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ive seen (and enjoyed) several posts about ashtons panic attack last week but i think the thing folks are missing about why they just... slipped away for it is just how *hard* it is to lean on someone when youve never really had someone you trusted *to* lean on. hes absolutely freaking out that maybe he might trust these assholes for that but not just yet, not for this, not right now, not as a whole fucking group with too many eyes on him, and ESPECIALLY not with a stranger in a position of power there too. nah, faced with that level of world shattering bullshit, you fuck off to have a private little freak out, then dust yourself off and go on with your day, cos you have shit to do and its *your* shit to do
i foresee him testing the waters for a good long while, and id bet they have little moments like the one with fcg a few eps ago, one on one convos for them to feel out, no okay *this* is safe before they push and figure if *that* is safe too, bit by bit before hes comfortable leaning on the hells as a group
hes gettin there tho
#mochi rambles#source: i am just this asshole lmao#god i frustrated so many people in my early twenties by shutting them out when I was in full freak out#because if you dont have that learned understanding that friends are FOR leaning on when shit goes south#you just#dont#or if you do it's in very limted and controlled ways that ultimately dont matter#and its such a fucking hard thing to unlearn#i was definitely like ah yes the extract urself from social situation to quietly panic#i have been there (:#poor blorbo#n e wai#is that enough tags to not show up if i tag things for filing#i sure hope so#š« do not perceive me š«#or do i guess i dont really care#critical role#critical role spoilers#c3#blorbo containment zone
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THIS IS MY BABY I LOVE HER
#look at HER#pls why so smol#our family has a history of owning black cats so i figured why not rescue this cute little witch and welcome savagery into my home#her name is Kiki <3#perceiving my place and me is prohibited š« do not under any circumstances perceive those things thank yew#personal stuff :)#kiki <3
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āI think, I know just what youāre longing forā¦ā
āI may be undone, but nothing seems to undo youā¦ā (āMy Thieving Heartā by Sivert HĆøyem feat. Marie Munroe)
Wowā¦Iām crawling back to the surface of tumblr, coming from hell. My last crash has been one of the worst so farā¦I couldnāt stand up, I couldnāt get myself something to drink, I couldnāt eat, I wasnāt even capable of thinking in a proper way. Since I couldnāt even type anymore, I had to ask my sweet friend @vulnus-sanare to help me out by sending messages to some of my friends. I didnāt mean to make anyone feel worried about me, so please forgive me for my long silence.
This beautiful artwork, which Iāve requested from my lovely friend @opalchalice, is based on a dream, which Iāve had some weeks ago. Lia, Iām sorry for the delay, but I wanted to transform my dream into a short one-shot fiction to honour your fabulous work the way, it deserves to be seen. You know, that Iām a fan of your art, my dearā¦.but this oneā¦damn, Lia! You overwhelmed me with this stunning piece of art! Thank you so much for your understanding of my ideas. Iām beyond grateful for our verbal exchanges and Iām proud to call you my friend. Youāre so talented and kind, Lia. Pleaseā¦never change!
Nowā¦back to my dream. Since Iām struggling immensely with brain fog, due to my disease ME/CFS, I noticed that my ability to write seems to fade away. This isnāt my best work and Iām very aware of this factā¦so please keep in mind, that Iāve written this under the torture of my sickness and be gentle with me.
TW: smut and a slight mention of lactation kinkā¦wellā¦I leave it like that. š
š š«mdni š„š¦ (1012 words)
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It was midnight. From afar Julia could hear the faint tintinnabulation of the church tower bellsā¦ringing onceā¦and her bare feet touched the cold grass beneath herself. Twiceā¦and she felt a cold breeze caressing her blushing cheeks. Tilting her head back, Julia closed her eyes and listened to the remaining ten strikes of the clock tower. Her nightdress was billowing in the wind, sending shivers down her spine.
Suddenly Julia sensed some arms coming from behind, tightly wrapped around her waist, when she was pulled back against a tall presence. A surprised gasp left her lips, but the familiar personal scent of her husband soothed her nerves immediately. āWhat are you doing here alone in the middle of the night, Jules?ā Even after so many years, the deep voice of Juliaās husband caused a certain weakness to her knees. Severusā hot breath tickled the soft spot behind her ear, leaving goosebumps all over her alabaster skin. āYouāll catch a cold, darling,ā he murmured lovingly, burying his face in Juliaās wild curls. āMmmhā¦so divineā¦,ā she heard him whispering hoarsely, his voice was dripping with desire.
Severusā hands roamed over her tummy, clenching the satiny fabrics of her nightdress in his lustful grasp. āSeverusā¦,ā she breathed, pressing her back against his chest. āā¦this isnāt the right plā¦,ā but one of his hands silenced her resolutely, whilst his other hand passed the plunging neckline of her nightdress, massaging her voluptuous bosom with a firm grip. āShhhā¦stand still and be quiet, Jules,ā Severus urged her, playfully pinching her erected nipples, causing a muffled whimper from his wife.
