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'Players will optimize the fun out of the game' is such a bizarre conept to me. Video games, to me, fulfill 2 needs: playing with dolls (roleplaying a compelling narrative) and getting immersed in a fictional world. i am constantly on a quest to make every game i play more difficult than it needs to be to achieve these goals. i'll turn off the minimap in your open world game and play it like it's firewatch dont fucking try me
#im playing hzd remaster and just found out how manu UI elements i can turn off :))#do NOT show me the pickuppable icon. i know what medicinal salvagebrush looks like and will find it on my own#i will def miss most collectibles but i think it will actually be good to let go of the urge to get em all#less Game more Roleplay#i want to only go where i think it makes sense for Aloy to go at a given time#might miss some side quests too this time but maybe thats ok i mean i already did all of them once#im refusing to fast travel too 90% of the time. Obviously
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alright single digit days so it’s time for last-minute baseless + unfounded veilguard theories!!!!!!! I’ll go first: the reason spite can’t take over lucanis’ body is because that body is ALREADY being possessed by lucanis, who was in fact dead and buried in the wake and rebound to a new form in the ossuary
#dragon age: the veilguard#veilguard spoilers#datv#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#ANYWAYS additional spoilers/expansion on this theory in the tags ->#the whole ‘Zara thought it would be funny if you were the REAL demon of vyrantium’#but it’s about lucanis being the possessor not the possessed…. hmm hmmmmmmm hm#torn between that being done intentionally or them trying to bind spite but lucanis has already moved back in#and if I MAY#worldbuilding on this: flesh golem lucanis still bound to zara’s orders#so when you go to fight Zara and she orders him to kill you ohhh he is trapped inside his own(?) body watching himself try to kill yoj#and at the end of the fight you have the option to kill or spare him#and if you spare him ohohoho enjoy the KNIFE inside you!!!!#(post battle after Zara is killed not by his hands the GUILT the SHAME the HORROR)#(IF he’d even survive it!!!!! and what then!!!!)#anyways all this to say the tags aren’t part of the theory they’re just what I’d do to him ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I do wanna hear other theories I do not care how outlandish and unlikely they are#I want to incorporate em into my worldview#da posting#OH YEAH additional crumb for this theory: caterina being 1) filled with grief and 2) an absolutely evil woman commissioned the new Lucanis#his scruples about blood magic are his OWN right like the crows don’t have a formal stance on blood magic#that’s all lucanis’ moral compass (which illario even comments on in the Wigmaker job)#caterina missed her grandson? WRONG the first talon needs the protege she poured three decades of torture into back
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Hi, I just saw your art of the snake and the pigeon with aromantic flags, and they look amazing! I thought that a pigeon done in the colours of the queerplatonic and/or oriented aroace flag would be adorable. Did you know that pigeons mate for life and often show affection to their partner by cuddling with each other and giving them light pecks around the neck and head? They also are apparently great parents, with both males and females taking care of the young, this load is shared almost equally between the sexes. Both parents build nests, sit on eggs, and lactate (well “pseudo-lactation” technically) to feed chicks. I just thought the idea of two pigeons in a qpr would be really cute.
Sorry for the ramble about pigeons, I just really like them.
Don't apologise, I love me some pigeon facts. And you're absolutely right, two pigeons in a QPR would be really cute.
#ask#art#my art#art requests#pigeon#queerplatonic#qpr#oriented aroace#oriented aromantic asexual#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#queer art#bonus: anon's lovely pigeon facts#i'm always down for pigeon facts. i don't have 'pigeon lovers' as a role in a discord server I'm in for nothing#which was due in part to me including a lot of pigeons in my fanfics. safe to say i like 'em too#anyway hi i'm back from my holiday so i can get back to doing some art requests. there does seem to be a few#most of which aren't recolourings like this. welp. anyway can't promise i'll be quick with those i'm afraid#got a personal writing project i'm working on right now that takes precedence. and also work. oh holiday i miss you already
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finally... the blonde sailor collection...
