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[ohii-san]

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call me eve/caoimhe, he/she prns, bodily 21 ( 02/19/2003 )

i do misc enstars/pjsk translations ! please do not repost my translations or screenshot them without crediting me but feel free to cite/link back to them if you want to use them for anything, whether it's analysis or a web weaving or something, idm ! i am okay with being hosted on web.archive.org as well but i doubt i’ll ever delete anything so ..

i take pay what you want writing commissions ! my ao3 is docmaruki if you want samples of my work :thumbsup:

my rentry with slightly more info is here, promise you it is not that long a read . i have an extended abt/dni here but just know i block fairly freely . i’m engaged to @misuzuh​/@rinnikis​ and post about him sometimes !! we are very pda-ish so if that bothers you then umm don’t tell us lol

i have a discord server for my followers to join if they want to get to know me better or socialize with people who have similar interests !! you can always dm me here or on discord, or feel free to shoot me asks whenever you’d like :thumbsup: i do not bite i am very friendly and talkative !!

mutuals please tag: rinne/rei aka rinnerei, and rinne/shu aka . well . rinneshu . child abuse/harm/death is also appreciated . you can tag with "eve don't look" or just the proper associated tags !

[manichewitz]

i think about this post like. at least once a day

[dragonsholygrail]

When you tell him "just the tip" but he's a tentacle monster so he proceeds to slam about a foot of his tentacle deep inside you before fucking you within an inch of your life.

[raylasgf]

no way now people are mad about the ‘your breath is warm’ line i can’t do this anymoree 😭😭

[novembermorgon]

does myrielle survive after aerion? what would widow myrielle be like?

- palestickyprinces :3

i think myrielle is kind of doomed to outlive everyone around her . i haven't been able to think of any real ending for her that's big and dramatic because i feel like more than anything she would be completely frozen in horror at the idea of having to live for years and years and years while every part of her life crumbles around her . she watches aerion die and she watches her brothers die and she maybe even watches her sons die and in the end the world spins on without her . i have a few little routes in mind for her but most realistically she goes back to casterly rock and lives for way too long and kind of just has to deal with existing without a purpose or anything to drive her to carry on . she has family around her, sure, nieces and nephews and probably some grandkids, but none of them are really all that involved with her . she has accomplished only what the world expects of her (be a good wife + have sons) but she is left with no satisfaction for herself

widow myrielle .... i think she would grieve for a very long time . longer than is kind of typical, because she cares for aerion but also kind of because she also mourns for herself. as i mentioned in the ask about her relationship with aerionnshe centers her life so heavily around him that when he dies she doesn't really know what to do or where to turn or how to even keep existing . she probably remarries by virtue of still being relatively young . eventually

[pasdetrois]

i like the theory that the dunwall city trials are corvo's nightmares (the random targets of each mission, the medley of entirely different locations forming new, uncanny labyrinths, the elements of the void overreaching into the world of the living, etc. all seem to point to this), but it's also so fun to think of the outsider's potential interference in these dreams. for someone who desires "a good show" above all else, throwing your protagonist into the fray of your design over and over again to observe every possible reaction you can elicit from them must be the height of entertainment. in that light, some of the missions (such as kill cascade) become fascinatingly cruel; the outsider will give corvo the means to repair or deepen the fracture of jessamine's death in the waking world, but in dreams, he must be the one to create it.

[putridement]

i am mourning the person i wanted to be

[mommyclaws]

darkstripe for your tigerclaw mentor au?

I hope to do alot with Darkstripe, I want to explore how he’s the ideal example of what Redpaw, Longtail, or even Ravenpaw might have become if things had gone just alittle differently… Tigerclaw is cunning and manipulative, he’s very purposeful and strategic with the tactics he uses to get into younger cats heads, whether through a fake sense of unity or targetted insults. It’s what he uses to try and manipulate Redtail and Ravenpaw, except both of them were able to see Tigerclaw for who he is, whether by their own conclusions or fear of him. Darkpaw didn’t have that realization until much, much later in his life, when he was already set in his ways.

I want the narrative to be sympathetic towards Darkstripe as a genuine victim of what he’s been taught, but still acknowledge him as a bad person. He was raised to act and think in the hateful way that he does, but when given the option to make decisions for himself, he still actively chooses to do the wrong thing. He’s a sort of parallel to Fireheart.

Personality wise, he is very bitter, stoical, and lonely.