Suddenly, Julia felt two more hands grazing over her bare legs and her eyes widened in disbelief when she perceived another man kneeling beside her, shoving her nightgown up to her waist. But this wasnāt just any man, who touched her so intimately! The silky raven hairā¦the adorably crooked noseā¦and oh, those mesmerising obsidian eyes! She didnāt understand how this was even possible, but the man on his knees was no one other than a second version of her very own husbandā¦observing her reactions with a seductive smile on his lips.
Julia couldnāt suppress a guttural moan escaping her lipsā¦smothered by Severusā hand on her mouth, when bold fingertips brushed against the edge of her pantiesā¦pulling them aside in a swift move. Another groan found its way up her throat as soon as a finger dipped into her moist depths. āGods, youāre already so wet for us, Julia,ā the deep voice of her husband cut the silence of the night, a subtle hint of mockery seemed to be layered underneath the lecherous tone of his words.
āBe a good girl and spread your legs for us, Jules,ā Severus murmured close to her ear, still holding her in place from behind her back. His hand released her mouthā¦only to be replaced by his arm, tightly wrapped around her neck. The tickling sensation of Severusā breath on her delicate skin sent goosebumps all over her body, which didnāt stay unnoticed by him. His amused chuckle echoed through the air, only to be followed by a strict demand: āWider, Julia! We know, you could never get enough of usā¦ā
Severusā commanding tone and the mysterious situation left her speechless and aroused. The wetness between her thighs glistened in the moonlight, causing a never known neediness to creep up inside herself.
āDamnā¦youāre dripping already,ā Severus teased her from his kneeling position, before his thumb started to draw circles on her throbbing clit, causing her to moan in delight. āJust give in and enjoy the magic, Julesā¦,ā his dark voice growled and Julia couldnāt make out, who of them said that. The confusion mixed with her growing excitement made her feel slightly light-headed. Two fingers entered her moist entrance, adding a new layer of greediness to her already tense body. While her husband held her in place, his magical likeness drove the redhead crazy with the gentle and yet determined play of his digitsā¦.fingering her deliberately slowlyā¦teasing her clit with his thumb until she begged for more. āOh, goshā¦.yes! Please, Severusā¦.fuck me! Iām begging you,ā Julia whimpered desperately, almost crying from this lustful torture.
Suddenly a third Severus joined the scene. Julia noticed how good he looked with his man bun, a cheeky strand of hair falling over his eye, just like she had seen it countless times before, when her husband was focused on brewing his potions. His voice sounded so mockingly when he approached her, pinching her hardened nipples through the silky fabrics of her nightgown. āWell, wellā¦what do we have here?,ā he groaned huskily before he licked over the delicate skin on Juliaās neck. āDamn, youāre truly insatiable, Julesā¦but so am I!ā Ripping off her dress, Severus revealed Juliaās soft, full breasts and bit his bottom lip in anticipation. āFuck, Julesā¦you know, what I wantā¦,ā he murmured under his breath before his mouth found its destinationā¦embracing her stiffened nipple with hungry eager. āLet me be your good boy, Julesā¦,ā Severus mumbled before he started to suckle greedily until a small trace of milk drooled from the corner of his mouthā¦causing her legs to tremble.
āAah! Severusā¦yesā¦do with me whatever you wantā¦,ā she whimpered needily, closing her eyes in pleasure.
āOh no, Julesā¦open your eyes, my darling,ā her husband growled from behind her back. āYou will watch us, sweetheartā¦we want you to see everything, what weāre doing with youā¦and you will enjoy the view until youāre coming undone.ā Julia couldnāt do anything else than nodding obediently, when Severus held her in place for his companionsā¦pressing his hard cock against her backā¦.
Suddenly Julia woke up from her naughty dream, with a loud gasp escaping from her mouth. Blinking rapidly, she looked at her familiar surroundings, feeling the soft surface of the bedsheets beneath her bare skin. Her gaze fell on her peacefully sleeping husband on the other side of the bed. Tenderly Julia bent over to place a little kiss on Severusā adorably crooked noseā¦before she slipped underneath the covers to worship him the way, he deserved to be treatedā¦..
