#i have to wake up just as early tomorrow
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Man this day sucked balls
#i had to get up at 5:45am#that was the first worst sign#it was well until i went home for my zoom lesson#since i was like the main coordinator for one big event which had multiple small events#my boss called me and was like hey where is the portable ultrasound for the event#and she found it but the charger was missing#so i asked people responsible for the smaller events who used that ultrasound if they know anything and they were like nope#and one even managed to throw shade on me bc it has been like 2 weeks since the event#after my zoom lesson i cried abt that stupid charger#but i was like hold up i have 20 minutes only to cry bc i have my next lesson in person and i have to go#and then i went and i managed to forget abt that stupid lost charger#and i was like yay i will learn python#and then i did learn the basics and then it started to get complicated and i was lost and then our task was like#hell#and then i tried to make something at least of my task. to like define functions and stuff#and it wasnt possible#and then our teacher kind of wrote the script for the 1st part of the assignment#and i was like okay#and i tried it and the int thing didnt work it was like no you cant put it there where your teacher put it#and i was like fuck then#i just learned how to write a if else and now i have to make two different triangle area scripts baded on input and so that it would work#for non existing triangles#and like what does it mean a triangle with 4 3 and 9 as edge lengths#what do you want from me? an error output? triangle does not exist? what?#either way im fucked#i have to wake up just as early tomorrow#and i have to do a lecture for schoolkids on saturday and my ppt is not finished#and its not like ill have time tomorrow bc i work from 7am to 9pm bc im maybe a masochist#which means even less sleep#i think i have so much going on i want to just. scream.
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autumn thinking
#and here comes another hov after uhh. almost 2 months again#honkai impact#kiana kaslana#herrscher of the void#gonna miss the almost daily coming for warm drink to local cafe at 20min school recesses#people my age go to college tomorrow. do i? ... i dont want to. not this year at least#am i failure for that? probably not#my brain keeps tricking me and making me long for being forced to wake up as early as 6am and socialize 5 days a week#first trying to slip through high school without making any friends and now it wants to go back#would like to just go to town and have a drink at the cafe but i have no longer any reason or nobody to go there with
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i've just discovered that they were selling the silliest lucifer plush and i'm so happy about it (unfortunately i am too late to get one myself)
i only just refrained from giving lucifer a hat to match his old man pjs, if only because i'm really bad at drawing hats
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#obey me#art#ohh my god i should've given lucifer a little candle to hold.....#ah well i just wanna post this and then i gotta force myself to go to bed#i have to wake up So early to catch the train tomorrow and alas i've probably already left it too late#i mean i can always take a nap on the commute but still. bed cosy#obey me lucifer#jtta ik
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What is this for, love? Home, or glory?
#pokemon#swsh#assistant sonia#gym leader nessa#aquaheartshipping#mermay#on a technicality dskjfhjk but hey. it is the base concept#maybe later on in the month there will be an actual monster. but for now. themb#happy baku draws dr. jones and callie again!! I still think about them. about dr. jones' six phds#instead of going home to ur wife!! ma'am#this was fully like. me fucking around with colors probably. I was just coasting my digital energy while its still there#and then. here it is#the full res file of this is very big#my last two digital things are all drawn on a giant canvas lol#(the other digital thing. u gotta wait to see. itll be awesome)#this tho. this is here on time. fish!!#I may need to lay down#well what else is new!! I gotta wake up early tomorrow to marinade the stuff. so. you know how it is#have a good night!! home or glory its all good!
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saying this at an extremely random time because i truly don’t mean it in the direction of anyone or any message in particular, but if we could maybe in general just keep in mind that i am not actually an Authority on anything i talk about. ur compliments are very lovely and i appreciate them sm, and i know i do make posts kind of intentionally in a way where they’re supposed to make people laugh and get attention and thus a follower count or whatever, but just, i have had a bad experience or two with it feeling a bit out of my control and people getting... over-excited? and putting me on a pedestal or something which stops being fun pretty fast and can be uncomfortable both for me and for others in the same fandom space. ideally i’d like to have the really wonderful level of interaction i do have here while a) being responsible with it and b) having my own boundaries. i would love us all to keep in mind that i am just another random guy on the internet who, particularly if we’re not mutuals, you don’t know and who doesn’t know you. and, perhaps a separate point, that i’m a random white guy on the internet and i get things wrong, which is one of many reasons you should not be listening to me to the exclusion of all else, and, for example, over the voices of fans of colour. the last thing i ever ever want, in that situation or any other, is for it to be intimidating to question/discuss/criticise something i’ve said. i think if we remember all that, we can be chill and have a chill time? that’s all i want to do instead of sounding like i’m issuing press releases which i kind of do right nowww okay bye i’m going back 2 sleep 💤💤💤
#so mad i woke up at all i need to SLEEP#looking forward to something tomorrow but i gotta wake up early for once and i am Determined to do it and be pleasant to be around#which i am... not always when i have to wake up for smth#anyway i hope the above is worded okay. pls take these sleepy circumstances into account#its not that big of a deal right now i dont think i just want to sort of. get ahead of the potential problem#so to speak
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i dont wanna do this anymore i dont wanna study or do my project tomorrow im so fucking underprepared im gonna cry im gonna throw up uUUUGHHHGGGG i just wanna draw cute girls and guys why can't i be a pervert for free
#dean's losing it#haku is also losing it#im at my wit's end#i'll just#try to eat some chocolate#and read through the stuff again#and just go to sleep since i have to wake up early tomorrow#prayers that everything goes well ig#hahaha#hakudean rambles#and then i have a video to record and then i have to study im abt to kms fr
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zubin being on social media again means something & i don’t like what it’s implying
#i’m probably just overthinking things & need to go to sleep#i have first day of school tomorrow (PHT)#& i have to wake up early#whatever lol#🍊rambles#not art#tally hall#tallyhall#zubin sedghi#aid’s random midnight thoughts#technically it’s not midnight yet it’s 10:50 PM buuuttt…
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GOODNIGHT I LOVE YOU
#stupid kids waking me up early means i gotta SLEEP smh#might reward myself with coffee tomorrow we shall see#o keep telling myself to just have the coffee at home bc it’s cheaper but like i also want a treat#「mercury speaks」
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quick demopan doodle that I got a bit carried away with
I PROMISE IM WORKING ON ASKS I AM ALMOST DONE WITH ONE
#tf2#tf2 demoman#demopan#freak fortress#conedoodledoodle#So eepy… have to wake up early tomorrow… maybe this demopan was a bad idea…#I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT HIS SHEILD THING
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i am so . eeby . . .
