#‘she drives me insane tho’
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And when I thought things were finally fine and had calmed down my roommate starts sending me shelters because he wants me to get rid of my cat 🙃🙃🙃
#‘she’s peeing on my stuff 😡’#listen I get that that sucks#but also…. we had a system in place that got her stop#I get putting cat spikes on the couches was mildly annoying but guess what#she wasn’t pissing on them anymore#and tell your bf to stop leaving your bedroom door open if you don’t want her to piss on your bed#like ?????#I know he’s stopped doing these things because the bf finds them mildly inconveniencing#sorry I’m not getting rid of my cat that I’ve had for almost four years and who got rehomed TWICE before I got her#because you have to put in a tiiiiiny bit of effort#‘she pissed on my shoes 😡’#she has literally never peed on shoes before I guarantee you it’s because I left for a weekend and she’s anxious#fucking calm down#you could also just not leave your shoes by the door#he already rehomed our rats because he found them annoying which I feel bad about#I didn’t fight him much on that one because they were more his than mine so if he wanted to make that decision whatever#but hell no I’m not taking my cat to a fucking SHELTER fuck you#‘she drives me insane tho’#okay well your fucking boyfriend drives me insane and you’re not seeing me demand you take him to a fucking shelter so lol#GOD this is not what I wanna deal with when I get home#and it’s just pissing me off cuz I get it’s annoying#but we’d gotten her to stop mostly and now it’s started again because of things 🙃🙃 the fucking bf is doing 🙃🙃#so like this is your own fault and you’re expecting me to get rid of my baby because your bf can’t be assed to slightly alter#how he likes to live which is apparently being allergic to just keeping the bedroom door closed#jfc#kaz rambles
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Picked out my favorite looks from my sketches and now they're going on a date
#wip#their height difference drives me insane btw#im not normal about it#charlie breaking her back just to kiss vaggie#im aware Vaggie's look would look better with heels but i feel like that's where she draw the line at femme clothing#like that woman definitely hates heels#tho i might look up cuter flats later#(sorry fashion isn't my strong suit)#hazbin hotel#chaggie
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✧ Glamtober Day 3 | Match Your Mount ✧
Not a canon glam for Myrri as dancer is not one of their canon jobs but I just love the Thavnairian barding, it's so colourful!! SO fun and cute!! 💖
#ffxivglamtober2024#glamtober#a'myrrhis venko#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv viera#the fact that the pinks don't really match only drives me a LITTLE bit insane.... only a little.................. TTwTT#i cheated a LITTLE bit with the feathers on the thavnairian bustier already and manually changed the colours to fit the one from the bardin#but going all the way to adjust the entire outfit seemed a bit too much... so we endure.............................#also it looks like they're aboug to fight lmaooo i rlly wanted to show the weapon tho since it fits as well#she's about to kiss his lil beak actually uwu and he's about to affectionately headbnk her
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"work wife"???? But not actual wife??
LOL no not actual wife! Both the work wife and I have actual husbands instead 🤭🤭 And my husband is JUST as crazy as I am and WILL do farther daytrips like the absolute insane mans he is! Which is one of the MANY reasons I married him--his weirdness matches my weirdness 💖💖💖💖💖
As a fun fact, the craziest day trip/road trip we have done: we went to IKEA about two ish hours away. Came home, realized upon unloading new bedframe that he had misplaced his wallet somewhere. So what did we do?
WELL IKEA was closed but you bet your ass we got BACK in the car and drove BACK to the pit stop (an hour?? ish?? away??) that VERY night and checked the trash there and asked the people inside (who were sups friendly! They checked the tapes for us and everything!) if they'd seen it. They hadn't! So, we drove BACK home and the next day, after work, we yeeted ourselves into the car and drove BACK to ikea to see if they had it
AND THEY DID!
He was so relieved and then we had IKEA hot dogs for dinner, his treat bc he had his wallet again 🤭🤭🤭 (they are pretty good but costco ones I think deffs are better!)
