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just saw someone say "wanting to be good at an artistic endeavor isn't enough to make that a reality" followed by the assertion that this is why there are supposedly just some people better suited to making certain types of art, and there are some people who are not suited to make certain types of art. Im so angry. everyone has capacity to create in all mediums of art, it came free with your humanity dipshit!!!!!! "I decided to stop doing x art thing because what i made was just a pale imatation of what inspired me" YEAH THATS CALLED BEING A BEGINNER EVERYONE DOES THAT AT SOME POINT!!!!!! THEN YOU KEEP HONING YOUR SKILLS AND LEARNING HOW TO HARNESS THE MECHANISMS WITHIN THE MEDIUM TO CREATE THE THINGS YOU WANT!!!!! AND THEN THE REALLY HARD PART IS LEARNING YOUR OWN UNCONSCIOUS QUIRKS WHEN OPERATING WITHIN THE MEDIUM AND THEN LEARNING HOW TO USE THEM TO YOUR ADVANTAGE RATHER THAN WORKING AGAINST THEM. PLUS BEING "GOOD" ENOUGH TO PROFIT (which is the metric of "good" this person was going by in their argument as far as I could tell) SHOULD NOT EVEN HAVE TO BE PRIORITY NUMBER ONE WHEN CREATING ART BECAUSE ALL ART IS A FORM OF COMMUNICATION THAT HAS INHERENT VALUE BY VIRTUE OF COMMUNICATING SOMETHING. YES YOU CAN ANALYZE HOW EFFICIENTLY THE PIECES WORK TOGETHER TO COMMUNICATE AND THAT'S A VALUABLE LEARNING EXPERIENCE BUT IT IS NOT THE SAME THING AS MEASURING A PIECE OF ART'S WORTH AND CERTAINLY NEVER JUSTIFIES DECLARING AN ARTIST UNFIT TO CREATE IN A SPECIFIC MEDIUM
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Carmy and Sydney's dynamic is so interesting. I've noticed that Carmy loves to listen to Sydney talk. Like she rants to him alot about things and he agrees a lot with her or reassures her.
If someone told me the plot of the show, I would have thought Carmy was the ranter and Syd was the listener or the one reassuring.
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You know what actually gets to me. If Claire wasn’t around this season, Carmy would’ve never been distracted, he would’ve been fully devoted to the restaurant. He and Sydney would’ve spent loads of time together working on the menu, they would’ve went to Kasama and probably spent the day going all over Chicago trying different foods. They would’ve developed their bond and Sydney would’ve probably told him about her mother, just like he would’ve told her about his family’s fucked up Christmas dinner. And on their opening night, he would’ve never got stuck in the fridge and they would’ve completed dinner service as a team and a stronger unit.
But that never happened because the writers wanted to waste time writing a romance that did nothing but make Carmy look like a jerk.
#sydney x carmy#carmy x sydney#carmy x syd#carmen x sydney#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#the bear fx#the bear hulu#the bear#jeremy allen white#ayo edebiri#just a little rant#we were robbed y'all
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does Spencer have a specific era in season 3??? Because I know season 1 is fetus, 2 is glasses, 4 is prince charming, & 5 is boyband. if there's not pls tell me before I start tweaking out over this
#creativesaturn#💤 syd rants#criminal minds#spencer reid#criminal minds fic#fanfic#fanfiction#spencer reid criminal minds#spencer reid fanfiction#doctor spencer reid#criminal minds smut#spencer reid smut
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The K-Drama Of It All
Hello! My hyper fixation has (very unhealthily) latched onto this show so I'm gonna be analyzing.
First of all, I am a veteran in these spaces.
Very shy in real life I am an avid observer in all my fandoms but TRUST I know what's up at all times because of it.
This first analysis will be of the phenomenon of how they playing in my face with the classic K-Drama tropes and cinematic choices.
Let us begin.
Now we all agree that The Bear is a cinematic masterpiece right? Right.
I have been consuming media across all mediums since I was a kid.
I quite literally spent most of my life watching behind the scenes, in front of the scenes, and in between the scenes.
I'm also an aspiring filmmaker and screenwriter. As such I analyze stuff I like more.
I try to understand why they are the way they are.
Now that we got all the fluff out of the way let's get down to the nitty gritty.
*stands on soapbox*
Page 1 of 10000 ehem
In this this essay I will -!
Fr tho. Let's look at this from a K-Drama perspective.
