#/j im miserable

[macmuffins-blog]

[bandtrees]

curly monologue that really just cannonballs you in the chest if youv ever been in an abusive relationship

[suntails]

⚔️🦈

[scottlikeslesmis]

Enjolras either has the most detailed and elaborate skin care routine or just splashs water on his face and calls it a day.

And both are funny.

[therabbitthatpostthings]

I'm so sick of gay people, what do mean your lives are intwined as you both are the beginning and end of all things, the cut in the cycle, the progression of the future, and memory of the past?

[ectonurites]

man i WISH that i could go outside and touch grass. but i got this stupid fucking grass & trees allergy

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

yes i’m tired and angry at hbo max for not even bothering to give us scraps and yes i’m miserable and jaded about rainbow capitalism but also if we DO actually get a trailer tomorrow the extreme dopamine hit and the flood of endorphins that i’ll get from seeing new footage of edward teach will probably temporarily override any trace of bitterness about being continually done dirty by corporations for like, at least an entire week

[crazylittlejester]

randomly not being able to breathe because my chest hurts AND getting thrown on my ass with low blood sugar was just fucking mean why am i being ganged up on right now what the fuck

and with resident evil 6 looming over me too??? this is so fucking cruel

[gasstationclown]

i frequently think about kristophs black psyche locks and how its the first time phoenix sees locks like them, and how its secrets that the person arent even aware theyre keeping, and how breaking the locks forcefully can make the person suffer psychological damage. like kristophs final breakdown, also akin to the first case where kristoph tells apollo to break phoenix and his testimony

i also frequently think about [insane rambling under the cut]

i also frequently think about how kristoph never really truly made any attempts on phoenixs life. Yes, obviously kristoph ruined phoenixs career which might as well been his life, and he most certainly tried to frame him for murder, but during the 7 years of their relationship kristoph never tried to kill phoenix directly. he killed like 2 people and tried a third but he never made an attempt on phoenixs life, even when he probably could’ve tried the night he killed zak gramarye/shadi smith. you could argue that he gave phoenix the nail polish, but the thing is that 1)  there was a chance that it wasnt actully poisoned, especially considering that he probably didnt have any opportunity to prepare it and he used it on his own nails, 2) there was absolutely no guarantee that phoenix would ingest the nail polish let alone use it OR give it to someone else. you could argue that it was some last resort (if it was actually poisoned), but by this point kristoph is aware that phoenix is investigating and pointing towards him so he was practically handing him evidence, even if it couldnt really be used well in court, it connected kristoph to vera just enough. kristoph had enough reason and enough repulsion towards both zak and phoenix, so why did he kill zak and just try to get phoenix out of the way? maybe it was easier and maybe it would prevent fingers from pointing towards him, and considering that he was going to defend the case he would have been put in a good spot to manipulate the trial. idk i think theres more rattling around in my brain but its just what i think about a lot post is done <3

[hearts401]

thinking about how a ne'qal would get sick

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

reading the comments of OI stories is so unpleasant sometimes like 😭 i hate seeing people rage and curse at characters who aren't the protags. bro it's not their fault that they're antagonists and they're not even THAT annoying lmao

[kiyomitakada]

i am going to scream (wip rambling in the tags)

[judeharoldvich]

throwing a tantrum in my room rn bc this guy who was like exceedingly camp but insisted he wasnt gay in my old high school just matched w me on hinge w gay in his profile and i cant even tell my ex best friend who knew him about it. im literally witnessing the worlds most obvious plot twist twisting before mine very eyes and i have nobody to tell who will acc gaf. kms /j

[rololamperougeblr]

if lelouch never got his memories back would rolo have to pretend to be his brother . like . forever

[ghosts-of-love]

yo anyone wanna come to a national trust place with me today? 🍁🍂

[yeticantfeelyou]

Serious note... Take from me... Please don't think drugs are the solution, only more serious problems will arise from using..

I want to cry for the kids, the teenagers who just started using... Why ? Who gave that shit to you? I promise you. I promise with my whole heart and soul... Your life will be ruined... You're digging your own grave.... Your life will be drastically shortened...

I know it's hypocritical, I sound idiotic saying this because I'm on here joking about drugs and laughing about this issue. I already explained why.

I just never want anyone to be in the same situations Ive been in

If I could prevent that by telling people what the fuck happened and what's going to happen to me, I hope it sticks with atleast one person. I hope someone understands my message. I really hope and pray for sober lives. Never fall into this mess. I'm so fucked up. Everything is wrong in my life. I am working on a better life, I just can't do it alone like I originally thought.