#✵✸✹ ┊ sometimes i just like to hear myself talk ➢ ❛ starter call ❜

[salemsaberhxgen]

figured i'd toss out a lil starter call, i'll get to them later. & pls specify a muse if you're a multi !

[rpmemes-galore]

Lana Del Rey : Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd album ... sentence starters

"Don't forget me."

"God, I love you, baby."

"You wanted me sadder."

"It's a shame that we die."

"But without them, I'd die."

"Does that sound like love?"

"Love me until I love myself."

"I threw caution to the wind."

"When's it gonna be my turn?"

"Come on, baby, you can thrive."

"Open me up, tell me you like me."

"Do you really think I give a damn."

"I can never stop, wanna have fun."

"Run away like your head is on fire."

"You've been acting pretty restless."

"So you say there's a chance for us."

"It's a shame and I'm crying right now."

"I wrote you a note, but I didn't send it."

"You give me this and I got you, honey."

"So many mountains too high to climb."

"I've got things to do, like nothing at all."

"But, sometimes, it's just not your time."

"I know, I know, I know that you hate me."

"Not that smart, but I've got things to say."

"If you want someone, then just call me up."

"Do you contemplate where we came from?"

"I haven't done a cartwheel since I was nine."

"I won't testify, I already fucked up my story."

"I've got magic in my hand, stars in my eyes."

"I don't know if it was God, but it felt like God."

"I haven't seen my mother in a long, long time."

"It's just that I don't trust myself with my heart."

"Baby, I'll bring the coffee if you bring the wine."

"I had to leave. Knew they wouldn't understand."

"Wouldn't that be somethin' to talk about for us?"

"I've discovered my preaching is mostly about me."

"I'm probably running away from the feelings I get."

"What I do after years of just hearing them talking?"

"It's not about having someone to love me anymorе."

"I couldn't be there for the one who was closest to me."

"Lately, I've been thinking about how things used to be."

"There's a certain point the body can't come back from."

"I like how you talk, how you speak, how you look at me."

"Although it seems I've gotten better, I can be violent, too."

"I can't help but feel somewhat like my body marred my soul."

"What kind of mother was she to say I'd end up in institutions?"

"My pastor told me when you leave, all you take is your memory."

"If you wanna go where nobody goes, that's where you'll find me."

"When everyone's star is bright, brighter than you are, it's time to go."

"I know that we've got problems. I plan to address them another day."

"If you want some basic bitch, go to the Beverly Center and find her."

"For me, you are the one… and if I'm not the one for you, don't just say it."

"What the fuck's wrong in your head to send me away, never to come back?"

"This is gonna sound crazy to you, but I'm gonna tell you the absolute truth."

"So if you don't know, don't give up, 'cause you never know what the new day might bring."

"I know they think that it took thousands of people to put me together again like an experiment."

[kaycode1999]

hi heard you were doing some match ups and i was wondering if u could do me one

For starters, im a demisexual girl, still debating if im bi or simply a straight ally(in that case i'd kindly ask for a male counterpart), i don't want to be shipped with mk, mei, sandy, tang,pigsy bc i only see them as friends, and ao lie bc i already got him two times

i struggle with anxiety, abandonment, self worth and attachment issues and am currently working on my insomnia

Im a really sensitive person(tho not to the point of crying)my familly calls me a litteral drama queen

I sometimes feel like a useless third wheel, i rarely get angry at anything and always get along with anyone, my friends to confuse my goofy,friendly and open minded behavior for naivety and stupidety and i really hate it

For my aesthetic: i guess im a bit of everything depending on my mood, i like it when it matches, tho i do prefer hardcore colors like fushia, purple and dark blue, i also wear some moon and star themed jewelry i make myself

Im an ambivert, i socialize pretty well but prefer alone times

My love languages is physical affection(im not too clingy since i value personal space and boundaries more), words of affirmation, flirting lots of flirting and quality time and for me communication is the key, i don't really have a type but i am looking for someone loyal, who will love me and my insecurities and will accept that im badly crazy sometimes

i like drawing, mythology, reading, writing poems, painting, listening to music depending on my mood, studying dark entities(wich freaks my parents out), walking in the city(during night time),and i have a weird habit of collecting bird skull

I match you with

Macaque

The good thing is he knows first hand what its like to deal with anxiety, abandonment, self worth, attachment issues and feeling like a useless third wheel. Which means he has special knowledge of how to help you through it and/or do what he can to make sure he's never the cause of those feelings

With everything that's happened in his past, he actually views your demeanor as strong and intelligent. In his mind it takes no effort or intelligence to be cynical and mean, it's easy to do- but being friendly and kind shows your strength of character. ( Don't let him hear your friends putting you down for it or protective mode is ACTIVATED)

It simultaneously makes his heart swell with pride and makes him super flustered to see you wearing moon-themed anything because he compares himself to the Moon and Wukong to the Sun. (Please make him some matching ones he would love it😭)

Poor Monkey is honestly affection starved so he's not used to any of it. He's so thankful that you want to give him affection even though it makes him flustered. Its so cute though, his face gets so red with any kind of affection its adorable

Person B: what is this?

Person A: affection

Person B: disgusting

Person B:

Person B: do it again

This has actually happened before 😂😂

He never imagined he'd be lucky enough to be with you, so trust me once he is he's never leaving

He loves going on walks with you at night, he also finds the skull thing interesting

If you’re having trouble getting to sleep he’ll do whatever you want to help, just talking about random stuff or humming or just generally being there for you

[rpmemecentral]

Dragon Age Sentence Starters: Alistair

"Yes... Swooping is bad"

"They say you can get anything here. I once got pick-pocketed."

 "Excuse me while I begin projectile vomiting."

"Is it just me, or did I do really badly back there?"

"Don't look now, but, well, look now!"

"More crazy? I thought we were all full up."

"This is where the nobility come to get drunk and debate who's the most self-important of them all. Good times."

"Why do they call it a 'brothel?' There's no broth. Or is there?"

"Can't... keep eyes open. Someone... pinch... me."

"What is that smell? Fish? And something else. Oh... more fish.""

"I locked myself in a cage, once, when I was a child. For an entire day. Ahh, good times."

"Uh-oh. I'm terrible at puzzles."

"Hey, now. There's nothing saying that a moron can't be cute and adorable."

"But I'm talking. Why doesn't anyone want to hear me talk?"

" I don't know if I should take you seriously... but you scare me sometimes."

"Well, look here, now who's an idle gossip? Me-ow!"

"So I should be awkward? Didn't you just say not to do things like that?"

"Yes, I'm that blind. I so totally did not see you ogling each other before."

"Couldn't you crawl into a bush somewhere and die? That would be great, thanks."

"You think you're so smart? I've got an academic question that I bet you won't be able to answer."

"Oh, how the mighty have crumbled."

"I didn't say it was a good plan."

"Why can't I be drunk all the time? I never get to be drunk."

"Socks are sneaky like that."

"And here I was going to name one of my children after you...the grumpy one."

