#((also. my condolences and best wishes to you anon.

[aortaobservatory]

have you covered the seer of life yet? it's my classpect and your life aspect analysis actually helped me a lot with deciding i was a life player (particularly the part about gender euphoria) so i'd love to hear what your take on the classpect is

Seer of [Life]:

Know - Too Little Experience with Life

A player who lacks experience with [Growth and Empathy], leading to a fierce drive to study [Perseverance and Healing] and gradually learning of its potential to affect them or the ones around them

A Seer of Life is surrounded by acceptance and compliance, and lacks growth and empathy in their life, and as a result are driven to learn everything they can about healing from hurt and the nature of perseverance in order to understand what they previously lacked.

Seers study their aspect, craving knowledge of it from their previous lack of it. They seek knowledge of their aspect with a fierce intensity in order to gain more understanding of it, acknowledging the potential consequences of doing so and dealing with them later. Their challenge is to learn how to translate their insight and knowledge into action and decision, as well as learn how to manage their engagement with their aspect so as to not overwhelm themself or others.

Inverse Classpect Analysis of Seer

Seer of Life: Life (Growth, Perseverance, Empathetic, Healing) is passive and lacking. Too little experience with aspect causes lack of understanding of it.

Inverse: Witch of Doom

Doom (Acceptance, Compliance, Wisdom, Sympathy) is actively changed within the Seer as they experience Life (Growth, Perseverance, Empathetic, Healing) to understand it from its passive presence.

Doom (Acceptance, Compliance, Wisdom, Sympathy) embodies the Seer, but is changed to Life (Growth, Perseverance, Empathetic, Healing) as they experience Life (Growth, Perseverance, Empathetic, Healing).

The analysis written above is my own writing, analysis, and thoughts. The statements are my own analysis, but they may function as a “fill in the blank” statement for you to create your own interpretation of the classpect as you please.

-aortaObservatory

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

Spoiler for Jujutsu Kaisen

I'm sorry it's so long and looks like a vent post. I'm sorry for those of you who had great luck in avoiding Jujutsu Kaisen until now. With that, let me give some context before the assholery.

Jujutsu Kaisen has a breakout character, Gojo, he is unique, flawed, well written, well loved, overpowered, and the most misunderstood character in this series. He recently met his end in the most infuriating way possible. It was an unceremonious death, off screened, after the biggest most violent battle in the series. Before he was brutally offed with just meaningless exposition detailing how he was killed and him uncharacteristically justifying the death in an afterlife scene that's written to appease a large part of the fandom (shippers- he's gay coded, no waifu here). His death completely destroyed his legacy and the future of this manga.

Problem: This is a popular series with disproportionate numbers of haters, casual fans, fans who get their information from tiktok or fanworks instead of the manga, fans who did a surface level reading of it, opinionated fans who didn't read after a certain point but discuss every new chapter like they're experts, people who hate it because they compared it to their favorite series and Jujutsu Kaisen didn't go that way, people who harass the readers and wish bodily harm on the author for not conforming to FANON, the works.

Gojo was MIA for almost 3 years which made fanon takeover the fandom, when he came back the author was accused of mischaracterization and bad writing because he didn't match 3 years of fanon. Reiterating, I mean fanon not headcanon, the headcanons here are almost all fanon based too and you will get nasty anons if you say you dislike FANON or praise CANON but I believe in people's right to headcanon.

My relationship with this: I've been a fan since 2019, this character of Gojo resonated with me like no one did in my 20+ years in fandom, he is my specialest blorbo, his relationship with his best friend has moved me etc. I'm autistic and this is my special interest as well. Needless to say depression has hit me like a freight train.

MY problem: My friend of 7 years who's currently deeply into yuri and danmei, who shared many fandoms with me, has been through the thick and thins with me, has decided to make me an enemy. When the chapter came out he chatted with me sent his condolences. Then he in his own social medias started talking about how he knew it was going to be a bad series, how he's glad he quit after struggling through 50 chapters, made all the jokes in the world about this death, discussed every little thing he hated and mocked this with his other weeb friends who are like the people I mentioned in the Problem section, validated all their complaints based on their reading of the FANON. He has had many discussions with me about this manga and very rarely did he express any of this negativity.

My assholery: I got frustrated, it was like he wanted me to see how much he could hurt me. I messaged him saying, "Hey what are you saying here, that's not how this character is written. The chapter is bad but this criticism is baseless and in bad faith" He laughed it off, "It's not that deep, this is fiction." I argued that's a shallow thing to say, he said it should have been like FANON since that makes more sense. I said that's conventional writing I thought we wanted different things than the same old nice characters in found family and such.

Then I said something about his favorites and hypocrisy, he said he's not so into it that he couldn't take criticism. I said that was a lie he's always writing essays about those characters. I also said criticize it for the right reasons damn it. He kept denying his own love for his fave so he could keep criticizing mine, because he at least had the sense to not fall for a shounen series. I asked if he was enjoying hurting me. He said are you for real, get a grip and stop justifying your behavior for fiction, they won't giving you cookies for defending them, if you can't bear to see negativity then feel free to mute or block. I snapped and said this is why no one likes casual fans, you can't keep your mouth shut about things you don't know. Have fun with being a two faced friend to everyone. Then I blocked him everywhere.

Some of my friends said I should have muted him long ago, I said this was inevitable if he was just going to validate everyone in vicinity, he had to pick a side. Others said I was right to tell him off. I regret some of the comments I made now.

AITA for the way I handled it? He is right, I could have muted him, I could have not spent my time doomscrolling and seeing all the bad takes he agreed with. I could have waited it out and not dropped an old friend over fiction. I could have done many things.

Please don't comment about touching grass, that's the least helpful thing anyone can say on blorbo the website. It's not a real advice we all know that. Therapy is also there for the depression and it will take years for me to get over the death, you don't need to remind me.

What are these acronyms?

[woomycritiques543]

Going anon here so I don't get harassed by the stans I read through the doc you made and it was really well made and you brought up SO much good shit Viv and her stans have this problem of bringing up unrelated issues to try and make the other party look bad (And most of it ain't even true) "Oh Erin came out and said the workplace was so bad that she never wanted to draw again? B-b-but guys she's a TERF, so don't listen to her!" Like what the hell??? I have the evidence saved in case someone tries to take it down, and you bet I will be sharing this More people need to know about Viv's abusive behavior, not just people on TikTok (Also I send my condolenscences to you. Being misgendered and called a "psychopath" is utterly disgusting, and I hope you're doing okay)

Best wishes to you and here's to the future!

FINALLY!!!!

Sorry for the outburst but- OH MY GOD you have no idea how long it took to find a way to make it so you guys could see those files and documents! Also, thank you for your condolences.

Vivziepop ableism, internalized homophobia, and racism needs to come to an end. Not just with Ayy Lmao, but her and her entire standom. People are allowed to support something without supporting someone's behavior. Even then, giving someone thousands of dollars in hopes that they'll pay their artists properly just for this to happen instead:

(More info on how she pays her workers and how indie artists are underpaid in studios overall based on the fact that the average is less than the average American pay in the full video of "The Vivziepop Archive Extravaganza" linked within the document itself.)

So yeah, the artists being "paid a little bit less than they should" at Spindlehorse is the underestimation of the centurty. The studio gets millions daily, yet there are still people there that have to work at goddamn Starbucks. That's horrible!

So im planning to maybe make a instructional video on how to not give views to creators you enjoy but don't want to support. It's not like it's going to the other artists really in the first place. Only the lead artists who say things like this:

(This was confirmed to be VIvienne's real discord on her own Twitter by the way. Go see for yourself. It's there. She's transphobic.)

The reason why this is wrong speaks for itself.

(HINT: R^pe is something that severely traumatizes and hurts people and making light of the act itself like this is actually sickening.

