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I'm losing my mind over the 100 mil dragon having finally happened
Like. I wasn't around for it but Holy Shit. If you're not into IDs I need you to understand how special this is. We went up a digit. All IDs are 9-digit now
For us to see an event like this again there would need to be another 900 million dragons born, which is an absolutely mind-boggling number and also completely out of the reasonable lifespan of any website
This Is It. Some of you were here early enough to see the rollover from 7-digits to 8-digits, or even 6-digits to 7-digits and so on and so forth. Most of us weren't. But you were here for the dawn of 9-digits and you will never see something like this occur ever again for as long as Flight Rising exists
Just. Holy shit man. We're all hatching 9-digits now and this is just gonna be Normal
#chatter tag#at 90 mil it hit me hard that more dragons had been born since i joined the site#than ever had been before i joined#bc my progens start with 45#but its hitting again#back in my day you could just snag 7-digits for like 30kt off the ah !!!#ALSO ALSO there were so many dragons being hatched at once around 100mil#that dragons FROM THE SAME NEST are 20-30 numbers apart#DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW WILD THIS IS#flight rising
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she's starting to look like a stuffed animal that got hugged too much
#Pangur#definitely aging at a different pace from Grim#despite being born a month apart she looks years older
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and you still want it
the inner sanctity
and it's an evil
but the evil is necessary
alt w/o the reflections in their eyes :}
#TUMBLR RUINED THE QUALITY. CRIES INTO MY HANDS#but its ok...... the mutual circle is now theorizing about vanny being her own entity apart from vanessa so boom. this drawing was born ^_^#my art#vanessa fnaf#fnaf vanessa#vanessa sb#vanny fnaf#fnaf vanny#vanny sb#vanny#help wanted 2#help wanted 2 spoilers#hw2 spoilers#< roughly#security breach#fnaf#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddys fanart#song is twilight by boa btw!!
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#it's strange to have a self contained perfectionism. i know other people who wish they could control other people out of being chaotic.#people who try to make everything black or white. people who want to always be in control of their situation and the big dangerous vehicles#they travel within. but that's not how my control issues manifest. i think people are allowed to be messy and irratic. i like when#situations and ideas are nuanced. i would rather not be in complete control of my surroundings. the only thing i need complete and utter#control of is myself. i am not allowed to be messy. i want everything about myself to be black or white. i want to have complete control of#this human vessel. my perfectionism is self contained. and its deeply irrational. and deeply frustrating because my perfectionism is#imperfect and lazy. because im getting better and its difficult but easier than i would have expected. and rationally i know thats a good#thing but then all i see is my lack of conviction. if i was more perfect i would be worse. if i was more perfect someone would have noticed#how sick i was or would have actually said or done something. someone would have stopped me. so i wasnt really that sick and im not really#that sick now. and its not a big deal. because it all seems so easy now. so it seems like i was just a slightly odd very quiet kid with#control issues who stopped eating and never learned how to take up any space. and i get so fucking frustrated at every doctor i talk to#because they all treat me so gently and talk to me so cautiously and i know thats their job and i know they're saying the right things. but#its not like i stumbled blindly into this. i did it intentionally and maliciously. i know its a road paved in suffering and ending in death.#that was the point. this wasnt born of vanity it was born of malice. and youre only worried now because im telling you to worry so shut the#fuck up and let me fix my own problem. its just that i never intended to make is this far and that me of the past was trying to poison my#future. so i have 15yrs curroded and spongy from wishing death upon myself. and now that the idea of my box of ashes sitting on my dad's#mantle next to my mom's rips me apart i have to find a new path forward. even when all i can think is that i still wish i was worse#resenting that i have to get better when it feels easier to be distructive. if you hand me a knife my instict is to twist it in my gut. so#what now? its just irritating. because i always was and remain a picky eater so i have to choose to choke down whats on my plate.#anyway. just another adventure in the eternal paradox of internal perfectionism while being a compulsively analytical ecologist.#unrelated
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I understand from a plot/narrative/themes perspective why Gemma's storyline was written the way it was on Severance and why Cold Harbor (the room) was what it was, but that part of this season still rubs me the wrong way. I get that infertility is something that some women genuinely struggle with, and that it's an easy way to give the evil pharma company a connection to the main characters, and a way to expose tensions in a marriage, but still. I just don't love that the writers reached for "what is the most painful experience in this woman's life" and arrived at an empty crib. Maybe I'll change my mind once Gemma's had a chance to exist apart from her relationship with Mark, I don't know.