(l -> r: ben hawkins, jack aubrey, william laurence, røde ruben, alexander smollett, chadwick goodfellow, & gwilym parry)
[ben, goodfellow, and parry have been lent to me by @benjhawkins, @natdrinkstea, and @sailorpants, and the delightful idea of collecting this lad pile was inspired by @gigamuffin!]
#em draws stuff#aubreyad#temeraire#kaptein sabeltann#treasure island#moth and compass#shipshape game#<- no character tags today because there'd be just a Boatload of organizational tags...#I have been wanting to do something like this for Actual Years and then I started reading temeraire and Oh Another One of Them#and then I just sort of Had to. anyway I think I missed somebody but I've already stayed up til 1am drawing this. Enough! :)
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i depend on you (based and very much inspired by @/sometimes317 's piece on twitter)
process pics in read more!!^^
you can tell the moment it struck me that i was practically drawing ship art www
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#my art#i was trying to play into the whole ending of the game part#how shun basically became a life crutch for yuu in the last moments and he chose to do it regardless of what was done to him#with it making shun the yellow with the light blue eyes character of the original#which in interpretations of the og artwork brought in the question if yellow truly depended on blue the same way blue did on em#for blue has the exact same yellow for its eyes while yellow has another hue that isnt the same color as blue#i wanted to play into that to portray the one sidedness of yuu and shun's relationship#I CAME INTO THIS WITH THOSE INTENTIONS BUT ITS SO FUNNY TO ME NOW#because halfway through this i realized what i was drawing was essentially ship art#i came into this with the intention of it being very deep to be then struck by the concept of draqing ship art its so funny to me#i felt a little embarassed somwthing about drawing ship art has always made me embarrassed for no reason#like. very cute but on another hand never expect art from me ever again /j /j#on the other side i was very amused about it as well#the way it hit me was voicing the “its been one of those weeks... pass the yaoi!!!” meme in my head#which was simultaneously embarassing and very amusing to me#to end these tags off id like to communicate to you that the project file corrupted inmediately the second i finished this#i . i have no idea how it did that when it eas still opened now i literally cannot open it and thus change it ever again#the only thing my computer is missing is having very loud fans the second it starts up#it already heats up like a bomb im surprised im not hearing its fans with all it does#college computer save me college computer i miss the college computer#if i could i would genuinely go to uni just to draw but im not allowed to set up a driver for my tablet so i cant#one of these days i should just do rekinder fanart as one of my projects to have an excuse
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5guys
comments on em under the cut <3
quincy:
-Jagged scars bc he did it himself with. a big knife.
-no sixpack. just bc.
-many pubes. other bodyhair is a bit less bc he isnt on T (<- excuse bc i couldnt make it look good /hj)
eiden:
-pretty neat scars. got them done fairly early in his life.
-left his abs bc he really tries to keep em. dont particularly like it but :/ i feel like its part of him idk
-was on T a few years before getting isekai'd, aster helped him find a replacement.
dante:
-NEAT surgery scars. got them done, after his parents died, by top-level surgeons (+ didnt have big boobs to begin with)
-nips+snakebites+eyebrows pierced. hes a royal man he deserves it.
-left his pack bc i think he uses it as a coping mechanism....
-has been on proxy-T since a few months before his parents died.
rei:
-tiny boobs tiny scars. did them himself aswell.
-navel pierced bc hes a slut so ofc.
-no abs. this man does nothing to keep himself in shape.
-not on T but has found some remedy that has permanently lowerd his voice
-main reason for transition was so he could be in hiding better, he really doesnt care for much else.
balde:
-no nips.
