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i have a master degree in anxiety and paranoia

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my body is decaying and i can feel it.

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i can’t stop crying I miss my grandpa so much, all I want is to sit on his lap one more time and listen to him. I miss you so much I can’t get over it

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i genuinely want to die everything is pointless asf

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i am severely depressed, i can’t project myself in the future and i’m probably fucked 😁

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tooth necklace <3

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you can’t love someone when you hate yourself. you can’t love someone when you hate yourself. you can’t love someone when you hate yourself.

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i don’t want a full time job i don’t want to struggle all i want is to be free, create a band and play on stage, i don’t want to live just to pay a bunch of corrupted p3dos who don’t care about people, i hate everything, i hate the fact that im living in a society where i don’t fit, why should i be stronger, why do i have to take it upon myself? hell exists and its within my head.

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my mood swings are too brutal i do not want to be alive and my skin feels so dirty. valium i need you

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mama said be different just not too much

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your apology was made of guilt, not sincerity

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people do not acknowledge adhd like autism or bpd or even bipolar disorder. i am not trying to compare anything but some of you think it’s just a personality trait.

and the name doesn’t even describe it like it should. it is not only about hyperactivity. having adhd feels like you have to justify and explain yourself constantly.

i’ve wasted so much time trying to explain it, so i gave up and i’d rather be seen as mean and cold than give another explanation.

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"i love you" ok, let me keep your viscera and bones then?

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got my septum pierced and mom is mad at me. she yelled at me and gave me the silent treatment lmfao. i look cool now at least.