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rubenesque-as-fuck · 18 hours ago

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Running into a dating dilemma issue I have not encountered in quite some time. Starting talking to two different people on an app at around the same time, went on a date with one of them last Saturday. It went surprisingly well, even fooled around a little for the first time in a long while. We have a second date at an arcade planned for this Sunday.

Other person was a little slower on the draw (not as timely with responses) and has offered to meet up this Friday. They seem nice enough, but now I'm kind of focused on the first person- but obviously that connection is also still in the exploratory stages and there are no guarantees that anything else will happen with them. I'm not great at dividing my attention when I'm interested in someone but I also don't want to count any chickens before they hatch (the chickens in this case being a meaningful or at least ongoing sexual relationship 🐣)

So the dilemma is: do I still go on the date with person #2? The way I see it I have three options- agree to the date and see where it goes, decline the date, or put it off until next week and see how I feel after the second date with the guy that I already met. I feel like I should make a choice soon but I truly don't know which one 😬

#here friends take your mind off of the world burning for a moment by reading about my dumb dating problems #dating nonsense #dating dilemma #and yes I know there's no rule saying I can't date both #but I have limited energy and attention for this sort of thing #if I'm into you I tend to get all in on it #i don't really like sharing it's exhausting to me #I'm thinking maybe the 'put it off until next week to see how I feel then' option but is that just the coward's choice?#really just kinda hoping that sunday arcade date with R goes well #and that maybe I get to touch that buuuuuuttt #and then cuddle naked and watch xena with him some more #might also be a little focused because he pulled a couple of dom-ish moves without me having to specifically ask and that made me 😍😍😍#and he was able to lift me??? when I was straddling him on my couch #which was a delightful surprise #but can't let the rose colored glasses descend just because he slapped my ass and pulled my hair a little and called me a good girl 🫠#he is the first person I've actually invited to my place since D though #who I have been texting with occasionally while all of this is also going because my feelings are not complicated enough as it is 🙄

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