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wow so I have like 3 analysis in progress that touch on this topic but I really need to just talk about it rn with its own spotlight.
Aziraphale has this entire life that he's built for himself on earth, after armageddon he's thriving. When we catch up with him in Season 2 his first scene is literally him going to check in with one of his tenants, and throughout the season we see that he has a decent relationship with nearly Everyone on the block. He has an entire life for himself all hashed out and pretty.
Crowley... does not. His cold open in Season 2 is back in St. James park, checking in with Shax, finding out the gossip on Hell. He doesn't have his apartment, he only has his Bentley and the few plants he could fit in it. He doesn't have any other human friendships. His entire life and everything he loves to do is built entirely around Aziraphale.
This is something that I just find so fucking thrilling because when it comes to their characters and where exactly they are in their arcs right now, it's essentially like looking into a mirror.
Aziraphale knows exactly who he is when he's on his own. He nurtures his own relationships with humans he sees often, he's a nice landlord, he loves books and classical music, and hot cocoa. But, Aziraphale still holds onto the ideals of heaven. He still cares about doing good and being forgiving. He still cowers and jumps at the opportunity to help heaven, not because he wants to but because he's supposed to because he's still an angel.
Crowley has nothing. He has his car, which he drives to a secluded location to park every night, only to drive it right back in the morning. He's only even vaguely recognizable because people associate him with Aziraphale and this is fine for him, he could care less. He doesn't really need to know who he is or process his traumas, why would he when he can put all his attention and focus and love and care directly into Aziraphale? His friend, who has always been his friend, the one person who has always stood by him. Who cares about heaven and hell, he has Aziraphale.
When we finally see them on their own and without the influences of their head offices, we see the opposite of what we'd expect, and nearly the opposite of the outcome we see in episode 6. Crowley is the one constantly checking in with Hell (wether he likes it or not), and Aziraphale is the one who's living care free without even thinking about heaven. When he does something good that he wants to report, he just calls Crowley.
this whole dance of Crowley not knowing who he is without Aziraphale and Aziraphale knowing who he is fundamentally but not knowing how to break free from the confines of Heaven that stop him from truly embracing Crowley in the end, it's just so delicious.
#like does this make sense#they themselves are almost foils for eachother#you would expect Aziraphale to be the one struggling without Heaven but he's actually doing fine?#he doesn't even think about rejoining Heaven until Crowley's mentioned but him wanting to help Gabriel at all out of this vague obligation#its just like man he's still in there#and Crowley being completely done with heavan and hell but never truly finding out what that means for him#i hope this makes sense to people#idek if at this rate anyone will see this#my recent posts have been swallowed by the void it would seem but alas ill keep writing them#bi.f.shit#good omens#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#gos2 spoilers#ineffable divorcées#aziraphale#crowley#good omens meta#good omens analysis#ineffable husbands
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i hold one card [that i can't use (but i want you)]
(people who want themselves back and want eachother back but they are technically still here. in a way. they have never left but they have also never come back.)
#aph america#aph russia#aph canada#alfred f jones#ivan braginsky#matthew williams#ruscaname#rscnm#blood cw#as always i have a lot to say. i will reblog with some stills i like and some ramble tags from the first wip post.#hope it's not too jarring that it goes from normal stuff to the zombie apocalypse sorry sorry. it all makes sense in the au. and my brain.#also get it guys get it. Lyric it's the end of the world. As in.#the title of the au#hetalia end of the world#hetalia zombie apocalypse au#gore cw#i GUESS idek#also. want here is as in deep deep soul tearing longing. mhmhm missing eachother even next to each other#.#myart
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Kevin's mission to meet the Irish exy team is so important to me now 😭 didn't he live in Ireland until Kayleigh's death too omg someone get him a jersey!!