-and the main creators also like things such as this:

Yeah...

I think now's a good time to speak with our wallets and our views so that those mistreated will finally move on to better studios and that Vivziepop's reign of toxicity upon the internet will finally come to an end.

So if you wan't to buy merch... buy fan merch!

If you wan't to watch a Helluva Boss episode, another hated Youtuber, etc:

1. Right click on a video from a youtuber that you don't like, for example: Onision.

2. (IMPORTANT!) Press "Copy Link Address."

3. Go to a trustworthy Youtube downloader.

4. -and bam! No views given, but you still get to enjoy the past episodes while making it so Spindlehorse can finally get the message that you do not support Vivziepop or her leads's behavior, and Youtube as a whole will finally get the message that the majority of people do not wan't to support toxic creators.

That is all it takes.

That, or film the video on Bandicam, make it a zip file, and then send it to whoever wants to download the video. -and done! You just DID NOT support Onision! Now try this with any other (big) creator that you have a problem with! Let's make Youtube a better place together. :)

[thestuffieguardian]

as sister of someone who can’t have babies, my condolences anon. I know one thing is not wanting and another thing is when they take that choice away from you 🫂 whoever is destined to be your daddy, will understand and appreciate you regardless of that<3

It's not any other girls' faults. To blame them for that would be heartless and unfair in my book. I once watched a movie, I can't remember the name of it

But in it the woman couldn't have children and it tore her up inside, her husband blamed her and I remember saying "whoa c'mon man...that's not her fault? What the fuck"

I also watched another one where a woman miscarried her child as well, and her man blamed her. It's none of your faults. I know all who lose a child do the best that they can

I know all who can't have children truly wished they could. It's one of god's cruel tricks to play. To give women the ability to have children, and then take it from them. My heart and my condolences go out to you all

It's not your fault 💙

[kurogane2512]

If you were given the chance to delete a 5 star character for 50 fates and 4 star characters for 30 fates who would you delete and why?

Just a question cause I am mad because Ayato went home while I was building pity for Raiden

-💜anon

Oh wow a very interesting question! Also my condolences about missing Raiden🥲

In 5* I would delete Wanderer no questions asked he don't deserve what he got, I'm sorry if I offend some of his simps but nope he needs to be out. There are a few more I'd delete but he's on top of the list.

In 4* i don't particularly have any strong feelings towards anyone except wishing that some 4* were 5* and vice versa. Hmmm I guess it wouldn't make much difference without Dori or Mika tbh so yeah either of them.

All the best for your future pulls tho, I really wish you'll get Raiden next time! 🥰

[goosewriting]

📮 You got mail!

OKAY OKAY WAIT I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE FINISHED WITH THE MIKEY BABY FIC-Y BUT I just had a random idea pop out of nowhere where Mikey gives the reader, or vice versa, a coupon for having a baby! That may sound ridiculous but I took inspiration from your idea in Mikey's section of "Taking the lead". This is just a random funny thought, you don't have to acknowledge it in anyway LMAO.

I've read and seen some of your other things that aren't turtles related and they're honestly pretty good! I don't know anything about Star Wars but the lazy morning with Fives feels almost bittersweet, mainly sweet though, bitter cause I think you mentioned one time that Fives had been ohno'd, I send my condolences o7

Also gonna get the Cassandra Cut (Bald™) tomorrow my time, hope they accept cartoon references! 👍😃👌 And I hope you're doing well and taking breaks and such! 🦆🤗🦢

Best wishes!

💌 -BVA🐰🎟️

your suggestion actually made me go :0c i was like "wow BV anon here having a Big Brain Moment",, genius! i have written a little draft to more or less know where i want to go with the fic but i'll definitely be using this, thank you so much!♥

"cause I think you mentioned one time that Fives had been ohno'd" made me laugh so hard for some reason xD but seriously thank you sm for checking out my other writings even if you're not in the sw fandom?? 🥺🥺💓

and yay for the cassandra cut™! i'm currently in deseprate need of a haircut and i'm seriously considering just shaving it all off too lmao it's too hot and i'm lazy, but i'm also broke and hair salon prices are bonkers ;;_;; but hey let me know how it goes and if they did take the cartoon refs heh

other than the heat (my room is a little oven and i hate it) i'm doing good, thank you!

i wish you all a fabulous weekend full of good vibes and excellent food<3

[hitomisuzuya]

I FORGOT TO CHECK TUMBLR IM SO OSRRY !! 😞😞

The rude anon can go fuck themselves cause what the hell!?!! Being kind to someone is the bare minimum, how could someone be so much of an insufferable asshole they can’t even be kind and say something politely!! (So sorry if that was mean!! 😞)

Moving on!!

Your note was amazing!! You may think there are better people but your writings are amazing and balanced, not too intense and not boring to read!! Please don’t think lowly of yourself, my teacher always told my class that we have a negative side that bring us down, please don’t let it make you think you’re inferior whatsoever!!

Although you were failing highschool, it’s a completely normal reason to drop out, we always need to take breaks from specific things, especially if it causes us stress or little to no time to take care of ourselves, doesn’t matter if it helps our education. (unless if it’s work but uhm we don’t talk abt that😇)

Condolences for your mother, although having a complicated relationship with her, i hope she is watching you and wishing the best for her amazing child!

Wanting to please your audience is normal, but there are always times where it should come to a break, especially if you’re losing someone who is someone you love, the audience can always wait, no matter how long, they are supposed to wait for your return, deathsfrom loved friends and family or having to take care of someone should be a priority, the audience should never be forcing you to come back even if they’re getting mad.

Uwaaa you wrote in twitter??? That sounds cool!! But twitter is kinda an ass app, but you should never give up or stop! There may be things that bring us down to a point where we wanna stop-give up because of the little amount of attention it gets, but you need to keep on going and going if it makes you happy!! There’s no need to please people, there should be times you also care for your needs.

I don’t really watch anime or read mangas, but dropping to a point where you’re in your comfort zone again is normal, as i said we need breaks considering we’re human and we have limits to everything.

You may think you have nothing but you have a lot!! And you now have us!! Your moots, anons (excluding the rude ones (ew rude anons)) and friends!! We love you like a friend of ours!!

Hi Roma!

Doggy.

Cute doggy!

Also to the 🪷 anon, please take care of yourself for the time being, don’t let bullying bring you down!!

More angry-gentle purple love from 🐀anon!!

💜💜💜

Please take care of yourself, and there is no need to worry about pleasing people, you also need to take care of yourself, can’t be what you wanna be if you’re not in good shape remember!!?

🐀

🐀anon! I almost cried when I read this. Thank you so much for every kind word. I really needed to hear something like this. I was very close to quitting. I couldn't bring myself to leave you all behind. I love writing for you guys.

Roma says thank you for the compliment 😊

I promise I will work in taking better care of myself. You please take care too! And anyone also reading please take care to.

And yes, Twitter is sometimes an awful place. I mainly tweet about my Roma or retweet pretty Genshin or anime fanart.

[theresthesnitch]

I don’t know if there’s a word for it but I’m dealing with harsh productivity guilt right now. I’ve got three fics and a novel I’m working on and I just feel so stuck with all of them. I also lost my rabbit recently and that I should give myself space to grieve but had all these things I wanted to do over the holidays and no energy to do that.

Anyways, sorry for the bummer ask but I just wanted to set this down somewhere

Friend, I'm so sorry you are struggling.

Send me an ask about anything or nothing.

First, I just want to say that I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is so hard, but this time of year just seems to make that weigh heavier. I am sending you all the love and condolences I can muster.

Productivity fatigue is a bitch. It's so frustrating when you want to write and just can't. However, I've found that when I try to force myself to write a story that isn't working, I end up hating whatever I produce.

