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❥ - One for Champa, one for Vados, if you gottem? :0c
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Champa
Hooooh, boy. If anyone knows me at all, they know what an incredible sucker I am for Champa and Vados. And, yes, I am aware that that is an odd one to go for--or too obvious. But way back when, when they were first introduced close to ten-ish years ago, it was irrevocably my OTP. Now, I am aware that canonically, this would never happen. Toriyama himself stated that, and I am paraphrasing, "the angels are dispatched by the Omni-King, and therefore would not be that attached to their God of Destruction" This was after Toriyama's partner suggested that Marcarita and Belmod could be implied as a couple, based on the Joker and Harley Quinn. That was quickly shut down. But does that stop me? Of course not. There is no one that gets under Champa's skin quite like Vados. And given the scene where Champa was erased in the ToP, and the quick frame of Vados bowing as he was erased, there is implied that she, despite the teasing and nagging, did somewhat care for him. Now, this was well after my brain had developed rot over these two, but it does make me feel validated. After thousands of years, you cannot tell me that something has never occurred, not with the way they interact. That's a long time to spend with someone you "hate". And of course, I'm a sucker for slow burn, and I'm sure that after the ToP, some... conversations needed to be had. What was said, we will never know. To this day, I have not met a Vados that has stayed, ship or not, and so I will just hold this ship as a fond what-if. And no Vados I write with will ever be forced into it. Ever. But this ship does hold a high priority in my depiction of Champa, even if most of the time, he is written having unrequited feelings for her. Although you will never get that out of him and live.
Vados
Now, I have, as above, stated my OTP for her. But I also believe Vados isn't so clear-cut as to simply fall for someone over looks or abilities. If she fell at all, that person would have to be pretty special. Now, I fought for years over the whole Vados/Hit pairing, because I felt it was just stupid. But there is merit, a small modicum of it. Although I'm not sure where I'd begin dissecting it. So, for Vados, I leave her open. She is potentially open for developing a ship with any character, although as an angel she is most likely refrains from showing open interest. You can try, though.
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Bingqiu is so funny to me like,,, you have sexy man turned into an idea of a tumblr sexyman and uh, some guy that watches instagram reels bc “he could never be a TikTok user”
Asdfghjkl that's exactly what they are. No wonder they're so popular on tumblr XD. Sqq is that one reddit user who swears every week that he's leaving this toxic hole for good and you know you'll find him mere hours later arguing pedantry on some incredibly niche sub reddit.
And he's somehow gay married to a guy who underwent an irl sans verse swap with his evil version. Who is his 'I can fix him' blorbo. His poor little meow meow. Lbh would have an aesthetic tradwife account, you know the ones where there's some scandal about them actually being insanely rich and in some weird marriage? That's him. His recording room that looks like an offshoot of a small cosy traditional cottage is actually a renovated spare room in his palace quarters.
They're that one meme about their braincells cancelling each other out. They're so stupid I love them.
Thanks for the ask :D!
#Ngl bingqiu is one of those ships that had to grow on me but they did and now I'm here lol#Imagining an au where nothing changes but the world has socmed the whole time. Modern xianxia??#Like they have more modern governments and wildlife reserves and restaurant personality accounts and w/e but it's still swords n stuff#Cultivators are discouraged from socmed as part of the general jianghu separation thing but all the big fish have at least one as a#Matter of PR. Like Yqy and opm trying not to have twitter beef. Lmy is a booktok influencer on the side#This changes nothing about the plot to be clear. This is explicitly so the average mortal can experience the scandal of that one cooking#Channel turning out to be the WHOLE ENTIRE DEMON EMPEROR doing some weird rp (he's not he just genuinely likes cooking)#Sqq's scandals and deaths would be even hotter gossip lmao. Incredibly divisive.#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#I don't know if I got sidetracked or not lol#ask#answered#answered asks
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fic where varric becomes obsessed with fade. but like, so much.
#if nadia can hunt for her boyfriend varric should be allowed to do the same.#everyone's worried for varric.#and varric's like. the same varric from outside.#like he knows how to act. but everyone knows he spends far too much on reading books about it. puts a lot of money on it etc#he never says out loud if he believes he can manage it. bc everyone tries to discourage him.#he still laughs and smiles. but there's something about him that's wrong.#hurting myself.#all i want from dav is the knowledge that varric still cares for hawke. nothing else.#oh and merrill is the only one helping him#everyone's also worried about demons. because varric is willing to go far. but that's also in a way that's like#those moments in da2 where you come to talk with a character and they're talking with someone else#brief bit of anders calmly but worriedly advising varric against not dabbling in these stuff#varric's like it's fine. don't worry about me#maybe merrill puts herself in danger trying to help.#varric tethras#da2#varric x hawke#dai#dragon age
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My fellow voting Americans!