š¤Severus & Juliaš¤
š¤Sevy & Julesš¤
#Severus x Julia#Sevy x Jules#Severus x OC#my dream#transformed into an one shot fic#commissioning artwork is my goddamn coping mechanism#this is my red carpet for all the artists of snape fandom#fuck me/cfs#severus snape#i love snape#snape#i love severus#pro snape#snape love#pro severus snape#snape content#severus snape art#severus snape fan art#severus fanart#severus snape fanfiction#snart#severus snape fandom#snape art#me/cfs#severus snape smut#snape smut#smut
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I totally agree with you on not liking the current, "you must reblog or don't read it" mentality. While it's great to support fanfic writers if you're comfortable with it, there are a lot of reasons why someone may not feel comfortable reblogging a particular fic (for me personally my social anxiety sometimes gets the best of me and I simply cannot handle the idea of being perceived). I think the problem comes when people don't interact with fics and then start to ask for more content from the author (which I suspect is only a few people but it's enough to give some writers a really bad impression). I used to write for a very small fandom and even I had several experiences of people asking for part 2s or updates when the original fic had very little interaction and I was most definitely not a request blog. I've personally never written fanfiction to get comments but stuff like that made me feel used and I even had one interaction that toed the line of emotional blackmail and put me off writing for that fandom altogether so I can definitely see why some authors end up so jaded that they block anyone who doesn't interact positively (even if it's not something I really agree with). So yeah, I really don't think there's anything wrong with genuine lurkers but I fear sadly they've been given a bad name by the few people who do treat fanfic authors as content machines.
Anyway, I hope I haven't rambled too much and that you're having a good day Merms!
Oh yeah, absolutely!!! Like, true entitlement is such a problem that genuine lurkers are getting murked for; which is unfair because it makes a scapegoat out of them and doesnāt solve the real problem at all. And I say ātrue entitlementā because thereās a difference between a comment thatās like, āwill there be a part 2? š„ŗā and āpart 2ā LOL, which is my personal pet peeve, likeāwhat happened to hi?? hello??? how are you??? š Iām not a chat AI, you donāt get to input demands. š¤šš«
IdkāI try not to be mean about even that, tho, because I suspect a lot of this behaviour is indicative of younger readers, but then it just circles back to the problem of like, how do we correct it on a community-wide scale? Because sure, entitlement like that might be coming from a younger reader, but it might just as easily be coming from an asshole LMAO. The only āquickā solution that I can see for it is directly addressing it when it happens. š„ŗ And again I wanna emphasise that thereās a clear difference between a genuine enquiry and a throwaway demand!! Like, personally, I donāt mind people asking when I might update or whatnot, because I donāt hold myself to a schedule and my updates are haphazard. But if youāre a more structured and dependable writer (like andypants, for example!) then maybe itās a different story idk idk. Itās literally case-by-caseāwhich is how it should be, because weāre all individual people writing different things.
Iām sorry your other fandom experience was kinda soured for you though, Anon. š„ŗ I would feel used too! Iāve actually come to really dislike writing generic, non-bigger-fic related drabbles because theyāre always the pieces that attract the worst of the entitlement. š I say that like itās a plague of demands lmfao, itās not, but it happens often enough that itās noticeableāand I guess itās just the nature of them being easily digestible without needing like 100k+ of backstory to get into it, butā¦.. idk idk. Itās startling! š¦ And I think the only action we can take thatās even close to a solution is just gently addressing it whenever it pops up. š Or blocking ig if thatās how u roll, LOL.
#ofmermaidstories-asks#the reblog thingādiscourse#scheduled smeduled bc i am eebing snore snore snore š“
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uh oh hot takes abound fellas
just a thought going thru me lately but i feel like mihawk x perona is so frowned upon is bc there's such an overwhelming amount of found family content surrounding them compared to ship art . like yeah if u surround urself with that kind of content seeing people shipping the two of them together is gonna be uncomfortable but at the end of the day its all just fanon lol.
in the same sense, thats why i dont like shanks x buggy. they were raised together on the same ship, so i always perceived their relationship more like siblings than lovers. but that doesn't invalidate people who DO want to ship them together; again it's all just fanon. the two ideas can coexist with each other, just separately yk.
anyway. i dont even ship mihawk x perona, if anything i project a lot of myself onto perona bc she's my twin (ong šÆš„) so whenever i do see ship art between them im like twirling my hair bc its like im seeing me and bae together fr fr. perona is representation for emos who lust for older men, SHE IS MY REPRESENTATION!!! LOL
anyways. tldr dont bash people for shipping characters you dont wanna see together (as long as its within legal bounds š«pedophiliašāāļø) because at the end of the day a lot of our perception of these characters is formed around the type of content we surround ourselves with
#this is coming from someone who used to be vehemently against the idea of mihawk x perona before I Realized#perona x mihawk is fundamentally just me x all my favorite sexy old men at the end of the day#so who am i to deny a bad bitch her right to a sexy old man#talking to myself#guys please be nice to me its pride month
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Doing this again because I have new mutuals
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You can ignore this ask if im bothering, but whats your minor policy here? Like, can minors only not interact with the nsfw posts or not at all?
The short answer:
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Nsfw = š«š«š«š«š« minors shouldn't interact
Welcome to my kingdom, anon!!!!!!! š
The long answer for people who like essays:
Note: I'm going to use this as a FAQ so the "you" I'm referring to is the General You and not anon.