-main control panel is in his abdomen bc its easily defendable. distinct connection of panels at the lines where they open bc i didnt want him to have abs and this works <3 + i couldnt figure out a reason behind topsurgery scars other than that <3
-no pubes bc hes a ken doll down there (i forgor)
#excuse the shitty quality i work with screenshots =w=bb sorry.#i also wanted to do aster and yakumo and karu/garu but i dont have good enough cards of em :/#PLUS any aster cards (except his ssr i dont have that one =3=p) mysteriousely hide his underboobs. SO. he already has top-surgery scars <3#augh yakumos or garu's cards just didnt work unfortunately Y-Y#“oh but why not olivine or morvay?” DO YOU THINK THEY WOULD GET TOPSURGERY? olivine genuinely makes me feel better about my own boobs.#and i just dont really like kuya <3 + i think he wouldnt need topsurgery bc that man has no tits.#anyway <33#blade is so pretty in his ssr im so glad i wasted 130 vouchers on eiden and got blade as my pity <3 (and eiden after all mentioned vouchers#my wife <333#augh this was fun =w=bb#trans people!!!!!!#please dismiss any bodyhair the guys may miss i couldnt be bothered <3#my work#nu carnival#YIPPEEE
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umineko sliding scale as of rn for me to how sympathetic i find each character (not necessarily how much i like, just like. i get where they're coming from) as of right now bcs theres like a bunch more of the story so its bound to change.
"i was born to understand your visions" -> maria and shannon "i really feel for you here" -> natsuhi and kanon "yeah, i get it" -> kumasawa, jessica, kirie "parts of you i cannot resonate with, but others i am either compelled by or can understand" -> battler and rosa "no paticular thoughts" -> genji, the doctor i forgot his name, "more of you i dont sympathize with than i do, but there's still elements" -> eva, hideyoshi "you're gonna have to show me something more for me to understand where you're coming from" -> gohda, krauss, rudolf "i dont sympathize with you (as i understand you now.) -> george and kinzo
beatrice exists outside the scale bcs i dont understand anything shes got going on but i am compelled. maybe once let sjust let her win i wanna see where this goes
#i know kinzo missed beatrice. i dont know enough about that relationship to be. all that compelled tho#maria and shannon ive already spoken at length#natsuhi's crazy interesting to me#kanon i wanna now more but he shares a lot of what makes shannon cool#i get it tier mainly just#they dont have anything crazy i can see going on but what they do say i see it#battler and rosa its like#battlers got his issues but at the same time he's an interesting viewpoint.hes very very different from me but hes interesting#i understand more of rosa's presentation atm then i would expect#i've got complex thoughts on both of em#basically everyone else i dont know much enough on to say#with exceptions of kinzo n george who i've already talked about#void plays umineko#umineko#i mean that's the fun part right#there's 18 characters#but theres only 18.#thats like the maigoen cast#thats not that many#so i trust each will get devlopment in time#and i wonder how itll change how i feel about em#the greatest challenge: can umineko make me like george
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final send off from our maknae~
#ill miss the promo stages so much fskfkd#(i already do. i miss em)#cant wait for kcon la ^~^#usermia#userhops#ninitag#useryeontan#zb1net#zerobaseonesource#zb1work#han yujin#yujin#his unofficial offical tag for me may as well be 베이비#e: yits#c: stages#p: youtube#mine: gifs#again. so jungkook coded it makes me physically sick
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yall got any dave centric fanfic recs??