I wouldn't be too quick to write off not writing as not being productive though. Sometimes I'll get stuck on a story, and as I think through it for a few days, something will finally click that makes it work. Maybe you're waiting for that click, but thinking about your writing is part of the writing process, and you're making progress!

I recommend doing something–anything–else. Read a book or a fic, especially if there's one close to what you want to write. (I know there are mixed opinions on this, but I find that reading good fics makes me want to write more, but my way.) Watch television. Catch up on the gossip (and drop it in my ask box because it's anon ask hour and I love some tea). Take a nap. Make holiday cookies! Most of all, give yourself some space to grieve and feel, because bottling it up doesn't work well.

If you want to try to force writing, here's some suggestions for jumpstarting writing:

Write something adjacent to your fics/book. Have your characters write letters to each other or write a diary. Have one of your characters explain the plot from their POV (this works best in first person). These will both force you to get in your character's head more than just trying to push through the fic. Or, write a deleted scene! Did your character have dinner with their parents, or an off screen conversation?

Alternatively, write up a goofy character fact sheet. What is your character's favorite food? What on their grocery list? What was on their Christmas/Birthday wish list when they were five? Anything to get you thinking about the character.

Is there a scene in the future you can't stop thinking about? Write it now. Writing out of order is so liberating. You can keep or change it as necessary later.

Run sprints on Discord. There's something about competition, even against myself, that really makes writing easier. If I'm stuck in my head, I like to start with a 5 minute sprint. (Sprinto will do one under the prompt "sprint quick".) A five minute sprint is so short that you have to force yourself to focus, and at the end of 5 minutes, I find myself more into my writing than I was before.

Write something else. I know this is rich coming from someone with 30ish WIPs, but sometimes you just have to write something that gets the creative juices going. Find a short prompt, or write a single scene, or just write some headcanons!

Hope this helps, and I hope you find productivity again.

[g-kat423]

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain all the time. I wish I could help or offer anything to ease your suffering but I can't, so please just know that people do care, want you to find relief and not have to resort to suicide to find it. I know the medical system is broken and fucks us all over, it has fucked me over too but not as much as it has you, so you have my sympathy and condolences. I hope you get your MRI and some answers soon, you truly deserve to feel better and I hope your pain is relieved soon. Please take care as best you can in these tough times ❤️

Thanks for the kind words anon. I’m sorry the medical system has fucked you over too. The good news is I had my knee mri today and I will be having my hip mri on Monday. I’m just hoping the results for both lead to me getting adequate treatment. I really don’t want to commit suicide, but I feel like I’m forced to feel that way living in this pain. I’m only holding out in the hopes something will be done and also partially because I don’t have a guaranteed method to be completely honest. Let’s hope for proper treatment and me not having to die lol.

[callsigndragon]

"Me spending a few days thinking about italics anon, wondering if they're okay. *italics anon procedes to send me the most beautiful ask ever and makes me tear up in one of the hardest days I've had recently*" - awww, my Love, you make me tear up!!! Love you so much!!! 💗💗💗💗 Also hope that the hard days are over for you and you'll get some time to relax!!! 💗💗💗💗

"This... i keep thinking about it and i can't let it go. I might finish it and just share it with the people who want to read it. I just loved that idea so much, i want to finish it. For me." - do whatever makes YOU feel the best, Darling, that is the most important thing!!! Either way I will support your decision! 💗💗💗💗

"Also, in case you don't know, in Hold my hand, i'm planning to use Red as an OC and watching them fall in love is so amazing jkshdsfkdsds" - oh my goodness!!!! I cannot wait!!!! Seeing my loves fall in love will be amazing!!!! 💗

"As someone who has lost an important woman in my life recently, I realized that once they're gone, you don't just ramble about them whenever you have the chance. It comes in small pieces, something triggers a memory and you share it with the person in front of you. So yeah, i wanted to show how much Carole means to them, and how they keep her in their minds, but they just can't share all the details about her" - I am so sorry for your loss, Darling! Sending you so much love and many hugs and condolences! 💗💗💗💗 But you are doing an incredible job at portraying this and I am in awe of how gracefully you handle such a difficult topic. Hats off, Lovely, honestly!!! 💗💗💗💗

"Thank you for all your comments love, and I missed you a lot! Hope you're feeling better 💚💚💚💚💚" - I missed talking to you my Love!!! And I feel so much better now, especially after reading your lovely reply! 💗 Love you so much Darling!!! 💗💗💗💗💗 And thank you for the well wishes, it means so much!!! 💗💗💗💗💗

Also, I managed to catch up with Desperate times, desperate measures!!!!!! So I will be gushing about the chapters a little (a lot) of you don't mind...

"Orphaned kids. Luke and Anne are dead. Dead. You had talked with Anne a few hours before, before your promotional event started, because you were feeling completely nervous and she was the one that used to calm you down." - ouch, the sudden change and loss is so difficult and you portray it so honestly!

"Jake Seresin is the closest thing to a lifeline you have right now." - I love this, that despite them allegedly not liking each other, they still are there for each other

"“Page? Page, come on. Okay, listen to me, take a deep breath, hold it for three seconds, and then let it out.” He instructs you, wanting to get you out of your hyperventilating state. But you can hear in his voice that he also wants to break down and cry." - this is so sad, but so beautiful too! It says so much about Jake's character!!! Love it 💗

"A house that is waiting for a family that doesn't exist anymore." - ouch!!! This is such a beautifully heartwrenching description!!!

"Hating each other was the only thing you agreed on over the years." - oh, how things will change....

"“They picked us together?” Jake questions, looking at the lawyer as if he had grown a second head." - hahaha, the shock!!!

"“Look, I know this isn’t how you wanted to start a family but-”" - love that the lawyer is in the dark about their relationship status, hahaha

""How does this relate to Emma?" Jake objects, feeling offended by the way this man simplifies his job." - my prideful man, hahaha, taking offence

"“You have to get married.”" - I love this solution, hahaha, just imagining their faces is hilarious!!

"“I think none of us have a say in that. I’ll call the registry office and see if we can go today.” He gets up and shakes the lawyer’s hand before grabbing his phone and stepping out of the room to make some calls." - moving fast!!! But it is such a good concept, I have to say!!! And it is great that they don't have time to overthink it all

"Falling in love doesn’t seem like an option anymore." - oh hoho, it doesn't? Hahaha, I am so looking forward to seeing their attitudes change over the chapters!!!

"You let it all out before you even realize that you’re just rambling and rambling, and that probably Gabby hasn’t understood a thing and she’s going to freak out." - poor Gabby, what a shock to her too

"You nod, eyes unfocused as you drift away, remembering a conversation from a few weeks ago, in which you told Anne that you ‘envied the life she had’. A life that now was yours." - oouh, ouch, again! Your description of the change in life is so good!!! I love the contrast and all the weight that comes with it, just a beautiful and also very heartbreaking and dramatic set up! Incredible!!! 💗

"Gabby may or may not have a tiny crush on her. But she knows that this is not the time to be a teenager with a crush." - awww, I love them already!!!! I am so exiced for Nat and Gabby too!!! 💗

"It was the perfect team. You wrote. Gabby performed. Anne directed." - awww, this is so special to me, because this is literally how my friends and I imagined our lives would be when we grow up. The nostagia!!!! Love it 💗

"Jake should listen to Javy sometimes." - hahaha, this is so true!!!

"“Then tell me, what was I supposed to do? Let a bunch of strangers take my goddaughter away?” You can see the unshed tears in his bloodshot eyes. He had been crying, too. Probably even more than you and Gabby." - oh my goodness, the poor darling!!! And I love that Page just knows already that Jake is probably taking this incredibly hard and that he is crying more than any of them! Love their connection already!!! 💗

"“How long?”" - off topic, but this question always makes me think of Hadestown, no matter the context...