Darkstripe was taken into the clan as a rogue kitten, he has no biological kin and joined the clan at a time when hostility towards outsiders was extremely high due to Pinestar’s leave moons ago. He made very few relationships while he was young in favor of focusing on his training and soley trying to please his mentor for praise and a sense of acceptance. He’s rarely seen spending time with anyone who isn’t Tigerclaw, Leopardfoot (<- His adoptive mother) or a former apprentice.

Despite this, he is still generally respected as a warrior and known to be a great teacher. (Based on the fact he received three apprentices in a short span on time) I think mentoring cats is one of the only ways Darkstripe knows how to form lasting bonds because his most important relationship, with his step-brother, Tigerclaw, is based on Tiger being “above” or in command of him. So he keeps that sort of dynamic with Longtail and Dustpelt even after they’re warriors. Unknowingly repeating the cycle that’s turned him into such a lonely person.

When Firepaw joins the clan, he is VERY desperate to impress and ingrain himself into Tigerclaw’s social circle. Because Tigerclaw has begun to normalize xenophobia in his head, instead of wanting to avoid the group that seems to hate his heritage the most, it actually makes him more eager to be seen by them. Firepaw feels like being “one of them” would be his ticket to being “accepted” into the clan, but in reality he’s cluelessly and willingly falling victim into being manipulated into the very same views and ideals that ostracized him in the first place. Just like Darkpaw.

On a lighter note, out of all of Tigerclaw’s circle, Darkstripe takes the longest to start tolerating Fire, from a genuine dislike and a bit of discomfort from how much of himself he sees in him… Firepaw is very upset about it! He and Graypaw came up with all sorts of silly attempts to get his attention.

[codgod]

a buncha charlie pics that i like also. but they’re mostly screenshots because he’s too silly for normal photos u.u

[incesthemes]

i realize how demented this sounds but hear me out okay.

when sam first sees the "angel" in houses of the holy, dean offers him a drink from his flask—sam refuses. at the end of the episode when sam's faith has been crushed by the disappointing reality, dean offers his flask again, and sam accepts it this time.

the difference between these two scenes lies in sam's faith: in the first sequence, sam is filled with a religious fervor and a hope for his own redemption. in the second, he's crippled and lost and hopeless. there's a few interpretations of this which i think all kind of overlap and influence each other.

first and foremost, the most literal, baseline interpretation of this is probably that sam is interpreting dean's gesture (somewhat accurately) as being dismissive of his experience in the first sequence, but as compassionate in the second. there is a marked difference in how dean offers the flask to sam each time, and dean too has undergone a change throughout the episode to influence his understanding of god and faith.

but these scenes can also have interesting symbolic meaning, too. this is alcohol that dean is offering. it's a substance from which abstinence is associated with moral purity—the prohibition movement was led by protestants seeking to eliminate corruption and violence from the world, and it was framed as a battle for morality. therefore, temperance is seen as good, pure, and righteous. when sam is consumed by his faith, he abstains. when he loses his faith, he imbibes.

and through that moral lens, there's another interesting interpretation that can be found. the flask belongs to dean, and he is seen drinking from it. when sam drinks from it, too, they're literally swapping spit. metaphorically, drinking from the same flask can be seen as a kiss, and this isn't the only time this metaphor is used, either. in sex and violence, nick drinks from dean's flask, then lets dean drink from it again—and this sharing of saliva is what puts dean under his siren's spell.

in sex and violence, sharing a flask is depicted as an explicitly sexual act, a stand-in for a kiss. nick is dean's sexual fantasy, the ideal little brother, and he snags dean through an indirect kiss.

so if sharing a flask is a sexual act, then it can apply here: abstaining from alcohol is morally righteous and good, and imbibing is morally tarnished. sam, in his ecstasy, wants to be good—he thinks he's been chosen for redemption, after all. he wants to live up to the potential that the "angel" sees in him. he refuses the drink, and only when he's lost his faith does he accept it.

but it's dean's flask. accepting the drink would also be a sexual thing—he would be kissing his brother. it would be an act of incest, something impure and unholy and sinful. he wants to be good, so he rejects not just the drink but dean himself, because to engage with him would be a sin. this rejection is embedded within a plot which drives sam and dean apart, their religious philosophies at war. they drift further apart with each clash of theologies, and they both reject each other's perspectives in their loyalty to their own.

it's only after he loses his faith that he stops trying to be good, that he accepts the drink, that he takes dean back into himself. he kisses his brother when he returns to him, and it's after this reuniting kiss that they're able to come together again and find compromise and concession, their respective ideologies shifting toward each other's until they've found equilibrium again. through the flask, they literally kiss and make up, and their codependency is secured through that kiss.

