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Black-Green Kid Dynamics
Aegon & Aemond: Sitcom duo where one of them is SO much more competent and just done with everything, and the other is simultaneously dead inside AND the life of the party.
Aegon & Helaena: They are horrible together, but boy is it hilariously awkward third-wheeling them. Watch how many expressions Aegon can make in .5 seconds when Helaena says anything.
Aemond & Helaena: Just that Gordon Ramsey "Oh dear, oh dear, gorgeous" meme. (Aegon is the donkey.)
Aegon & Jace: They make each other worse. I love it.
Aegon & Luke: They make each other worse. THEY love it.
Jace & Luke: Little boy balancing out his rougher, protective big bro.
Baela & Rhaena: Little sis balancing out her rougher, protective big sis.
Jace & Baela: Iconic Power Couple.
Jace & Rhaena: Iconic Amicable In-Laws.
Jace & Helaena: Iconic Precious Cinnamon Rolls.
Aegon & Baela: Someone get the popcorn, the girls are fighting.
Aegon & Rhaena: Even HE feels awkward being an asshole to that sweetheart.
Luke & Rhaena: Wholesome babes looking out for one another.
Luke & Baela: Baela over here doing the 'I've only had Luke for a day and a half-' bit from B99.
Aemond & Rhaena: OOF, watch out, guys, the girls are gonna fight. (Again.)
Aemond & Baela: Okay, seriously, they are GOING to fight. Somebody break them up.
Aemond & Jace: Who let them in the same room together? This will NOT end well, please!
Helaena & Baela: Have basically three words to say to each other, but will mutually lay down their lives for one another.
Helaena & Rhaena: These two deserve the best and thus each other. The BFF+ potential is through the roof.
Helaena & Luke: Not quite BFF material but again, two good souls sitting in a room, clearing my complexion with their sweetness. No supervision required.
Aemond & Luke: *maniacal laughing slowly devolving into ugly sobs*
#just me nailing down crack descriptions for writing my fic#gotta keep 21+ unique dynamics in mind at once#hotd#house of the dragon#baela targaryen#rhaena targaryen#helaena targaryen#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#lucerys velaryon#and too many ships to name but highlights:#jace x baela#jace x helaena#jaegon#lucemond#helmond#...and I'm struggling to find the proper tags for most others so stopping there#these are just headcanons just roll with me
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Akos' bio!! Kinda. Aka:
Local ADHD man throws this shit together and hopes for the best. I apologize in advanced.
Species
Koi fish
Personality traits
Stoic, with a rather short fuse to go with. Doesn't really mess around, aside from with Mipha or Sidon. Very foul mouthed, lands him in trouble quite often. (Any time I swore during our sessions you'd hear from izuna's player "laaaanguaaaage" in the nasely voice he uses for him lol) can be pretty cocky about his strength (always landed in low rolls)
Height
7"1 (I think...)
Occupation|class
Ex-soldier. Moved on to become a Dragon Scion (will go into depth below)
Residence
Zora's Domain
Relationships
♡Mipha (same age, best friends that grew up together)
♡Sidon (often a care taker, plays with him quite often when spending time with mipha)
♡Loru (mother)(deceased from the calamity)
♡Noti (father)(deceased from the calamity)
Party: the main part of this campaign, who he traveled with :)
Nithril
Izuna
And Mabo (not my art, and I'm not sure if she has social media. one day. I swear lol)
Birthday
May 3rd
Sexuality
(He's never given it thought...)
Weapons
Dual Scimitars, Whisper and Mist (their item description below the image):
During the first great war with the Hylians after their arrival from the deep ocean, a Zoran champion was outfitted with two weapons. These twin scimitars were forged from the teeth of an ancient water serpent, found only in the depths where light never reached. With these weapons, the Zoran champion was smoke on the water, defending their newfound home and leaving the fallen soldiers to drift downstream back to their king. As the war waged on, rumors spread among the Hylians, and although few ever saw the Zoran who wielded these weapons, one thing was clear - when the fog swept up from the waters, retreat was the only option. After peace was finally reached between the Zora and the Hylians, these two weapons, Mist and Whisper, were laid to rest at the bottom of the Zoran shrine, lying in wait for their next champion.
Each blade is an exquisitely crafted +1 magic weapon but, when a wielder attunes to the swords over a long rest, the swords bind to the soul of the person. This binding of both weapons unlocks their true potential, allowing the wielder to attune to them both as a single item. If they are used separately, their effects will not appear.
With the weapons in question, Mipha was the one who helped him in acquiring them from the shrine. He saw it as a great honor.
In depth look on dragon scion (from the site):
Commonly called a dragon knight or dragon warrior, a scion of this subclass draws its power from a draconic origin. This is usually consequence of absorbing the power of a slain dragon, or ritual worship of a draconic benefactor, but there are many other possibilities. In any case, a dragon scion embodies the ferocity and vitality of the beast it embodies. This is most apparent in a dragon scion's capability to temporarily transform parts of its body into those of a dragon, such as growing claws or functional wings. Much as a dragon breathes fire or spits beams of force, so too do a dragon scion's spells embody such visceral destruction. Dragon scions are infamous for their tenacity, as it seems their magical and physical prowess can tear through entire legions of lesser foes with little rest.
Akos, in particular, in his journey to attune with the weapons graciously given to him within the shrine, attacked dinraal like the very smart (he had 10 intelligence...) goldfish he is. Instead of the dragon laying waste to him, saw potential in him and blessed him with the ability to use (primarily) fire magic. The scion class allowed him to have a base resistance to an element permanently (fire in this case) and later in leveling gets dragon resilience. It more or less allows him to resist another element upon changing his form (I went with scale properties any time it was used) or he could be fully immune to fire. When immune to fire, what would be damage taken by the fire instead heals that amount (ie, if the attack roll did 15 fire damage, I would heal 15 hp. Lol)
To go with Akos' short fuse, dragon scions gain access to a dragon rage that more or less works like a barbarian rage.
