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[tarpitbell]

10:30 (February 3rd) / *5:27 / *9:14 / *1:38 / *2:46

This is the journal(ish) I've talked about before. Or, I'm going to be treating it as a journal. This is just my vent account though.

My main blog ( @sotogalmo ) will only reblog the most important posts, while the rest is going to stay on this blog.

Very “semi-personal” entries are going to be under the “read more”. I do advise for you to not interact with those posts if the tags trigger something (but I cannot fully stop you from reading my posts). — all of my posts are (kinda) 'semi-personal' though. But some time I know I'll make some non-personal entries, some day.

I suggest you turn on the setting to see the day on my posts, since the time can be weird for others. But it's alright if you don't do that.

But do know, that my typing quirk is setting the time on top. If that bothers you, then I suggest you don't hang around here or my main blog(I do that there too).

I might already say that this is a vent blog for @sotogalmo , but this will also just be more exploring who I am, finding some terms that might fit and such. Almost a lot of my posts would be me wondering about my identity (as of now, I feel I might be a therian? Feline to be exact; maybe a domestic cat, probably a Maine Coon? — But I also might say I "kin id" with Satan from Obey Me! Shall We Date?, but I'll get more into his character to make sure I'm not making a mistake on what I said, but as a small overall of what I got from him from past interest in said fandom, I do heavily relate to him. Maybe even Itzusumi from Dungeon Meshi too, I'll get into that fandom to know if I do)

And just general rambles. (I'm also questioning therian; and my Theriotypes— Maine Coon cat, husky, bleeding heart dove, and probably more? (I feel like there's more due to some shifts with scales and such). Also with being a copinglinker too)

I might even think I have other mental illnesses. But I'll make sure of that with my therapist (I most definitely have some sort of derealization/depersonalization of sorts, maybe OCD? maybe BPD? depression of a weird kind, etc. but I'm just a weird girl)

Emojis: to explain why my posts are the way they are ↓

🕵️‍♂️🌂 -> Shuichi Saihara, DRV3

🌘🕵️‍♂️🕳️🧿 and 🟦🤖 -> Avoid/Detach Eye & Blue Robot.

⚡🔥 🐍🧶👾-> Raph, TMNT12/TMNT:MM, Needlem0use & Nemesis/Surge, Satan.

🔮🩹 -> Casey Jr, ROTTMNT: Movie

🫧🩺 -> Gaster mixed with rise Leo?

👁️‍🗨️⛳🧩 -> Tony Becker: GGY FNAF

🐕‍🦺🐕⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐🌕 -> Servant.

🕷️🌸🦚💞💞 -> Voice of the Smitten & Angel Dust(ish)

🍝🍊 -> THE GREAT PAPYRUS!

🧸🌀 -> CC

Shuichi: remembering, finding out, piano music & stars. Justice seeking and friendship.

Avoid/Robot: detachment, wanting to be detached from a situation/feeling detached from a situation. Feeling robotic or even sounding robotic/too formal. Only when talking about trauma(or just anything serious)

Raph/Needlem0use/Nemesis/Surge/Santan: my anger part. Quite obviously and is most present almost all of the time. Many faces for that part but you get the idea

Casey: family issues part. Finding comfort in ROTTMNT/how families are portrayed in ROTTMNT.

🩺🫧: mentality, “fascinating”, “oh! my apologies!”, old timey quotes(??), fancy talk part

Tony: Casey & Shuichi mix. Tony is all about how families work and how friendships work. Mainly will be talking about siblings and what I have left of them in my mind

Servant: how I act in school/me just following rules

Smitten & Angel Dust: love, desires, relationships(romantic), sexual & emotional intimacy part of myself. Also sin, since that connects very much to desires (for me). Validation as well

PAPYRUS: only(maybe?) in all caps. Bravery, autism autisming. General excitement!! Very expressive part of me

CC: little me/me feeling little. Mainly just gonna be emojis of plushies or talk of toys. Ig (if something so serious happens and I regress into them)

I separate a lot of my feelings to be their own characters. And then those characters would be then influenced by other characters. And then they just become different parts of me. That's why I use their names and such. — maybe this means, I'm probably a copinglinker !