āDo you mind if your work gets seen by minors?ā Is actually a question Iāve been asked a lot because I write and draw saucy works and the accountability has seemingly been shifted from legal guardians onto randoms like me. They say it takes a village to raise a child after all. This leads easily into the subjects of censorship, human sexuality, responsibility in the digital age, parasocial boundaries, society and individuality, proliferation of paywalls that rope off the internet and free flow of informationā¦ and so on. So many subjects, so little time, and yet so intersectional. I see it often, the ubiquitous āminors dniā, even on peopleās pages that donāt have explicit material; Iām guessing itās because people donāt want the headache, but any dni is as good as a line drawn in the sand, a magic circle where all your morals live, until the wind blows it away. Have you ever been asked āare you over the age of 18?ā I pressed that button just the other day and just as easily as I had when I was a minor. āDo you mind if your work gets seen by minors?ā is the question Iām asked, like my saucy work is a landmine for someone to accidentally step on and to which I canāt help but imagine a different question: āDo you mind if a minor seeks it out?ā*
Iām not anyoneās parent and it is not my responsibility to take care of a strangerās welfare. You have to understand that the internet is a grey place. I donāt know whoās looking. Iād rather not know.**
I tag my smut and label it with a š with the implicit meaning being donāt look at things youāre not supposed to be looking at. I wonāt ever know for certain if a minor looked, pressing the proverbial āyes Iām over the age of 18ā, unless that minor was a fool and broadcasted their vulnerability to the world at large, interacting with my unsafe works knowing that their profile reflected that same perceived lack of impulse control. Goodness, if they were smart, theyād be liars.
Even so, I was young once; I lived like the puritanical ideal while also having seen societyās forbidden knowledge [sex things, oh my!]. No matter how well someone hides the cookies, someone will always climb the fridge to get them, and if I had fallen off the fridge, no one should blame the baker. And no one should tell the baker that they should stop baking, especially in their own bakery.
We exist in a moment in time when even payment processors have a say in what kind of content is distributed and how that affects art as a whole, eating into adult spaces [recently the Gumroad nsfw policy leaving nsfw artists reeling] and especially encrouching on queer spaces. Imagine the amount of chargebacks various nsfw gets because sex is so vilified in society that people have to panic when caught oh I'm really not into big anime boobs dw, oh i didnt actually commission this nsfw artist and waste 20 hours of their precious time and labour, oh i need my money back because...; Iām sure the money system abhors it for a money reason, but the root of it is the proliferation of Protect the Childrenā¢ used by puritanical opportunists. You the individual affect the wider culture as a whole through the groups you belong to, even if you don't intend to.
Iām asking for people to be smart, to think of their own well-being, but to also think of where they draw the line. Filter the word āsmutā and ānsftā and "suggestive" and you should be safe on my page even though the sauce is rare in my Tumblr. This goes for everyone this applies to and not just minors.
Welcome to my kingdom. š
Sincerely,
Yuki, your friendly everyday sex-positive asexual
*Yes, I mind. But itās not my problem.
**Showing nsfw to a minor is illegal and people risk trouble for doing so [lack of mens rea notwithstanding in a court of public opinion], but I have 5 different social medias. I cannot play detective and sift through every follow, like, reblog. That's impossible. Make it easier on me.
I warn. It is your responsibility to comply.
Thank you kindly!
#thank you everyone for putting these kinds of questions in my ask box so i can finally write my faqs#i hope everyone has a good time here no matter who they are#everything is a nuanced conversation waiting to happen#my faqs#my asks#i feel like i havent said everything i wanted to say but itll be too long if i kept going#send me more asks!
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HEAVYYY ON DILUCCC but his ingame model was so ugly idk if theyāve changed it now cus i havenāt played in a good while šš
we do not perceive in game š«š«š«š« itās literally official and fanart that feed my delusion. In game they are but a silly lil chara for me to control
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About~
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šø First joined tumblr I think around 2011/2012, left for a while, lurked around the internet for a bit, and came back about a year ago. I don't have other social media.
šøAsks, comments, reblogs, messages, and good faith discussion all welcome!
šøI typically try to avoid being Perceived at all for personal reasons, but I'm working on stepping out of my comfort zone and being more social.
šø I don't and won't Discourse/insult/punch down, I just block. I block freely for a wide variety of things but it usually isn't personal, just curating.
šø This is my main/general personal blog and I'm primarily mobile. Includes random topics/fandoms, occasional autocorrect, and thumblefumbs. I try to tag common triggers, topics, and current events, but need to get better at it. Please ask if you need something tagged and I'll prioritize doing so.
šø I do have a couple of sideblogs, one for sharing curated fandom/memes with my kid, one for art/writing, etc.
šø Personal/original posts tagged #rambles.
šø For privacy reasons, myself, Wife, and Child are never named/aged/pictured and kiddo is never gendered, but sometimes there are pics of our cats.
šø I will never claim to be a good person, but I will never stop trying to be a better one.
