#@msfcatlover tags

[trust-and-jump]

Same, same, same, same, same! I would say I'm cis woman but I don't care, and even in my dreams I see myself male as often as female. In Russian most of words are masculine, feminine, or neutrum (sorry I've never explained language stuff in English properly), and, like..... I don't care which I use? Few years ago I would easily use any genera (it appears that plural form of genus is genera lol?) and my friends and family wouldn't even really give me weird looks. I'm using fem. genus in words more often now, because I have to meet much more people and they >definitely< would give me weird looks (honestly I didn't even notice before, how often I switched hahahah, I really had to start to listen what I say! sheesh) but I still can slip up without noticing. Rarely outside of my family and friends company, though, because I taught myself out of it already.

And no dysphoria! I just don't really care, and that's why I can't imagine why would so many people have so much trouble with it. It's... social, isn't it? Not to mention different cultures have different gender traditions (I don't know what words I should choose here, my English is bad lol) and all that.

It's kind of like romantical interest for me, though. Like.... people are obsessed with it. So it has to exist, I guess??? People are talking about it, so it exists the way they describe it????????

But then again. They are all describing it differently. Too many different experiences. Too many different points of view. Too many different minds. Families. Communities. Orientations.

And. People are obsessed with religions, too. And all of them feel it's all real. I don't argue, because I don't know. (well, religions are deeply connected with cultures, so I'm talking more about FAITH in someone, in something)

Does it all exist? How do I know, if I don't feel like gender separation is real? How do I know, if there is no proof of existence or non-existence for me, personally?

I don't have dysphoria like that, because I'm just 'wearing my pajamas", as msfcatlover says, I'm just used to, and no harm to myself or others is done by that.

I also don't have strictly atheistic or religious point of view, even though I'm raised in Muslim family and I've called myself Muslim, too, whole my life, and I've been praying, Kor'an, Muslim burials, Muslim traditions (again, not strictly, and, like most people on our planet, conveniently ignoring some old parts that belong to old times and can be harmful or make no sence.... BECAUSE IT'S A CULTURAL THING, FAITH AND RELIGION ARE CONNECTED, YES, BUT THEY ARE NOT THE SAME WORDS! Like. I believe that Allah might be there, but I simply can not know). And no harm in that, too, you know? Yay agnosticism!

And romantic interest... well. Still the same. What is it? How does this type of love different from love to your close friend or family member? Maybe, because you should have desire to have sex or perform other acts intimacy? But people say, you can be friends and have sex without any romantical tension. People say, you can be in romantical relationship without wanting sex, even. What is the difference? I believe it exists, but I can't know if it does, for sure. I have no such experience. Like someone else said, concept of romantic love feels like someone made it up for poetry. (in case romantic interest is separated from wanting to be infinitely close). How do I know? Apparently it's indescribable.

Is it "you can't describe colours to those who was born blind" thing?

If yes, then okay, I'll just think it's all the same. Kinda like I do now.

If not, then what the fuck.

Is it just childishness for an adult to think all that? I don't mind if it is. But it won't make understand lol.

Господи, почему так много слов - и без смысла. Я лошара, я лох, я лопух, я идиот. Неважно. Лучше бы опять комиксы запостила, у меня же комикс-блог. Хаптьфу.

i feel so seen!!

(twitter thread)

[msfcatlover]

Fandom: Batfam

Complete oneshot, 2.5k

Rating: T (No Warnings Apply)

Category: Gen (no ships)

Relationships: Bruce Wayne & Dick Grayson

Major Tags: Alternate Universe - TMA Avatars, (I'm not tagging this as a crossover because I’m just stealing the power system), Web Avatar Bruce Wayne, Hunt Avatar Dick Grayson, Dick Grayson is a Talon, Good Parent Bruce Wayne, Literal Sleeping Together

There’s a monster in the cave, and Bruce doesn’t know what to do about it. (More accurately: there's a CHILD in the cave. Bruce brought them here, and Bruce still doesn't know what to do about it.)

Oh shit, I forgot to post this link over here.

Bruce brings Hunt!Dick back to the cave after rescuing him from the Court of Owls, and has the slow-blooming realization of “…That is an actual, literal child.” That’s basically the entire fic.

