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[savebylou]

Zayn is gonna make me cry man😭

https://x.com/ZJMCRAVE/status/1860686333775151484?t=tcXfSqh3k5LywOmkiATNKQ&s=19

Hi anon, gosh is heartbreaking.

x x

What I would give to go back in time, I keep saying this but they deserved to grow old together, is devastating this reality. Thank you for letting me know anon.

I hope you have a lovely day/afternoon/night. Sending you a big hug.

[kjhmyg]

YAYYY IM READY IM SO GLAD TO BE READING YOUR WORK AGAIN💗💗💗💗💗

🥺 it's just a short drabble but i hope you'll like it! posting tonight!!! (in like 15 hours)

[savebylou]

Being in the fandom.

Lately I have struggle a bit with being in the fandom, sometimes when things happened in the fandom that cause a lot of reactions it can be a bit overwhelming seeing so many opinions, especially the negative ones. Before it was easy for me to just ignore opinions I disagree with, but lately that has been hard for me to do.

I have take breaks from the dash and that has help but I think this will keep happening and I need to find ways to dealing with this besides the breaks.

I saw this tweet and it make me realise that regardless of the fandom drama that happens at any time in the future, the worst thing already happened, my worst fear of the fandom became a reality, we lost Liam. A member of the band is not with us anymore and we will have to deal with this reality for the rest of our lives. Nothing in the fandom for me will be as painful as losing one of the boys.

So I will try to remind myself that to not let fandom discourse affect me. Sharing this in case it helps somone that is struggling with the same.

I will keep trying to be kind, I will keep supporting the boys and wish them the best and when I need breaks from the fandom I will take them.

Fandom is to enjoy it, do whatever is best for you, curate your experience, follow the people that you want, filter tags to not see the content you don't want, take care, wish you all the best.

[savebylou]

x x x x x x x

Liam Payne #BeAFanDay

[savebylou]

I miss Liam.

Lately I had been getting this random reminders at least one time a day that he is gone and the impact of that I feel it like a knock on my heart. In general I have to remind myself that he is not here because in my world he is still alive, because my mind can't comprehend how he is gone, because in my world he was going to still be here at the same time than me.

In general I'm fine is just when I see his gifs or photos or videos that I feel sad and I cry for a bit and I keep wishing he was still here.

I don't know if I ever will be able to enjoy his content without feeling sad. I hope one day I can.

I still miss Liam every day and I wish he was here.

I hope you are happy wherever you are Liam. I love you and I miss you so much. I wish I could have save you like you save me.

[funfairsundaes]

💙💔💙🌼💙❤️‍🩹💙

[that-dumbass-rabbit]

There's HELL in HELLO

There's END in FRIEND

There's OVER in LOVER

There's A SNAKE in MY BOOT

[molloyism]

they could be fucking nasty next week <3

[loversmore]

“i love blue. i’ve always incorporated blue. i love the ocean and the sky, and those things are blue.” – billie for @hyunsung ♡

[savebylou]

x

[scuderiabangbon]

Team Torque Ep.17 - Las Vegas GP

[corvidesque]

chuckling a bit at this screenshot i took during the semine wedding

[minzbins-moved]

I don't think there's anything to film here!

[chinchillion]

[borgialucrezia]

cesare and juan were never slick once in their lives...