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aerequets · 3 months ago

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the mortifying ordeal of being known

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I think with Yor being so perceptive, she picks up on little things often (like we saw in ch 103). i believe this would impact loid more so than the usual person, because he is a spy and fakes every part of himself, so to be seen is simultaneously desirable and horrifying. like, it makes him torn between wanting to accept and reciprocate the love, or distancing himself so that it doesn't happen again.

thats mostly what the last panel is about, that dichotomy between 'omg this person noticed this about me, is this love' and 'oh shit this person noticed this about me, is this Doom'

just some thoughts i had🤪

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thelostmoongazer · 1 month ago

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you all dont know tragic yaoi like i do.

#parkour civilization #parkour civ #parkour villain #parkour civilization fanart #clownpierce fanart #clownpierce #parkour civilization old man #minecraft #mcyt #i know nothing of mr clownpierce #but i hope he can forgive me #for making his little minecraft oc do old man yaoi with the old man npc from parkour civilization #anyways theyve explored eachothers parkour bodies in the parkour bedroom #do you think they 180 vertical block jumped onto their minecraft beds #did you know i spent all day on this when i could have been doing something productive #sigh #moon art

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v-poreons · 5 months ago

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That's it that's their dynamic

#rainyart #trolls #queen poppy #trolls branch #broppy #at one point while drawing this i stopped myself and i was like.#sara. you have been working on this for FAR longer than is justifiable. this is a shitpost not something that needs to be some work of art #so i stopped. and redrew it without worrying about how clean the final product looked bc jfc can i chill. this drawing is a sidequest!!!#anyways my thought for today: a trope trolls has that is one of my favs and imo is underrated is the #inhuman characters with differently colored mouths trope. idk why i've always thought that was a sick character detail. my trollsona has #a yellow tongue :3 okay yap session over back to art fight art

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coldasyou · 2 years ago

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maybe I am just sentimental and easily impressed but tbh I disagree with the whole “yes local theater is almost always bad but it’s still important” thing bc I think a lot of local and amateur theater is really good actually! like yes I also agree that it’s important to support local arts no matter what the quality so I don’t think it’s necessarily a bad message but I also think if we really want people to go out and support community theater it’s also important to remember that there is a lot of talent outside of broadway or major touring productions so yeah going to see community productions is not something I feel I need to begrudgingly do just out of principle it’s something I genuinely enjoy.

#even school productions which probably get the most shit can be great imo #sorry i know it's easy to dunk on these kind of shows but i think it's wrong!#anyway this is long but basically i love theater <3 #personal

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heymacy · 8 months ago

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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meatcatt · 10 months ago

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throwing foam bricks at you and we'll see who pays the bills then <3

#my art #I CAN EXPLAIN #no i cant #this is a product of me and eurus spirally so far into a joke that it doesnt make sense to anyone #i dont even remember what we where joking about #anyways #in stars and time #isat #isat siffrin #siffrin #isat isabeau #isabeau #isat mal du pays #mal du pays #isafrin #its 3am eurus i made this for YOU #are you proud of me #isat spoilers

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revenantghost · 1 year ago

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This damn thing is way out of print and often goes for $200 second-hand for a 100-page artbook, but! To keep you from having to flip through incomplete uploads on hentai sites, and to save you from minuscule and questionably seeded torrents for files you might not know how to open, you should absolutely NOT check out this Google Drive I made of some ridiculously high-quality .png scans of the '98 Trigun artbook. Absolutely don't spread it around to anyone interested and keep it from getting lost ever again.

#Trigun #Trigun 98 #Nightow #Yasuhiro Nightow #Because there are some BANGER illustrations by him #This took too much time while my insomnia began creeping up on me lmao #But leave me a tip if you'd like but more than anything I want to preserve this stuff #I'm gonna try and keep this up for as long as I can #But take it and save it and spread it #Enjoy it!!!!!!!#The depression is kicking my ass and I wanted to be and do something productive #So now you all get to benefit lol #Anyway #Someday I want to own it because I love books #But who knows #So I get to hoard the files now

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yourlocalabomination · 2 months ago

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The House of Ashmore

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vodid · 4 months ago

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zero's pressure

#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything #and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure #i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution #because of yourself #i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time #what CAN i do?#vent #just some adhd things #and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management #sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig #i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me #anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought

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fortanuvasyama · 1 year ago

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a few things that will now cause Jason extreme fear:

exercise

fear

loud noises

bright lights

fear

high temperatures

threats

low temperatures

being excited

sex

anxiety

stress

F E A R

and here's a fun fact: adrenaline actually causes the memory-making bits of your brain to be stronger, which means you have a clearer memory of exactly what happened to make you afraid

#batman 138 #batman spoilers #gotham war spoilers #Jason Todd #gotham war #okay i THINK i've used all the spoiler tags lmao #anyways jason will either die of a heart attack or suffocation from hyperventilation or even possibly just in his sleep #apparently sleep apnea can be caused by excessive adrenaline production so. you know.

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horsechestnut · 3 months ago

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Anyway, if you're a fan of Bruce and Steph having a father/daughter relationship you should probably go read about Oliver and Mia.

#maybe i'm over stepping a little because I've only had Mia and Oliver for about three days #but I have read Green Arrow 2001 issues 1-46 in that time #and it really feels like they have the dynamic certain sections of fandom want Steph and Bruce to have #stephanie brown #bruce wayne #oliver queen #mia dearden #green arrow #speedy ii #spoiler #batman #robin iv #batgirl iii #listen #every couple of months someone makes a post about Steph telling Bruce she needs tampons/pads #and Bruce going overboard buying one of everything because he doesn't know what she likes #that's not Bruce Wayne #Bruce Wayne would probably go buy something #but he would also stay on the phone with her the whole time so he can lecture her about not being prepared #which is why Steph would never ask him to do it #there are so many other people she would ask first #but Mia and Oliver?#Yeah that's they're dynamic #Mia would 100% ask him to grab something on the way home #and he would come home several bags of over priced menstrual products #muttering the whole time about microplastics and unsafe chemicals #but also he bought the cheap ones too because he's not sure what exactly she likes #and her comfort matters more than his grips with chemical waste (though he'll never admit that) (she knows anyway)

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cecoeur · 1 month ago

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it's hell on earth to be heavenly them's the breaks, they don't come gently

#daniel ricciardo #dr3 #went on a hike the sunday after the official announcement and listened to this song on repeat for probably 3 of the 8 miles #POV: me in the middle of the woods telling myself to get it together #while crying about a 35 year old millionaire before I end up passing someone on the trail and they call the police on me #so song is about how female stars are treated overtime and when they first arrive they're praised for being authentic and refreshin #but once the shine wears off and they're a little older and reveal imperfections or they struggle they become a target for ridicule #and then they're discarded for the next new thing in town and the cycle keeps repeating itself forever #which to me so closely mirrors daniel's trajectory in F1 in the eyes of the media #but also when you take the lyrics at face value they are just so daniel...#the f1 ecosystem and more specifically the redbull “family” are fake as hell #and yet daniel is one of their most genuine products who actually can't be easily reproduced (but by god they'll try)#he showed a great deal of promise despite coming from a place that really never should've produced a successful f1 driver #because the cards were stacked against him and nobody really thought he would make it #but he did and he gave us 13 brilliant years (and he has SO much more to give and do and succeed at and he will)#but the wheel of time keeps spinning and the cycle continues for the next shiny new toy that they can nurture and then destroy #anyway i'm not totally in love with these gifs but I need to be done w/them and I had to exorcise this demon that was making me sad

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romatito · 2 months ago

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finally sat down and cranked this shit Out on my day off lmfao CAST LIST GO!!

new additions: francis as hermes, and feliks and natalya joining emma as the two other fates! plus the. chorus of olya, elise, alfred, matthew, and arthur.

i didnt draw the orchestra but we have: roderich on piano, tolys on trombone, heracles on guitar, vash on bass, joão (portugal) on cello, henri (luxembourg) on violin, and abel on percussion! ludwig isnt playing anyone, he's in charge of backstage and making sure everyone is ready for their cues 👍👍

#hetalia world stars #hetalia au #hadestown production au #hws france #hws spain #hws romano #hws hungary #hws prussia #hws belgium #hws poland #hws belarus #im not tagging anyone else sorry im being lazy. lmfao.#my art #ignore how i got lazy with the chorus outfits i got so fucking bored of drawing the same thing hhhhghgh.#freddy and mattie and olya are doing any lifting that needs to be done because theyre 💪💪💪#anyway i couldnt decide whether i wanted francis or alfred as hermes and thats why this took so long to finalize lmao #francis felt too Obvious. but his personality fits better than fred. and i also realized its my au i can do what i want! so! francis it is #anyway time for me to rest my hand and wrist bc ive been drawing for like. 6+ hours lmfao

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the-judicial-assistants-notebook · 2 months ago

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not enough discussion about the gavins' complicated relationship with feminine-coded/beauty products, i don't think.

