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is allowing yourself to feel resentment Part Of The Process
#resentment is a strong word maybe idk.#but like. kinda angry kinda disappointed. kinda wanna pull back - not in an avoidant way but a ‘idk if this is smart anymore’ way?#should i be encouraging that. or shutting that down.#it feels ugly and i don’t enjoy it and my instinct is to make it go away. but i really am trying to let myself have emotions lately so idk.#(NOT ABT ANYONE ON TUMBLR. no one be anxious.)#izzy.txt
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#;ooc#(i will admit i've been somewhat anxious to be on tumblr here bc i feel like.......sort of a failure in a way)#(i feel like im not producing enough art or fics or edits or memes or gifsets and it stresses me out when its silly!)#(ive been in the sharpe fandom for 7 years now when it was mostly just me and sam so its definitely like oh god. what do i have to show for#it)#(i dont have to /prove/ i love this series by making all these things. i think abt teresa and the sharpe series every goddamn day)#(i can do things at my own pace but lord it takes too long)#(i need to go back and fix my old fics bc i want to fix characterizations- i want to post my current art#(i want to post all my gifsets currently in my drafts)#(i love seeing everyone's stuff on the dash but ive avoided a lot of tumblr so im not ignoring anyone!! just being too mean to myself tbh)#(adhd and chronic fatigue and depression make it all the more difficult but i shouldnt let that stop me)#(in the meantime i finished a mockup of one of teresa's dresses- very excited with how lovely it came out)#(i've also made significant process on my drawings of teresa's outfit lineups!! new and old designs)#(and i just started a piece yesterday that i'm really loving so far- my favorite spanish ladies all together)#(i also have some sharpe and antonia doodles that i was working on...)#(anyways. just wanted to get that off of my chest)#(and also FINALLY started working on three different fics that i've had as ideas for literal YEARS)#(they're not that far in but. PROGRESS!)#(anyways......ignore me sdfsdfgsdf)
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[ID: Tags from yaluzaishin reading: “#it’s covered in the fucking ooze. y’know” /End ID]
"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media
#i mean gosh the only media i’m Like That about is like. yknow. i AM ideologically opposed to it?#it’s the wizard series. just generally things abt it make me feel like i want to cry forever#oh wait no#uh#a mag a day#yeah uh. it’s not like a MEDIA thing it’s just i… idk??#basically one of the mods was like ‘hey pls stop putting discourse in your posts’ and i was like oh no rsd and couldn’t go on tumblr or—#—discord for a while because i was just so anxious? idk why discord but uh yeah i guess#i had to drop out of spring in the archives bc of it#and uh now i just. do not like to think about a mag a day and it’s not anyone’s fault i just get extremely… anxious is how i describe it?#idk uncomfortable as a negative emotion that’s more/different to uncomfortable#it’s a Whole Thing#i wish i could’ve done a mag a day :(
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hello!! i am so new to wsjj stanning ahdhd i was wondering if you knew of any good resources like a timeline of them or an archive account? also i’m kind of anxious about… That recent controversy… i can’t find much info about it, but do you think they’re still good? :(
hi!! 💖 welcome to wsjj stanning!!
i was also very anxious when the controversy happened, so i completely understand what you're feeling!!
there were people on twitter saying that jungjae was upset abt what happened, but i'm going to be honest, i never saw a source for this. that being said, there was so much information at the time that i could have simply not seen it!
jungjae said this in an interview in january
and this in another interview, also in january
so, yes, they seem to be good! they haven't been seen together pubicly since late october/early november, but that's normal for them.
now, about the resources - this blog here on tumblr has a bunch of their old interviews and such, and is the closest to an archive that they have.
twitter is a cesspool of idiocy but it is the best place to be for wsjj anything.
if u type wsjj onto the search bar, the first blogs u see who make tweets abt them are the ones to follow! and dont ignore the korean ones, they always have the best news and videos and they seem like genuinely nice people!!!
