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i think it's fucked up that there are plants that decided they wanted to eat meat
#🎶if i die young🎶#🎶bury me in satin🎶#🎶lay me down in the: ROOT OF AN OAK TREE🎶#addition +#lol#tidbit#ideas
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"Because forever is in your eyes, But forever ain't half the time, I wanna spend with you, I wanna be with you" 🧡💙💜
How clear it is that what they feel is so much, makes sense, just right, undeniable.. ❤️
#young royals#wilmon#simon eriksson#wilhelm#prince wilhelm#i swear most love songs are made for Wilmon! 😊#🎶what a heavenly way to die 🎶#troye sivan#them.💜🥹#the way they look at each other.. 🥰😭🥹#my gifs yr
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Reminds me of “The World Was Wide Enough”, a song from the musical, Hamilton!
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#sonic movie 3#sonicmovie3hype#movie shadow#movie sonic#I’d imagine Movie Sonic being Alexander Hamilton and Movie Shadow as Aaron Burr 😭#🎶The World Was Wide Enough Sayonara… Shadow The Hedgehog🎶#Movie Shadow: 🎶 I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory Is this where it gets me on my feet several feet ahead of me? 🎶#🎶 I see it coming do I run or fire my gun or let it be?🎶 🎶There is no beat no melody 🎶#🎶 Sonic a young hedgehog whom I consider an uneasy ally and had our first rivalry Maybe the last face I ever see 🎶#🎶 If I throw away my shot is this how you'll remember me? 🎶 🎶 What if this sacrifice is my legacy? Legacy what is a legacy? 🎶#🎶 It's planting seeds in a garden you never get to see 🎶 🎶 I wrote some notes at the beginning of a song someone will sing for me 🎶🎶#🎶Earth you great unfinished symphony it was too much of a Mad Mad Mad Mad World for me 🎶#🎶 You let me make a difference a place where even weird technicolour space alien orphan children 🎶#🎶 Can leave their fingerprints and rise up I'm running out of time I'm running and my time's up 🎶#🎶 Wise up eyes up I catch a glimpse of the other side 🎶 🎶My creator my father Gerald Robotnik is on the other side 🎶#🎶 He's with his granddaughter Maria who’s on the other side Teach me how to say goodbye 🎶 🎶 Rise up rise up rise up MARIA! 🎶#🎶 My best friend my sister I’d love you to take your time 🎶 “I'll give them a chance to be happy…”#Company: 🎶 he uses the very last of his chaos energy- Movie Shadow: “CHAOS CONTROL!” Movie Sonic: “WAIT!”#Movie Sonic: “He was unable to maintain his super transformation form any longer” “I tried to stop him but he punched me away”#“I get a drink” = “I get a chilli dog 💀”#🎶Aaaah Aaaah Aaaah 🎶#“I hear cheering in the streets” 🎶Aaaah Aaaah Aaaah 🎶#🎶 They say Gerald and Shadow Were both at her side when she died 🎶#🎶 Death doesn't discriminate Between the sinners and the saints it takes and it takes and it takes 🎶#🎶History obliterates in every picture it paints It paints me and all my mistakes 🎶#Movie Sonic: 🎶 Before Shadow The Hedgehog feel down to Earth he aimed at the sky He may have been the first one to die 🎶#🎶 But I'm the one who paid for it I survived but I paid for it 🎶 🎶Now I’m the “hero” in your history I was too young and blind to see 🎶#🎶I should've known I should've known the world was wide enough for both The Ultimate Lifeform and me 🎶#🎶The World Was Wide Enough For both The Ultimate Lifeform and me… 😭🎶
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did y'all know that you can buy caskets from walmart? cuz i did not. but now that i do, i keep getting ads for them
#there are. a surprising amount of them for sale on the walmart website#🎶if i die young bury me in satin lay me down in a walmart casket🎶#irl#just r's thoughts
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Random TokyoRev Headcanons
🔑Mikey's favorite flavor is anko(red bean). Taiyaki, dorayaki, mochi, etc. It doesn't matter, it has to have anko filling. Fave ice cream flavor? Anko. What does he ask for on his halo halo when he and Izana go visit the Phillipines? Extra red bean.
🔪Yuzuha Is an unofficial member of Toman. The uniform she wears isn't her school's uniform, it's a custom one in Toman colors that Mitsuya made for her. She doesn't wear the ribbon around her neck anymore because once when she got in a fight someone grabbed it and nearly cost her the fight. The only reason she isn't an official member despite Mikey insistence, since she's a pretty decent fighter, is because she hates violence due to her childhood.
😵Shion is afraid of heights.
🚚Kisaki can't smoke because he has asthma. Every time he went to the Valhalla Arcade to talk strategy, he always made Hanma come outside to the back of the building so he doesn't die from the secondhand smoke. Hanma thinks it's funny.
🚬Hanma is left-handed. Also didn't get his Sin and Punishment tattoos bc of the Dostoevsky novel but because of the Nintendo 64 game lmao.
🎴Izana wants to learn how to play every Gackt song on his acoustic guitar.
💤Ran has dated more foreign girls than Japanese girls. Mostly Singaporean(a lot of rich Singaporeans club in Roppongi), Russian(a lot of Russian models come to Japan for work), and Korean(A lot of Korean tourists due to proximity) girls. He wants to try and date a French girl someday (he romanticizes Paris and France like a lot of young Japanese ppl do). He's enamored with foreign pop culture and is in his Passport Bro era lmaoooo, it's why he wants to be a foreign celebrity. And it's easy for him to find foreign girls to date bc Roppongi is popular with foreigners in general.
🎶Rindou is secretly a huge romantic and feels extremely pressured to be a playboy bc of his and his brothers' reputation. A lot of things most boyfriends would find a pain in the ass to do, Rindou actually looks forward to doing for his future girlfriend one day.
💊Sanzu: "While u were out partying w da Haitanis, I studied the blade."
jk jk but I hc that's he's actually a chuunibyou, he just hides it really well. Has whole shonen manga monologues in his head.
🐉Draken dawg HATES anko w a passion and can't stand it. Mikey's love for it is torture to him.
👠Inupi i saw a hc once that his red flag is that he's rude to the waitstaff and I laughed for 5 min straight because why can I see it???? lmao???
That aside I hc that he loves swimming and water in general. Like, in the timelines he ends up being a Yakuza he definitely made sure his penthouse had the fanciest infinity pool complete with custom lights, heating, a built in stone wall on the side that has a flatscreen TV, different connected sections w different elevations, etc.
💴Koko is half Chinese, from his mom's side. She's from the mainland, specifically Henan province and born in it's capital Zhengzhou. He's very proud of his heritage.
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Anyone got any matching hcs lol?
#tokyo revengers#tokyorev#mikey#mikey sano#manjiro sano#sano manjiro#draken#ken ryuguji#hanma shuji#shuji hanma#sanzu#sanzu haruchiyo#ran haitani#haitani ran#rindou#rindou haitani#haitani rindou#Inupi#inui seishu#Seishu Inui#kokonoi hajime#koko#Yuzuha Shiba#Hakkai#hakkai shiba#izana kurokawa#kurokawa izana#kisaki tetta#tetta kisaki#bonten
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Hello.
