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can.. can I ask for an affectionate reader with characters who aren’t normally like… used to the love? like, not just through words but physical affection like hand-holding, kisses, hugs, all that shebang. probably with a few people like yelan, ei, basically any character that is either cut-off from society or seems socially distant or isolated. 😞
☆ affectionate reader with yelan, ei, & furina
[ 4.2 Archon Quest spoilers ]
× yelan
Varies between how you display your affection, to be honest. Just like being affectionate with people? She's cool with it as long as you don't pop by while she's working (mostly because she'll end up dragging you into it for a bit of fun). I don't think she's all that touchy feely herself, but she'll absolutely get you gifts instead– like pretty knick nacks? She'll make sure to snag any she thinks you might like. Like a good meal? Sure, she'll take you out to one of the restaurants in the city, doesn't matter how expensive. Her treat. If you do prefer physical gifts rather then being taken out, you'll eventually get used to the random unmarked letters and packages showing up where your staying pretty often. It's obvious to know who it came from even if she never signs anything.
Flirty reader, though? Whole nother can of worms and now it's a challenge. The more confident you are the more interested she is. The other acolytes would absolutely seethe at the idea but she has no hesitation at just straight up flirting back– she's as charismatic as they come and she's got a poker face that's basically impenetrable. She'll probably also make a bet to see who cracks first (she always wins, unsurprisingly). Probably won't get dragged into any of her schemes this way but if you ask politely maybe she'll consider it, anyway.
The smell of freshly brewed tea and the clatter of dice across wood was a common sight at the Yanshang Teahouse– less common was the woman secluded in the far corner, her lips pulled into a grin that flashed fangs and a look that would scare off the most confident of men.
She'd normally try to scope out any new blood that'd made the mistake of stepping into her teahouse and was equally stupid enough to accept a gamble against her just for the thrill of it, but she was far too absorbed in the warm body at her side, one of her die clasped tightly in their hand as she guided them through the motions– they had a knack for it, she had to admit. The thought made her preen, the clatter of the die as it rolled across the table giving her that subtle, familiar rush.
Even if she knew exactly where it'd land.
"Six. Hm, maybe you're just lucky," She muses, plucking the die from the table and holding it up to her eye like a prized jewel, "Or maybe you're not as innocent as you'd have us believe." There's a sharp glint in her eyes at the prospect, but everyone else has the sense to keep their heads down and their words to themselves as she tosses the die herself.
"So why don't we find out and make a bet, just between you and me?"
× ei
Varies between Ei and the Shogun, because you'll probably be seeing either as much as the other. Sometimes you gotta really squint to tell who it is sometimes, but you get used to it. Both are fairly similar, though, in that their first instinct (especially in public) is to tense up like you're about to attack them or something. Difference is Ei eventually relaxes after a solid minute of trying to process your sudden affection and, if no one else is around, she might even reciprocate. Just don't tease her for being a little stiff and awkward about it, she's trying. That's what happens when your only company is a robot and uh. Nothing. For like 500 years. She's trying. Raiden, on the other hand, is just about as awkward as you can imagine. She's polite (blunt) about it because Ei is fond of you and also you are. The Creator. But she's not really built to deal with personal relationships and so she doesn't know how to deal with affection.
..Depending on what you do you may or may not blue screen Ei hard enough that she retreats back to PoE
Ei usually isn't fond of sitting still, unless it's to meditate. At least then she goes in with a purpose, something to achieve– but now, she's just focused on trying not to make a fool of herself. Her muscles are starting to ache from how hard she's tensing, though, in an effort to sit as straight and still as possible as their hands glide through her hair, weaving it into a single braid.
She can just barely hear the subtle lilt of their voice as they hum– and though it is soothing, it is also..very distracting. She can't focus long enough to try and meditate, too lost in the gentle rise and fall of their voice and the care they take to braid her hair. If she'd had a heart, she'd sure it'd be beating so wildly against her ribcage they could hear it.
But then it stops– their hands fall back to their sides and their humming falters. She freezes, too, racking her brain for any slights she must have committed. Instead, she is met with a calm, tender touch on the back of her neck, making her inhale sharply.