if u want, u can message me and i'll give a list of twt users who i know always have wsjj content that u can check out! (just bc i dont want to be posting a bunch of twt users on tumblr 😭)
also, youtube. if you type in their names in korean, 이정재 정우성, or 청담 부부 (cheongdam couple), you'll get a bunch of videos of them. some dont have subtitles unfortunately :(
i don't think there is a timeline of them and i don't think there ever will bc if people are suspicious of them already, imagine if u put together a bunch of evidence for anyone to see 😭😭😭
hope u enjoy!! and u can always ask me anything! 🥰💖
have a cute photo of them 🥹🫶

#this is the lastest selfie we have and its from 2022..... we really are in the trenches 😭😭😭#yapping 4ever#wsjj#lee jung-jae#jung woo-sung
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I FUCKING FINALLY FINISHED MY EXAMS
so, when i'm in test season i don't use tumblr, i don't read the blogs so i don't get distracted while i'm studying and have something to disconnect when i finish. but this time i was weak and instead of going the whole month without the app, it was only the last week or so. bc the last week had the most difficult tests. so, opinion dump:
-one: vargas... why
-two: i LOOOOVE my violent and anxious pookie rollo. i'm a fan of nddp and the hunchback is my fav Disney classic, rollo my fav villain, hellfire my fav song, BUT N O. not horny thoughts with my pookieeeee😭😭😭 i can't explain how fucking much time it gets to rollo to ve confortable enough to be in a relationship, getting used and close to you and T H E N horny thoughts shyly start to flourish. like you once said, rollo would cry during sex. and i need it to be slow, and calm him down, and hug him, and stop, and clean his tears and and and
ik for shit that if rollo knew that the fair judge is, well, IS FROLLO, he would ve so fucking repulsed and would've hate himself for idrolating that man (does that word even exist in english?)
-three: i got raverne/crowley. you NEED to do more quizzes, pleaseeeee
-four: I HAVE THIS TON OF MIXED FEELING WITH HIS DEAD WIFE LIKE. i love he *LOVED* her, in capital. i'm sure they had suchhhhh a lovely relationship. i would mind my own business, IF SHE WERE STILL ALIVE. but i'm a trein fucker, PLEASEEEEEEE SOMEONE MAKE THAT MAN SWITCH PAGE. but he's not only a widow, he's a father! with grown daughters! that... would be fucking awkard, ik by a fact that dolly an anna aren't expecting nor wanting a stepmother. but then, i have this oc! it started as a twisted gothel, Antique Curses professor, bc in my au NRC is a girls + boys boarding school and i needed fem teachers. and i made her not as a old as trein but, in her fourties, soon to fivety and FUCKING TERRIFIED of aging. they are supposed to be good friends, like the group started with trein, mrs. trein, goth and his husband. then mozus went widow, goth got cheated on and they are just them. now, I NEVER MEANT THIS ROMANTIC, but lately a tension has been there...! AND I DON'T LIKE THAT, I LIKE TREIN BUT I DON'T LIKE THAT. ANYONE, ANYONE BUT GOTH. EVEN THE VERY SPECIFIC DEMON FAE TWISTED CHERNABOG OC THAT I MADE FOR CROWLEY AND FELLOW WOULD BE BETTER FOR TREIN THAT GOTH, HER BACKSTORY JUST--- NO. aghhhhhhh, my fucking brain...
-five: man, i gotta read and watch jurassic park. the only reason leona, fellow and idia aren't letting us all day is because their babies WON'T die (tho, ortho will obviously fucking survive without idia, gidel and cheka are other story because they are smol children)
whatever, I'M FREE NOW. did i purposefully slipped bout my chernabog fae oc x crowely/fellow? yes. bc i have NOONE to rant about my cheryl and i didn't want to outright bumo info abt her in your blog. NOW I CAN KEEP UP WITH YOUR POST, WOHOO
hi anon! welcome back
-one: every once in a while we'll come up with something deranged to say about vargas. SOMEONE needs to
-two: EVERYONE ENJOY MORE NDDP/HOND. NOW!!!! I just wrote a very long essay on catholicism so I don't have any rollo juice left in me but I love that little bowl cut freak
-three: GIVE ME MORE IDEAS FOR QUIZZES!