Can I request the hazbin hotel crew (Charlie, Vaggie, Alastor, Sir Pentious, Angel Dust) and Rosie with a gem reader (from houseki no kuni)
Reader is a phosphophylite who defines herself as female (gems haven't genitals). She is the youngest of her gems siblings and by some stranges deeds, fell in he'll by accident.
Reader is quite childish, naive, and carefree because of her young age.
Since reader is a phosphophylite, she is very fragile and a bad fall or run can shatter her. Even strong earth vibrations (like medium earthquakes) shatter her.
Hopefully she can be put back together by just putting back the pieces into place. But when she's entirely shattered, it's like a puzzle.
Here some pictures to show how gems are in houseki no kuni and how a phosphophylite is like :
Thanks!
Please note that headcanons with Angel are platonic
Partially platonic headcanons Phosphophyllite
🌈 Charlie Morningstar x fem!Reader 🎶
You were one of the first guests at the hotel and Charlie was sincerely glad that someone still decided to come to her hotel, however, she quickly found out that everything was not as easy with you as she thought at first. You claimed that you didn't die and went to Hell by mistake, and also that you were a gem, literally
Charlie was genuinely stunned by what you told her and promised to help you get home, even though she didn't know exactly how to do it yet. You started living in a hotel, helping Charlie, but several times something happened that scared her. You could fall apart even from walking too fast, and the first time she saw it, she was very scared, thinking that you were dead, but you calmed her down, explaining that you were alive, but you needed help to become whole again
You and Charlie were somewhat similar. You were kind, friendly and caring towards the others. You talked about your siblings and your life before you ended up in Hell. Your stories were genuinely interesting to the princess, thanks to you she learned more about the world from where you came from, because she had never been there. There was a complete understanding between you, because you were similar in character
Charlie understood that some things were difficult for you because of your physical fragility, so you often helped each other. Together you tried to make the hotel better, because you, like Charlie, sincerely believed that all was not lost for the inhabitants of Hell. You both believed that sinners deserved a chance at redemption
❌ Vaggie x fem!Reader 🎀
Vaggie kept a close eye on the hotel guests, because she had to protect them, and especially, in her opinion, you needed protection. You were the most unusual guest at the hotel. You weren't a sinner and you went to Hell without even dying. You had no idea how you ended up in Hell, and you wanted to go home. You weren't even human, you were a gem
Being a phosphophyllite, you were the most fragile of your family. You could have collapsed due to a bad fall, a run, or even a small earthquake. That's why Vaggie looked out for you very carefully, understanding that neither she nor you were sure that you could be pieced together. Vaggie didn't want you to get hurt, so she tried to keep you safe
She noticed that you were similar in character to Charlie. You were kind too, a little naive. Thanks to this, you and the princess were able to get along, and Vaggie felt she had to protect you, just like Charlie. Vaggie saw your sincere smile and felt her heart grow warmer
Vaggie understood that you missed your home and understood that Hell was especially dangerous for you because of your physical fragility. You quickly became a dear person to her and she was not going to harm you to sinners
🕷 Angel Dust x fem!Reader 💖
Angel watched the new hotel guest in your face with interest. You came to the hotel by yourself, asking if they had any rooms available. You didn't even know that this hotel was intended for the rehabilitation of sinners, but there was something that surprised Angel even more. You weren't a sinner, at least according to you. You claimed that you did not die, but ended up in Hell in a way unknown to you. Moreover, you claimed that you were not human, you were a gem
When talking to you, Angel was thinking about his sister. You were kind, childish, and a little naive. Angel felt that you needed to be looked after, and pretty quickly he found out that there was a reason for that. You turned out to be very fragile, physically speaking. Because of your own carelessness, you fell, tripped over your own foot, and fell to pieces. Angel was shocked to look at several pieces of your body consisting of phosphophyllite
Angel sat for several hours, helping you get back together, putting you back together like a mosaic. You were sincerely grateful to him and gently hugged him, trying not to get any more damage. As it turned out, this has happened before, but in past cases your siblings helped you, which you were happy to tell him about. Listening to your stories, he thought again about the time he spent with his sister
Spending time with you, Angel felt like he was resting his soul. You have developed a strong, friendly relationship. Your bright, easy character stood out strongly from the gloomy atmosphere of Hell, but communicating with you allowed him to feel better for a while, as if everything in his life was not so bad
📻 Alastor x fem!Reader 🎙
Alastor watched with interest what was happening at the hotel, and your appearance did not go unnoticed. You were, it would seem, the perfect guest for the Princess of Hell's hotel. You were a kind, slightly naive and infantile person who ended up in Hell for an unknown reason. When Alastor found out that you really didn't know the reason why you ended up in Hell, he couldn't help but chuckle. You claimed that you didn't die and that you weren't even human. You claimed that you were a gem
Alastor didn't take your words seriously, watching your actions. You sincerely tried to help Charlie and Vaggie, communicated with the others and periodically Alastor heard you talking about your siblings. When he saw you stumble on the carpet and start to fall, he saw the genuine panic in your eyes, and with the help of shadows he caught you, carefully putting you on the floor. He saw the relief on your face and you thanked him for protecting you from breaking apart
Your scared face at the moment of the fall made it clear to Alastor that you really believed that the fall could destroy you. You told him that you, being a phosphophyllite, were one of the most fragile of gems, and an unfortunate fall could cause you to literally fall apart and you weren't sure if you could be put back together. What you told me really interested Alastor
Radio Demon was interested to know what else could be expected from you. Maybe you really were a gem, maybe you really weren't human, as you claimed, and that made a lot of difference. You could have become the very variable that would have changed what was happening around him and added new interesting events. In the meantime, he's been watching you try to find a way back home
🐍Sir Pentious x fem!Reader 🎩
Your appearance at the hotel caused Charlie a lot of joy. The princess tried to make sure that the guests of her hotel got along well, so she tried to make both you and Sir Pentious, who were both new to the hotel, get along. Sir Pentious didn't see anything unusual about you at first, until one day you bumped into each other in the hallway. Because of your collision, you literally fell to pieces, as if you were made of a very fragile gem
This caused Sir Pentious to panic a lot and he tried to assemble you as if you were a puzzle, a complex puzzle that he was obliged to assemble. However, a new wave of panic was caused by the fact that, despite your condition, you spoke, trying to calm him down, claiming that you were not in pain and that he should be more careful and not crush parts of you, because then it would be even more difficult to assemble
He and his minions spent several hours trying to restore you. During this time, you told them that you weren't even a sinner, you ended up in Hell by accident and you were literally a gem, one of the most fragile of all and a lot of things could make you fall apart literally. You hoped that you would be able to meet your siblings again, but while you were in Hell, you hoped to get along well with the other inhabitants of the hotel, including Sir Pentious, who was so worried about you and that you were whole
After you were put back together in pieces, no one would have thought that you had even a small crack. Sir Pentious, who liked you, tried very hard to keep you safe. He took care of you a little too much, but you had fun with him and you were glad that he was with you
💀Rosie x fem!Reader 🌹
You and Rosie met when she was returning from an overlords meeting. She saw you covered in cracks and was interested. She helped you safely get to her home, where you could rest for a while and your cracks disappeared. Rosie was very curious to find out who you are and why you almost literally fell to pieces
You told Rosie that you weren't from Hell and got there by accident. You weren't even sure how exactly you got there. You told her with a sincere smile that you had older siblings, that you were the youngest of them and that you were a phosphophyllite. You were literally a gem in human form. You were open, friendly and a little naive, and Rosie understood that you needed someone who wouldn't let you get hurt
You didn't hide the fact that you were literally fragile. Falling or running could hurt you. You almost crashed when you were hiding from a few sinners the day you and Rosie met. Because of this, Rosie was looking out for you, not sure if you would be able to be put back together if you fell to pieces. She didn't want to take any chances, so she made sure that no one hurt you and that you didn't get into trouble yourself
No one in Rosie's entourage knew why she cared about you so much, but no one argued with her. Next to her, you were like a ray of light that wasn't so easy to find in Hell. Rosie understood that you would like to leave Hell and return to your family, but while you were in Hell, she intended to make your stay there as easy and pleasant as possible
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel headcanons#Charlie Morningstar#Charlie Morningstar x Reader#Vaggie#Vaggie x Reader#Angel Dust#Angel Dust x Reader#Alastor#Alastor x Reader#Sir Pentious#Sir Pentious x Reader#Rosie#Rosie x Reader
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THE MORNING SKY
— (Young) Coriolanus Snow x Fem!Reader
CHAPTER ── 1 [ THE REAPING / THE SPARK ]
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a/n: first chapter is finally here! i don’t use y/n and try my best to avoid descriptors, but i do use she/her. also reader had a twin brother who passed away.