"Yes, but she seems more... "Ooh, pretty colors!" than "Muahaha! I am Princess Stabbity! Stab, kill, kill!"

"What? Lead? Me? No, no, no. No leading. Bad things happen when I lead. We get lost, people die, and the next thing you know I’m stranded somewhere without any pants."

"Yes, that's right. Watch as I thrash our enemies with the mighty power of floral arrangements! Feel my thorns! I will overpower you with my rosy scent!"

"Why are you smiling like that? You look suspiciously like the cat who swallowed the pigeon."

"I hate you. You're a bad person."

"You know, you are just too understanding about stuff like this. Can't you be more judgmental? I'm trying to rant, here."

"Not listening! La la la la la!"

" I don't need another drink. Okay, maybe I do. But just one. Or two."

[intomusings]

﹒﹒  guts   sentence   starters    !

my  brain  goes  ahhh  !  guts by olivia rodrigo just dropped and it's been on repeat  in my household .  olivia rodrigo  can do no wrong in my opinion and i  realized  that  the  lyrics  make  for  some  perfect  sentence  starters  —  so  under  the  cut  you’ll  find  a  bunch  of  heart  wrenching  and angsty one  liners  .  if  u  found  this  useful  ,  feel  free  to  like  or  reblog  to  boost  this  .

﹒﹒  all - american bitch  :

" i feel for your every little issue , i know just what you mean .. "

" you know me , i forgive and i forget .. "

" i got what you can't resist "

" i know my place and this is it "

﹒﹒  bad idea right?  :

" haven't heard from you in a couple of months .. "

" i'm out right now and i'm all fucked up "

" i know we're done , i know we're through but god when i look at you .. "

" seeing you tonight , it's a bad idea , right ?

" i know that he's my ex but can't two people reconnect ? "

" i only see him as a friend .. "

" i know i should stop but i can't . "

" i'm sure i've seen much hotter men but i really can't remember when "

﹒﹒  vampire  :

" i loved you truly "

" i've made some real big mistakes but you make the worst one look fine "

" i used to think i was smart but you made me look so naive "

" every girl i ever talked to told me you were bad news "

" you called them crazy god i hate the way i called them crazy too ! "

" you're so convincing , how do you lie without flinching ? "

" can't figure out how you do it and god knows i never will "

" you said it was true love .. "

" you can't love anyone cause that would mean you had a heart "

" i tried to help you out , now i know that i can't . "

" how you think is the kind of thing i'll never understand "

﹒﹒  lacy  :

" did i ever tell you i'm not doing well ? "

" i see you everywhere .. "

" i'm losing it lately . "

" well aren't you the greatest thing to ever exist ? "

" my stomach's all in knots "

" you got the one thing that i want "

" it's like you're made of angel dust "

" it's like you're out to get me "

" you poison every little thing that i do "

" i just loathe you lately "

﹒﹒  ballad of a homeschooled girl  :

" i don't think i get along with anyone .. "

" i guess i should go .. "

" i told secrets i shouldn't tell . "

" i made it weird , i made it worse . "

" oh god , what did i say ? "

﹒﹒  making the bed  :

" i thought it so i said it "

" sometimes i feel like i don't wanna be where i am "

" i'm so tired of being the girl that i am "

" i'm playing the victim so well in my head "

" i got the things i wanted , it's just not what i imagined "

﹒﹒  logical  :

" god , you're so good at what you do . "

" i'd put myself through hell for you "

" hear all the rumors lately that you always denied "

" you convinced me , it was all in my mind "

" changing you is possible .. "

" i'm sure that girl is really your friend "

" our problems are all solvable "

" why do i do this ? "

" i know i'm half responsible and that makes me feel horrible "

" i know i could've stopped it all .. "

﹒﹒  get him back!  :

" i met a guy in the summer .. "

" i wanna get him back "

" i wanna make him really jealous "

" i really miss him and it makes me real sad "

" i miss the way he kisses and the way he made me laugh "

" i am my fathers daughter so maybe i could fix him "

" i wanna key his car "

" i wanna break his heart "

﹒﹒  love is embarrassing  :

" i told my friends you were the one "

" you said space was what you need "

" i waited by my phone like a goddamn fool "

" i consoled you while you cried .. "

" how could i be so stupid ? "

" you found a new version of me "

" i give up everything "

﹒﹒  the grudge :

" one phone call from you and my entire world was changed "

" you took everything i loved and crushed it between your fingers "

" i doubt you ever think about the damage that you did "

" i hear your voice every time i think i'm not enough "

" how could anybody do the things you did so easily ? "

" i say i don't care , i say i'm fine but you know i can't let it go . "

" i fantasize about a time you're a little fucking sorry "

" i try to understand why you would do this all to me "

" do you think i deserved it all ? "

" you have everything and you still want more "

" but even after all this , you're still everything to me "

" i know you don't care "

﹒﹒  pretty isn't pretty  :

" there's always something missing "

" i don't know why i even try "

﹒﹒  teenage dream  :

" it gets better , but what if i don't ? "

[yyadream]

Donnie: Umm…

Olivier: What’s wrong Donatello?

Donnie: Is it okay if I can ask you a question?

Olivier: You don’t have to be afraid, I won’t bite but ask away.

Donnie blushes: I’ve been curious about your abilities. I researched a lot about demon and oni abilities. I know when we first met, you can turn your hair into a beautiful magenta flames. Is there any other ability?

Oliver: Oh, yes, my demon abilities *awkwardly laugh* well, for starters I can manipulate flames, just like my hair, my flames are also magenta. Everyone here calls it “hellfire.”

Donnie: Is that’s how you got your nickname?

Olivier: Yes, I left quite an impression when I got adopted.

Donnie: Now I need to hear a story about that.

Olivier: There can be a lethal backfire if I lose control of them. It could do a significant damage on both myself and my surroundings. However, it can still be use to heal minor wounds and poison.

Donnie: So your flames can burn like hell, pun intended, but can be used medically? WOW, fascinating! Can you control fire like on campfire?

Olivier: Sadly no, just the flames I create. Another thing is my flames can cool, allowing you to touch the flames without burning. Even when cool, if you fear it can still burn you spiritually.

Donnie: Interesting, literally like hellfire.

Olivier: My other abilities is mind reading, I can communicate verbal thoughts and visuals. Just like mother, I can shapeshift in both my yokai and human form.

Donnie: Wait, what!? You can shapeshift this whole time!

Olivier: Yes, but I’m not very comfortable being in my human form.

Donnie: Oh, yeah, Leo and April told me. It took you a while to be comfortable with April. Your not fond of humans?

Olivier: Okay! Back to our conversation, I have strength, speed, good sense of smell, and self healing. Every Demons sometimes have different abilities or have their own unique abilities.

Donnie: Thanks, I learned something about you and demons. But, when you’re ready I’m here if you want to talk about anything.

Olivier: Thanks Donatello, I’ll keep that in mind.

