#<- i'm having a moment don't mind me

[unorcadox]

i am poison in the water

[regulusrules]

Do I know you? // I thought I knew you.

BBC Merlin (2008) - s01e01 // s05e13 parallel

[reunitedinterlude]

so that was a lie

[xitsensunmoon]

Do you think Sun and Moon ever get tired of celestial imagenery... In a "it's not all there is to us" way.

I feel like at first, when they do leave the daycare with you, seeing any type of sun/moon/stars imagenery makes them giggle, "look, people adore us".

But I think things like those get old so fast. Yes, we were made in the sun's and the moon's imagenery but is it really all you see us as?

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

ok but

SAGAU reader who bundles themselves in blankets to calm down and have a moment of peace, just wrapping and snuggling down until you're almost entirely covered in quilts and comforters. it's warm and cozy and makes you feel grounded; you've been doing it for a long time, and aren't planning to stop just because you've been tossed into Teyvat.

except Foul Legacy thinks that you're making a nest and wants to help. he pokes and tugs at your blankets until he's looking curiously at your exhausted expression, then runs off to gather even more covers to arrange them around you. soon enough you're sitting in the middle of a rather large and soft blanket nest, with a big sparkly Abyssal moth snuggling his head into your lap and purring in delight. it's even better than being under a mound of quilts, and your tense muscles gradually relax the longer you pet Foul Legacy's hair, a stable point in a new yet familiar world.

you go to him whenever you feel overwhelmed after that.

[wallow-titz]

One of the many things Brilliant Minds gets right is how each character's sexual identity is shared. I am SO GRATEFUL that we are finally getting a good TV series where being queer is NOT the major plot and there's no drama or weirdness involved in sharing that with the viewer. We saw it with Oliver, Josh, and now Dana. It's just added to the story in such a seamless way where you feel you knew it all along. Queerness is not their defining characteristic. It's just part of who they are. I love this show for that.

[wombywoo]

as an addendum to the last post--I think I've also been so afraid of criticism and being rejected that it's kept me from fully being comfortable putting myself out there, but then I remembered that I got anonymous hate telling me they hope my art gets scraped for AI and that I get reported for giving a character a hairstyle they didn't like, so maybe the fucks I should be giving have now been donated to charity 🤷‍♀️

[coldshrugs]

safe

[camellcat]

just recently rewatched the end of time specials, and I can't stop thinking about the way the master caught the doctor only to let him drop anyway. hey guys. what the fuck? I like had a visceral reaction to that and I don't even know why. that's. what. why'd he do that. do it again

[theplantbish]

papi........

[redbootsindoriath]

Welcome to I-just-realized-that-I-only-posted-4-times-in-the-whole-of-last-year. I was largely uncreative throughout 2023 and 2024, unfortunately, but I think I've finally compiled enough stuff for a short queue as a sort of apology to you guys. A lot of the art is over six months old, some of it from more than a year ago, which means I get to dust off my backlog tag again.

A majority of the queue is going to be stuff from my own original works, which I am aware is not the reason most of you guys follow my blog, but alas, the artist must be a slave to the muse. Last month I picked up writing again more than 5 years after setting aside my main writing project, so there's been a lot of character design and other worldbuilding taking up most of my free time lately. Which is exciting for me, but I know it's nothing compared to Tolkien's legendarium and I apologize for that. Unfortunately I haven't worked on much Tolkien stuff for quite a while, which is going to make this a very unusual and jumbled series of posts with artwork from all across the board. Some of it is going to be unfinished in a big way: stuff I meant to share here when it was done but never got around to finishing.

First post should be up tomorrow at 11 a.m. GMT (I think), and then one per day at that same time until the queue runs out.

[bidisasterevankinard]

One fic where Tommy comes to Buck with speech. Just one fucking fic is that too much to ask?

Why it's always Buck coming to him? Several times sometimes!!!

[tpup]

I do kinda have a life debt to the transfem community where I am; I really don't know what on earth I would have done if the girls in my life hadn't taken me in instead of letting me live out of my car in this freezing weather. Like. Not just given me a place to sleep, but made me feel like family, made me feel like I'm worth something - I can't stress how much life has kicked my ass and absolutely ripped away my self esteem, how much I thought I'd be doing everyone a favor by not being in their lives. I'm devastated so many trans women know what it's like to feel this way. And I'm forever grateful you collectively took me into the flock even when I can't see why you would. You don't owe me a thing and you took me in as family. Told me I don't owe anything but to survive.

And the generosity of the community here on tumblr has been a lot of how I've afforded to eat while I'm too disabled and depressed to work.

UGH I can blubber for ages & I've posted this gist before but I love you

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

Running into a dating dilemma issue I have not encountered in quite some time. Starting talking to two different people on an app at around the same time, went on a date with one of them last Saturday. It went surprisingly well, even fooled around a little for the first time in a long while. We have a second date at an arcade planned for this Sunday.

Other person was a little slower on the draw (not as timely with responses) and has offered to meet up this Friday. They seem nice enough, but now I'm kind of focused on the first person- but obviously that connection is also still in the exploratory stages and there are no guarantees that anything else will happen with them. I'm not great at dividing my attention when I'm interested in someone but I also don't want to count any chickens before they hatch (the chickens in this case being a meaningful or at least ongoing sexual relationship 🐣)

So the dilemma is: do I still go on the date with person #2? The way I see it I have three options- agree to the date and see where it goes, decline the date, or put it off until next week and see how I feel after the second date with the guy that I already met. I feel like I should make a choice soon but I truly don't know which one 😬

[wikitpowers]

*eats kit *

ANOTHER ONE?!??/;s well ig atp i can't help but…

NOM! 💘💖💞💓💕💝💞💗💞💝💖💓💖💞💝💕