[kingsillysmilez]

A shitload of icons I did for myself

[ariidis]

updated system intro / pinned post (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

hey tumblr! we've decided to re-do our fully pinned post just so that all the info is updated... and this time it's just going to be collective info, and for separate alter intro's, you guys can use the tag :]

so hi! feel free to collectively call us "ari" (which of course stands for our system name), and we are currently 17 turning 18 in late november this year.

we currently (as of writing this), have about 17 system members, not all of which are active on this blog.

add us on simply plural!! username: ariidis

below will be more info which i've copied and pasted from our simply plural ^^

WELCOME !! ↺ the adaptive relay interface . ıllı : ᯓ [he] . [him] . [it] . [its] . ᯤ ★ --> bodily 7teen . afab . autistic <-- ↷ neurogen . traumagen . (；ﾟДﾟ))

𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃

SYSTEM INFO !! collectively, our body is 17 years old. assigned female at birth, primarily identifying as a transgender male.

we have a fluctuating headcount, currently at close to the 20 mark. we split and form new alters very easily, and are likely polyfragmented. our autism and hyperfixations influence our headspace.

𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃

BOUNDARIES !! our boundaries vary from alter to alter, but collectively, we do not want to interact with anyone who is involved in syscourse. we want our sys to stay drama free.

dms are fine, asks are appreciated!!

𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃

DIAGNOSES !!

we are currently not diagnosed with a dissociative disorder, but are being assessed and evaluated for osdd and other conditions. (currently also undergoing assessments for pots)

we are diagnosed with autism, specifically lvl 2. we recieve help in school and such for this, but are not funded. :(

we likely have an eating disorder of some sort, sensory disorders, and possibly adhd.

ty for reading, remember ily <3

[c1rcusr4t]

self-indulgent agere stimboard ^^

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[closetdbisexual]

SALLY SWEEP!

[treeloreg]

WIP !! >.<

꒰ 🧃 ꒱ main blog ꒰ ☀️ ꒱ prns.cc ꒰ 🛝 ꒱ byi / dni

about

hii I’m Nez / Nezzie !! I’m autistic and a voluntary age regressor and sometimes pet regressor ; typically cow / calf or puppy pet regressor !!

my little age range isn’t really specific, but it’s mainly either toddler or even baby range ; about 1-4 !! I am a minor and my big age is 15, so please keep that in mind, but I am okay w/ adults interacting

I use / prefer he / him pronouns and identify as masculine-leaning trans man !! ; more info / words to use for me are in my prns.cc link above ^^

by the way, I’m REALLY hyperfixated on the Beatles rn !! my favorite Beatle is Paul ; I reblog a lot of Beatles stuff on my main too. if u like the Beatles too and are a regressor I’d love to be friends !! /nf

byi

I tend to “baby-talk” by removing the “t”, “d”, or “g” from words (i.e. “wan” instead of “want” ; “an” instead of “and” ; "running" instead of "running") and might remove 1st person prns or other stuff at times (ie “I am / I’m” can be just “am” or “m”). I keyboard smash a lot too cus I’m sillyyy

(realized I have more typing quirks not listed here so just another heads up…shouldn’t affect reading my texts too much tho !!)

I also prefer / use tonetags when possible !! I normally use typical ones like /srs, /j, /nm, /nf, etc

I will NOT tolerate any nsfw / abdl / ddlg / etc. or blank blogs following !! I'm not afraid to use the block button !!

my preferred place to chat is on Discord !! (user is the same as my main). I also might not respond right away and I apologize ; notifs are weird for some reason

my dni is linked above, as well as a few other byi info ^^

interests

(some stuff def isn’t for littlespace, like South Park for example, but I might mention it so sorry if that bothers you /nm)

games : Baldi’s Basics, Five Nights at Freddy’s, Minecraft

music : the Beatles ♥︎

movies / shows : Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared, LazyTown, Moominvalley, the Muppets / Sesame Street / Jim Henson media in general, Octonauts, South Park, Wallace and Gromit, the Walten Files

other : Pokemon, the Rock-Afire Explosion

tags

꒰ 🚗 ꒱ am big boy .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (boyre posts)