[goodnightmemes]

THE BATMAN (2022) SENTENCE STARTERS 

❛ It’s not just a call. It’s a warning. ❜

❛ Fear is a tool. ❜

❛ I wish I could say I’m making a difference, but I don’t know. ❜

❛ Sometimes in the morning, I have to force myself to remember everything that happened. ❜

❛ If this continues, it won’t be long before you’ve nothing left. ❜

❛ You don’t care about your family’s legacy? ❜

❛ What I’m doing is my family’s legacy. ❜

❛ If I can’t change things here, if I can’t have an effect, then I don’t care what happens to me. ❜

❛ You don’t trust me? ❜

❛ Know who I am? ❜

❛ Whoa! Take it easy, sweetheart. You looking for me? ❜

❛ Boy, you’re everything they say, ain’t ya? ❜

❛ You better watch it. You know my reputation? ❜

❛ Listen, baby, we’re gonna get the hell out of here, okay? I promise. ❜

❛ I have a thing about strays. ❜

❛ What kind of demented son of a bitch does this to a person? ❜

❛ Maybe he’s not who you thought. ❜

❛ You make it sound like he had it coming. ❜

❛ Hey, why am I starting to feel like a fish on a hook? ❜

❛ You really don’t care what happens to me in there tonight, do you? ❜

❛ Don’t worry. I’m watching you. ❜

❛ These guys have a little problem with eye contact, don’t they? ❜

❛ You don’t know what you’re talking about. Can we not do this right now? ❜

❛ Oh, honey, I live on the edge. ❜

❛ Jesus Christ, keep your voice down. What, you got a death wish? ❜

❛ You didn’t tell me you had a relationship with him. ❜

❛ Serial killers like to follow reactions to their crimes. ❜

❛ You have to keep up appearances. ❜

❛ Aren’t you afraid someone’ll take a shot at you? ❜

❛ He got what he deserved. Know what I mean? ❜

❛ Why haven’t you called me back? ❜

❛ He told me if I didn’t do exactly what he said, he’d kill me. I’m so sorry. ❜

❛ I’ve been trying to reach you. You’re part of this too. ❜

❛ Jesus, can we get somebody out here? This psycho’s gonna kill me! ❜

❛ Shut up! You deserve to be dead after what you did! You hear me? ❜

❛ I’m giving you a chance. No one ever gave me a chance. ❜

❛ What is the price for your blind eye? ❜

❛ It’s so much bigger than you could ever imagine. ❜

❛ You have any idea what kind of trouble you’re in? ❜

❛ What’s the matter with you? This isn’t the way to do this! ❜

❛ We gotta get you out of here. ❜

❛ Could have at least pulled that punch, man. ❜

❛ I only trust you. ❜

❛ This just got complicated. ❜

❛ Dangerous crowd you’re stealing from. ❜

❛ What the hell is this? Good cop, batshit cop? ❜

❛ There’s only one problem with your little scenario, okay? I ain’t no rat! ❜

❛ Holy God, what are you showing me here? ❜

❛ It’s, like, the worst Spanish I ever heard. ❜

❛ You gonna untie me? How the hell am I supposed to get out of here? ❜

❛ No guns. ❜

❛ Listen to me! Something terrible is going to happen! ❜

❛ I’m gonna find him and I’m gonna make him pay. You gonna help me? ❜

❛ Was it worth it? Compromising yourself for money? ❜

❛ You assume the worst in people. Which, well…maybe we’re not so different after all. ❜

❛ Who are you under there? What are you hiding? ❜

❛ All anyone cares about in this place are these white, privileged assholes. ❜

❛ Just don’t make any moves without me, understand? ❜

❛ I told you. I can take care of myself. ❜

❛ You’d be surprised what even a good man like him is capable of in the right situation. ❜

❛ Do me a favor. Don’t lose any sleep over it. ❜

❛ You lied to me… my whole life. ❜

❛ If you don’t think I’ve spent every day searching for that answer… ❜

❛ I could see the fear in your eyes, but I didn’t know how to help. ❜

❛ You needed a father. And all you had was me. I’m sorry. ❜

❛ I never thought I’d feel fear like that again. I thought I’d mastered all that. ❜

❛ I realize now there’s something I haven’t got past. This fear…of ever going through any of that again. Of losing somebody I care about. ❜

❛ Listen to me. Don’t throw your life away. ❜

❛ You don’t think this hurts me? My own flesh and blood, huh? ❜

❛ Whatever I know, whatever I’ve done, it’s all going with me to my grave. ❜

❛ I just ordered a slice of pumpkin pie. ❜

❛ I know now what I must become. ❜

❛ He’s got, like, 500 followers. Real fringe types. ❜

❛ Maybe this is all coming to an end. ❜

❛ If only you knew how long I’ve been waiting for this day. For this moment. ❜

❛ God. Look at you. Your mask is amazing. ❜

❛ You and I both know I’m looking at the real you right now. ❜

❛ You showed me all it takes is fear and a little focused violence. ❜

❛ This is not how this was supposed to go! ❜

❛ Oh, you’re really not as smart as I thought you were. ❜

❛ It’s time for the lies to finally end. ❜

❛ That’s the problem with this city. Everyone’s afraid to stand up and do the right thing, but I’m not. ❜

❛ I can already see things will get worse before they get better. ❜

❛ Vengeance won’t change the past, mine or anyone else’s. ❜

❛ People need hope. ❜

❛ Our scars can destroy us. Even after the physical wounds have healed. But if we survive them, they can transform us. ❜

❛ It’s gonna kill you eventually. You know that. ❜

❛ Listen. Why don’t you come with me? Get into some trouble. ❜

[ariesmusingz]

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა ╱ real talk sentence starters pt 1 ( created using lyrics from man overboard's real talk album. feel free to adjust to fit your muse. )

you could say one of two things

call me sometime or let's hang out

maybe i could help you out

stop acting like you'll ever see me again and like i don't have you figured out

i understand how it works

on paper, we're similar people

we're different people

you're tearing down the walls i built

tell your wrecking crew i welcome you

when the days slow down this summer don't forget

i did two years in your silhouette

your jaws of steel never forgave

it's haunting the way silence sounded

if i fucked up long ago, i'm sorry

i didn't realise it counted

it just wouldn't work out

that's what i'm telling myself

we're just two different people

it's eleven thirty at night

you're in your bed nice and tight

maybe you're dreaming of me

i am calling you

i am wishing you were here

i hope i didn't annoy you today

you answered anyway

i am hearing you

wishing i could feel you too

i miss her

i wanted to tell her

i spoke to myself in the mirror for a while tonight

i made a promise that i would never fuck up having you in my life

i think you're my favourite girl i've ever met

i bought a new notebook for the road

covered it with your area code

it's tattooed by the pen and i wish it was my home

i kinda hate everyone i know

lately i've been feeling so low

come get inside my bed

you make me feel dead by being out there in the unknown

just like a dream

she called me kinda late last night

said she knew everything

all those pretty little words came out

just like i planned she fell into my arms again

i could pretend that i would lie right here forever and wait for the end

you're right we should be together

tonight i could make it better if i just gave up on my stupid little fantasy world

you're right, that was a fake smile

you're right i am in denial

i should just go home to my perfect little fantasy girl

you're my fantasy girl

she crept back up inside my bed

said that she missed everything

all those words that made me fall came out

just like a trap, everything just fell right back

we were on tracck

i could lie with her all night now and wait to react

always turning out for the worst

you were always my most consistent curse

i hope this gets you kind of heated or stings a little if you even read it

bringing everyone down

you left this house feeling empty

it's better than feeling like it's burning to the ground

i can't live with you around anymore

you're blocking out the sound outside my door

i found more

i can't remember all the times that i almost had bruises for being on your side

now i hope that someone gets to you

see you around

you were alright back when we were young

you don't compare to anything that i've found

i wrote you down a letter before i went to sleep

it had all the secrets i could no longer keep

i held them in for so long i was going to break

maybe now i can rest and you will lay awake

i've been trying to escape but something keeps calling me

a feeling i can't shake

the darkness has swallowed me

i can't move fast enough to ditch what has followed me

lighting strikes everything that i touch

this is how it feels for me to be on my own

the sadness has cut me down to the bone

it's so bad

i don't think i'll make it home tonight

there's not enough light in your house that you could leave on for me tonight

there's not enough fights i could lose to justify how i feel tonight

if this would come true, i wonder what's really real tonight

if this makes any sense at all then push my back up against the wall

try calling your friends and asking what they have heard

you're looking for the gossip and hanging on every word

i'm not made

it's cute, it's actually absurd

i can't believe someone loves me so much

i've been failing every test and late for the makeup

left alone at your request as you do your make up

i know that i won't make this alright before it's over now tonight

i know that this won't be the last time i walk these streets

i hang my head

i wish i was dead

at my best, i'd suggest i've been weird since she left

it's normal autumn stuff

i guess i never thought enough

look at me

almost free from my crippling disease

shoot bullets through my foot

i think that'd work out real good

call me out

she's calling me out

i guess she didn't know better

she called me out

i guess that's why she's got her own man now

she's doing fine

she's got her own man now

what's she talking about>

at my best, put to test i'd score average or less

i can't apply myself

if i could just untie myself

she wants the yes's

gets the no's

before long there she goes

i guess she dug too deep

now she's just too bugged to sleep

you made yourself the guest of honor

the party got stopped and everybody just went home

[casanovawrites]

chappell roan sentence starters ft. "school nights" + miscellaneous songs

you can say that we are nothing, but you know the truth.

i don't wanna call it off, but you don't wanna call it love.

you only wanna be the one that i call "baby."

i just wanna love someone who calls me "baby."

you can kiss a hundred boys in bars, shoot another shot, try to stop the feeling.

you can say it's ust the way you are, make a new excuse, another stupid reason.

good luck, babe!

i'm cliche, who cares?

it's a sexually explicit kind of love affair.

i just need a little loving, i just need a little air.

you're nothing more than his wife.

when you think about me all of those years ago, you're standing face to face with "i told you so."

you know i hate to say "i told you so."

you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling.

i love you because you're understanding when i'm too shy to show my skin.

i would never give you the chance. you still love me anyway.

i love you because when you say, "i don't wanna talk," you always call me.

i love you because you lead me back to bed when i wander in my sleep.

sometimes i forget it wasn't always this way.

it's hard to admit, i was the one to blame.

you know how dark i am. when you take my hand, i am finally light.

remind me how you are mine. oh, how that heals me.

i'm falling fast now for you, babe.

you know if you leave how i will cave without you.

our love is bittersweet.

i crave you.

don't know what you do to me.

you know how fragile i am, so don't drop me.

you know how fragile i am, so don't hurt me.

i love being bitter. it makes me feel better.

bitter feels better than trying to get better.

now i'm sick in the head and it's not even my fault.

i bite hard when i try to be nice.

i'm having trouble fighting wars in my mind.

i wanna be a kid with you.

i know i'm impatient.

bite your tongue or i'll do it for you.

i'll call you when i'm wasted.

i should know better.

all i really want is that good hurt.

i know in my head i could do better.

no one else compares to who i had first.

lied when i said i love you. didn't mean to say it, but i know you're not delusional.

guess that i was manipulative.

use me just like i used you.

i can't help but wish that it was you.

remember when we talked so long, quiet behind bedroom walls?

i keep my doubts in the back of my mind, and i still love you in the meantime.

cut me slack while i figure it out.

i've got things i don't know how to say.

i just wanna sweet talk for a while, whisper all the things i absolutely adore about your smile.

you turn november into hot summer july.

your heart is so sweet.

you know that i won't hold you back.

you know that i won't hold you back when you think of things you shouldn't, things you want to do to me.

i'll wrap my tongue around you as i hold you with my lungs.

i bet you wonder what i'm doing when i'm alone in my room.

i'm telling you it comes easy when i'm thinking about you.

forgive me for i love being bad for you.

i'll be your goddess.

bet i know exactly what you're doing when you're alone in your room.

tell me if you're having trouble, and i'm sure i could help you.

i give you your pride.

i am all yours and you are all mine.

go ahead, run free.

it's alright now, you're just high now.

why are you so locked up in lies?

it's your life, do what you want to.

don't you know you could have the truth?

you say i'm boring, so you ignore me.

you hear the phone ring, so you ignore me.

look at your daddy, he hates lying.

look at your mama, now she's crying.

you got everything and more than enough.

i wanna die young.

i don't know how i lost myself.

all i know is i've got more than enough, and i think i know now what i really want.

i think i want love, i want to be loved, wanna find love.

i sure as hell don't wanna die young.

[starter-library]

THE GUY WHO DIDN'T LIKE MUSICALS LYRIC STARTERS feel free to change phrasing/pronouns as you see fit

“Musicals tell the impossible (impossible) They evoke the philosophical”

“Should we kill him?”

“What an ass! What a bitch! What a cuck!”

“The apotheosis is upon us”

“Where the fuck is he?”

“You gotta believe in something, [name], you piece of shit”

“[Name] you piece of shit”

“Sometimes I just wanna shout on top of roof and mountain tops”

“Yesterday is retroactive Got myself a new perspective”

“What the fuck was that?”

“I may not have a home but that's way okay”

“The world is my house, The dogs are my food”

“Uh, what's going on here?! I'm very confused and concerned by all this”

“Do you wanna save the planet?”

“What do you want, [name]? Tell me what you desire to see”

“So, what do you want, Paul? What's that one concrete goal that motivates all your actions?”

“I don't know, I want what anyone wants? Money, a partner? Kids, someday, maybe?”

“A man so vague just can't be trusted”

“D'you know what I want for myself? I've waited for so long to tell somebody else.”

“You're my muse, my source of light”

“[name] my love. I want you to choke me out at night”

“I want you to choke me while I jerk off”

“I'm gonna go get some coffee, do you want anything?”

