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"You won't disappoint, I've only heard good things since I've arrived." Why was she reassuring him? Ivette didn't really know. Maybe because he sounded so passionate about his work here, or because she still couldn't stand to hear his disappointment. "Everyone looked elated last night, so I'm inclined to believe everyone is family here." Ivette's gaze cast down at the mention of, back then. Such a big part of their lives, and yet one they couldn't bring themselves to talk about. Even now, Ivette wasn't sure she was ready to start. "Fair, early birds and night owls rarely mesh well. Yeah, I wasn't sure whether it was the right path. I love it though, the hospital is chaos personified, but it's very fulfilling work. I've heard some of the funniest things from some patients too, so it kind of adds up. The fact that you're so worried about it already is a good sign. You'll do great."
The new age was already promising enough, and though she didn't say it out loud, it was comforting that she wouldn't have to run into his mother. He was probably aware of some of the things that were said about his mother, but she couldn't bring herself to contribute to that. "God no, second hangover sounds like nightmare fuel, but agreed. I've had my fair share of tough mornings. Seems like I've been missing this elixir to survive." Though, the jury was still out on whether it would work.
"Okay, yes exactly that! Not trustworthy at all if they don't like salsa verde, hm. Good thing we're on the same side about this." If she was counting the things they had in common, this one would make the list. It was small, but amusing nonetheless. "Oh, I see. All inclusive campus then." She should've guessed, what boarding school didn't have all services included? "That's so interesting though, the place really prepared you in all ways. Sounds like you enjoyed that class a lot, you a secret chef or something?"
"I'll have it tomorrow," Ivette assured him as he turned his back to her to tend to the stove. "Well, some rush. There is a lot to do, and I'm only here for the month. I'll definitely tap you for help, after all, this is your vision." She was just asked to help, but Ivette was very conscious that her stay here was temporary. She'd need to get back to her life soon enough. Her eyes were drawn to the plate before her, it looked and smelled amazing. Damn that boarding school. "You say that, but next thing you know I'm lost in the fields and camping out there because I couldn't find my way back. So, the tour would be greatly appreciated. You're eating too, right? Not leaving me here hanging? Which, I'm sorry. I'll cover the next meal. I totally said I'd help and just talked the entire time." Taking the fork, she took the first bite and felt herself brought back to life. "Not that I doubted your culinary skills, but this is so good."
"I've only just started. If I mess up then I'll have myself to disappoint instead of a whole establishment. We're the new when you're here you're family motto." Nate laughed at his own lame joke. "Here I'm saying the same thing about yours. Do you like it? I know you were going back and forth....back then." He had to be careful how he'd broach the subject given the fact that their lives had been so intertwined. "I hope so. The new age has come and I hope everyone can breathe a little easier."
He was no stranger to the whispers of how everyone called his mother the wicked witch of the island. Though he hoped that people could see him as a separate entity to his mother. "It happens. Though I've also had my tough mornings where I'm hungover with a second hangover. This will help. Just don't think on the flavor too much."
He pointed at her and smiled. "That is the only correct answer. I don't trust people who don't like salsa verde." The answer to that would sound ridiculous but still he'd be honest. "School. We had a cooking class on campus where we'd all take up a country's best foods and make something. I made a lot of new foods there that I'd never be able to make if I didn't have that class."
"Take all the time you need," he smiled and got up to tend to the food on the stove. "There is no rush. I promise. If I can help in any other way let me know." Putting the food on a plate he brought it over to her and set it down. "No, I don't think you'd be that lost but just for good measure I'll take you on a tour after food is in your system. Come on, eat up."
#LOL big crush first and then mini crush#a esta girl too...hasta se le olvido javi#hahah jackets are on two-day shipping#on their way!#huuuge clowns!!!
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sharing random details because why not
If you visited my wiki (which is still WIP and i'm kinda sick and busy to update it rn so pls be patient) you've probably seen this on Abe's page
Well you should know that Abe's obsession with living up to his clonefather's name is my roman empire and I just LOVE that, because Abe chose a great role model :) This is why I wanted to bring up this topic way more often in my comic, because this is pure angst material (and also extremely relatable).
SOOOOO about that so-called debate contest...
