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vaguely-concerned · 3 months ago

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I've been picking mostly only the essential flirt options with lucanis in the romance so far (I've personally found the dynamic much more natural and mutual when you do that, more like forming a solid friendship slowly and inevitably becoming something else and less like you keep pushing on him and getting little back b/c he seemingly just gets overwhelmed and goes into freeze instead), and I think rye is a pretty hard person to read at the best of times even though he's been Down Real Bad from pretty early on and their chemistry as people is naturally really good. so the way the almost-kiss plays out in this playthrough feels a lot like it has the added layer of lucanis realizing that no but for sure rook is flirting and not just being kind or a good friend* it IS actually happening it's not just wishful/fearful thinking!!! and then uh. maybe going a bit too hard a bit too fast in all the excitement at that revelation haha

*in lucanis' defense he has seemingly literally never had a friend who wasn't his cousin-brother before, under those circumstances I suppose some confusion is extremely natural if not outright expected lmao

#meanwhile rook is kicking himself for being unprofessional b/c he WAS getting something important from spite there #and also lucanis had like. just woken up was that cool of me. should I have told him. should I have slowed that down???#watcher's duty crashing into watcher's longing blues ensues #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar #rook x lucanis #rookanis #I think I might have done something hilarious and a little wonderful to the lucanis romance #by making a rook who's even slower to romance than he is fhskjfhsa #even here I was straight up like 'oh this is a little early for this don't you think' on rye's behalf (it's not we have to be mid-game)#imagine how he'd fare in some of the other romances you'd just bowl him over. davrin might kill him #(and also they would kill each other for unrelated reasons during it but that's another matter (affectionate I love my lads))#lucanis has been squinting at rook in stolen moments ever since the café scene like '...did I imagine that vibe. surely not right.#i'm pretty sure. but am I. I do know he likes me. but DOES he like like me or is that just what I want it to be. this is very embarrassing #for everyone involved' (it is)#davrin has had both their numbers the entire time tho. and been extremely annoyed but professional about it #he knew from the moment these two chucklefucks showed up in his recruitment mission. and has been an adult about it. mostly #even when they've made it real hard ('so I'm gonna go ahead and assume you're not letting the abomination serial killer run around #just because you're transparently excruciatingly sweet on him. right. RIGHT??')#I have accidentally given lucanis a pattern of falling for people who keep covered neck to toe at all times #but like not to be a metaphor for their emotional intimacy issues or anything haha. imagine.#I'm making my own heart so tender by imagining lucanis struggling to get rye out of his (many-layered) robes during the romance scene #and both of them laughing right from the soul in relief and delight at each other b/c like 'how could I kill a god only to be bested #by nevarran fashion. also how in the maker's name do you get dressed so quickly in the mornings this is intense'#'same way one does anything else lots of practice and a can-do attitude'/'well I'll just have to put in the practice then'#and they just hug for a while. *head in my hands* yeah okay I can be normal. I can be normal about this.

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perpetuallyfive · 9 days ago

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the smell of blood on concrete [8/15]

Arcane, Vampire/Werewolf AU, Caitlyn/Vi

Summary: Werewolf Vi fights in the pits to finance finding her sister and vampire heiress Caitlyn wants to be the one holding the end of the leash.

Chapter Word Count: 7,271

Preview:

Further down the road, she passes by the farm stand, busy this time of year. Vi remembers the first girl she had a crush on working there, before she had a name for the feeling. The girl was older, tall with strong hands and an easy smile that had made Vi’s heart flutter in her chest. She wore her hair shaved on just one side, the rest of it in her face.

Vi’s hands flex on the wheel, thinking about all the other scars she’s never bothered to trace, the way these little roads have mapped themselves inside her brain.

ao3 link.

#caitvi #piltover's finest #i'm extremely proud of this one #vi finally goes home this chapter :)#my fic #and yeah sorry posting early again #today is ... challenging. at work.#but i fear tomorrow is going to be NONSTOP.#and it's so hard for me not to think the whole time ''i want to stop and post my fic.''#so i took a moment for myself this morning and did another polish pass.#(before getting on an hour long call about creative for work.)#arcane

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emotinalsupportturtle · 3 months ago

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Does anyone think of that moment when Tony and Cameron are literally in bed and he’s so upset about Declan leaving and she says “I knew you and Declan weren’t going to work out you’re too similar”

like leave Cameron alone and go fuck that old man Tony. We know you want to

#Extreme boredom and sleep deprivation made me write this #Sometimes problematic gay rivals polycule just comes to my mind unbidden #It’s a curse at this point #My brain early in the morning dreading a full day of academic stuff: those three old men should have fucked #Also like leave Cameron alone you creep #tbh she deserves to kill them all with hammers but tony most of all (she deserves to resurrect and beat the shit out of him again)#sorry I’m just very passionate of these two things #Rivals #declan o'hara #rupert campbell black #tony baddingham #cameron cook

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sepiamestus · 1 year ago

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It always rubs me the wrong way when people characterize atsushi as too much of a sweetheart. Like he IS a sweetheart but he's also snarky and sarcastic and most importantly he's very very angry. Do not forget this.