BUT YEAH. My actual spouse is just as unhinged as I am and I love him about it 😍😍😍😍😍😍
#dani answers#wizardshark#BUT YEAH!#anyway i get that a lot of people are like 'work spouse culture is literally insane and weird' and that is CORRECT#it CAN BE! and rest assured that we are NOT#tbh a good like 30% of our time spent together is gushing about our spouses lol#anyway she's so fucking cool it's not even funny and when i told her that she was like WHAT i am NOT cool YOU'RE cool#and i was like DING DONG YOU ARE WRONG and then friendship lol#she is very cool tho. she calls richard chard#he and i think it's fucking HILARIOUS#she's so cool and talented and i miss her bc we haven't hung out in like WEEKS bc of the horrors (i keep getting SICK)#and also bc her department moved back to the building they were in post-reno. so we didn't lunch as per the usual bc she was busy aF#and she's going on vacay for like two weeks now#she's so sweet too! she got me skin tone markers for my BDAY! i'd mentioned it off hand once or twice and this bitch REMEMBERED#her husbando is also v funny lol. gr8 cook too! and a gossipy little guy which is HILARIOUS bc so is chard lmao#anyway sorry for going off in the tags!! i have been home sick too long and am LOSING IT#if im not well enough for work tomorrow i'm gonna explode. i cant keep doing NOTHING it's driving me BATTY#(but at least I'm feeling better and resting up and such lol)
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sorry for haymitch posting constantly but the funniest thing to me is in his games there was nothing outwardly suggesting everything was poison but his paranoid ass saw fresh water and went "it's a trap" and the hilarious part is he was right
#:v#haymitch abernathy#the hunger games#Like his survided the hardest most dangerous games by not trusting anything#except mayslee and then you know. she dies bc he figured out the forcefield#The focus on forcefields in cf does drive me a little bit insane#in a good way I like the imagery of something used to trap being used as a weapon against the captors#does make me go a little crazy thinking about what this says abt haymitch tho#sure drunk 40 yr old who had his family murdered and was forced to watch 46 kids die isn't going to trust anyone#but why does a 16 yr old kid expect something horrible at every turn#to the point he only trusts someone after they save his life KINDA LIKE KATNISS HUH .#sorry those two drive me insane...........#Like yeah haymitch is also just incredibly clever to figure out the tricks but it says a lot abt his upbringing#healthy kids with healthy families don't expect everything to kill them is all I'm saying
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GAMES I PLAYED IN 2023 (in no particular order)
Splatoon 3 | Nintendo Grim Fandango | Lucas Arts Broken Age | Double Fine Pikmin 4 | Nintendo Baldur's Gate 3 | Larian Studios
#Splatoon 3#Grim Fandango#Broken Age#Pikmin 4#Baldur's Gate 3#gamingedit#gif#my edits#this was originally going to be 'games i rolled credits on' but it felt... disingenuous to not include splatoon 3#i spent hundreds of hours with that game on call w/ friends.#so even tho i rolled credits on it in 2022.... she goes here#Splatoon#Pikmin#BG3#( also yes i know this one has spacing issues. idk why. it is driving me Insane. )
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Me internally, everytime I have to agree to let someone do something nice for me: haha my schedule has been disturbed *bursts into tears*
#its frustrating bc my brain keeps me locked into these patterns that drive me insane#but if someone comes in with something disruptive from a place of good intentions its like oh boy u dont understand the amount of stress#youve just Subjected me to. bc i kno the the anguish will outweigh the enjoyment bc that's usually how it goes#so my brain is like no nonnonono say no but ppl dont understand that#they get annoyed when you try to turn away nice things so i just have to grin and bear it to not make them feel bad#which does not feel good#this time i got out of it tho bc i was standing in my kitchen sobbing inconsolablly and i was like actually fuck this#and my boss gave me an out when she texted me so i was like fuck this#bc i dont wanna celebrate paper submission and phd acceptance. theyre just things that happened whats the point in celebrating? ive got#better things to do but thats not the point ugh#i just need a lazer that beams my thoughts into ppls heads so they can just understand my brain#unrelated#me
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vocaloid puyo redraws except theyre mainly feli
#It's mainly feli bc she drives me insane#Also this goes out to that one person who reblogged my art thinking it was darling dance/orthodoxia art#To that person I am so sorry it was just nun feli and feli in jirai kei#But now it actually is#Society is saved#Also you reminded me that ive never drawn orthodoxia/darling dance feli b4 even tho those ideas drive me insane#Thank you#Also fuck you (/aff) 4 bringing up samsa schezo u have ruined my life#Anyways onto character tags#schezo puyo puyo#schezo wegey#feli puyo puyo#white feli#white feli puyo puyo#puyo puyo#puyo puyo 20th#puyo puyo fever#madou monogatari
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it would feel so nice to work towards a career that has meaningful impact and makes millions of people happy
