#?? Hormones do whatever
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In drs2p2 someone should say the word âhostâ or âgame-showâ in Jayâs earshot in a completely different context but he ends up remembering nothing but that like one year or so where for some reason that was his profession.
#he has no idea why he did this#he doesnât remember lloyd coming up and re-recruiting him either#just him wearing that silly outfit and sending people onto an obstacle course#iâm making up such stupid shit iâm so desperate for more dr jay content HELP#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#ninjago dr#ninjago dr s2#ninjago spoilers#ninjago shitpost#cable stupids#jay ninjago#ninjago jay#jay walker#parallel to my drs2 nya and s4 nya meeting we also have: this#older femme jay and masc nya meeting their pre hormones selves is always a delight#i sketched this but idk if iâll ever actually draw it so iâm calling anyone to do with this whatever they want
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#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#trans meme#described images#image description in alt#this goes for ANY reason a trans person is on the 'wrong' hormones for their gender...#...whether it is by chance or choice it need not be excluded. there are no 'right' hormones for your gender or experience...#...if you're a trans person who is fine with your body's natural hormone levels that's FINE...#...or if you're a trans person who chose to take the 'wrong' hormones (again there's no wrong hormone)...#...or if you're just fucking EXISTING...#...you belong here. even if there are commonalities between trans people amd what hormones they do or don't take that's just a commonality.#...that by NO MEANS indicates that you must adhere one way or the other if you so choose...#...two things can exist at once: 1) hormones are a necessity and 2) people are allowed to go on whatever hormone they want#my testosterone is a NECESSITY it isn't something i can choose to take. but that doesn't mean that i am threatened by trans people...#...who exist how they do
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more cisgender women should be looking at cisgender boys' puberty as a menopause preview, honestly. i find that cis men treat menopause with more pause, ironically, because they recognise the emotional/physical rollercoaster - gee, your body is suddenly sweating absolute buckets and smelling way outside of your control? you feel gross, you keep growing patchy hairs in new itchy places, and summers have suddenly become unbearable? woof, been there done that, let's get you an ice pack and some gatorade buddy, i mean mom
until menopause hits them, cis women (among others) can sometimes treat male puberty as a gross horror that they are forced to mitigate the consequences of - ugh, men with their hair and their smelliness that they can't keep sanitised, it's a concession to live with them, it's a chore to share space with them. you know it's not just a Boy Hormone, right? this exact same testosterone will jump you in a dark alley 30 years from now, you can accept it before then or keep treating it like an enemy latched onto those around you
#i'm not menopause or puberty age so as a twenty-something i realised i can pick and choose what to equate my transition to#and it makes me wonder why they dont get equated more often in a more genuine empathetic fashion#lgbt#gender#i wish there was a way to tag for bigotry against men that didnt fall into a tag that someone out there would call misogynist lol#bigotry against male bodies. whatever. bigotry against male gonad hormone effects on a body whatever gender it may be#transandrophobia#i guess since im a trans man and i feel uniquely crammed into these expectations and this distaste for what im choosing to do#also this applies to more people than just cis women but they often dont think about maleness as something AT ALL relevant to them#other people may have to work through distaste for hair/maleness alongside their gender exploration for similar self-love reasons
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my libido on T: I can get hard from seeing the sunlight on her arm hair. I need to grind out an hour or two of orgasms before I can function for the day. I want to knock someone up in a truckstop bathroom.
my libido on E: I want to slowly, carefully remove the skin from a face with surgical tools. I am not hard but this is somehow sexual. I don't think I could cum if my life depended on it
#woof woof#txtp#nsft#just been e for months and months now im so tired.#my libido on just progesterone: i am in an active bout of paranoia and I have to kill myself#?? Hormones do whatever#does anyone else experience this
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Dyou know someone who went on hrt but didn't want to be referred to as female or didn't care? I've kinda recently started not like who I am and I wanna be prettier and there are some things that hrt would give me that sound nice but I dunno if it would be weird or disrespectful to go on it just for that. I've just kinda been seeing a lot of trans girls on my timeline and I can relate to a lot more of their experiences than I would've thought but I don't really want to be a woman and some of the other things hrt gives you don't sound like they're for me. I dunno if the feeling will go away but I hate seeing 5 o'clock shadow on my face, and the thought of being male or female or anything gives me an uncomfortable feeling in my chest and I don't know how to end this ask. If you have no idea how to answer this you can just delete it, thank you.