šømy stance on "Zionism"
š About Me (no particular order)
ā³ļø Unitarian Universalist, pagan-ish
ā³ļø Antiauthoritarian Left-ish
ā³ļø Nonbinary lesbian
ā³ļø Married 10+ years to my lovely trans wife
ā³ļø Parents to an awesome elder gen alpha
ā³ļø Physically, mentally, and chronically disabled
ā³ļø white USAmerican
ā³ļø 30s
ā³ļø advocate for antiracism and intersectionality
ā³ļø working class, long-term housing/food insecure
āØš Currently reading: "A Wizard of Earthsea," by Ursula K Le Guin; "Momma Cusses," by Gwenna Laithland; "The Obelisk Gate," by N. K. Jemison; "Sourcery," by Terry Pratchett; "Fablehaven," by Brandon Mull (with kiddo)
āØšŗ Currently watching: Outlander (rewatch), Xena Warrior Princess (hiatus, my source got nuked)
š¹š Annual Reading List (so far)
ā Non-exhaustive block list:
š« TERFs, SWERFs, radfems, femcels, incels, tankies, performativists, accelerationists
š« racism, misogyny, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, sexism/bioessentialism, imperialism, fascism, xenophobia, antisemitism, islamophobia, puritanism, etc
š« weaponized slurs, ad hominems
š« embracing or promoting reactionism
š« embracing or promoting "ironic/harmless" prejudice and exclusionism
š« engagement/rage bait
ā ļø Nothing against these, just for curating purposes (mostly just tags) : kink/bdsm, polyam/enm, porn/nsfw/mature
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You have perceived my oc :D I wish to perceive ur oc :D Tell me about eden (š¹š§āāļøš¤š«, or whichever u wish to answer I simply desire information)
THANK U
š¹ What clan do they belong to and how do they feel about them?
Eden is of clan Lasombra! She hasn't met many Lasombra, but from what she does know (that they left the Sabbat) she kinda respects the ruthlessness though thinks they are assholes. She figures she fits in that way at least. She's very much of the opinion that vampires like, overall suck, including Lasombra, but at least "we get cool shadow powers and get to be strong."
She does think the technology thing is stupid and frustrating but in a way she is kind of relieved her sire can't call her up whenever. For her part her blood potency isn't that high so its not a HUGE factor. Still annoying. But she'll (un)live.
š§āāļø Do they have any preference regarding who they feed on/how they feed?
Her predator type is pursuer. She prefers to feed on people that society wouldn't miss - she doesn't kill when she feeds, but just to be safe... she learned this from her sire after a feeding went Bad. so she is very careful. She picks a target, makes sure she learsn their habits and finds a safe spot to do it.
š¤ What is their relationship with their sire like?
She, outwardly, will say he's an ass and make fun of him for a lot of things. But if you pay attention, you'll see that she only makes fun of superficial things. Due to blood bond, on a level, she respects him, and she hates that she does, so she will not show it publicly. He knows this so handles the verbal disrespct just fine. He's still an asshole back though.
She does what he says. Needs him to be safe in this society, unfortunately, though he wants to test her and such so she acts independently to fulfill her own and his will. Like, he's not a micromanager.
š« Have they ever broken one of the Traditions? (This is includes the Masquerade)
She caused a breach of the masquerade early on in her unlife, picking a bad person to feed from and causing a breach. I haven't worked out the details, but her sire had to clean up the mess and this is what caused her predator type to be the way it is!
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We need more side to side collages of headlines about Diana and the Sussexes but even with many examples out there that family's supporters still lie and say the monarchy has never tried to destroy those perceived as a threat to its successful continuity. Same papers, same exact shit with the added bonus of 1)monetizing racist hate 2)disrespecting Diana in death by bashing her son's family with a fabricated version of her. This is what I meant by imo Harry should address his cult female following. That blog would call him my Harry. I can't believe my Harry is a dad, my Harry married well, my Harry is leaving, my Harry destroyed my heart, how can my Harry do this to me. Literally what the fuck? Who the fuck are you? Of course she's friends with the neutrals. You know, the people that follow the Waleses but "can't see anything that points to them leaking, only genuine criticism is given here", dislike Diana because "she showed many signs of undiagnosed mental illness and was a cheater too so why hate Charles and Camilla only", liked Doria because "she's so elegant and classy" (oh, the racism here makes me shiver), tried to support Meghan but "what a bitch to say Kate would be defended, she should just work more and ignore the papers". She showed some promising signs but I have to wonder if that only happened out of self insert fantasies. All I can say is refusal to examine one's own bias is so dangerous and disgraceful.