#severance#if you want to tie into themes of identity/memory/being “born” and want Gemma to be a patient at Lumon#you could also do early onset memory issues. or some hereditary condition. or make Gemma trans idk.#or if you don't need a medical connection for plot reasons then have her struggling with living in this white as hell town#or give her career aspirations incompatible with her life with Mark#I get it like I get that none of these would give you as idk universally legible scene as of her taking apart a crib#I still don't like it and anyone who brings this up on the subreddit gets a bunch of defensive responses from infertile women#yes this is an experience in real life but it's also a narrative choice being made come on
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sometimes i worry i'm being way too cautious about not ever sharing or wanting to share images of inappropriate contact and abusive situations with animals, but like. at the same time i know how fucking easy it is. i know how easily even awful shit gets normalized because of the briefest oversight. i know how even "this person is a professional and this is a professional setting in which this is appropriate and controlled" gets extrapolated outwards into normalization of settings which are Absolutely Not That. i didn't even want to share that iguana video, despite it being so good and clearly a case where someone is keeping an iguana well and meeting its needs, because they are SO easy to obtain and SO easily mistreated and neglected and abused in a way that can quickly turn dangerous to the people involved as well, that even the appropriate situation can quickly become the latter just because someone saw it online.
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#i've seen it happen it's real#it's SO easy to do even in cases like#when our zoo had to separate newly born cubs from one of our lions#because they weren't doing well and needed that additional human care#and we had pictures of the cubs being held and bottlefed with orders to ABSOLUTELY NOT POST THEM#like. you understand why.#you understand ''this is a temporary medical situation where they are being taken care of by a vet''#''to make sure they survive and are healthy''#can all too quickly become desensitization to the image of people touching cubs#like idk how to tell you no one reads fucking captions no one listens when you say this one situation is fine#all they hear is THIS situation is fine and good and so ALL situations are fine and good#because they can't tell them apart#because they just see the image and they move on#there are so many cases of. yes this thing is ethical and good and fine actually. that i will absolutely not share.#for exactly this reason
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Are any of the characters' ages/birthyears ever specifically stated in the show?
#due south#from a google search it says that fraser was born in 1962 and rayv 1960 but i don't remember either of those being stated in universe#i've been going by the actor's birth years so i always view all three main guys as being a few months to a year apart at most
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richardiii and frideswide lovell? I am only just hearing of this
Hi! We don't know the truth and don't know the exact details, but yes, that's definitely a (potential) relationship worth discussing!
For those who are unaware, Frideswide Lovell was the daughter of John, 8th Baron Lovell, and his wife Joan Beaumont. This made her the sister of Francis Lovell, the future chamberlain and best friend of Richard III - who she may have had a personal connection to in her own right.
Frideswide seems to have been much younger than her siblings and was not born before 1363, most likely in 1464. She was orphaned soon after her birth, with her father dying a year later and her mother a year after that, leaving her to spend her childhood and adolescence in the household of her brother's parents-in-law. The first properly contemporary mention of her is found in the 1470 pardon Edward IV's government issued for Henry FitzHugh and all those in his household. Unfortunately, not much is known about her beyond that, including the kind of education she received.
When she was around 16, Frideswide married the 15-year-old Edward Norris, oldest son of William Norris of Yattendon and his first wife Joan/Jane de Vere. The teenage couple had their first son, John, in 1481, followed by a second son, Henry, a year later. The latter would be executed in 1536 as one of Anne Boleyn's alleged lovers.
Here's where it gets interesting. As we know, Richard III became King in 1483 after deposing his nephews. Michèle Schindler, author of the book Lovell Our Dogge: The Life of Viscount Lovell, Closest Friend of Richard III and Failed Regicide, has speculated that Richard may have been having an affair with Frideswide, aka his best friend's sister, during that time.