Of course Abe lacks charisma and attractiveness so nobody listens to him. YES, I MADE ELECTION BLU-GALOO BUT MORE DRAMATIC BECAUSE..... BECAUSE WE LOVE ANGST 😋😋😋 IT'S ENTERTAINING
ALSOOOO not only do other clones not care about Abe, but the shadowy guys as well (which is not surprising cus they don't give a shit about anyone in this place). They literally don't treat him like a human just because he is not as great as the Abraham Lincoln himself. They wanted to raise him to be a leader but they gave him anxiety, low self-esteem and a strange obsession :(
So yeah after some failures he tends to spend a couple of days in his room, crying to his Lincoln posters (fun fact some of them are ai generated) and literally talking to them because..... coping mechanism? 🤷♂️
I tried my best to add something but this sketch comic thing basically explains everything so okayyyyyy you got my point :з
I'm thinking about his character development in the comic, I want him to start loving himself, be able to defend himself and just FIND HIMSELF. Because OKAY you can't be THE EXACT clone of your clonefather, it's not the 19th century, but you're still a human, right?? So just be a good human!! :) You're already on the right path since you began to fight for your friends' well-being.
Omg wait i'm already talking to him in second person OKAY YOU GOT ME PLEASE READ EXCLAMATION!2080 THE THIRD PART IS IN PROGRESS BLAH BLAH BLAH BYEEEEE
#clone high#clone high abe#clone high au#exclamation!2080#sorry not sorry but i'm mostly projecting onto him#still sounds accurate?#WELL GUESS WHAT it's because i'm literally him irl#abeposting will never end so make yourself comfortable and follow me lol#if alek's not talking about abe he is probably dead#Okay i'm taking another day off tomorrow and if I'll feel better I'll try to update the wiki at least......#friendly reminder that i'm doing this all alone it's very hard :( this is why i ask you to be patient <3
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random room update no one asked for: found this cool snes sign at a con and hung up my infinity station card with some pins i picked up too :D


#i have spent. frankly far too much money this month#but that's what i work for i guess..#feels weird but oh well :P#sorry i havent been online much btw there's been a loooooot going on#this is my first day back home all week 😭#and tomorrow i'll probably be gone again#so goodbye again o7 i mean i'll still be online sometimes but#not much to talk about since im not at my computer or doing anything particularly fun lol#oh and flood update we're good now 👍 things are mostly back to normal#i mean it was bad but everyone i know made it out ok. even my family that had to evacuate didnt lose their house#chat
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#manectric#i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk#but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric#el woowoo‚ if you will#a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day#so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday#hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years#looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow#which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations#for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA#plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory#overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me#so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little#worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY#this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains#that's about it#any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar#places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it#also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking#about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours
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Getting into the "what if it never gets better" trap
#telling myself it's my med change that's making it so so bad#i will get through this haze i better not have fought this hard in vain#doing really really bad#i got better briefly! briefly!!#the general state of the world is not helping what is already a grrimmmmm situation#ill eat a klonopin & hope it resets me by the time i wake up#then i get some god damn healthcare tomorrow#what is the POINT of all this agonizing to get my brain a millimeter closer to 'better'#i am so fucking tired#i'll stick it out i fucking Guess#probably was smart of me to ask for all the potentially dangerous household objects to be hidden away huh#ggghhhhhhhhhhhhh don't go insane challenge#vent#txt
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I'm having one of those "I wish I could just be part of the Astral Express crew" moments
#rambling rambling rambling#i know being part of the astral express would have its own challenges and all but#sometimes i wish i could just be there and suddenly feel safe#i like everyone in the crew so much and I guess anyone in it can bring me comfort somehow so#I crave being accepted and I believe they would do it with no doubt nor hesitation#and my honkai s/i being probably the most similar to me s/i makes it even easierrr for me to wish to be there#because that's basically me#being there and being supported and living happily and having others to rely on nearby and being themself and being loved for it and and#and i want that#ugh the struggle#Welt pls come home#ive had a long evening and tomorrow i'll have a long morning idk what im saying at this point im just tired#i just wanna exist peacefully ig#no rush no judgement no negative expectations#also I wanna share blankets with March and Dan Heng#and Stelle too I love her but almost never add her in my imagines because I think I would join the crew before her soooo i havent thought+#much about meeting trailblazer and all of that as my s/i#I wanna be in the Astral Express so bad#I wanna look at the stars and share blankets as we continue our eternal travel#together#as nothing more nor less than family#im so tired#n is talking#vent#ig?#cw vent#tw vent
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well I can't fall asleep, and I'm loosing my mind. Cause it's half past 3 and my brains on fire. Well I've been counting sheep but the sheep all died, and I'm trying to hard but I can't not try.