I don't want to make too many assumptions but this sounds like you might be nonbinary. Nonbinary is being neither male nor female. To answer your question specifically, yes I know quite a few nonbinary people on HRT who prefer presenting less like their assigned gender at birth, and despite using estrogen or testosterone dont consider themselves men or women and just refer to themselves by they/them
Theres a lot you can do via aesthetics to mitigate the dysphoria you feel that doesn't involve hormones in order to look a bit more androgynous (body hair removal, weight loss/gain, changing wardrobe, cosmetics) so I'd always recommend those before immediately trying HRT but its worth looking into if after a bit of a lifestyle change you still feel a little less comfortable as your assigned gender. An endocrinologist could prescribe an anti androgen to start.
Even if you do try HRT and aren't a fan of how it makes you feel and want to stop, you can. It's your body. You're exploring and looking for the best way to be you. People do the therapy to feel better in their own skin, its a personal journey so its impossible to "disrespect" anyone else with your reasons for seeking personal fulfillment and nobody will hold that against you
#ask and mew shall receive#One of the first things I asked my doc was if it was okay to do hrt if I was nonbinary and she was like yeah#You can be whatever gender you want and present how you want but you'll have to manage your sex with hormones
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Maximus "slayer of men and my ovaries" Meridius
#can he CAN HE JUST#FOR ONE SECOND#not be an absolute MENACE to my wellbeing#that man is so devastating to me itâs unbelievable#the??? the exposed skin here???#when i tell yâall i am FROTHING#BEGGING#PLEADING SOBBING MOANING ALOUD IN A PUBLIC PLACE#he is built like an OX and i cannot calm down about it#the mole on his side SIR#that is where my tongue belongs right this second#itâs not that violence is sexy but violence is soooooo sexy when heâs doing it#slaughter that guy maximus haha take him out#nothing sexier than a man who can obliterate your enemies turn around slowly and then make love to you gently while covered in their blood#whatever you want maximus whatever you want#arms outstretched legs open mind empty iâm so ready for him itâs INSANE#the hormones. are a bit much today#this is mental health#this picture is all of my mental health#HE is all of my mental health#the urge to just. lay him down and trace every last gorgeous inch of his body#heâs perfect heâs SO perfect i canât be normal about it#i simply will not and cannot#donât ask me about my fixation with kissing all over his skin#yâall arenât ready for that yet#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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>> I'M THINKING MIKU MIKU OO-EE-OO <?>
#the batman 2022#edward nashton#hatsune miku#vocaloid#fanart#digital illustration#do you guys remember when it was a big ol trend on twt to draw miku as a movie character or whatever#i did this back then but never posted it#ive been doing Badly but its mostly bc i have a tomcat in my apartment lol#my cat has had tummy issues for a good long while and nothing seems to fix it so the vet gave us the go-ahead to neuter him anyways#im fairly certain its all just stress now and man no one talks about how hard it is to keep a poor hormonal tomcat relaxed#and we have the advantage that he's fully indoors and we dont have any other cats#its been terrible anyways¥¥#so yeah ive halted drawing for that reason#its been raining like crazy too#should i just offer drawings for money¿¿ i can scrunch up like an hour a day on my bf's pc i think#i wanna buy rain pants so badly#i'll do a price sheet i think#buy drawings from me so i can buy rain pants and vegetables#im going thru it im sorry#have a nice day (':#i hope you have a better day than me at least haha
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tbh i dont think my dysphoria's ever been as intense as it has being on hrt mostly bc now it feels like "i dont look like a guy" has the scary component of "the hrt isnt doing anything" now. like before it was like well duh im not on t. but now i am and nothing's ever happened. i've been misgendered more on hrt than when i wasn't on it. it's really frustrating because i think my brain looks for the logical why and it goes well. i'm too curvy to look like a guy no matter what i do. which is a great way to feel. is this like complete defeatism almost of i'm always going to look like this & i probably can't get top surgery because i'm too big for it to do anything. like man i'm never gonna look like a guy huh. well that sucks lmao
#fatphobia#i know this is an internalized problem. hence why i stopped talking about it to people#i don't even really want any input i just feel like i'm gonna explode if i don't put this down for a little while#this is such a deeply held Upsetness for me that it's just better for me & everyone that i don't talk about it#bc it'll just frustrate both of us yk#i wish i could lose weight but i can't even do that right or stick with anything and nothing ever changes#it is. maddening. to be so stuck in a body. nothing i do changes anything#hormones don't do anythign exercise doesn't do anything#all i've done is become an ugly girl so i can't even just give up on it all and look how i'm apparently destined to be#slamming my head into a table until my skull cracks brb#txt#vent#negative#body img //#whatever i'll delete this later i just don't understand how i've been on testosterone for a year and a half and#nothing. fucking Nothing has changed at All.#like what is the point. of it all#what's the point of binding what's the point of a little bit of facial hair#what's the point of an imperceptibly deeper voice#fuck!!!!!#i don't have a uterus anymore there's no reason i'm still the exact fucking same#except that i'm just i guess immune to ever looking different i could kms over this i fucking swear
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tumblr stopped being fun at some point in the last like 3 weeks. i hope it comes back. i feel awful.