To quote Schindler from a blog post about Frideswide:
In 1483, Frideswide received a "reward" of 50 marks from Richard III after he was crowned king. Perhaps it was this, her support and closeness to her brother`s close friend, that caused a rift between her and her husband, and the couple was divided over political opinions which they needed some time to overcome. Edward`s father William, who had originally supported the Lancastrian cause, had accepted Edward IV as king, but rebelled against Richard [in support of the Princes in the Tower] in autumn 1483. Edward Norris may have supported this, though he never acted against Richard, while Frideswide seemed to support Richard.
However, there is evidence from 1484 which throws a rather different light on Frideswide`s marriage and her relationship to Richard. While her "reward" from 1483 could well have been simply a gesture of friendship by the new king towards his closest friend`s sister, their interactions clearly did not stop there. In August 1484, Richard granted her an annuity of 100 marks, a rather large sum. While this has traditionally been assumed to have been because of her father-in-law`s rebellion, leaving her husband disinherited, this does not seem to have been the cause. None of William`s other children, nor his wife, was granted anything by Richard.
Naturally, it could be that Richard chose to favour Francis`s sister over the rest of her marital family, but this is contradicted by two facts: one, that the grant was for unspecified "services" to the king, not, as that to other traitor`s relatives, as a compensation, a generous gift by the king. Secondly, and perhaps more importantly, is that a second grant of an annuity of 100 marks was made from the same venue, dating from 10th January 1485. This grant was not a confirmation of the first, but was added to it, meaning that Frideswide received 200 marks yearly from Richard, a sizable sum, more than the Countess of Oxford, or even his own mother-in-law, received.
The key to this may lie in the fact that the second grant was dated back nine months, and appears to have been made just after Frideswide gave birth to her third child, a daughter called Anne. Very notably, the grants to her, for unspecified services to the king, have the same wording as one to Katherine Haute, a woman often assumed to have been the mother of Richard`s illegitimate daughter Katherine, Richard made years earlier.
Equally notable is that Richard made grants to Francis on the same days as he made those to Frideswide, as a compensation for equally unspecified services, and that Frideswide appeared to have lived with her brother [rather than her husband] while pregnant.
That Henry Norris, in later years, appeared to not treat Anne as his sister, and that William Norris, Edward`s father, later favoured Frideswide`s sons, even apparently helping them become established at court, but not Anne, might also point towards the idea that there was at least a question mark over Anne`s paternity, and that she may have been Richard`s.
If so, Frideswide was in a bad position after Richard`s defeat and death at Bosworth only eight and a half months after her daughter`s birth. It seems, though, that she and her husband Edward made the best of it, and even reconcilliated. In around 1486, Frideswide gave birth to her last child, a girl called Margaret, presumably after Edward`s sister. From surviving documents, Margaret seemed much closer to her brother Henry and her grandfather William, again showing up a difference to Anne."
Of course, we don't explicitly know if this is true - and if it is true, we don't know the exact details - but the circumstantial evidence is indeed very strong, and it seems very plausible to me. I would love to know more about Frideswide, who seems to have had a very interesting and tragic, albeit mostly unknown, life.
In short, it's very interesting and opens up a lot of possibilities, for sure!
#ask#richard iii#frideswide lovell#my post#I've seen some theories that this potential affair began after Richard's son died and/or because he & Anne began drifting apart after#though in truth this is pure speculation#and if Richard was having an affair with Frideswide - which imo seems fairly likely - she was clearly being favored by him from 1483#This theory also relies on the idea that Richard never had affairs during his marriage to Anne before - which is far from certain#We don't know when his two illegitimate children were born but it is in fact entirely possible (imo based on surviving evidence#more probable) that one or both of them were conceived after 1472#again - we don't know for sure but the circumstantial evidence is strong and it's very interesting!
