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it hurts so bad man. im too lazy to explain it rn but death triggers me so bad for a lot of reasons. im scared to go to sleep. what if she goes to sleep forever while im asleep? i’m devastated.

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oh i missed you valium but i won’t abuse you this time. I shouldn’t, i need to break the cycle. i’m not really sure how but i will find a way as long as i’m alive.

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my dog is dying. i can’t stop crying since i woke up. she was still able to run and play 6 months ago and now, she can’t even walk anymore. keeping her alive would be selfish so my family decided to euthanize her tomorrow. i don’t want it, no one wants it. i hope heaven exists so we can meet again. the next months are going to be terrible, grief is an unbearable pain.

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i lowkey relapsed today but i don’t really gaf and feel much better actually so it’s fine i guess

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3 months clean. feeling a deep sense of apathy towards me and the world. self h has been my personality for over 10 years, the hell am i supposed to do without it.

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In Russia carpets are placed on the road to prevent erosion slipping on clay.

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2 months clean in 4 days and words can’t describe how bad i need to cut. i miss blood, genuinely. there’s something comforting about it like i can finally materialize my own struggle and let it bleed. nothing can remplace that.

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SHE’S FULL OF DIRT & MAGGOTS.

shin, 21, better as a concept than a human being. i like to create and shitpost about everything and nothing.

[disclaimer : i did not make the typographies, i’ve found them both on dafont. this is only for my personal use. i’ll make my own logo one day.]

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need to redo that damn pinned

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I was not built for this (being alive)

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Every autistic person deserves infinite funds to be able to purchase items related to their special interests with

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hello tumblr, been a while. didn’t feel like posting for the past months but im still, unfortunately, alive

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SORRY I GET CLUMSY AND DON’T REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO MY SURROUNDING, IM IN A CONSTANT STATE OF DEREALIZATION

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when you go back to sleep in the middle of the day cause you’re useless lowkey

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так это мечта

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lowkey miss 2020 when i didn’t know it was about to get worse

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i have a master degree in anxiety and paranoia