Please remember to check that you are still registered/remember to register to vote if you've recently moved or become eligible to vote. The primaries are coming up soon, and the general will be happening on November 7th. Yes, 2023 is an election year — because every year is an election year — and you never know what important propositions, local politicians, or even amendments might be up for election.
Anyone who needs help registering can drop me an ask anytime; I'm a literal expert on this stuff, and nothing brings me more joy than getting people involved in the electoral process.
If you can do even more (volunteering for a cause/politician, signing up to work elections, even running yourself for a local town council/school board seat) that is awesome, but the bare minimum for being a good citizen of this country is voting. So make sure you're ready!
#this post brought to you by YET ANOTHER person trying to discourage people from voting#by claiming that 'the lesser evil is still evil!' and that if you don't get your way in the primary#you shouldn't vote in a general#and that kind of thing is quite literally why we no longer have Roe v. Wade#and why all these state legislatures are passing horrifying anti-queer and especially anti-trans bills#in addition to anti-abortion bills#remember that if voting didn't matter then republicans wouldn't do it#politics!
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lowkey nick davis has been through SO much trauma
EIGHT YEARS OLD: • trained violently by his father • tried to run away with his mother • witnessed (or at least was aware of) his mother being mesmered to forget him TEN YEARS OLD: • forced to be oathed to selwyn kane • sel got more of lord davis's praise & attention (nick didn't) TWELVE YEARS OLD: • left the lodge EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD, LEGENDBORN: • went back and accepted being the scion of arthur because he wanted to help bree • attacked by an uchel and hellhound • immediately after the trial for the pages, he is attacked by a hellsnake • sel was actively letting his bloodlust take over nick after nearly ambushing bree (william notes he literally had to fight sel's influence to heal nick, and nick's already stated he hates feeling like he wants to hurt bree) • gets forced to wield Excalibur, but bree wields it instead EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD, BLOODMARKED: • nick gets kidnapped by his dad and his dad's kingsmage • max would've killed nick if his dad didn't take the blow, and nick beheads max • ran away because he was grieving and in shock • finds bree possessed by Arthur when he comes back • watches sel sacrifice his humanity • sees bree and sel literally teleport away
tracy deonn when i catch you tracy deonn. count ur fucking days
#tracy deonn#nick davis#bloodmarked#the legendborn cycle#selwyn kane#bree matthews#oathbound#briana matthews#william sitterson#alice chen#and his trauma gets ignored a lot from what i've seen#this poor man#also i'd really really appreciate it if you wouldn't make this all about bree or sel this is a post for nick and it is very discouraging!!#im open to discussions about sel and bree's trauma but please don't try and compare nick's trauma to bree or sel's#they all struggle#also correct me if any of this is inaccurate or if there's more i havent said#HOW does this man still have his shit together
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Hey- about your recent post regarding the ability of patience - that put things into a different perspective for me, and i thank you. I have been trying to draw for maaaybe 4ish years, and progress seems to always have weird times of super fast improvement, and then times i feel nothing changes. And i see artists my age that started the same time i did, and i get so discouraged, but now i realise the patience thing. Just like everyone's brains are different
Glad I helped :D
And don't worry about the "suddenly improves faster and then stops improving", that's very normal.
To improve you have to walk a lot of hills up and down (2022 was my best year for art and then 2023 was the worst and I felt like I was stuck), sometimes you just need to get up from drawing and do other things like watching a new movie/show or maybe go on a walk, take a closer look to the world around you, it may inspire you.
But most importantly, take your time. Art should not be rushed.
#ask#I must admit. when I was a kid I was a liiiiiittle quietly egocentrical about my art and seeing artist better than me never discouraged me#because I would think 'in a few years I'll get better and I'll be at the level they are now' and I'll proceed drawing my anime girl OC#older kids would try to discourage me showing me their 10 minutes sketch that looked like an illustration. like my 1h drawings were less#I knew that I wasn't as good then but I also knew that if I kept walking I'll eventually get to my goal and beyond#don't compare yourself to others. inspire from others
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it's so hard being a person who needs to be the best at everything when you are slightly below average at best at any given department
#i don't think ppl who tell me i'm good at x thing (that includes things like looks or voice etc btw) are lying or anything#but i do think they're biased and their love skews their perception of me. bc i mean. no one else can see it after all#and i hate that as a kid i was propped up as better than others bc it really did give me this complex while growing up lol#joining a gifted class and finding out i'm not actually particulary smart compared to them#failing auditions as an adult or messing up things i did get into#like this is why i don't like it when ppl say i have an impostor syndrome like noooo i literally do suck 😭#i'm not saying this in an 'i'm blind to my own abilities' way i'm just saying that compared to most people i am below average 😭#being better at a thing than the average person who. doesn't do the thing. doesn't mean much when i'm among the worst in those who do#and it's really discouraging from getting better at things too. bc i feel so inherently shitty at everything that it feels pointless#(esp given that i DID put years of effort into certain things yet i still suck or i lost my ability to do them with time)#so it's easier to not try. if i'm gonna be the worst anyway yknow? may as well save the effort and the heartache of trying and failing#(getting better is all about failing over and over yada yada ik all that shit i'm just not built to handle it. mentally)#vent#accidentally. bc i started rambling. bc i'm in some jealousy fueled rage rn sorry
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Hm.