ALSO just a quick thing about those asking to be tagged but i can’t tag you. so far everyone that i can’t tag is either a blank blog with no profile pic, or even if they have a profile pic there are either 0 things on your page or there are only reblogs. if any of those apply to you, tumblr views you as a bot and your account isn’t visible. i can’t even search your user and you pop up, i have to press “go to @ user”. okay first chapter below the cut!
WHAT IS A SOULMATE? The answer to that question depended on 2 things: who you asked, and how old they were. The soulmate process was complicated, and to this day there was still not a single person who fully understood how it all worked. The bond, or “the spark” as it was often called, didn’t happen until at least one half of the pair laid eyes on the other.
Before that, people simply felt no romantic interest towards anyone else. As for the spark itself, it was described as a warm happy feeling. That lasted for a few minutes, and was your bodies way of making sure you knew what was happening. Then even once the warmth went away, there was still that sense of happiness.
But back to the question. To those in the Capital, those who came from wealthy families or whose last name meant something, a soulmate was often no more than a recommendation. If it turned out their soulmate was someone who lived in a poor district or who lived in but worked for the Capital in a lowly position, it was common to sever the bond. When that happened, both halves would feel like something was missing for the rest of their lives. It was described as a sense of longing, a dull ache that all you could do was learn to live with.
Once the severing happened, those in the Capital would simply find another with a severed bond. After all, the goal was still to secure a (wealthy) future.
Because at least one person in the pair has to lay eyes on their other half, some people go nearly their whole lives before meeting their soulmate. Some of them would tell you that this was worse than meeting them early on and having the bond severed.
One of the oldest pair of soulmates in District 12 (your district) was a sweet couple in their late-80’s. Despite being up there in age, they’d been together for less than a decade. Having lived on complete opposite sides of the district, it was just a sad coincidence that they’d gone nearly their whole lives without ever being in the same place at the same time.
And for some, the opposite rings true. There was a 4-year-old boy and a 4-year-old girl who had their spark occur when they move next door to each other. For now they were the best of friends. Romantic feelings would come much, much later.
Some people get really unlucky, and go their entire lives without ever meeting their soulmate. If yours dies before you’ve met, you’d get a worse version of that aching feeling that comes if a bond is severed.
There were often discussions about what the worse situation would be. Not meeting your soulmate until you didn’t have much longer to live, meeting them and they want nothing to do with you, or not ever meeting them and they die before you. One could argue that the answer was all of the above, and that the worse case would also be if a pair were put on opposite sides of a terrible situation: someone from the Capital bonded with a tribute in the Hunger Games.
Wealthy folk liked to place bets on if each year was the year it would finally happen, and those that said this is the year were always wrong. That is, until the 11th Hunger Games.
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You were among the many who had yet to meet your soulmate. Though at only 18, it didn’t bother you yet. You were still eligible to be thrown into the games, and you figured you had much bigger things to worry about. Perhaps it was a blessing in disguise that you’d yet to meet whoever they were. It wouldn’t be fair to them if you met and then your name was drawn, and you were killed. Though the alternative to that would be that you’d die before at least meeting. And based on stories you’ve heard from those who were put in that situation, that caused just as much (if not more) heartbreak.
“Just one more year,” you whispered to yourself. You could only hope that you at least looked braver than you felt.
It was the morning of the reaping for the 11th Hunger Games, and you were doing your best to look good. It was no secret that the Capital paid close attention to appearances, even from those not selected to compete. And it was also no secret that Mayor Lipp’s other daughter absolutely hated your guts, so you already had a sinking feeling what was going to happen. (a/n: pretend your outfit / hair is whatever you’d like!)
After a few more minutes fixing your outfit and hair in front of the mirror, you finished up just as a series of knocks could be heard at the door.
“Ready?” Archer greets you with a grim smile. When he takes a closer look at you, he raises his eyebrows. “What’s the occasion?”
Under any other circumstance, you might’ve laughed. But you both knew what the occasion was, and that he was only attempting to lighten the mood.
“Juniper Lipp, that’s the occasion.”
“Hey—”
You shook your head. “No point in trying to paint a different picture. We all know what Mayfair did. She had Mayor Lipp call out Lucy Gray for last year’s reaping, all because of Billy. She admitted as much. Now Billy, Lucy Gray, and Mayfair are gone. Juniper knows that Lucy Gray and I were friends. Add to that the fact that Juniper’s supposed boyfriend tried to kiss me, twice. After I shoved him the second time, he started going around telling people that I came on to him and that he had to tell me to back off. You and I both know what’s going to happen today.”
Deep down, Archer knew there was no point in arguing. Juniper Lipp was just as bad, if not worse than her sister was. From the moment Mayfair had it out for Lucy Gray, Juniper took an instant disliking to you. Combined with the incident with Juniper’s boyfriend, at this point no one your age would put it past her to make sure today was a repeat of last year.
After a tense moment of silence, you speak up again. “I know this is going to be the last time I—”
Archer cut you off with a quick shake of his head. “No. Don’t talk like that. You and I are gonna walk over together, and it’ll be the last reaping that we’re eligible for. That’s that. This time next year, these thoughts will be gone.”
One of the things you loved about Archer was his optimism. You’d known him practically your whole life. You met in 1st grade, and he quickly became friends with your twin brother. Then when he died, Archer stuck around. He said it was to make sure you were okay.
Anxiety began to creep in. The light at the end of the tunnel was so close, but you were almost positive you wouldn’t reach it.
“I almost made it.” You laugh, but there is no humor in your tone. “We’re finally eighteen. You said it yourself, after this we would be done. I would’ve been free. Got all the way to the end and today I’m getting picked and that’s means I’m going to d—”
“No,” Archer used your full name, so you knew he was serious. “You’re gonna shut up and listen to me for a minute. You are the strongest, bravest person I have ever met. You are a fighter. And stop looking at me like this is goodbye because even if it does happen today, I know you can win.”
“Archer—”
In lieu of a response, he shook his head again and held his arm out for you to take. “Shall we?”
Less than 10 minutes later, he gave you a hug and went to go stand with the rest of the boys.