Does the toxic harry girlies realize it's okay for harry to say his family has wronged him??? And that the brf are humans who have a right to be mad at each other??? Or did we all collectively forget the whole 'it's okay to challenge your family when they hurt you' message tumblr loves so much
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I see Harry-Sussex blog still delusional as ever glad she still blocked š«. I still think she may need to talk to someone
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Man I used to follow that blog and I liked her until the H&M exit announcement and she got so angry at Harry, it was ridiculous. Went to the blog a couple of months ago to see what's up and it seemed like she completely stopped blogging about M who she supposedly liked before. Those harry girls are weird as hell
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Thank you all for these thoughts! Suffice to say, there are some real weirdos around these parts, peddling some extremely disturbing sentiments. Everyday I wake up and thank the human race for inventing the block button šš»
Now let's end this discussion here, because there's no point in continuing to exhaust mental or emotional capital on that group. We think they're freaks, they think we're freaks, and the best part is neither of us have to cross paths with the other ever again :)
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This applies to more than interpersonal abuse as well. An example I can think of is, in punk circles, it's a very popular sentiment to be violent towards Nazis. And yes, I don't think that's a bad thing especially when Nazis have done their fucking best to try and latch onto punk subcultures so that way they seem cool and hip.
But, I've met certain punks who have "punch Nazi" patches and make it a large part of their aesthetic. But, they care way more about the fact that people perceive them as having a capacity for violence than they actually care about Jewish people or Romani people or literally anyone targeted by the Holocaust at large.
One of my ex friends who was this type of punk sent me one of those swastika patches with the š« symbol over it completely out of the blue over text and was like "Should I get this??". Like do they not care they sent a swastika to me out of the blue? I don't care that it's has š« over it, if your capacity for hatred exceeds your capacity to care about people you're already doing something wrong.
Honestly, there is a certain type of fetishizing of violence that occurs when you are the victim of abuse - wherein people talk directly to you about how much they fantasize about your abuser/s dying and being killed - "all abusers must be killed!" they say.
As a victim of prolonged abuse, I never felt cared for when people indulged that information to me. It often feels like my abuse is being exploited for others to enact their own violent fantasies and secret desires - my abuse means nothing to them in the same way that I didn't matter to my abusers. It's not support - it's just another cycle of violence.
I'm begging people to care more about victims and survivors than they do about retribution of abusers. Nowhere along the way should your focus on the abuser outweigh the people affected by their abuse. If you truly want to support abuse victims and survivors, start with us
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I was not made to know about the structure of the society, or the economy, or numbers, or important things that people have given the status of being so. I was made to know myself and the ones I love,to romanticize and to learn how they romanticize, rot in the woods until the sun went dull and I felt it pouring on me so I could feel it from within me not out of necessity but because I wanted to exist, to feel and to be, to let things consume me, wothout it having to be because something is expected of me. Do not make me read about communism when I could be reading about people with the big sad and their delulus and how they let themselves feel what they feel and how the colors they perceive change for every emotion, screaming, crying, melting into the floor, this is what's going to make me an alcoholic ā¹ļøšš«āļøāļøāļø
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BEASTPUNK: Being Unabashedly Animal
A subculture/term for anyone who identifies as partially or entirely as a nonhuman creature in an integral or intrinsic way, regardless of the origin or perceived nature of their identity, and who:
Embraces and celebrates their nonhumanity and animality, and (if applicable) the overlap and entanglement between one's human and nonhuman identity
Embraces abnormal instincts and behaviors related to their own and others' nonhumanity, so long as no active harm is done to another non-consenting individual or any real life animal
Interacts with their nonhumanity and displays it in socially unconventional or undesirable ways, and accepts and celebrates others doing so as well
Revels in the history of animal-people and beast-folk in all ways known: from the alterhuman community, from mythology, and from cultural or spiritual backgrounds relevant to the person in question
Throws respectability politics into the dumpster, lights it on fire, and dances around the burning corpse of the god "Cringe" in the moonlight
Is, unabashedly and genuinely, animal
This term is meant to be a reclamation of animalistic nonhuman identity, especially regarding individuals who may experience their nonhumanity in eccentric, "feral," or otherwise socially unacceptable or even stigmatized ways. Beastpunk is also open to endels, clinical lycanthropes, and others who experience nonhumanity in ways related to their mental health and physical bodies, although it is not open to self-identified p-shifters and p-shifter packs. Anyone who's ever been told that their animality is "too much," or that they're taking their identity as a nonhuman creature "too seriously," or who has lost previous words/groups they've used to define themself due to terminological drift, KFF appropriation and re-defining, or others gatekeeping their identity's authenticity is welcome to take up this term. Fictherians and fictional nonhuman creatures are also included in beastpunk, which is meant to be explicitly pro-fictionkin and fiction-based identities; theriomythics, folcintera, and mythkin are also included in beastpunk. Any and all nonhuman creatures, regardless of source or origin, are included.
This term is inspired by Anomalymon's original coining of kinpunk.
