hard work would pay off, as does indeed cum in unison with them. In fact, from how worked up this all made him, he came quite a lot and pretty hard. Practically a water fountain between his legs, if the water reservoir on hand was of a sticky and fertile verity, of course.
Truly, this was the best birthday present he's ever gotten.
#𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗘𝗗 𝗗𝗘𝗠𝗢𝗡 [ Sonic | IC ]#𝗡𝗘𝗫𝗧 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗣: 𝗣𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗 𝗭𝗢𝗡𝗘 𝗔𝗖𝗧 𝟭 [ General | Ask Answered ]#the-winter-brothel#(dw winter this is fucking amazing asldhgeohrg)#(let's just hope tumblr posts it lmao)
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I edited France’s character in my Ghostalia au!
To kind of call back to aph episode 10 - I was thinking that Amelia kinda looks like some historical depictions of Jeanne d’Arc and how perfect it was that I already had Francis in Thomas’s role! That said, I have Notes:
Francis was a scribe in life. He worked for the French Crown and was assigned to document Jeanne d’Arc’s life and battles. He grew close to her and was present at her trial and execution. He died some years later, in the early 1500′s, while visiting England with his then current assignment. He was killed by his assignment’s sword after discovering he was an English sympathiser and was disavowing Jeanne’s name and efforts for the French kingdom. Francis died defending someone he loved and now Amelia has arrived at the Kirkland estate and she just looks so similar.
I’m not sure if Francis would have had romantic feelings for Jeanne but being dead for more than 500 years then suddenly seeing someone who is practically identical to someone you were so close with in life will make feelings confusing...
#i think i accidentally made an even more tragic character than thomas himself oops#ghostalia au#bbc ghosts#aph france#hws france#nyo america#aph america#hws america#also in case it wasnt glaringly obvious the bottom images are taken from screengrabs of ghosts ep 1#I did find it kinda funny how it just so happened that it was pat and robin in that shot since i have spain and prussia in their roles#so we have a cameo of the btt 😆#anyways i actually put some effort into this one so i hope people will like it 😭#ALSO and this will be in a later post idk when maybe tomorrow maybe the day after i dont wanna promise anything#but i swapped germany and england around#so now germany is in caps role and we'll have nyo england as fanny#I think it makes waaaaaay more sense idk why i had it the other way around in the first place#my art#artists on tumblr#just realising now that I forgot to add a fucking chair to that doodle to the left of the screengrab drawings 😭😭😭#let's just pretend hes on a stool lmao
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i learned a lot about subtitles today. mainly that i dont understand the standards or guidelines and that i did them in the worst way possible if i wanted to attach them separately to a twitter video. what a nightmare. not enough documentation. listen, dont be cute and overlap subtitle timings. spare yourself.
if you find yourself in a funny situation with exporting subtitle regions from davinci resolve and need to end up with an srt with no overlapping timecodes, download ttconv. my final message (passes away)
#talkzon#this shit sucks so hard lmao help i just wanted to put subtitles on things. what the hell man. what the hell!!!!!!!#''wow twitter lets you attach a srt file and its player natively displays them! thats so much nicer than hardcoding them for tumblr!''#yeah turns out the tweet preview =/= end result and its insanely picky about how that SRT file is formatted.#my fucked up ttml->srt file LOOKED fine but it wouldnt accept the tweet and turns out its because it refuses overlapping timecodes.#despite looking correct in the preview!!! right in front of my eyes!!!!#and it doesnt even give you a proper error message! its just oopsy whoopsy we did a fucky wucky!!! somethings wrong idk not gonna say what!#and then after my whole file conversion adventure you know what it does?#display my linebreaks properly in the preview and then eat my line breaks after posting. i put those there for a reason!!!#like i hope that website enjoys my 27 test uploads of an 80mb file! wasteful space on some server infrastructure somewhere! inefficient!#sorry about my nonwrestle breakdown im just really stubborn about accessibility features. zonfacts™
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Buddy, are you defining "Trying to use my platform to make sure that Westerners don't randomly start attacking East Asian artists for no good damn reason as they move over to Tumblr, especially when it comes to respecting language differences" as "being weird about Japanese people"? This isn't even my post like????