#I think its a product of like. People thinking that being kind and being angry are mutually exclusive #Which they very much are not #Atsushi is an extremely compassionate character who also happens to be angry!! These things do not cancel each other out #Like. He bites and screams and fights when someone hurts him or someone he cares about #He's been hurt so much and he's furious and bitter about it.#He's still a compassionate character. He's so so good. Being angry at people that hurt you is not bad.#He's not someone who just rolls over and takes whats thrown at him. He establishes this very early on #Idk. I just think taking away that part of him that's bitter and angry about the way he was treated #Is a major disservice to his character #Jesus this turned into a tangeant. I love atsushi a lot.#I'm a very angry person myself. I actually like that about myself!! I relate to atsushi a lot just as #Someone whos affected by mental illness in ways that often end up making me someone thats hard to be around #Atsushi is a tiger. He bites. This is important.#Sorry sorry. The atsushi brainrot is strong this morning #ruby speaks #Bsd #Bsd atsushi #Atsushiposting

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shewhoeatssand · 6 months ago

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they are similar

#painting is Interlude by Jeremy Lipking #my beautiful Neki #I must tell you all how beautiful he is waking up in the morning.#he tries to blink the drowsiness from his eyes but he gives up so quickly #he isn’t fully awake for another half hour or so!! but I rush ahead #he’ll sometimes do some stretches when he gets out of bed #common one is the Touka Stretch! he reaches his arms over his head and grabs the opposite elbows!#he has very pretty arms. pretty muscles. his complexion is very even but his skin is a little dry #Kaneki likes to leave the curtains undrawn overnight so when the morning comes it illuminates him so wonderfully!#I love how he looks bathed in light he is truly a marvel #I love when he wears t shirt and shorts or briefs to bed unbeatable boy combo #anyway when he leaves his room he might go take a pee or splash his face or something (usually it’s bathroom time) but immediately after #he sets up the kettle to boil so he can have his morning coffee #the coffee is extremely important!!!!!! it is what will actually wake him up!!!!!!!!#until this point his house could’ve been moved to a different planet and he wouldn’t even notice #this is a secret but sometimes while waiting for it to boil if he’s leaning against the counter and no one else is up #he’ll start drifting off again…… don’t tell anyone 🤫 it’s really cute #and when he sips his coffee.. he may do a little sigh…#he’s only up that early when he has somewhere to be though otherwise my boy will sleep in so late #and then he goes to sit with his friends or somewhere where he can watch them a bit while he gets himself together #maybe Banjou will look at his bed hair and say “huh. you look like a dandelion”#and it’s true he is the most wonderful dandelion there is because you don’t even have to make a wish #he alone is like every wish come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my Kaneki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌱🥰#kaneki time #kaneki ken

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cranberrymoons · 7 months ago

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#i outsmarted my mouse. the bats have been evicted from the brick chimney 💪#so now it's time to tackle the latest struggle of living in an old victorian house: my own lack of coordination early in the morning #the house is 200ish years old so it's settled some. and the stairs were not built to any sort of modern standard/code #which means they're a) extremely steep and b) somewhat uneven. because of the settling.#and so this morning is the SECOND MORNING that I've tripped on the way back upstairs #and managed to drench myself and my stairwell in hot coffee ✊😔#at least I drink my coffee black lol which means there isn't milk also mixed in with the spill but 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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kaddyssammlung · 1 year ago

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#sleep token #sleep token worship #i've been dissociated for the past few days again...but doing kind of alright...yesterday I felt extrem anxiety also but it started getting #better today. I'm planning on getting up early tomorrow morning and attempt to run my 35km. Let's see how this goes #it is 6 pm and I feel like going to bed and I think I will do that....struggling with mental illness can be exhausting #good night then....gute nacht :) a guads nächtle

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littlejazzy · 2 months ago

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ohmygod oh my GODDDD

I didn't expect two of the pacifiers I've been eyeing to go on a Black Friday sale, but one is 50% off AND there's 25% off the entire purchase so basically instead of being $53 they would be $30 (plus $7ish in shipping and tax) which is!! SUCH A GOOD DEAL AAA

I'm just nervous to pull the trigger because they're custom teats, so I'm nervous if I'd even like them...... but, like, I'm pretty sure I would, and they're really cute and fit the retro aesthetic that my regression likes and, like, look at them!!