"“A year.” You proclaim, feeling as if your words echo all over the house." - dundundun!!! I love that they have a time limit on it! I am so exited to see how their relationship will grow during this time 💗

"“No, I don’t have anything appropriate for a fake wedding.”" - hahaha, not a lot of people would have something ready for something like that 😂 Love the breath of levity you include!!

"“Yeah, we’re trying to find a dress.” Gabby says, checking her reflection in the mirror before Nat opens her eyes." - love the little details between Gabby and Nat!!!! 💗

"“Me and Bob will take you to the courthouse. Take as much time as you need.” She nods in Gabby’s direction and leaves the room." - and I love how helpful Nat is!!! First the dress, then this, I just love her! 💗

"You start crying as soon as you realize that your best friend will not be attending your wedding." - my heart!!! This is so sad!

"The ceremony isn’t long, and you’re grateful for that. Because you’re not sure how much time you can hold Jake’s hands on yours, while faking to be madly in love. Jake plays the part like a champ, even telling the officiant that he didn’t want to rush this wedding, but he’s going to be deployed soon and wants to marry the love of his life before he has to leave for a few months." - loving this!!! Jake being able to play the part like a champ is so in character!!!! This is so good!!! 💗

"You didn’t care about these small traditions because this wedding wasn’t real, but if you’re going to be married to this idiot for a year, at least you’re going to do it right." - ahhh, this is so great! Love that even though it is a marriage of convenience it is done right!!!

"You and Jake look at each other, feeling the weight of the words on your shoulders. There will be adventures and challenges, and as much as you hate to admit it, the only way you are going to survive this year, is by supporting each other." - love that they recognise this!!! Cannot wait for all the adventures and challenges!

"Love. The only thing that you don’t feel towards your soon-to-be husband." - good things come to those who wait, it will happen eventually... I love the way you set up their relationship, and how far it is from the loving marriage that one would want! 💗

"Javy gives Jake the ring, that is soon placed on your finger. It’s cold. A coldness that burns your skin." - the description!!!!!! My goodness!!!! Love, love, love it!!!! 💗

"And when he kisses you, Jake doesn’t know if the saltiness in his lips is because of his tears or yours." - ahhhh, the sadness!!! The tears!!!! The ambiguity!!! The love I feel for this series!!!! Beautiful, my Darling, beautiful!!!!! 💗💗💗

Amazing writing, as always my Love!!! Incredible and such a wonderful twist to this trope!!! You always manage to make everything so original and unique!!! Love it!!! 💗💗💗💗

Lots of love and hugs to you my Darling!!! 💗💗💗💗

(italics anon 💚)

"Me spending a few days thinking about italics anon, wondering if they're okay. *italics anon procedes to send me the most beautiful ask ever and makes me tear up in one of the hardest days I've had recently*" - awww, my Love, you make me tear up!!! Love you so much!!! 💗💗💗💗 Also hope that the hard days are over for you and you'll get some time to relax!!! 💗💗💗💗

Sadly hard days aren't over, but let's hope they get better ❤️

"Hating each other was the only thing you agreed on over the years." - oh, how things will change....

oooh they will my love they will

""How does this relate to Emma?" Jake objects, feeling offended by the way this man simplifies his job." - my prideful man, hahaha, taking offence

he's very proud of his job and this lawyer is just simplifying it and saying it's dangerous. Jake will get mad hahah

"It was the perfect team. You wrote. Gabby performed. Anne directed." - awww, this is so special to me, because this is literally how my friends and I imagined our lives would be when we grow up. The nostagia!!!! Love it 💗

really? that's so cute!

"“Then tell me, what was I supposed to do? Let a bunch of strangers take my goddaughter away?” You can see the unshed tears in his bloodshot eyes. He had been crying, too. Probably even more than you and Gabby." - oh my goodness, the poor darling!!! And I love that Page just knows already that Jake is probably taking this incredibly hard and that he is crying more than any of them! Love their connection already!!! 💗

Page has this idea of Jake being a player bc he acted like a dick on their first (and only) date. They'll talk about that date soon (maybe). But the also knows that Luke talked about Jake as if he was talking about his brother. It was more than a friendship, and she knows that he must be having such a hard time...

"And when he kisses you, Jake doesn’t know if the saltiness in his lips is because of his tears or yours." - ahhhh, the sadness!!! The tears!!!! The ambiguity!!! The love I feel for this series!!!! Beautiful, my Darling, beautiful!!!!! 💗💗💗

Thank you! It's a bit special for me and you can't even imagine the plotwists I have planned for this series. Is based on a film, and i don't it to be exactly the same, so I thought how to make it a bit different.... and do i have to say that is fucking different in the end hahahaha

Lots of love 💚💚💚

[yandere-daze]

THANK YOU FOR THE RESPONSE FOR MY ASK AND HONESTLY I CAN'T AGREE MORE..... and I'm also here with another thought abt a certain type of reader!

I'm really curious about a reader that barely plays the game, but when they do open it they could play it for, let's say, 7 hours straight!

at the same time, they don't really have a definitive favorite, so they'd change the characters in their home screen and room regularly. being in the next character position just practically depends on the readers mood.

if I were to put myself as an example, well, I'm a valkp so I'd put them if I'm in a good mood! sometimes I'd changed to mama and arashi too, and other times I'd use a generator then constantly click on the character to see how they'd interact (and then respond like I'm actually talking to them but that is a bit embarrassing)

andd right now in jp I'm mainly having midori and koga in my home screen cause they have my current in game 5* (aka the favorite among the ones I actually have), I just think it's gonna be funny with how their dynamic cld be (my condolences to midori, probably)

I'M SO SORRY IF THIS IS TO LONG WAUGH I LOVE MY SCRIMBLOS SO MUCH.......

from 🖼️ anon ☆!!

Welcome back, 🖼 anon!! I´m happy to hear that you liked my response!! Please do feel free to share any and all thoughts or ideas you may have, no matter how minor, it´s really interesting to read ^^

gn reader

tw yandere, obsession, possessiveness

A player that alternates between not playing at all and playing hours on end and doesn´t have a favorite character either

Oh you would be the death of them if you did someting like that, lol

The first time you´re alone for so long they get really worried and wonder why you aren´t coming back. Are you not interested in them anymore? Did they do something wrong that drove you away? Or did something happen to you at home? Were you safe???

They´re all worrying about you and one day, you just open the game again and it feels like a huge crisis was just averted. They would still love to know why you were gone for so long but at least you´re back now and they can spend more time with you! They´re so happy, their enthusiams probably increased from the withdrawal they went through for so long.

They almost don´t notice that you spent several hours playing the game, time goes by so quickly for them because they´re with the person they love most! But after some time, they do notice that you´ve been playing for way longer than is healthy so some of them may get a little worried for you. If you happen to have Nazuna or Yuzuru on your home screen you can definitely expect a voiceline from them telling you that it´s okay to take breaks sometimes and that they wish that you take proper care of yourself. It won´t help anyone if you get sick from playing too much, okay?

And then they freak out when you´re gone for a long time again kankfabf Should they not have said anything after all? Should they just have enjoyed the time they had with you???

Honestly this cycle keeps repeating for many many times until they eventually realize that this is just the way you play the game and that you´ll most likely return to them again. Which doesn´t mean that they don´t miss you when you´re gone :/ They´re all visibly tense during your absence, some more pessimistic ones wondering if this time you will leave them for good

And then there´s another factor they aren´t too happy about: No one knows who your favorite is! No one knows if they´ll finally get their turn this time because you keep changing the idols on your home screen or the ones you use when playing a life. Theoretically it´s nice because it gives everyone a better chance of getting to interact with you and get some time in the spotlight but no one is really happy with this.

Sure, you´ll choose them sometimes, but that´s not enough. They want to be special to you and not chosen by some random generator or something! They don´t want to share you with all the other idols who couldn´t possibly love you as much as they do! They´ll definitely try to use the time you give them to impress you to the best of their abilites. Maybe if they try really hard or show you their appreciation in their voice lines, you´ll grow fond of them and only put them on the home screen from now on?

They´ll certainly try!

[nordleuchten]

are there any sources that say how lafayette reacted to the death of washington and his other friends from america??

Hello Anon,

yes, we do know La Fayette’s reaction - pretty exactly actually. George Washington died on December 14, 1799 and La Fayette wrote to Washington’s widow, Martha Washington, on February 28, 1800. The letter is today hold by the Digital Collection from The Washington Library.

Dearest Madam

My Heart Has for So Long a time and So throughly Been known to You, that I Need Not, Nor indeed Could I Express the feelings Which Over Whelm it—While the world is Mourning, and Mankind weeping Over the irreparable Loss, What Must it Be to You, My dear Madam, the object of His Love, the Companion of His Life, the partner of His Sentiments, the Happy witness to All His private and public virtues? What Must it Be to me, Who from My Youth Have Been Blessed with His paternal Adoption, and Who Ever Have deserved it By the Most filial Affection for Him and for You, Who United in Every thing were particularly So in Your kindness to me? - Continue, I beseech you, to Honour me with this Maternal Predilection, the more necessary to me, as in you, dearest Madam, I Both Love and Revere What Remains of My Respected and Beloved General - My Mind is so wed to introduce Him in every thought, every Sentiment, every Concern of Mine that I Hardly Can Believe that, While I am Living, He Has left us, Nor Could I forgive Myself No to Have personally received His Last Blessing. Had I Not the Remembrance of the Advice By Which You know He Has Repeatedly differed My Departure for America - the Circumstances are Coming on Which Had appeared to Him to proper- for Our Meeting - But Alas, in this World We Can No More Meet! I would think it for me a Sacred and Staeing[sic] Duty to Go Over and Mingle My Tears With Yours, Had I not Lately Reentered My Native Country Where, although I Live in perfect Retirement, and With not Have Any thing to do With public affairs, I am Bound to forward the Business of My friends, Several of Whom, Who followed me in 1792, are to the paine[sic] of Being Restored to their Homes and families - I owe it also to My Creditors and Children to pick up the Remains of My fortune - My Son, not Less a partaker in My Grief than in My Obligations and Gratitude, Has the Honour to write to you, and would Have Gone to Mount Vernon, Had Not the Continuation of the War engaged Him in the Military Senite where He expects to Be Soon employed - But we Both Live in the Hope to present You Again, dearest Madam, the personal Homage of our Respectful Love; and everlasting Regrets Shall ever Make us worthy of the parental affection which from the Greatest and Best of Men, which from You, Dear Madam, we Both Had the Happiness to experience - My Wife, With a Mourning, affectionate Heart, joins in My Sentiments, and as well as the Rest of My family Beg to Be More Respectfully, tenderly Remembered to You - Be pleased to let me Hear from You as often as You Can - permit me to Hold with You the Correspondence I Had with My Beloved General and think often of that adoptive Son of His who with dutiful Respect, and warm, Grateful, filial affection Has the Honour to be

dear Madam

Your obedient Servant and friend

Lafayette

Martha Washington replied to La Fayette on October 31, 1800:

Mount Vernon October 31st 1800

Dear Sir

It was not until very lately that your sympathetic and affectionate letter of the 18th of febary reached my hands - The feeling manner in which you have expressed your sense of the loss which I have sustained demands my greatful acknowledgement. The tribute of respectful veneration which has been every where paid to the memory of my dear deceased Husband, and the tender sympathy which my friends have expressed for the irreparable loss, excites my warmest sensibility, -- But my consolation arises only from that source of infinite wisdom and good help which alone can mitigate our grief and lessen the poignancy of the keenest affliction -- To his will do I resign my self for the few remaining days of my life - Knowing the strong ties by which you were bound to my departed Friend I can readily conceive of your feeling upon hearing of his decease, and I am sure it was not among the least of the manifold afflictions which you have of late years undergone.

To the amiable partner of your heart and the rest of your deserving family I pray you to have my sincear and greatful thanks for their tender sympathy; and be isured that you have my ernest prayers that your and their future years may be freed from that cloud of suffering in which you have been so long involved -, and that every blessing which heaven has in store for the virtuous may be showered upon you,- should you or they visit this country - I need not say how happy I should be to see you under my roof - and it will always afford me the highest satisfaction to hear of your welfare

The kind letter from your son came in closed in yours, for which I pray you to return him my best thanks and issure him that his friends hear hold him in affectionate rememberance and sincerely wish that his career in life may be glorious and happy - with esteem and regard

Im dear sir your friend and obedient(?) servant.

Martha Washington

There is something special about this letter. Martha received at least 55 letters of condolences that we know of, more than 40 of the people who wrote her received a reply - but most of these replies were not written by her but by others, Tobias Lear for example, in her name. La Fayette’s was one of fife identified persons who received a reply written by herself. Martha also send La Fayette two pistols, that Washington bequeathed to the Marquis in his will. Washington wrote in his will:

“To General de la Fayette I give a pair of finely wrought steel Pistols, taken from the enemy in the Revolutionary War.”

La Fayette’s son, Georges Washington de La Fayette, also wrote Martha. He enclosed his letters in the letter written by his father. Beside these letters, there is also an earlier account that illustrates La Fayette’s thoughts about Washington’s demise. Shortly before La Fayette sailed for France in 1784 after his third visit to the United States, Washington wrote him the following on December 8, 1784:

“In the moment of our separation upon the road as I travelled, & every hour since—I felt all that love, respect & attachment for you, with which length of years, close connexion & your merits, have inspired me. I often asked myself, as our Carriages distended, whether that was the last sight, I ever should have of you? And tho’ I wished to say no—my fears answered yes. I called to mind the days of my youth, & found they had long since fled to return no more; that I was now descending the hill, I had been 52 years climbing—& that tho’ I was blessed with a good constitution, I was of a short lived family—and might soon expect to be entombed in the dreary mansions of my father’s—These things darkened the shades & gave a gloom to the picture, consequently to my prospects of seeing you again: but I will not repine—I have had my day.”

To that La Fayette replied on December 21, 1784:

“I Have Received Your Affectionate letter Of the 8th inst., and from the known Sentiments of My Heart to You, You will Easely guess what My feelings Have Been in perusing the tender Expressions of Your friendship—No, my Beloved General, our late parting was Not By Any Means a last interview—My whole Soul Revolts at the idea—and Could I Harbour it an instant, indeed, my dear General, it would make me Miserable (…)”

On February 8, 1800, France held an official funeral service for George Washington. Everybody expected La Fayette to give a eulogy to Washington but that did not happen. More so, La Fayette was explicitly excluded from the funeral. Why? Because Napoléon Bonaparte, who had just risen to power, did not felt like it and because he was a bit petty.

As with regard to his other friends in America, there is not as much documentation that I know of. Washington wrote to La Fayette on October 20, 1782 that John Laurens had died.

“Poor Laurens is no more—He fell in a trifling skirmish in South Carolina, attempting to prevent the Enemy from plundering the Country of Rice (…)”

I am sure La Fayette was saddened by his friends death, but I have never seen him mentioning it. Moving on to Hamilton, who died on July 12, 1804, La Fayette wrote Thomas Jefferson on October 8, 1804 that:

“The Deplorable fate of My friend Hamilton Has deeply Afflicted me—I am Sure that whatever Have Been the differences of parties, you Have Ever Been Sensible of His Merits, and Now feel for His Loss.”