-four: twisted!gothel and trein is actually genius. I'm sat for it. I love trein and I love that he loved his wife but it's surely been 15+ years now, well over the threshold for mourning, I think the problem with trein is actually just that he doesn't think he'll ever meet anyone else. he's obviously very committed to his job, and he has lucius, but that's it. his daughters are... supposedly? grown. probably very early 20s? he obviously doesn't fraternize much with his colleagues (or outright just doesn't like them) and his students are a Headache. he doesn't even want to teach at NRC, either. he wanted to be at RSA! so. he could probably use something else in his life
-five: READ AND WATCH JURASSIC PARK! ugh another thing I could go on and on about forever
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i have finals coming up soon and although im not done studying yet im very nervous because i feel like i dont know anything and my mind will go blank during exams. im especially concerned abt introduction to international relations so i wanna know around what kind of grades i get in general and in this particular course, if its possible to know ofc <3 thank you, T.A, scorpio ♡
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of the bad kids were on tumblr i know for a fact adaine would run one of those ricky/stray j cat esque blogs for boggy where she posts funny shotty pics of that round ass frog posing as him and making silly captions and itd get popular and theres two ways itd go in my head 1. She gets too anxious abt weird invasive anons the blog is scorched earthed randomly one night 2. Anyone whos mean ends up dying either by her hand or one of the bad kids
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the "Get to Know your Mutuals" thing thats going arround except im nyot copying the formatting bcuz this blog is Nyot a medieval princess's bedroom >:c
Tagged by @sluggirltoast and im nyot tagging anyone bcuz shy >w>
-Name/Allias: Breena(the one i use most irl), nyxity(public facing screenname in every game bsides overwatch bcuz im nyot giving blizzard money fur a name change), Tsumiki(nyot meaningfully in use anywhere bsides this blog's header >w>)
-Gender: transfeminine catboygirl :3
-Star Sign: cancer under 12 sign but i feel mewre connected to gemini by the 13 sign zodiac even though i nefur see 13 zodiac stuff >w>
-Height: 167cm (5'6") these might nyot match up since im just going off of mewmery >w>
-Sexuality: demisexual
-Average Sleep Hours: somewhere between 8-11 i think :3
-Dog or Cat Person: cat purrson :3 i'm fine with abstacted dogs (like my boyfriend :3) but real life dogs r usually pretty scawy ;w;
-Blanket You Sleep With: black "standard blanket", grey "standard blanket", second grey slightly fluffier "standard blanket", grey blanket with faux fur texture :3 (i Think what i mean by standard blanket is like, plush or fleece or something? going off of what the pictures from google are labeled :3)
-Dream Trip: nyo clue, maybe japan bcuz im a weeb or something? >w>
-Blog Birthdate: i think the origignal poster genunely just added this so everyone would have a mewment of confusion who wld knyow this ;w;
-Why I made a Tumblr Blog: i started Using a tumblr blog bcuz my friends at the time did and it seemed fun but i actually Made a tumblr blog,, so,,, i cld look at,, slime girl porn when i was like, 14ish >//>
-Url Meaning: step one was "AnxietyCatgirl", which was purposefully using the same letters as ArsenicCatnip bcuz,, nepeta best girl :3 then i added "ny" making it a cat pun and reordering my icon in a discord voice call, and then i shaved off some letters to make it nyxity bcuz i got anxious abt having the term "anxiety" in a moba username and then catboy bcuz embracing how a certain degree of boy is within gender bounds and fun too :3
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You talking about how welcomed you have felt with being a system in lincus community makes me tempted to do the front status thing but also slightly scared

LINC'S COMMUNITY IS INCREDIBLY EDUCATED AND WELCOMING!!!!! Ok to like elaborate on my experiences:
it's not even that much . But that also means it's nothing NEGATIVE.