(I'm thinking of getting that really nice red one :3 )

the all silicone one is so indiana jones-coded and scooby-doo-coded and cowpolk-coded and- okay, well, basically it's very "pre-90s" while still being very "modern day bougie baby with all wooden toys"

and the 2nd one has such a nice aura of "can be from the 70s but can also be Very Modern"

and BOTH are SUCH bear in the big blue house-coded 😭

just - AUGH they're so lovely

anyways, I just needed to ramble to get my nervous energy out before clicking the purchase button 😅😭

#it also seems like I convinced myself that I really would appreciate them #(and the fact that I've only had 1 singular pacifier for the past 6 years)#SO #merry christmas and extremely-early birthday to me lol #it's late rn tho so i'll do it in the morning #toddler babbles

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alkeneater · 1 month ago

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tbf i dont rlly fw tophabe either no tea, no shade to those who do! it's more for personal reasons (*cough*SexyEd*cough*) than anything dumb and petty. i see them as friends/frenemies, nothing more or less.

But to each their own. ^^

I just don't wanna see them together, honestly... 😭 The ship may be good, but it's not my cup of tea at all...

I lowkey WANT to love it, i see how people have fun with it, this is one of the most popular ships here bc topher is a pretty popular character and their dynamic is interesting, but nah...

From the start i saw topher as a danger to abe, it makes my heart ache knowing that he won't be happy in this relationship. Even in the show he mostly felt uncomfortable around topher (btw i still consider the "walk in other's shoes" moment kinda symbolic bc abe literally damages his feet with topher's shoes but topher feels pretty comfortable in abe's... lmao yeah overthinking alot). And yeah, the sexy ed was like the last straw for me. Encouraging him to DO THAT WITH THE TEACHER and then blackmailing. As the biggest abe defender that doesn't sit right with me at all... Also that piggyback shit in the season's two last episode 😭 abe clearly doesn't enjoy this WHY HE DOING THAT SJWBSJVWJABKDBDH

Sometimes i catch myself thinking "But I've always liked jfabe, isn't that the same thing? Considering that jfk bullied abe earlier..." and YEAH that's a fact, but it's definitely not the same, it's not forced and mostly they were beefing because of Cleo. But abe showed sympathy towards jfk sometimes and when their rivalry stopped they became friends! And they definitely felt comfortable around each other, they care for each other alot. They shared the same experience, they came from the same age, yknow? And seeing abe desperately wanting to be with jfk... and that bible humpers episode. Abe sacrifices his own happiness for jfk's happiness. God. If he could, he'd die for him for sure. Their bond is very strong. Even though they were enemies at first.

And these two? Well, still have no idea why they put topher next to abe, he just rotates around him, making his life harder. Absolutely not a fan of this.

Okay i just.... Sorry if there were a lot of words, it's not like i have a chance to express my honest opinion every day. I don't want to be a hater of topher or this ship, but for me it's almost impossible, so i try to just ignore it completely... it's the most i can do. I know it's popular for a reason, so "we listen, we don't judge" 🤷‍♂️ Yeah. that's it...

#alkenetalks #clone high #ehhh embarassing #me when “I'm not hating but...” and then write a huge hateful text lmao #but you know it's like my own wellbeing depends on abe's #if topher hurt abe then it means he hurt me personally #that's why i despise him and this ship #super simple #and very dumb at the same time #btw sorry if there's mistakes or anything bc i woke up extremely early in the morning and feel sleepy #okay again no hate to those who ship this #it's just my own problem with it #everyone is based #all ships are valid #love yall #stay healthy #hope yall have a good day

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lycankeyy · 4 months ago

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Doing some Errands including finally getting new earbuds that hopefully won't immediately break and then I'm going to Get You

#im extremely glad i decided that this was just going to be a sketch comic whyyyyyy did i make it eight pages #i meannit works well for the pacing and even me reading back on it this morning made me go OUGH but HDJWHSJS #<- GUY WHO DOESNT EVEN LIKE DRAWING THAT MUCH #getting it out of my system early because i have a fucking DEADLINE for writing smth this month (halloween)#💛