KEVIN DAY BEING OBSESSED WITH THE IRISH NATION EXY TEAM IS SO VERY IMPORTANT TO ME ‼️ i imagine when he goes pro and moves on from his USC Trojans fanboy-phase it just changes into an irish NT-fanboy phase instead SHDKDHDJ
he watches all their games, keeps up with the news, sends best wishes to injured players and has a shrine to kits he has collected by doing kit-switches during the olympics ((i’m also a firm believer there would a be a world championship the way football has the world cup too so he would have an irish WC kit too bc why not))
#kevinsdsy’s inbox#i know this take isnt in relation to the socmed au#but trying to make sense of how there’s even an olympics team when exy is still a new/growing sport took too much effort#it’s 2.30 am here#like now that i think of it idek if there are pro teams when kevin is part of a class i exy team#maybe there are pro teams but they’re not as talented bc they didnt get the chance to learn the sport at a young age ????#idek now that im thinking about it#has nora ever said anything about this?#mhmmm thinking#i need to see if i can find something on it one of these days#but this is all i gor for now#all for the game#aftg#kevin day
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Been hving this theory for a few months now that this "Master Wu caused the Merge" thing is just Wu having been surprised by how soon it happened. It wasn't supposed to come this early, we've heard him say it in multiple flashbacks
Also, theory that kind of goes along with this is that Ras is responsible for it happening so early. He mentions in s2 to Jordana (possessed by Rox) that he used Dragon Icons (like that really pretty dagger/sword Lloyd got from Motion at the end of s2) to lure the Energy Source Dragon and then captured it. At the end of s1 when Lloyd goes to release said Source Dragon (with the Dragon Energy Cores!) it says that 'freeing it could cause the whole cosmos to destabilize. That destabilization could've resulted in the Merge, which then threw Wu for a loop because it wasn't supposed to happen yet but it did. Oh, also I think it's obvious that either Wu can do some astral projection stuff now or he's actually dead (I kinda figured it would be the latter after the second batch of s1 dropped in 2023 but remained silent.. He's probably dead tho)
#ninjago#lego ninjago#lego ninjago dragons rising#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#dragons rising season 2#ninjago dragons rising s2#dragons rising s2#dragons rising spoilers#dragons rising season 2 spoilers#master wu#sensei wu#wu ninjago#ninjago wu#ninjago sensei wu#lord ras ninjago#ninjago lord ras#lord ras#spoiler tags just to be safe#ninjago spoilers#ninjago theory#useless ramble#actually. i do also have a bit of a theory that maybe arin wasnt supposed to be who were all thinking he is rn#like. idk id make a post about it but the very way he always talks about the ninja compared to sora is. slightly different#and their backgrounds are different too which makes the way they see them even more interesting to me#the tournament makes it so obvious to me.. but whatevrr ill see if i can describe it properly for a post tmrw or the day after#dont hold me to this btw lol#sorry does the wu one even make sense? i mean it in the sense of. god idek. like he was researching how to stop it bc he calculated how long#it would be for it to happen. but then it didnt come on the scheduled day but sooner. when he didnt finish his research
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how it feels getting home from school early because you got no sleep last night due to nightmares caused by ur severe trauma and you couldn't function properly in the slightest in any of your classes so you open tumblr to try and distract yourself; only to see transplurals, willogenics, "build a headmate" blogs, and just the whole endo community atp:
warning: interact with caution if u reply or interact with me rn. i cannot promise i will be polite 🙏🏻. also this post isn't a vent, more of a rant. the ramblings of a lunatic, if you must.
#໒꒰ྀི ◞ ◟꒱ྀིა 𝓣he 𝓐ngel 𝓢peaks ⊹˚₊#like y'all want this shit?????????#i havent slept for more than 5 hours in weeks. i cannot function right anymore bro im living off gatorade; goldfish; and a dream#like do y'all want to be failing everything because you fall asleep in classes.#do y'all want to have to sooth yourself every night and have a 10 step bed routine just to calm yourself down to even try to sleep#idek why this shit is on my feed; we have the tags filtered. we block most endos we see. i don't think we've ever interacted with a-#- transplural or “build a headmate” blog before either. or a willogenic system. literally the only one that makes sense would be pro-endos-#-bc we get involved in syscourse. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY SOMEONE SAVE ME#system discourse#syscourse#anti endo#<- but as always; i have no dni with this blog and endos + pros are fine to int if they want
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plenty of people are going to analyse these pictures in a much more eloquent way but i still want to throw out a small perspective i have on nace's photos
especially as someone who's struggled with body image and self perception and weight for practically half my life (so tw for talking about those things kinda)
because i'm sure we're all very aware nace has struggled with those things in the past too, and i can't help but think about how those things will have affected him while having his shoot done.