All of my friends know I'm a system even if they don't always actively/consciously think about it or necessarily "have it in mind" and even if not everyone is super like in-depth educated on systems they're still VERY welcoming and accepting and no one is weird or ignorant abt it :]
Not everyone will use the name listed in front status, honestly for the most part whatever collective name is still used but SOME people will !! E.x. in Maddy's discord when it was Branzy fronting once she referred to him by name instead of Pierce (which was collective before Dirk was), we liked to push the fact that we didn't care if people just used our collective name and ESPECIALLY streamers because it's already hard enough to remember names sometimes
I mentioned it on twt alt ofc but Linc just swapped names even if we didn't signoff a name or anything in chat??? We just had the front listed as Branzy instead of Pierce on Twitter and discord and then in stream he said Branzy instead of Pierce, Jack actually also asked at one point to clarify if that meant Branzy was the preferred name to use at the time and we just said dw about it (he's not like As Knowledgeable on systems as the other 2)
As for the community in the discord again not everyone will use the front name but everyone will respect your identity as a system :] Maddy's server also has both pluralkit and tupper in it and a separate channel for system intros for those who want to use it, we don't use pk in her server because we've kinda built ourselves up as a collective identity and we can't be bothered in general (we would have to make alts lmao we don't like to rly openly be fictives in public spaces because like. The main fucking 3 fronters a lot of the time are literally introjects of the trio.)
One thing ppl who like follow our sys priv will know is we experience a lot of anxiety involving introjects:
It's not necessary. We just have it anyway. Realistically everyone is very accepting. Maddy laughs at our system jokes. She liked a joke our Maddy fictive made where she said something like "I'd want to be millkberry". I've in some way said on alt that I'm a k!lincu fictive. Pyro literally sent the navy seal copypasta to our Pyro fictive on Tumblr. We can make alter jokes to people and they won't think it's weird. Alicia literally makes me less anxious to be a fictive because she's so Normal about systems. There have been other systems in chat who have talked about their sysmates and no one has judged them for it. I've seen a couple sign off their messages in chat. There's plenty of systems around the ksmp community as well who list their front and no one is strange about it.
This general community is VERY accepting of systems 🙏 No one will judge you no one will be weird about it and if anyone was then literally EVERYONE would fucking jump that person. I would personally ensure they don't wake up the next day. (in a video game)
At the very least no one is judgemental. Even the people who don't really know anything about systems will be accepting. It's kind of a thing that you work yourself up over a lot then when you're outward about it it's really underwhelming and you're like well damn why was I worrying so much. But that's just life sometimes cause being a system is Scary but Linc Jack and Maddy's communities are very welcoming o7
I've like vaguely considered being more openly-a-system again!! But I'm still debating how much I care because really I'd just be putting a name or proxy in a displayname again and we have our front status in discord still so :pp We just wouldn't really be referred to in a system way and that's fine with us, basically it's like "This would do nothing so idk if I care" but also "This would do nothing and I dont mind that so I'm not nervous about doing it if I decide to" yk?
#Both Linc and Jack got at least 1 system on the mod team aka me for Linc and Mangos for Jack 💪#Maddy's server also has a little informational bit about systems for the community WHICH I WROTE!!!!! :]#Maddy's server feels sooooo fucking sys-friendly it's LOVELY like even if we haven't rly outwardly been a system in there#Having that plus sys intro channel plus both bots systems use makes it feel so safe#But yeah !! Maddy and Linc's communities feel incredibly accepting and welcoming for systems :)#Jack's community is always scary to me but people are at least educated#If anyone was cringe about systems in chat he would tell them off I am confident of that#Big man cares a lot about the comfort of his people and telling off ignorant chatters#《👾》
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Oh yeah since ive realized i cant do one big masterpost abt my security breach rewrite like i wanted due to image limit stuff (i did all the art on my phone and trying to get it on desktop is a painful process), im just making lil snippet posts to slowly feed you guys information. As per usual, it’s a long post so all the info will be under the cut
Starting off! Protagonist role is shifted over to Vanessa (Gregory still plays a decently important role story-wise, but he loses his protag rights), the ‘gameplay’ (said like that bc its hypothetical. Im not making a game) being split into two sections: the Dayshift Phase, and the Nightshift Phase.
Dayshift Phase (which is the focus of this post) is very simple in nature, but also the part that I have less specific details for at the moment due to it being less impactful on the overall story.