#vent#tw vent#vent in the tags#screaming in the void#okay so.#I know I don't post regularly#and maybe it's because I switch fandoms a lot but#I just wish my art would be reblogged more#and I know that it's silly and I'm probably being annoying by saying this#but it just feels really discouraging for me to post something and get a maximum of 7 notes - if I'm lucky - most if not all of which#are likes. and don't get me wrong!! I really appreciate the likes! it's good and I'm glad you like my art!!#but this site lives off of reblogs - sharing things that you like onto your own blog so that others who could potentially also like this#can find it and share it perhaps onto their blogs#if there are only likes then nobody else gets to see it and it eventually fades into the background and get lost.#I tried reblogging my own art from a while ago cuz I thought maybe that would help but. it didn't change anything. it's still all likes#if any engagement happens at all. it's frustrating because it makes me feel like what I post isn't worth being shared.#like it's not good enough. which I know! realistically is not the case but! that doesn't stop me from feeling like it#I don't know what I'm trying to say with this. I'm not trying to force anyone or guilt trip them into reblogging#of course not. no one is obligated to do anything I just. wish more people reblogged my art because yea. I *draw* for myself#but I do *post* it with the intention of it being seen and appreciated by others#that it might bring them as much joy seeing it as it did me creating it#I'm just tired#if you've read this far thank you. I really appreciate you. I love you and I hope you have a really good day <3
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do insurance companies pay if the cause of death was suicide? why is elaine worried about the gun if matt said he thinks austin brought him to be witnesses to an accident? kind of hard for the company to rule out suicide if a gun is involved, am i missing something?
actually this is a common misconception! most life insurance policies do payout in the event of a suicide, but only if the person took out the policy years prior to their death (usually at least 2 years) and as long as the death did not occur during the commission of a crime (ie. suicide by cop). the insurer may try to contest it even if everything was above board, but luckily the family can dispute it. i've seen this happen first hand and it's so messy but in the end the insurance agency did payout, so it's definitely possible
so for austin, no matter how he dies, his family would get the payout for the original life insurance. but for any future policies he might take out (or if he modifies the original policy) the cool down period restarts, thus suicide would not be covered and any accidental death would be highly scrutinized. so even though austin was well past the cool down period when he jumped off the bridge, it's just easier to get the payout for an open and shut accidental death case, which is why he wanted someone there to witness it
as for the gun, elaine doesn't necessarily believe austin was going to do anything with it, but something clicked for her and that's all i can say for now!
#it's better to keep up the idea that ''suicide = no life insurance'' even if it's not true to discourage anyone from trying it#i guess they assume if you have to wait 2 years you'll probably be in a different financial and mental state by then#and most of the time they're probably right. 2 years is a long time to sit on a plan like that#plus you have to keep paying the monthly premiums so i don't think it's worth it to most people#asks#anonymous#nonsims#brandi answers#suicide tw
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i'm still thinking about the conversation i witnessed last night :/
#didn't weigh in when it was happening because Brain and just witnessing it was enough to trigger Fear:tm: and fight/flight#lots of complicated feelings about it#all bad feelings#but just. sometimes you witness things that just annihilate your opinions of someone so fast#and i just. don't want to see or talk to her again.#which is a problem because she's tried to initiate a weird romance-flirtation thing over the course of three years.#which i initially reciprocated then gently started to discourage#(she was like ''no romance between us i don't want to do anything long distance'' proceeds to ask me to fly up to see her.#offers to pay for flights and have me stay with her. asks me out on a date (that i didn't know was a date until she kissed me)??)#and ahhhhh. i can't tell if it's still me coming down from it or if i genuinely feel Legitimately Unsafe or just. ableism-linked discomfort#like. i don't think she'd hurt me. maybe. but i also know that she will not examine why she has isolated and harmed two of her friends.#but this has also completely put into doubt the idea of her *not* causing harm? so i don't know anymore#she also said that one of the most harmful recent representations of my disorder was ''humanising'' :///#(which was immediately preceded by her calling it infantilising. :) )#and then did not listen when it was called out as Active Harm#and then! tried to compare it to a fucking kids film from thirty years ago! about capacity for influence!#and it's just. i'm so fucking tired of trying to correct her#because i am aware that i have a little more influence over her opinions because she has said that she wants me to think well of her#and i have witnessed it with her backtracking hard on things i've criticised even if she's just been supporting whatever was there#and like. i don't want to talk to her anymore. that's a solid thing. i just don't. but i don't want to not explain why?#because that doesn't allow capacity for change and growth and i don't think it's productive#for me at least? i'd prefer for her to know why#but also. she's a significant presence in our social circle and her brother is too#and i don't want to isolate him because he's great and i love him#but. how do you deal with that???#i don't even know.#i keep circling around it.