#i follow this person cleo abrams on youtube and she's always talking so excitedly about scientists#and their amazing discoveries cool facts and she's so excited and starry eyed and hopeful#she genuinely just wants to educate people and has so much hope that we can make the world a better place#also like idk maybe unrelated but i saw the mv of new romantics and just. wow#say what you will about her but there's no doubt she's made an insane number of people happy SO HAPPY that they're crying#so many tours#idk i want#i wish my life was bigger#i feel so isolated and always just focusing on myself my career my health my enjoyment#what about everything everyone else#i keep trying to be completely okay with being alone i keep telling myself to not need anyone and be 100% independent#find happiness within hobbies interests#but it feels like a losing battle#i don't know i just. miss everyone 😭😭😭😭#but it hurts too much tbh always more sad than happy always more crying than laughing#i miss my bestfriend i don't know what i did wrong but she won't pick up my call she keeps saying she's busy#i don't want to be clingy because she hates that shit i don't want to drive her away but she's my only friend#i miss my fucking mom she doesn't care if i live or die obviously but i miss just having her presence in the house#and even tho my sister is here she's never fully present always on her laptop working#i wouldn't really say i miss my dad but wow it's been so long since mom and dad stayed together at home it was almost#always miserable but sometimes at the lunch table it was nice#i don't know everything and everyone is moving and changing so fast and i can't breathe under it and it's already september#but this entire year felt like a blur it's like everyone who left took a chunk of my heart with them#and i should be happy because im so close to the exam which will get me out of this house finally be financially independent#like i wanted since i was 11 i could finally start my life#but it all feels so. i don't know the whole future seems black like i can't imagine life past november 2025#how do you imagine happiness if you've never been happy?#and all these feelings are making it so hard to study and studying is so fucking important because if i don't ill be stuck here forever#and i don't want to go thru attempts fail and pass again atleast back then i had a reason first heartbreak‚ not getting to go to college#but what now why now i don't even understand i know objectively i do not have it that bad it's literally better even if i compare to my own
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have had two instances in the past few months of listening to a japanese song in a japanese context (specifically, one was an anime op and the other was off an album by an artist i know is japanese) and immediately clocking the vocals as having a korean accent. and being right. i do not speak either of these languages.
#the second one was driving me absolutely insane bc the singer in question almost exclusively sings JP#so i was like. am i just hearing this weird. her words are perfectly intelligible. and yet. something is Different#and lo and behold i managed to dig up some random artist bio that lists her as korean as well as a webseries she sang KR vocals for#her jp really is perfect tho like it rapid-fire rolls off the tongue faster than i could do so in english while completely clear#so honestly she probably speaks jp better than some native speakers lmfao (<-op is someone who can no longer speak their mother tongue)
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im in love w him not only bc of who he is as a person nd how drawn i am to his personality, but also bc i feel like he's the only one who has ever wanted to see me. who i am, like deep down. he's the only one who i feel like i've ever connected with, in an easy nd genuine way. the only one who i feel has ever gotten me. he's the only one who's ever made me feel like we actually have a connection we're both in on, bc i havent had to pretend or put up a fake front for him bc he wanted the real image of me.
#unfortunately he has his own shit to deal w#so bc of one thing that was actually a mistake from me#he misjudged it nd saw it from his own perspective nd didnt understand mine#nd thus concluded that he saw me wrong nd didnt actually know who i am#nd then he had decided that so strongly he wasnt wven open to hear me out or try to understand what that situation was for me#that made me very sad nd hurt nd like#he doesnt actually like me as much as i like him#bc i would always always ask him nd hear him out before jumping to conclusions#i have asked him abt this but he is a wall nd doesnt wnna talk abt it#nd i cant force anyone so... yeh. it is what it is#i wish that we had the connection where he wanted to understandwhere i was coming from#instead of being like ughshe isnt the perfect image that i had constructed#so now im writing her off completely bc she doesntlive up to my expectations#but... my heart just loves him sm i can look past that#however... that is meaningless when i dont even know what he feels for me nd i cant get an answer out of him#maybe he doesnt wanna tell me bc he doesnt return my love nd he knows i'llbe hurt nd he'll risk losing me as a friend#i'd never stop talking to him tho.. that is the worst part#if imginna get over these feelings#i need to hear it straight from him. i need him to tell me thatno i am not in love with you#then i need to never talk to him again nd never lookat his social media#then it will hurt a lot but after a year or so i will only feel empty nd not hurt when i think of him#but i am tooweak to be the one to stop talking to him now#my entire day revolves around him nd i know its unhealthy but idk how to stop#since this obsession is unrequited i dont actually wanna feel it#but i have no idea how to stop#god this is driving me insane wtf is wrong w me??