East Asian fanartists are starting to migrate back to Tumblr because Twitter is insane, toxic, and dying, and what we're NOT going to do is let the fucking exclusionists get them, do you hear me? We are not going to let a bunch of feral idiots try to apply the most myopic version of puritanism to foreign artists we're not we're not we're not. Form an armed brigade if you have to, do you hear me. We're not going to bully the artists who may or may not even speak English because we have our precious standards of moral purity. If we see art that makes us uncomfy we're going to block the artist and tumblr savior their name so we don't have to see them again AND WE'RE GONNA MOVE THE FUCK ON.
#i cant even be mad I'm legit just confused and slightly amused?#you phrase that tag like i'm some massive pain to your tumblr experience and like? who are you?#we've never interacted. i've never even seen you before. and you pick this fight on someone else's post??#you get how you seem silly right man? like you get how your reaction is silly?#''let's make sure to be respectful of other people as they come to tumblr''#''i hope every non asian who believes this should fall into spike pits'' like? lmao what??? 😆#OP if and when you see this i'm sorry man but i don't know whats going on any more than you do
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How to Make Serving Up Social Life More Enjoyable
#and by 'everyone' i mean me. im just hoping other people relate lmao#someone asks me about a thing i like and im just like h..................#been thinking about The Character for a solid 6 months+ and let me tell you. expldoeing soon#this is about ffxv btw . how am i supposed to say how much it lives in my brain . i cant think#text#1k#5k#10k#15k#20k#great googly moogly#30k#40k#50k#60k#boooy what da heeel#70k#80k#90k#will this be my first ever post to hit 100k... it remains to be seen#good lord. we did it#100k#aesthetic#alternative#artists on tumblr#tumblr milestone#photographers on tumblr#writers on tumblr#tumblr girls
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woke up feeling ruffff but took my meds and went back to bed for a while n I feel a bit better
#only slept 4 hrs yesterday so was rly hoping to get a solid nights sleep today bc i probably won't tonight....#but i didnt sigh. but my options are either to plough thru w today and make myself do this even tho i dont rly feel like it#or cancel plans and stay in and mope which will inevitably turn into self harm so rly the latter is a non option lmao#its all okay ill get into the swing of things n have a good time once im thereee#and i always knew i was gonna feel a bit like this like its an open wound for me i just need to be careful not to touch it#bc how i feel isnt based in reality its just insecurity n vulnerability n ik it can take months to fully recover from a previous episode#and part of the recovery process needs to involve facing potentially triggering situations instead of avoiding them#bc otherwise ill get increasingly worse bc its not possible to always avoid and ill be defenceless again when it does happen again etc#like its part of rebuilding my sense of self n confidence n hopefully i can eventually start to trust other ppl again n lower my guard#bc it sucks being contorted into this defensive pose all the time and i would like to allow myself to feel genuine connection w others !!#and to stop instinctively flinching and waiting for the hit im tired of my mind telling me ppl r lying + trying to hurt me when theyre not#im being a bit dramatic like i am doing a LOT better than i was a few weeks ago. n i def can handle this one#and the risk of triggering myself is much much lower anyway in this specific situation. so long as theyre not hiding shit from me again#i can think of several ways that risk could skyrocket n unexpectedly spiral out of my control n it makes it hard to breathe just imagining#but i need to believe that it wont. so if-no WHEN it doesnt then next time ill have proof that i can navigate it n i wont feel so anxious#it makes me laugh how stupid this is from an outside perspective. my brain causes me so much weird n 100% unnecessary distress#but its the only brain ive got n will always have so i need to work with it!!#anyway all that aside i genuinely am rly looking forward to this afternoon!! ive rly wanted to start doing more nice things for myself#n the fact it coincides w missing smth that could incite my rsd is kind of for the best even if it is making me anxious#i cant let my life revolve around anticipating how ppl might upset me n basing my decisions off minimising that damage#n while it would be nice to have company.. well ik its just as fun going alone bc ive done it before! n i need a reminder of that#ah im gonna turn myself in circles if i think much more. i dont need to justify anything#i hope they have a nice time and i hope i have a nice time and i hope that eventually someday we can have a nice time together instead#of separately. and i hope that someday ill feel included and wanted by other ppl and wont be posting on tumblr every time this happens LOL#this comes across like im saying i need to learn how to enjoy my own company or whatever but i prommy i already do..