Right on schedule, Mayor Lipp came out and gave the same boring speech about the games that he gave every year. After talking about how it was a great honor to compete, he had the audacity to say that although it was a sacrifice, it’s as ultimately a privilege to serve your district in this way. Hearing that last part, you had to use all of your mental strength to keep yourself from laughing.
What the fuck does he know about sacrifice? You thought to yourself. Looking at those around you, you guessed they were thinking the same thing. In fact, you’d bet everything you owned that Mayor Lipp’s daughter(s) names were conveniently not in that bowl of potential tributes.
“And now,” Mayor Lipp finally pulled you from your thoughts, “we’ll begin with finding out who this years female tribute will be.” He made a big show of putting his hand in the bowl and swishing around, which made you tilt your head down so you could roll your eyes. Such a dramatic gesture considering you knew he was going to say your name.
Time felt like it stopped. When you glanced up, it felt like all eyes were on you. Looks like you were right after all.
Although you wanted nothing more than to drop to the ground and cry, you forced yourself to keep your head held high as you made your way to the stage. That’s when you first heard it.
So soft, at first you thought that you might be imagining things. But you’d know that annoying sound anywhere. Juniper Lipp was laughing.
“Oops, I’d say good luck but I wouldn’t mean it,” she whispered as you walked by.
Originally, you intended on ignoring Juniper as best you could. But at the last possible second, she stuck her foot out and caused you to trip and land face-first.
Almost immediately, you felt the blood begin to drip from your nose, and you forced yourself to hold back tears as you picked yourself up. It was a miracle she hadn’t broken your nose.
In a moment of bravery that you’ll later come to say you have no idea where it came from, you wiped some of the blood from your nose with the palm of your hand and turned around, smearing it all over Juniper’s face and clothes.
The reaction from the crowd was a mixture of mostly gasps, but a few quiet cheers here and there. Juniper was clearly disliked by a majority of the youth in District 12.
Juniper stood in the same spot, screaming at the top of her lungs. Once you finally reached the stage, you were greeted with a harsh shove from Mayor Lipp. This caused you to stumble back onto the stage, falling for the second time in just a few minutes. The crowd was stunned into silence. Almost everyone was filled with a terrible sense of deja vu as they recalled the events that took place only last year with Lucy Gray.
When you thought of your friend that you missed dearly, you could practically see Lucy Gray in the audience. You know exactly what she’d tell you. Give ‘em a show.
With Lucy Gray in mind, you waited until Mayor Lipp was escorted (practically dragged) back inside. Once the doors shut, you walked to the front of the stage and stood near the microphone. The crowd quickly fell silent, assuming you were going to speak. But instead, you bowed, and when you stood straight, held both middle fingers high.
All of a sudden, you felt it. That warm, happy feeling. Your eyes scanned the crowd, wondering if this was really the fucking moment you were going to meet your soulmate. Did the universe actually hate you that much? The feeling could’ve very well been nerves. But you weren’t stupid. You knew exactly what was happening. Though try as you might, by the time the warmth faded and you were just left with that happy feeling, you couldn’t see anyone who was having the same reaction. And once the warmth was gone, your anxiety was quick to overpower anything good that you felt.
Unbeknownst to you, a certain blonde hair, blue eyed boy sat back in his seat as he did his best to subtly look around at his classmates. None of them were looking around like he was, and it took him a minute to work out what happened.
As panic began to set in for him, he only hoped that none of the people in the room could tell what was going on.
The sad truth was that neither of you could focus on the major event that just took place. He, for example, had to already think ahead as a mentor. From his perspective, he knew that if any of his fellow mentors figured out what you were to him, they’d encourage their tributes to kill you first simply out of spite. No one forgot the water bottle stunt he pulled to save Lucy Gray last year.
And now more than ever, Coriolanus Snow couldn’t let that happen. It nearly killed him to lose Lucy Gray in the final moments of last years games. Add on to the fact that he now knew you were his soulmate, the stakes just became so much higher.
Coriolanus didn’t think either of you could handle any other outcome. No matter what it took, you would have to win this years games.
i promise you meet coryo next chapter!!! just had to get these parts out of the way.
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I’m not sure if this’ll make any sense but… AGSZ set to “Die Young” by Kesha, for… reasons.
🎶 I FEEL YOUR HEART BEAT TO THE BEAT OF THE DRUMS
LET'S MAKE THE MOST OF THE NIGHT 🎶
LIKE
WE'RE
GONNA
DIE
YOUNG
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francesca (1K Follower Special Event)
art: “hold me, dear” by raiain
“Heaven is not fit to house a love like you and I” — Hozier, Francesca from “Unreal Unearth” Their love for you is so overwhelming, so profuse, their hunger for love is worse than their hunger for food, water, or sleep. They yearn for you and your affections, like a baby yearns for the embrace of their parents. From the gods above, to the demons below, there is no where that can house or comprehend the love you share with them. spotify playlist
A song fic event to celebrate over 1,000 followers!
Requests are closed
Rules
Anyone can use this event and prompts on their own blog! Tag me in so I can read all your stories!
This event will be for TWST on my end, others are free to use for whatever they'd like!
All request will be up to 500 words, with a max of 3 characters per request
Chose one prompt for each request with one song (randomly selected line will be used for the request), and indicate if you want romantic or platonic. You can also indicate if you want fluff, hurt/comfort, suggestive, nsfw etc.
Reader will default to gender-neutral unless asked otherwise
Dialogue Prompts (@mcflymemes: 1/2/3)
“It's funny. Sometimes I think I've already fallen in love with you as much as possible… and then we share a night like this.”
“I'm falling more and more in love with you every day.”
“Do you feel connected to me when we're together like that?”
“You made a few sounds I've never heard before.”
“Can I get you anything? Do you need me to do anything?”
“Touch me like that again.”
“You look so good like this.”
“Tell me when I can move.”
“It's like your body was built for mine.”
“You like that, don't you.”
“You don't know what that does to me.”
“Kiss me again, and don't stop this time.”
“I can't bear the thought of living without you.”
“You complete me.”
“I want all of you. Every piece of you.”
“I won't lose you again.”
“You're the most important person I have ever known.”
“The universe gave you to me.”
“Can I kiss you again? I promise I won't get carried away.”
“Where you go, I follow.”
Song Selection
Hozier, “Unreal Unearth”; “Wasteland, Baby!”; “Nina Cried Power — EP”
De Selby (Part 1)
De Selby (Part 2)
Francesca
Eat Your Young
First Light
Movement
Talk
Be
Sunlight
NFWMB
Moment's Silence (Common Tongue)
Rio Romero, “Good God!”