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the one direction break up is still so funny to me because the second they said hiatus i was like 'oh it's over over like for real' but they said some shit like 'we'll be back in 18 months' so i was like 'okay... you're fucking liars but i'll put that in my google calendar'
and like i literally did do that i calculated exactly 18 months or whatever they said
do you know what getting that alert was like... like... it was i sent you a 'hey, fuck you and your good day' alert from the past to my future self
#i do think my fave post-1d memory#was going back to burlington to stay at some college friend's apartment#adn getting WASTED because#WOOHOO REUNION#except it was the night louis' son was born#so i kept taking even more shots being like TO CONCHOBAR which#if you know you know if not don't worry about it#and then i threw up all over myself#if i wasn't weird about posting photos online#i'd post pics of me from thatnight#where i'm SLURPING SPILLE DTEQUILA off the counter#that child sent me for a tailspin because like#it had never been moe over
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I refuse to believe eddie is younger than buck though because as chim said "you're not his elder". buck was 26 in s1 and 29 in s4 and so to me, eddie has to be at least a year older? but you're right about them being around the same age and yet at such different stages. buck craves that family and I wish he could have it 💔 that baby duck could cling a little harder for once (to eddie, not a stranger..)
Well, considering season 6, Eddie can't be more than a few months older than Buck. I don't think they would actually make Buck older than him, but the thing is, we know Eddie has to be born in 1992 given the date on Shannon's grave and the way they didn't imply that Eddie is older than her, but Buck can be from 1991 or 1992 considering all the times they stated his age, 26 in s1, 28 right before the tsunami, 29 before he finds out about Daniel, 30 when he gets struck by lightning, and the very confusing way the time passes on the show. I guess you could push it a little, say Eddie is from late 91, since Shannon is from October 92, he could be anywhere from November 91 to September 93 and still be the "same age" as her in between birthdays but I refuse to believe they would put him as being born in 93, so our best guess is somewhere in 92, but our best guess with Buck is also somewhere in 92. So they can't be more than a few months apart from each other. But I also think everyone latched onto the way Eddie acts older (and the way Ryan is older) to put him as older than he is when his whole thing is that he was forced to grow up too fast, by the pressure to be the "man of the house" and the way that he had to learn be a father before he got to be a kid and the way that war changes someone in ways other experience won't. Buck has a boyish energy to him because he was left alone, because he was invisible. Maddie left for college then she left because of Doug, so the only person that could've pushed him to get his shit together wasn't around, so he lived life the way he did because he didn't have anyone else to care about besides himself and he never cared about himself very much to begin with. Because the way he settles into himself is not just Abby in the way he likes to say, it's Bobby, Hen, and Chim letting him care about them too. And the way he really settles once he gets Maddie back and meets Eddie and Chris shows the way he just didn't have a reason before them. But they do balance each other off in a beautiful way because Eddie needed to loosen up a little, and Buck not only shows him a different perspective, he also gives Eddie means to care about himself while making sure Chris is also always taken care of, and Eddie gives Buck a reason to not be a reckless idiot just because he wants to feel something.
#i was always a eddie is no more than a year older believer because i always got i got my highschool girlfriend pregnant vibes from him#and for that to be true with Chris age he would have to be closer in age with Buck t#like not gonna lie the old man jokes are my biggest pet peeve in the fandom#like will tap out with the overuse of them without a second thought#and i always liked the way it made Eddie's character that more interesting to me the idea of him also being in his late 20s#so I'm perfectly fine with them being closer in age to each other#but honestly#if Buck was older that would've been addressed i think#so im a eddie is from early 92 buck is from mid 92 truther#just a few months apart because they have always been chasing each other#and that includes being born around the same time because they couldn't let the other exist in a world without them#but that's just me#911#buddie thoughts#anon 😌#i really need a tag for asks#911 meta
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Johnathon ^
Cat for size reference
#speculation nation#since i talked about him in the tags of that cat statue post#i needed to show him off.#i got him from my grandma back in 2018. & since then i have kept him in my apartments' bathrooms#or right in front of the bathroom door.#bc he is the guardian of the bathroom ❤️ it is his role in my apartment.#i say hes 25 years old tho idk exactly. my grandma mentioned she got him from Sam's Club back around like#between when i was born (1997) and the year 2000. so im just gonna estimate 1999 for being about 2 years younger than me.#anyways yea thats my guy. behold him.
