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Ok, fuck it, I’m gonna yap.
So… Karakasa uses objects as stand-ins for emotions and parts of one’s self, right? The people who come in contact with the mononoke see it as the object, representing the part of themselves, that they willingly threw away when entering the Ooku. And it’s what I interpreted that clot of withered bodies in the well to be at the tail end; the dead, dried-out “past selves” of the women of the Ooku (could Karakasa have killed that many? I dunno, maybe, but I’m more inclined to think of it as a metaphor. Ah, the beautiful ambiguity of this franchise… it’s something I adore about it!)
Hence, that “What did you throw away?” Is able to be interpreted as a metaphorical as well as a physical question; what emotions are you suppressing, what piece of yourself did you discard or are you still actively discarding to make Karakasa so angry at you?
And the rice balls at the beginning? Those objects definitely would be mired in all kinds of emotions. Positive ones! Love, hope, the seeking of friendship and success, etc.
What if THAT’S why they’re “irresistible” to Kusuriuri?
We know that mononoke are formed when strong emotions and bad karma cross with the unseen world. So maybe these fellas have a sort of “sixth sense” for strong emotions that guides them toward their targets.
Maybe that’s what draws him in in the first place. He does comment on the scent when he gets close, but doesn’t actually eat anything; just politely is like “Yeah, maybe later” when offered one (cat-coded lol… Cosmo also begs for human food then looks at it like “What do you want me to do with that?”)
It’s something I’ve been thinking about; it must be nice to come across such a big bunch of positive feelings for a change when you’re constantly seeing the worst sides of humanity. Maybe that’s what’s primarily alluring about those onigiri!
#mononoke karakasa#slamming this into the tag at 6:30 AM before occupational therapy lol#am I overthinking it? probably! is it fun to overthink about fiction? DEFINITELY
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okay but did wilson buy a whole new engagement ring to propose to house with? or was it from one of his old proposals that his ex wives returned to him? i doubt he would buy a new ring to fake propose with but like i also wouldn’t put it past him. and what did he do with it after? did he just like hold onto it for the next time or did he actually give it to house in a joking “haha i mean you didn’t say no so here’s the ring” even though he definitely won’t wear it and it definitely won’t fit him.
#house md#my thoughts#am i overthinking this?#i definitely am#house md season 6#this is why season 6 hilson is insane#gregory house#james wilson#hilson
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Why does Christmas shopping feel so high-stakes?
Like what if I buy my friend something she doesn't love and she kills me or something?
#i speak#not literally that's just how intensely brain is braining#and it has absolutely zero to do with the people i'm shopping for#it's much more 'i don't want to be a bad friend to people'#am i overthinking it? yeah definitely#send help
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i made an ao3 account so i can finally leave comments but but but that's a big step for me so it may take a while hehe
#plume says#i know how important comments are#especially as an artist myself#but somehow it takes so much out of me#like i wanna say the right things#compliment someone in a way that makes them happy like they made me happy with their work#so it may take a while for me to get that#i know i could just keyboard smash and call it a day but right now my brain won't allow that#am i overthinking this? definitely
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Organizing & contamination OCD Will Solace 🤝🏼 OCPD Annabeth Chase friendship forever in my head.
#🌞#See. The point is that I think Will has severe issues with anxiety-tied organization & possibly contamination OCD (as a stretch of being#a doctor) so his behaviors mostly include anxious overthinking of organization and attempts to quench the OCD need#with rituals and compulsions. But at its core it is an anxiety disorder and I do think it's pretty much canon that Will is an anxious guy#who has his shit together because he has healthy coping mechanisms (in his idea of healthy).#Meanwhile Annabeth seems to have a strong trauma surrounding the need to fend for herself and take care about herself since she comes#from a way more unstable and hectic household than Will does. Childhood neglect and parental issues with 'Beth could easily result in#anger-tied personality disorder such as OCPD. Where the need for perfectionism and 'JUST LET ME DO IT' come not out of irrational#anxiety but rather out of a existing traumagenic personality disorder that convinced you that YOU are the only person who can do#something right.#Ultimately Will is OKAY with others taking care of things but he gets anxious when he handles things bc he overthinks.#'Beth does not overthink but she cannot handle having others take care of things bc she fended for herself her whole life & is traumatized.#But yeah also they're friends.#I am definitely not projecting bc I have organization&contamination OCD and i know how it feels.#rrverse#pjo#will solace#annabeth chase
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Something interesting I noticed about Tales, specifically regarding Fiona, is that she's seemingly the only one with a bounty and a wanted poster.
Now obviously all three of the con artist group are criminals, but when you scan the group using Rhys' echo eye at the murder rally, Felix's is obviously hacked to make sure no one scanning him can see his crimes, Sasha's mentions that she's a criminal but that she doesn't have as long a list of crimes as her sister does, but when you scan Fiona it actively mentions that she's wanted and lists her crimes (those being scamming, conning, forgery, and theft).