Essentially, Vanessa spends this phase running a variety of errands and tasks within the Pizzaplex, spread across over the span of a 5 day work week. For obvious reasons. While the majority of tasks come from whoever her higher ups are (the newest ceo of fazent will be revealed in a later post), there are a few oddballs mixed in thanks to the 80’s serial killer that lives inside her head. Because we’re ignoring Mimic in this au. At least for now. William has no physical presence in the rewrite though, he’s moreso haunting the narrative just as much as he’s haunting Vanessa. It’s complicated and I’ll get into the changes in a different posts where I’ll discuss the changes that have been made to the Glitchtrap situation, as well as discuss the other employees mentioned in Help Wanted.
The map itself doesn’t change too much. Glamrock Bonnie gets to live in this au (i needed him alive and present for. Reasons I’ll discuss when I get to the Nightshift Phase) and Glamrock Chica gets an actual, proper attraction, which is a rollerskating rink. Yes this means her feet/talons/whatever-the-term-is double as heelys.
But, to start off, here’s the main gal herself!
Vanessa, obviously, gets the rainbow hair back. Because it was the most iconic part of Vanny before SB came out imo. She’s a bit more of an anxious mess, but I would be too if I was under the psychological influence of a serial killer. Her job pretty much stays the same, now working both dayshift and nightshift at the Pizzaplex. Because in true FazEnt fashion, the employees are not treated fantastically.
She doesn’t like talking about either of the founders for wildly different reasons. William because she’s forced to co-exist with him and he has caused great internal suffering over the past five years (Help Wanted takes place in 2033, whereas Security Breach takes place in 2038, so it’s been a long five years for her), and Henry for reasons I’ve touched up on in the past and will further discuss in a later post.
And without further ado, here is her collection of coworkers! Minus her boss
And essentially all information you see here is all the information I have on them, besides a few minor facts. I won’t state them here partially because it’s an uneven amount of facts between them all and partially because tumblr is now running incredibly slow, however if anyone asks things I can and will answer to the best of my ability. Will I ever figure out the specifics for the dayshift phase’s tasks? Maybe! We’ll see
Anyways that’s all for now, I just wanted to show off the girl of the hour as well as her coworkers before I resumed today’s fnaftober piece because it relates to vanny in the ruin part of the rewrite and giving details for the ruin part before the base game part feels wrong. Alright thats all ty
#also! most of em are a lil bit clearer or i just havent decided yet but Blue uses exclusively they/them!#however i didnt think to mention pronouns til i got to Blue. and they were the fourth ref i did and i was too lazy to edit the others#so yknow#vanny will get shown off whenever i talk abt the nightshift phase btw. bc she doesnt show up at all during the dayshift phase#now then!#scov.txt#scov.art#scov.ocs#fnaf#fnaf security breach#security breach#security breach rewrite#fnaf rewrite#fnaf au#security breach au#sorry. i want attention /hj#vanessa fnaf#fnaf vanessa#vanessa emily#fnaf: hauntings of the past au#fnaf hotp au security breach rewrite#thats the. the tag im using for it. bc the other games mostly stay the same. not sb#luis cabrera#fnaf luis#yay thats it :-) bye
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hii, im asking like a bunch of writers for an opinion on this ! im 13 ( ‘10 ) nn looking 2 become a writer on here but i like told one of friends n they were like “ no u probably shouldn't, ure kinda young ” personally i don't see a problem as ill be respecting boundaries of like adults n stuff like that doesn't want minors on their blog, won't be interacting with nsfw works at all nn be in like my own lil corner w ppl that r comfy w a 13 turning 14yro interacting w them and stuff, so is my friend right orr am i able to write nd stuff on here ?
hii honestly i was on social media (not tumblr) since i was 12 too but i wasn’t really writing or anything, to me since you are 13 (about to be 14) i don’t really see problem because as you said you will be respectful of others boundaries and refrain consuming nsfw content
which i hope you do because there have been a lot of cases with minors reading and interacting with nsfw content or interacting with creators who explicitly stated they don’t want to interact with such age groups, that makes it awkward for them and they feel disrespected so before interacting make sure you have read there rules/bfy and if not stated ask them.
next thing abt writing, it’s totally up to u i mean writing is not doing anyone harm unless it’s some form of hate speech. since you are quite young maybe explore your options and then you can start writing.