And the last very important part of dragon scion, is with the ability to use magic in such a Proficient manner, he could use that magic to create functional wings and fly. (There were restrictions technically, but it was mostly the further I flew the more of my MP it took. But I hoarded green potions so it didn't matter)
Now, for the actual story part of this campaign:
The biggest thing to note is I joined this campaign while the rest of the group had already been isekai'd to Termina, on their 2nd or 3rd time reset (yes my dm was cruel enough to keep it). But the setting was originally in hyrule during links slumber. Its around 95 years before the events of BotW. From what I understand Nithril, made a very big fucky wucky, and that's where they ended up. Akos joins them when Aryll hauls ass into the domain, talking about a mysterious portal that showed up nearby. Like the determined little zora he is, investigates it, and ends up in clock town where he meets Nithril Izuna and Mabo. The whole story isn't really that important, we for the most part follow how the game is, going to the 4 regions to wake up the giants and stop the falling moon. Just with some cursed shit in between. My DM was really good at making our skin crawl. We eventually learn that because none of us actually had the ocarina of time, each time reset was more fucked up than the last. Some residents would remember the moon falling, some events would end in very weird ways, and some events would just crack reality. One of the big moments of "shit ain't right" was when we went to see the Zora's. We ended up there during a kind of "battle of the bands" situation, and while Mikau, lulu, ect, get on stage this is what our dm plays for us :) (it's a YT link. I plan to make a full comic out of this scenario, I swear. Our reactions were really fun lol)
Anyway, the other main point of giving us emotional damage was after waking all the giants, we are getting ready to face majora and are more or less sent to like. A zen garden? With a machine dude just called the stranger. He tasked us with burying ancient pieces, that eventually rose as "sentient" beings. we were then, told to keep peace between the civilizations. we failed, really hard. Akos tried to show peace between his and izunas creatures, while mabos and nithrils waged war on each other. It ended with the stranger crushing all of our creatures violently and asking us philosophical questions that none of us could really answer properly about whether or not we should even be saving Termina. It's where this cute little sketch came from though :p
We fight majora, and win (barely. Akos got stomped on, literally.) And are met with goddess hylia who, as a reward, are given the option to go to wherever and whenever we want. Mabo goes on a new adventure, nithril goes back in time to undo the bullshit of the twilight realm, and izuna goes home, just 5 years before the events they are now facing. Akos returns home to the domain (izuna flies over the domain for 5 years. I failed my wisdom saving throws so akos got a headache lmfao) and that's how the campaign ended. We all cried LOL
#jace noises#artwork#oc#legend of zelda#zora oc#dnd#messy bios#im too much of a coward to ask my dm how tall akos is#i know hes in the 7 feets at least#im a fool and didn’t write it down somewhere#the formatting on tumblr mobile apparently just suck. im very sorry.
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she's up!!!! finally, after a much, much needed break, i'm back at it. and by it i mean. fuhgchkin. writinG.
this fucking chapter is 2.3k. why. someone send help.
anyway, enjoy. in which zara facilitates some agreements, jace loses a bet, and porter might be in deeper shit than he thought.
#istg ive never felt more ace than while writing this#i kept forgetting they were having sex bc i was too focused on the psychological torture also going on#ah well#happy pride yall#my fic#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#hello operator#d20 fic#jace stardiamond#dimension 20 fic#porter cliffbreaker#zara sool#starbreaker#porter/jace/zara#finally!!!!#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high#fhjy spoilers#in case
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Always With You - Part One
Spooky Month Fanfic
brief writing of Father Morthy and Father Gregor, soon to have a part two woahh
enjoy!
Gregor pushed open the heavy door to the church, his movements anxious and hurried. “Morthy?” he called out, his voice echoing softly through the vast, empty space. He quickly slipped off his leather bag and hung it on the nearby hook. “Morthy, are you here?” His gaze swept over the church, searching for any sign of the priest. “It’s Gregor,” he added, hoping the familiar name would bring a response.
Rumors had been circulating that Morthy had gone radio silent. The church had been closed for Sunday service, and Morthy hadn’t been seen since. Gregor was all too familiar with the paranoia that accompanied battling demons, but he understood it was far worse when it involved Morthy. While he hadn't heard a single whisper from Moloch after his recent victory, the situation with Morthy and Gadreel was…. different. Gadreel was a relentless tormentor. He had been pursuing Morthy for years, showing no sign of giving up. Unlike Moloch, who knew when to quit and return home, Gadreel was determined to either force Morthy into submission or kill him in the process.
Gregor had never directly faced Gadreel, but the very presence of the demon was enough to instill terror. He didn’t need to see Gadreel to be afraid; the stories of the demon’s cruelty and the aftermath of his encounters were enough to frighten anyone.
"It's just me," Gregor called out once more, trying to keep his voice steady. "I promise." As he continued to search the church, the faint aroma of freshly brewed coffee reached his nose. The comforting smell offered a glimmer of reassurance, suggesting that Morthy might have been here recently.
“Gregor?” Morthy’s voice emerged from the shadows, and the sound was like a balm to Gregor’s frayed nerves. He turned to see Morthy approaching with deliberate caution. Gregor didn’t blame him for being wary; Gadreel’s ability to possess people was deeply unsettling. While Moloch’s possessions were obvious—his victims quickly sprouting horns and fangs—Gadreel operated in a far more insidious manner. The demon was a master of long-term schemes, often remaining undetected for days on end.
"It's me," Gregor reassured him, raising his hands in a gesture of innocence and openness.
Morthy’s relief was obvious, but doubt still flickered across his face. His eyebrows were knitted together in an anxious frown. “...Is it really you?” He clearly wanted to believe Gregor, but had to be on edge.
In response, Gregor gently pulled down his lower eyelid to reveal the clear, human quality of his eyes. Gadreel’s possessions were nearly impossible to detect at first glance, but the eyes were the telltale sign. Possessed eyes would be devoid of humanity, with an unnerving lack of reflection and overly dilated pupils that gave Gadreel away.
Morthy scrutinized Gregor’s eyes with intense focus, his gaze searching for any sign of corruption. After a tense moment, Morthy’s features softened with relief, and he pulled Gregor into a tight, heartfelt embrace. The gesture took Gregor by surprise, but he quickly returned the hug.
After the hug separated, Gregor looked up at Morthy with worry, "What's going on? People are saying you've been absent."
Morthy’s response was hesitant, his composure clearly frayed. He looked far from his usual self; his hair was disheveled, and dark circles under his eyes spoke of sleepless nights. “I…” he began, struggling to find the right words. “It’s Gadreel.” Gregor wasn’t surprised. “He’s planning something… I don’t know what exactly.”
Gregor nodded, trying to process the gravity of the situation. “I’m sorry if this is rude, but…” he ventured cautiously, “When was the last time you slept?”
Morthy’s face tightened as he bit his lower lip, clearly distressed. “About three days ago,” he admitted, his voice shaky. “But I can’t seem to sleep. Every time I doze off, Gadreel—” Morthy cut himself off abruptly, shaking his head as if trying to clear away the memory. “It’s easier for Gadreel to possess me when I’m asleep. I have nothing to defend myself with, and I’m not aware of what he’s doing. Whenever I doze off, I wake up somewhere dangerous—or doing something dangerous,” he stammered, his frustration obvious.
Gregor listened intently, trying to piece together the information. “Something dangerous?” he repeated.
Morthy’s frustration was palpable as he struggled to explain. “I’ve woken up at a train station, right on the edge of the platform, about to fall onto the tracks. Or I find myself on top of the church, like I’m about to jump off. Once, I woke up out in the snow, barely clothed, risking freezing to death. I even—” His voice faltered, “I coughed up a rat. A rat, Gregor! It’s like Gadreel’s trying to make me lose my mind.” Morthy’s voice trembled like he would start crying.
"Is..." Gregor's voice shook slightly as he asked, "Is he trying to kill you?" Gregor asked. He couldn’t help but think Gadreel had grown bored of his little toy, and was throwing it away.
Morthy sighed deeply, his expression one of grim contemplation. "That’s what I initially thought," he confessed, his tone heavy with resignation. "But… I don’t think that’s his endgame. If Gadreel really wanted me dead, he wouldn’t go through such elaborate and different means. He could have killed me easily by now. The fact that I keep waking up just before something fatal happens makes me think that's not what he wants…”
He ran a hand through his disheveled hair, "I think… I think Gadreel is just showing me his power, demonstrating that he can do whatever he wants to me, whenever he wants. It’s like he’s making a game out of it, just to remind me of his control. It’s not about killing me; it’s about making sure I know he’s always watching, always in control, and a-always ready to pull the rug out from under me."