#for klavier because it's not as direct it's about how we never see him actually wearing lipstick? even though apollo literally attends #a concert of his which is where you'd most expect him to wear makeup. but apparently he just doesnt. or at least not in public #klavier gavin #kristoph gavin #i feel like there are several ways you can read into it. the misogyny/toxic masculinity one is really obvious clearly with kristoph's #singling out of men specifically and klavier's (probably accidental?) condescending manner of calling women 'fraulein' plus his general #mildly patronising attitude towards many of the women in the game (also probably unintentional)#(i think he's trying to be charming and it's coming off wrong to some of them. like ema. and me.)#but i feel like there's also maybe an element of... inherent perfecfionism to it? like both of these products are conventionally beautifyin #products and kristoph while he is open to showing people he uses nail polish specifically chooses one that's clear and missable unless you #see him apply it. he also feels the need to justify his use of it and specifically spell it out as something he chooses to do rather than #needs to do even though duh. that should be obvious.#idk there's just something about his seeming need to take control of that narrative that i find interesting. his need to spin it into a #'there's nothing wrong with my nails but I had the foresight to see that even the smallest parts of my appearance should be kept immaculate #and it's a choice i'm making to refine an already adequate part of my personage /not/ to cover some unsightly defect.' the need to emphasis #that specifically is so. hm. and with klavier i could see it being a case of him liking makeup liking the pops of colour yet being unwillin #to admit to it because he's afraid that other people might see it as him being dissatisfied with his own appearance regardless of if he is #or isn't. or even just perceiving colourful makeup as being unseemly because it's so overt and unnatural.#like i can see this as them both viewing 'real' beauty to be that which is inherent to a person and seemingly effortless #thus somehow negating the beauty which one achieves through cosmetics or other external means.#and if you want to use external means to achieve beauty or neatness or whatever then your only valid options are those which blend into you #natural state. like clear nail polish. or really awful spray tan.#i feel like klavier's less confined by these ideas (if they hold merit at all) considering he actually owns coloured lipstick and he wears #jewellery (admittedly quite 'masculine' jewellery no gems or pearls or anything like that but jewellery nonetheless) but i think it just #makes it more interesting that he doesnt seem quite able to cross the line anyway. like it's that ingrained into his system.#anyway that's all i've got. you guys should tell me what you think too #annotations

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essektheylyss · 5 months ago

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I simply think they should be allowed to do whatever they want 😌

#worlds beyond number #wbn pod #suvirin kedberiket #steel wbn #did I do this instead of anything productive today? yes. and I am valid for it.#I really did not intend to sit down and do proper art pieces but here we are. it's fine. I'm fine.#anyway. FAVES. BELOVEDS. they are so great. geas? badass. idgaf they can do whatever they want!

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sittinginsunflowers · 7 months ago

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I know we’ve been begging for a Murph DM season for years now and I would still kill to see it but idk man I think we’ve been dropping the ball. Something about Zac Oyama behind that screen looked right

#dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #zac oyama #brian murphy #brennan lee mulligan #intrepid heroes #honestly I would die to see any of the intrepid heroes dm on d20 and get to use that production budget #but Zac actually sorta led Beardsley to a rational enough place in truly the wildest moment I’ve ever seen #and even though he was clearly still doing a bit it really made me curious what a campaign in d20’s style from him would look like #it feels like the ultimate love letter to have one of them dm for brennan’s world at the series he built #it made Brennan so emotional to see Matt play in his world I can only imagine how proud he’d feel to see one of the intrepid heroes do it #(also yes I do think each and every one of them would look hot running shit and ruining brennan’s life)#anyway! I love when new people come to play or take on new roles! more please!

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