[manichewitz]

“sam and frodo aren’t gay you just don’t know how friendships work” no, YOU don’t know how queer interpretations of fiction work. i can think they’re friends and still think they’re gay for each other. the whole idea that a relationship is *either* romantic or platonic and not allowed to be both is a heteronormative concept anyway. part of being queer is breaking down easily demarcated boxes assigned to attraction and intimacy. if you refuse to see queer romance because “theyre just friends” youre a loser. also those hobbits are fucking

[dragonsholygrail]

Was in an art museum earlier looking at the most beautiful paintings and sculptures while periodically writing the nastiest most downbad Monster Smut and I thought to myself… when will exquisite art such as monster fucking grace lavish walls such as these?

[merylshades]

one thing i will never forgive the ace attorney fandom for is the severe mischaracterization and fanonization of manfred von karma. they turned him into an evil harmful abuser and it just makes a weaker narrative overall to me. i dont have any problem with it just being a headcanon because people are allowed to have whatever the fuck they want even if i dont like it but No its considered to be Canon and anyone who likes this character is Bad and its like Babe there is so many other things to hate this man over why do you choose one that is never shown in the games besides Once and that turned out to be a mistranslation and is also from a game that commonly mischaracterized its characters. what are you talking about.

you know what you CAN hate this man over? he was the one that people respected and adored, the one that was considered to be a god amongst prosecutors. he may be cold, stand-offish and a perfectionist, but miles knew he at least cared about him and was his main source of comfort when he needed it. he never knew that he was the one who killed his father and changed his life forever. he never knew that the person that gave him this much love and comfort was the person who made him scared of earthquakes to the point he'd passed out and made him always persistent on taking the stairs. the person who he hugged and cried into the shoulder of being the man who changed it all for the worse.

and for what? because he was a coward. he got scared when his perfect record has it's first penalty - and it wasn't even a loss. he still won. he could've moved on with his life and pretended it never happened. he was still respected amongst prosecutors despite it, after all, it wasn't his fault. yet he just couldn't help it. it was opportunistic and uncalculated. he was filled with such guilt and regret to the point he took in his victim's own son and raised him like his own. knowingly allowed him to cry into his shoulder and told him that it was going to be okay, he's here and that's all that matters when he was the one who took that gun and shot him.

and then people Hate him not because of all of that but because he is an Evil Abuser And Doesn't Regret What He Did At All Because He's Just That Evil.

[iaus]

listen. as we all know. i am in love with jace being 50 pushing 60. but as someone who wanted to climb another teacher in my department who was at least 15 years older than me

i think 20-something yr old new teacher jace being like despite our very strange encounter in the cafeteria i want to fuck that weirdo middle aged man is something that can be so personal

[raylasgf]

i use this blog for fandom purposes only, but i can’t not post about this today.

you probably haven’t heard, but one year ago (28/2/2023), in Tempi (Greece), happened the worst train collision in the country’s history. one of the two trains was full of university students returning to their homes to celebrate a national holiday with their families.

57 of these people never got to their destination. 57 innocent people lost their lives because two trains were in the same train track, and nobody noticed. in greece, in 2023.

some of the people who were presumed dead were never even found. some people were identified through body parts. and guess what? no one has paid yet. not even the minister of transport, who signed a resignation after the crash, but still got added into the parliament during the may 2023 elections.

the same person who, one month before the crash, was biting people’s heads off because they ‘dared to question the safety of the train tracks’ after some workers filed a complaint about the unsafe conditions of the train controls.

everyone who travelled by train in greece before the accident is alive BY LUCK. because the fucking comms were not working. it wasn’t just a temporary issue, they had not been working for YEARS. and let me remind you, the government did nothing to prevent this from happening . how are we, greek citizens, supposed to feel safe in this country when we’re alive by luck??

and no one is talking about this. please raise awareness. the people who lost their lives need JUSTICE.

this is murder and not an ‘accident’

rest in peace to the 57 souls who went so unfairly. we will never forget.

[bamgeut]

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