Gregor’s eyes widened as he absorbed this new layer of understanding. Gadreel’s methods were not just cruel but taunting, designed to keep Morthy in a state of constant fear and vulnerability. The idea of being subjected to such relentless psychological torment was almost as horrifying as the physical danger.
"Okay..." Gregor said, breaking the tense silence with a determined nod. "Listen, Morthy, I'll help you contain Gadreel for a little while longer." He understood that they couldn’t completely rid Morthy of Gadreel, but there were ways to keep the demon at bay, at least until Gadreel got bored. "But you're not going to be able to get anything done if you're sleep-deprived."
Morthy started to protest, his voice tinged with frustration. "I can’t—"
"I will stay up," Gregor interrupted gently but firmly, taking Morthy’s hand in his. "I’ll stay awake and keep an eye on things to make sure Gadreel doesn’t possess you again. You need to get a good night’s sleep. Tomorrow morning, we’ll bless the church and your bedroom to help keep Gadreel at bay.”
Morthy’s shoulders relaxed visibly at Gregor’s reassurance, though a new wave of tension soon followed. “I… I can’t ask you to do that,” he said, his voice laced with guilt and concern.
Gregor squeezed Morthy’s hand gently. “You’re not asking,” he replied, his tone resolute.
Morthy’s gaze faltered, “But what if Gadreel hurts you?” The concern in his voice was loud, a blunt reminder of the very real danger Gadreel posed and how necessary it was to fear him. Morthy’s fear for Gregor’s safety was evident, his hands trembling slightly at the thought of Gregor being harmed because of him. “I-I couldn’t bear to think of you getting hurt because of me.”
Gregor’s gaze softened, and he squeezed Morthy’s hand gently. "I can handle it," he said with quiet confidence. "I’ve faced demons before, and I can deal with Gadreel, too.” Gregor’s confidence was obvious, but he was scared, too. He hid the fear of Gadreel for now, knowing he needed to be brave.
Morthy’s expression softened slightly, though the anxiety never fully left his eyes. “Thank you,” He murmured.
“Of course.”
Part Two
#OKAY ill make a tag for my writing#[ jace writes too ]#there#spooky month#spooky month au#fanfiction#fanfic#writing#spooky month fanfic#father gregor spooky month#spooky month father gregor#gregor raguel#gregor spooky month#spooky month gregor#father morthy#spooky month father morthy#gadreel#gadreel spooky month#spooky month gadreel#spooky month roleswap au#spooky month moloch#moloch spooky month
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it’s been said before but it’s such a shame that Baela (and Jace too, now I think about it) lack a lot of agency and depth in the show, and only really exist to prop up their teammates. logically speaking, there’s a lot of calamitous things that have happened to them and the people in their life that should be causing some significant inner turmoil or resentment towards their faction, but so much of that is completely overlooked
#Rhaena has a bit more depth because she’s been wronged and cast aside by Rhaenyra#and it looks like they will explore that so I’m looking forward to that#but Baela and Jace 💔💔💔💔💔💔 why is he so normal and not at all affected by any paternal issues or misplaced guilt over Luke or wariness#towards daemon or -#and why is Baela so comfortable with Rhaenyra knowing she sent her sister away or so unconflicted regarding the driftmark succession or#so unaffected by her father running off after her mothers death or so unconflicted about an arranged marriage with the future king#I don’t mean to say that the blacks need to be bitter and resent each other but there’s just a real lack of depth in their relationships#it’s so frustrating! and frustratingly unrealistic given the circumstances#I’m just happy daemon and kinda Rhaena too have been given some decent stuff to work with because that conflict is fascinating#writings#baela targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#hotd meta
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with all we learned about jace and his thing with rueben, henry, and lola, i wonder how much creative control he has over his songs. the only songs we’ve heard him sing are the one at the thistlespring tree where he chanted smth like “get mad, get angry” and the other “song of the summer” which is literally
“your boundaries slit my veins, your no thanks killed my family, the space you made was outer space, can you hear me screaming” which although is not as overt as the other song, there are multiple reasons for a person to feel angry when listening (i.e relating and being angry at the person it reminds them of, thinking its toxic and being angry at the lyrics, etc)
we dont really know enough about rueben for me to say that these lyrics are in or out of character for him, but considering that jace has the ability to say to ruebens own agent that he wouldnt perform at frostyfair unless it happened at the thistlespring tree, i doubt that hes creating all of these songs about rage of his own volition
#reuben hopclap#not spelt like the sandwich as ive learned#this isnt an attempt for me to be like ‘no guys he would nevveer write those lyrics on his own’#more that i wouldnt be surprised if jace/someone else was pushing in a specific direction#i do also wonder what henry wanted to talk to jace about#because it could be about what happened with grix but henry seemed too worried for the problem not to be something //#//incredibly dangerous or something thats still on going#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fantasy high junior year#d20 fantasy high#d20 fantasy high spoilers#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy spoilers#shut up cj
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In just over a week, I wrote more words by hand about Jace frigging Stardiamond than my entire completed Masters' dissertation.
I'm beginning to think this guy is some D20 psyop thing because this shouldn't be possible.
#I am writing about conspiracies for work so that might just be me being in that mind set#but I'm a little scared about what I've done#I have a blister on my finger from holding a pen for too long#dimenson 20#jace stardiamond#my wet cardboard
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before I start ch.7, I need people's input on this very important matter:
#im having wayyyy too much fun writing this tourney so now im thinking of throwing in an extra scene for jace#there is kind of a plot reason behind it but its mostly because i am sad we got no jace swordplay scenes 😔#polls
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do you have any thoughts about if jace was born as a girl? if we're going by what viserys said, that any child rhaenyra and laenor have regardless of gender would be made heir we can assume little jacaera (god that's a terrible name) would be her mother's heir. how much would that complicate things in terms of her being a bastard? also does this increase or decrease the chances of her getting married off to her uncle aegon...
oh boy do i. my thought goes more along the lines of rhaenyra naming luke her heir because her claim is an exception and not the rule. i don't think she wants to rock the boat more with a girl heir, even if jacaera (i do like the name.....) is everything she could want in an eldest child. much of jace's struggles wouldn't change in jacaera, only that her main worry would be how to prepare luke to reign after their mother, esp when she (just like in canon) consideres him weak and soft.
to me the bastard issues doesn't complicate her situation more than if he were a boy, but don't get me wrong, this jace would have the same identity issues as canon jace because being a targaryen princess is still the most important thing. maybe the insults would have a more sexualized nature due to bastards and bastard women being considered promiscuous. this in turn would make jacaera even more stiff and aloof with the rest of the people. i've pondered this issue before (as one does) and l reached the conclusion that like rhaenyra before her, jacaera would have some issues with her gender as well, related to her insecurity around being a princess. how to perform femininity, how not to fall into the traps of being called a slut for simply having the rumors of bastardy around her, etc.
the possibility of jacaera being betrothed to aegon is HIGH. super high. if luke is to take the throne, then jacaera is the one that would be sacrificed for the family. this is what jacaera thinks she should do, even if rhaenyra is not so sure she should give her first daughter to her brother (hey! parallels with viserys!) but the girl has made a whole powerpoint presentation about why is the best path for the family. the thing is that because luke is too, jacaera has overcompensated to the point that she feels she has to be the one to save the family by breaching the gap between the greens and the blacks. and that means marrying the uncle she absolutely didn't worship as a child. 'tis a sad fate!
of course, driftmark happens and the betrothal fizzles out a bit until the families meet again after six years and viserys remembers about the best way to unite their families hehe. i think it's more likely that the greens would agree to have a daughter of rhaenyra with them rather than leaving on of their own with her. and jacaera is so dutiful and quiet that they are sure aegon could make her fall in love and get her out of the way (they don't know about jacaera twenty step plan to get aegon in line. aegon is intrigued and wants to explore her limits like in canon but jacaera has no time for that nonsense. it's time to make this uncle know his place).
#ask#anonymous#i'm writing fic now on the inbox#jacaerys velaryon#aegon x jacaerys#the relationship here between jace and luke is v interesting too because jace knows she should be their mother's heir but because of#her gender she can't. and that their identity as bastards would also be a huge boulder even if she were a boy. like in canon#i just like to think about girl jace thinking she would have it easy as a boy and resenting having to perform (like he does in canon!) bein#a princess. she would def hate baela#aegon is playing for fun but jacaera is playing to WIN!#normal to want and possible to achieve etc etc#jacaera velaryon
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When is an ice moon a star diamond?
Based on the tags of this post by @zukkacore and @hauntedwizardmoment
There is a moon of Jupiter called Europa. When Europa is farther away from Jupiter it’s a ball just like most moons and planets, but as it gets closer,Jupiter’s gravity pulls it and it stretches “like a rubber band” out of shape.
A then it continues on its orbit and Jupiter’s pull lessens, and it goes back to being a ball. But evidence of Jupiter’s warp is written in the cracks across Europa’s surface.
I’m sure we all know the story of Europa’s namesake. What if a god stole you away from everything you knew and loved and you never went back. But the story of the planet Europa is equally applicable to one Jace Stardiamond.
Whar if you were irrevocably tied to something much bigger and more important than you? What if that thing pulled you close with so much force it completely changed your shape? What if even after you got some distance the changes your god wrought upon you were stamped across your skin?
What if everything you were and everything you could have been had to be erased to avoid being pulled into Jupiter’s atmosphere and burning alive? Europa could have let go of the bull and drowned in the ocean. Do we call her complicit in her assault just because she held on?
Jace Stardiamond, do you want this life?
What will you do, when it is your turn in the field with the god?
#That last quote is of course from Persephone the wanderer#Which is always present in all Jace stardiamond meta I write#Even if it is not quoted directly#Anyway very fun to put my astrophysics degree to good use in the only field that really matters:#starbreaker#Anyway having a lot of thoughts about having to change everything about yourself to stay in the narrative#Or actually that’s too active#You have to allow yourself to be changed#give in to the pull of gravity#Get bent into a shape you were never meant to be#jace stardiamond#esme writes meta#Also edited because why didn’t yall tell me there was a typo in the title autocorrect when I GET YOU
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PSA KIND OF A RANT BUT ALSO JUST A GENUINE QUESTION BUT LIKE DOES ANYONE FEEL WEIRDED OUT THAT THE SHADOWHUNTER SERIES ARE KIND OF TARGETED FOR TEENS (I mean, aren’t they though)
I know I hate and shit on the shadowhunter series (SORRY IT DESERVES TO BE CRITICIZED) and y’all, I’m seriously okay with having characters have trauma and being complex (seriously I’m all for it!!!! I love those fascinating characters) but make these people young adults or something. because this should not be targeted for teens!!!!! LET ME REPEAT MYSELF!!!! THIS SHOULD NOT BE TARGETED FOR TEENS!!!!! I just don’t like the message it sends. I think it’s probably the worst in TMI.
oh if you’re abused or have a shit childhood, it’s okay to put that on others and make it their problem. oh if you’re boyfriend is toxic and emotionally abusive, it’s okay because y’all are soulmates apparently and your whole identity is about him!!!!!!! I don’t mind insane fantasy romances!!!! but don’t target it towards teens!!!!! I still get amazed that this incest toxic fantasy is for teens???????
I don’t know, it’s just weird that a 50+ year old woman is writing about teens having sex. like does anyone feel Cordelia was extremely sexualized????? there’s just so much problematic shit CC writes. and once again, I don’t believe that fantasy books should be “real” “make sense” or whatever excuse people want to use to defend misrepresentation, incest, or heavy topics (abuse, trauma) that are written poorly.
I don’t care if clary and jace aren’t actually siblings- they thought they were and they’re both toxic to one another, also the fact that clary is there to serve jace’s happiness is wild. so like if you want an outrageous fantasy world, that’s absolutely valid but don’t have it targeted for teens. this is my whole beef with the shadowhunter series (and more let’s be obvious) is that teens pick up these books and maybe they don’t understand (doesn’t a brain fully develop at 25 or something?????) and thinks the type of stuff that is in this book is okay or to be admired.
maybe I think too much of this (I’m a very heavy and emotional thinker/person who feels A LOT) and maybe teens don’t actually think this???? maybe they can differentiate that this is fiction and not to be admired? but it’s just weird reading about teens and all the problematic stuff they do. I’m in the young adult ish category so it feels uncomfortable at times for me. make them young adults or something!!!!!!
I’m probably just thinking too much into this lmao but does anyone else feel this way about the books???? and before someone says OmG dOn’T rEaD iF yOu DoN’t LiKe It- the only reason I read these books was because of show Malec and I stupidly thought it was going to be the same masterpiece and I was sorely mistaken- and then I read about the insane stuff CC has gotten away with (plagiarism, how she treated people in the Harry otter fandom, how she treats her own fans when they criticize her, like I think she’s actually insane) and I just feel like this fantasy world and some of these characters deserved better treatment and should’ve been put in the hands of an author who actually cared more. I’m just tired of problematic authors and writers ruining shit for us
#anti cassandra clare#anti cc#just my stupid opinions#it’s kinda a rant#but am I thinking too much of this#like does anyone else feel this way#or am I being overly emotional#anti jace herondale#anti clary fray#anti clace#this doesn’t cover everything of how I feel#I don’t know if anyone is actually interested in my thoughts#am I annoying y’all yet lmao#so it’s for 14 year olds and up#but still weird like I wouldn’t want someone under eighteen reading this and thinking it should be admired#maybe if the writing actually has some accountability#or showed that hey trauma is okay and valid and what you went through is okay and so is working through it#there’s nothing wrong with seeking help#but the way she writes it is so insane to me
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Checking the fic doc and seeing it at almost 30k is making me feral, I’ve never cared this much about a ship in my life 🤧 Starbreaker you will always be famous to me
#Jace you mean the world to me king#Porter you too 🤧💖#writing creep mode Porter has been fun#I’m trying to turn the part of my brain off that feels like I need to rush it#I’m determined to finish it before I lose interest or my brain gives up again but so far so good 💖#if I think about if people like it or not I’ll lose my mind so I won’t#as long as I like it it’s fine 🫠#there is that constant nagging that’s like ‘update faster or people will lose interest’ and maybe they have but fine#I’ll forever think writing it backwards bit me in the ass but I’m landing somewhat where I wanted to be#starbreaker#jace stardiamond#porter cliffbreaker#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year
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Can I Trust You ?
pairing; Jace Wayland x Fem!Reader
summary; Reader has been alone all most all her life as a shadow hunter, she gets into a fight with some enemies one night and ends up meeting someone new.
warnings; fighting, violence, mentions of stabbing, heavy trust issues, somewhat motherly issues? anxiety ish?
a/n; I randomly thought of this today and have been working on it all day that I've been able too, hoping to be able to publish something tomorrow too. <3
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It was late, almost 1 am to be exact, and you felt yourself become alive as the breeze of the cold wind whispered against your skin and gently blew your hair past your shoulders.
The sound of your boots tapping against the ground of the alleys and shortcuts were only to be hear from your ears as you walked.
Your black jeans and leather jacket helped keep your skin a little from the cold, but it wasn't by much.
You froze in place, cautiously looking around, you weren't one to be wrong when you'd sense an entity unlike you had been near, and it wasn't for just mundanes. You weren't phased by humans simply because they hadn't even known you existed.
And that was enough for you, the less people knew about your interference with the world and keeping your species safe was all that had mattered. You assumed there were other shadow hunters of course, but you rarely ever came by any of them.
Sometimes it felt as though you were the only one left.
Though, you were practically alone for what felt like most if not all your life. Your mother had tried to keep you safe from valentine, but she had failed and in a battle, a battle that almost seemed like it was war, and now you lived on not only for yourself, but for your mother.
You knew it's what she would've wanted for you, for you to move forward and live on in her memory and your spirit of independence.
You fully spun yourself around to find a vampire prancing itself onto you, your body felt as though it were going into flight or fight mode as you began to defend yourself and fought against the blood thirsty being.
And soon you realized there were more surrounding you, it seemed as though there were about 4 more of the blood strived enemies who were all fighting against you.
In their eyes, they must've assumed 5 against one was no match for you, but you'd been in a few situations similar to this one, and this also had seemed like a simple battle to you as you've fought bigger, stronger entities.
You had punched and kicked some of the foul rivals, grabbing out 2 blades from your hidden pants pockets and stabbed one of them, when suddenly out of nowhere as you were about to fight off the rest, 2 of them suddenly were killed by 2 other blades stabbing them through their backs.
You backed up a bit as your body tensed more, you've learned over the years to never trust anyone, even the people you thought you knew.
Your back suddenly hit a wall, you looked at the other vampires unconscious on the hard ground, their lips split opened and a cut on one of their cheeks.
You looked over and had seen a tall luminous figure in the shadows, Your body entered its fight or flight mode again, and your blades were ready, but your mind felt somewhat scattered.
what was happening here, exactly? who the fuck was this? why did they feel the need to finish the job for you?
"Seems like you could've used some help there." A deep masculine voice spoke, this man also appeared to have an accent.
"Well I didn't." You responded coldly, your grip became more firm on your weapons.
The man strided closer towards you, the moonlight starting to light up his figure, he too had on boots, and dark jeans with multiple pockets, and a leather vest with a grey, v neck tank top.
he seemed to have a long blade strapped to his back as well.
But what you'd noticed before you noticed anything at all, was his ominous glowing blue eyes. His pupils were dark, it made it seemed like he was seeing straight through your soul and sent shivers of anxiety down your spine.
"Well still, it doesn't hurt to help a fellow shadow hunter every now and again." He replied, standing infront of you, he seemed pretty close, you tried to back up, but when attempting so your back only planted itself against a firm brick wall.
"a what?" You hadn't heard someone else use that word in so long it sounded forgien in someone else's mouth to you.
"Do you really think I can't tell the difference between a shadow hunter and a mundane?" He asked, sarcasm filled in his words as he smirked a bit.
"I never said you couldn't. I.. -"
"You've never met another shadow hunter."
"No." you said harshly, God could he let you get at least one sentence out without trying to figure out your life's story. It felt like you were playing 20 fucking questions with him.
"I've met a shadow hunter before, it's just been a year or 2." You said lowly, you knew the dangers of telling people the truth, you didn't even have the knowledge of this man's name.
"Well I can assure you, there's others. You and I aren't the only ones." His eyes went from ominously mysterious to concerned. You felt a little bit puzzled to be honest.
"What're you talking about." You felt like you were being lied to, maybe you were, but in this instance, you couldn't tell. You always assumed there had been others, but to hear it be confirmed that there was, it felt surreal, and it made you feel a little bit denial about it as well.
"Did you think you were the only one?" He said, his voice made him sound genuinely concerned, and it made a small part of you inside feel vulnerable.
You didn't answer him, and he started to get closer to you, you glared him, your body was so tense it felt frozen in place. but your mind was screaming at you to move away, but your limbs wouldn't budge.
"I think you should come with me to the institute." He said, he looked like he wanted to help you somehow, but what kind of help did you need? you'd been surviving since you were 15 years old and now your were merely 26, you didn't need help or protection anymore, you didn't need anyone.
Atleast that's what you've been telling yourself.
"I don't even know your name, why should I so much even consider going back to this 'institute' you're talking about?" You said, one part of your brain was screaming at you to run away and never look back, that it wasn't safe.
You were only putting yourself in danger, but there was also a small part of yourself who was saying to go with him, and you were currently hating that part of yourself, the part of you your mother had taught you to ignore for your own safety.
"Jace, Jace Wayland. And you are?" He said smiling a little, maybe he was trying to seem like he felt sorry for you, and it was a little pathetic to be honest, but it was also kinda cute.
"...y/n, y/l/n." you replied.
#jace lightwood#jace has too many last names#jace herondale#jace wayland x reader#jace wayland#jace herondale x reader#jcb#jcb roles#jamie campbell bower#jamie bower#idk why i keep writing for jace hh#Spotify
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I have no idea why Kit is always so straight forward about his feelings and thoughts in fics. Like. Dude. Have you seen this guy.
#'he said ily to Ty in qoaad' he was literally trying to stop him from performing black magic to raise the dead#AND THEN HE FLEW TO ANOTHER CONTINENT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO AVOID ONE SERIOUS CONVERSATION#in sobh julian says kit acted perfectly fine for hours#and then apologized to him cuz the whole time he was 'perfectly fine' he was thinking jules hated him#he just thinks hes too much of a charge to talk about his feelings c'mon#the one time he did it was writing to jace he was tired of being a child and that he was gonna be tougher and stronger#ay mi vido 😭
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Always With You - Part Two!
Part One Here!
Spooky Month Fanfic with Gregor and Morthy!
CW: Detailed wound descriptions and also a SINGLE curse word lmao
enjoy !
As the evening settled in and shadows lengthened, Gregor carefully placed the stack of books he had brought just outside Morthy's quarters, next to his leather bag he had retrieved from near the front door. The books were meant to keep him occupied through the night, a distraction for Gregor to maintain his vigil. With a final glance at the titles, he returned to Morthy’s room, peeking inside to check on his friend.