#thayne yaps#sleepy face v v ᶻ𝗓𐰁#but i dont wanna sleep because i just got home and i wanna talk to jd and melody 🙁🙁#i should probably just sleep tee bee ach i have to wake up early tomorrow
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Hyperfixated on learning, special interest in being smart
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Pretend I posted awesome art because this week has been kicking my ass in busying my schedule..
#during cedric week too.#this is the worst timing for everything in my life to start rollingggg#i would talk about everything but like..#thats so information#and so much talking#i dont have a problem with talking alot as thats something i just do#(sometimes..)#ahhh#i had a#appointment yesterday#and school just makes me tired#i wake up at 6am to get ready#sometimes 5am#and i regularly post at 11am..#where lunch just starts#so i either have to finish the artwork early or during lunch#i always post it later in the day between classes anyways#also a bunch of other stuff#who wouldve thought having a nice and content busy life would be so difficult?#me.#i would've thought.#will i post art tomorrow? probably not..#who knows?#me#but still#maybe later this month when everythings calmed down ill post sketches of what i had in my mind#for cedric week#because i rushed practically all the art within 30 minutes and less
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I HAD TIME TO DRAW KLAPOLLO BUT I LIED DOWN INSTEAD GRAAAAAAH
#.docx#already cozy in bed but jt isn't even 12am yet and i don't have to wake up too early tomorrow ahhhhh i should've just drawn klapollo
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the people on discord promised to do a watch party of only episodes focusing on My favorite character tomorrow and one of them literally just suggested watching an episode in which he doesn't appear at all.
everyone is like "yeah haha cool! I can't wait," and I know the logical assumption is that they just forgot or plan on doing that one and then the character episodes, but the avoidant and autistic parts of My brain are making Me feel like this:
#personal#avoidant brain is going 'they forgot about Me. because they don't care enough about Me. My interests don't really matter to them'#but then I try to be logical and go 'nooo we're still gonna watch the episodes. we watch ~10 episodes per stream#one unrelated episode isn't going to change anything'#but then the autistic part of My mind is just thinking 'THAT'S EVEN WORSE. I hate not being able to engage with My special interests#when I expect to. I hate change I hate unpredictability I hate when things are suddenly different and I can't do anything about it'#and they're still hyping it up as I type and I know I have to chance to say 'actually can we not watch that episode tomorrow#you said EVERY episode would be about him.' but WHAM avoidant personality again. I'm scared to ruin everyone's fun#even though it's coming at the expense of Mine and tomorrow is supposed to be about Me. but okay.....le sigh#I was looking at this virtual autism support group to join earlier. at least this can be a subject of conversation#if things don't end up going right#anyway time to take My three melatonin so I can wake up early. hopefully I won't fall asleep mid-stream like I did last time#this shit takes place wayyy too early ISTG. time zone differences amirite
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can someone remind me to write up my thoughts about gallagher and the enigmata later or at least compile them somewhere i want to share it but also my Goodness i am sleepy as heck today and i have work tonight 😔
#and its a saturday so its gonna be busy asldfjkasdlkah#im just. im so sleepy man#and i have to wake up early too for work tomorrow so i just. Im going to Die between today and tomorrow count on it#but at least on monday-wednesday ill make myself catch up on sleep#love the work but on the downside MY SLEEP.....#i forgot if i said it here. idk where i was posting bro#but the other day i 100% the theme park and am close to 100% dewlight pavilion so i'll be nearly caught up with all information#that + still need to read#but im also nearly caught up with all the reading in penacony too so thats super fun and exciting !!#but because of that i have thoughts askjdfalh#most of it is towards gallagher and the past of penacony and the watchmaker but. you know alskdjfalskjh#avil plays hsr#hsr 2.1 spoilers#just in case o7#i will say though#its wild i havent run into any information regarding the dreammaster at all really#the one who adopted sunday and robin#who is the dreammaster? why does the dreammaster and watchmaker have beef with each other? whats going on?#where did the shift come from between the watchmaker being the father of penacony to the family being in charge#since the family and the watchmaker are kinda against each other#(shakes the game) I WILL KNOW YOUR SECRETS SOON ENOUGH. AS SOON AS I AM MORE AWAKE ITS OVER FOR YOU.#i wish i had someone to ramble about ideas with and like bounce off of#WE CAN SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF PENACONY! TOGETHER!#and then probably get our asses killed too by getting to close to the legacy 😔✌🏼 itd be the way of the truth
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ONE MORE SLEEP UNTIL CALEB
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#WE ALL CHEERED#i wish i didn’t have early morning class tomorrow bc i would just play EVERYTHING#….maybe i’ll wake up early#6 am is looking real good rn
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