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

don't treat me special (please pelase be kind)

by msfcatlover There’s a monster in the cave, and Bruce doesn’t know what to do about it. (More accurately: there's a CHILD in the cave. Bruce brought them here, and Bruce still doesn't know what to do about it.) Words: 2555, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 1 of So Much More Than Monstrous (TMA AU) Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: Gen Characters: Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson Relationships: Dick Grayson & Bruce Wayne Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - TMA Avatars, (I'm not tagging this as a crossover because I’m just stealing the power system), Web Avatar Bruce Wayne, Hunt Avatar Dick Grayson, Dick Grayson is a Talon, Good Parent Bruce Wayne, he just doens't know it yet, Monster Dick Grayson, Metahuman Bruce Wayne, Metahuman Dick Grayson, Kinda, (they have powers; but not THOSE kinds of powers.), no betas we die like robins, they/them pronouns for Dick Grayson, mainly because he's not really able to clarify them right now, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Non-Consensual Body Modification (implied), ...it's a Talon!Dick story that's kinda a given, Literal Sleeping Together, Cuddling & Snuggling via https://ift.tt/V3CENfj

[feroluce]

Tagged by @frootysparkycakes, @shcherbatskayas, and @hydrachea! Thank you, you're all dears. <3

I got tagged three times, so I'll do the last three sentences from some icky possession body horror that I started just today!

Mob convulses again, body shuddering and twitching in a way that human beings weren't meant to be able to. It looks like it hurts. His eyes catch the streetlight coming in through the office window and the irises flash gold.

The last sentence is 16 words... I don't know that I know that many writers and a lot of people have already been tagged, so we'll just have to have some doubles. @auro-cyanide, @spoonie-ritsu, @ritshou, @msfcatlover, @fancyfennekin, @fireflysummers, @cosmetreee, @lesbirdan, and @mustdang-100, if any of you would like to participate!

[fella-lovin-fella]

THIS EXACTLY ( @msfcatlover 's tags)

"people are okay when cis people choose to go by nicknames but when it comes to trans people it's 'too hard'" is so real because i haven't gone by my legal first name since preschool and no one had a problem with it until i was a dude

[captainlordauditor]

I was tagged by @heckofabecca​ to post 10 gifs of my 10 favorite movies and tag 10 people

in no particular order

bonus that almost made it in:

I tag

@animatedamerican @lightsupintheheights @timelordnomad @bumblingnewsies @i-got-personality @flowergirlrobichiko @snewsies @msfcatlover @theadamantdaughter and @inejgayfa

[couchtaro]

hey hwy hey hey what's the best panel one has ever made

@hikaru-kyan @msfcatlover @pachelbelsheadcanon (YOUR GUESS IS VERY GOOD) @hauntpark @everyones-beau (best, not funniest) @ anybody else in the tags

see for yourself

[marimo-mob]

@msfcatlover lolol omg you pay attention to my dumb tags?? LOL 

.....lol thank you. OTL

[msfcatlover]

Rating: T

Pairings: Gen (no ship)

Major tags: Misunderstandings, Villain Talia al Ghul, Jason Todd is Tim Drake’s Robin, Pit Madness, Open/Ambiguous Ending, Whump, Hurt No Comfort (technically), If you ship it please don’t tell me

Special: Inspired by Bait and Switch by iselsis

The worst kinds of criminal haven't been enough to make Jason give in and go full supervillain. Talia decides to get more personal, and bring in his replacement.

I don’t normally promo my response/inspired fics over her, but fuck it. I could use more positive feedback, if you can give it.

I took iselsis’s unfinished fic “Bait and Switch”—where Talia tries to get Jason to give in to pit madness by dragging in Tim—and retold it from Tim’s perspective, including how Tim ended up there, what Tim’s unspecified injuries were, and what Tim’s thought process was throughout the whole thing. Since the original fic was unfinished, this one ends on a bit of a cliffhanger, but if you read the original you know the “Hurt No Comfort” tag is almost entirely because of the “Misunderstandings” one, and Tim’s going to be fine.