š« This term is not meant for KFF and other forms of anti-otherkin, anti-fictionkin, and similar. This term is not meant for self-identified "zootherians," "zoosexuals," "zetas," and similar. š«
Edit (09/28/22): Because someone asked me to clarify this: KFFers as mentioned in the above are meant to refer to individuals who redefine otherkin and related terms to just mean liking something a lot, rather than identifying as anything. They have roots in Tumblr anti-otherkin communities of the mid-2010's and in meme/fandom culture both, resulting in typically ableist and ahistorical language aimed towards otherkin: claims that otherkin are "taking it too seriously," or "just crazy," that otherkin and therians identities are "just a Tumblr thing," and that 'kins' should be based around fandom ideas of characters and morals.
Arguably, KFF are also largely responsible for the fictionkin community crash of the late 2010's due to their interactions in fictionkin community spaces, muddling of language within, and their insistences on bringing fandom wank in as a gatekeeping cudgel to ostracize others (the most common of such being the idea of what fictotypes are "moral and allowed" versus on what were "problematic and made you an evil person," which inspired no less than three separate OtherCon lectures from 2020-2022.)
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Astrology observations pt20š
All these observations are based on my personal observations ā¤ļø
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š«§ I'm guilty of this soo pisces/Neptune Doms/ 12th house boissss forgive me š¤ š¤ but i remember thinkin that the ones listed above are so lost in their dreamyland that theyre probably just not that ambitious š¤”š¤”but nooooooooo that's the worst mistake you can make with these ppl. Underestimating them.šŖšŖšŖš¤ š¤ š¤ These ppl are and ambitious they just don't show it/ we dont see it (Neptune effect) It's like idk how to describe them but I'll try.ā
Once they find something they rlly want to invest in something or a purpose, they become these giants with their heads in the cloud /looking up and feet on the ground just running in the direction of their goal and they rlly dont care how hard they have to work or how long they have to work. Same goes with Aquarius placements too cause they also tend to dream alot. And i mean ALOT(guilty here aqua sunšļøšļø)
š«§ i feel like major aspects with Pluto can rlly change the way ppl perceive you.
Like if you have virgo rising normally ppl stereotype them as these boring ppl who have a very elfy clean look to them but if you have any any personal planet aspecting(majorly the harsh ones) with Pluto like moon/venus/mars etc, ppl can sense that intensity in you or you may show it to everyone when time comes. Let me know if you've actually been through something like this.šš
š«§idk if this is true for all, but saturn Pluto aspects tend to create this intense need to become more structured/ successful/ disciplined/ responsible in life and they may be extremely ambitious too. Again let me know abt your experiences šš
Also, do y'all dream abt becoming extremely influential and powerful and having alot of money cause šļøšļø
#astro community#astro notes#astrology#birth chart#horoscope#cancer#cancer mc#pisces placement#pisces placements#12th house placement#12th house placements#neptune doms#saturn pluto aspects#pluto moon aspect#pluto mars aspect#pluto venus aspect#virgo rising#pluto aspects
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Star Trek: DS9 characters x male reader
Scenarios based on oneliners, and quotes from my old, discarded fanficsā¦ Part 1
{My original lines will be a different colour and no, Iām not giving you any of the original contextā]
[All of these can be perceived as romantic, platonic, or familial etc, etc, everything is up to you.]
š«female-aligned people DNIš«
[If any of these are out of character, Iām sorry. I donāt know what Iām doing ;-;]
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1 - *Quark, Odo, and Kira fighting at the bar*
Kira: āWe found you scamming your customers.ā
Quark: āWho said I was? Iāā
Odo: āYou have a history of scamming and these actions will no longer be tolerated.ā
Kira: āSo, either give back the money and refund all these people or come with us.ā
Quark: āYou mean, I can choose?ā
Kira: āListen here, you little bitchāā
Quark: āSeriously? Can you get more creative with the names? Youāve called me a bitch three times. Whereās the variety?"
*Kira straight up sucker punches Quark square in the face*
Y/N, in the background: āGodDAMNāā
2 - *Y/N to Dukat, at literally any point, any time they ever meet*
Y/N: āIf you werenāt a disgusting motherfucker, Iād be sorry for what Iām about to do. But you are one, so I have no regrets.ā
Dukat: āWait, what?--ā
*Dukat gets absolutely destroyed by Y/N and his boots (Basically, he gets repeatedly kicked in the ribs in a hallway somewhere-)*
Sisko, appearing out of nowhere: āThatās some good shit, right there.ā
3 - *Bashir, narrating to himself, just minding his own business*
Bashir: āI made breakfastā¦ Well, I poured cereal into a bowl and ate it, not really āmakingā it, reallyā¦ā
*Bashir, cereal bowl in hand, looks up to find Y/N staring at him from the couch*
Y/N: āā¦ Girl, what is you doing??ā
4 - [Season One] [Y/N is a teenager just like Jake and Nog were in that season]
*Jake, and Y/N taking Nog somewhere to teach him how to read*
Nog: āWhere exactly are you taking me?ā
Jake: āSomewhere secret.ā
Nog: āYouāre not going to teach me in public are you? Thatās kind of embarrassing.ā
Jake: "It's a secret place, isn't it? If it was in public, it wouldn't be secret, would it?"
Nog: āā¦ā
Y/N: āMakes sense to me.ā
5 - OāBrien: āY/N, you could just give me the present. I could just give it to Julian for you.ā
Y/N: āNo, I want to do it myselfā¦ā
OāBrien: āAt this rate, youāll never give it to him.ā
Y/N: āIām trying, okay? Itās justā¦ I never have the right opportunityā¦ā
OāBrien: āItās been so long, I might as well break into your quarters and get it, myself.ā
Y/N: āYou break into my quarters, Iām going to break your nose.ā
OāBrien: āBro, chillāā
6 - *Y/N picking up Bashir from the Infirmary for lunch*
Bashir: āIāll be with you in a second, let me just sort this out.ā
*Y/N nodded and walked closer to Bashir to see what he was doing*
Bashir: āIām sorry this is taking so long, I canāt seem to find a specificā¦ā
*Bashir trails off in concentration and Y/N looks at the mess of his database*
Y/N: āOh, darling, we need to get you a filing system.ā
Bashir, close to tears: āI know ;-;ā
7 - *Sisko and Dax talking about introducing Y/N to Garak*
Sisko: āDo you think theyāll get along?ā
Dax: āIām not sure. Garakās quite welcoming and open and all, but he has some rather strange tendencies. And Y/Nā¦ Heās Y/N. Lovely man, butā¦ Yāknowā¦ā
Sisko: āI see what you mean.ā
Dax: āWell, one thingās for certain.ā
Sisko: āWhatās that?ā
Dax: āTheir arguments are going to be absolutely fantastic.ā
Sisko, who knows that Cardassianās flirt by arguing: āYou what?--ā
8 - *Non-Starfleet Y/N trying to get a job at Quarkās*
Y/N: āQuark, I need a job. I have to pay a debt.ā
Quark: āA debt to who?ā
Y/N: āAn academy on Bajor.ā
Quark: āAh, student loans. Yeah, good luck with that.ā
Y/N: āI know you wonāt pay me much, but Iām working like three different jobs right now.ā
Quark, looking Y/N up and down: āI see that youāre desperate.ā
Y/N: āYou think?ā
Quark, sighing: āI could do with another waiter.ā
Y/N: āDonāt trust me with the food, I could poison someone.ā
Quark: āļæ½ļæ½ Accidentally or intentionally?ā
Y/N, shrugging almost too casually: āDepends on who itās for.ā
Quark, now not knowing how to feel: āā¦ Iām scared if I say ānoā, Iām going to get shot.ā
9 - *Worf, training Y/N for combat in the holosuite*
Y/N: āCan we load in more enemies?ā
Worf: āY/N, weāve been at this for three hours. You almost passed out 20 minutes ago.ā
Y/N: āHow am I supposed to get better if I donāt train?ā
Worf: āIf we do another round with more enemies, youāre probably going to die.ā
Y/N: āWhatās a little peril?ā
Worf, staring at him, confused and concerned: āā¦ You are strange.ā
10 - *Keikoās going on a short trip and has left Molly with her husband and his two friends, Bashir and Y/N*
OāBrien: āHave you got everything?ā
Keiko: āYes, I do. But have you got everything?ā
OāBrien, nodding to Bashir and Y/N, who were just standing there like the clueless idiots they were: āWith their help, we should be just fine.ā
Keiko, looking at them all: āLetās hope you will beā¦ā
OāBrien: āGo on, or youāll miss the shuttle.ā
Keiko: āAlright, alright. Goodbye, Molly!ā
Molly: āBye-bye :)ā
Y/N: āHave fun, Keiko!ā
*Keiko walks out of view and Bashir looks around*
Bashir: āSo, uhā¦ You want to go the holosuite and play the pirates simulation?ā
Y/N: āJulian, we have a babysitting job to do. We canāt just leave Miles here on his own.ā
Bashir: āY/Nā¦ Thatās his daughter, I think he can take care of her just fine.ā
Y/N: āI wasnāt talking about Molly.ā
OāBrien: āOh, you mother fuāā
Molly, from across the room: āDaddy! Watch your language!ā
OāBrien: āā¦ She learned that from Keiko.ā
*Suddenly, the quarterās doors opened to reveal Keiko*
Keiko, pointing a finger at OāBrien: āAnd donāt forget to water the plants while Iām gone! Last time I left, I came back and my ivy was dead.ā
*With that, she was gone*
Y/N: āWellā¦ Weāll leave you to it.ā
Bashir: āGood luck.ā
*They both start walking out*
OāBrien: āGuys, pleaseāā -----
Hope you enjoyed it. I had fun remembering old fics and reading the stuff I used to come up with.
Hopefully, got the characterization right.
Yeah... So, that was that.
See you next time :)
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