He further wrote to George Washington Parke Custis after Hamilton’s death that:

“Hamilton was to me, my dear Sir, more than friend, he was a brother. We were both very young, when associated with our common father; our friendship, formed in days of peril and glory, suffered no diminution from time: with Tilghman and with Laurens, I was upon terms the most affectionate; but with Hamilton, my relations were brotherly.”

Another close friend of La Fayette, Thomas Jefferson, died on July 4, 1826 and La Fayette discussed his death in a letter to James Monroe on November 28, 1826. I sadly have no full access to this letter so I can only tell you that Jefferson’s death was discussed in the letter, but not what La Fayette actually wrote.

I hope you have/had an awesome day!

[actualbird]

I was referring to the music box sound, yes! I did realise it was Marius' theme on a music box after playing the other cards since I'm more familiar with their songs than Marius'. So I went to rewatch the pv just to make sure my ears weren't playing tricks on me. Very, Very bad explanation of music incoming because I am horrible at theory but the first five notes on the piano starting around 40 seconds in are the ones that I mistook for a rickroll and it's probably because the notes, while not wholly similar to one another, sound close enough and are played in the same ascending/descending order. That and also I'm used to music boxes changing the pitch of music a little which probably made me already inclined to mishear it. Now that I've heard it I can't unhear it though help......

Anyway, thank you for the congratulations on Marius and vufuyuf omg I am so sorry Luke refuses to come home to you. Luke please...cooperate......don't come home at hard pity :(

As for me, I still need Artem so yet again good luck to everyone pulling!!! Even if they drain your schips, I hope all your favourites come home eventually or you at least get some off-focus SSRs you've been eyeing!

-Milkyway Anon (Last time I sent an ask on pc the emoji didn't load and it feels weird not signing off even though it's obvious who's sending this fyfuyfuyfu)

milkyway you are now cursed with Marius Is Rick Rolling You 24/7!!!

this did make me curious though but ive got a shit ear and work way better visually so i decided to look up the sheet music and....got even more confused cuz i remembered that while i learned piano in my childhood, im jared, 19, never learned how to read (sheet music) JHVKSJHDFKSJ

thank u as well for the.....condolences HAHAJAHFKAHD. wishing u the best on getting artemmmm!!! :DDD

[infinitebells]

so, angst. being moran's childhood bsf so when he becomes colonel you're like "you better come back or i'm dragging you back haha" and he teases you bc "aw you love me that much you'll actually go to war?" and he sees how upset you genuinely are and he's like "of course i'm coming back" but surprise u hear he's kia and you're a wreck so when he DOES come back you're a mess of tears and sputtering bc "you were dead!" cut to him holding u in his arms and telling u he loves u - ruby anon

i have stayed up thinking about this for two nights straight and every time i do i change it up a bit so hopefully my thoughts are more coherent on paper. also i lowkey made myself cry writing this

✧ he was literally your best friend, you were never apart from him for more than a day unless one of your families was traveling

✧ you’d known him since you were both kids, having lived next to each other your entire lives

✧ you two would always be seen running around the town and laughing

✧ he was so so protective of you, he got into fights with boys who would tease you or make fun of you

✧ the older you two got, the more it was painfully obvious that you were in love with each other

✧ through your teenage years he’d do anything to have alone time with you, sneaking into your room at midnight to stay up and talk with you, pulling you to a random meadow so you guys can have lunch, anything to be with you

✧ as you got older though, your parents were less inclined to let you two hang out since moran needed to focus on his education and you needed to learn how to be a ‘proper lady’

✧ hence the need to sneak into your room in the middle of the night to spend time with each other

✧ when he found out he had made colonel and he was being shipped off in two weeks, he was devastated that he had to leave you

✧ that night you could tell something was off with him, he was quieter than usual and couldn’t meet your gaze

✧ when you asked him what was wrong, he didn’t say anything at first, until he reached out and pulled you into his lap so that your legs jutted out over his left leg and the temple of your head was pressed to his chest

✧ he could barely get the words out, his voice so low he was scared you wouldn’t be able to hear, but the way your body stiffened slightly allowed him to realize you did

✧ he held his breath, waiting for you to say something until he felt you shift in his lap, turning so you could face him, legs straddling his waist before wrapping your arms around his waist and putting your head in the crook of his neck, congratulating him with a shaky voice for doing such a good job

✧ he holds you tighter against him, swallowing the lump in his throat

✧ he can feel you trembling in his arms, but he doesn’t say anything until you pull yourself out of his neck and give him a wobbly smile, tears in your eyes

✧ “you better come back or i’ll drag you back myself”

✧ he knows you’re just trying to be your usual sarcastic, witty self to try and push through the reality that the love of your life your best friend is leaving and may never come back

✧ he laughs, grabbing your face and keeping it gently in his hands

✧ “aw, you love me that much that you’ll actually go to war?”

✧ when he finishes talking, the tears in your eyes spill out involuntarily, and your head drops from his hands to try and hide your tears from him

✧ he realizes how upset you truly are, grabbing your face again and bringing your forehead to his, wiping your tears with the pads of his thumbs

✧ “i’m coming back princess, i promise”

✧ when you open your eyes and look up, you realize just how close your faces are

✧ your brain short circuits and every memory you’ve had with him flashes before your eyes, and you realize way too late that “oh fuck i’m so in love with him”

✧ meanwhile in his head, he’s thinking that even with tears in your eyes he’s never seen you look so beautiful

✧ so he brings your forehead to his lips, kissing it softly before pulling you back into him

✧ the next few nights he comes over, you barely talk

✧ he knows how upset you are, so he just keeps you in his lap, brushing his fingers through your hair and telling you random stories to keep your mind off of the fact that he’ll be gone soon

✧ the night before he has to leave, you’re both deathly quiet

✧ you’re on different opposite ends of your bed, staring at the floor

✧ after another few minutes of quiet, you crawl over to him, pushing yourself into his lap so that your legs are once again over his legs and your head is resting just above his heart

✧ he doesn’t hesitate holding you close, breathing in the smell of your hair

✧ you’re scared to ask him your next question, but you push through with a very shaky voice

✧ “can you please just hold me and stay the night?”

✧ he’s quiet, terrified that this could be the last time he gets to hold you

✧ “anything for my princess”

✧ you nod against him, pulling your blanket up over you two before he settles so he’s lower on your headboard, one arm secured around your waist and the other stroking your hair

✧ that night is the only time he allows himself to cry, tears hitting the top of your head

✧ he knows you’re crying, he can feel your body shaking, but he doesn’t say anything. there isn’t anything he can say to make this any better

✧ but when he hears a choked sob, he holds you even closer to him, his eyes scrunching up because when he hears your cries, when he can feel how badly you’re shaking, he never wants to leave you

✧ you’re full on sobbing now, hiccuping every so often as you hide your face in his chest, hands balled up in his shirt

✧ he runs his hands over your back, kissing the top of your head, trying to comfort you

✧ in a spur of the moment decision, he starts humming a tune that had always been one of your favorites, hoping it would help

✧ he feels your shaking start to stop, your cries quieting, the only noise coming from you now is just occasional sniffles

✧ when you finally fall asleep on him, your tear stained face peaceful once again, he stares for a few minutes committing to memory the scene of you sleeping on his chest, hands clutching tightly onto his shirt with his arms around you

✧ once he starts to see the sky lightening, he slowly maneuvers you off of him, staring down at you one last time before leaving his ring with an ‘m’ engraved on it on your nightstand, as well as a note

✧ “i’ll come back for you princess. our story isn’t over yet, i still have things i want to tell you ok?”

