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landscaping-your-mind · 1 year ago

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[ID: Tags from yaluzaishin reading: “#it’s covered in the fucking ooze. y’know” /End ID]

"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media

#i mean gosh the only media i’m Like That about is like. yknow. i AM ideologically opposed to it?#it’s the wizard series. just generally things abt it make me feel like i want to cry forever #oh wait no #uh #a mag a day #yeah uh. it’s not like a MEDIA thing it’s just i… idk??#basically one of the mods was like ‘hey pls stop putting discourse in your posts’ and i was like oh no rsd and couldn’t go on tumblr or—#—discord for a while because i was just so anxious? idk why discord but uh yeah i guess #i had to drop out of spring in the archives bc of it #and uh now i just. do not like to think about a mag a day and it’s not anyone’s fault i just get extremely… anxious is how i describe it?#idk uncomfortable as a negative emotion that’s more/different to uncomfortable #it’s a Whole Thing #i wish i could’ve done a mag a day :(

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