꒰ 💤 ꒱ am sleepy . . . ◞ (sleepy agere honk shoo)

꒰ 🫧 ꒱ bababa . . . ◞ (jus babblin n stimmin :3)

꒰ 🐠 ꒱ blub blub .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (aquatic agere)

꒰ 🫂 ꒱ bubba .ᐣ .ᐣ ◞ (cg posts)

꒰ 🖍️ ꒱ colorin <3 ◞ (art posts)

꒰ 👕 ꒱ dress up .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (little outfits)

꒰ ⚡️ ꒱ gotta catch em all ◞ (pokemon agere)

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ nezzie’s favs ◞ (favorite posts)

꒰ 🧃 ꒱ nezzie’s posts ◞ (my posts)

꒰ 🪐 ꒱ nezzie’s treasure chest ◞ (special interests)

꒰ 🧸 ꒱ playtime ◞ (plushie / toy posts)

꒰ 🎁 ꒱ presents .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (requests / gifts)

꒰ 🌈 ꒱ rainbow connection ◞ (muppets agere)

꒰ 🦖 ꒱ rawr .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (dino agere)

꒰ 🇫🇮 ꒱ spring in moominvalley ◞ (moomin agere)

꒰ 🌀 ꒱ stimmies .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (stimboards / gifs)

꒰ 🐾 ꒱ tail wagging .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (petre posts)

pfp flag : 🏠

[dollshipz]

colby/zero/judas | he/him | 16 | tmasc gay man

proship / nsfw dnf (don’t really care if you like/reblog a post or two. 🤷‍♀️)

i like genshin, i’m autistic, and i think ragbros is my spint at this point

f/o’s under the cut

all are sharing, i don’t really care that much

format is name - tag - combo

romantic —

diluc (my #1) - arkadiluc - 🔥⛸️

neuvillette - neuvimara -💧💫

tartaglia - colbyjax - 🌀❄️

platonic —

kaeya - winebros - 🍷⛸️

raiden ei - puppetmother - 🧸🍡

dividers used

[angeliicheartt]

ᴍᴜᴛᴜᴀʟꜱ’ ᴛᴀɢꜱ ! (ɪɴᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ)

#💍 vinnie darling ! @diqldrunks

#❄️ giselle ! @pxgeturner

#🐭 mick ! @lunarfleur

#⭐️ star ! @starfa11

#🍄 liz ! @juneberrie

#🐝 kylie ! @imabee-oralizard

#🧚‍♀️ ara ! @lafleshlumpeater

#🪽 lea ! @leaskisses444

#🍒 belly ! @bellybumm

#🐚 sea ! @lazydreamer19

#🔮 nix ! @thehalfbloodedwitch

#🌀 nova ! @shefollowedthestars

#🍁 nyx ! @doyouknowwhoyouare13

#🌑 hana ! @folklore-girl

#🐇 elia ! @lesbianjackies

#🪻fern ! @cauliflowertree

#💫 augustine ! @reputationgf

#🪐 gabi ! @sincerelyyoursg

#🌿 ivy ! @inkluvs

#🐯 mystique ! @sonics-atelier

#🎀 dolly ! @fclklqre

#🎸 sennie ! @seneon (my king)

#⛪️ willow ! @willowtreee33

#🌥️ kyo ! @kyo-moon

#💵 liv ! @lunatiqez

#🪷 juno ! @satelitis

#🧸 frans ! @miyamoratsumuu

#🌻 eumy ! @seumyo

#🌙 august ! @sepptember

#🦊 nikki ! @foxnikki

#🪩 ana ! @whenanafallsinlove

#✨ kovu ! @kovu-bunnbunn

#🌸 saku ! @sweetheartsaku

#🪼 skye ! @kozumesphone

#🌷 isko ! @ii2ko

#🍰 saph ! @psuedosugu

#🗝️ vi ! @sviidoll

#🌱 ronnie ! @sunolls

#🗡️ rue ! @rueclfer

#🪷 livvy ! @tenyasblkwife

#🦷 rosalyn ! @guummy

#🦴 skullvgirl ! @skullvgirl

#🫀 lina ! @velvetreds

(if we are mutuals and you don’t have a tag up here send me an ask with which emoji you’d like <3)

[npdtfem]

Time to start hoarding

[pjackk]

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[ein-not-ian]

( DISCORD BIO ) a lot of emoji/color themed templates

longest post yet...