#i wish guilt wasnt a factor here#i feel bad about not providing content#idk i just#its 7am here and i havent slept quite yet#im really sad right now#like on the verge of tears but theyre not coming#im saving up to get back on hrt but its so fucking goddamn expensive#my hormones are having a fucking hard time balancing themselves i think#like theres a mountain of problems im faced with right now and theyre too real and i just want to burrow into the recesses of my own mind#and like stay there forever#it sucks when the âi feel brokenâ thing is manifesting in very real ways#when like your mental health issues are causing real tangible problems n shit#ive been too depressed and lacking in motivation to do anything with my life and its put me in a hole i dont feel capable of crawling from#im just#endlessly frustrated at my inability to function#which gets more potent the longer it goes on and the worse things get#blegh when did this become a vent post no thanks#whatever#people have already unfollowed me in the last 2 weeks of inactivity why should i hold myself back from posting this#i feel like im supposed to turn to drugs at this point lol#like thats the logical progression here#shame thats not a thing im willing to do#unless someone links me to a dubious but entirely safe source of adderall or something#amphetamines save me.....#i need sleep#fuck
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âthe creators of shinigami eyes are âtrans radfemsâ bc they dont believe in misandryâ get real
#âtrans radfemsâ do you hear yourselves#people on this site love to label transfems as terfs for literally no reason#yeah shinigami is kinda useless these days but wjat are you all on abt#âumm the post said transmisandryâ the concept of transmisandry is reliant on the concept of misandry. which doesnt exist.#transmisandry as a term was coined to copy the term transmisogyny. transmisogyny is the intersection between transphobia and misogyny#which would make transmisandry the intersection between transphobia and misandry. which doesnt exist#like. im saying this as a transmasc with a hormone disorder that does or does not count as intersex depending on which circles you ask.#(wity some circles on this site specifically changing their opinion on it based on how much they agree/disagree with you đ)#being intersex does not excuse you from transmisogyny#there is a weird and very vocal subset of intersexblr on here that are weirdly insistent that misandry is a real thing and i am so tiredof i#and get really weird whenever transfems try to create terms to discuss oppression#everyone get out of their echo chamber and read a book on intersectionality#whatever. blows up.#sorry to vaguepost. genuinely no hard feelings. im just tired
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(mgv) cuddy had worried that house's instincts wouldn't flare well when he had his pup considering his traumas and lack of therapy for them. she hoped for the best, obviously, but she took the more, in her opinion, 'realistic' stance of house falling short emotionally opposed to wilson's (in her opinion, biased) take that house would have the closest thing he can manage to a lovely time.
it wasn't a lovely time, but he did prove cuddy wrong (wilson and cuddy bet on it. they're not proud of it but wilson's too smug for knowing house so well and winning to feel too guilty). if anything, house was too in-his-instincts seeing as he nearly started biting staff who reached for the pup on his chest because once that baby was in his arms, in the makeshift hospital nest, solid and tangible, everyone outside of the nest became a threat -- it took wilson stepping in as a middleman to get house to let her go so she could be cleaned, weighed, etc, and only after house growled at him that he'd "want her back".
