#((Plus anxiety. Bad. Anxiety.))

[nyoxt]

One day I'll have some COOL and AWESOME ✨project✨ which I'll be enthusiastic to do even completely alone even without borrowing outside enthusiasm and I will LOVE to make it and I wont drop it within a day and people will be exited about it and we all will have a lot of fun together

[holedyke]

going to the dentist tmr for the first time in 5 years. and at 8am no less

[heartshattering]

/// health anxiety tw

when you know the best thing to do is "lay down in the dark with your eyes closed and wait for your meds to kick in" but you start getting paranoid because what if this time you just. die. (no it doesn't have to make sense)

[foldingfittedsheets]

It’s the first day of my last semester. I have only two classes, a portfolio class where I’m planning to rig my centaur, Kavan, and a film class that I think might be learning photo bashing?

Despite the fact that my schedule is insanely light and negligible I woke up this morning spiked with anxiety.

I need to polish my reel which sucks because I hate video editing and I’m not very good at it, and I need use that to apply for jobs, and once I get a job I have to figure out how to be in a new field after over a decade in retail sales.

I oscillate wildly between feeling like I’m a smart competent person and I’ll figure it out to feeling like I’ll always be a step behind in my new industry and worrying that I’ll have to go back to selling mattresses and doing rigging and digital art on the side.

[quadrantadvisor]

My TOH time travel au is like. The Collector never stopped the draining spell. Hunter escaped its influence by going to the Human Realm, but when they finally return, everyone else is gone. Goop Belos is at large, King never learned to get along with the Collector because he was busy grieving, The Boiling Isles are in chaos.

Some shit goes down, the group gets separated, and King ends up with Luz and Hunter. In a moment of final desperation, he connects with his dad, and they use their titan magic to send Hunter and Luz back in time, not in a predetermined time loop, like the time pools, but basically creating a new universe where they have the power to change things. It takes so much energy that to accomplish it, both titans have to give up their life force (a la Rise!TMNT movie).

Hunter and Luz are now a few months in the past. In their timeline, practically everyone they know died, and their little brother just gave his life to give them a second chance. They are traumatized and codependant and DESPERATE to stop the day of unity.

From everyone else's perspective, two masked criminals suddenly appeared in The Boiling Isles. They strike hard and fast, and no one knows what they look like or what they're trying to accomplish. They use stange magic no one's ever seen before, and the Emperor's Coven can't keep up with them.

One of their first criminal acts? Kidnapping the Golden Guard.

(They couldn't just leave him there.)

[inkbarista]

Come join my Patreon!

[cookiescr]

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[mamawasatesttube]

what if i say fuck it and post the first chapter of the Kon Agonies fic today. i have the power

[strwbrryfire]

im not watching the race for my mental health ♥️

[hearts4pearlescentmoon]

Did you ever need to read something so bad you fucking WRITHE with agony when you realize you probably will never be able to?

i was trying to find the sone with the indent on the wall and the guy bleeding out of its forehead but I couldn’t find it

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Hey in case y’all were wondering I’m having a bad time

[jankwritten]

yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit

i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.

i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.

this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them

[bunnihearted]

ཻ۪۪♡.

[werewolf-transgenderism]

feeling Bad tonight

[eternal-reverie]

got the posting anxiety bad tonight

[pizza-feverdream]

The thing about being a creative person is it gives you immense freedom and the ability to express yourself through the miracle of creation. And once you get used to that joy, days when you can't do it feel so. Bad.