When going through Hollowpoint Fiona is the only one with a wanted poster, when Rhys is deciding whether to go Hollowpoint or to Old Haven a bounty notice pops up that specifically mentions Fiona being sighted, and that the price on her head has risen to $38,000 with no mention of Sasha.
Another notable couple of mentions regarding this has to do with Athena. She tells the girls that she's there to mentor them, which is true, but if you scan Fiona during the Atlas bio-dome section of the game, it shows that she has a high-end protection contract placed on her. If you scan Sasha there's no mention of that, which would make sense if Fiona's the only one with the bounty she's the one who needs the most protection. She's also the only one that Athena constantly stays next to and talks with which again would make sense if she's the only one with the protection contract.
So here's where we reach headcanon/theory territory (and also where I'm probably wrong and easily disproven or whatever). In my eyes, Fiona IS the only one with a bounty out of the con artist family. She's the one who takes the fall and gets blamed for most of the cons, so that Felix and Sasha can engage in scams without immediately being caught and noticed. In the fake vault key job, if it had worked, Fiona is likely the one who would've been blamed due to her being the one who gave him the fake vault key, even if August had eventually figured out Sasha was in on it as well.
She's the one who is the face of most of the cons, the one people talk to and later realise that they've been tricked by her. She takes the blame so that the whole family doesn't get immediately spotted and turned in every time they go somewhere new to do a new job.
#fiona borderlands#fiona the con artist#fiona tftbl#tftbl#borderlands#tales from the borderlands#i am very normal about tales and definitely dont overthink it
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questioning sexuality is so exhausting
#(edit: sorry for the rant in the tags and i just. i want someone to talk to me)#i keep on doing it for no apparent reason#someone was talking about lust yesterday and i realised today that.#even tho id thought i don't experience it. i possibly do. but exclusively towards women.#i hate it here!#for a multitude of reasons i will never have a relationship with a woman but! i may be incapable of having a relationship with a man!#at some point in the last few months i have abruptly pivoted from definitely wanting marriage and kids to being ambivalent on marriage#and not wanting kids. that's such an outlier in my life that it might just be a mental health thing tho idk#but at the same time i. want to be loved.#i don't know what i want anymore and im tired of questioning myself#i definitely overthink it but idk how to stop it#and i hate hate hate how the moral obsessions have bee lately#this isn't entirely related but it kind of is#like Am i a terrible morally bankrupt person for having certain thoughts or is it just religious ocd go brrrr?? am i overthinking it?#i don't know. i don't know!#for a while labelling myself as arospec ace kinda calmed that down but. i don't know#i do't want to be attracted to women. i don't want to have to look away so often. i don't want any of that.#but i don't know how to stop it.#i don't even know if i'm attracted to men at all.#this is a cry for help and encouragement and prayers no matter what your views on these matters are#queer stuff tag#i nearly fessed up to my friend yesterday about same sex attraction and i might've except that it would have probably outed me as#the person who anonymously sent in a question several months ago about the side b movement to a church thing#ive only told one person at church about any of that sort of stuff and it was very vaguely worded#also see: this friend is the mother of the boy i?? i don't even know how i feel about him#i increasingly think it wasn't romantic at all. but i don't know#i would love any encouragement you got. anything at all.#i don't know how much this stuff is affected by the fact that i consider myself unloveable and think it highly unlikely any boy will ever#care for me#now im rambling. sorry
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hello chat i um have a sort of questionn
i made these two banners; one to go under sfw posts, the other to go on under-the-cut nsfw. they're lighthearted but to the point. i generally have just fully planned to use these, but i realized i follow plenty of nsfw artists who post sfw art without anything like these. they ofc have the mdni in their bios, but nothing on specific posts. i know i'm definitely overthinking this, but i just wanted to get any sorta second opinion to see if it was a good idea to use these or not. any insight is heavily appreciated!!