compare what nace wears here to bojan's topless photos. bojan is emotional in a very different ways in those pictures, and the shirtlessness enhances that, but he's confident in his 'nakedness' (not happy, arguably, but confident enough in his body). compare it especially to kris, who appears the most naked out of all of them in their shoots, despite wearing a shirt, because of the all the artistic choices made and how much more relaxed within himself he is compared to the others in his own 'therapy session'. compare it even to jan's all-black long-sleeved shirt; jan (or the image of jan being presented to us through damon's lens – that's a whole other story in of itself) is making a choice in what he shows of himself, and he's certain in his choice. there's no resistence or discomfort or yearning in the shadows he's hidden himself in.
nace, meanwhile, is somewhere in the middle of all of them. he's in a short-sleeved shirt, tugging it further to give us a glimpse at a little more. aside from, obviously, letting us see his gorgeous tattoo sleeve better, i think one of the things this could well be showing us is nace's strides in confidence, alongside the discomfort he likely still feels.
because he's ready to show off his arms, and he's tugging at the fabric to show a little more than we usually get to see and, let's be real, it's fucking hot. he's confident enough now to start leaning into being found attractive, which is fucking beautiful.
but, at the same time, he's not ready to go fully shirtless – he's not at the point where he can strip and pose purposefully like bojan can, or strip and let himself relax into his identity like kris can. and, unlike the way jan hides himself, which feels very purposeful on jan's part, it doesn't feel like it's fully nace's choice – or, at least, there's tension and discomfort there still that he doesn't get a choice in hiding. his hands are clenched and clinging to the material, his arms are crossed protectively over his chest, and his eyes?? they're heartstoppingly dangerous. protecting himself and keeping the audience at a distance, but alluring and drawing you in at the same time; he's so confident in himself these days, but he still likely carries a lot of his old discomfort.
couple all of that with the way he looks in the last picture up at the top of this post – the way he's rubbing at his face, like he's trying to mould it into a shape, almost. all these three images have a kind of tourmented edge to them.
luckily, similarly to bojan's safe sweater shots, nace gets catharsis after all these intense emotions in these soft, tender shots, where his eyes are so much brighter and then heavily lidded and peaceful.
...oh, and of course, as has already been pointed out by @radioactive-cloud, nace gets his safe sweater in the form of jan, and we get to see that playful smile when he's around someone who makes him feel comfortable in himself ♡
#posting this so late but that's okay#idek if this will even make sense to anyone else anyways#also dunno if i wanna put it in the tags or nah. hm.#fuck it#nace jordan#joker out#tw body image#tw body issues#tumblr dont mess up the photo order or remove the read more when i press “post” challenge
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Did Art take Tashi away from Patrick because he really wanted her or did he just not want Patrick to have her because Patrick always gets everything?
#does this even make sense#like art wanted something of his own for once#thats why he was so quick to pounce after her injury#and proposed and everything#hell idek if she'd wanted to have a kid#lychee's text post#art donaldson#challengers#patrick zweig#tashi duncan
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Another day, another “haha man get pregnant isn’t that hilarious?” trend popping up on my damn TikTok FYP.
The joke here—just in case anyone can’t tell—is that a man can’t get pregnant, so the punchline is the idea of a situation in which a man could get pregnant. Isn’t that hilarious, guys? The idea that someone who’s a man could get pregnant? So funny /s.
(Also, before anyone points out “can’t not” and tries to say that actually it’s affirming and agreeing that men can get pregnant, you can tell from the context that the intent is obviously not that, and it’s just the whole ‘funny when I mess up my words’ humor. If he’s saying that he can get pregnant, then the Impregnator Guy would agree with him.)