but since you are so young i am afraid that you might feel pressured at points/stressed, with all the things going on here esp when you get hate anon or plagiarized, i think if you can’t handle all that just yet you need to wait but if u are okay with it then go ahead, it’s inevitable you are going to face some issues no matter the platform. it can make you anxious at times too.
at the end of the day if you are not doing anything problematic it’s all good, and remember you can back off anytime you want if you feel out of place or just want to quit. :)
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hi nat!! can I please have 🍭+ 🧿 + ☯️? <3
Loops!!! HELLOO!! <333
🍭 why did you start writing?
i wanted 2 geek abt art history and jegulus at the same time hahhahaha
🧿 what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to?
oooh this is good. i don’t ever take things personally if a fic “doesn’t do well” it never bothers me just because i never expect anyone to read it! i just post stories im interested in and i’m always so thrilled when even one other person is interested in it as well 😋
writing experiences that happen when i receive negative or mean comments do hurt sometimes! but at the end of the day, for me, i remind myself that i’m not a professional writer!!! i’m not in school for writing, never took a creative writing class b4 in my life,, and i certainly don’t have a publishing house backing me !! for me, fic writing is a hobby and if ppl have issues w it, well that’s on them bc i’m having fun 😌
☯️ how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?
i do think engaging with each other through social media can be very healthy in fandom instances because i find, for the most part, that engaging w others humanizes you a bit (if that makes sense?) like, when i had a tiktok and someone made a mean video on tiktok abt ahb! i just commented “:(“ on it and the person deleted the video. ahsjdks. i think ppl don’t think that the person will see the mean comments or videos that they’re making about them, and just being more present makes you more human (not that i think this is right or fair ,, it’s just smth i’ve noticed personally)
on a more positive note!! it’s allowed me to make so many friends, people i adore !! and it’s so fun to have a little community to talk to and share things with!!! i am pretty anxious when it comes to reaching out to other people in the fandom (i feel like more than a few people on here can attest bc i slide into dms w profuse apologies and extreme awkwardness most times ahdjkda) but i have found some wonderful friends and i just have to remind myself of that !! reaching out can lead to the most wonderful friendships :,))
q’s from this ask game!
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Okay so hi
(Nonono I did a first draft and accidentally sent it, I hope it's on anon pls ignore it)
So first of all I want to say that I'm kinda a hypocrite for giving you advice on how to talk about your special interests more freely while being on anon bc I'm kinda too shy to text anyone without it, ig?
Then I wanna say that I'm probably going to ramble and I hope this can help in you in any way but maybe it's just bullshit.
So, I think that here on tumblr, no one should be afraid of ranting about their special interests because this site is full of weird people with weird special interests and I personally love to read through posts where people are just rambling on about something, trying to get across their point so passionately that it makes you wanna join in, even if you don't know anything about it (I for example had never heard of good omens before and then you started reblogging tons of fanarts and stuff and talking abt them and it's like nr. 1 on my watch list now) and I percieve tumblr as a site where you'll probs most likely find people who are just as interested in your special interest and/or would like to hear about it, even if they never heard about it before.
As for real life, I think it's very dependant on the people you talk to. I think it's very important to talk about your special interests with people you trust, people you know won't judge you, or you could try to introduce them to your interest, trying to invest them, and if it doesn't work, that's okay! You won't be able to make everybody curious about whatever you're curious about, but if they're good people and they like you, they'll let you have whatever special interest you have and not judge you; and if they don't, then they're assholes and you need to surround yourself with better people (not to come across as mean, I'm sorry) because you deserve it.