#my brain is currently goo n ive just been rereading ones ive already read before dsjkgfhd#(just finished my reread of second best and i started over on run n go last night..................................... aahahahhaaaa#i need to like............. actually keep going with rng instead of putting it off endlessly... but thast 2 much commitment atm#n i dont super remember what was going on where i was atm oops#also its fun seeing the dynamics they had at the start again <3)#but yah.................... ive read a good chunk of stuff but#am tired n also curious what stuff yall would recc#am not picky with ships (i generally lean more towards gen stuff)#so uhh if yall got any hidden gems or popular fics i may have missed.................................. feel free 2 send em mi way <3<3<3<<3#davesprite focused are also encouraged ofc#dave also doesnt have 2 be the only focus but ya kno#ok i should start getting ready for bed.............#ungooify my brain with sleep#rambles#damn i sure am chatty today#what forgetting ur meds will do to a mf#✌️😎
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i am actually going to throw up i feel so fucking awful today but i cant miss another day of school They will come after me. why do i get sick literally every other week. what the fuck is wrong with me
#HHWLP#MY HEAD HURTS MY NECK IS SORE MY EARS FEEL WEIRD IT HURTS TO SWALLOW ICAN BARELY BREATHE#I CANT GO TO SCHOOL LIKE THIS#I CANT MISS SCHOOL EITHER I HAVE LIKE 4 TESTS TODAY AND ID RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN HAVE TO MAKE EM UP#BECAUSE I ALREADY MISSED A FEW OTHER ONES#AND WE DO LIKE 30 BILLION THINGS A DAY IN ENGLISH AND IM ALREADY SO FAR BEHIND#there is no way in hell im making it through the day#maybe geometry at the latest. thats my 4tg class of the day#i cant focus on my work like this dude#i feel like I need to cry but thats making my head so much worse
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@THEE pic Ryoko Kui drew of various rpg elves, I know some people in the notes and on twitter seemed miffed that Merrill was the only DA elf companion she didn't draw (Velanna too for that matter, but main game-wise) but I have my own lil' conspiracy theory about it, which is that, sorry to anime-only fans of Dungeon Meshi for the coming spoiler, I'm reasonably sure Merrill inspired Marcille, at least in part, so if I'm right she is represented in a roundabout manner :)
#once you start thinking about it it becomes pretty plausible ngl#she seems way too up miss Kui's alley not to include at any rate#(but again that list is clearly not comprehensive and she could have been cut for a number of reasons that don't imply anything really)#dungeon meshi#um hi dragon age ppl if you haven't already do check out dungeon meshi it's so fucking cool#I've always had trouble reading manga but I DEVOURED dungeon meshi in like a week bc it's so good#don't be turned off by how it starts a lil' slow it's all setup for later#Ryoko Kui is a queen. writing. characters. worldbuilding. magic system. monster ecology. fantasy race dynamics. CHARACTER DESIGN#my god her character design studies I could just smooch em#her art style is also so cute and beautiful and uniqu#and there's nobody doing body diversity like her in that sphere. we stan
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Also, for the record, I type my fics almost exclusively on my phone (the one exception is the one where I coded footnotes) because opening my computer to get The Big Internet for more than important grown up business annoys me and aside from like, taxes and therapy, I do everything on my phone. I don't know how many of y'all know that, so I'm sharing!
This means that I've slammed out ~9000 words in three days on my phone. With my shitty ass connective tissue disorder joints. That's how my derangement is going. Just so y'all know the scale here.
#“em is it a good idea to -” no but i'm already getting arthritis in my hand#a few days of repetitive stress isn't gonna make that much difference I'll do some hand pt and it'll be fine#i'm having such a good time y'all i have MISSED having something to be hardcore into
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Mad at my professor again lmao