any time after that when house held her, he purred nonstop except for when his few visitors asked to hold her, at which he would fuss. wash your hands. i don't care if you did it before you came in, do it again where i can see you. hold your arms out, if i see a single tremble, you're bust. wilson was the only one to only get a few grumbles instead of a Pre-Newborn Holding Routine, "seeing as [he] helped make her"
#mgv#house mgv#hilson#i dont feel great today. naturally i will yap about that man giving birth#once the hormones stabilize house is much less outwardly hostile#though privately still very cautious having her around people#but even when he was all semiwild or whatever he was very approving of wilson betting on him#(wilson's faith in knowing house in ways even house himself doesn't to the point of putting money on it AND WINNING >#just reaffirms for him that there's no one else on the planet he'd rather be doing this with)#<- gross. they may be fucked in the head but they're also in disgusting sappy love#anyway. thinking about house only REALLY relaxing when wilson's got their pup in the recovery room#like watching them in a doze still faintly purring out of his own happiness rather than to reassure a newborn#then he just chirps loud enough to be heard over wilson's own purrs. âdilfâ#and wilson doesn't even look away from their baby when he hums all patronizing âmaybe later dearâ and house is just like fuuuuck :)
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Do any transfems need a spironolactone plug let me know Im coming off of it cause im a man
#Sucks tht i have to do the acne shit all over again#But Im thinking of the end goal over that. dammit im gonna be mad if my body still reacts like that in not even a year#I hate acneeeee good thing im a skincare nut but it drives me crazy when its hormonal and theres nothing i can do#Other than resign into detransition out of fear again. Dont think i want that this time.#Considering how bad my acne was when not on anything at all and with a great skincare routine...ugh...whatever#This too shall pass etc#I cant sit here and hate myself forever
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post credits scene where wbx is like âdo i really have to change my name and flee the countryâ and zhu is like âwell you see. i sorta promised lady ki that i was gonna ensure your slow agonizing death in exchange for her help soâ and wbx goes âah yeah that makes senseâ and then they sneak him out with a fake mustache
#ma is still crying in the background during all of this btw#pregnancy hormones will do that to u#anyway i finished my reread like a week ago but i keep thinking how lady ki got ripped off#yeah yeah revenge is hollow or whatever#but imagine if she found out they let him walk#đ hwdtw
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Pathetic at 1 am
#i'll be doing perfectly fine and the bam bitch! i'm extremely upset about my lack of natural masculinity again#crying and everything! just bizarre behavior#whatever#i feel guilty all the time for no reason and i'm willing to closet myself for the rest of my life just so i won't be a nuisance lmao#and by 'closeted' i mean i'll be on hormones but still living as a woman because i'm already on testosterone lmao
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I love seeing you geek out over the Jaal romance lmao
HOW IS HE SO FINE
i wanna chew on him like a cat on plastic
#I want him#his biceps are the size of my head#rare occasion of me not simping over a twink or a femboy#love ya Thane but you were the twinkest mose breedable of them all#The things I would let Jaal do to me would make the devil blush#time to find out if angara and humans are genetically compatible for reproduction the good ol'fashioned reliable way <3#Triplets at LEAST#how are his arms so big oh my god how is he so strong#The most buff Mass Effect character ever#and he's a sweetheart romantic???#Death penalty.#Immediately.#How am I expected to focus on anything else in this damn game when this walking hormonal panic inducing man is within my radius#suddenly I am a homesteader I am a housewife I am breadwinner husband I am whatever he wants me to be#Rights? i don't have em. I'd even be a pet. Whatever makes you happy mama <3#let me bite him LET ME BITE HIM IT IS A NEED#He is so hot but he triggers my cuteness aggression also??? I wanna squish his cheeks and teeth against his fingers#âjaal#âscreenshots#âAndromeda#âcharacter specific
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why was I born small if there is no one to hold me in their big strong arms? like whatâs up with that
#i would fit SO PERFECTLY in maximusâ arms#i would feel so safe and content and protected đđđ#donât want to have a job anymore just want to spend my life loving him#currently oscillating between:#(1) wanting him to sweep me up in his arms and just hug me and keep me warm#and (2) needing him to hold me down between his knees and just⊠you know. do whatever he wants#hormones are a blessing and a curse#GREAGHAHEHFGRH let me GO TO HIM#i just. want to be hugged. and also banged.#i feel like maximus would be so good at both#fight me if you disagree#that man is PERFECT in every single way#there is NOTHING wrong with him#heâs my beloved my angel my perfect husband and I LOVE HIM#today is. going to be interesting#gladiator#text posts#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#maximus#maximus decimus meridius
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