The room was as Gregor had expected: modest yet welcoming. It had a similar simplicity to his own quarters, featuring a small, comfortable bed neatly arranged with a nightstand and a lamp, a sturdy desk bathed in the soft light of the window, a wooden dresser, and a cross hanging above the bed—a symbol of Morthy’s faith and a source of solace. Morthy was in the process of settling into bed, his movements sluggish and weary.
"Goodnight," Gregor said softly as he began to close the door.
"Gregor," Morthy’s voice called out, causing Gregor to pause mid-motion.
"Mm?" Gregor prompted, turning back toward the room.
Morthy, perched on the edge of his bed, looked as though his body was pleading for rest. He seemed almost torn between the need for sleep and the anxiety of leaving Gregor to fend off Gadreel alone. "Be safe," Morthy murmured, his voice laced with concern. "I don’t want you to get hurt."
Gregor smiled at Morthy’s worry, touched by his friend’s concern. "I’ll be fine. You get some rest," he reassured, hoping to ease Morthy’s apprehension.
Morthy managed a nervous smile in return before lying down, his body visibly relaxing as he sank into the mattress. Gregor softly shut the door, granting Morthy the privacy he needed.
Outside Morthy’s bedroom, Gregor took a seat on a nearby chair, the weight of the evening settling around him. He opened one of the books he had brought and began to immerse himself in its pages.
Gregor managed to get through about four pages of his book, his eyes skimming over the text, when an unsettling sensation interrupted his focus. It wasn’t anything he could pinpoint or explain—just a vague sense that something was amiss. With a sense of urgency, he bookmarked his page and stood up, hurrying to Morthy’s bedroom.
He opened the door cautiously, peering inside. The room was exactly as he had left it: Morthy lay peacefully in bed, undisturbed and seemingly content in his slumber. The cross above the bed caught the soft glow of the lamp, casting reassuring shadows across the room. Gregor sighed in relief and closed the door gently, ensuring not to make any noise.
Gregor softly shut the door, his senses on high alert as he stepped back into the dimly lit corridor of the church. The heavy silence was punctuated only by the occasional creak of the old wooden floorboards beneath his feet. He scanned the church’s vast interior, his eyes darting from shadow to shadow, searching for the source of his discomfort. He knew it was Gadreel’s work, Gregor could almost hear the frustrated hiss of Gadreel’s displeasure at being denied access to his favorite plaything.
Taking a deep breath to steady himself, Gregor attempted to calm his nerves. Gadreel fed on fear, panic, and unease, and Gregor was determined not to give in. He needed to maintain his composure and stay focused. Similar to dealing with a child, he just needed to not give Gadreel the attention he craved.
With a determined resolve, Gregor returned to his chair, the soft creak of the leather under his weight a comforting reminder of his position. He reopened the book, the aged pages rustling softly as he resumed reading.
Gregor had barely managed to get through half a page of his book when he was interrupted again. A soft, sudden thud echoed through the church, like something had fallen from the ceiling. He blinked a few times, momentarily disoriented, and glanced up into the deepening darkness that enveloped the high ceilings of the church. Something on the floor caught his attention—an object that hadn’t been there before, casting its own, small shadow.
He slowly shut his book and rose from his chair, the unsettling silence amplifying every creak of the old wooden floor as he cautiously approached the mysterious object. As he drew closer, the shape became clearer—a red apple core, eaten down to the seeds. Gregor’s confusion deepened; the sight was entirely out of place in the church’s austere surroundings.
Frowning, Gregor glared up at the ceiling, trying to discern where the apple core might have fallen from, but the oppressive darkness offered no clues. This was very obviously Gadreel’s work, but Gregor just couldn’t figure out why.
He bent down, gingerly picking up the apple core by the stem with a look of disgust. "Geh—!" Gregor flinched as something else suddenly fell from the ceiling, striking him on the head before landing with a soft thud on the floor. He looked down and saw another apple core, identical to the first.
A jolt of fear surged through Gregor’s body as the realization dawned on him. The darkness of the ceiling was not empty. He hadn’t glared at an empty ceiling, but instead had stared directly at Gadreel, and Gadreel had stared back.
Gregor didn't dare look at the ceiling again. His eyes had adjusted to the dim light, and he could now make out the shadowy outlines of the pews stretching out before him. The fear of what he might see if he looked up kept his gaze firmly on the ground. He dropped the apple core, its hollow clatter echoing through the silent church, and quickly retreated to the safety of his lantern's warm glow and the comfort of his leather bag.
He swiftly checked on Morthy again, peeking through the slightly ajar door to find him still at peace, undisturbed by the unsettling events. The sight of Morthy's calm, steady breathing provided a small measure of relief. Gregor closed the door quietly.
Returning to his chair, he took a deep breath and forced himself to focus on the task at hand. The chair creaked softly as he settled back into it, his book waiting patiently on the small side table. He reached inside his leather bag and retrieved his golden cross, holding it protectively between his shaking fingers. After a few moments of prayer and silence, he set the cross down and slid his book onto his lap.
Very slowly, Gregor began to relax. His eyes continued to scan the same line in his book repeatedly, his nerves still on edge, but gradually, the initial shock of being so close to Gadreel started to fade. His hands stopped shaking, and his breathing steadied as he regained a semblance of calm.
Eventually, he felt confident enough to venture away from the comforting glow of the lantern. Placing the book aside, he brushed himself off and made his way to the back of the church, where a small kitchenette was tucked away. The faint hum of the old refrigerator provided a soothing backdrop to the silence that had gripped the church earlier.
Gregor sifted through the unfamiliar cabinets, searching for something to calm himself further. Finally, he found a box of tea bags hidden behind some dusty jars of spices. The simple act of filling the kettle with water and setting it to boil felt almost therapeutic, a small slice of normalcy amidst the chaos.
As the water heated, he leaned against the counter, his thoughts momentarily drifting away from the terror of Gadreel. He focused on the small details: the gentle steam rising from the kettle, the soft click of the stove, the comforting aroma of the tea leaves. These mundane actions grounded him, reminding him of the world outside the church walls.
When the water reached a rolling boil, Gregor poured it over the tea bag in his cup, watching the dark color slowly seep into the water. He let it steep, the warmth of the cup soothing his hands as he held it. Taking a cautious sip, he felt the heat spread through his body, further dispelling the lingering chills from his earlier encounter. He returned to his post outside Morthy’s bedroom, tea in hand, and resumed his quiet watch. He even gained the confidence to look at the darkened ceiling, seeing nothing but the wooden rafters in the piercing dark.
As time passed, Gregor’s earlier confidence began to return. He settled into a more relaxed posture, one leg draped casually over the other, as he sipped his tea and read from his book. The steady rhythm of the pages turning and the warmth of the tea worked their soothing magic, helping to restore a sense of calm.
Every once in a while, he would crack open Morthy's door and peek inside. Each time, he found Morthy sleeping peacefully, the gentle rise and fall of his chest a reassuring sight. Seeing Morthy at ease provided Gregor with a comforting sense of accomplishment and relief, reinforcing his resolve to protect him through the night.
When Gregor checked the time, he noted it was around two in the morning. There were still a few hours left before dawn, but he had made decent progress. With a sigh, he set aside his book, finding himself growing restless. He tapped the side of his face thoughtfully, searching for something to occupy his time.