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i hate car centric infrastructure but most of all i hate how people have been conditioned to think its the only way
#'how do we improve traffic' well firstly we increase public transit options so people don't feel inclined to drive#make people feel as if driving isnt the only option#i do like the idea of riding the horse to uni tho#heel leuk#POINT IS people were saying 'oh we actually increase peoples car education bc people are shit drivers'#which they are and it's valid#my ex friend was awful at driving but i never said how unsafe i felt with her behind the wheel until after we fell out#and never did i say it to her#but i was more looking at less cars on the road type beat#its scary how people are conditioned to think around cars#even my mum is like 'all cities are car centric' even though she's been to amsterdam#sickening#and i know this is just me screaming to the void but one of the big reasons i want to move to nl is not bc im bsc about the netherlands#i am insane fyi i am very normal#but its because i can't bear to live a life where i have to drive everywhere#i would simply rather learn to cycle#or ride the horse to uni#anyways my assignment is about walkability now so i can blab on about amsterdam in the reflection
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facing the horrors (applying for summer stuff)
#ARGH#theres this summer thing i really want to do#it's my top choice#& app opened yesterday#the website said 30% of the ppl they hired applied in the first week & 50% of them applied within 2 weeks#so i need to get my app in ASAP!!#resume & cover letter done#i just need this 1 person to proofread my cover letter#but she is unfortunately the busiest person in the world#& hasnt gotten to it even tho i sent it to her 2 days ago#& i asked my advisor to be a ref but she doesnt answer emails during break#she is SUPPOSED to be back today but it is 530 pee em & no response#FUCK!!! 🤩🤩🤩#its driving me insane LET ME SUBMIT THIS!!#also#i have other apps to do#so many#im going insane#they all want different things#1 of them wants me to write a lesson plan#but its ok i'll do something fun for the summer i know it#k thx guys#pls pray for me#wahhhhh
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y’know i think the most annoying thing about trying to discuss reproductive rights with cis people is the complete and utter refusal to include trans people in the discussion. like they will only ever say “women” and if you dare to point it out it’s “well this is all being done to control women” or “‘people with vaginas’/‘people assigned female at birth’ is way too wordy” it drives me fucking crazy
like first off do you seriously think that the people who seek to remove bodily autonomy from women have nothing against trans people. do you think they hold zero ill will towards us. also do you think they view trans afabs as anything other than women.