Also, because it apparently needs to be said despite me tagging the fic with it, Jason is Tim’s Robin in this story. Don’t like that headcanon? Don’t read the fic. There, I’ve just given you a fun & easy life hack to make both of our days better!

[msfcatlover]

Fandom: Batfam

Complete oneshot, 2.6k

Rating: T (No Warnings Apply)

Category: Gen (no ships)

Relationships: Tim Drake & Damian Wayne

Major Tags: Reverse Robins, Career Ending Injury, internalized ableism, heavy denial, Tim Drake is Not Okay, Good Sibling Damian Wayne, Tim Drake is Oracle, (or he will be. Eventually.)

It takes a long time for Tim to accept being shot in the spine isn’t something you can train your way out of. He’s… not quite there yet.

[msfcatlover]

Fandom: Batfam

Complete oneshot, 1.5k

Rating: T (No Warnings Apply)

Category: Gen (no ships)

Relationships: None (Tim's all aloooone...)

Major Tags: Time Travel Fix-It, Past Character Death, Body Dysmorphia, hyperventilation (brief/non-graphic), vaguely alluded to suicide, (very vaguely), Tim Drake is Not Okay, (don't let his talented not-thinking-about-it skills fool you), Ambiguous/Open Ending

Tim wakes up choking on smoke. The first breath is a relief so powerful, it shocks him.

[captainlordauditor]

@msfcatlover​ you cannot just leave this in the tags

Everytime Batman and Red Hood see each other they end up shouting across the streets of Gotham emotional shit like JUST COME HOME SON and YOU'RE NOT IN CHARGE OF ME ANYMORE OLD MAN and it's just Not Subtle in the slightest

No one knows that Jason is an ex Robin so everyone comes to the very logical conclusion that the Red Hood is Batman's rebellious blood son that ran away from home to pursue a life of crime and they're not even fucking wrong

[msfcatlover]

Fandom: Batfam

Series: "If Worst Comes to Worst"

Complete oneshot, 1.8k

Rating: T (No Warnings Apply)

Category: Gen (no ships)

Relationships: None (Though Steph's past relationships are alluded to.)

Major Tags: Time Travel Fix-It, Hurt No Comfort, Past Character Death, Panic Attacks, Self-Harm as a grounding technique, Stephanie Brown is Not Okay, Open/Ambiguous Ending

Once Steph has her feet under her, she takes the first steps towards fixing the future. And you know what they say: Two steps forward... one giant leap back.

[msfcatlover]

Fandom: Batfam

Complete oneshot, 3.7k

Rating: T (No Warnings Apply)

Category: Gen (no ships)

Relationships: Dick Grayson & Jason Todd

Major Tags: Alternate Universe - TMA Avatars, (I'm not tagging this as a crossover because I’m just stealing the power system), Human Jason Todd, Hunt Avatar Dick Grayson, Protective Dick Grayson, Dick Grayson is terrifying, Feral Behavior, Fearing your rescuer

Jason thought he'd seen the peaks of Gotham criminal stupidity, and then they kidnapped Robin. Seriously, from the bottom of his heart, what the fuck were they thinking? In what world does that not end badly for them? (Certainly not the one where Jason's new family are monsters summoned directly from your worst nightmares, who decided to be "nice" about it.)

WOO, finished another one! This has to be one of my favorite moments from this AU, but getting it written has been like pulling teeth.

I am pleased with how it finally turned out, though!

Come get your Hunt!Dick being violently protective of his little brother & Robin!Jason trusting his big brother even when he's a feral Fear monster!

[msfcatlover]

Fandom: Batfam

Complete oneshot, 1.2k

Rating: T (No Warnings Apply)

Category: Gen (no ships)

Relationships: Crystal Brown & Stephanie Brown

Major Tags: Time Travel Fix-It, Past Character Death, Body Dysmorphia, vaguely alluded to suicide, (very vaguely), vaguely alluded to apocalypse, (slightly less vaguely), Ambiguous/Open Ending

Steph wakes up choking on laughter. She didn't think she'd wake up at all.

I'm doing it. I'm trying to post IWCTW. One vignette at a time, here we go...

[lux-astrorum]

@msfcatlover god bless u for these tags

a product, recipe, etc: "bEttER tHaN $eX"

me, an ace: