#“time to work on that ppt”

[iamfuckingsorry]

I swear to god this fucking thesis...

My PI has an article in the review process, they were asked to add some more data to support their claims and want to add my data. Which means doing some more data analysis I couldn't be bothered to do for my thesis, and then making an additional figure.

I'm just... Yeah it'd be nice with the authorship, sure, but I just want to graduate and never think about this project ever again. I'm not getting a good reference from this PI anyway (because I won't ask - dunno if she'd give me one) so just like, fuck it. But their resubmission deadline is pretty close and they want to get it done asap, so my options are 1. do it myself (which, like, fuck no I'm not doing that), or 2. hand it over to a PhD student in the group (which would be nice if it didn't mean getting random questions about this shit every half an hour or so).

And for reasons unbeknownst to me, I have so much anxiety about this article shit atm :)))) Like not my thesis or anything to do with it, specifically prepping the shit for the article. And I can't really just take a moment to calm down and then keep on working on something else because I keep getting questions on teams all. the. fucking. time. And then all the feelings just come back directly.

I'm defending my thesis in less than 48 hours and don't even have the ppt ready, but I can't really work on it atm because of this fucking random anxiety :))))

[archaospetryx]

Preview for the Brunelope comic im making abt the new addition to Penelope’s design— a scarred blind eye definitely not caused by Harley telling her to check on Yarnaby🥰

I’ll make a Harthur comic eventually but I’ll find out which and how

[kaiserouo]

Preparing tomorrow morning's presentation went so badly that i don't even have the whim to draw and play video games anymore

When im done im just gonna lie down and scroll on my phone and then sleep

[smallturtlebomb]

oh yea I also redid my ppt oc. I change up his lore a bit to make the timeline make sense

[yache-berries]

Yarnaby's first convention with me, a Normal Person... 🤲

[ryo-hirakawa]

is it common for your hair to become curly as you grow older bc i swear just last year alex powell had straight hair but today i watched the new prema vid and there he is with curls

oct 2023 vs mar 2024???

[bellshazes]

writing the script for this training which btw i've had two different stress nightmares about in the last week and frankly it's fine. but also teaching people how to navigate power dynamics based on credentials in the context of strategic applied [redacted] when under major page/character count constraints when i'm neither a writer nor a clinician of any sort and in fact would rather die than become one is really. hard. like epistemologically

[jikimo-world]

Inspired by this

[tchaikovskym]

Man this day sucked balls

[blessedchaosgod]

my sister had to write a poem on nature the other day and she used ai to do it? and i was so mad. like a poem is supposed to be a work of art no matter for what little purpose, using a robot to write a poem makes me ahhhhhhhhhh

it makes sense if you don't have time ig, take some help. but i wrote a poem on water conservation in 7th grade for a project and till date i am incredibly proud of it because it is my own creation, no matter how small.

no i don't want to use your ai assistant. no i don't want your ai search results. no i don't want your ai summary of reviews. no i don't want your ai feature in my social media search bar (???). no i don't want ai to do my work for me in adobe. no i don't want ai to write my paper. no i don't want ai to make my art. no i don't want ai to edit my pictures. no i don't want ai to learn my shopping habits. no i don't want ai to analyze my data. i don't want it i don't want it i don't want it i don't fucking want it i am going to go feral and eat my own teeth stop itttt

[inertia--m]

june 2025

[mayonnaisica]

might live blog the met gala and roast some of the lazy outfits (last year was very rough. Imagine following the fucking theme) or just do one big post afterwards bc I have a PowerPoint to make

preemptive apology to my like 5 followers for the onslaught of post

[kaiserouo]

my life is fucked anyway here have a kay/o

[thetangibleghost]

STOOOOOOP wtf is wrong with youuuuuuu. Fucking 76288 fucking that is NOT a thing!! This "desktop" only has six of the things I have on my desktop?? I'm not great at computers but I genuinely do not understand the issssuuuueeeeee

[umanta]

ooobh i got so many wips

[sketchtastrophee]

old art again!! this time a rough animation of sawyer and yarnaby 😎 (looks better if u click to view 😭)

im working on a short ppt animation rn. im thinking i should post it to my youtube channel, though im not sure if people here would see it. i think i can link videos on here?? idk

okay I'm gonna talk abt more chapter 4 stuff.. this time about prototype's previous identity.. ch4 spoilers and also a theory below..

hiding the solo yarnaby under here LOL

people theorized 1006 was elliot, which was recently disproven in the chapter 4 tape where poppy refers to elliot as her dad and wishes he were there. in the same tape she addresses prototype as a completely different person. also recall that elliot died in the 90s, meanwhile prototype met theo in 1989. so yeah, they aren't the same person

I've also seen people say rich is prototype, which cannot be true either. in a ch4 tape he speaks to one of the employees under his supervision. the kid mentions his coworkers joking about him going missing. before the bbi, it would not make sense for this to be a common rumor at the company, which means this tape had to happen after harley was hired in 1990; at a time when the company would have a reason to silence people

prototype existed in 1989 at the minimum, but considering he says "it's always been about you and me" to poppy, he's likely the prototype of HER. she's elliots daughter, she died in the 60s, meaning prototype was probably created around that time as well.

this means that rich can't be the prototype because he was human long after prototype was made

if you want my take on who prototype truly is, i'd say his identity doesn't necessarily matter. i don't mean to say his origins aren't important, just that his name and specific role in the past probably doesn't mean anything in the long run. i've never believed he was elliot or rich, and maybe in the future i'll be proven wrong but for now i'll tell you the theory i've had since june of last year

elliot's daughter dies in the 60s. he divorced his wife in 1930, so his daughter is probably in her 30s when she dies. she gets sick or injured, maybe she's actively dying or already dead by the time elliot begins his research. he looks for ways to bring her back, but it doesn't work on the rats (as he mentioned a note in the 2nd chapter)

so what does he do? he tries it on something bigger as he said he would: a human. of course he's not going to try this experimental method on his own daughter, even if she's already dead, so he finds someone else to use it on. we know that elliot wasn't evil or anything, so it's unlikely he killed anybody to use for the experiment. considering the orphanage isn't open yet (it opened in the 70s, not the 60s), prototype probably wasn't an orphan child either. if i run with my simple version of the theory, elliot may have dug up a body in a graveyard and used that. maybe a fresh one, who knows. he tried it, it worked, then he revived his daughter with the same method.

this is likely what harley wanted to know about in the chapter 3 tape (the "i learn something new about you every day" one), and also what prototype is asking harley to figure out in the ch4 tape they're both in. in that case, sawyer never actually figured out how to revive people with the poppy substance. sure, he can transfer people into the toys, but he can't bring anybody back to life

more reason to believe prototype and poppy are of the same "batch" is because it seems they are the only two who don't need food. it's outright stated about him in the ch1 trailer, and insinuated with her saying the "toys will starve otherwise" when she's talking about how nasty them eating humans is. she refers to them, not herself. her and prototype are probably the only 2 who were ever brought back from the dead, which circles back around to his monologue and gives meaning to the "it's always been about you and me, poppy. what we are". when i heard him say that i felt like my theory was lowk confirmed 😭😭

no guarantee this is right, but it's been my guess for a long time