“Get your cup of roasted coffee”

“Get your cup of poisoned coffee”

“You better empty out all of them pockets but don't empty out all of them pockets”

“Check your mirror, you'll find hell has arrived”

“Do the things I say, I'm a cop”

“Put in your mouth and suck it!”

“Oh, [name], please stop! I'm your wife, just talk to me, baby!”

“God, we were young once. Innocent and fun once and free”

“You tied up my heart, You tied me down”

“Now break me open with your love and mercy”

“[name], baby! Apple of my eye! Don't you trust me?”

“I've effed up, [name], effed up with you”

“Will you ever forgive me? I'll crawl on my hands and knees”

“Oh fuck, I'm fading fast, I think you better come quick”

“I really don't wanna die alone in here. Time to say our goodbyes at the end of the road”

“This body's not gonna last, the air is cold and thick”

“You brought me back from the dead, [name]!”

“The time for chaos is long past overdue”

“Death isn't optional in fact it’s optimal”

“Join us and die”

“We're gonna kick your ass and then we're gonna Fucking kick your ass”

“I'm not your girl anymore”

“You left me out of your sight for one second and look what happens, nightmare time”

“No matter what you believe The apple's fallen far from the tree”

“It's not my fault anymore”

“Did you know that I wanted to live with you?

“Why does it hurt to love you? Why am I in pain?”

“If I turned my insides out, would you even know that I was there?”

“A show stoppin' number is something you die for”

“This song's pretty good, huh? I bet you didn't know I was also a composer”

“I've also been writing my own musical…Do you mind if I give you the pitch?”

“But those glory days, they're gone for good…Or are they?”

“Business calls, I'm up to my ass in shit. What is this business?”

“Last weekend feels like ages ago”

“I can't wait to get home to my boys”

“Come on, [name] We've got some catching up to do”

“There's only room for right and wrong”

“You can't run”

“You're staring down the gun 'Cause you're easily disposed”

“Did you hear the word?”

“Is your heart so damp and bleak that you won’t give us a peek of your soul?”

“There's a voice inside of you on the edge of coming through”

“Am I dead? I’m coming apart at the seams!”

“I’ve never been happy wouldn’t that be nice?”

“Is my integrity worth anything at all?”

“Am I crazy? Maybe I’ve always been”

“What if I told you I made it and this is the life that I chose?”

“Do you believe in ghosts?”

“Don't you want to see me happy? Is it so tragically wrong?”

“We must go on with the show it's inevitable”

“I found my calling you can do the same now”

[judasrpc]

PALIA SENTENCE STARTERS

based on the mmorpg 'palia' developed by singularity 6. add context & change gendered language to your needs !! if multi, please specify which muse(s) !!

Welcome to the general store, pal.

[…] so I guess I should say: welcome to the livin'!

Come back when you get some cash, we'll take care of your needs.

The more you spend, the more you get back. Trust me. That's just how the world works.

What can I do for you?

Make the most out of each day, my friend.

Here I was thinking you'd be too busy setting up to say 'hello'. How goes it?

Are you new in town, or just passing through?

There's something about you that just brightens up my day.

I have a good feeling about today.

I don't know about you, but I'm starting to get sleepy.

So, I think it's safe to say my job is about to get A LOT more interesting.

Are you off on an adventure?

Today is a great day for adventure! Well… any day is a great day for adventure. But today is especially good.

What ails you, my four-legged friend?

You've got a surprise for me?

I wish I knew what you were saying…

Well, if it isn't another friend I haven't met yet!

Hey there! The day treating you alright?

I don't know it [name] was laughing with me or at me, but either way, I appreciate the chuckle.

Tonight, I'm feeling exuberant, with a bit of nostalgic ennui mixed in.

I don't need your company… but it would certainly be appreciated.

Relaxed… I envy you. I don't think I've ever felt relaxation.

It pleases me to see your thirst for knowledge is so difficult to quench.

Back again, are we?

Your mischief and wit know no bounds, neither does your desire for knowledge.

Even the most cunning hunter needs a helping hand once in a while. You hear me? If you ever need help, all you have to do is ask.

You showed up just in time.

I like you and all, kid, but there ain't nobody who can stop me from bein' me.

So, how are you feeling? I am sure this is quite a lot to take in.

Keep that positivity, and you'll overcome any troubles the world offers you.

I was just settling in for my evening meditation. Care to join me?

Name's [name], but you can call me trouble.

I see that look on your face. Up to no good, aren't ya?

Let me guess: You were just dying to see me.

Just so y'know, our doors are always open for ya.

So nice to talk to someone who wants to listen… between you and me, with the kids, it's always in one ear and out the other.

There's nothin' like the feelin' of a job well done.

Some people think it’s boring all the way out here… But I like it.

It is way too early… or did I stay up too late?

You might want to stand back. I’m working on my latest invention, and I’m not entirely sure this thing is stable.

You look as though you have something you’d like to ask.

I chose to keep them around for mostly sentimental reasons.

These daily chats of ours bring me much peace. Please continue to come by, I would miss it if they stopped.

I’m also good at lifting heavy stuff, if you need anything heavy lifted!

You lost? That's okay, I get lost sometimes too.

Oh… sorry I didn’t see you there. I was just a bit distracted. Seems to happen to me a lot…

I am just an intrepid explorer of the supernatural, a detective of the unseen divine, a pioneer of pervasive thought…

I am glad you are still able to experience joy after everything you’ve gone through.

Hello, hello! You have caught me at just the right time.

All it’s taught me so far is how to die of boredom. So stop by again later and keep me entertained, ok?

Are you just going to stand there staring at me, or did you have something to say?

Sometimes I forget how interesting the world is. Like, I’m pretty sure I saw a gnarly looking beetle over there!

Aren’t we feeling bold today?

Oh, good. Someone to talk to who DOESN’T give me a splitting headache.

This had better be important…

I was so caught off guard, I realized I forgot to introduce myself or explain why I'm here.

Why don't you come back when my head's spinning just a little less?

It's good to see you again! I always look forward to seeing your face. But you know, like a normal amount.

It is… good to see you. Why was that so hard to say?

Perhaps you should learn to become more comfortable with solitude yourself.

Oh no, I know that look.

I'm presently ruminating on the darkness of the soul.

I do fear where my thoughts might go if I linger here alone too long…

Unfortunately, I returned with many new ideas and no new direction.

Beyond that, you shall have to answer the question of "what you are" for yourself. As do we all.

You were bound to return one day… why not today?

For now, I enjoy basking in the presence of others.

Hmm… What should I make for dinner tonight…?

You’re talkin’ to me?

Been makin’ a name for yourself lately. Every time I go into town, someone’s singin’ your praises.