Inarticulation
Nothing's New
Twice
Eyedress, “Let's Skip to the Wedding”
Romantic Lover
Jealous
Kiss Me Like It's the First Time
Ricky Montgomery, “Montgomery Ricky”
Line Without a Hook
My Heart Is Buried in Venice
Mr. Loverman
Kali Uchis, “Sin Miedo (del Amor y Otros Demonios)”
la luna enamorada
telepatía
Misc. Artists
See You Again (Tyler, The Creator, “Flower Boy”)
Me Gustas Tu (Manu Chao, “Próxima Estación: Esperanza”)
Die For You (The Weeknd, “Starboy”)
🎶 francesca masterlist 🎶
“It ain’t workin’ ‘cause you’re perfect”: jamil viper x gn!reader — #19
“And flew like a moth to you, sunlight, oh, sunlight”: azul ashengrotto x gn!reader — #15
“Be like the love that discovered the sin”; “And I'd be the immediate forgiveness in Eurydice”; “If I could hold you for a minute/I'd go through it again”: jade leech, trey clover, ace trappola (separate) x gn!reader — #16
“Y al contemplarla en su mirada”: azul ashengrotto x gn!reader — #4
“I always want your love”: ruggie bucchi x gn!reader — #19
“Oh, was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden”; “All my emotions feel like explosions when you are around”: leona kingscholar, azul ashengrotto (separate) x gn!reader — #15 [PENDING]
“Si te tuviera de frente, la mente te la volaría”; “You know that I can see right through you”: deuce spade, lilia vanrouge (separate) x gn!reader — #9 [QUEUED]
“'Cause we've found ourselves in quite a situation”: silver x gn!reader — #9
“The sky set to burst, the gold and the rust”; “But after this, I'm never gonna be the same”: jade leech, floyd leech (separate) x gn!reader — #3
“It's got nothing to do with us”: divus crewel x gn!reader — #16
“One look is all it takes”: floyd leech x afab gn!reader — #15
“I'm not always right”; “It's gonna happen sometimes”; “I don't think of giving up”: azul ashengrotto, riddle rosehearts, kalim al-asim (separate) x f!reader — #14
“You know I'm just a flight away”: floyd leech x gn!reader — #7
“I can hear your thoughts like a melody”: kalim al-asim x gn!reader — #19
“I wish I could fall in love with you again”; “I know I can fall in love”; “I can only hope that’s what you are craving too”: jack howl, sebek zigvolt, silver (separate) x gn!reader — #19
“Que se podría hacer el amor por telepatía”: jade leech x gn!reader — #4
“And are you pretty or handsome? My words are on ransom”; “With you by my side is where I wanna stand”: trey clover, ruggie bucchi (separate) x gn!reader — #11
“Honey, I'm put in awe of somethin' so flawed and free”: silver x gn!reader — #15
“La venganza es dulce, ¿sabes? (Dulce, dulce, dulce, dulce, dulce)”: ace trappola, deuce space (poly) x gn!reader — #1
“I am just a line without a—”; “And if I've lost my charm / Apologies due, no harm”; “Forgive me, I'm not naïve”: floyd leech, azul ashengrotto, jade leech (separate) x gn!reader — #19 & #16
“Me gusta volver, me gustas tú”: jack howl x gn!reader — #13
“Nothing fucks with my baby”; “I'd wanna be felled by you”: leona kingscholar, vil schoenheit (separate) x gn!reader — #16
“And I've found hope in a heart attack”: jack howl x gn!reader — #13
Bonus:
“Heaven is not fit to hold a love like you and I”: ace trappola, deuce spade (poly) x gn!reader — #1
“¿Qué horas son, mi corazón?”: grim (platonic) x gn!reader — #20
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When Nico ran away, he met Luke Castellan. They formed a small friendship/alliance of liking Percy.
*Oh do I have ideas!*
We start this story with how every story with Nico di Angelo starts. With him being completely utterly miserable.
Nico is running. Cold seeping in his bones. Percy Jackson's calls for him to 'come back Nico' echoing behind him. Nico runs. Without thinking or how he shadow travels for the first time. The only thing he does is turn his head behind him for one last glimp. Percy is reaching for him, ocean eyes sad and afraid for him. Begging him to come back. That causes the anger inside to spread more. A cold ice burn freezing anger. Anger of heart break and denial. All centered around Percy Jackson.
When the shadows spits him out again, he ends up in an alley. Nico trips over his feet. He tucks and rolls, hitting two trashcans, and ends up staying there like that. It's lightly raining. 'Good,' Nico thinks, it fits his mood. He's still so cold. Logically, he knows he needs to get up and keep walking. Find better clothes than his jacket so he doesn't freeze to death. But all Nico wants to do is stay here. Wallow in his pain. Maybe fall asleep and hope everything is just a nightmare. Nico moves to lay on the hard ground. Letting the rain soak in more. He's in a fetal position. He knows he shouldn't, but he's so tired. Percy's words about Bianca echoing in his head. His eyes fluttering. The only thing in his sight is the empty alley.
******
"Hey kid! Kid!"
"You need to wake up!"
"You can't stay here! God your burning up!"
"Percy?"
"What?"
"Percy, you let her die."
"Are you a friend of Jackson's?"
"Just leave me here to die Percy Jackson."
"Ok, kid your definitely coming with me."
"Are you crazy Luke! Kronos is not happy with you already."
"He knows Jackson. Besides another demigod could be useful."
"Percy, Bianca, don't leave me alone, please."
"Hush kid your sick. No one is leaving you alone."
Between the voices fitting through Nicos delirious mind. He has a flash of opening his eyes. A moment where he sees a young blond man leaning over him worried.
*****
Nico wakes up on a couch. Wet cloth on his forhead, blanket tucked over him. His clothes changed(a baggy shirt and sweatpants). Nico looks around. He's in a tiny apartment. Outside he sees New York. It's night. Before full on confusion and fear hit Nico hears a voice singing coming from another room.
🎶He says, "Ooh, baby girl,
you know we're gonna be legends
I'm the king, and you're the queen,
and we will stumble through heaven
If there's a light at the end, it's just the sun in your eyes
I know you wanna go to heaven, but you're human tonight"🎶
Nico swallows hard and nervous, looking for a weapon he grabs a table lamp. Slowly he starts walkng towards the kitchen. He pushes the kitchen door open and peaks in. The singing has gotten louder. The male singing isn't a bad singer.
🎶And I've been sitting at the bottom of a swimming pool For a while now, drowning my thoughts out with the sounds
But do you feel like a young god? You know the two of us are just young gods And we'll be flying through the streets with the people underneath And they're running, running, running🎶
Standing at the stove, he sees the back of a young blonde man. He's making chicken soup. Chopping carrots and potatoes into something that smells (Nico hates to admit)really good to Nico. Nicos realizes how hungry he is. The music is coming from a tiny battery powered cd player radio on the counter.
"You finally woke up kid?" The blonde says without turning around to look. Nico squeaks in fear, lifting the lamp up for protection. The blonde turns off the music, then fully turns around and rases his hands up.
"Hey easy kid I'm not going to hurt you. I'm a friend of Percy Jackson's."
Nico growls at that. "What makes you think I'm Percy Jackson's friend?!"
"Well other than the fact you were calling out his name while you were sick?"
Nico blushes at this. The blonde makes a note of that.
"Percy's been looking for you kid, real worried about you. At least that's what my spies say."
Nico still keeps the lamp in front of him like a bat, he raises an eyebrow in disbelief. "Spies? What are you a mob boss for half-bloods?"
Luke smirks, "You really have no idea who I am do you?"
"I know I have a lamp and I can throw it at your head!"
"Yeah but than you won't get any food. I know your hungry. So sit down, or not. You can leave if you want no one's stopping you kid."