#idk man i just dont want anyone to think im like inviting minors by not directing them away 24/7 im not tryna catch a case brah#again im okay with them liking generally sfw and innocent posts but also want them at a definite arm's length yk what i mean#also idk what to tag this like i want ppl to look at this and give me opinions but also dont want this in any main tags so idk sigh#again i am aware im def overreacting and overthinking i just am paranoid and irrational and that's kinda outside my control haha#[ YAPPING ]
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Mildly worried that some people will be Upsetti at the weird and gross shit in my weird vaguely bronze age "Pokémon-is-slavery" bodyhorror setting
#the response has been very good im just paranoid bc i am not interested in smoothing out or cleaning up this fictional preindustrial society#this is also not about my thoughts on the pokemon franchise which i love at least the pre-switch content of. mostly#i just love to overthink things and i like anthropology and i like humans even if human behavior is frequently grotesque#theres definitely a reason i havent posted much off of discord abt it but im glad people are interested and responsive so far#babbling
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"everybody also definitely constantly asks themselves what it means to be a human or a person, and they definitely also always ask themselves who they actually are or what makes them"
- me, in denial
#this is one of those: It's The BPD Moments#is it? i don't know#why am i questioning my identity at work?#i also don't know#the thought keeps fluttering in rumination in my mind because i think the train lept from the track of#'Who am i really that isn't just a bundle of person that fixates on one piece of media to the next?'#which is to say that this isn't a solidifer of BPD and i am DEFINITELY overthinking things#but I think it's also in comparison to the general population i.e. i know how to function with people and how other people function but#i myself have no solid ground on which i stand because I don't think i DO know who am#anyway none of this makes any fucking sense I'm sure and I'm just overthinking an identity crisis it's fine#personal
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#here i am overthinking my paper again#i've already been writing here and there and i've gotten feedback for the introduction and i still need to rework a few things out#but god isn't it annoying#when you find yourself not doing much for it on a given day#that it makes you feel guilty#i know there's definitely a balance needed for academics and leisure time#and i've been doing my best to stay on par#nevertheless the guilt gets annoying lol#this also kinda applies to me when it comes to writing in general#whether it's for my studies or just for fun#sighhhh#just need someone to tell me it will be alright#and that i'm going to pay it off in the end lmao#personal#maria rambles
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here's a thought: we all know by now that scene in furina's demo where she imitates other archons on the swing yeah?
i had the thought while watching it again,, what if she studied up on other nation's lores particularly how their archons (and other highly revered beings, ex, adepti) are like or how they are depicted in human literature and historical writings?
like... she had absolutely no idea how to be a god, and an actor does need to be acquainted with their role to ne able to portray and embody it... call it role study lol
#tulip brainrots#furina#furina de fontaine#not really a ground breaking thought#but. it just struck me#thats how shes able to imitate the other archons well in that pv and have the audience cheer for her#ofc w her skill she'd be able to improv something without but yk#she did her Homework#and on that note#since she was desperately trying to find solutions to the prophecy wherever she can#she definitely knows a lot of things...#furina might know a lot of teyvat lore even the forbidden ones#maybe. dont quote me on the forbidden ones but i know my girlie knows a lot more than she lets on#alternatively i am overthinking#in which case please leave me to my delusions
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Wait hold on. I need to ask something because I realized it's very important internet etiquette
Am I allowed to DM you on Tumblr or Discord? Feel free to leave a reply on this post
#rain mumbles#I could have used polls but I wouldn't know who's comfortable & who isn't#I am definitely overthinking about this but I felt like I was very rude to intrude someone's DMs#Despite that we know each other
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etho's bow's name (2 less inventory spots) has me in tears. why does it come off so passive aggressive. what did the bow and arrows do to him. we know this man loves his inventory space but... for someone who whiffs so hard all the time with his sword you would think he'd find the bow to be his best asset. very good use of inventory space.
#ethoslab#etho hermitcraft#etho please#what hidden etho lore is behind this#is there any#am i overthinking#probably#definitely#but this still has me laughing way more than it should
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just had the random thought of... what if people from certain spiderverse dimensions come to ones in the future (or vice versa) and get viruses from the future and accidentally bring them back to their dimension?? 😭😭 like what if spider noir went to gwen's dimension and he got covid?? is that even allowed???? now i'm thinking there's gotta be some kind of spider society disease control bc i feel like this is a serious issue
#obviously i'm just pointing this out for shits and giggles but like fr tho??#like i feel like it's a genuine possibility#imagine some modern day spider going to like 1350 and getting the black plague 😭😭#like#i feel like it could happen#maybe i'm overthinking#yeah i definitely am#spiderverse#into the spider verse#across the spider verse#gwen stacy#miles morales#spider noir
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Anything remotely interesting happens to me and I'm blowing up my best friend's phone like "Save me best friend" "best friend" "best friend save me"
#The girl I like texts me Anything and I'm just sending my friend fifty screenshots like 'am I looking too far into this??????'#And I can count on her to say 'nah I think she likes you'#Thanks girl#Hmmmmmmmm she will see this#I feel it in my bones#I should say something stupid now#I wish I didn't have a headache because I want some wine#Y'all this girl is making me insane. But it's cool I'm playing it cool I'm making my moves#Just ask my friend she'll tell you I definitely didn't overthink sending an emoji for like five minutes at dinner the other night#No way man#my posts#Imagine if the girl I like has Tumblr. I wouldn't put it past her#Hmmmmmmm#wikiHow how to ask crush if she has Tumblr#And block her so.she never sees you post about her
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