#transandrophobia#transphobia#idek what else to put in my tags#no rant this time#the video on my pfp was of a bi person who uses she/they pronouns saying it about a fictional man 😑😑😑#like you’re queer too!!! you should know better!!!#why is the idea that a man could get pregnant funny? haha butt baby. wow imagine if we lived in a world where men could get pregnant!!!#think about it really hard!#(also the funny being the idea of getting fictional men butt pregnant was a huge theme of screenies in a different post I have too)#also the other funny is that the audio butchers words and uses incorrect grammar… uh the same way that the entire internet makes fun of-#anyone with English as a second language who doesn’t know it 100% perfectly#or maybe I’m just the friend who’s too woke 🙃#sigh…#and you might say that 494 isn’t that many. but imagine 494 people in a room with you 👍#also even with the double negative it doesn’t make sense. if I say that I can’t not be sitting down it means that I’m sitting down forever
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okay it's the next morning and i'm still seething. this is why diversity and inclusion is required. this is why just dei and racial sensitivity training is not enough until it's implemented all the way through. this is why bipoc are needed in every department of an organization top down. this is one of the things lewis is fighting against. this is one of the many many ways that team is failing him.
i get it, it's AI generated and the database isn't well fed yet. but publishing it was ultimately a human call, i'm guessing of course, because who knows what bozo's been handling their socials lately. a simple look at that entire post tells you how racially coded and stereotyped his images are. and, that tiktok that posted some more such images, make it clear to me that picking these specific pics was a choice. and a terrible one.
#idek the faces they fed— drivers & tp even consented to that mess but i guess that's another thing i'm being sensitive about#i'm shocked but weirdly enough a lot of things are making sense now
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the exile - cardan's version. a story in pictures.
#i can't even explain this one#i couldn't if i tried#does this even make sense??#why is the pink panther suddenly here??#i thought the tail being hurt and it being cardan was PEAK comedy#cardan tail truther#bugs bunny is there for some fucking reason#idek#i shouldn't be on my phone this much#how does fresh air smell?#cardan greenbriar#jude duarte#jurdan#the cruel prince#the wicked king#the queen of nothing#the folk of the air#tfota#tfota memes#holly black#holly blacj#chai and anna
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one of my biggest writing problems is that i feel the need to explain what happens every second
#i don't know why i do that but man it's annoying#is it the autism? idk but even minor timesips wig me out???#i need you all to KNOW#this is also a huge problem i've had when working on my Books!#BUT reading green creek has helped me with that a little?#like it's told so... idek it's got time skips and flashbacks and the story jumps in places#when i was reading i was also mentally taking notes like 'i can do this???? that's allowed???'#like it makes so much sense to tell a story that way but for some reason it never occurred to me. D:#anyway i need to embrace timeskips and nonlinear story telling but alas... my brain is wired wrong and i'm obsessed with time.#so. sigh#also!! i was gonna work on mer trip but methinks i'd rather go stare at my ocs instead.#*spongebob narrator voice*: tomorrow for sure#diaerie
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When you start to think about getting tested for adhd and autism and go "huh... I should do my own research first, lemme make a list of everything" and then do months of research and end up seeing that in your kindergarden observation notes you can literally see when you started masking, and that They Have A Picture Of You Having A Meltdown and saying that you're "stoic" and "angry" in some moments, while being a calm-ish kid otherwise.... you start to realize that maybe Not everyone had the same experience and maybe you are Not normal and just being difficult....
#idk if this is anything#idk if this makes sense#but like damn#reading through those notes was literally like “this kid is [insert autistic trait] and [insert symptom of adhd]”#and i know just being energetic or smth isn't adhd and that's it#but like... reading through it i literally went “how did you never even question???”#of course those could all have been just a fun little thing mini me did#But There's Just So Many Of Them#idek anymore#autism#adhd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#undiagnosed autistic#autistic#asd#undiagnosed adhd#undiagnosed neurodivergent
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I was today years old when I realize that this 2018 short film starring Garrett is (maybe) an indirect ad for the Cayman Islands.