#–way less sad by and#It's like 0:40 and I can't sleep#I have a test tomorrow#I didn't study#I was going to go over the material in the morning#But I probably won't be awake enough to#eh#I guess I'll fail#What can you do
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I've already settled on which poses I'm using for each of the drawings, but I figured I'd post the first-draft concepts I did while trying to come up with ideas, seeing as I quite liked some of them even though I didn't take them forward.
Incase anyone is curious, this is a redraw/revamp of an older set of drawings I did of the bad kids (+aelwyn) with various pride flags for the genders and sexualities I headcanon them as having :-)
#art wip#fantasy high#the bad kids fanart#not putting too many tags on this cus obviously this is incomplete#and i feel bad clogging tags#shall probably post some more wip stuff tomorrow bcs I'll be doing some colouring in then#edit: no fcking clue what happened to this quality lmao#the images on my pc itself are fine but I guess tumblr just hates me
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thought it'd be a good idea to watch an episode of Night Court while falling asleep (just one!!)
yeah no it's been 5 minutes and Dan is on his knees, begging. nope not a good idea!
#he's just so.#and#so.#!!!#just!#ugh!#stupid disgusting man (🤤🤤🤤)#and now Christine has compared him to a dog#ughghhh evil evil show#I need to watch the librarians again#but that would be even WORSE#because he's older and the video quality is good enough that I could actually see his face 😩#so no I cannot do that#(guess what I'll probably be doing tomorrow)#WHY is John Larroquette so hot. why. I don't get it (no I do I really do. but I wish I didn't)#and WHY do they keep putting him in these situations?? how am I supposed to watch this show if they make him do something incredibly#pathetic every episode? 😩#oh. yeah. right. its because it's. funny#haha yes of course I understand that. it's just funny. only that. nothing else :)#personal
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Sometimes i think I have a pretty good grasp on time and how I spend it and then I play video games and remember that I really don't know anything
#how is it already midnight? i just started playing earlier#tbf ibdid start at like 21.30 or smth bc work :/ but still that's two and a half hours! what? no!#anyway. very intrigued by mass effect so far#the characters are really interesting and the world building is so good? it's so big! amazing#also have no idea where this is going which is ideal :) but i do have two very favourable opinions#am not all that happy about the interpretation of the answers i can choose. sometimes shepard says things i really didn't want#but oh well. I'll probably get better at interpreting that when i get to know the character more#but also. i have work tomorrow morning :') so. sleep. i guess. but not enough#mass effect
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FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE
#text#IT IS THEM . FAWK#I HOPED THEY WERE SERIOUSLY DROPPING OUT THAT WOULDVE BEEN SO FUNNY . FUCKKKKKK#okay. well. that's fine. i dont even care#i see ellen tomorrow i'll ask her what i should do .#and for now. i guess i'll write out my schedule for the week on my handy dandy epic whiteboard#and i'll listen to some music#and grab a snack bc i didn't finish my dinner#and tomorrow#tomorrow i will go to the campus center. see ellen#then i'll get water at the campus center#then i'll go back to my dorm UNLESS it's already lunchtime. inwhich case ill get lunch THEN go back to my dorm#then ill take a binding break and lie down#then class#then lie down again. maybe write. then dinner then.. beach probably yeah#and it'll all be okay
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argh...i got invited to a dinner party on 9/16. i don't know if i should decline because of rosh hashannah or not
#sasha speaks#it does sound nice but who knows if i'll have the energy to socialize after services...#it's for people to share their research in a low stress setting and get feedback either as prep for like a conference or something#or just for fun. and then dinner and socializing and stuff#which sounds nice. but. idk. maybe it'll be better for me to just stay home and cook a nice meal for myself and watch an opera or smth#then again is it sadder to spend the holiday all alone....i don't know. agh.#i wanna talk about me#idk what to do but i should probably respond to the invite#well...i'm meeting the host for coffee tomorrow morning. so i guess i'll have to decide soon#i'm not going to orchestra rehearsal the night before even though i won't be in services until saturday morning technically#but come on. i'm not going to rehearsal on RH. i'm making a nice dinner and lighting candles.