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prn = pronouns

flg = flag

lyr = lyric

anywhere you see 00 that means put a date there (birthday, anniversary, etc)

no credit needed in profile but if asked please do not claim as your own <3 you can link my Tumblr

please like if used /nf (but it's appreciated)

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THIS TOOK SO LONG 😭

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[crescentpaws]

fuck it, emoji gradient

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[strawhatwife]

the sweetest most precious art of me and my luffybug by @/themetalhiro !!!!!!!1!!!1

i'm so beyond happy, it's so precious.!!! more than i could've imagined it being. i've been dreaming of a commission from this artist for soo long, i'm so happy i finally have one and its so amazing i could cry tears!! real ones!!! i love my luffy more than i can put into words, he really is my perfect match <3

🙊👒🔮🪬🌍🐞🍀🦧🌀🧘🫛🌜🌌🐛🪻✌️🪲😸🪐🪱

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[oneforthemunny]

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modern!eddie, angst, proposal/wedding. i feel like i might get attacked for this one sorry.

"Hey," Eddie's voice came from behind you, still in his grey suit but the jacket and the tie had been shed, the boutonniere upside down and smushed from the reception.

"Lost you in there." Eddie grinned, eyes a little red rimmed from the beer he'd been downing at the open bar.

You didn't respond, fingers drumming against your champagne flute, looking out at the venue strung in lights. "You alright?" Eddie's brows pinched, moving beside you.

"Yeah," Your voice was tighter than you liked, swallowing a lump that seemed to only grow, choking you more and more. "Just... needed some air."

"Yeah, it is a little hot in there. The smoke machine is a killer. Feels like I'm at prom again." Eddie snorted lightly. "My hair's gonna look like Hagrid's by the end of the night."

Normally you would've smiled, grinned with narrowed eyes and retorted with something that teetered on playful and snarky. Instead, your gaze was held, distant as you looked over the rolling hills.

"Hey, okay," Eddie leaned against the railing, looking up at you. "What's going on?"

"Nothing-"

"-Nah, don't give me that." Eddie shook his head. "What's going on? You were fine earlier, and then you left."

Your nose burned, fiery with emotion that threatened to bubble out, to spill over. "Baby," Eddie cooed, his hand brushing over yours. "What's wrong?"

You hesitated, contemplating shaking him off and going back inside, back to the table where he couldn't confront you. Back to the table that was the same reason you had left.

"I just... You know, everyone kept asking if we were next." You muttered, refusing to look at him, eyes trained on your glass. "When we'd finally get married."

Eddie paused, lips twitching the way they did when he was uncomfortable. "Yeah?"

"Yeah," You looked at him.

"Did you tell them we didn't want to get married?" Eddie pressed lightly, his own fingers beginning to drum on the concrete of the balcony.

"No," You bit, a raging burst of fury shooting through your system. "I told them you didn't want to get married."

"Baby," Eddie's face fell, a sigh accompanying his words. "Can we- Can we not do this here? Please?"

We've already talked about this.

You know how I feel.

It's just a piece of paper. We're already basically married. Why does it matter?

I don't want to get married. Never wanted it, and I'm not changing my mind. Doesn't mean I don't love you.

All the words he didn't say now but still lingered from times before. The rejection, the bitter sting of your dreams shattered. You thought someone as affectionate as Eddie was would jump at the first mention of marriage.

Here, watching Jeff and his bride dance, laugh and cry at the alter, pouring out promises and oaths to the other, it was hard not to feel bitter. The widened glances that came your way with the dreaded question, the twitching of lips when you'd reply. Every Facebook post you'd see of another classmate from high school getting married, engaged, honeymooning. It made you rage with jealous frustration.

"C'mon, let's just go back in and have fun. Please? I don't want to fight about this right now." Eddie pleaded, eyes rounding sweetly enough that it made your heart pang with affection, maybe with aching hurt.

You didn't respond, jaw clenched in what you hoped was a neutral expression- one that would pass for the resting bitch face you were known for, and not a tear filled one.