#not snz#literally wanna beat the shit out of her#i could be so violent if even an ounce of my being was confrontational lmao#anyway she emailed me again#like girl fucking stop it first of all#like we have nothing to say to each other#and it wasn't even about the program per se#like it was just her saying shit like i have too much potential to waste in ems#we've had this conversation several times it never fucking goes anywhere#she says I'm 'too smart' to be an emt or a firefighter#that i should go to medical school instead of trying to go any further with fire and ems#like I'm sorry you don't even fucking know me#the only reason i was any good at emt school is bc i trained for that for a decade#it would've been so fucking pathetic to have done bad when i went in with 90% of the material down cold#like i genuinely am not smart#i know a little bit about specific things and that's it#nothing that actually matters or makes for someone smart enough to go to fucking medical school#like I'm a terrible student lmao i like so few things and I'm decent at even less#I'd be shitty at being a firefighter if i had to use my brain constantly for absolutely everything#i can do most of that work on autopilot#like this bitch is really acting like she knows me and that she's being so helpful trying to push me away from my career path#like miss girl you are doing me zero favors and i have no backup plan other than this so if it doesn't work out I'm screwed lmao#my mental health already sucks like she's really out here trying to kill me faster lmao#anyway#i can be normal now#I'm going hiking tomorrow and we're planning at least ten miles so that'll fix me
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hi im gonna sadpost for a bit
#talkys#down here hee hee#anyway#i keep getting really sad about like. I'm Only Getting Older. When Will I Find My Person.#but its not even in a ''older = no one will want me'' way#its more like. i want them Now. we only have so much time on this earnth i want as much time with this person as possible and im missing#out on so much of it#literally that ''i wish id met you sooner'' post. with the carly rae jepsen lyrics and everything.#i dont even Have em yet and i already wish id met em sooner#i dont even have em yet and im already wondering how i ever lived life without em. bc im living out the answer right now#and it is‚ well. very miserably. im doing very miserably without em.#im optimistically jealous of future me#while also hoping this future me is very very very soon into future me#i want to be there Now. time is being wasted right now without you‚ wherever you are#(saying this as if its ever gonna happen again + as if i wont have to go thru heartbreak 50 more times before ever MAYBE finding a good fit#but whatever. im really trying to stay in the deluded ''im excited for it to happen'' boat instead of the Get Real Lmao. If It Had Never#Happened Once It Still Wouldn't've Happened/No One Is Around or In Line to#Date You Soooooo Get Used to Another Few Decades of Nothing and No One boat. wah#anyway. sad !
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I need a silly new hat RIGHT now a new silly hat will FIX me
#news from the cupola#'oh em don't you have a bicorne you've had for over a year and not put trim on yet' yes and what of it#there is not really such a thing as Casual Bicorne alas (and it is Too Hot for coats)#will also admit that I want this hat as a vehicle for decorations such as silk oak leaves and a fucking huge pheasant feather#what actually will fix me most likely is having a Real Halloween Costume Plan. because I don't at the moment and it's chewing me to bits#things I have considered: harris sharpesrifles; 1910s butch miss pauling; franklin expedition ghost again#the problem is that I have a fairly limited number of costume-y Pieces to work with at this time that still fit me#and there's not really much to Do with them that I haven't already done before#kind of wishing that I had bought that dress that made me look like a haunted doll now... but alas it was so expensive#and summer is over so so so soon...
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looking back on all my y7 comics is so funny but now im compelled to organize them 'chronologically' and see what that looks like
#snap chats#i also wanna stick em in a book... nay.. i shant...#Point Is LOL#sorry just saw my fave masada| comic of mine and was like#'oh this is before arakawa gets necked isnt it thats hilarious'#but then i realized before THAT wouldve been aoki asking jo to kill arakawa#all things ive done comics of#so now im just sitting here thinking 'how many y7 comics HAVE i done and how many of them can i organize in order'#sounds like it could be funny....#ok my tummy hurt by. i have one more comm to do and then uhhh#idk the demons are whispering to me to play SADX </3#'snap what happened to shadow' i am taking a BREAK i love my son but i also have to play Relatively The Same Route#like 28 times ok. i need to look at something else for a hot minute#ALSO I MISS MY CHAOS I WANNA SAY HI TO THEM#awful so for the past couple days my dads been calling me Every Day#i called him like Twice this past two weeks which is a LOT more than usual#and every time i did i was always crying or whatever so ig he was finally like 'lmao wait.... we should call more often....'#and now we do so im happier now :) i forget why this is relATE DI REMEMMERB#ITS BECAUSE EVERY TIME HE GOES TO HANG UP HE'LL BE LIKE 'laters :) One More Thing--'#LIKE OLD MAN YOU SAID BYE ALREADY but then i realize... of course.. im doing the exact same thing...#ok bye fr this time BYE
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