"Am I making you uncomfortable, Ei? You're so tense.." She has to grit her teeth to stop herself from bowing so low her head presses against the ground, her hands folded in her lap, clenching instinctively. "..No, Divine One." She answers simply, trying to contain the adoration swelling in her chest.
Yet as much as she tries to relax, to ease their worries, she finds that she cannot.
"Hm." That small murmur, a simple sound that nearly made her jump, was the only warning she got before they scooted closer, wrapping their arms around her stomach and resting their chin on her shoulder with a grin she would liken to Miko's, if she dared to make such a comparison. "Really?"
She swears she must've been feverish at the affection, lightheaded and dazed until she thought she might simply perish at the brush of their hands against her own.
Much to her embarrassment, however, she doesn't realize she's instinctively pulled back into Plane of Euthymia until she sees the familiar dull purples engulf her vision once again.
Though only a small solace, it seemed a little..brighter, this time.
× furina
Varies between pre 4.2 and post 4.2 archon quests to be honest.
Pre 4.2 she comes off as very vain– of course the most Divine would see fit to spoil her with affection! She deserves it, and is obviously their favorite! Just don't look too hard because she's terrible at hiding how flustered she actually is. Absolutely goes home right after and screams into her pillow for at least thirty minutes minimum.
Post 4.2 she's a lot more openly bashful and flustered. She's really not used to affection and even the smallest show of it has her folding immediately. Now that she doesn't need to worry about being found out she's a lot more receptive to affection. Cup her cheeks and compliment her and her knees are buckling. Like. Especially weak for compliments and praise (she deserves it. please spoil her).
She swears she must be hallucinating– she had been having trouble sleeping recently. But..no. The visage of the Creator was as real as the sweat beading on her brow as she stared at them for a long, awkward moment. Should..she let them in? But then they'd see the pathetic state she was in, and the last thing she wanted to do was make a fool of herself in front of them-!
Her choice was quickly made for her, anyway, as she let out an undignified squeak of surprise when they suddenly tugged her forward into their chest, enclosing her in a hug.
Her first reaction was to freeze– her second was becoming absolutely flustered, her cheeks flushing a soft pink and her mouth closing and opening as she tried to find her words.
"I– ah..um." She stumbled over her words instead, floundering like a fish out of water. Yet she felt a distinct sense of emptiness wash over her when they finally pulled back, looking a touch sheepish. "Sorry, sorry– you just looked like you needed a hug."
The silence spoke for itself, her shoulders tensing slightly. But the way the concern and affection bled through their voice made her waver, her hands trembling as she let out a shaky breath that almost sounded like a sigh.
"It's..It's fine! Fine, I'm fine." She repeated, trying desperately to ignored the way her voice cracked and how hot her face felt– though it was more an attempt to affirm herself that she was not thinking about how warm they felt, how much she..actually enjoyed the hug. She wasn't thinking about it all! Absolutely not!
..Maybe a little.
"Just warn me next time, please?"
#asks#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#fic tag#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#yelan#furina#ei#THIS DIDNT SHOW UP IN MY INBOX UNTIL LIKE#NOVEMBERBIM SORRY IM ANSERRING IT SO LATE??????#tumblr working right is a miracle that will never happen#anyway can u tell i have. biases. there r so many characters I wanted to write for this (shenhe.........) but I forced myself to limit it#to 4 for my own sanity and everyones elses#also didnt know if u wanted just yan or sagau so I went for my specialty 🧍♂️#was gonna include my beloved cryo archon but decided against it#ei the pathetic lesbian that u r....mwah#I'm sorry this took so long it took me 50 yrs to figure out yelan.. 😭#i am still not confident abt my characterization of her but shes so good at her job even im confused abt her#reading her lore crying and sobbing in the corner. shaking her like a can of soda#checks note idk uhh cocky doesnt let herself form personal relationships charismatic uhhhhhhhh#idk dont ask me i just started praying and hoping for the best here#i think she'd get a kick out of getting reader into like. fudging rolls and shit. create an absolute menace out of reader#set them loose and see what chaos happens#just kicks back and watches it all unfold internally laughing her ass off#i didnt know whether to just do headcanons in uh. bulleted list or like#full on drabbles
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I don't often post my non kink related art but I'm tryna get the attention of someone else in the community and am too shy and cringe to reach out so. Here, have this portrait I did of Hanzo Shimada. With my finger. On ibis paint. This took me four hours. Progress for proof below.