I've spent about 10-12/13 years watching them. And luckily got into it during the golden era.
I literally watched She Was Pretty air (among others). Ex, Strong Woman, Descendants of the Sun (never watched; controversy+ bad attention span), School 2013.
So you know I'm (somewhat) of an og.
I'm those shows it's very formulaic.
This can extend to other Asian dramas but I'm going to try to stick to K-Dramas.
For example, the 10 ep rule. Must have a kiss or kiss in that episode. (Before is fine)
Now they're getting a little willy nilly and getting down in the first EP but I can argue they was down bad back then as well. Just more angsty longing looks.
(which tbf Sydcarm does all the time but it's 99% Carm though)
In KDramas there's something common in the cinematography that I'd call the halo of light. Almost all the time there are some form of beauty shots with them beautifully lit where they're together, the way they look at each other etc.
Which ironically they do with these two a lot on the show.
I know the show is gorgeous but you can't just explain away some of the choices.
I have watched and read a lot of discussions so this will be influenced by a lot of people. I will mention when I got the help from (if i can find it).
Now I just want to say I think this.
These following trope have been here since the dawn of K-Drama time.
Enjoy my infodump.
Firstly let's discuss this here:
1. The Meet Cute/Halo Effect
We've all been screaming to the void about the classic meet cute that happens with Carmy's life and him being constantly bombarded with noise and chaos.
Stylistically this wouldn't be a typical formula for K-Dramas as it leans more into Kmovie style (which valid The Bear was originally a movie) I think it's as textbook as it comes.
Now the original script (which I have read) had a story of different tone. Very Chicago and chaotic but still...
In this iteration of the script idk what the actors were on but JAW looked at the script and chemistry test and was like hmm yes.
A dramatic romcom. I see.
For her she's an ambitious woman who has (maybe a tiny crush) admiration for him cause like he's literally who she wants to be.
Young, talented and successful. He's made a name in their industry so of course she wants to work under him.
But he he's playing the male lead in an early K-Drama with the classic *she enters* and it's like the second coming out Christ being lit from behind her.
The classic 'I can't believe I never noticed how beautiful she is' in all dramas (and romcoms honestly).
You can also compare it to the corny slightly funny moments in slow motion when they miss each other/do the angsty look.
Like this.
Good old kdrama tropes.
What's interesting is that in their scene they do the opposite of what a K-Drama would usually do. They cut the music and let it become calm.
You get to breathe and relax and so does he. He feels at peace.
In K-Dramas, osts are a kind of a life line so they would most likely blare it when he has that realization.
And then at every other romantic moment after.
Another way that it could be is by using very like calm music (still the ost but still).
They do use this with having mostly romantic music in their scenes but it's usually quiet and a bit hard to hear or understand (unless you're analyzing like many of the wonderful people on this app).
Now you can argue her warm lighting in each scene from the finale and introduction represents his hope/life/good change being given back to him in the form of her (but if that's not the most romantic thing I ever heard).
Now for the flashback in the panic attack scene you could argue the blue tone he sees her in, as it usually represents some kind of sadness/distance/professionalism in this show, it can also represent his piercing blue eyes remembering her in the only shade they know how.
Good God that color grading is nuts. His eyes *ARE* the color Blue.
Now I want to talk a bit more about shot composition, color grading and color choices.
In a few interviews I've seen and read the editors, directors and others were quite serious about the shots and music they used were very much on purpose.
I mean come on.
Also Announcement from a novel/screenwriter:
EHEM
WE DON'T EVER INCLUDE NOTHING THAT CAN BE MISINTERPRETED IN SCRIPTS!
AND THE DIRECTOR WOULD DEFINITELY CUT IT IF IT WASN'T HOW HE ENVISIONED IT!
(/hj)
The most telling scenes is the beginning of omlette and the end of the episode before it.
The director had chose to show her tattoo that represents loss in a deep blue lighting which was actually in a similar lighting that Carmy and Claire were bathed in afterwards.
The quora search says it means pain, heartbreak, and emotional turmoil.
It also lines up with the rest of the shots with him preparing dinner with Claire and her being alone.
I believe this kind of represents the emotional cheating (?) going on between them as he practically abandoned her (and their child, The Bear).
(which is a wild choice for platonic coworkers)
As I've said before blue lighting is usually representative of sadness, coldness etc.
In the scene personally even without connecting it to shipping or everything the message came clear to me.