#garrett hedlund#tocsin#feel free to ignore#and to think there are people out there who witness Garrett serenade a mermaid for 12 minutes or something lol idk it's also a thriller#idek what this movie is about even after reading the storyline on IMDB#it kinda makes sense why I can't seem to find much about it unless I'm not looking hard enough#Youtube
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“Adrien made Kagami realize she’s a lesbian because she was not attracted to him” is boring and overdone.
Kagami made Adrien realize she’s a lesbian because she called him her “boyfriend” and he flinched and she was like “oh shoot what’s wrong” and he was like “i dont know, boyfriend is a really weird word for some reason” And because she’s Kagami, instead of being like “oh he clearly doesn’t want me” she just sat him down immediately and started googling Other Words and trying All of Them, and then she tried “do you want to be my girlfriend?” on a whim and he was like “holy shit this has awoken something in me.” And then kagami was like “oh huh i may be a lesbian.”
#adrigami#adrimi#im alive sorry for not posting for like a year#time to go back into hibernation love u all#kagami tsurugi#miraculous ladybug#i am still here with my very specific interpretations of adrimi#they are so important to me#i love them so much#love their season 5 dynamic love that theyre still friends#projecting sooo much onto them#its about being allowed to still be friends with someone even after the messy breakup#but also being allowed to be mad#and being allowed to Wish for something Else with them but to still be okay#i am probably not making any sense im jusy#i love them too too much theyre my emotional support undefined mess of a relationship#and also theyre gay#idek in what way but in Some Way#the ‘secret hidden queer romance’ to ‘secret hidden queer friendship because the romance didnt work for them#but they are both now super commited to helping each other with their secret queer little relationship endeavors#this is why kagami is trying to help adrinette happen#because gay rights#hope this helps#and they can be queer so many different ways i just#clutches heart#incare about tthem#theyre sooooooo not normal in some kind of way#both when they are dating and when they are not
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so i have this theory that, as much as we the fandom can see that crowley is in love with aziraphale, crowley himself, the character as canon in the series, doesn't actually know that what he's feeling is love. he doesn't actually know he's in love with aziraphale, and season 2 is going to help to flesh out his side of the romance more thoroughly.
someone who is more entrenched in good omens lore can probably do a better deep dive, but I've always found crowley's little kindnesses to aziraphale as things that he has to frame as an exchange, or as possibly beneficial to his own needs first. even all of the working together in modern day to avert the apocalypse comes across more as crowley behaving like an individual that is terrified of being alone and feeling like he needs the extra assistance to keep his independence from an organisation that he wants no affiliation with. so he has no choice but to resort to asking aziraphale for that assistance, because who else has as much of a stake in the end of the world as him?
and when the bookshop burns down, there is a moment where he's freaked the fuck out because he really truly is all alone and he has no idea how he's going to manage by himself. but the idiot will never, even under pain of death, be able to admit to himself that what he feels is love for the angel. he says "best friend", he rants about becoming a demon because he thinks he's going to be tied to hell forever once the apocalypse begins, and he laments and cries about it to the bottom of a bottle.
so i have a feeling that that's what season 2 is. season 2 is crowley's "the blitz" equivalent for aziraphale. it's him realising that he wants aziraphale not because he's terrified of being alone, or because he needs aziraphale's help. it's him coming to terms with the fact that he's hopelessly smitten with the angel, and that's why "you go too fast for me crowley" had hurt him so terribly all those years ago, even though he could never understand why.
we were seeing the crowley/aziraphale relationship in season 1 through aziraphale's perspective. hopefully, this means that we get to see the same relationship through crowley's perspective in season 2!
#ineffable husbands#good omens#good omens 2#idek but if they don't at least hold hands during the second season then what even is the point???#okay but this is truly brain rot if it makes no sense please ignore me
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stories that express the fluidity of time and that your actions have an impact on the future and the past and the present and that you influence the world and people around you and that you are meaningful and
#and when you feel like you aren’t important and you have no impact you do maybe you just dont see it yet but#maybe your past self would be proud of you and care about you the same way you can care about your past self even when you’ll never meet the#idek if im wording any of this in a way that makes sense but time beign shown in a way that is fluid and not at all linear#just does something to me idk#like#interstellar#tenet movie#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#looper#anywhos#txt
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