#( waiting on the results of my covid test rn )

[hiisheart]

( got sick & now i'm home 🙃 )

[hatekawa]

I've currently got covid, am on my first day of my period with horrible cramps, and have a liver pathology test tomorrow (Medical Major). Right now I'm taking a small break before I head back to studing, and I just found you Ska Au comic and it is the most adorable little comic ever. I can not wait to see what else you make for them! You are literally my one bright spot today, and from what I've seen when scrolling through your feed, an absolutely amazing artist. Just wanted to thank you for brightening my day significantly.

YOU MADE ME SO HAPPY RN,, Hope you'll feel better soon, don't overwork yourself and drink water!I Also don't hesitate to take meds like ibupofren (I don't know much about meds, just be aware which one to use and how to do so)! And make make yourself some tummy massage or a warm pillow/termophor! Hope your tests go well or at least that you'll be able to manage with the results. You've just brightened my day up as well, thank you so much,, I'm so happy I could help you

[vizthedatum]

Why are UTIs a trigger and also I fucking hate trauma bonds: a rant

Definitely a UTI. Awaiting another covid test and other test results. They’re going to give me the week off of work? But I honestly don’t know what to tell my boss. I have a note. DO PEOPLE KNOW HOW PAINFUL THIS IS WHEN YOU HAVE INTERSTITIAL CYSTITIS AND YOU REALLY LOVE SEX FOR YOUR SUPPORT NEEDS AND YOU ASSOCIATE BLADDER INFLAMMATION WITH THE EMOTIONAL ABUSE YOU INCURRED DURING YOUR ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP?! My whole job is juggling, and I just started and already feel super low. Ugh. I’m telling myself that it’s ok but my ex’s words “YOU ARE ALWAYS IN A CRISIS” echo in my head.

Oh and I guess like… finally dropped in the precursor paperwork that comes before signing the divorce decree. After they completely discarded me and financially devastated me. I’m so easily discardable. So I guess it’s just a lot.

And all I want rn if I’m being absolutely honest is for either my one gf (who’s going through a lot rn and she needs her space too - AND I RESPECT THAT - gosh she’s so regulating, and I love her so much), a person I love but am not in contact with who probably has never really cared enough to be a part of my life and who I should have not spoken to after all of the sketchy behavior (I have decided that I am going to raise all my standards for friends, lovers, hookups, partners, and family in my life), or my ex/spouse (who is soon to be my ex-spouse (a hyphen this time)… I miss their comfort even though they terrorized me with their psychotic and narcissistic ways that they’re not in treatment for (I would have stayed if you had gotten help)) to hold me while I cry, drink a million beverages, and watch TV.

Sigh. Time to pick up my antibiotics, continue sobbing in my car, email that medical note to my boss full well knowing that I may get fired (which I can deal with, I guess - not the end of the world), and then just sit in my unpacked apartment waiting for the pain to subside.

[starlightfae]

im p badly sick rn, one of my siblings went to the dr (bc she has health insurance and i,,,, dont) and they tested her for covid and the flu and she has neither, but she does have a double ear infection as a result of the virus she has

so assuming we have the same thing (which im like 95% sure we do, including the ear infection) i just need to wait it out (antibiotics would help the ear infection at least, but as i said... no health insurance)

anyways i feel like doodoocaca and im not eating very much bc its hard to swallow and hurts, and also i keep missing my reg meds bc all im taking is dayquil and ibuprofen and then sleeping for most of the day (and then in the middle of the night im extra awake bc of course i am)

just felt like venting about being sick

[sovaharbor]

my bedtime does start soon thanks for the reminder phone. however im sitting in the er waiting room waiting for the results of my chest x-ray and covid test so i can go the fuck home because SOMEONE (me) had a panic attack so bad they thought they were having an asthma attack and were going to suffocate if they didn't go. so no i cannot go to bed rn. but thank you.

[bearsizedant]

please don't tell me that what I think is happening is happening

[ironwoman359]

The current state of the pandemic in the US right now:

*Me at the clinic to get a COVID test because I’ve been sick all weekend*

Doctor: Have you been exposed to any cases that you know of?

Me: Well, I'm a teacher, and-

Doctor: Ah, so yes.

[allamericansbitch]

nothing like a covid scare to start up the weekend

[commando-rogers]

ugh

[something-of-a-hermit]

Man modern society has really got me apologizing to my boss for being sick

[incogniiita]

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[xfilesgirl]

ok don’t stress don’t stress don’t stress

[georgeisabass]

I am paralyzed with anxiety!!!!!!!!!!

[fogsupwindshieldglass]

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[sweetteaswift]

it’s been.... a long day already

[huffle-dork]

Heyyy guys I know it’s been a while since I worked on any originals projects or stories (and I’m sorry for that!!) but im a bit desperate for money rn cuz I can’t work again this weekend as I wait for COVID test results and for my job if I don’t show up I don’t get paid sooo if y’all are interested in a commission DM me or send an email to huffledorkart@gmail.com

Or if you wanna help otherwise check out my ko-fi or Etsy!!