Anyways, I hope this made any sense and hope you have a lovely evening <3
Anon you're literally so sweet (the part with reblogging good omens stuff? so lovely) and thank you for the advice, it's surely is helpful. And don't worry i don't think you're a hypocrite, i too am anxious to text people privatly here
hope you have a wonderful day <3
#i wasn't sure if you'd like this posted but you're an anon and i wanted to thank you so#that's so sweet smh
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//dear god i hate anxiety in general but esp the positive feedback loop of 'no talk me anxious' -> extra anxious bc no Talking -> no talk me anxious-- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
(vent/neg below the cut :'))) aaaaaaaa)
nothing quite like missing my og tumblr career yeah bc more active rpc but also being able to be shameless and confident!!! bc i didnt have extreme trauma from ppl playing polite to my face and then HAVING to have shit talked me behind my back to organize an en masse blocking And Then give give me a reason you suck speech 'bc you asked for honesty (while having a breakdown on main) that!! explicitly blamed the new trauma thatd ACTIVELY fuck with me for a year on before i could even start to get better abt it!! being too excited!! and not being able to 'tell' that ppl wanted me to stfu/was 'pushing' shit and that ppl were lying to me abt interest!! AND that i was shitty and 'guilt tripping' by saying i felt unwanted/unwelcomed (when i WAS lmfao)!!!! and my first ever 'friend' group/social setting no less!!! on top of making me feel like shit for my Already shitty mh!!
i miss having the spoons and shamelessly to just Initiate and jump into ppls inboxes more!! :'))) i miss when we were ALL younguns w relative spoons and just Time for our blorbo sandbox hobby!!
and!! (esp wrt hellbrain/anxiety bs!! im not blaming anyone for anything at all but!! AAAAAAAAAA) having always always always felt like a Z Team chaser :'))) where if i'm not actively shoving myself in everyones face theyll just ignore me and feel i dont even exist until i myself remind them. and i Know!! its not personal!! and that everyone has their own lives and social circles but!!! i rlly wish i wasnt batting a like max 2% hit rate at Actually making friends to begin with least of all keeping them LEAST OF ALL getting to be a Part of their lives/social circles rather than just a passerby :')))
to say nothing of the hell that is having no irls and wanting to MAKE some....... post 2020. when theres like no third spaces anywhere. or rec centers. or just fucking School Clubs for adults. to say nothing of being unable to even try for Most of that time since then bc too ashamed to bc spent most of that time unemployed :'))) and think ur boring awkward etc etc :')))
to say nothing of pms + having a horrific fight w my bro sunday night just before moms birthday bc 'no one cares abt him/his feelings' and 'everyones gaslighting him' and 'what about HIS feelings'.......... when i all of tried to explain how/why he hurt My feelings like fucking great job dude way to fucking communicate like an adult and not use ur rsd/anxiety/mh as an excuse to bully ppl into shutting up. yeah its bad to tear down ppl and hurt their feelings but only if sb Otehr than you is doing it great talk way to validate me not feeling safe around you and refusing to indulge in you trying to bully/shittalk me into talking to you w passive aggression instead of just Trying To Talk Normally
just!! screams!!!!!!! wish i didnt have to feel cuz its all shit all the way down and!!!!! screams.
#tbd //#vent //#to say nothing of how inaccessible / wild goose chasing mh help is :skull:#i asked doc for a Referral. she said shed send me a dr list directly. i ask her abt it. mssg manager tells me i need to look it up myself#i find a list of drs in my hospital. find my top candidate w e visits AND a 'make an appointment! :)' button. fill out that form#and 3 days later: 'lol lmao yeah u cant do that <33 u need to call <333'#lays on the floor.#smth smth the woes of zillenial coming of age in the now times#intersected with 'had no friends in school ever esp not meaningful ones usually their 'project'' bs
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hi i don’t know how to properly say this or if i even have to say anything at all buut i’ve decided to finally stop using this blog for fandoms (or more precisely for only one fandom at a time) exclusively because a)it’s my blog and i for some reason always felt obligated to only post fan content for the stuff i am most heavily into at the time even if i have other interests beside that b) i keep feeling bad about losing interest in stuff i heavily blogged about even tho once again it’s my own blog and nobody else at all cares what i do with it. the only thing that’ll change for y’all as followers is that you’ll see more than one fandom at a time from me plus also funny posts i used to Not reblog because fsr in my head this blog had to be Fandom Only when that makes little sense at all since it is. my main blog. Obviously if that’s not for you you’re not obligated to stay at all, I guess I just wanna say that I want to come back and be more active on here on my own terms rather than stay away from posting due to restrictions i put on myself years ago. actually i lied there’s another thing that’ll change for you and that is that I’ve always kept my interest in/love of horror seperate from this blog because it originally started out as a place to yell about my cartoon obsession and I never really thought that mixing the 2 would be appropriate but I kind of just realized that it’s my blog and i get to decide what’s on it and once again if you see something you don’t like you are very free to leave. And just to be clear I’m not gonna post straight up g//ore or anything along those lines still because I still Don’t Want To but yeah I guess what I’m saying is expect me to share horror fanart and talk about horror more as well? like i have a sideblog for that stuff anyway so the heavier shit goes there but yeah! be prepared for fan art of horror media especially i guess. that’s all thank you for reading!!