#what i actually need to learn is how to trust n enjoy the company of ppl i care abt without constantly being scared theyll hurt me....#but thats not happening today cuz i got other plans woooo OKAYY im gonna stop ruminating and get some chores done sjdkfh#.vent#<- well not rly a vent bc its not like im channelling feelings here im just rambling bc i have a lot on my mind. but still#this is prolly incoherent i keep putting my phone down and doing other things and then adding another thought LOL
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bestie fwb!mingyu headcanons (nsfw)
summary: kim mingyu and reader's bestie fwb dynamic headcanons :3
contains: 18+ nsfw writing so mdni!! implications that reader is smaller than gyu
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bestie!minyu who is just a poor puppy not catching a break from anyone 😔 especially from you lmao. you're one of his biggest supporters but also biggest teasers. post-concert, you'll be imitating how he's trying to make carats swoon with his charms (the both of you know how proud you are of him <3 you just love seeing him pouty)
bestie!mingyu who lets you use his chest as a stress balls. you once said "honk honk" while squeezing them and got your mingyu tiddies card revoked for a week😢
during bestie!mingyu’s night dance practices to finish, he'll come whine to you that "jeonghan hyung is being mean🥺" or complain about whichever member is pulling jokes on him. he should've known better that you’d be riling him right with them 🥰
fwb!mingyu who comes home to bury his face in your chest after a long day. you think he's knocked out...only for him to start licking, nipping and sucking marks onto your skin :3
bestie!mingyu who will always provide you delicious meals😌😌 is constantly cooking you a something when you come over and has deemed you his official taste tester! if you insist to cook alongside him, he'll refuse. he might let you peel the veggies tho <3
when you go out to eat, bestie!mingyu will always insists on picking up the cheque. since you get pouty about him not letting you pay, he lets u buy the dessert at the convenience stores or cute lil cafes as a compromise
bestie!mingyu who always asks you to take pretty boyfriend pics of him for his carats🥹 ofc you oblige, loving to see his fans fawn over new pictures that you so carefully asking him to pose for
fwb!mingyu who begs to eat you out and hits you his 🥺 puppy eyes so you to let him (you were going to anyways)
bestie!mingyu who comes to you for relaxation or advice when he's stressed out of his mind. he lets you pamper him with gentle touches and soothe away his worries with sweet words. you tuck him into your bed so he rests well to tackle the next day😊
feeling safe enough to initiate touch with bestie!mingyu :) he gives as many piggy backs as you desire as long as you let him bite his fangs into your arm when he's bored 🥰 sits you in his lap in crowded group hangouts. you've insisted that he sit in yours too, but your legs became numb after 5 minutes😭😭
good puppy fwb!mingyu whimpering pleads against your neck or between your legs for you give him permission to cum while he ruts against the bed sheets 🥺
always having sleepovers with bestie!mingyu. atp you could be another roommate to the minwon household for how often you're just vibing at their place when they arrive home
fwb!mingyu who got caught sniffing your underwear post sex when you went to get him water. you end up stroking his hair with his head in your lap, jerking him off with your underwear around his cock...but you leave him blue balled as a punishment <3 "oh! i'm late to work, see you later after your tour?😘”
while he's on tour, fwb!mingyu won't have phone sex with you, but leaves you voice notes of the pretty noises he makes jerking off as payback <3
ames note: hi hi! this is my first time writing wooooo~ this was definitely self indulgent😅 i just wanna be friends with mingyu! he seems like the most fun guy to hang out with...and to get dicked down by lmao. i hope y'all enjoyed it and are doing well!! i tried for something gender neutral but i'm not sure if i achieved it? feel free to kindly give feedback <3 ς(.-‿-)
author note: do not distribute my work on other platforms without my consent. if you see my writing in places other than this tumblr account, please let me know. my writings are purely fictional fantasises for fun. the people i write about are real human beings and should still be treated as such. please do not take my writings seriously or as truth.