His gaze wandered around the church, taking in the clutter that had accumulated over the past few days. It was clear that Morthy had been overwhelmed, with church maintenance slipping down the list of priorities. Gregor didn’t blame him; the weight of dealing with Gadreel was more than enough to distract anyone from everyday tasks.
Determined to make good use of the time, Gregor decided to tackle some cleaning. He returned to the kitchenette and began to address the pile of dishes that had accumulated. The clinking of plates and utensils, along with the gentle hum of water, created a soothing backdrop. Gregor hummed quietly to himself, the repetitive motions of washing and rinsing providing a calming rhythm.
Gregor finished the dishes, somewhat surprised that he had managed to do so without any interference from Gadreel. Had the demon already grown bored? The thought made him chuckle.
After drying his hands, Gregor returned to his post, but his sense of calm was shattered when he gasped at the scene before him. His leather bag lay overturned on the floor, thrown from the small end table without a care. His books were strewn about, their pages ripped apart and covers bent. His once calming teacup had been hurled against Morthy's door, the shattered fragments of cermanic on the floor and a splatter of dark tea staining the wooden surface.
Gregor stood frozen for a moment, his mind racing as he tried to process the chaos. He shook his head, forcing himself to focus. Without delay, he opened Morthy's door to find him still asleep, simply turned onto his other side. The sight of Morthy’s tranquil slumber offered a brief reprieve, but Gregor knew he couldn’t afford to be still.
He swiftly set about cleaning up the mess, carefully collecting the shards of the broken teacup and disposing of them. The scattered books were picked up and stacked, though their damage was irreparable. With a sigh, he turned to his leather bag, hoping to retrieve his golden cross.
When Gregor bent down to grab his bag, he noticed it felt unusually light. His heart sank as he opened it and found that all his religious items were missing. The golden cross, rosary, and vials of holy water were nowhere to be found. Panic surged through him as he realized the gravity of the situation: Gadreel hadn’t just thrown a tantrum; he had stolen Gregor’s means of protection.
Gregor's initial reaction to the empty leather bag was sheer terror. The absence of his protective items struck him with a cold, paralyzing fear. But as the seconds ticked by, he realized that succumbing to panic would only give Gadreel what he wanted—his fear. Gregor took a deep breath, forcing himself to push past the fear that clung to him like a shroud.
He was in a church, surrounded by sacred symbols and religious artifacts. If there was any place where he could find replacements for his missing items, it was here. Resolutely, Gregor set to work, determined not to let Gadreel feed on his anxiety.
With a deep breath, Gregor shook off the fear and focused on the task at hand. He grabbed his lantern and made his way through the church’s darkened corridors, his steps echoing softly on the stone floor. The night seemed heavier and more oppressive, the darkness almost tangible as it pressed in around him. He headed straight for the sacristy.
Morthy’s sacristy had no windows, as he stepped inside, the pitch-black room seemed to swallow the light from his lantern, the darkness almost suffocating. Gregor swung the lantern back and forth, its beam cutting through the inky blackness, illuminating rows of wooden shelves and cabinets.
He rifled through the contents of an old cabinet, finding various candles, incense, and a few dusty books of prayers. They weren’t ideal, but they could provide some measure of protection. His fingers brushed over a small vial of holy water tucked away in a forgotten corner—its presence a small but welcome relief. He quickly retrieved it, slipping it into his pocket.
Gregor’s search continued, and his hope grew as he discovered a modest wooden cross among the items. It wasn’t as ornate as his golden cross, but it was better than nothing. Though he didn’t find a rosary, he managed to gather a few items, which he hoped would be enough to bolster his defenses. Each item he collected was a small victory, a reassurance that he wasn’t completely powerless.
Gregor felt a glimmer of excitement as he spotted a promising box near the bottom of a cluttered shelf. His fingers trembled with anticipation as he reached down to pull it out. But as he tried to tug it free, he realized it was trapped beneath another box precariously stacked on top.
Determined, Gregor carefully set his lantern down on the shelf to free both hands. He braced himself and began to push the top box backward, trying to create enough space to retrieve the bottom one. His heart raced with the intensity of the task, and sweat began to bead on his forehead.
Just as he managed to shift the box, he heard a sudden, jarring crash as he was plunged into darkness. Gregor's heart leapt into his throat as he realized his lantern had been knocked to the floor, its light extinguished in a heartbeat. The sacristy was plunged into absolute darkness.
Gregor's breath came in short, panicked bursts as he felt blindly for the lantern. His hands flailed in the pitch-black room, unable to see anything—he couldn’t even make out his own fingers. The crushing void of darkness pressed in around him, amplifying his anxiety.
"Shit," Gregor whispered, the curse slipping out in his distress. It was a word he rarely used, but the situation felt dire. His voice trembled slightly, betraying his fear.
Gregor felt paralyzed with fear, his mind racing as he struggled to overcome the creeping dread. The darkness around him was suffocating, and he could almost feel the oppressive weight of Gadreel’s presence. The feeling of unseen eyes on him made his heart pound harder, each thud echoing in his ears.
He knew he should make for the door and re-enter the light where Gadreel wouldn’t hold as much power, but his body refused to obey. He clutched the edge of the shelf, his hands trembling uncontrollably, as if the shelf itself were the only thing keeping him anchored in the abyss.
Gadreel was here, lurking in the darkness, and Gregor’s fear threatened to overwhelm him. He had to stay strong. If he let fear consume him, Gadreel would win, and Morthy would be at risk once more. Gregor forced himself to focus, reaching into his pocket where he had just stashed the wooden cross. His fingers closed around the base, and he raised it with a shaky hand, aiming it blindly into the dark, vaguely where he believed Gadreel was.
Taking a deep breath, Gregor’s voice wavered as he began the incantation, struggling to regain his confidence. "The Lord, The Son, The Divine Soul, and The Sacred Sky... Commands you to leave this realm, this church—"
His voice wavered but grew steadier as he continued, “The power of the Lord compels—”
The chant was abruptly cut off by a swift, slicing sound. Gregor’s breath caught in his throat as an excruciating pain shot through his arm. The sensation was unlike anything he had ever experienced—an intense, burning agony that seemed to radiate from deep within.
He let out a strangled, anguished scream, his voice echoing through the darkness. The pain was so sudden and fierce that it drove him to his knees, the wail that left him made his throat hurt. The intensity of the pain felt like it was consuming him, making it impossible to focus or think clearly.
Gregor’s heart raced, every beat pounding in his ears as the searing pain in his arm rendered him almost immobile. The darkness pressed in from all sides, an impenetrable void that seemed to swallow up his every thought. His hand grasped fruitlessly in the blackness for the cross he had dropped, but it remained elusive, mocking him with its absence.
Desperation overtook him. He had to get out, had to find safety, even if he had no clear idea of where he was going. Gritting his teeth against the pain, Gregor forced himself to stand, his legs trembling beneath him. He stumbled forward, his sense of direction muddled in the enveloping darkness.
He crashed into a wall with a bone-jarring thud, the impact jarring his already-agonized arm. Ignoring the fresh wave of pain, Gregor’s fingers scrabbled along the wall, seeking out the door frame. He found it after what felt like an eternity, his fingers gripping the handle with a mix of relief and desperation.