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On god I forgot to be online today
But hey, I got more progress on Clare Carder and that's all that really matters to me
#🐉🎮.txt#i was doing like. the npc dialouge to lay out the bones of the other three parts#that'll be all finished tomorrow i'm sure#then comes the fun stuff#i was also doing a *little* groundsetting and editing already written parts of act 3. just a bit#act 3's nowhere near done. i just like working non-linearly sometimes when i'm writing. helps keep me from getting… bored i guess?#but uh. yeah. more progress tomorrow i hope#maybe act 2 part 1 will be out this week. not saying that as a guarantee but i hope i can#then i'll probably take a break from writing part 2 because god i'm getting restless trying to finish this#but gn 👍 hopefully i'll be better at seeing what's going on da dashboard tomorrow
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Hm... gonna muse in the tags
#excited about applying for summer camp#feel like I should talk with some of the bosses about it now that I'm almost 100%sure about doing it this year#so it's a bit weird because I have a few people hushed about the fact I'm thinking about it#anyway#beyond that#I have to figure out what to do with my lesson family#I have them reaching out to a more local trainer for their rescue pony#I'm hoping to shift them over#my friend says that this trainer (who she works for) is looking to expand her client base and teachers#so I'm thinking about starting to teach over there in the fall maybe?#but I really think that the place I am needed most for the summer will be camp#but anyway#because I haven't actually applied yet#I can't tell the family yet with certainty I'll be unavailable this summer#so it will probably be a conversation to be had like next lesson I guess#but I do have some questions that I need to come up with for them tomorrow#lessons about the rescue pony#about the work schedule of the mom this summer#about how showing steers for fair changes their relationship with riding#etc etc#so I don't know what all I'm gonna say there?#I'm just hoping the mom is the one out there#because the dad is just... not very helpful#he's nice and all and always polite#but he knows the least out of all of them about horses#and he's always a little uncomfortable when he's out there#so anyway! big things coming I guess#just gotta prioritizeeeeee
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why does scheduling my work days give me so much stress and anxiety
#i was supposed to do my first day at the high school today but i had literally so much anxiety i could not fall asleep last night no matter#what. i had so much dread. i took so much melatonin lol.#i could shut my brain off till i went into the application and deleted my schedule for the day#ive just been feeling so fatigued and exhausted since i got covid it's crazy. sometimes i'll have bursts of energy where im productive#but yesterday i was just so tired from loading the washing machine. just. fucking sorting clothes and putting them in#that i had to lie down on the floor for a few minutes in the middle of it#not my finest moment#tales from diana#i didn't have anything scheduled for tomorrow and i thought 'maybe if i feel better tonight ill call in'#but i dont feel. super better tonight. and the only thing that i could do tomorrow at my preferred school is kindergarten subbing#for like the main classroom teacher. which i havent done before so i figured 'yeah im not gonna get my anxiety up 2 days in a row'#i deserve to sleep tonight after all and i think if i committed to that i wouldnt be able to#but i am going into my elementary school on wed-thur-friday of this week. wednesday is only a half day but they'll probably find smth for me#to do in the afternoon. they usually do. and im fine w that.#idk im just much more comfortable in my elementary school. i guess bc ive worked there before and i went to school there#as a wittle student waaaay back in the day. like i know the building and it doesn't scare me and i know a good amount of kids there#and the staff don't intimidate me. so yeah.#i did schedule my first job at the high school FOR REAL THIS TIME and it's next friday. hopefully ill be doing better by then.#im working the thursday before it at the elementary so i'll be in the rhythm of that. idk how to explain it but it's harder to go back#to work when ive taken a day off. like that's also why im not going in tomorrow.#friday (4/07) was the first day i worked since i got covid and that was fine but also. i was so anxious just to go in.#and so so so so tired when i got home. and all weekend.#yeah i wasn't ready to start working at the high school today. that was nonsense.#hopefully all will go well on wednesday thursday and friday of this week. im trying to restore my energy and fix my sleep. thatll do wonders#i hope. i hope i hope i hope
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Leaving a little past two because I decided to just do all my laundry, but... I don't want to go.
I am obviously suffering, but I feel like when I get there, I will be perfectly fine and I am just a liar and an exaggerator and evil and wasting people's time. But I am suffering. So I should go.
#ramblings#if they can't do anything for me. i don't know what i'll do. [insert guess i'll die old man here]#but if i go today i can maybe ask for a sleep aid to get more sleep tomorrow so i don't feel so dead on that end#and also i have all day tomorrow to be free from life#will probably play more pokemon or maybe a vn but you never know
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