Nicos stomach growls. At this point Nico doesn't care, he's hungry. If anything he can do whatever that shadow thing was again if he needed too. He's sure he can again. Nico goes to sit, the blonde guy smiles. Than turns around back to the stove. A few minutes later he brings back a couple of bowls filled with chicken soup. Laying one in front of Nico and than his seat. Up closer Nico fully sees the scars on the guys face. As if some big Greek monster used him as a clawing post. The guy pointedly eats first. Nico than follows after waiting a minute. During the meal it's silence. Uncomfortable silence from Nicos side. When Nico is almost finished and can't take anymore, he finally asks a question.
"Who are you and how do you know Percy?"
The guy fully smiles, its a rather mean one.
"My names Luke Castellan."
*******
A few hours have passed, Nico and Luke are still talking in the kitchen. It's late but Nico isn't tired. He hasn't been more awake in a long time.
"So you tried to kill Percy."
"Kill is a strong word, I wouldn't exactly say that. I knew he'd survive the scorpion bite. My master had to think I was trying to kill him. I don't want Percy dead. I care very much about Percy Jackson. "
"You have a funny way of showing it."
"From what you've told me so do you. You know it's not his fault your sister died. Yet you still blame him."
Nico glares at him at that(unknown to him his eyes start glowing. The power of the underworld in him), some part of Nico wanting to throw his empty soup bowl at his head. Luke just keeps smiling.
"In fact I think we share the same type of complicated feelings for Percy. We both love him but are also terrified of him." Luke's voice oozes charm like gold. As if he's trying to entice Nico to seeing things his way. Nico can't look at him. The fear comes crawling back inside him. How can this guy see him so easily?
"Is that it," Nico says. "You want me to join you so I can give you info on Percy?"
"I think you want two things. Your sister back and Percy Jackson. Now the first can be real simple, especially with your help. A new world order without Olympian gods also means controlling the doors of death. The second, well I'm willing to share if you are kid. What I want, other than that is quite simple."
Nico looks at him with wide eyes.
Luke's eyes flash gold for one second. A bright other worldly gold. "I want the gods to pay. And a child of the big three can certainly help with that. The power you could be capable of could do wonders for our side."
Nico stands up in anger at that, his chair falling to the ground. "So your dangling my dead sister, and what Percy as a war prize we can share as barging pieces? So that I can join your little army!"
"Yeah, I am. Plain and simple kid. And I know your tempted. Or you would have just left with that shadow travel thing. I can see it in your eyes. You want to accept my deal."
Luke stays sitting but offers a hand towards Nico, " What exactly do you have to lose here? A father you never even met? Gods who are the real reason your sister's dead? A camp that's not even looking for you? Percy's the only one who has been looking for you might I add."
Nico eyes the hand. His heart beating fast loud, it's the only thing he can hear.
"I'm offering you everything you could ever want."
Everything else is silent. As if it's holding its breath. Nico lifts his hand going towards Lukes. It shakes and it's pale, soft and tiny compared to Lukes tanned, callus and big hand. His fingers curl back to hesitate touching Lukes and than-
*******
Somewhere Percy Jackson wakes up in a cold sweat. Terrified. He can't remember what he dreamed but he feels as if something big has changed. His big ocean eyes wide. Only thing he says is, "Nico."
@dark-emperor-ciska 👿👿👿👿
#percy jackson#nico di angelo#luke castellan#lukercy#percico#otp:doomed by the narrative🗡🌊#otp:don't pretend that you don't want me🌊👻#perluke#pernico#my writing#my art#my thoughts
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OC tober Day 9: Relationships
Of course we're doing Ziri and Talia >:]
I present: the toxic yuri ghost gf playlist, songs for when you fall in love with your best friend and then she dies so young and it's kind of your fault and then you make a deal with a god so her ghost is bound to you but she's hurt and so so angry and you want it to all be how it was but eventually you realize you can't go back you just have to learn to live like this now. together but a world away. separated by the veil but without privacy.
bonus artwork courtesy of @gender-premium-tm & @bobomcfoe-art
✨Playlist Track by Track✨
Infinity Room - Beach Bunny, setting the mood for Ziri and Talia's early relationship. A little foreshadowing disguised as a yearning love song. /🎶/ and all of time and space may make up a life/ but you're the one that makes living so sweet
Juice of Mandarins- Ibeyi, speaks to the space between friends and lovers, the romantic friendship as I think of it. /🍊/ i'm going crazy/ i'm detonating/ i see us sharing/ the juice of mandarins
hover like a GODDESS - Willow, the intensity of their romance once it sets ablaze. /💞/ to taste you is sweet, my heart is in pieces/ when i walk, you fuckin' hover like a goddess/ just meet me under the covers, baby, i wish
Treehouse - Frances Forever, the start of the good times, their life together in the cottage by the river. /🌳/ in a tree/ listening to your favorite songs/ feel the breeze/ but we cannot be here for too long/ cause soups on and you made it specially for me
Compartir - Carla Morrison, one of the purest love songs ever written. Listen to it with the lyrics for max effect. /🪑/ quisiera compartir todo a mi vida contigo/ pero hay una cosa que te debo decir/ no es nada fácil, estar tan lejos de ti
melt - Kehlani, a hint of their obsession and codependency. /💘/ inch of space feels broken-hearted/ across the bed feels way too far/ and i wonder when they see just one/ do they see us two?
It's Only (feat Zaya) - Odesza, a warning of what's to come. /💭/ you're only crying/ you're only dying/ you're only dead
Knife Going In - Tegan and Sara, sapphic classic about the wounds of love. Also represents the knife going in Talia's throat. /🗡/ but on the night i die i swear i'll sleep outside your window/ i feel the knife going in/ i'm feeling anxious
No One Dies From Love - Tove Lo, about a messy & abrupt end to a relationship. Talia does die from her knife wound though. /💀/ will you remember us?/ or are the memories too stained with blood now?
Wish U Were Here - Pale Waves, a plea for a lost lover, this is what was running through Ziri's mind in the wake of Talia's untimely demise. /😭/ i look at pictures of you/ i'm getting nothing back/ if there's really a god why wont she give me that?