With a final burst of frantic energy, he yanked the door open and practically tumbled out of the room. He collapsed onto the floor outside, his body wracked with shudders. His breathing was ragged, each inhale a struggle as he lay there on his side, feeling a mixture of fear and pain that left him trembling uncontrollably. The dim light from the kitchenette cast long shadows across the floor, providing a small measure of safety. Turning onto his back cautiously, Gregor’s breath hitched in his throat.
There, just a few feet away, was Gadreel.
The demon's presence was unnervingly still. The door to the sacristy was barely ajar, held open by Gadreel's long, clawed hand. His head was tilted at an unnatural angle, and his yellow eyes, devoid of any discernible emotion, were fixed on Gregor through the narrow crack. The absence of anger or malice in his gaze was almost more unsettling than the sheer presence of the demon itself.
Gadreel's eyes, those unsettling white pupils, remained locked on Gregor, unblinking and unyielding. They didn’t flicker once. The demon's form was perfectly still, as if he were a photograph, capturing an eerie, frozen moment of observation.
Gregor's heart seemed to stop as he stared at Gadreel's motionless form. The longer the demon stayed so still, the more Gregor began to question if he was truly there or if his exhaustion and fear had conjured an illusion. The silence was suffocating, filling the space with thick tension. It was a brief moment of doubt that perhaps Gadreel was nothing more than a figment of his imagination.
Just as that thought solidified in his mind, Gadreel moved with sudden, jarring speed. The demon's claws, once gripping the edge of the sacristy door, slipped away with a sinister grace. In one swift motion, Gadreel slammed the door shut with a resounding crash, the sound echoing through the church like a final, unsettling punctuation mark.
Despair overwhelmed Gregor as he lay there, choked sobs escaping his lips. The pain in his arm was unbearable, but he forced himself to look at the wound. His arm was a grisly sight: a perfectly straight cut ran from the inside of his elbow to his wrist, deep enough to reveal the yellowish fat beneath. The blood flowed freely, soaking into his shirt and spreading across the floor in alarming patches. Crimson stains marked the wall by the sacristy door, the door itself, and the floor—a grim testament to the severity of his injury.
As Gregor's gaze wandered around the church, the reality of his situation began to seep in. The more he looked, the more his perception seemed to distort. His blood appeared to be everywhere, staining the walls and the floor in unsettling patterns. The room seemed to spin as his mind struggled to grasp the extent of his injuries. Was he losing too much blood? His head felt light, and a disturbing, unfamiliar and frankly unwelcome haze clouded his thoughts. He felt like some of them weren’t his own. When had he laid down on the floor?
The church around him blurred as fatigue set in. His eyelids grew heavy, and the comforting embrace of sleep beckoned him. The darkness seemed safer than the horrific reality he was facing. A part of him thought that shutting his eyes might make everything go away. If he were asleep, he wouldn’t have to confront the blood, the pain, or Gadreel’s looming threat.
With a resigned sigh, Gregor allowed his eyes to close. His breath slowed, and he began to drift into a state of unconsciousness. The promise of morning and Morthy’s gratitude felt like a distant dream. The idea of a new day lulled him closer to sleep… The floor was a lot softer than he remembered….
Yeah, sleep was a good idea..
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A sudden jolt of clarity pierced through the fog of exhaustion and pain. The realization struck him like a glass of cold water to the face: Morthy.
With a gasp, Gregor pushed himself off the cold, unforgiving floor with his uninjured arm, each movement a struggle against the pain and weakness that gripped him. His breathing came in ragged gasps, each breath a stark reminder of the severity of his wound. His mind raced as he tried to separate his own thoughts from those that Gadreel had twisted. The line between reality and illusion was dangerously blurred, and he grappled with the fear that Gadreel’s influence had convinced him of things that weren’t true.
The church seemed oddly brighter. The faint, natural light of dawn had begun to seep through the high windows, casting long, slanted beams of light across the otherwise shadowed interior. Gregor squinted, momentarily disoriented by the sudden shift in time. How long had he been out? He had only closed his eyes for what felt like seconds, yet the arrival of dawn suggested he had been unconscious for hours.
Shaking his head to clear the fog of confusion and exhaustion, Gregor clutched his wounded arm, his grip tight but gentle enough to avoid causing further pain. The blood had begun to dry, adding a sticky sensation to the already overwhelming ache.
Gregor pushed open the door to Morthy’s quarters. The sight that greeted him was almost too good to be true. Morthy was still peacefully asleep, bathed in the soft, warm light filtering through the window. The tranquility of the room stood in stark contrast to the chaos Gregor had just endured.
Gregor’s breath came out in a shaky sigh as he quietly closed the door, careful not to disturb Morthy. He resolved to leave him undisturbed for now, knowing that Morthy’s rest was as crucial as his own. His next priority was to tend to himself and clean up the mess left by Gadreel’s malevolent games.
Making his way to the bathroom, Gregor felt each step throb with the pain in his arm. He turned on the faucet, wincing as the cool water hit his wound. The sight of his injury—deep and raw, from his elbow to his wrist—made his stomach churn. His hand shook as he gently washed the wound, careful not to cause himself any more pain than necessary. The water ran red with his blood, a stark reminder of the violence he had barely escaped.
After meticulously cleaning the wound, Gregor wrapped it in a sterile bandage, his movements slow and deliberate to avoid further discomfort. The bandage felt tight and reassuring against his skin, offering a small measure of comfort amidst the pain.
Gregor turned his attention to the mess left in the sacristy. He found a rag in the small utility closet and set off to clean the bloodstains. As he scrubbed at the blood smeared across the floor and walls, he tried to steady his breathing. The act of cleaning was oddly soothing, a way to regain control and reclaim some normalcy in the wake of Gadreel’s torment.
The church, though still shadowed in parts, was beginning to brighten with the full light of day. Gregor’s hands moved with a practiced ease, removing the visible signs of the previous night’s chaos.
Gregor, having finally finished the cleanup, sank into one of the sunlit pews, the warm rays of morning light gently warming his tired frame. His eyes fluttered shut, seeking a moment of respite from the strain of the past hours. The peace of the church, now fully illuminated by the bright morning sun, offered a comforting contrast to the darkness he had faced. Gadreel was still there, he could tell, but he was… distant. Muffled. Asleep.
His brief solace was interrupted by a new, much more reassuring presence. Gregor opened his eyes to find Morthy approaching him, looking noticeably more awake and composed. The smile on Morthy’s face was soft, full of gratitude.
"Thank you," Morthy said, his voice sincere and warm.
Gregor returned the smile, feeling a sense of relief and contentment. "Of course," he replied.
Morthy took a seat beside Gregor, the two of them now sharing a quiet moment of calm in the sanctuary of the church. Gregor leaned his head on Morthy’s shoulder, the gesture more comforting than any words could express. They sat together in the gentle embrace of the morning light, finding solace in each other's presence.
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humbly begging any (18+) hotd / cregan writers out there to do a jacegan (jace x cregan) rp on discord 🤲🤲🥹
#my usual rp partner has ghosted our hotd story but i’m still in love with the fandom & just wanna write my beautiful babygirl jacaerys#OR if there’s a hotd group even that needs a jace idk i love groups too .#hotd rp#asoiaf rp#got rp#jacegan
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