#we have so many similar interests and im trying to not be cringe about that 🧍♂️#hi im autistic and some people are really really hard to reach out to lol#anyways ove/watch fandom please don't look at my fat kink blog i cannot handle normie anon hate rn#plus id. what u think bc u play OVE/WATCH#idc* oops#not retyping all that#and if you have seen this art on animo and noticed i updated my signature no u didnt!!!#i dont want people on amino knowing im a fat guy that thinks it hot to get fatter#let me be kinky in peace#hanzo#hanzo art#hanzo shimada#hanzo fanart#overwatch fanart#watch either get no notes at all like all my other art or spark the first fatphobic harassment campaign against me bc i dared#to post out my uaual tags#anyways#artists on tumblr#trans artist#overwatch#my art ALWAYS gets ignored its such a SHITTY FUCKING FEELING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats WHY I NEVER POST IT !!!!!!!!!!!!#but whatever im not normal and need to make friends somehow#when people learn to give the attention my art is worth ill post more#but yall on this site NEVER. do ( at least on ever blog I had before this one)#i just dobt post much of it here bc whats the point? no one gives a shit about my intrests and skillls#im just. pretty face to look at#and thats all ill ever be or amount to#bi polar ramblings ig ig ig
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dndoebdieh does anyone know who to convert videos into gifs???
it’s so fucking frustrating that u can’t upload videos on tumblr 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 (or at least I can’t)
#I don’t know what to put here 🧍♂️🧍♂️#I made an animation of Enko’s soul for whitt’s ask but I can’t get it to upload on tumblr :’D
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Guys what is a boop
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Uhhh, Practicing on grayscale?? Thought of Qianrong or SongHe idk👍
I actually DO hav sum thoughts on the MCs🤔
Mizi: Ling Ruo
Sua: Wen Ru..yan..? Could be Chu Tang ngl but she has her husband so idk abt that.
Ivan: Xiao Qian but I feel like Yan Xun could be..? He sort of matches Ivan's personality.. ig..?
Till: Xu Rongyuan
I still dont know abt Hyuna and Luka tho sksnns I thought MLF as Luka but Hyuna..🧍♂️For the 'crush' XRY has for LR is just a misunderstanding on his part cause in his younger years, his father tells him a lot of love stories about humans before he went to the 'Garden' so he thought he has a crush when it's just.. a platonic bond between the two. LR just thought of him as a brother ever since the two met.
#promise of lingyun#idk what chars to tag sjbdns#krita#krita art#digital artist#artist on tumblr#The misunderstanding shi is actually my headcanon for the real shi cause wth is up with xry being so in love in the fmc storyline?? I mean-#Saying OOC again cuz idk if I'm doing this shi right🧍♂️#I just like the concept of XRY being so freakin confused of his own feelings towards anyone 🎀#because he was raised in an environment where it's.. healthy? Like bro don't even blink twice if MLH or anyone says they LOVE him💀#Just be like#“Ok? I like you too- what's the problem here? Why did you ask me to go on break for this.”
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Where is your boop button 😑
tay what’s wrong with your tumblr you keep following then unfollowing me r u good 😭😭
#☆━━gossip hour.#tay tay!#ik u say it’s on tumblr’s end but it’s so funny#like omg 😭#my boop what 🧍♂️#WAIT J DID IT NVM :D
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Her children and grandchildren aside, if anyone 'boops' her, they are losing that finger. Either to her wyvern, or her axe. She will be generous enough to let them choose.
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OK USAMERICANS YOU WIN 😠😠 what the fuck is a tumbler 😫😫
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Hello! Here's a new meet the artist post since its been a while since my last one! Thank you all sm for liking my art!
#my art#artists on tumblr#meet the artist#queer artist#artist of color#hehet :3c#it me 🧍♂️ but cooler#hated drawing all my tats skfhdkdj ITS NOT EVEN SLL I HAVE. ORE ON MY RIGHT SIDE#all the things is whats in my bag sjdhsj
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This one goes out to anyone who ive ever rp'ed with on here/other platforms.