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It took 30 fucking minutes and the whole supervisor team is pissed at me for it.
The guy was nice enough, but clearly needs help with this stuff that is beyond what me with a script can provide. Also he did try to start asking me if I've been saved or not and did I read the bible and did I understand that it's not a question of Harris v Trump, it's a question of how many more years god will give us before he blows up the world because we've ruined it with climate change via weather machines and only god can ruin what he created, not us-
I'm genuinely worried for this dude tbh. Yes he could learn more abt our political system and he should, but im more worried abt him talking abt how he's literally always alone and barely talks to anyone. he thanked me for calling and asked if he could request i be the one to call him for the next survey, and we would call him right? right?
I may not agree with him on...a lot of what he talked abt, but like. idk. still feel for him and that he clearly needs help that I can't provide in any way shape or form (he did ask for the uni and poll websites tho to educate himself more on the polls themselves and the topics discussed in them, and i give him props for that. He seemed to be questioning at least a few of his scarier beliefs, so... there's that.)
undecided independents who have no actual political knowledge or opinions are the bane of my existence right now
#text post#started out frustrated with this guy now im just#idk. im tired. im scared. i want the election over with but im terrified of what might come after#and i know that unfortunately folks like this dude run the risk of pushing us into a trump dictatorship just bc they don't understand thing#so i feel for him but also. if the worst happens and we're trying to flee the country with the cats I will be thinking of him#and my thoughts may be less than charitable#before anyone comes at me saying im being dramatic just. no. you don't actually care abt what might happen to us#and you get to have your feelings abt things happening/at risk of happening to you#so i get to have my feelings on these things on my own random nothing of a tumblr blog#turning off reblogs too bc i don't trust ppl not to be clowns on this post nor do i want my personal feelings#and vulnerability spread anywhere other than my blog#where again to the folks that pop into my inbox: i am allowed to do just as you do on your blogs#god pull the fucking trigger piglet im so Done with all of this#it won't let me turn reblogs off bc of course it won't lmao#whatever then i guess. the ppl who always wind up in my inbox will show up regardless#hi to them. hope autumn is treating you well. yall seen any cool birds lately?#you should tell me abt them in ur msgs so at least we're getting something out of this lmao
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Cherry Trees Default Replacement~
Hello everyone! This is my first post ever here on Tumblr... I'm pretty nervous but extremely exited at the same time lol!
I always though the bg texture was too chunky and too undefined... so I swapped it with the one from the cherry trees of My Wedding Stories, tweaked the colors and added the speculars... I hope you like it ☛☚
Infos🪧:
Basegame Compatible
Cats & Dogs (unintentional lmao) little addon, you don't need the pack to download tho!
Ofc, still low poly!
(All pics taken without re/gshade and not edited :3)
Terms Of Use💌:
• Just don't claim as yours and don't reupload (unless it's a build download, cc folder or save file dowload, still, don't put behind any type of paywall/addfly). Simple as that... this is just a ea retexture with a texure already present in game after all~
And let me know if you encounter any problems!!
Download on Patreon (Always Free!)
🔊 @alwaysfreecc @mmfinds @public-ccfinds @maxismatchccworld thank you all sm!
#the sims 4 cc#the sims 4#ts4#ts4finds#sims4cc#alwaysfreecc#free cc#ts4 default replacement#ts4 overrides#the sims 4 overrides#the sims download#default replacement#sims 4 overrides#ts4 free cc
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