The Deal - Mitski, beware the powers that offer to grant you your heart's desire. Mitski actually wrote this song about Ziri and Talia. /🤝/ you're a cage without me/ your pain is eased/ but you'll never be free
Anywayz - Austra, when life continues despite your personal tragedy. /🌼/ but what if we dont?/ and the world keeps turning anyways/ the flowers come up anyways/ the mountains rise up anyways
Talia - King Princess, about missing your girl and wishing you could hold her. I swear I named the character before I ever heard this song. /🛏/ i can taste your lipstick/ i can lay down next to you/ but it's all in my head
Bury It - CHVRCHES, oh, denial, that old rascal. /🤐/ i never promised you anything i couldn't do/ we try to bury it and rise above
Wrath - Sir Chloe, denial has nothing on anger. /💢/ i'd rather stay mad, rather stay mad/ i, i took a bath/ couldn't drown my wrath/ it's alright to be mad
The Brilliant Dance - Dashboard Confessional, a reflection on losing your first love and losing direction. /📧/ so you buried all your lover's clothes/ and you burned the letters your lover wrote/ but it doesn't make it any better
Fall to Pieces - Pale Waves, that fractious feeling when you're holding it all together by your fingertips. /😔/ cant help we're each other's weakness/ run back every time 'cause it keeps us alive
Home Where - Sir Chloe, there's no privacy when you're a girl and a ghost linked by godly magic./🏠/ got nowhere to hide these days/ home where nobody goes/ i want a place i call my own
just love - Lubalin, the love was there but it doesn't change anything. /💔/ its just love, i know/ but it hurts you all the same/ and i overflow with a violent rage/ i watched you go when i needed you the most
Keep You On My Side - CHVRCHES, but what do they have at the end of the day beside each other? #traumabond /🤞/ what if i should call it off?/ hold up my demands with my heart uncrossed
Devastation and Reform - Relient K, damage control doesn't undo your mistakes, but it's better than nothing. Also I really wanted a Christian rock band bc thematic irony~ /💥/ i pull my heart out reconstruct/ but in the end its nothing but/ a shell of what i had when I first started
She's My Religion - Pale Waves, Ziri's cope. Again they literally wrote this song about Ziri and Talia, Pale Waves told me so. /🙏/ she's cold, she's dark, she's cynical/ forver angry at the world/ she's no angel but she is my religion
Messiah - AUSTRA, Talia's response to Ziri's cope. /❌/ im not your answer/ i cant be your escape/ youve raised me up/ im in the sky
Heat Lightning- Mitski, perhaps the beginning of something approaching acceptance. /⚡/ there's nothing i can do/ not much i can change/ i give it up to you/ i surrender
#ooohhh my goodness i cant be responsible for any incorrect lyrics or spelling errors#labor of LOVE but def a labor aalsjfsfjsglk#can i also just plug pale waves for a sec#the album both these tracks are from is excellent#there is even a third one that works here but i had to cut it for idk artistic integrity#oc tober 2024#bweirdoctober#bweirdoctober2024#zat
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The thing about praise and worship music at church is that
It’s catchy
Repetitive simple lyrics
It’s played on repeat every Sunday
So even though I’ve been deconstructing for years from evangelicalism, most days praise and worship music from my youth plays in my head.
So every once in a while I’ll sing to myself something joyful like “I got peace like a river I got peace like a river I got peace like a river in my soul!” 🎶
Or maybe “ Better is one day in your courts than thousands elsewhere!” 🎶
Or maybe something peaceful like “As the deer panteth for the water so my soul longeth after Thee…”🎶
Mostly it doesn’t bother me.
But then 90s/Y2K Christian pop music gets stuck in my head.
Like sometimes Rebecca St. James lyrics go through my head like this one glorifying purity culture:
“I am waiting for, praying for you darling! Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you! Darling Wait!”
Or you know just songs from DC Talk..
“What if I stumble, what if I fall? What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?”
Or
“There’s no time to change your mind, the Son has come and you’ve been left behind.”
I think about the awful Rapture Anxiety I had for years and years…
And then i think about being in youth group and yes the fun times but also the moments when we had alter calls.
And the crying and sobbing. The speaking in tongues. The teenagers falling on their faces.
The sensationalized, sometimes violent “Human Videos” (just look up human videos on YouTube there are many).
Teens vowing to die for Christ.
When the Columbine shooting happened all we heard about were the apocryphal stories of students being martyred for Jesus.
I wondered “will a shooter come into our church today and ask us to deny Christ or be shot? What will I do if that happens??”
And what if I lose my salvation just because I had doubts? And what if I get possessed by a demon?
Not to mention purity culture and what it does to a young girl. (All kids suffered but we girls had to be modest and never cause any man to stumble by looking at our shoulder or something)
Abstinence class and signing a pledge to remain a pure virgin until my wedding night.
All the teenagers in every youth group were running around with raging hormones and couldn’t do anything about it. So a lot of us got married quickly. (I was engaged at 19, married at 21).
I mean I’m not even getting into young earth creationism or anti-gay rhetoric or pro life marches, etc..
But you can see that so much of my life (as good as it was for the most part, I was fortunate)was fear based?
And the thing is most of the people (congregation, I can’t speak for all the pastors and church leaders) at church didn’t mean for it to happen that way.
See, I was taught that there is freedom in Christianity. But why didn’t I feel free? That must mean my faith is weak, right?
It’s just so exhausting.
And I went to church regularly for my first 33 years of life. I volunteered, I taught Sunday school classes. I was trying to do it the right way.
Then Covid 19 happened.
I was forced to stop going to church for the first time in my life.
And honestly for years before this I was deconstructing. What really sped this process along was a certain Orange president and his very un-Christianlike followers.
And like Paul in the book of Acts, the scales fell off my eyes. I was blind but now could see. Really see.
The way my Christian peers were acting. The way they refused vaccines and even wearing masks. The cult-like behavior toward Donald Trump. The Christian nationalists.
And after a few months of no church…I realized I didn’t miss it.
After 2020, my deconstruction days really took off. I still don’t go to church (outside of a few weeks trying a gay-affirming congregation).
I used to compulsively pray.
And for hours i would pore over the scriptures trying to glean special meaning. Taking copious notes deep into the night.
(have OCD and I now realize that this brand of religion made my OCD symptoms so much worse.)
But it’s weird…
I have religious trauma. I’m learning about how I was literally in a cult. I’m still trying to unlearn stuff. I still get fearful sometimes about “what if I’m wrong?”.
But I still have good memories of growing up in church. Just like how I still sing old church songs in my head.
I’ve been to many churches, but I grew up in a small country church. I knew it like the back of my hand. It’s how I met some of my best friends and in turn, it’s how I met my husband of 17 years.
I can’t say I regret it. Like anything in life it’s complicated and complex.
I miss the social aspect of church too. I’ve never found another social space like it. I’ve tried! I can’t figure out any other “3rd place” that resembles it.
I’m not sure why i wrote so much down except to say i know a lot of people understand where I’m coming from.
In the meantime, I like to go on r/fundiesnarkuncensored, also i watch Fundie Fridays on YouTube…and I do quite a bit of reading on the subject of others who left the church. Recently I just read Tia Levings’ new book “the Well Trained Wife.”
I’m more at peace about it.
But I think my complex feelings and even some doubts will follow me forever.
#deconstructing christianity#deconstructing religion#deconstruction#exvangelical#feelings#ex christian#fundie snark#fundie fridays#the well trained wife#Tia levings#doubt#fundie#duggar family#YouTube#dc talk#rebecca st. james#human Videos#asl#columbine 1999#columbine#fear#church#pews#ex assemblies of god#religious ocd#religious trauma#hymns#praise and worship#god
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Uhhh what I think the Cars 1 (humanized) characters listen to/music taste bc I’m tired and out of ideas and I’m bored lol:
Lightning McQueen:
I feel like he’d listen to Taylor Swift. He’s not a Swifty, just likes her music lol. I feel like he’d listen to a lot of 80’s-90’s rock and have the same sort of music taste as Star-Lord from Guardians Of The Galaxy. He probably likes a lot of YouTube songs that aren’t really on the radio.
Chick Hicks:
He 100% listens to rock n roll. I feel like he’d also like 80’s-90’s rock. He’d probably hear some country music and cringe before changing the station and start cringing at the 2000’s music. Chick 100% secretly listens to Kesha and ABBA and I will die on this hill. He appreciates Michael Jackson, worships him even.
Strip Weathers:
Bro is a country guy. I mean… c’mon. Look at him. Also he likes Lil Nas X. I headcanon that he’d enjoy My Chemical Romance though. I just think it would be funny as fuck if he and Cal were just going for a drive and;
Cal: Uncle Strip can we please listen to something other than Old Town Road??? It’s been on repeat for like three hours!
Strip: If it bugs you that much, sure. Let me change the station, kiddo.