Do you feel pressured? I'm sorry I made you feel that way, please tell me/talk to me about it.
Do you not feel like rp'ing or are you stressed and/or other? I'm sorry, Tell me please. Is there anything I can do?
Did I accidentally make you uncomfortable with something? I'm really sorry, that wasn't my intention. Thank you for telling me.
Is your fixation on the subject going away? That's alright! Everything comes and goes. Thank you for telling me about it. Wanna tell me about your new fixation?
If there is anything bugging you about anything in the rp or something I've done, Tell me. Please.
It is not my intention to pressure anyone whatsoever.
I also just wanted to come on here and say that I've been needing some sort of escape recently, and I find that rping helps with that, but I'm scared I'm pressuring everyone around me. So, If you feel pressured, or want to say anything else, Talk to me about it. Please.
#literally just me ranting about this tbh#Niko has not been feeling so well recently!!!#<- idk what to do about it 🧍♂️#ig ill just wait it out or somehting#tumblr rp#i'm sorry#i'm so tired#a bit of a more seious post as opposed to my silly silly goofy regular ones I'm sorry guys
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why does the new tumblr notif ui got balls
#snap chats#STOP TRYING TO LOOK LIKE TWITTER YOU SHIT HOLE WEBSITE#i know this isnt rgg. in the slightest. but its making me throw up#anyway halfway through my comms now WOOOHOOO YEAAAAHHH#is it half........ i guess technically...#i got like two relatively small ones then two chonkers good god#i can prob do the two small ones today and knock out at least one of the big boys tomorrow#then i wanna . of Course. have a nice day on friday... maybe i can squeeze in work on the second chonker on thursday too...#idk i told my client id have it ready next week but i never said what day next week 🥴prob tuesday tbh LMAO#tho i could prob work on it a bit during the weekend.......#im just rambling my schedule here hi LOL#EW NO I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE A SPANISH EXAM ON MONDAY 🧍♂️#yeah tuesday it'll have to be lest i crunch everything tomorrow#yeah i'll prob end up doing that lbr LOL#ok i just wanted to complain about tumblr's UI bye
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ougugugughghhh i get,,, so embarrassed when i try to be Earnest lol especially w/in the context of like fanart/fic like i LOVE when other people do it i LOVE reading earnest and vulnerable deep fics and seeing intense fanart etc etc etc. but then i do it i feel like i am Going To Be Killed LJFDKSLF SDJFLS
#yknow like??? if i do ANYTHING other than my funny ha ha sillies <-which i love btw. my fave thing to do ever#but if i try something Different i feel like im CRINGE for trying bc im not. good at it??#or like im Trying Too Hard?? I GET SO EMBARRASSED#anyway i got jumpscared by a jami/azu i found from last year#and i mean /i/ like it but. i feel like i would die if i posted it#im p sure ididnt post that one i just sent it to my friend on discord#and then even that still made me Feel Embarrassed lol#SORRY GOD idk why im airing out so much internal feelings today lol#can i really blame it on the caffine. can i. god i really need to find a new therapist lol i cancelled the old one but#havent found a replacement yet jklfjsdl oopsie. but like how do u talk to a therapist about this shit anyway lol#i dont. WANT to tell them about tumblr thats EMBARRASSING#sorry this all boils down to im very insecure and always have been l o l#like it's FINE ill be FINE im just oughhghghghgh yknow?#i guess im better than i used to be bc. i post way more than i used to re:drawing and writing lol but#i do have fits of panic where im like#🧍♂️am i delusional. perhaps my mutuals/followers r just politely humoring me#and i am simply making A FOOL of myself#maybe!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know#not that i think anyones out to get me or anything i just hfhhhshhdhsghf#i lost track of what i was talking about#anyway shoutout to people who r nice sorry i have a hard time absorbing it lol thats a ME problem not anyone else
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i just finished s&b
#ok i need to write down my feelings cause i basically can’t talk abt them to anyone#technically i could but tumblr is like my personal lil diary so#here i go#this season was so much more#painful#heartbreaking#heartwrenching#cruel#😃😃im fine#we got some kanej development ig😒😒#i mean i rly think we’ve advanced here considering their backstories#so forreal im so happy for them#my parents#WYLAN N JESPER HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!???? cuties i love them so much#my other parents#DARKLING IS GONE GOODBYE U FUCKER#istg everytime he was on screen i just wanted to get CROWS content#heres what i dont get tho….. the amount of times i feel like alina could’ve done smth MORE#considering shes a fucking sun summoner but she just stood there🧍♂️#like why#give my girl what she deserves#but then again we wouldn’t suffer as much if that was the case#right😊😊#they clearly wanted us all destroyed after this season#JESPERS scene w his mother omg#had me bawling#and also when we found out mal had to die#DUDE i cried so hard u dont understand how much i love mal#kaz’s past……….. i wanna hug him#rollins when i put my hands on you
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SO SORRY EVERYONE!!!! Here's a bonus two-pack for missing a few days!!!