Suffocation.
He was quite literally being suffocated as in the last scene her body was on his as he stared in the distance blankly.
Honestly that shot was kind of heartbreaking because it feels like coercion in a warped way.
He feels like he should be happy, he should participate in these acts, he should be doing well.
He's fulfilling his family's wish.
So why isn't he happy?
That's my writer kicking in but that's what I got from it.
🥲 (gimme a sec i gotta cry)
But the same blue tone was used in his panic attack as the camera zoomed in.
Now the ironic part was that they used warm lighting for the scenes with Claire, but it's not that unusual.
Warm lighting has always been used to also represent a time period in the past in addition to good/warm times.
What's ironic is what's literally colored in what should represent good times isn't working.
He's remembering his family in those same tones. The past isn't helping.
But the future does.
Enter Sydney in blue.
Now blue usually represents sadness (or calm) but it's also used in futuristic scenes.
*They benefit from the cold clinical look i guess🤷🏾♀️*
Then he becomes calm.
I can also say that their kitchen scenes in early season 2 are blue coded but it has a calm feeling not a distant feeling. It ironically feel warm and calming despite the cool tone.
This appears in a couple other scenes in the show when he's showing her the work done in the early season.
But color wise it's usually warm tones with them as the color kind of transitions in that scene. It's half half.
His view is warm because he thinks she's good with what he did and hers is cold because he ditched her so yeah.
Now shot wise let's discuss because it's a bit obvious.
The staff head mentioned loving close ups to show the characters emotion but also to convey a sense of what's not being said.
An example of his uncertainty with Claire is the car scene. In most of his shots it's extremely close to her and gives off an awkward vibe.
But when you go to her perspective, she's more open and his shots show background and more of his character, also reflecting their relationship with each other,
This persists with the kitchen scene as well.
When I rewatch it it has that same quality. It's a bit more pulled out (obviously as they literally spent the night together so anyone would feel closer) but there's still an awkward/dreamlike feel like when its on her like she's not quite based in reality.
Or in Carmy's self sabotaging view, too good to be true.
In comparison to Sydney, the shots with her are almost always wide and open.
We see it with them as early in season one with the outside scene where he's staring her down and gets her to open up.
You can argue that almost all of their shots are as equals, or in the same frame with an openness that have/represents when they're communicating with each other. (I'm def writing about their communication)
Sydney's character is ironically what a male lead would be like and Carmy would be more of the female archetype.
Which I really appreciate now that I think about it.
The male lead is usually very successful/good at what they do, hesitant to share but when they do you feel it and know it's sincere. They're usually more bumbly with expressing when they're emotional but when they do its like a huge release. And when they love it's very obvious and excessive at times.
In comparison, Carmy is very expressive, sensitive and aware. He's devoted (Claire sorry but you don't quite count) to things he's passionate about, willing to communicate and has traits of sensitivity.
His eyes and body tells what he's feeling almost immediately. (Also JAW is just an incredible actor)
In Kdrama land their roles would be switched. Hell I can argue some American dramas as well.
Back on topic though.
The Halo Effect is there. Like all the time.
To my next point-
2. The She Looks Away, I Look At Her
Now you may argue this is very Disney Rapunzel, all that coded.
You will also be correct.
I am a Disney (more Nick honestly) kid.
This too applies to the K-Drama world nay I would say it originated there (it did not).
Do you know how many shows I can name where the male lead is just hopelessly in awe as he stared at the female lead because she just insulted him and he wants to tell her he loves her in every way.
Ring ring.
I heard The Bear calling. Yeah imma need you to clock out on this gaslighting.
time to fangirl
Look at the gif sets!
But honestly, it's a common way to show that the character cares and wants a person without outright saying it.
You understand the vibes almost instantly.
He likes her. He wants more.
She likes him. She wants more.
3. Matching Clothes
This one is a simple one but we all know how common it is in K-Dramas to have a matching something.
A good example of a recent show is Extraordinary Attorney Woo, and how they almost always matched even if he was in casual clothing and she was in office clothes.
You're supposed to get a telepathy feel from them. Like they're on the same wavelength.
In ships/shows they usually subconsciously brainwash you into details of a relationship by having them wear or have something that reminds you of them.
In wardrobe, clothing is meticulously planned to match characters financial situation and express their personality. The clothes tell the story.
And the story usually is we go together. Real bad.
