#so much heartbreak

[savemefromanepicoftimewasted]

fuck marry kill

Joel, Simon, Bucky

OH

OH HOW DARE

Oh my god how am I gonna choose???????

Well, after too much deliberation it’s going to be

Fuck Simon

Kill Joel 😭😭😭😭😭

Marry Bucky

[lauranalanthalasa]

So here's another devastatingly sad song for your ineffable playlist in case you didn't hurt enough already.

[vizthedatum]

Why are UTIs a trigger and also I fucking hate trauma bonds: a rant

Definitely a UTI. Awaiting another covid test and other test results. They’re going to give me the week off of work? But I honestly don’t know what to tell my boss. I have a note. DO PEOPLE KNOW HOW PAINFUL THIS IS WHEN YOU HAVE INTERSTITIAL CYSTITIS AND YOU REALLY LOVE SEX FOR YOUR SUPPORT NEEDS AND YOU ASSOCIATE BLADDER INFLAMMATION WITH THE EMOTIONAL ABUSE YOU INCURRED DURING YOUR ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP?! My whole job is juggling, and I just started and already feel super low. Ugh. I’m telling myself that it’s ok but my ex’s words “YOU ARE ALWAYS IN A CRISIS” echo in my head.

Oh and I guess like… finally dropped in the precursor paperwork that comes before signing the divorce decree. After they completely discarded me and financially devastated me. I’m so easily discardable. So I guess it’s just a lot.

And all I want rn if I’m being absolutely honest is for either my one gf (who’s going through a lot rn and she needs her space too - AND I RESPECT THAT - gosh she’s so regulating, and I love her so much), a person I love but am not in contact with who probably has never really cared enough to be a part of my life and who I should have not spoken to after all of the sketchy behavior (I have decided that I am going to raise all my standards for friends, lovers, hookups, partners, and family in my life), or my ex/spouse (who is soon to be my ex-spouse (a hyphen this time)… I miss their comfort even though they terrorized me with their psychotic and narcissistic ways that they’re not in treatment for (I would have stayed if you had gotten help)) to hold me while I cry, drink a million beverages, and watch TV.

Sigh. Time to pick up my antibiotics, continue sobbing in my car, email that medical note to my boss full well knowing that I may get fired (which I can deal with, I guess - not the end of the world), and then just sit in my unpacked apartment waiting for the pain to subside.

[animereviewsbykyranskye]

Reviews while I watch The tales of Outcasts: Episode 1

I don’t know much about this one other than there are demons and the main girl can see them. lets get started. 

It’s apparently set in London. Probably early 1900s. And it immediately starts with abuse from the church. Pretty accurate.

Okay. Marbas has an absolutely sick design. Backstory time! 

By god he’s old. And he saw Shakespeare, nice. 

Oh look an exorcist, It seems to be a common trope for exorcists to have long hair. Does anyone know why?

He can turn into a human apparently but is anit-social. We love anti-social demons. Please tell me this doesn’t turn into a romance.

She is now being sold into slavery. This girl really is just collecting all the trauma. Aaand she had a brother. The brother is going to be the exorcist isn’t he? They’ve got the same hair styles and it makes sense for the story. Her brother is hunting her only friend.

She is willing to give her life to ensure she doesn’t get sold into slavery. And he can’t even do that for her.

Yeup. The exorcist is her brother. No doubt about it. Seeing as he knew the priest, saying “So you are home.”

Oh heavens no, she’s going to be tortured. Please no. This poor child is traumatised enough. WHY THE FUCK WAS HIS HAND JUST YEETED OFF. OH MY WORD HE HAS A HOOK! GET THAT THING AWAY FROM HER.

He is dying. But I care more about his hair essentially becoming tentacles. Anime is wack.

okay. she just gave up her eyes. The most important thing to her. I have no words.

He be a calamity. I wonder if we’ll meet the other 12. 

----after thoughts----

Oh my word. I honestly wasn’t interested in this one and almost skipped it. I am so glad I didn’t. That was absolutely nuts. Far too many emotions. That poor girl. If the rest of the anime was like this episode this series is going to hurt. 

Looking forward to seeing how it goes. I am absolutely speechless.

[miothle]

Farewell, Kakavasha.

[p3acel1lly]

It’s been a while since I used this blog omg. Literally only coming back to say that I’m now in med school (yay!)

[widows-wail]

the "alone against the world" thing is the fucking worst.

[soyochii]

Grown adults but also Highschool bullies fr

[umblrspectrum]

3 years of this godforsaken show

[densewentz]

mmm not to be a solasmancer on main but im thinking about those few days after the Cole debacle if a solavellan Inquisitor encourages him to remain a spirit. just. Solas, watching her fret so much in the aftermath, terrified that she may have taken someone's choice away, worried that she influenced what Cole wanted somehow, watching her sheer relief and unbridled joy after Cole's, free and light and brimming with happy incredulity, "but you didn’t change, didn’t make me change. Thank you". He watches her, and thinks of Mythal. Thinks of devotion, and abuse. Regret. Thinks of Cole, and spirits and Wisdom and Pride- Thinks, wistfully, achingly, "in her hands, I might have been safe".

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Normal Friend Behaviour.

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[bishicat]

you'll be their little birdie for the next fifty years

[somewhereincairparavel]

Imagine, a few hundred years after Jason's death, he becomes a historical figure, unbelievably famous, that people write books about him and New Rome has his face printed on their gold coins. It's a Van Gogh situation where he isn't appreciated or noticed of the work he's done until centuries after he's gone, simply because one archaeologist decides to dig through the past and discover his true character, even offering Apollo a gift in exchange for an interview in the process, since only he had seen Jason alive for the last time. And Apollo starts to tear up recalling Jason's last moments .

[snippets-from-my-mind]

"when he died, all things swift and beautiful and bright would be buried with him." - the song of achilles, by madeline miller

[hurtingbuck]

"And until that happens, you still got me, 'cause I'm not going anywhere." (4x08)

[salemontrial]

Say whatever you want but Missy explaining Orpheus and Eurydice to Spider while he listens with genuine awe going "woag. Fr?? No shit?? Thats tragic asf waog.." is indeed peak romance and you can't do a thing to change my mind