✧ when you wake up and see the note and ring, you don’t hesitate to slip the ring on, putting the note in a box of your most precious keepsakes

✧ the first week he is gone, you’re utterly silent

✧ your parents heard that moran was getting deployed, and they knew you were close, so they didn’t try to comfort you because they knew you’d be inconsolable

✧ after a few weeks, you start talking more, but they know you’ll be off unless he’s back home

✧ your friends can’t say anything to help, you just change the subject every time, refusing to hear anyone talk about it

✧ it isn’t until three years later, when you’re 26 years old and he would be 28, his parents ask for you to come to their house

✧ when you get there, his mom’s eyes are red and his father is solemn

✧ your heart drops at the sight, and when they finally spit out the fact that he was killed in action, you stop breathing

✧ everything is a haze, the way they hand you his jacket that he wanted to give to you, his pocket watch that he’d left for you, and a letter he’d written in case he died on the field

✧ you don’t remember how you got home, but when your parents see you with his jacket and the watch with the letter, they know something awful has happened

✧ no tears have left your eyes, but you can hear your mom crying against your dad as you robotically make your way to your room, dropping yourself on your bed

✧ with shaky hands, you open the letter he left

✧ “hey princess. if you’re reading this, that means i broke our promise, and i’m so sorry that i did. my only motivation to come back home was you, and i’m eternally sorry for the fact that i can’t come home and be with you. there was still so much i wanted to do, to say, but i suppose i can tell you here. i love you. not the way that family loves each other but the way that i’m so desperately in love with you that when i think about you my heart beats two times faster, my palms get sweaty, and i can’t help but smile. i wanted to make you mine when i came home, but that can’t happen anymore. i’d give anything to hold you in my arms the way i did before i left, you looked so beautiful in my arms. god i miss you so much. i gotta go princess, but please know i love you so much, even in death. p.s. please keep the jacket, pocket watch, and ring. don’t get sad when you look at them, just remember all the good memories we had okay?”

✧ that’s when the tears fall, and then they don’t stop

✧ you’re screaming, sobbing, and your parents can’t do anything to calm you down

✧ your dad runs to get a doctor because the only way you’ll calm down at this point is with a sedative

✧ your mom holds you but you can’t say or do anything except cry, and cry, and cry because your childhood friend, your best friend, the one you’ve been in love with for years is gone, and you never got to tell him

✧ once the doctor gives you the sedative, your dad goes to the moran household to give her condolences, and your mother stays by your side, wiping your sleeping face with a damp cloth

✧ when you wake up, you’re completely numb

✧ after reading his letter for the first time, you put it in your box along with the note he left you before he first left

✧ for the next few weeks, you don’t speak to anyone. you’re mute, only doing work around the house, saving up for your own place because you can’t bear the thought of being in your room without him

✧ after two months, you leave your parents house, getting your own apartment

✧ your parents are understanding of the fact that you need space to yourself to get away from everything

✧ they help you move, and once you’re finally in your apartment, all you can think of is how badly you wish he was here to live in it with you

✧ you collapse on the floor, crying silently for the first time since you found out that he had died

✧ you had been wearing his jacket because it was cold outside, so you pull it even tighter around you, feeling like your chest was caving in on you from the way your heart throbbed painfully

✧ you didn’t stop crying for an hour, and when you finally did, you grabbed his watch off the kitchen counter, walking out and going to the nearest bar because you needed to be inebriated

✧ by the time you sit down at the bar, you’re completely unaware of your surroundings

✧ you signal the bartender for a whiskey, wanting to indulge in his favorite drink for old times sake

✧ as you’re sipping your glass, without your knowledge, moran is in the corner, drinking his own whiskey

✧ he hasn’t stopped thinking about you ever since he had been pronounced killed in action, wondering what you were feeling

✧ you on the other hand are so caught up in your drink you don’t acknowledge the man who slides onto the barstool next to you

✧ he taps your shoulder, and you turn to see him smiling at you

✧ he introduces himself, and you only nod before turning back to your drink, already tired of the social interaction

✧ he slides closer, asking if you’re here alone, and you nod once again, not even bothering to look at him

✧ he continues to flirt with you, and you only give half hearted replies, getting tired of him already

✧ once you feel his hand come to rest on your thigh, you fly up and clock him in the jaw, sending him flying off the stool and onto the floor

✧ everyone in the bar, including moran, looks up at the commotion

✧ he’s frozen, watching you stand furiously over this man who’s cowering on the floor before you

✧ “i’m very obviously wearing another man’s jacket, i’ve got a ring on my finger, i’m barely responding to you and you still continue to flirt with me? my husband died in the war two months ago but before he left he still taught me how to fight so unless you want your ass beat, i suggest learning some fucking boundaries,”

✧ with that, you storm out of the bar, and moran in a trance follows you, kicking the guy on the floor on the way out

✧ you’re fuming, shaking in anger, so much so that you don’t realize that moran is following you, in awe of how much more beautiful you’ve gotten

✧ by the time you’ve reached your apartment, you’re still shaking, but this time you’ve got tears in your eyes

✧ when you hear a knock on the door, you wipe your eyes and open the door

✧ there stands colonel sebastian moran, and you can’t breathe

✧ he’s there, in a jacket matching yours, black pants, black boots with a brown top, and a gray button up underneath his jacket

✧ his hair is longer now, and he’s bulked out, much taller than you compared to before when he was only three quarters of a foot taller, but he’s here

✧ “so i’m your husband now? i’d love to have had an invitation to the wedding”

✧ he sounds more in awe that you’re here in front of him, but hearing his voice again makes everything crash down onto you, and you collapse on your knees sobbing

✧ he rushes down to your level, closing the door before catching you before you hit the ground, holding you impossibly close to his chest as he devolves into tears, his heart breaking at your heart wrenching sobs

✧ “you were dead! you were dead, you were gone, and, and-“

✧ “i’m here. i’m here and i’m not leaving i promise”

✧ you pull back from his chest to grab his face and smash your lips onto his, tears still streaming down both of your faces

✧ his arms envelop your waist, both of you kneeling on the ground with your lips on each other’s

✧ your kiss is desperate, needing to feel him against you to know he’s really there and not just a figment of your imagination

✧ he kisses you back with just as much fervor, his body pressed to yours because it’s been almost three years and he needs to feel you against him once again

✧ when you finally pull back, you aren’t crying out of overwhelming sadness and shock, you’re smiling with tears of joy in your eyes, foreheads resting against each other

✧ “i’m in love with you sebastian”

✧ “i’m in love with you too princess, but i was supposed to be the first one to say it”

✧ you laugh through your tears, holding him closer to you because he’s finally home in your arms

✧ he picks you up, wrapping your legs around his waist and carrying you to your bedroom before laying down against the headboard with you in his arms and on his lap

✧ he peppers kisses all over your face, holding your face in his hands once again

✧ he pulls back once again, looking you up and down

✧ “you look really beautiful in my jacket princess”

✧ “i’d look good out of it too”

✧ his eyes widen before he’s flashing you that smirk that always has you swooning

✧ he promises that he’ll get you out of everything you’re wearing another day, but for now he just wants to hold you again in his arms

✧ he pulls both of your jackets off, kicking his shoes off as you take your own off, before he’s pulling you back to him

✧ you fit perfectly in his arms once again, and when he has your head resting against his chest once again, with your blanket pulled up over you two, he has to hold back tears of happiness feeling you with him once again

✧ “how about tomorrow we start planning that wedding that i missed huh?”