[ruiination]

RULES

topaz. he/they. 25+ blogs: warrior of light. / personal / makoto yuki

Meta Rules:

I am a person and am bipolar. I have episodes of intense depression and also moments of extreme anxiety/paranoia. During these extremes, I will shut myself out from others. This is because I know I can be harmful when it comes to my thinking. I can be incredibly negative and accidentally vent or overshare. I can become irrationally fearful or obnoxious. I am in treatment for these things, and the biggest thing I know is that I can be harmful and be easily harmed. I have had a variety of experiences where I have accidentally crossed lines or slipped into toxic bullshit. I have been manipulated and hurt during these episodes. The best thing for me in these situations is to give me space. I need to protect myself during these times. I need to be alone. I am reluctant to be open because of past experiences. I know I cannot act rationally and can make stupid choices. I can become snippy or traumadump. I can allow people to walk on my boundaries during these periods. I have been manipulated multiple times to do and share things I am not comfortable with. On that subject, I am always open to talking or hearing people out. But if I am having an episode of depression, I will not be capable of listening to people vent. When I am manic, I get incredibly anxious or hyper. The anxiety can turn into downright paranoia which is why I cannot handle vagueblogging and stuff during those times. I am not making excuses. I am just letting everyone know that I sometimes need space. I need patience. I may still write. But I will not be able to speak much ooc. It is not personal. But sometimes I just struggle. It is a struggle a lot of the time. I wanted to add this into my rules even if it makes me so nervous to do it.

I try my best to tag triggers, so if you need something tagged let me know.

Sexism and racism will not be tolerated, you will be blocked. If you post anything transphobic, homophobic, or biphobic, I will block YOU

If you ship adult/minor ships or condone that stuff, do not interact.

I can and will block if people make me uncomfortable.

I will never write incest.

If you are here because of Jay or whatever, here is my post about his little stunt and the photo of my original DNI (which i posted as a screenshot from my Clive blog so it wouldn't so up on searches) is on the bottom of the page. ♥ I am thankful for all of the support, but I do not want to talk about him. If you have found one of his blogs, you can feel free to let me know.

In terms of triggers, I try my best to keep up. But it's not easy for me to tag not standard ones. If you are triggered by dogs, violence, mental illness, and childhood trauma this may not be the blog for you.

If you constantly delete/move your blogs, I might be hesitant to interact with you.

I am white irl and I do write a few poc. If you see me so anything wrong and you are a poc, feel free to educate me. I'm always trying to learn and be better. I have a zero tolerance policy about racism. I will not speak over poc. If they tell me something is a microagression or downright racist, I'm only going to listen. I can't possibly know their lived experience and trust their perspective. Please reach out if you see anything from me I need to correct!

I'm queer. I am genderfluid with a masc lean. Assigned female at birth. I have a zero tolerance policy about about hate toward lgbt+ people and misogyny. I will say something to you if it seems unintentionally done. But yeah.

I am incredibly uncomfortable around much of the following fandoms: final fantasy xvi , danganronpa, and baldur's gate 3. Still willing to follow or interact but I may be hesitant.

Interaction Rules:

Asks can ALWAYS be replied to.

All muses are crossover friendly and OC friendly.

Do not force me to ship or smut.

I'm mutuals only.

If you are a multi muse and send an ask or like a starter call without specifying what muse you are sending from, I won't answer. If you don't specify a muse you want from me when you send asks, I won't answer.

I don't use icons for certain muses. I do not have time to make icons for 60+ muses.

I have 4 different muse sections which are to indicate activity. Primary muses are the most active and accepting. where each section below it becomes less active or accepting. I also added a feature muse to indicate the character I have the most muse for right now which will be the MOST active.

I will no longer be writing smut rps. It doesn't make me comfortable for a variety of reasons. I may do some on discord and I am happy to talk about those sorts of headcanons, but I have discovered that I have hang-ups with writing things like that that I have not been able to push past. I will enact a fade to black policy for now. I am truly sorry. I have only had a handful of partners I have written this type of content with and all but one have resulted in the same outcome that is just a personal failing of mine. I will continue to try to work through this. But for now, please try to be understanding. If you want more of an explanation, feel free to ask in dms/ims.

Shipping/Mains Rules

If you are a main or ship partner, I need to be able to kinda talk to you ooc. I only will be mains with someone that speaks with me ooc.

If you MAINLY want to smut/ship and that's the only reason you are here, this blog isn't for you.

Mains get priority.

If you become mains or start shipping with be and then never reply or talk to me, I'll remove you from my list. Shipping or being mains should be the start and not the end. That status is not a trophy to be put on your shelf. Exceptions can obviously be made and I'm always okay with low activity or extended breaks. I just ask for communication when possible.

I will typically not be exclusive.

Credits

Icon Templates: cassiaslair, somresources, calisources, paletterph, thunderousmemes, stephysource, biscuit, supersources

Coloring psds: abstraect, somresources, tattooedtaemin, calisources, freerps, biscuit.

Caps: capsource

dividers: here, and paletterph

Mains

@nivaera.

@cagedfirebird

@unrealization

[handicappedbuenchico]

Name: Caitlin-Ashley

Pronouns: She/Her

Preference of communication: Tumblr IM's. Those are 10x more reliable in terms of me seeing them, in comparison to Discord, for some reason.

Most active muse: Spencer.

Experience / how many years: I've been roleplaying for about 8 years now! It's been an on-and-off thing really.

Platforms you use: I use both Tumblr and Discord!  

Best experience: Meeting @petpsycho for the very first time, roleplaying John and Carlos's first interaction based off of a meme I sent in, and having Carlos and John fuck at damn near 100 notes in. Truly the best experience because it was not only one of my first, but Mina has been an amazing person to talk to and write with.

Rp pet peeves:

Those group/town/app/appless Discord rp types, that don't even do it on Tumblr from what I can tell, spamming their promo so much in the rp tags to the point where they drown out literally anyone else's. I'm not looking to join a fucking off-platform group to rp in a generic town, I'm looking for singular people to write with ON TUMBLR. STOP SPAMMING YOUR SHIT FOR FUCK'S SAKE! That's what bumping on Disboard is for.

Personal blogs that aren't connected to roleplay ones in any way spam liking my roleplay related shit. Like, I can understand if it's like a meta or a headcanon, but personals (that aren't connected to a roleplay blog) liking my starter calls and my promos are a completely different story. PLEASE DON'T FUCKING DO THAT IF YOU ARE NOT A ROLEPLAYER IN ANY CAPACITY. That goes for reblogging too honestly, like don't reblog my roleplaying material/threads either if you aren't actively involved with it/didn't get my permission to do so.

Formatting that is hard to read. Now, I'm not talking about colored text or small text or anything like that. I'm talking about the formatting that looks like either a pure wall of text, or there are so many paragraph breaks that I have to physically drag a reply into Google Docs to "fix it" for my brain. Full disclosure, I am autistic (an Aspie to be specific), and sometimes my brain has trouble with reading comprehension on normal formatted text. Now imagine my brain when trying to read something with either NO paragraph breaks, OR paragraph breaks after every single sentence. It's not fun, and it makes me want to write with you less and less.