So yeah, sure in this scene/episode they were more in tune and tandem and as time went on they became more disjointed.
Granted they do work in a place with uniforms but I digress.
And lastly my third point part II-
Same But Different
If this were a kdrama there'd be like 0.00% chance that they WOULDN'T happen.
First they're the main leads so duh, and second the way that they parallel each other is insane.
There are many edits and examples of them directly mirroring each other in certain situations.
Scrubbing the floors when feeling lonely seemingly in the exact same spot, stressing in the freezer, saying stuff at the same time and their weird telepathy and answering each other's - sandwiches (that's what I was gonna say).
(sorry)
And if any of you say work wife I will rage cause let me catch my man laying under a table like that!!!
Sparta!
But for real, yes there's intimacy and friendship and all that but I ain't everr look at my friends of either gender like that.
If did I probably had feelings and just kept em in. And did the Carmy puppy eyes (TM).
And yes we are aware Carmy is emotionally constipated like a coke bottle filled with mentos with a tight cap on and his lack of a social life coupled with his (many) different mental illnesses/difficulties.
So he probably doesn't even recognize or even want to recognize them as such and honestly as a 4 lifer
I'm really sad but I don't think he'll confess in the next season.
I'm making a post about it but I'm also uncertain about it lasting more than three seasons as thematically and the way it was intended to be a movie I feel kind of uncertain.
It can extend to 4 but it was intended and the way it's narratively been flowing its exactly like a 3 act structure just spread out (like butter).
The next season is after the dark of night aka main character loses everything.
This season was fun and games - quite literally him having amusement and such. (Training Arc!!) It ended with his demise I'd say.
Now there's no where to go but up.
I'm not saying that it's impossible, but a 4th season would likely be more aimed toward getting a star or maintaining a star etc and family ties and such.
That'd be most likely when, if any, outwardly romantic contact should happen.
But they might surprise me.
Butt honestly in KDrama land there's no way the set up isn't romantic even if it was just a chef or professional focused show.
I'd say it'd be standard honestly for ones focused on career with a dash of romance.
Ex. Miss Hammurabi (best example)
The Good Doctor (Japanese Version)
There's probably more but I exclusively watch romance so 🤷🏾♀️.
In Conclusion,
Yes. They are end game.
I also wanna say how odd it is that this ship is attacked by fans of the show and non fans alike because I've literally grew up in the age of Rise of The Brave Tangled Guardians.
There's nothing more random than that time period.
They all dated each other!
Like my guy there's a Tony the Tiger x Grinch fic and don't even get me started on the Onceler selfcest as different flavors of himself (/j i love stuff like this)!
My point is it's not that unusual for the two leads to be shipped. Same gender or not.
I also have years of teenage brain rot developed from eating movies for breakfast so I know more than you! (/hj) I'm obviously right!
I will be discussing some more of this in length at a later date.
But I rest my case.
I will retreat into my cave until next time.
#sydcarmy#syd x carmy#carmy x sydney#long post#ranting#shipping#the bear#media analysis#tv analysis#kdrama#meta#the bear meta#sydney x carmy#the bear is a love story#syd x carmen#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto#the bear analysis#i am a fangirl#you will hear from me#pls be nice#i have an agenda#and that is romance!#gifs#like a lot of gifs
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TS wishes she was them!
#ama edits#motel-bunnie#my edit#ttpd#amy winehouse#kurt cobain#syd barrett#sylvia plath#rant following:#i used to not hate taylor but after this “album” it really pissed me off lmao#she does not get to fake our struggles my struggles for clout and tehes#she will never be a tortured person sorry#end rant#coquette#girlblogging#sad girl
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Something I love about The Bear is how real the dialogue is. All the little stutters, the repetition, the hesitation, even the overuse of 'fuck'. It's not all perfect speeches and flawless communication. You can see the characters think, the way they stumble for the next thing to say. The chemistry is palpable because no one's trying to be clever. The ribbing is exactly the kind of thing I hear at work, amongst my friends. I love the way the characters bounce off of each other and the way their dynamic changes throughout the seasons. I love Jeff, I love fire, I love cousin, I love fuck and shit and asshole and all the stupid comebacks and inside jokes. I love how human they all are.