#like to put it simply i think i focused on making my blog consumable for others for so long that somewhere down the line#it stopped being fun for me personally?#like literally i started feeling bad about wanting to share cartoon fanart once i properly got into gomens#bc i felt that that wasnt the blogs topic anymore when like#literally no one at all cares its my blog i can do what i want#idk i guess i realized being anxious about ppl not liking what i do on here is stupid af#but im still too anxious abt it to just Do What I Want without making this announcement i guess?#anyway i love tumblr im happy to be back (hopefully)#i dont even know if anyone at all that i dont personally know even remembers or cares abt me anymore lmao ive just been inactive for so long#but hi im back how are yall#marshall's thoughts#tbd#probably
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Okay I’m making this while tired but I figure I can at least get it started and smart people can add on. if you’re here from jrwitwt first off HELLO!!! Welcome. I know there have been several posts going around saying watch your step, we do things differently here, and to get with it, that might seem a bit intimidating. So I wanted to make this non-exhaustive list of how tumblr works and HOW we do things different so you can get settled in :)
also these are just to the best of my ability and based off my time here i am by no means a standard, just a starting point
-You might’ve heard this one already but there isn’t much of an algorithm here. You can follow certain tags and blogs. The best way to find people is to just scroll through tags and check out blogs whose posts you enjoyed
-reblogging is standard. Likes are typically for letting a mutual(or anyone rlly) know you saw their post or during liveblog sessions(at least that’s how I use them) while we have replies on posts that might look like a comment section. It really isn’t most of the time. Comments are normally put in the tags of reblogs. It’s completely okay if your blog is just reblogs that’s super normal here. you don’t have to have an original thought if you don’t want to
-If you really don’t want to post/lurk and only follow ppl, change your pfp so we know you aren’t a bot. Blank blogs have a history of being bots and if we can’t tell you’re a person a lot of people will block on sight. Just fair warning
-We do a lot of blocking here. If you don’t like someone’s posts, block em and keep going. The filter tags system on tumblr really works(I’ve heard twt is fussy and not great) and most people tag things appropriately here so you Will Not see the shit you don’t want to
-TAG THINGS APPROPRIATELY PLEASE it’s a give and take. When it comes to spoilers, as long as the original poster tagged it you normally don’t have to tag it again in a reblog but you can out of courtesy
-Bonus point a lot of us use “jrwilb” as a tag when everyone is on the dash liveblogging a stream ep or just when they get around to watching it. Some people have personalized ones, and some ppl also main tag their liveblogs so it’s just a good one to know ahead of time
-People chit chat through asks frequently. You don’t have to feel shy abt it, esp if you are being friendly. But if you’re anxious a lot of people leave on anon asks so you don’t have to have your name attached
-We don’t really do callouts/negativity posts. If you see a take or headcanon you aren’t fond of going around. You can block/filter, or you can make a positivity post or post abt your own interpretation!!! A lot of people here love different takes and headcanons and try to value all of them. Again, if one squicks you really bad, filter/block it. If you really wanna complain, be sure to do it in dms or a private discord server
-our concept of what jokes are okay to post are very lax. there really isnt an official thing but i’ve tended to notice we dont really tend to do anything the council havent done. we joke abt gillion tits and eggs here because the council have done it. we have made very lewd jokes because . . . mcs and everything else grizzly does when he’s not playing dakota. so be prepared to be jarred by how . . . interesting it gets here
Okay that’s all I can think of for now. Members of councilblr feel free to add anything smile
#also if you are adding pls keep the tone friendly smile#i wanted to make a greetings post#for the twt refugees fleeing the discourse site#jrwi#just roll with it#what tags would twt ppl search hmmm#jrwi show#jrwishow#councilblr
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