I apologize in advance if anyone feels called out by these, as I'm sure you didn't want to hear this from me in this manner. I am polite and nice to a fault, and I fear judgement/being reprimanded due to my own RL trauma, so I was too anxious to tell you personally.

Fluff, angst, or smut: I would like some Fluff with a side of Smut, you can also put a dash of angst on that if it will enhance the thread's flavor.

Plots or memes: Oh I am mostly a meme person, but if I find/think of a plot that our muses can do, you best believe I'm coming into your DM's and tell you about it.

Long or short replies: Depends on my muse, the time that I have at any given moment, my need to stim, and sometimes the thread itself. On a day where I have a lot of muse and a full day to myself, I can do longer replies, like a couple of long paragraphs. On days where I have little muse and or not a lot of time to spare, I tend to write smaller replies.

Best time to write: If I said any other time of day than between 8 PM - 12 AM I would be lying to you all. Writing at night right before you crash just hits different.

Are you like your muses: Y E S.

Carlos has my fear of punishment/being judged. Along with that, he and I sharing being a people-pleaser/peacemaker type of person, due to having it forced upon us by the adults around us that should fucking know how to act right. We both also grew up poor due to circumstances we couldn't control.

Now, Spencer, you wouldn't think I'd share any similarities with, but you would be very wrong. Spencer and I share a sensitivity to touch, but we both also like to touch anything/anyone we see (not in a creepy/perverted way, I'm talking like hugs and shoulder pats or something like that.) We're both also gay as fuck, and we're neuro-divergent (I'm autistic with an anxiety disorder and he has ADHD with Generalized Anxiety Disorder). We both also got daddy issues, so uh, there's that too.

Ted Lockwood is just my experiences as an autistic person incarnate LMFAO. Bro like, we're both nice to everyone, including people who probably don't deserve it. He and I both are socially awkward sometimes, and we can't read a room sometimes to save our damn lives (literally in Ted's case). We both have our own little special interests, his is engineering and space and mine is art and writing.

Crybaby as a character was someone I could relate to on an emotional level. I was saying for many years that my dysfunctional family almost fit Dollhouse to A FUCKING TEE! I also related the song Crybaby because I too was a very emotional little girl who got made fun and taken advantage of for it. I related to all of Crybaby's failed attempts at love in songs such as Carousel, Soap, and Training Wheels. Out of all my muses, Crybaby is the most like me because I already related to her long before I would even take her up as a muse.

Tagged by: @kurtzbergsiblings

Tagging: @bctclgevse @betterto-die-thanto-crawl @bamsidsuperbitch @scribedhorror @depictedblue @depictedmorada and anyone else who wants to!

[goodnightmemes]

BONES SENTENCE STARTERS  /  s01e21 - s01e22

❛ All societies build monuments to their dead, to convince future combatants that it's an honor to die in battle. ❜

❛ Why do you have to be so cynical? ❜

❛ I'm not cynical. It's a necessary psychology of warfare. Heroes and villains. ❜

❛ I always found being shot at was a motivating factor. ❜

❛ You believe somehow he's still here watching? ❜

❛ I know you think he's a good man. That's enough for me. ❜

❛ I can't believe you took the bait. ❜

❛ It also could've been survivor's guilt. The guy who saved his life didn't make it. You can't imagine what it's like carrying that around. ❜

❛ They simplify these words for a reason. ❜

❛ Just wanted to keep you company, that's all. ❜

❛ I'm trying to be more sociable. You know? ❜

❛ You might be too close to this one. I just wanna make sure you stay objective. ❜

❛ I was doing it just fine long before I met you. ❜

❛ I'm your partner. Let me be your partner. ❜

❛ You come back from combat, it's still all over you. ❜

❛ They want war stories like they're entertainment. ❜

❛ Why can't you just leave him alone? He's got enough troubles. ❜

❛ It never should've happened like that. ❜

❛ If you got what you need, then why are you giving me such grief? ❜

❛ Do you always have to get the last word in? ❜

❛ Mistakes were made, obviously. ❜

❛ Nothing is that simple. ❜

❛ You want to make the world a better place? Try shutting your yap long enough to hear something other than the sound of your own voice. ❜

❛ Sight like that stays with you. ❜

❛ You have to think before you speak. ❜

❛ Men aren't like us. They're much more fragile and needy. The fact that they think we're the needy ones is a testament to our superiority. ❜

❛ I'm sorry, I can't let you do this. ❜

❛ I'm not asking for your permission. I was just kind of hoping for your support. ❜

❛ Let's just get this over with, all right? ❜

❛ I'm sorry. I need to create a distance from the victim. It's how I deal. ❜

❛ There was nothing I could do, you know? I swear. ❜

❛ Look, I run on sometimes, I know. I guess I think if I yell loud enough, maybe someone will listen. ❜

❛ I shouldn't have been there. None of us should've been there. ❜

❛ They're hiding something. ❜

❛ We need the truth. ❜

❛ I hate to say conspiracy, but, my peeps, we've got a conspiracy. ❜

❛ You know, whatever went down must've been pretty ugly. ❜

❛ Was it worth it? I mean, look at you. ❜

❛ You never talked to anybody about it? You've got to. ❜

❛ Well, it's nice to know somebody that wants to keep honor and responsibility alive. ❜

❛ Yeah, that whole "friends with benefits" thing, that's not happening. ❜

❛ How could something like this have happened? ❜

❛ A mistake was made. No one likes it. But you know what happens. ❜

❛ You will not disgrace us. ❜

❛ You will be held accountable. ❜

❛ I was just trying to survive. ❜

❛ You can be proud of him. ❜

❛ I would never have expected to see that. ❜

❛ I have to be uh, honest about myself. I have to be able to tell someone. ❜

❛ It's never just the one person who dies. Never. ❜

❛ We all die a little bit. With each shot, we all die a little bit. ❜

❛ Do you know the most common way of creating an identity? ❜

❛ I don't know what it means. I don't know what any of it means. ❜

❛ You gonna ask me some more questions about my childhood? ❜

❛ You wouldn't lie to me, would you? ❜

❛ Cops always think I'm lying. ❜

❛ What do I do? Pretend I never found this? ❜

❛ We decided to tell you the truth..and this is the truth. ❜

❛ Alright, listen. If this guy moves, shoot him with a tranquilizer dart or something. ❜

❛ You want to proceed rationally, correct? ❜

❛ I call every year on your birthday. You never pick up. ❜

❛ Take a hint. ❜

❛ Can I have this, please? ❜

❛ Same old [name]. Never met a rule worth breaking. ❜

❛ That's a little vague there. ❜

❛ I trust your instincts. ❜

❛ How do you like that? I guess a criminal nature runs in the family. ❜

❛ What else are you lying about? What else are you not telling us? ❜

❛ At first, I thought the worst thing was that they were missing. ❜

❛ You finally got to slap [name]. You've been wanting to do that for years. ❜

❛ Suddenly, no one cared where I was. I miss that. Someone caring where I am all the time. ❜