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insulated
#ahhh i don't know if i am Satisfied with this but i'm done picking at it#digital art is hard i feel like someone scooped an opossum off the street and put it in front of a computer whenever i try#so inevitably everything i do looks like “aw baby's first digital art :^)” to me#which discourages me from practicing#but i will never move past that if i do not practice!!#this is a pretty simple drawing but i had to redo it like 4 times!!#anyway here you go#the original sketch for this has been hanging around for like 2 years so i'm glad i finally did something with it lol#oc: naron#my art
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think it’s important to differentiate between “I don’t understand what this film/show/novel/poem/etc. was trying to say here, but I want to try to” and “I don’t understand what this film/show/novel/poem/etc. was trying to say here, and that means it’s bad, I’m done thinking about it now”.
#just thinking about a thing a mutual said about media literacy#and the number of times I've had really great conversations with people about things we both read/watched/saw#trying to pick apart some piece of it that one or both of us were having trouble wrapping our heads around#and the number of times i've been discouraged from or frightened away from admitting i don't understand and getting other people's takes#by an attitude of 'oh my god that was so obvious how stupid do you have to be not to be able to see that'#the issue I have is less about people not understanding something that's slightly beyond the surface level#and more about people not being CURIOUS about the things that they don't understand#and that goes above and beyond media literacy tbh
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It's been a while, hasn't it?
#Not a Theory#If you've seen me on my personal (rubberduckyrye) you know I'm back in the DR fandom#and you know what#Maybe I'll make a theory or two again.#I don't know if I'll try to maintain my more calm/professional tone here though.#I don't have any major ideas#but I do want to come back to analyzing after being in a fandom where analysis was#well not “discouraged” by any means#But the franchise is a live-service game constantly updating the story#ala not really easy to make a full analysis on the text when it's not a finished/complete story#so I'm also a bit out of practice#but... yeah#Anyway so a fun fact#I'm about to reblog something from my personal that's a bit salty.#Sorry if the tone bothers you but it's something that's important to me personally#and I would like to give it as much reach as possible.#So yeah. To those of you still here#Fair warning I'm about to get a bit personal#But also? Thanks for sticking around.
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god i hope i don't come across as like. condescending lmao
#i wrote a whole long response to that comment from last night bc they seemed... new to fandom space#so i didn't think it was really hate#they responded and yeah. definitely new and very apologetic#so now i'm just trying to keep it a teaching moment and like. not discourage them from commenting on things in the future#bc oh my god one less person commenting would be a travesty#but also i don't want to come across as completely fucking condescending LMAO
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I wish I could enjoy drawing again. It's terrible how something I used to love now feels like torture.
#I blame my perfectionism#I get tired and discouraged quickly if things don't look as they should from the first try
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my albino kribensis died tonight :( I'm still looking into it, I'll put like test details and stuff in the tags, I'm so at a loss....i found him probably minutes within death because i check on them so often. was going around saying goodnight to tanks before lights out and found him. super super bummed. it was barely more than a week but i really liked him...
#yeah I'm extremely sad#i think i have an ok understanding of pet death cuz of my job. like I'm able to focus at least and not get discouraged like-#-ok I'm extremely sad but let's get out the test kit and remember these things just happen#but this particular fish was so cool :( he was already personable#always came out to see me#that's how i knew something was wrong. he didn't come out so i looked behind stuff and found him covered in snails#i found him so quickly the snails hadn't even made a dent he's PERFECTLY intact. like weirdly intact. looked all over-#-and not a scratch.#the female seems freaked out too#analytical time: i tested and there was an ammonia spike. there's no way it would've spiked that fast from his dead body#could've been leftover food but i did a regular 25% water change yesterday and the food hasn't been in there long#it's out of nowhere i really don't know what happened or if i did something wrong#not trying to beat myself up at all just if i DID do something wrong i want to know so i don't do it again#animal death#m2a#uggghhhhh......#just sad#Jose said something nice. i was saying how it's such a bummer that i only had him a week yet fell so in love during that short time#and he said well there you go he gave you a very happy week#lol it's exactly something i would say to a client..... like thanks honey
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