#especially syd#ayo edibiri does such a good job giving her all these little speech quirks and i love her delivery of every line#anyway this has been a silly little rant about my silly little guys#side note but the cinematography is also amazing#and the soundtrack the soundtrack slaps#the bear#the bear fx#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu
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wanna be "pretty" in a greasy late 60s-70s femme male rockstars beauty kinda way so bad
#no but i got this thought literally everytime i washed my hair and it looks good and also when my hair just looks good overall#like hsjsmemeajaiaiwiw i need to be pretty like them boys#ik this kinda dont make sense since i cant express it as what my mind thought of#rant#this is about kevin ayers syd barrett jon anderson carl palmer arlo guthrie donovan leitch brett smiley#i need your beauty rahhhh
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i can already tell they’re gonna be pushing the sydney x marcus agenda this season which is…fine but doesn’t satisfy my toxic enemies-to-lovers age gap interests
#the bear#richie x sydney#marcus x sydney#also follow me on twitter @lilywh4tevr if u wanna rant about syd n richie
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Fuck me like seriously just fuck me. I'm so over shit right now. I thought my little spiral was done, but nope. Fucking one thing has to ruin every fucking thing. I'm this fucking close 🤏 Frustrated crying.
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work has me feeling in a constant state of anxiety at the moment :/ not sure what to do i love my job i just feel like im sucking and i work so much :/
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I found it interesting that Carmen says to Sydney "you want to work at THE apartment?" as opposed to saying "MY" apartment.
The restaurant was getting renovated, and they needed to finish their menu. So it makes sense for them to find a different work location even if it was his place. It also seemed like it was the first time they were working at his apartment, the first time she was even at his apartment. So him not attributing a sense of possessiveness to his home was very interesting.
It's either they had already discussed that they were going to start using his apartment as their new work space, or he just didn't want to make it awkward for Sydney by saying HIS apartment. Or maybe another reason?
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me literally submerging myself in acotar content as a way of coping
#when i’m not at work i’m here#i literally had the worst week at work i haven’t stopped crying in days#working in picu will have you all sorts of messed up#syd rants#if you see me on here for the next 100 years no you don’t
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I wanted to listen to a new playlist since I was bored, so I just searched "made for" in Spotify and a few came up. One of them was called princess core, which was an absolute click.
So now I'm listening to this thinking, 'Would Spencer Reid dance with me in the ballroom as my father decides who I marry?'
And to answer my own question: YES!
So, the point of this useless information. Would people read an AU of Spencer and reader dancing in a ballroom in the 1950s or something...
IDK something stupid I thought of 🙏🙏🙏
#MAYBE a multiple part sha-bang#I KNOW IT MIGHT SOUND STUPID BUT PLEASE#💤 syd rants#creativesaturn#criminal minds#criminal minds smut#spencer reid#criminal minds fic#fanfic#fanfiction#spencer reid smut#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid criminal minds#doctor spencer reid#spencer reid fluff
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watching a tiktok on syd's omelette scene and people in the comments INSIST "it aint that deep" "its just a cooking scene" LIKE BRO WE'RE SO COOKED IF YOU CANT SEE THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THAT SCENE ON SYDNEY'S ARC ON THE SEASON AND WHAT IT MEANS FOR HER CHARACTER AND THE AUDIENCE TO SEE HER AND UNDERSTAND HER DEEPER MOTIVES
#once again WE'RE SOOO COOKED#everyday it feels like people are watching some other show suspiciously also titled 'the bear' cause there's no other way#there isnt enough respect and love for syd as a character and THATS why people try to downplay and ignore what her character brings-#to the show and her importance in all of this and im so sorry for them cause imagine living life and watching this show without getting to-#fall in love with sydney fucking adamu#im literally just ranting but it pisses me off so much that a great porcentage of the general audience just doesnt appreciate and cant even-#resonate with syd#like how do you fail to see her so spectacularly what a shallow life you must live to never get her
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The bank my partners account is in has been charging us overdraft fees when we get overdrawn, which is normal. But today we found out that NATIONALLY THE BANK GOT RID OF OVERDRAFT FEES IN JANUARY OF 2022. WEVE BEEN THREATENED WITH ACCOUNT CLOSINGS AND CHARGED HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS FROM THIS BANK THAT ISNT SUPPOSED TO CHARGE OVERDRAFT FEES.
I have never been so fucking angry in my life they're just stealing from poor people. Not to mention when we were charged yesterday, we had already brought the account positive but since they still considered it a pending charge (even tho it was a fucking cashapp transfer that goes in instantly!!!) we got charged extra for having it overdrawn another day.
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