#daily hermit#impulse#tango#gtws#zcleo#It's fighting me on posting this one 🧍♂️ tumblr please chill#PLEASE POST ITS BEEN SIX TIMES!!!!!!!!#seven now. Please girl help#eight..... :exhaustion:#nine for this torment is neverending#t... ten..... wooooo halfhearted cheering.... double digits....#tumblr is so awful girl what's going on why has this failed to post eleven (11) times.....#gonna try disconnecting from wifi and seeing if it works on data. this sucks#data did not work we are officially in the teens!!!! and it won't let me save as a draft either this is such an L#HELLOOOOOOO CAN ANYONE HEAR ME. PLEASE POST!!!!!!!!!#it's saving my tags every time which is nice but I would prefer it would just post. and then I would not have so many tags to add.#SIXTEEN!!!!!! this post has been attempted so many times that its now old enough to drive. and I can't make any other post until I'm able#to at least save this as a draft or smth. girl help#oh this is Struggling. let me ask if anyone else is experiencing this#is it 18 or 19 now? not sure. this sucks balls bro let me post block men!!!!!!#if the draft is auto saved but there's nothing in my drafts is it really saved?#I'm assuming I'm at 20 attempts now. approaching the number of hermits. girl helpppppppp I'm trapped in purgatory and can't post anything#else until this one saves somewhere!!!!!!#I'm a creep.... I'm a weirdo......... what the hell am I doing here..... I don't belong here............#._. bro just let me post#._.#.__.#.___.#GIRL LET ME POST!!!!!!#fuck it restarting the app if I lose the draft I lose the draft and then no one will know the struggles I've seen. auh but I can't and i
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hey guys . did you know the world out there is full of straight people.
#years of hermitude on tumblr followed suddenly by a full time in office job will break your brain#the way i am so ised to just. using and hearing gemder neutral language#and then these motherfuckers hit me with the frame one 'doing valentines makeup as a special thing for your boyfriend'#🧍♂️my WHAT#m#job hell
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really going through it because for some reason my brain is being so much more of an asshole recently
even if I've never done something I'm convinced I've done it and must somehow make up for having done it which idk is thay a victim complex? I've always jokingly said I've had one but I've had like. delusions (??) that tidal waves and hurricanes and earthquakes are my fault for being happy/alive since I was like. 12.
and they've like shrunk/gone away in recent years but now I'm convinced global warming is my fault because I have an air purifier and used to smoke.
this is how I feel about my mental health lmao
#are they delusions? am i actually mentally ill? is it all actually my fault and everyone is trying to be nice to me by saying its not? 🤢#vent#mental health#sometimes i think ive got to get off tumblr bcus my brain will convince me that thinhs are my fault#because im white#and im.not talking about minor racism that i benefit from and dont see and may accidentky perpertuate#i mean my brain says because im white its my fault that past tragedies have happened ��#because i wasnt alive/aware to personally 100% by my own hand stop them.#like. do u see what i mean#do i have problems? yes. do the circles i run in sometimes perpetuate arguments that make those problems flare up#by giving them arguments based in social justice that i cant just brush off without having to check and argue w myself?#any way like my psychs have said theres nothing wrong with me that they can diagnose except ptsd and axiety and depression#🧍♂️ are you sure about that.#i GET that psychiatric diagnoses are meaningless but also i would like a label so i know im notnjust supposed to feel this way
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