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someone translated what thor says about being 1500 and loki saying they live to 5000 in human years and, by IW, thor is 22/23
I like using 85 as the average human age but that leaves Thor at 25.5 and Loki at 18 which I don’t think is good. Using 80 is marginally better but frankly I don’t think the bros have a 400 year age difference. To make up for this I assume Thor bluffs his age and the equivalency doesn’t translate over. Now I can decide they’re whatever age I want <3
#I usually make Thor *just* above the age of majority due to the coronation circumstances but I like to vary that age#Thor could be anywhere from 21 to 27 to me with Loki 1-2 years younger#I also like the idea of the bros both being born around the end of the war but like in the sense that one was born while it was on#and one was born after it ended#so even if that’s only a few days apart I think it’d be neat#they could be raised as twins even
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Im just thinking about that American psycho musical and how much it affected me as a person and changed who i was
Also that face he makes in the movie - i always do it like the ���ooh’ face (it also feels like a very Canadian Jim Carrey face to make too idk it might just be my connection to it)
#feral-teeth thoughts#american psycho#i watched a bootleg of it online#and holy shit#holy fucking shit#it was so fucking good actually#it inspired me to like#get back into theatre#also currently reading the lines to audition for something called whale riding weather#and it has genuinely changed my life#like#it has reached into my soul and tore out apart of me#and my queerness#and like my butchness but also the masculine parts of being a gay man that i connect to so deeply#but didnt know i was allowed to connect with#being born female#but being so fucking nonbinary#and one part one character kissing his belly#the character i was reading as#and in my mind it like#healed the parts of myself that hated myself#and my size and my belly#i really am craving to be in this role with my whole life and body#and i think i would actually lose it if i dont get to play in this role#so please#pray for me and send good vibes for me to get this role#or maybe that night was enough#me reading the play and acting it out in my head in the dark of my bedroom#playing pretend in the black box theatre in my mind#im scared that my autism and my awkwardness is going to keep me from performing at my best
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#14 & 15 for the ship ask game (silverV)? 🙏
Ship Ask Game - The Basics
14. Do they enjoy PDA, or are they more private with affection?
johnny and v are definitely more private with their affection for each other. there is no real reason for it other than that they both are simply that kind of person.
"That obnoxious kind of toxic that goes shopping at hot topic that won't kiss me out in public."
their relationship isn't a secret but they won't go out of their way to show it to everyone. it's a weak point they don't like to expose about themselves and they like it when the other gets hit on by a stranger and the other blows em off, or doesn't and it becomes a sort of game for them. both of them like getting their ego stroked like that.
15. What songs remind you of their relationship?
just the two of us - grover washington
every me and every you - placebo
reflections - the neighbourhood
sick like me - in this moment
#sammy says shit#asks#thank you <33#oc:v#otp; just the two of us#au: say yes to heaven#long post#yes my personal flavour of silverv is all about being alike <3#made from the same dirt <3 even tho tho they were born almost 100 years apart <3
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why is my mind set on always comparing myself with others. and on every single mistake. on everything not perfect. on everything painful. on everything negative. who put so much poison there. who let it fester.
#why was I not a perfect human being from the moment I was born type of stuff#and so much more#anaesthesia personal#anaesthesia_personal#So yeah it doesn't stop on thinking about myself but the systems in which we live#Too. Economics. Government.#Wastewastewastewasteharmharmharmdeathillnessdeath#Help. Doesn't matter if I'm online or offline. Constantly seeing people (forced) giving out leaflets and newspapers doesn't really help.#Messy apartment and messy house in the countryside doesn't help. Everything needs cleaning and fixing andandand#It's always about something negative. So I try escapism with genshin mostly when I'm too tired to think about studying.#It actually feels like I'm cursed. What do I do to lift the curse though
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Guilt is like a shadow for me. No matter what my course of action is, I feel it. Guilt for doing. Guilt for not.
#ramblings#i sometimes like to blame it on being raised catholic#but i think i was just born this way#when i was 8 or so i didn't want to eat because i felt bad that other people didn't have food#so when i had a plate in front of me i began to feel sick to my stomach in guilt#it was my friend's dad who took me and his daughter out to dinner that gave me a talk at the table in that restaurant that snapped me out o#it for the time being and i will never forget that despite not liking him as a person and growing apart from his daughter a few years later
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