❛ So you describe someone to me and I draw them. That's the drill. ❜

❛ [name] put us together so I could charm you into telling me the truth. ❜

❛ Trust me. I got no more truth. ❜

❛ This is you being charming? ❜

❛ Does [name] really hate me that much? ❜

❛ She loves you. It'd be easier if she hated you. ❜

❛ Hate is a lot easier to deal with than love. Especially, disappointed love. ❜

❛ If you ever tell anyone - the police, anyone - you will be killed. ❜

❛ Maybe you saw someone. Maybe you saw someone who scared you? ❜

❛ If you keep bringing Chinese food in the middle of the night, we're both gonna get fat. ❜

❛ You've been thinking that your family is made up of liars and criminals. And that makes you feel lonely. ❜

❛ There's a story here we don't know yet. ❜

❛ What were your parents like? ❜

❛ You know - parents, um, they have secret lives. If they didn't, they wouldn't be parents. ❜

❛ This guy, he used to kill people. ❜

❛ Why did he attack you? ❜

❛ We were nuts about each other. Crazy in love. ❜

❛ Your father is a hard man. ❜

❛ I know who you are. Hey. I know. ❜

❛ Men like [name], he lies the way you guys take a drink of water. ❜

❛ Well, there's a story that tracks for me, but without evidence, it's - it's just a story. ❜

❛ You're the one that left me. You needed someone to blame. You chose me. ❜

❛ You're the one that gave up! You turned your back on me and you made yourself a new family. ❜

❛ I think I just became a vegetarian. ❜

❛ Before you decide anything, we should talk. ❜

❛ You'll never know the truth. You can't live with that. You can't live not knowing. ❜

❛ Sometimes people need to explain things to me, I guess. ❜

❛ You have to stop looking. You have to stop looking for me right now. This is bigger and worse than you know. Please stop now. ❜

[antlerquccn]

sentence starter from halestorm's album into the wild life . change to fit as you see needed. potentially nsfw themes.

I won't be out done

I don't have time for you all

It's kicking down your door

So what ya waitin' for?

Scream until they hear you

Am I brave enough?

Am I strong enough?

I am the fire

I am the one I've been waiting for

I don't believe I'll fall from grace

I promise to myself, me and no one else

I am more than this

Well you think that you know what I am but you don't.

I like it loud, wear it proud, like a crown upon my head

I'll always be this way 'till the day that I'm dead

I'm a sick individual

I'm doing this thing called whatever the fuck I want

Would you like to know what I do if I got you alone

I don't talk the talk cause I walk the walk

But I just keep on breathing long as my heart is beating

I won't run I'm not afraid

Can I get an Amen?

Sometimes there's no reason to justify the meaning

I won't run I'm not ashamed

It's gonna take more than this for me to break

Hold your head up high there's a world outside that's passing by

Never lose yourself remember that you're like nobody else

Through it all year after year stand or fall I will be right here

Don't worry about those stupid girls

It's cause they're scared and insecure

Don't change for any man

I will be right here for you

I've got a forbidden love I'm not givin' it up

I'm not givin' it up

I've got a new modern love I'm not givin' it up

I won't pretend that I don't feel the way I feel

I can't forget the taste of something that's real

Maybe you'll find something that'll scare you, something that you like

That's just the way it is

I don't care if you don't get it

Maybe you'll find something that'll save ya

I've got an uncommon love

A little mayhem never hurt anyone

I know I'm not the only one

I wanna feel the walls shake

Looking for some Mayhem

They all say I've lost my mind

The real truth is they're scared because you're brave

You'll be ok if you be yourself for no one else

They'll hate you cause you're beautiful

You pretty thing with the dirty mouth

We will never back down

Cause they'll never understand

All my secrets that you weren't supposed to know

I get what I want and I'm gonna get mine

Why did you watch me suffer?

I'm the reaper outside your door

You took everything made me feel less than nothing

But trusting you was no one's fault but my own

I shoulda known better than that

So you press play and I hit record

We're not us anymore

Give you one last time to make me miss it

I'm leaving scratches up and down your back

'Cause we're dysfunctional l

'Cause no one does it better no one knows me better

I'm so over this love gone violent

I'm drunk and brave enough to say what sober couldn't say

I've been doing time believing in the lie that you still loved me

Always wanting more but never giving

Always buying into every kiss but not this time

I'm over this so over this

I see the good in the bad and the ugly

If I can't feel it in my chest I'm in the wrong damn place!

And there's a man down below that needs my sympathy

I like it heavy

I fell in love with the darkest parts

Since I was 13 years old I've had my fist to the sky

Some like beautiful, perfect and pretty I see the good in the bad and the ugly

Take me home tonight I'll do anything with you

We can sit 'til morning light just count every star

If you're an angel then I must be high

If you won't do it I'll do it for you

Now we're kissing under covers and it's all just because I jumped the gun

My place or yours I'm good either way

I got a dirty mouth

Unapologetic with you tonight nothing to hide

Give me something real don’t play no games

I’ll give you every piece of me

Don't you wish you were mine

You're seeing double cuz I'm a knockout

[brettbrainrot]

i was recently diagnosed with adhd, which pretty much explains everything about my personality, and people are exhausted to hear me rant about it (apart from my neurodivergent sister, who loves rambling about how life is difficult with me) so i’ll be talking about my daily life experiences on here.

for starters, i am at my first semester of college and i’m studying psychology. i love reading, i really like the career and it’s not a big deal for me to lock in with “big” readings for assignments i like, like this one called “history of psychology” (i am roughly translating it bc i am mexican and titles are in spanish here). what is hard is starting to do my assignments, so i usually procrastinate until it’s the day where it is due and i used to had time to finish them… until my teacher changed the delivery time from 12pm to 10pm. her reasoning? to make us to stop procrastinating till the very end, which obviously didn’t work for me and just made me turn in a bunch of unfinished assignments, hoping that at least she can see the effort made or smth.

i think this monday i had a meltdown too. i had to turn in a very big assignment that i procrastinated for three days, i usually don't push things this far but i had a problem with a friend that i was very focused on — and i obviously couldn't finish it on the spot bc it was very long and elaborated task, so i started crying and hyperventilating and it was horrible because that just slowed me more.

i know that i should try harder or something but i really feel like i’m overwhelmed all the time, sometimes i sit at my desk for hours hoping that inspiration will eventually come to me but the only thing that i find is frustration and with frustration comes more inability to just function. i feel like i am just lazy, sometimes i see other people with adhd that can manage themselves more and i feel like then it's just me? but i try to be gentle with myself, bc i know that a lot of adhders feel like this too and ik i'm not alone at very least.

i am on atomoxetine, but i am barely seeing results and for some reason i am very. very. sleepy. i fall so deep in sleep that sometimes i skip lunch bc even if i’m hungry, i’m way more sleepy. i just feel like i can force myself out of bed better, which is good bc i used to skip class for this problem, but yeah.

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