*Black Parade Intensifies*
Cal: Emo music? Hard pass— Uncle Strip??
Strip: *gasps* I love this song! 🎶When I was, a young boy, my father took me into the city! To see a marching band!!🎶🎶🎶🗣️🗣️🗣️
Cal:
Cal: What the fuck??? What the actual fuck???
Doc Hudson:
Bro listens to classical music. I feel like he’d use this more as a front than anything or for when he’s working because it helps him focus. Otherwise he’d refuse to talk about or even listen to piano and violins. Idk about you but he gives me the vibes of someone who likes musicals and jingles from movies(Ghost Busters theme or the Jurassic Park main theme). Aside from that, he probably has a very picky taste in music and simply likes certain songs from certain artists.
Sally Carrera:
She likes all music. I feel like she wouldn’t care what plays as long as something is playing. But her favorite music is metal. I think this is funny for the same reason Strip liking MCR is funny.
Tow Mater:
He likes country as well idk what to say lol. I think he’d try to get Lightning into country then quickly find himself liking the same things Lightning does. Mater seems like the type of guy to try and show off the music he likes, fails, then likes everybody else’s music when they show him. He tries.
#cars 2006#chick hicks#doc hudson#human lightning mcqueen#humanized cars#lightning mcqueen#strip weathers#cars 1#headcanon#humanization#human au#humanized doc hudson#humanized version#tow mater#sally carrera#cal weathers#humanized cal weathers#this is stupid#i’m very tired#humanized strip weathers#music taste#music taste headcanons
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Popstar au playlists: mirabel 🦋💖🎶
mira’s turn!! she gives me bubblegum pop vibes so that’s exactly what this playlist has! also some 2010s songs in here since she’s the youngest of the group! songs that I think fit her vibe or songs she’s inspired by in this au! here’s mirabels playlist <3
- whos that chick, david guetta rihanna
- pocketful of sunshine, natasha bedingfield
- meet me halfway, black eyed peas
- wannabe, spice girls
- california girls, katy perry
- domino, jessie j
- tiktok, kesha
- on the floor, jennifer lopez
- ready or not, bridget mendler
- want u back, cher lloyd
- the sweet escape, gwen stefani
- cool kids, echosmith
- love machine, girls aloud
- lush life zara larsson
- die young, kesha
- get back, britney spears
- what the hell, avril lavigne
- wide awake, katy perry
- rather be, clean bandit
- spice up your life, spice girls
- hurricane, bridget mendler
- teenage dream, katy perry
- who do you think you are, spice girls
#encanto#encanto disney#disneys encanto#mirabel madrigal#encanto popstar! au#some of these relate to her struggles lol#she’s fun upbeat party vibes#mirabel encanto#disney’s encanto#early katy perry fits her vibe so well#these are fun#I need to finish her reference sheet tho
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My thoughts during 9-1-1 7x03 “Capsized”
🎶rock the boat 🎶 (sick music but wait that was the title of the last episode, so why they playing in this one not that one?? 😭)
Rip that piano fr
The Buck thing that Bobby and Athena joked about 🤭
The background buddie 😔✋☺️👀🧐
Evan “let them fire us, who cares?!” Buckley
“I think this is an open channel”
“😄 need a lift?”
Tommy “we’re probably all gonna die anyway” Kinard
“We have about 13 mins.”
“Well unless you feel like swimming back.. it’s all we got.”
“Shsjssjsjnxjdje can’t hear- dhsjsjsjsjj”
“InTerMiTaNT shOWeRS.🚿🌊”
Eddie “let’s go” Diaz
“Come on! Guys! Stop agreeing with each other like you’re fighting. It’s weird.🤨🤪”
“It’s not a very good motto.😔”
“hey cap 😁”
Henrietta “who even called you?” Wilson
“Who asked you to?🧐”
“We were always gOOd, bUcK 😁👍”
“I think we need to land on it.🤨🚁🌊🛶”
Maddie “hey, I’ve always got your back. ☺️” Buckley-Han
“Except the mayor. I think Chief Simpson is coming for her job🤪🤭”
Chimney “what? you wouldn’t return our calls :)” Buckley-Han
“What’s our motto?”
“A cruise ship that size should stand out like a floating Christmas tree, no?”
“…it’s capsized.😦🤕”
Athena “we made it this far” Grant-Nash
“One in the chamber. 🔫 I’d hate to miss.”
Bobby “just keep going” Grant-Nash
“How Proud I am of you ☺️🤭🤗🫡”
(That one couple 😭💀)
“But he wasn’t shopping at Gentlemen’s Big and Tall”
“He was a rat”
“Harlot”
“I never knew you were so brave. … To have sex with a guy that young, seriously! Your heart could’ve given out.”
“There’s nothing out there😔🚁” Julian
“Thank you for choosing oceana blue 😀😵💀☠️”
Chief “ I did not hesitate to authorise this mission🤨🤪😀”Simpson
“We go where needed. When I was informed of the dire situation, I did not hesitate to authorise this mission🤨🤨”
#buddie#9-1-1#911 abc#episode 3#911 spoilers#911 s7 spoilers#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 s7#911#henrietta wilson#911 chimney#maddie buckley#tommy kinard#rock the boat#piano#cruise ship#911 fox#bobby nash#athena grant
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Link to song here
Transcript:
Atlas: Aaand where have you been? Dawn: Oh my god, give me 10 minutes!
[Music playing]
🎶So you want to know just how I feel about you {ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh) I could live without you, just don’t want to (ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh)🎶 🎶I cross my heart and hope to die (ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh) But my heart says you’re dying to cross my mind (ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh)🎶
Dawn: [singing along] Oh, the night is so young… it hurts
Dawn [singing]:
Pluck a heart-string, duck for cover (ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh) Hear the phone ring, start to stutter (ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh) He wants to know why I sit and sigh so (ooh ooh ooh ooh ,ooh ooh ooh) I yelled your name like a secret out the window (ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh)
Dawn: [singing] Oh, the night is so young… it hurts
Atlas: [singing] Grow up, grow up, my baby Dawn: [singing] Grow up, grow up, sweetheart Atlas: I know this song. Come talk to me.
Dawn: Honestly, there’s not much to talk about. Atlas: Aw, it’s cute when you try to lie to me. You spent the night with Phoenix, didn’t you?
Dawn: Ugh, yes! Okay, yes, I did! And I need you to be cool about this, okay? Atlas: What does that mean? Dawn: Just don’t make a thing of it. Don’t say anything to him while we’re at the gym today. It all happened really fast, and we just need a bit before you start being all … brother-y.
Atlas: Oh, you REALLY like him. Don’t worry. I can be cool. Dawn: Can you? Atlas: Of course. As long as you guys can. Dawn: If we can? Atlas: You can’t expect me to act like nothing happened if you two act all mushy or flirty or whatever. Dawn: Of course not, it’s just another day at the gym.
Atlas: Mhmm. Whatever you say. So, did you have fun at least? Dawn: Yes. Atlas: Are you happy? Dawn: Very. Atlas: Good, then I’m happy for you. Now let’s go, we’re going to be late.
#ts4#sims 4#sims 4 challenge#ts4 challenge#starsignchallenge#starsignlegacychallenge#gen1 aries#aries pt2#dawn stephens#atlas stephens#ts4 simblr#ts4 story#sims 4 storytelling
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