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tomatoluvr69 · 3 months ago

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Do you think the 22 year old army medic here at the fema/Red Cross disaster relief station is qualified to tell me that no the irregular and newly puffy mole on my back is not cancer and it’s ok to be going through a tough time and the way my father treated me as a child wasn’t my fault and something in me is not rotten and inherently repellent to love and that it’s going to be ok and yeah no that alarming mole isn’t cancer. Or are they mostly like cleaning up cuts and stuff

#not gonna do it but should I ask.#this is about Helene btw lol #things are still really really hard but slowly easing up #now it’s mostly a stage where it’s just incredibly overwhelming to carry out all the tasks that are like basic care for your body #and my undiagnosed autism is Not Thriving in times where a shower is a 90 minute errand and everything sounds like generators everywhere #and the mental load is dialed up to 1000 in a time where it’d be so helpful to just cut corners and coast #given like. surviving a disaster #but me and my nearest and dearest are all well as could be hoped given the circumstances #and I was able to make an apple cake this morning which felt amazing #now if I could just get over this extreme post traumatic fear where I’m fundamentally convinced all drinking water is laden with #poisons pathogens and pollutants #I’d be right as rain!#which is an ironic phrase given that it was rain that caused all this. but anyway I’m chillin #it’s just a little too early yet for me to be in physical or online spaces where helene isn’t really present #because my whole life has been intractably altered and life here is still pretty difficult #but I love it here and I peek in sometimes but also I just don’t have time on my day usually bc of aforementioned difficulties and various #meltdowns and catatonias LOL #ok anyway <3

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hatchetation · 1 year ago

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Thinking about Laura Peterson saying “we are our actions” and the implications of that for the immense betrayal she feels from Bradley 😭😱

#I remember thinking that was an extreme statement from Laura #And I was surprised because she seems so full of compassion to me #And she is but what I’ve learned is that really she has strong principles #Principles that I think are borne from experience #Like she learned early in her career that it didn’t fucking matter if people told her they were sorry she got booted from the network #Because words don’t take you far #Anyway she’s an interesting one #A complex one #Laura Peterson #bradley jackson #laura x bradley #the morning show

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lemememeringue · 7 months ago

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therapy hasn't been useful for big healing™ but every once in a while I get truly actionable advice. like "boil eggs". and that's helpful for some reason.

#mine #lem experiences cognitive behavioural torture #amazing how I can navigate and heal a lifetime of trauma with minimal professional help but I need a doctor to tell me how to do chores #for context my partner needs protein and she's been asking me to cook eggs for her bc she can't use the stove rn #but I hate cooking so extremely that frying eggs early in the morning just hasn't been a possibility #so my therapist suggested hard boiled eggs #bc there's less overwhelm from cooking and so I can stockpile easier #and it worked. I boiled eggs today.#I still need to peel the shells off but hey that's progress

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marlinspirkhall · 8 months ago

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Our neighbor continues to be a nightmare but at least the fire service have a sense of humour about it

#‘don't put your bin out the night before put it out in the early morning just before the collection and take it back in as soon as possible’#yeah ok #extremely funny that firemen will come to your house and ask you politely to please stop setting fire to it #and if you refuse enough times they then instruct your neighbors on the safest way to jump out of a window

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jakeperalta · 2 years ago

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ENOUGH three hour movies i do not want to watch three hour movies why is every other movie well over two hours these days

#1) it's a big chunk out of your day especially if you're going after work #2) i will probably spend the last third of the movie distracted by the fact i need to pee #3) extremely annoying for 9pm and later screenings if you have plans the next day #my bf and i were looking to see if we could do back to back barbenheimer #but that would mean the 10pm oppenheimer screening and turns out it's three hours long and we have to be up early the next morning #talking

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landwriter · 2 years ago

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dear diary i had a marvelous birthday roadtrip wherein i

had a terrible sinus infection

drove eight hours then waited for a boat for four then saw my best friend’s new place for the first time four hours after that and immediately fell asleep in her bed

hiked for three days (trees trees trees) and swam in a glacial lake

sauna’d

got surprised by a delicious cake while topless (see above)

identified a DOZEN plants for the first time from the trip (and ate so many berries)

bought a great deal of pottery and a nice linen dress

surprised family with a visit <3

saw juvenile barn swallows (v silly beaks)

had old silverware fobbed off on me and decoded the makers marks to learn i have 208-year-old teaspoons! thanks ancestors

drove 1735 kms

got to come back and see home with the fresh peepers you only get when you’ve gone away for a little bit

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