✧ “i knew you’d bring that up”

✧ “well i was planning on marrying you once i came back, and i still intend to”

✧ “good, i wouldn’t want anything else”

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.... Sincerely pls. Ashe/Hubert headcannons maybe? 🥺 HUBERT literally has no supports with anyone outside his house like he doesn't even awknowlage them being there but.... I really .... I crave him maybe being fierce to him at first and then softening as he realizes Ashe's loyalty is very real. Maybe even talking about them defending each other in battle?? Can u tell I have ideas but no direction- 💙💙💙

OKAY I FINALLY DID IT, I FINISHED THIS, SOMEONE BE PROUD OF ME

ALSO BE PROUD OF THE TWO ANONS AND @shortbread-otaku​ WHO HELPED ME OUT

First off, the headcanons that weren’t mine:

Hubert reads tales to Ashe, and they're both in a warm blanket and are cuddled up together. Ashe often falls asleep on Hubert, but Hubert doesn't mind. In the morning, Ashe makes Hubert's favorite breakfast and coffee, every single morning. And before Hubert leaves to do work, Ashe always wishes him a nice day with a smooch on the cheek. (Anon 1)

I think Ashe stands out as one of those ambitious characters who try their best to improve, in just about every aspect of life. Seeing as Hubert is constantly monitoring everyone else, Ashe could easily be on his radar. (Anon 2)

And I know that it is definitely a point of debate how much people like Edelgard and Hubert had to do with Lonato's rebellion against the church, it is also a point of connection between the two characters. (Anon 2)

When Ashe is sad Hubert will use warp magic to surround Ashe with cats and other cuddly things. (@shortbread-otaku)

They'd be kinda like Robin Hood? As Ashe has the lock pick skill and Hubert definitely knows how to break into things, They'd steal from the rich and give to the poor. Ashe despises stealing, so Hubert always gives him a file of information he gathered to assure him the person they're robbing is evil. (@shortbread-otaku​)

Hubert read old tales of Knights because Ashe would also ramble on about them and get embarrassed when Hubert stared at him blankly. (@shortbread-otaku​)

And now for my own, which became very ramble-y but honestly I’m kind of proud of how they turned out:

Going off of the point of Hubert being connected in a way to Ashe through Lonato's rebellion, Hubert would probably want to check up on Ashe after, but very subtly. He's not like Byleth who openly comforts him or Catherine who encourages him to find answers, but he keeps an eye on him. Of course, this has benefits to him, too - if Ashe openly shows disdain toward the church after that point, he could be of use in Edelgard's plans, something Hubert would be very aware of.

Though eventually Ashe would notice Hubert - he slips up and doesn't hide as well as usual, and Ashe approaches him. Hubert, being the introverted goth he is, would try to flee as casually as possible. Ashe isn't super confrontational, so he'd let it go until Hubert slips up again. And that's when a conversation actually happens, likely in the greenhouse. Hubert isn't super interested in plants, but he knows something about which ones are poisonous. It isn't Ashe's favourite conversation topic, but he knows something of poisonous plants as well, thanks to Lonato.

Hubert waits for Ashe to mention Lonato - and doesn't have to wait long, Ashe brings up his adoptive father fairly often, even just quickly mentioning him when Hubert asks who taught him what he knows of botany. Hubert offers his condolences (which sounds something along the lines of what he said to Byleth, though a little softer because Ashe is not their emotionless teacher) and asks him what he knew of Lonato. Ashe recounts some personal stories, to which Hubert asks him what he really knew. His goals, his plans, his hopes and dreams. Who was Lonato as a person, and what was he aiming to gain from his rebellion? And Ashe realizes that he learned the most of his adoptive father in his dying moments - the moments where he fought against him and saw him die, but for what? For his son? To make a statement?

Needless to say, his first actual conversation with the Black Eagles' resident vampire leaves him with more questions than before. Questions that eventually lead him to seek out Hubert, realizing that Hubert seemed to know more than he was letting on (it seems that way because he absolutely does). I'd like to think that his search for answers is what eventually drives him to join the Black Eagles, realizing that Edelgard's ambitions, once revealed, seem to align with Lonato's. And maaaaybe because he's come to enjoy Hubert's presence, despite him acting like a cryptid half the time.

Ashe's ambition, as one of the anons said, is something that Hubert would definitely pick up on. Something that he admires, maybe, or comes to find comforting. A steady constant within the change that war brings. So even if it means reading through half-true books of the knights of old approved by the church, because that's all that can be found in the monastery's library, he'll help Ashe to grow as a person and a fighter. And maybe point out where the books fabricate a thing or two. But maybe not, if it means Ashe looks at him like a hurt puppy, realizing that what he's aiming to be is a distant fantasy.

But... maybe Hubert doesn't have to crush his dreams of being a knight like the ones in his stories. Obviously because more knights would benefit Edelgard, from a purely logical standpoint, because he does not feel anything personal toward Ashe. He is grateful for his service to Lady Edelgard, and glad that he joined the Eagles, but nothing more. And he only smiles when given some of the food Ashe has cooked to be polite. And only checks up on him in the training grounds because Ashe is so nice, he'd accept gifts without a second thought, and they could easily be poisoned. And it wouldn't be of any personal concern to him if Ashe were in the infirmary, but losing a knight (especially one as dedicated as Ashe) even for just a couple weeks would be awful, so he keeps an eye out. For logical reasons.

Goddamnit, Hubert, your reasons aren't logical anymore, they're personal.

Ashe is, putting it bluntly, a little oblivious. Sure, he notices Hubert hanging around him more, but it must be because he wants to see his growth as a knight and make sure he's training often enough and such. And Hubert just appreciates the time and effort he puts into cooking (and that it's not Dorothea who cooked it), that's why he smiles. But he doesn't do that for anyone else ever... so Ashe must be overthinking things. Right?

Not right, Ashe, he likes you.

So, with Ashe being oblivious and Hubert ignoring his feelings, they'd need some sort of push. Something like, say, getting stuck cooking together, thanks to Dorothea suggesting it to Byleth. And as Ashe makes little suggestions on where Hubert can improve and tells stories of cooking with his family, Hubert just ends up blurting it out. Not intentionally, of course - he'd planned to either wait until the war's end or until discussing it with Edelgard, but some instinct takes over, and instead of waiting and thinking it over and rehearsing some big speech, he just comes out and says how he feels for Ashe.

Of course, Ashe reciprocates - and has a much easier time saying so. No overthinking his affections, no discussion with anyone else. Ashe is honest and to the point, both things Hubert likes about him,  but he's also incredibly genuine. His affection for people, whether platonic, romantic, familial, or otherwise, shines through in everything he says and does, especially his confession.

Anyway yeah I got off track at some point but I really like this ship now and am considering writing supports for them so uh yeah :)

(Also I’d usually run this through Grammarly first but I don’t feel like fighting with a computer right now so I apologize for any mistakes but hope you liked the headcanons!)

[mattmonss]

https://mysteryspotillusions.tumblr.com/post/651381320444985344/youre-a-disgusting-genocide-apologist-why-dont

Hey, I saw you posting on the Israel-Palestine conflict and I wanted to give our side of things. You can block me or whatever, I'm just tired of seeing the word GENOCIDE used against me. I live in Israel and I currently sleep in our bomb shalter, with my 5 siblings, every night- on the floor cause this room isn't built for 8 people to constantly live in it. 10 people have died since last week, even with the Iron-Dome's protection. One was a 6 years old child. two others were Arabs. one wasn't even an Israeli citizen(she was from India).

I don't ask you to blindly believe me(I wouldn't have believed any angry anon coming to my inbox), I just ask that if you don't live here, please try to educate yourself from both sides. This is so much more complicated then those posts make it seems, and an angry tweet(or a tumblr or IG post) aren't the best place to learn about a decades old conflict.

If you do live here, I wish you the best, and hope this conflict is solved soon. I'm sad about how my people treat you and about how your own Authorities do, and I hope for a time when we could live in peace. I'm sorry.

I am very sorry, if I caused any kind of damage with that post, it was very wrong of me to have shared something with total ignorance, without really knowing what was happening, and indirectly to have called you something you're not, that was never my intention.

I hope you and your family are safe, and I am sorry you have to go through all this, I also want to give my deepest condolences to all those innocent people who lost their lives in an unjust way because of this conflict

I wish you a lot of strength