secondly. NOBODY IS ASKING YOU TO USE BIG WORDY PHRASES LITERALLY JUST SAY “PEOPLE” INSTEAD OF “WOMEN.” WE LITERALLY JUST DON’T WANT TO BE EXCLUDED FROM THIS BECAUSE WE ARE ALSO BEING HURT WE JUST WANT SOME GODDAMN SOLIDARITY IN THIS BITCH. LIKE ACTUALLY JUST FUCKING SAY “PEOPLE” IT SAVES EVERYONE FROM WEIRD LOOPHOLES AND ALSO ENFORCES THAT WOMEN ARE PEOPLE FOR FUCK’S SAKEEEEE
#marzirants#my mom would say shit like this sometimes and it drove me fucking insane every single time#with her i truly feel like i have to pick my battles#bc 90% of the time she fully understands where i’m coming from! she understood the weird nuances of my queer stuff way better than any other#cishet i’ve met. ESPECIALLY considering she’s in her 50s#but every now and again she says some shit that drives me up a WALLLLL#i remember once i was talking about the language around it#and my mom brings up that she ‘disagrees’ with saying like ‘people with uteruses’ or whatever#and this kinda surprised me (she tends to catch me off guard with it) so i had no actual explanation for her#but i tried anyways i was like ‘well trans folks are affected by this too so it’s important that we’re included in the language’ right#and THIS WOMAN. someone who i know would fucking lay down her life if it were the best way to keep me safe#SAYS TO ME.#‘well this issue is about women. it isn’t about being trans and i don’t think the discussion should be derailed to trans issues’#WHAT????? W. WHAT HUH????#first off. this bitch goes hand in hand with trans issues we are talking bodily autonomy that is a huge trans issue#second of all. WHO THE FUCK IS DERAILING????? WE’RE ON YOUR SIDE WE’RE LITERALLY ASKING TO BE INCLUDED IN THE FIGHT#WH??? BITCH????#my mom is so fucking smart. but sometimes the cishet nonsense overrides her smartness and she says the dumbest shit i have ever heard#don’t tell her i said that she’d get mad at me. even tho it’s literally smth all cishets do
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it's crayz bc i know my sisters will vent to each other about me/talk about me when i'm not there but *i* can't do that with either or them bc they always tell the other and it's like 🧍🏻♀️ well who am i supposed to vent to then🧍🏻♀️
#like i can. but i also in the back of my mind am like well this will probably get back to the one i'm venting about and then she'll be mad#so like. i'll just subject you guys to it bc a girlie needs to be able to vent for sanity#saur annoying tho i'll show my sister Anything like i'll send her a reel or a dance vid (bc she also likes kpop) and she Always#has to nitpick every single thing about it and *she* knows best of course bc she did xyz 20 years ago like girl....#like i'll send her stuff being like i like this or i think this looks neat and suddenly she's an expert on singing and dancing 🧍🏻♀️#and i know some stuff you can be like well that sucked without knowing anything bc you have eyes/ears but she Is an expert ofc#like i'm not sending her shit being like omg this is the most amazing dance ever this person is a Perfect Singer...#she also has Such internalized misogyny that she will bring up unprompted and it's always word for word the same thing like you cannot#complain about our other sister saying the same things a lot WHEN YOU DO THE SAME...#not even just about that but like in general she will bring up a topic unprompted and it's the same spiel every. single. time#i know we all repeat things we only have so many things to bring up but like. it drives me Nuts it's like a script#and i don't think she realizes she does it given that she complains about other people doing it but jfc girl#but her whole being the most special person ever thing coupled with the i'm an expert bc i did this 20 years ago thing... driving me insane#and her most special person thing coupled with the internalized misogyny... once again you are in your 30s please work on that#like it's so tired. it's been done it's run it's course let's move past it
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surely they’re going to do something subversive with w*lter & misty right. surely they understand this character could literally never be in a normal dating type relationship even with a guy who is also a certified freak right. surely they understand the tragedy of her character - a tragedy of her own making - is that a non-wilderness love interest will never understand her fully, and a wilderness love interest is built on a secret (the black box) that can never be revealed so the best she can hope for and the happiest she’ll ever get is an intense weird mostly one-sided situationship with women who don’t like her but would hate her even more if they knew the truth. surely they understand she already knows this and yet she still reaches out and always will. surely they understand how boring it is make a male love interest a literal carbon copy of the woman right. surely they understand the reason her dynamics with the girls works is because of the differences in personalities right. right. right.
#also the crystal/walter parallels drive me crazy bc if she doesn’t kill him then it’s like#~he accepted her insanity when crystal couldn’t/didn’t~ WELL THE SITUATIONS WERE DIFFERENT!!! HE WASNT STUCK IN THE WOODS FOR 19 MONTHS!!!#also paralleling romantic f/m relationships to platonic f/f relationships pisses me offfffff#god she needs to kill him so bad. and she needs to flash back to her younger self like shauna did when it happens#crusty didn’t annoy me even tho they were carbon copies bc well weirdgirl4weirdgirl-ism is different. AND it was doomed!!#if walter isn’t doomed then what’s the pointttt. 😭 i just have the deepest gut feeling they rly have not understood her character 😭#and i hate that i can’t figure out what they’re doing with him / them / this plot line#it’s the one plot where i generally have zero idea of where its headed and not in the fun way!!!!#*
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