#(( *lays on floor* ))

[redwolfstabs]

Hey guys !

I normally don’t post stuff like this but I wanted to say a couple of things.

I’m not doing good at all. I’m having a hard time at home trying to navigate through adulthood with really bad anxiety right now, and unfortunately, my bipolar has gotten significantly worse to push through.

I also want to bring to light about how hard it is, for me, to go through day-to-day life being trans. Recently it’s gotten incredibly hard for me to feel good about myself. Especially as I live in the US and it’s not so nice in my state. I’ve been doing research on T-Shots and it’s been making me feel a little worse because of how expensive it is. And everything lately has been increasingly overwhelming.

With that being said, I might not be as active for a while. I’ll still work on my fics and put them out there but for right now please excuse the missing posts for a while.

If any of you need me / wanna talk to me My discord is as always will be open. 🫶🏻

[lightbulb-warning]

AND NOW! WE! WAIT!

[i-am-a-fish]

Sex Ed Time

ok I'm gonna tell you about some things that might happen if you are transitioning m->f. this is not a comprehensive list just my own experience, be sure to do your own research I just really wanted to voice how this affects me because I think open discussion about this type of stuff is just more helpful for everyone rather than keeping it private

BOOBS HURT WHEN THEY GROW

your sex drive (libido) will probably go down a lot

facial hair is very hard to get rid of

my go-to gender affirming clothing is high-waisted jeans. I suggest going to a goodwill or some sort of cheap store that lets you try on clothes to figure out what you like

muscle mass will go down, fat will be redistributed

boobs do all sorts of crazy stuff when you run / exercise

overtime your skin will get softer, you also might smell nicer, and I've been told it can thin body hair but I don't really see it all that much 🤷

your brain chemistry can change when you reduce testosterone and increase estrogen, there are lots of factors that contribute toward any changes to your personality, but hormones can have an impact as well. for me this is a good thing because I struggle with allowing myself to feel emotions sometimes, no matter how hard I tried I was never really able to get myself to cry. I've gotten closer to being able to cry since I started transitioning though and that makes me very happy

this is a slow process that can take several years, ultimately you're going to be in your body for several years regardless, so if this is something you want it's definitely something you should try to pursue if possible. the time will pass anyways, and it does feel nice to work towards something that can make you happier.

also this is very important, you don't need to do any sort of hormone replacement therapy in order to be trans. not everybody can access HRT, and for those who can access it, not everybody wants to take on all the changes that come with treatments. you don't have to chemically or physically change your body in any way in order to deserve respect

all right that's all I have for right now feel free to add anything in the comments, I would especially like to hear from trans men what your experiences have been, I think openly talking about these types of things can really help some people

[spacedace]

What is it about laying on the floor when you're overwhelmed that makes everything feel so much better?

[mothergold]

when all your friends live in different countries ☹️💔

[chronicpaingirlie]

btw something im working on learning is that disabled is something that im allowed to be in public.

im allowed to lay down on the living room floor if im in middle of a conversation & enjoying it but feeling too lightheaded to sit up. im allowed to sit at the table to do meal prep and to sit on a stool at the stove to cook. im allowed to use my cane while i run errands.

if people are uncomfortable with my disabled existence, it’s their responsibility to work on that, it’s not my responsibility to try to hide my disability from the view of abled people.

i shouldn’t be relegated to my bedroom or to my house or to places where no one else will be just to have accommodations. im allowed to just exist & not have to pretend to be able bodied for the comfort & convenience of others.

[secretly-a-trekkie]

he needs his floor time

[guess--again]

MOUTHWASHING SPOILERS ::

:-O

Good thing nothing bad happens to him at any point

[beyondplusultra]

It's like I blinked and "Haha I'm going to kill myself" became a funny joke to make again, or an alright thing to say ironically. You guys stop that. You'll feel better for not saying it, I promise.

[ewwww-what]

Floor time.

[demigods-posts]

think it'd be really cool if percy could teleport using water. just needing to be in direct contact with a water source to transfer from one puddle to the next. cornering monsters in damp alleyways like it's no one's business. foregoing the subway when the forecast calls for showers. crossing the ocean quicker that you can say pacific. quality content.

[jade-bright]

Been so tired, here's this:

Derek, entering Stiles' room: ...What are you doing Stiles: Got overwhelmed by everything, decided to just disassociate Derek: ... Derek: But why are you on the floor Stiles, indeed laying on the floor: Stiles: Floor time

[gojosbf]

it was ALWAYS about him.

[sketchy-tour]

Blame eechytooru for Beta Wally taking up so much free real estate in my mind. And blame work for as to why I am posting...MORE sketches. But! These were some Wally practice cause I'm never happy with how I draw him but also just...ya know. *Gestures to the art

Anyway. Beta Wally am I right? Yea??? Yea....

....Yea

[dragondawdles]

this has taken me SO long. Hi. has youtube link aswell

[gomzdrawfr]

*heavy footsteps sfx*

credit to this cosplayer for the pose....and there's a video of them doing the cosplay competition