#(i will actually go insane WHAT THE HELL)

[abilai]

Fastest Wei Wuxian for his BIRTHDAYYYYYY

[mojavedoll]

my taste in men is like he’s massive and scary and mean to everyone but he smiled at me once so i would let him do anything to me

[itsnotacostume]

we as a fandom do not talk about this scene enough. what the fuck is this. why did he feel the need to install this? so he could stare at his boybestfriend all day without having to get up?

[ins4nebxtch]

[vulpinesaint]

Venom + Kissing Death by MOTHICA

[pyunyrage]

[lovemehardcoreangel]

js realised how lonely i am

[dolledbambi]

is expressing excitement considered annoying now

[kimsangie]

utsu-p's algorithm but luxiem!!

[bambiiaangel]

mood rn cuz i haven’t seen him for a week.

[vvfreksti]

waiting for your message but the only one that comes through is the dealer's

[s0fter-sin]

watching the valeria interrogation again and when alejandro says, “you disgrace the army”, rudy steps forward but when alejandro looks over his shoulder at him and says, “and your brothers, no?” he steps back again, almost like he’s trying to pull himself out of the conversation

alejandro leans in close to her and rudy reacts like he wants to pull him away, to protect him from her and from her words, but when he brings up that valeria hurt him too, betrayed him too, rudy retreats like he doesn't want to be reminded of it

it's alejandro who keeps valeria talking about the past, who prompts her to say more when simply saying she's ex-military would've been enough. they bait each other, valeria far more successfully than alejandro; she’s essentially running the interrogation

this speaks volumes of rudy’s interjection of, “he (the son of la areña) was supposed to go to prison”. he’s getting short; cutting off valeria and her excuses, not to redirect them back to the point of the interrogation but bc he’s done with her. rudy’s terser with her, more obviously angry, than he is with an actual terrorist

alejandro can't get past their history; let's himself get pulled off track and compromised but not be he's more upset than rudy. rudy has just repressed the hell out of it; if he doesn't think about it then it didn't happen

but now, he's suddenly being confronted with it head on

"you disgrace the army," is generalised; valeria didn't just hurt rudy, she hurt all of them. it's easier to take

"and your brothers," calls rudy out directly for his pain; pain alejandro wants retribution for and he doesn't want to face it, doesn't want to admit to it bc he doesn’t want to have to feel it

[ins4nebxtch]

i just wanna get high and stare at my ceiling tbh

[soup-is-here]

As many "toxic yaoi Jimmy x Curly" jokes I've made I could write a whole ass essay about their relationship and their codependency. They have such a shifting power dynamic throughout the entire game and none of it is romantic and I'm not entirely sure if any of it could be counted as love at all. It's more primal. It's obsessive. It's a failing survival instinct neither realized they had until it was too late and everyone else had to suffer the consequences

I just can't describe it without going into a full essay cause they both have this obsessive need to fix everything in their lives by fixing others and making things worse. They both want control so bad they're willing to steal it from everyone else in different ways. Curly is complicit in Jimmy's actions but he is not at the same level of maliciousness that Jimmy is

You can tell how desperately Curly had to cling onto the idea that Jimmy is a good guy. He could just talk to him and fix him and Anya would be okay again. He could fix this cause he knows Jimmy is good. Curly needs things to be okay or else he failed his one job of making sure everything is okay and having a terrible copilot is not okay so that means he needs his copilot to just not be terrible problem solved!

And the entire game is watching Jimmy fall apart as he realizes he can't just fix the fucked up shit he did. Curly announced the message and Jimmy suddenly decided he can't survive anymore and crashed the ship. He can't untraumatize Anya and now he can't uncrash the ship and Curly laying on his medical cot is a constant reminder of that. If he can just save Curly then he's okay he's fine again. He's undone his harm

They hate each other so much to the point where they need the other to give them purpose. I don't know if they're necessarily good friends, but we know they had a long relationship before the game's time and the announcement set Jimmy off since he felt like Curly was leaving them. Leaving him. Jimmy needed Curly to help give him a purpose and Curly needed Jimmy to give him a purpose and this one message fucked that up and they both got swept up in this codependent fight for survival. That one announcement triggered Jimmy's fear that Curly had been enabling and encouraging and now Curly's stuck in a cryopod listening to his "friend" tell him how much of a hero they both are. They did it! They fixed everything! They fixed each other!

[pyunyrage]

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. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝟐𝐩𝐦: 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝟒𝐩𝐦: 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧, 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐧

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 8̯̭̓̇͂p̞̈͑̚͞ḿ̬̏ͤͅ: r̴̨̦͕̝o̯̱̊͊͢t̲̂̓ͩ̑

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝟒𝐚𝐦: 𝐠𝐨 𝐭���� 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒕

. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

[venicebitch-world]

would go to the psych ward but I have school